ONCE IN A WHILE. 💌
Happy 2022! What I've been up to the past few days-- 🌷eating, chilling with friends, painting/drawing. 🌷
Thank you so much for being here with me :) I have missed vlogging a lot and I had so much fun making this one. I'm truly sorry for never updating you guys...It's really because I didn't know if I would post again. I haven't been on here for a long time and it's mostly because I'm not as comfortable as I used to be with having my life public anymore. I also want to live in the moment more with friends&family, and I would like to guide my focus mostly into tattooing. While tattooing does take a lot of time, it's something I'm passionate about!
KZread always started out as a hobby for me, and I do love vlogging and looking back at them. I think that when it started feeling as a full time job to me, that's when I started to dislike it. Through my time in art school, it helped me stay focused and motivated a lot. I wasn't feeling the best mentally and youtube really helped a lot. Once I started my gap year, I panicked a little and added too many things to my plate, and ended up feeling overwhelmed and burnt out in a short amount of time (youtube, patreon, my shop, tattooing, etc.) Honestly, I didn't know how to handle doing nothing and I wanted to do everything. I'm learning how to take things slowly, day by day! I was also a bit scared to pick up the camera after such a long time but creating this vlog was very comforting and I hope you like this little surprise :) While I definitely won't be consistent at all with my uploads, I hope you all will enjoy little surprise vlogs from time to time. I do see all of your comments on instagram! Again, I didn't have a definite answer to when or whether I would post again so I just avoided answering them. I was very surprised to see that so many of you still care for me and I'm really grateful for all of you.
As for art school, it's something that I do miss from time to time and I do have my regrets for the time I spent there. At the moment, I do think that I made the right decision to take a break for college. My take is that since I found a job that I'm passionate about, I should pursue it. Who knows though, maybe I'll go back to school for something else in the future :D Just my thoughts though-- I fully support anyone that wants to go to art school or is in it already.
As for tattooing, I'm super excited and happy to start a private studio with my coworker/friend Kat (@katkatink)! I didn't say it in the video--but honestly there was some shared problems with the owners/the way that they are running the studio that I'll keep private. A bit paranoid about them watching this video haha. I know I said that I would document the process of the space but there's so much stuff we need to do that I feel a little chaotic/overwhelmed again, but we'll see C: I still have a lot to learn and improve on and I'm super excited to continue this journey :D
Thank you so much for reading this. I'm very grateful for all of the support you guys have given me and I hope you guys support this decision that I've chosen to make.
Stay healthy and happy c:
Love,
Jasmine
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thank you all for watching this video i hope you enjoyed it❤️ i’m very grateful for all your support. please read my description for a longer update! stay safe and healthy❤️❤️❤️ love, jasmine
@zobachi5902
2 жыл бұрын
I love you 🥺🥺🥺🥺
@saturnpuff9569
2 жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOU
@lorymichelle4838
2 жыл бұрын
Love you
@Namelessbread
2 жыл бұрын
Welcome back 🥰💗
@rashis2006
2 жыл бұрын
LOVE YOU JASMINE
Omg what a lovely surprise seeing you here!! Missed u 🤍🤍🤍
I MISSED YOU!! welcome back 🥰 i’m so happy you’re doing well :) take as many breaks as you need, we will always be here for you! 💖💖
@teffile69
2 жыл бұрын
Nothing more to say :)
this is most definitely the longest vlog i've ever watched and i have no regrets watching it. i feel like i just watched a documentary of someones life after they went off radar for a while. it was amazing, and thank you jasmien for allowing us to see into your life
Finished reading your description box, and I totally understand. Even though I missed your vlogs I understand when we take so much or turn a hobby into an everyday day thing it just burns you out so quickly, or you simply lose interest. With that said im happy you have returned and just post when you feel like. Also i hope i can go to NY and get a tattoo on your very own studio. Love x
It was great seeing you in Leah's vlog, and learning that you're doing well. From this vlog, it sounds like you've found a fulfilling place for yourself in the professional art world, and didn't need to finish at art school to do it, which is great!! You really excel at this vlogging stuff, and I'll bet you do wonders for the local restaurants you feature. It's great to see you back, but I get how you just want it to be a hobby now.
@Artbyissyhanna
2 жыл бұрын
What’s Leah’s yt name :)
@amyxuan
2 жыл бұрын
@@Artbyissyhanna leah’s fieldnotes
This feels like catching up with an old friend, so glad to see your face :)
It's an interesting feeling watching a vlog so different yet familiar. So happy for you that you found your passion and good luck with your studio! Hopefully I'll get a tattoo from you when I travel to the US (hello from Australia!).
Omg I was just thinking about you I’m so happy to see you’re back and can’t wait to see what’s to come 🦋
to say that this made my whole day is an understatement😭
the end of this video was one of the most beautiful things I've seen in a while or maybe ever. it made me want to do more with my life, like have more fun, love more, do more, life more. thank you! best of luck to you in everything
this was so nice to watch, i actually started crying because i’ve been watching you for so long and seeing you change and grow up made me think about how i’ve changed and grown as well. I hope that you are doing well, staying safe, and taking care of yourself. thanks for sharing some of yourself with us again, sending all my love and best wishes ♥️
I read you description and i’m just happy to see that your doing well, and I will look forward to whenever you upload in the future! :)
Girl you have no idea how happy it made me to see your notification on my phone, like I really couldn’t believe my eyes. I’ve missed you and your beautiful videos so much, this is such a treat I’m so happy rn lmfao. Anyways, don’t feel bad about taking a break!! We understand and will support you regardless of what you choose to do! Sending u so much love 🤍🤍🤍
So glad you're doing okay, Jas!!! I had a feeling you were taking some time off for both your mental & physical health. Don't apologize for not letting us know, your life is private and you have the choice regarding which part you want to share. I'm sure that all of us here who love you and have watched you for a long time would prefer you being in a good place rather than posting consistently and being miserable. Glad you listened to your gut feeling and did what felt good. Have a great week, thank you for sharing ❤ be well
When I started watching you I did art in my free time but never had the courage to make it a career. Over the past years I learned a lot and applied for a college to study fine arts. I got in and started rewatching your videos. No matter if you decide to continue filming or not, please know you had a great impact on my life and I'm incredibly thankful! :) All the best for the future and please take time for yourself!
I’m glad you are doing well!! You are such an inspiration as an artist to me, I hope to get a tattoo by you some day!
Aaaa, your back! I love your vlogs they r so calming
I got so happy when I saw you uploaded! 🥺 I def understand what you mean when something you love starts feeling like a job, its always best to put yourself first and take a break! 💜
i started watching you my senior year of high school when you were at pratt and fell in love with your videos. i've missed watching your vlogs, but i'm so glad you seem to be doing well! in a time full of uncertainty and anxiety for me, your vlog came at just the right moment. this video put a smile on my face and i want to thank you for that. whether you post in the next few months or never again, just know that we all support you and wish you well! and good luck on the tattoo studio, i'm sure it'll be amazing!
Jasmien! I thought I was hallucinating when I saw this update and I'm crying full genuine tears. Your videos are such a comfort and I still watch them often. Thank you for inspiring my own art journey but also setting your boundaries and taking the time to just live. Wish you all the best
I'm glad you're back! Vlog and post whenever you feel like it, no pressure. It's normal to want to have some boundaries and to live in the moment. I'm sure all your viewers can agree that we'll be happy as long as you are ^^
Your the most amazing KZreadr ever!!! ❤️❤️❤️I’ve missed you soooo much! I hope you know how much joy and creativity you bring to the world of KZread! And I hope you keep on posting, not to pressure you or anything, but you are just such an amazing person, and I always get so exited when you post new videos! You are really talented, and I really hope you know that🌷🌷🌷
So glad to see you back!💗 it’s understandable that you got overwhelmed and burnt out from all of that, I’m glad you took the time to learn to take it slower and focus on the top priorities:) please never feel obliged to update often or share your whole life! Seeing these snippets of your work and outings is enjoyable but only share what you are truly comfortable with ofc 🌸
The cat has grown so much since the last time I saw him ❤️
My heart jumped when I got this notification!! So glad you’re back 💜💜
@NicoleBernadette
2 жыл бұрын
Same here!!!
Thank you for posting this Jasmien! I finally got my closure lol I’ve watched your vlogs for a while, saw your art school journey and just everything you do! When you left I knew it was for a reason but I somehow felt sad not seeing your vlogs, watching your art. I’m happy for you and I appreciate you posting this! You seem much more happy and at peace and that makes me happy for you, thank you for sharing this with us
I'm so happy you're back. You helped inspire me pursue art, and now i'm currently in my first year of studying graphic design ☺
I SCREAMED!!!! So glad you’re back, i’ve missed your vlogs! They have comforted me thru many ways esp during quarantine in 2020! Thank you for coming back ♥️
I swear my heart skipped a beat when I saw that you updated! I’m so happy you’re doing well🥰 I love your videos and they inspire me so much💜
i love you jasmine!!! every time im having a hard time with art school i watch your videos!!! it's been a hard year and i'm just crawling to get my degree but im thankful u still think of us and felt comfortable enough to share your life with us!!! will always be thinking of you and hope you are receiving all the love and comfort you need all the time!!! you are one of my favorite artists and youtuber wishing you all the best wherever you go!!!
Yay!! Glad to see you back!! The end of the video was so cute. Your videos are so chill and always inspiring, your sketches are so cool, the way you choose colors for your paintings is really fascinating and the background music is always a vibe. 💗 Question to anyone who is a fan of Jasmines art style: Any suggestions on books, videos, online courses to learn how to sketch in a similar style or maybe something to learn how to mix color the way she does. I loved the mountain painting and the goldfish with the flowers.
I’m so happy to see this video 🥺 thank you for updating us and I hope you continue to do what’s best for you ♡︎!!!
I´m really in love with you, with your vibe, the videos and with your art. I checked every week if you did upload a new video. you helped me going through so many different moments in my life, especially quarantine, art blocks and depression, you were and always be my sunshine in the dark. I hope you are reading this. it would mean much to me and I just want these words to higher your self-esteem. ily
IVE BEEN WATCHING YOUR RECENT VIDEOS ALMOST EVERYNIGHT WHEN I COULDNT SLEEP. I REALLY THOUGHT YOU WOULD STOP POSTING AND IM SO HAPPY THAT YOU FINALLY DID. Thank you for making my 2022
I’m so happy that you’re back , partially or not, happy to know that you’re okay , I want you to know that we’ll always be behind you so do what you want and we’ll follow you please take care , i love you ❤️
I'M LITERALLY CRYING ABOUT THAT YOU'RE BACK, JASMINE 😭 You were (and still are) my biggest inspo and I'm so so so freaking happy to see that you're back :( I've missed you fnsjfnskdmc ;-;
i nearly screamed when i saw you uploaded!! so happy you are taking care of yourself. cant wait to learn more about your new studio and i wanna come get work by you. love your videos you’re very talented
It has been awesome catching up! Glad to see you are doing well and happy new year! Congratulations on your shop, too!!! 🥂💙💐
i missed your vlogs so much, i loved watching them and waiting for them especially during quarantine last year. also miso is so cute, glad to see him all grown and healthy
It was lovely seeing you again, glad to know you’re well! And Miso has grown so much🥺 love from Italy
so happy for everything you've accomplished jas!! :-')
omg what a nice surprise!!! You are my fav vlogger!! While you are not posting as often as before and I've been missing your vlogs, it is actually a nice reminder for me to focus on my own life too and prioritise my own health xxx Regardless, will always be here. Love your work! Hope can add your tattoos to my body one day if the travel is less of a covid risk!!!
i’m so happy to see you again! your message in the description was lovely to read and i wish you all the best with your tattooing career and just in general
SHUT UP I MISSED YOUR CONTENT SO MUCH AAAAAA I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR YOU'RE DOING WELL AND PURSUING SOMETHING OYU REALLY LOVE I WISH YOU THE BEST WITH YOUR STUDIO AND LIFE AND SEEING THE NOTIFICATION THAT YOU POSTED A NEW VLOG WILL ALWAYS BRIGHTEN MY DAY!
@artistnilo
2 жыл бұрын
just finished watching it. twice. hi jasmine i love you thank you for sharing a piece of you with us
GLAD TO SEE YOU AGAIN BABES!! I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT BREAK FOR MENTAL HEALING AND MAKING GREAT MEMORIES🦋💫💕
I know for a fact I'll have this entire vlog on repeat until we meet next xx thank you for uploading and taking the time to share your past year with us, your videos bring me so much comfort and I sincerely am happy for you!
I'm so happy to see your vlog! You were my company during school years, hope you are happy and healthy doing whatever makes you feel happy
First of all: I MISSED YOU SO MUCH and I'm so happy that you're safe and still full of dreams! Congrats for the studio!♡ Aaand I started to laugh at 17:34 when someone started to talk in portuguese, I never imagined that one day it would be possible to hear my mother language in a NY vlog. Thank you so much for this LMAO
Omg jasmine ahhhhh im so happy to see you 😭😭😭😭😭. Also we will support you no matter what you do all I wanted to say is that you should do whatever you want to do in life and keep doing it. We all miss you and take your time in coming back on vlogging and stuff. I really have no words to explain how much you motivate me and others to do our best and care for ourselves in these hard times . I feel like I'm saying so much since I don't know how to put in how I feel but I really appreciate what you do thank you for coming back and take care of yourself as well(^^)
So Happy for this! You're videos are like moving art, and as a videograher & filmmaker this is one of my favorite things to watch. Thank you!
YAY YAY YAY IM SO excited to see you posted !!!!! Im glad you’ve taken the space and time to come back. Always know we are here to support no matter what turn you take :). Im just so excited that you allowed us to join you back within your journey again :))))!!!!!!!!
Love to have you back
I audibly gasped when I saw the notification 💗
@sumpaguita
2 жыл бұрын
same omg
@criskirishima5257
2 жыл бұрын
Sammeee
such a pleasant surprise to see you’ve posted again!! i will forever support you and always inspired by you through my own ~artist~ journey,,, and honestly you don’t even have to make perfect videos cuz anything from you i will watch religiously bc ur more than a youtuber to me you’re a big influence and comfort person on the internet ♥️
I never really comment on youtube videos but I want to say that I'm really happy to see you back, you're the only vlogger that makes me feel motivated to continue working towards what I want, I truly do enjoy watching your videos and I found myself rewatching your videos a lot since getting back to school just to motivate myself to finish this year. Welcome back, I'm glad you took your time to rest and to think about everything!
Omgggggg
excited for your journey as always jasmine, this was such a lovely surprise! 🌱💗 i can definitely relate to burn out, and a break has proved to be a great decision for you :) love ya jasmien!
It's really lovely to see you again and that you have been doing great
oh seeing you post a new video is a great surprise! good luck out there with your endeavors! youre not entitled to show us anything of your life you dont want, its healthier that way! i learned a while back that one of my friends at pratt ran into you as you were tryin to get into a studio during his work shift aha, small world! if you go back to school i hope its just as fulfilling as what you choose to do now! since i last saw your content, i finally graduated, but your videos kept my ties to art close as there was no time for painting and ceramics when i was doing computer science. now that im more free im back into the swing of it again, you're art style is a heavy inspiration, thank you!
So glad you’re back, i was just rewatching your old vlogs, missed you so much!
I missed you so much, Jasmine! I always love putting your videos on when I'm doing my art homework or just working on a project. I'll add this video to the list. ❤
omg i missed your vlogs SO much!!! i totally understand that you always have to put yourself first and step back from things when they get to much. but it’s so great to hear from you again ❤️
It's so great seeing you again. It makes me remember the old days with your super cool but also cute Vlogs :>
I'm so happy to see you back! I've missed your videos so much. to hear you've been doing well and prioritising your mental health and work is really great ♡
yayyy, i missed your vlogs! happy 2022 :) ps: i love your art sooo much
oh my god, the past week i rewatched so many of your old vlogs bc theyre so comforting to me and now this?? im so happy rn. lovely that youre back☺☺🤍
your vlogs always inspire me so much into creating anything and just have motivation and inspiration, so i really appreciate even just a random video from time to time even if its only you painting or cooking etc but anyways your wellbeing is always more important so hope you take care and i really really liked this video ❤
my heart jumped when i saw that u had posted i missed ur videos so much!!! watching ur videos had always put me in such a good mood and it was one of the things that i’d grown to look forward to. will def look forward to the surprise videos but i truly hope the pressure to do too much and vlog all the time doesn’t return. ur mental well-being matters most 💞
I'm pretty sure all everyone wants is for you to be happy and healthy. It's so nice to see you back!! 💜🦋
Idoool! I was only rewatching a few of your vids yesterday 😆 This was a pleasant surprise indeed
I love your art style. Your florals are absolutely stunning every single time, both with and without colour 😍 I also get very excited every time you post something. Keep up the cool work! 💛
Aaaaa so glad to see you uploading again, much much love from Greece 💟 good luck with everything you wanna achieve !
I admire u so much for ur creativity (I love ur art styles
i am SO happy you uploaded!! i missed your videos but respect you needing time off! youtube should always stay fun so im glad you're not feeling that pressure anymore!
ahhhh jasmien i’ve missed you smmmm your vlogs are such a comfort for me and got me through a lot from when i was back at home with my parents but now i’m in college anyways i’m so so happy you are back and i’m excited to see what’s to come! love you! sending lots of love and positive energy 🤍✨
Ahhh I was so so happy to see this surprise here ! Missed you so much on youtube but your reasonings are super valid. It’s also cool keeping up with your tattoos on ig! 💕💫 so nice catching up 💗
so happy to see ur back, love ur content and yes prioritize ur needs and self care first, do what makes u happy!
you're one of the realistic people I've met in KZread n im so glad to see u posting again ! ur doing great n if I was in your position I would feel so much pressure and overwhelmed by all the things happening so getting a break was a great thing to do
omg im so happy ur back! i always rewatch your old videos to give me inspiration when im feeling art blocked or low in life :)
This video feels like catching up with a friend after a very long time. It made me so happy seeing Jasmien live her life off cam, and now getting updates in her life. No matter how long, i'll be waiting. No pressure, just seize every moment in your life. Love you!
❤️❣️so happy you are feeling better and welcome back !! I still enjoyed this vlog as much as i enjoyed the other ones you made & don’t feel pressured to post
So glad to see you upload! I have definitely missed you and can’t wait to see more from you whenever you’re ready. 💛🌿
I've been missing your vlogs so much lately! This upload has been a great surprise. :) Looking forward to more surprise vlogs from you in the future.
YAY! i was so pleased to see a video of yours pop up on my home page. You are so loved.
i’m glad you’re taking care of yourself and posting when you feel is right !! missed you 💖
Omg I'm so happy to see and hear you again! 💗 wishing you all the best love
I'm just waking up and seeing my favorite KZreadr posting I'm so glad to see u back jasmine ✨💌
Hello💕 I am really happy to see you post again because your vlogs always brought me joy! Excited to see you be in a better place xoxo
Mann .. I missed your videos! Thank you for the update and for a thick boy Miso update :) Dont take youtube too seriously! I wish you more content that you enjoy instead of a checklist in 2022! Take care and we will always be here when you come back!
Of course we still care about you! I’m glad you took the time you needed for yourself, and keep things at your pace! We missed you so but your health and wants come first, remember that. Sending lots of love and good vibes 🤟
Just like everyone else my heart jumped seeing your vlog ❤️thank you for sharing your update and we will always support u Jas xx the end of of your 2021 actually was soo comforting to watch it made me tear up
Yay!! Missed your videos, glad you're back 💕
I’m happy to see the updates ! I’m glad you are working twoards some things ! And love the idea of surprise uploads 🥺 stay safe and I wish so much goodness and love Your vids always 🥺🥺🥺
missed u smmm, loved the surprise vlog!! you’ve grown so beautifully omg taking your vitamins and hair routines!! 😩 lmao, honestly though i would always be here supporting you, you’re one of the first yters i fell in love with and i treated you as a big sis in the internet so no matter what your decision would be bout youtube, i’ll always support jas!! love u smm l, take caree 💗💗💗
I love seeing you back here on KZread. It is so great seeing you again
Awe I’m so happy to see you on my tl, I hope all has been well and that you are feeling good and safe ❤️ I just rewatched a couple of your vlogs the other day, so this was such a nice surprise, you’ve definitely been missed!! I can’t wait to watch this later on !
I am so so happy to hear how well you're doing Jasmien! Your videos are so special to me and I hope to get a tat from you someday. Thank you for everything you do and share. You are an inspiration and a calming presence for so many.
i'm so glad you're back !! i really enjoy your videos and ngl you're one of my favorite lifestyle vloggers
such a sweet surprised to see this vlog! i missed your cooking clips for one, but best to look after yourself and not feel pressure, vloging should be enjoyable and never a chore! xxx