As a DID system it's really nice to see a comp of our disorder that isn't fakeclaiming us or something weird, so thank you :) this disorder is so tiring so it's nice to see tiktoks that are so relatable to us. makes us feel less alone Your channel is a big comfort for me so thank you sm, I hope you have a good day !

@littleinternetfreak

Жыл бұрын

UR SO SWEET, here's our discord server if u wanna join, it has pluralkit in it too discord.gg/YsQkDKNZ

@Trilliumszz

9 ай бұрын

I completely agree. -Scara

Im sorry but as a system with seizures, the epilepsy "can you seize for me" took me out. I was not expecting that i love it

As someone with osdd, these are ironically funny and terrifying at the same time

Can confirm, we are all magical girls and switching does in fact look like a transformation.

@TheSwiftHeartSystem

6 ай бұрын

This is even funnier when you have 4 magical girl fictives

The best realization for us was that we dont actually assign roles to each other We already do those things

I’m pretty new to the fact I’m probably a system (OSDD 1b) and right now I haven’t experienced many negative symptoms and at the moment it is like having a support system in my head and got a really bad “oh am I faking it” till I remembered that I’m the host and right now most of my system mates are keeping me more in the dark for my mental safety till we get a therapist and actually talk about it. I’m really confused but I respect all my system mates and I just really wish I could help lighten their load cause I do love them like family. But yeah that’s my little system vent.

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

:)

I would LOVE to have a magical girl transformation whenever we switch!

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

Maybe then I would know who's fronting!

I'm fairly new to being a system, I've only figured out recently and I'm currently in denial because it feels like I'm faking it, currently I'm trying to remember if I had trauma as a child or something, my friends who are also a part of DID systems have been helping me with figuring it out and letting me take my time

@FunkinSystem

11 ай бұрын

No cuz literally same- I'm aware of my trauma sadly but we just can't accept it and reach out - EG

@SummerTheFurry

9 ай бұрын

Same bro. I’m really positive I’m an Osdd system though. I hope you and your alters feel better though.

@mixedbagmixesmusic1967

8 ай бұрын

I had the same experience last year. You've got this, okay?

@lilylicausi923

7 ай бұрын

same, i dont know if im faking it, because one of my two other alters besides me is too "far away" for me to feel if they're here, and they just shout stuff at me and my other alter. they do come closer every now and then, though. im also the only one that fronts, which is annoying, because it also makes me feel like im faking it. -raine

@lanceuppercut8220

6 ай бұрын

LOL, I hope you're being satirical. If not that's just sad, you want to have childhood trauma? You want to have a mental disorder? Did your parents not hug you enough and tell you, you were special? Your mental disorder is that you are addicted to attention in any way you can get it and you are literally causing your self to develop different mental disorders by convincing yourself you have mental disorders that you never had. The inclusion of DID in the DSM-5 was highly controversial and the way it's typically described in tiktoks does not match the description of what it is like in reality and is more akin to bipolar disorder, with rapid mood swings or "personalities". You probably just have bipolar disorder or an attention seeking disorder. I can tell you all these people are faking and it's being intentionally propagated by the CCP through tiktok to ruin American youths, if you want to be seen as special and get positive attention develop a talent/hobby like music, drawing, video production etc.

I feel like something is wrong with me My gf, who is a system, told me that the symptoms I’ve been experiencing for YEARS could be DID. I have this character in my head that I talk to, I view him as another version of myself - like all the negative bits about me. His name is Brain. He’s a floating brain who has a superiority complex. He likes things I hate (like classical music), insults my gf (whom I’m literally wholeheartedly in love with and could absolutely never hate), is an atheist (I’m religiously Jewish), and that’s all I really know so far. Almost my entire life I had to deal with severe trauma, most of which I can’t say here without putting a trigger warning. Growing up, I’d sometime refer to myself with us/we instinctively and barely question why. I remember one time, I was alone (again) in my room, I heard a man’s voice in my head calling me my (then) name (I’m trans but this was before I even knew what being trans meant). I thought it was God. I don’t know what to do. I thought I was a singlet. I’ve always shown myself to be a singlet. I don’t have a headspace, but today I switched(?) for the first time?? Multiple times. It was so stressful. Like I was still conscious and there, but I wasn’t in control. I think that’s what co-fronting/co-con is??? Idk I have a lot of friends with DID, and my experience wasn’t like theirs so I just. Didn’t think anything of it. Am I wrong with this worry? Am I being paranoid? Is my mom right and I’m just a hypochondriac??? Is this just OCD and PTSD fucking me over??? Am I faking it??? I’ve had Brain for as long as I can remember, for multiple years at least. I also deal with daily memory gaps - some can be so severe that I immediately forget entire conversations and go into loops for minutes on end. I completely forgets what occurs the day or two before. My gf has even informed me that she has noticed my personality pretty much switch a bunch over the 6 years she’s known me, like one moment I’d be me and then another I’d act completely differently. I don’t have any memory of this. I don’t even remember most of my childhood. All my traumatic memories are in third person. When I’m paranoid, all my thoughts sound like a bunch of voices arguing and they get so loud it drowns out my own voice. I think in PICTURES. NOT WORDS. ESPECIALLY WITH MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS. My intrusive thoughts are made up pictures with very little thoughts, but these paranoid thoughts are ALL thoughts. And the voices sound different, too. It sounds like a bunch of people. I don’t know what’s going on and I’m scared.

@RazzfurryTea

6 ай бұрын

This is exactly how I felt when I realized we were a system. I'd suggest doing more research, maybe, but from what it sounds like, you probably have DID or OSDD-1B like me. My boyfriend has fragmented alters and he's the one who pointed out that I might be a system, similarly with you. Honesty, our experiences are very close. I'd say there is a good chance you have it, yeah.

@loveleedesigns

6 ай бұрын

@@RazzfurryTea uhm so funny story I’m getting checked out by my psychiatrist for like system stuff lmaoooo

@RazzfurryTea

6 ай бұрын

@@loveleedesigns well good! I'm proud of you lol. I still haven't been able to get a psychiatrist yet 🥲

@loveleedesigns

6 ай бұрын

@@RazzfurryTea my psychiatrist simply told me to write down all the conversations in my head so hopefully she’ll see what’s wrong with me lmaoo

@RazzfurryTea

6 ай бұрын

@@loveleedesigns oh lol

Hey person here who is questioning a little if I have osdd-1b and also just want to get to understand DID /OSDD correctly. I wonder sometimes if it's rude to want to know what it's like to be a system, not in a "wow being a system sounds so cool !!! I'd lOvE to have friends in my head !!!" more in a way of "I want to know what it feels like so I can understand the stress and pain you go through, so I can support you right" and in so I know that "wow yeah nobody should wish to be a system" but I really do respect and hope all systems out there will be okay, you all got this! but I feel like a jerk for wanting to know all this stuff

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

Curiosity isn't rude. Im part of an osdd1b system. For us it's mostly just confusing and a little unstable. No one really knows we have it so there's a lot of pressure to not only consistently act the same but also act the same as we did before discovery. It's hard on littles and alters with higher support needs because they don't receive support from anyone outside the system. We don't get memory gaps but being thrown into front is confusing and jarring and our memory is usually pretty fuzzy with emotional amnesia. But being part of a system is also amazing. It feels like I get to be so much more than I would be as a singlet because every person navigating the outer world faces judgement or criticism and has expectations placed upon them. Inside the system there is close to none of that. I can be myself while interacting with other alters and I'm never alone. If you have any questions you are welcome to ask. If there is anything grammatically incorrect or inconsistent, it might help to know that I'm a little, age 10. -oliver

Little vent cuz yes: We are a system. We've known this for about 2 years now and we've had no clue how to bring it up to anyone except our closest friends. We've had a lot of betrayal and been gr00med in the past which makes it very hard for us to talk to people about our problems. Especially adults. And it's been rough trying to mask all the time and pretend to be one person when we aren't but we have a therapy session coming up and were gonna try and talk about it. Except it's been stressing us out.

I'm in denial that I have osdd or did, I don't think I do but a friend brought it up and it might make a lot of sense. But like, I feel like I would have noticed it by now or that someone would have done something sooner

@Kitty_Onl1ne

10 ай бұрын

It’s common for a lot of people with any system disorders to not notice or to figure that what they’re experiencing is normal, and I know that seems weird because most people online that are systems are under 18, but most actually find out that they’re a system over 18, they just don’t post about it because it may be personal to them

Could you make more of these??? :o We need some more validation, we've been struggling.

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

2 ай бұрын

What helps us is the fact that doubting the fact that you are a system is a symptom of being one

@DroplightStudios

2 ай бұрын

@@DragonsHaveAutismToo It is?!?! Bro, I wish we'd known that, I'd been going through a crisis for a while because everyone but two people were refusing to come to the headspace and only stayed in our innerworld, and we were seriously doubting that we were even a system to begin with. ;w;

..I'm halvid montiel. Pretty sure I have OSDD. Had a fight with an unknown entity in our headspace recently. When the fog cleared and the angry voice began to sound like a little girl, who identified herself as my dead name, it broke my heart. I'm still trying to calm down about it and figure out why I can't see her anymore.

@TheSwiftHeartSystem

6 ай бұрын

Hey if it helps, if you hear from them again, maybe try to talk to them. Start with simple questions such as “what’s your favorite color” or “what’s your favorite food”, then move to more personal things like names and pronouns and such. Do not try to pry trauma. Only work on uncovering trauma with a professional

im literally exausthed from being frontstuck im literally going more and more insane as every second passes

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

Hope you're not still front stuck. I know that can be stressful. ❤

@w1steri4

Ай бұрын

@@DragonsHaveAutismToo yo im still stuck and dissociated af, i dont even know who am i or who am i supposed to be☠️☠️ thanks tho

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

@@w1steri4 I wish I could help, but I've never been stuck for that long

@w1steri4

Ай бұрын

@@DragonsHaveAutismToo its ok, thanks for your concern

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

@@w1steri4 :)

Me: *Doing actual research for my OCs* Nah- Also me: *Watch TikTok comps as “research”* ye

The you are not multiple people part is so relatable-Simon

i feel so alone, being a system. i doubt everything all the time and i get scared to tell others what i even have DID. we dont know everything because we're fairly new and we tend to get backlash from it, not to mention the fact we're a fictive heavy sys. :/

So I’m new I can’t tell if I was born with osdd or straight up trauma kicking my butt non-stop but I don’t have grey outs a lot of emotional amnesia, amnesia when others front ummm alot of alters can remember things and some tend to front and co-front but I don’t feel valid as a system let alone I need tips to try to understand it better? Can someone provide me answers?

@freakzoid__

Жыл бұрын

if it makes you feel any better, im the same way, i (the host) am almost always co fronting by accident when somebody else is fronting, and i can remember almost everything, because im there idk if this helps, but i hope it helps

@EverOphelia

Жыл бұрын

@@freakzoid__ i appreciate it this made me feel less alone

@freakzoid__

Жыл бұрын

@@EverOphelia ofc

Our therapist told us we were faking it cuz it's 'not a real disorder.' We still don't know how to react to that.

@acethepacifist1041

2 ай бұрын

… that’s not a good therapist. Real and good therapists should validate your concerns and if possible take you through a diagnostic to see if that could be a serious concern and diagnose you. You need to stop seeing them and find a different therapist

As a system whom is mostly endo, we are... Very... Very... Terrified. Horrified in fact!

@Ikinsyntheticpeople

Ай бұрын

what.

@Jupiterthestupider

22 күн бұрын

Erm what the jupiter

This was beautiful!

Tysm for this

TW: Meds Hi everyone, we're a system of 9, and we started take a ADHD med (bc of our Therapist) called Methylphenidate Hydrochloride Extended Release Tablets, or Concerta, and we were wondering if it's normal that we can't "hear" eachother anymore. Like, we basically can't comunicate anymore. We feel eachother, we front, con front and everything; but we can't "hear" each other voices when we front. Is that normal? (notice that it is brand new, we started Concerta 4days ago) Also, our innervoices are lower than before also: D thsmmm

0:49 Rewatching this comp because Matthew keeps watching them and we dont remember sh*t THIS IS THE SAME WITH US!!! I was frontstuck for the LONGEST. FREAKING. TIME. And that happened to be when we discovered the possibility of being a system. Then Matthew came into existence, and he suddenly took front, and then we knew. We're not faking being a system. xDDD

Nooooo the second one just killed me 😂

Thanks for that last one

0:48 THIS JUST HAPPENED TO ME YESTERDAY PLEASE 😭😭🙏

Does anyone know any good resources for did and osdd? ive been trying to figure out if im a system or if its my brain playing tricks on me. Im not entirely sure but ive done my research but i dont want to talk to anyone about it because i know they are gonna call me crazy for it. its kind of hard to explain. Its like sometimes ill hear voices as clear as day in my head. It sounds like its coming from outside, when its clearly inside. It even happens when i am alone and there isnt anyone else near me. But i dont have any "switching" happening because ive only known of two people/alters. But they made communication only a few times over the course of almost a year at this point. Its so confusing and disorienting. Does anyone know any way to get resources? This can be youtube channels, blogs, websites, or anything that you can find. Thank you so much in advance./Genuine.

So I don’t want to appal or upset anyone but lately I’m thinking I might have D.I.D because I can’t really remember my childhood well and I tend to black out a lot but when I do my friends say I act different but I don’t remember what I do and it’s starting to freak me out because then I hear multiple voices and see people in my head but I’m not sure and I don’t want to say I have it then it turns out I don’t . I watched this for maybe slightly more information but I’m also talking to medical professionals about it but I would like some feed back from D.I.D systems but I’m extremely confused on if I have it or not .

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

I'm not did I'm OSDD but it does sound like you have it. Glad you are pursuing more knowledge on it. Reminder that you only have a fear of claiming you are then not because of fake claimers and pressure from society.

Little wants to comment but there's no voice to speech and he doesn't know what he wants to say. So here's some emojis from pat: 🍉👅👏👏👏🤗😍🫠😶‍🌫️🤫😛🤪😝

this is really nice as we constantly get fake claimed so its nice to see that were not they only ones who understand if that makes sense and its just nice as are host is still in slight denial (their getting their) but its jsut nice to see othwer people understand if that makes sense -Faye

@FunkyCatLololo

10 ай бұрын

Touch grass

@alexthrduckling-_-

10 ай бұрын

@@FunkyCatLololo why?- Dude why should we touch grass-

@FunkyCatLololo

10 ай бұрын

@@alexthrduckling-_- u need it

@alexthrduckling-_-

10 ай бұрын

@@FunkyCatLololo why- cause we have a fucking disorder due to childhood trauma?

@FunkyCatLololo

10 ай бұрын

@@alexthrduckling-_- cause u don't have it most likely

I’m still in denial whether I have OSDD-1b or not but my sister friend who is helping me is doing a great job

Thank youuuu

Hi, I’m Kat. I’m 13 turning 14 and I have a bunch of diagnoses, some being but not all of them, PTSD, Autism, anxiety, ADHD, Tourette’s and Depression. (Yes, all medically diagnosed, several times actually) For years, my memory has been quite blurry and I can only remember things that happened like a few seconds ago or really important events very vaguely. I go through moments of extreme spacing out, where I can hardly move, and my body feels empty, like my soul is being sucked out my body, and usually after this, it results in me feeling not there anymore, like I’m aware of what’s happening, but my surroundings aren’t something I can properly interact with. Sometimes I even start crying from how terrifying the experience is. I don’t know if those are signs that I am a system, but I’ve been experiencing that for almost all my life, to the point of where I can’t remember a time where I didn’t go through that.

Hi did ram kuv y'all smmmmmmm -BEE🐝🐝🐝 (Liner system!!!!)

To the last one (that we can chill here) cheers Man! - Eleven

0:52 me everyday be like:

Thank you for the compilation! There were some really good ones! 👍👍 But the last part with the emoji and the music? Nah... Uncomfortable. Is it just me? 😕

@littleinternetfreak

10 ай бұрын

OMG I JUST REWATCHED THE LAST PART EW THATS SO UNSETTLING WHY DID WE PUT THAT IN THERE 😭-Rain

@DasOrangensaft.

10 ай бұрын

@@littleinternetfreak 😌 Glad not the only one here. 😅 - These things do happen. Thank you for replying! Take care. 🍀

a few questions, idk if i/we are a system or not since I/we weren’t diagnosed. 1: do you need trauma to be a system? 2: what does switching feel like? 3: what are "fronting" and "co-fronting"?

@zeniths.zx10r

10 ай бұрын

i dont have DID or anything along those lines, but i can answer a few of these. 1. from the web, you dont have to have trauma to be a system. 2. again, from the web, "feeling "spacey", depersonalized, or derealized; blurred vision; feeling distanced or slowed down; feeling an alter's presence; or feeling like time is beginning to jump." 3. "When an alter is fronting, they are controlling the body, and their emotions and thoughts are the strongest in the forefront of the mind's awareness." co-fronting is when two alters front at the same time. Hope this clears some things up!!

@LiloGacha01

10 ай бұрын

@@zeniths.zx10r tysm! :3

@wizblink

10 ай бұрын

you do need trauma to be a system, did/osdd and such are the result of childhood trauma.

@wizblink

10 ай бұрын

@Beetlejuices_cowboyhat7 it is always caused by trauma, endogenic systems and tulpa systems and everything like that pretend to be systems because they think its fun and quirky. it is a disorder caused by trauma, not "manifestation" or "the want for alters".

@DasOrangensaft.

10 ай бұрын

​@Beetlejuices_cowboyhat7There are _systems_ not cause d by trauma who call themselves tulpas or other. But there is quite a discussion about it. Seems shady sometimes. And sometimes, a so called "tulpa" just has not discovered their trauma yet, so is in fact DID. _DID_ on the other hand _is_ caused by severe repeated childhood trauma during the ages of 0 to 6 (some sources also say to 9) and is a condition you can find in both the DSM and ICD.

3:47 i hate it when ppl who don't actually have the disorder r called singlets :( 💔

@shadownix7355

11 ай бұрын

right, people say it like its an insult like- without multiple personalities? SIGN ME TF UP

@-homechord-2908

10 ай бұрын

Oh I just think it's kind of cute and funny. Like I call my best mate my singlet friend and he calls me his system friend, you know? Same way cis or straight isn't an insult. Singlet is just a more specific and clear word than 'normal' in comparison to someone who's multiple. And 'single' doesn't work because it's already about relationships. So singlet it is. Nothing wrong with being a singlet, obviously! I've just always thought it was a cute and easy way to say 'integrated person'.

@spacegames_13

10 ай бұрын

It’s just a descriptive term, though as a singlet I don’t like when it’s used as an insult, not all of us are uneducated about plurality :(

hello, we enjoyed watching this. also we are thinking of telling our parents about our did. they are doing better and well we dont trust them with the littles, it would be nice if they knew we were a we. if anyone has any suggestions pls tell us them

Hi I’m the host! And uhhhh wELL, WE FELT CALLED OUT ON SOOOO MANY LEVELS I SCREAMED AT SOME OF THESE Kenma (our co-host and a fictive) thought it was hilarious that I reacted by screaming ‘GOD HELP’ but I don’t think Eevie took kindly to it, I felt her move to co-front 😂

we have an alter named pizza rolls and hes a fucking dog what did we do to deserve this

@DasOrangensaft.

10 ай бұрын

Hey 🙋‍♀️ Things happen. 🤷‍♀️ Do you know DIDhatchery here on YT? They have an alter who is a big building (with eyes? Don't remember fully...). Our brains are so creative! 🌈

@-homechord-2908

10 ай бұрын

Oh God, you do know want to know what the whole ass fucking cat in my brain called himself before he settled on (gave in to) Francis. It was so cursed, and entirely my friends fault for suggesting it.

I'm Tyrone! I'm a 45 year old alter in a teenagers body... i find it hard to live day to day life, but this really makes me feel seen! All my alters make fun of me because i'm the only personality that likes watermelon and fried chicken, but at least it's cheap! Heheh... I really love being in such a welcoming community! Although it's annoying being accused of racism when i blast n words at my friends at school. Being an african american alter is difficult in a white boys body so i've been pushed to the back during school hours 😕 but it's okay because i get all the gaming time!

@user-ru7nw8kl2d

6 ай бұрын

Heyy! I'm Azrael and I'm African-American too! The body is also white so I understand how you feel!