The cold, hardness really resinates. I’m 26 and when I turned 25 I hit THE MOMENT of transformation. And it was the most painful process I’ve ever experienced. Nothing is the same. I wrote a book, and now I am Vice President of a charity. I feel this deep detachment for things, and I CRAVE deeper meaning minds of life.

@The.Gemini.Sisters

Жыл бұрын

I know I'm late to this comment, but wow...I experienced the same exact thing...my 25th year was the most painful and pivotal moment of my life so far. I didn't see a way out. I was completely surrounded and submerged in (mental) darkness. I struggle with anxiety and ocd, and didn't realize the severity of it's hold on me until I turned 25. It was like it all came to a rapid head. I hope you're doing better now, wherever you are in life. 💞

This is absolute truth. Every relationship was torn away, and I now known why. I feel clean and clear and content with myself now. My feelings through my second Saturn return have mirrored yours. I am a totally different person now. I am embracing this new me, and I am loving it after fighting it for my entire life. Thank you. Peace.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

+Grace Colleen Much love to you. thank you for sharing your feelings. I truly admire you. Join me in my FB groups you can find them on my website at www.8and12houses.com/home

"I had to learn to appreciate things and not have to own them." This basically sums up my entire personality and majority of the choices I've made throughout my life--usually to my own detriment. So powerful. So enlightening. Thank you for this. Will subscribe.

Uggghhh.... I went through the dark night of the soul and have spiritually died twice. I was called an ice queen, witch, devil worshiper and anger has bubbled up out of me. My taurus nature was hanging on for dear life. I have found my energetic match who was a scorpio and he rejected me out of fear so i walked away from him. Now i'm jobless at the moment having to rely on my family.I don't have too much urges to buy lavish things other than a two bed room apartment to do my physical training and to start my tarot, crystal healing practices. I have a lot of men interested in me and i don't wanna be bothered. Wow. This is really fun.I still can draw, dance , sing and act but its not the same.Thanks for sharing this crazy ass shit.I know what's up with me now. I am getting into more spiritual discovery every month. I am a Phoenix!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

You are a Phoenix! We must strip away many things in our life, live simple, live basic life. It's painful but in the end we feel lighter and happier. Join me in my Facebook Groups Anything Astrology, 8th House Deep Soul Divers and 12th Astrological House. :) www.8and12houses.com

@Elfen41

7 жыл бұрын

This makes a lot of sense. I've been feeling this way for a really long while.

@middaysun3553

5 жыл бұрын

I'm a Taurus nn so I'm coming from Scorpio. I want to give you a piece of advice here. Be careful when you step into occultism. I'm 51 and I have been in some remote lives a witch, then a bad witch that I don't know how much further I went... one good day I repented and sought redention. It took me lives and lives of torments. The Devil won't renounce to you so easily. It will come for you each and every time it can. As soon as you don't follow strictly God's path you stop to be protected and that thing is there. As a temptation, as a threat... I know I went through all sorts of punishment. Look around, look at the people who's suffering and you'll know one day it could be you. In this lifetime I needed silence because I have become very pure very honest but as I discovered around my 47 the darkness was hidden inside me in a very remote fold and it would have been impossible for me to discover it if I was busy with a husband in a normal life. So I was given the chance of a very short marriage and 2 children, then.... nothing for 17 years. Wow.. how can someone be alone for 17 years? Easy for us with Scorpio sn! We can be with or without men money house friends we become hermit. I'm an hermit that lives among people. I raised my children smoothly on my own, I was "given" the chance to live with enough money, I just had to take over my husband business and carry on, not a super difficult task, but enemies everywhere. Everyday I deep myself in my subconscious looking for answers. I speak to God and I thank him for every single thing he's giving to me. First of all protection because I know what it means to be out there on my own... and yes I discovered the devil finally. Mars conjunct my Scorpio sn could have been an indication! Was sex. When Pluto transited on my ascendant and trine my natal Pluto Uranus and Venus conjunction in Virgo 8th house I felt this pull towards the darkest sex you can possibly imagine.. Nothing ever came out! I managed to control it and dominate it! I mastered the strongest temptation a human being can encounter. I'm very proud of myself. I don't consider myself safe. We never are. We are like grass in the wind and we need God. It doesn't matter if now you don't believe in Him, you will!!!! Guaranteed 😊 good luck to you and to all people with Scorpio nn.

I’m 22 and I’m happy I’m discovering all this right now, recently I’ve been cutting off a lot of people in my life and I usually give people chance after chance until I realized my worth (I’m a cancer sun, Capricorn moon, and libra rising)

@Novaknet

5 жыл бұрын

My sister is a czncer sun cap moon woth n node in tsurus s node scorpio.

@mentoredbylife9730

4 жыл бұрын

I totally relate to you with the people part and how fortunate we are when it comes to discovering this heavy part of our journey Im Aquarius sun leo moon scorpios asc

This is so interesting I already feel my North Node in Scorpio as a Taurus. I'm 23, and I always listened to powerful music by Scorpios and my sidereal chart is a Scorpio moon, my draconic a Scorpio rising. I attach to a lot of Scorpio's as friends, listen to a lot of Björk, as she is a powerful Scorpio sun & rising with a delicate Pisces moon . I give a lot to others, it's in my 5th house. I use my art to heal others. I am starting to really like this placement as I see more and more how easily I can settle into this energy.

I’m 25 and I already feel ready to leave the world..... coldness is there... but also fearlessness and unconditionalness towards everyone. I don’t need anything. I feel free. I eat Raw Vegan. Been sugar free for 9 years. I’ve even gone beyond spirituality. I give. A lot. That feels the only thing worth living for.

It's very true...a few months ago, I give out all my material stuff to people in need and I've changed a country...I left all behind- people, work, etc Btw. I was never attached to material things, only one thing that I love are books( I kept them, when I was giving out my material stuff).

I have Scorpio north\taurus south node ,and i feel that transformation now too I have 41 years old and now I know that I not the same sweet person like I was ,well i'm not a monster but I don't care like I use to ,i'm more cautious with others ,I don't believe in words ,I feel that deep rage if someone that I like hurt my feelings in one level that I can explain ,it's hard having this karma but it's like a Fenix always rebirth ...But I know very well my road isn't complete I need to let go much more things ,emotional thing's (people) but I must find one way to do that (Hurt's)

At 25 I am already moving toward my north node. I think I am just now awake to it, I'm aware and doing the soul work. My north node is in my 5th house conjunct with Pluto. I've been pulled to healing work, and emotional work both internally and externally. I'm studying to become a therapist- which I feel in my bones is my souls work. Truthfully I think this node also has a lot to do with my sexual expression (5th house alongside Pluto), which is an added difficult task on top of all of this! :p LOVE these two videos thank you!

my goodness, this brought me to tears. definitely a huge spiritual moment for me, thank you thank you thank you 🖤 north node scorpio, mom & dad are scorpios. ♏

Thank your interpretation helped me see the bigger picture through my ♓ abilities, being a ♓ helped me understand my north and south nodes so much more now that I'm starting to realize how powerful North node in Scorpio is to become and to show and help other people transform, still a learning process as I am a Master#11 life path..., Love and Light to you always dearest one, Namaste🙏🌹🦋🕊🦅🦉💘🔥♏♓♍♒♌♐♑♋♊♎♉🌈🏞👼🌐

wow this is me now...all I want to do is help others and live simple, that's all.. I have children so of course I have to be financial stable, but I hope my business will work for me in this aspect. I was thinking tarot cards..but hmmm energy work sounds interesting. I have so much that I need to let go, I literally feel it weighing my heart down. I definitely am open for change and willing to take the steps necessary for it

Seems nobody would truly understand and feel me... Till I wandered into this video, you, Carmen. Rising Taurus, North Node Scorpio, Sun in 12th house, Moon in Capri 8th house, Jupiter and Chiron in 11th house, these had given so much pain, losing Everything in my life within few months. Also to face death of love ones. Now I could laugh when I look back and to pat my shoulder I am still alive. I am grateful you are sharing your personal experience and gift. Thank you and Blessings.

Oh wow! You have no idea. I married too early and found my spiritual partner at age 56! Turned everything upside down! 😳

AWESOME INFO IVE BEEN WANTING TO KNOW ! OMG......U NAILED IT. IVE EXPERIENCED HOMELESSNESS AT AGE 57. IM A WOMAN WITH NO CHILDREN. IM NOW ON THE ROAD TO BECOMING STABLE.......I HOPE. THE LAST 5 YEARS HAVE BEEN LESSON AFTER LESSON....HARDSHIP AFTER HARDSHIP. I DIDNT HAVE A PROBLEM RELEASING MATERIAL THINGS....I DIDNT CARE IF I HAD A HOME....I WENT THRU HORRID EMOTIONAL TRIALS !! MAINLY WITH FAMILY ! SO MUCH I CANT POSSIBLY BEGIN. ANYWAY I SURVIVED IT. IM 100% SPIRITUAL & 100% ON MY OWN, ZERO ZILCH FRIENDS & 0 FAMILY LEFT. LOL ?........NOT. IVE REALISED 100% EVERYTHING, IN FACT I LOST 100% OF EVERYTHNG. SOMEONE DRUGGED MY 1 BEER I WAS HAVING....AND I DONT DRINK. BUT THAT NIGHT I DECIDED TO HAVE ONE. WOKE UP WITH CLOTHES ON BACK AND PURSE....THATS IT !! ALMOST DIED IN FACT. THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH !!! LOVE YOU....❤ 👣 👣 👣

@CarmenTurnerSchott

5 жыл бұрын

KDB I’m so sorry for everything you went through - you are a Survivor and a powerful person who overcame Your resilient!!! You can do anything Much love to you 💙🌹

@kdb7662

5 жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott Thank you SO MUCH for taking your time to reply. Its SO kind of you. And YES, WE ALL can do anything & we get thru it all !! Im a new subscriber :) and AGAIN sincere thanks !! Kris

That is the most moving video I’ve seen thus far in my research of my placements in my chart for my north node in Scorpio. All of what you said I have done by the age of 46 two major transformations . I have given away everything I owned in my life and walked away from a relationship and traveled was the best decision of my life in the midst of this traveling I have embarked on a spiritual awakening. It has been quite interesting I feel I am in the void stages now. And I will be studying Scorpio traits and continue on the spiritual journey of mine thank you for your work:) Love and light. Ps… we have a lot of the same placements btw. I subscribed a long time ago. I too hope to make astrology videos to help others. ❤🙏🏼

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ I am so happy you liked the video 😊you might like some of my books www.carmenturnerschott.com

I’m a Scorpio with my north node in Scorpio. Thank you! See everything so clear after this video. I embrace changes:) Love changes and get a adrenaline buzz of changes! Cause when you loose and detach you get a really strong feeling of liberty. I am a free spirit on a new adventure every present moment with total faith in the universe. Everything falls in to place when you are going in the right direction. Love, forgivness and live in the present is the key to everything. With love Ursula The All Mighty Star

thank you so much for your wisdom and gentle manner ... these videos about Scorpio north node and Taurus south node are the most enlightening ones I found ... I’m feeling the pull extremely strong and going through the dark night of the soul ... I can relate to everything you said ...I’m a Virgo too ... Once again thank you 🙏 💜

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

🌹❤️ Thank you for sharing

I bought a house and a flash flood came through not once but twice and wiped me out financially for several years. Also, I had to throw out furniture and clothes that got ruined. It was definitely a moment of freedom from materialism by water at that!!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing 💙🌹 I can’t imagine

I’m 25 & yes this is so true!!! I haven’t gotten to my first saturn return yet. No wonder I was thinking of retiring in Spain 🙈😫 I want a simple peaceful life.. if spiritually comes then yes. 😳 I hate change though, hate it

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing www.8and12houses.com

Wow this is me. I think your video explanation is the best out here on KZread. I have a better understanding of why I'm supposed to be here in this lifetime. I have a Taurus moon as well, so it's been a struggle for me in the past to not focus on material things and value. Thank you.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

6 жыл бұрын

Roz Roberts 😊 Thank You

I like what you said about the anger bit and truly resonate with it. I haven't had my Saturn,return yet, I'm only 23, but for me, I'm familiar with being angry and expressing it, but up until recently I realized ive never felt it deep and burning like what ive felt lately. Like one of the most intense feelings I have felt in my life and it isn't going away easy lol. But I really enjoyed these two videos, it helps keep perspective on this path ❤

This is so spot on! Explains everything.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing I’m happy you liked it 😊

The best explanation of my nodes till now! I agree with everything you said... Thank you!!!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

Pawel Nowak I am happy you found this helpful 😊

I have let go and have had my Way of Life Totally Changed! !2th house Scorpio North Node and 2nd Saturn Return! "Oh My God"..... I really don't know What To Do or Where I Should Do It! I have always been Spiritual, since a child! I Know God and Universe "Must Have Something Good Awaiting Me".... I am Holding On To That .... "God Never Lets Me Down"....Blessings To All.....

Im 63 yrs old now. Let me begin to tell you as briefly as possible. 1. Went thru Dark Night of the Soul. And YES I was a HAPPY person never feeling Anger. Well ...... I died & reborn as well. 2. I was FORCED by the Universe to learn North Node and LOST 100% EVERYTHING I HAD. I became Homeless. Its a good thing Im an Aquarius. I coped easier. But the PAIN & the STRESS Ive endured & STILL enduring, is SO INTENSE its affected my Health! I believe STRESS caused many Health Issues I have now. So now Im in a DEEPER amount of PAIN not only MENTALLY but PHYSICALLY! Im waiting for a major surgery on my Neck @ the base of my Brain. July 16th. Due to Covid-19 my original date of March 19th was cancelled. Once AGAIN MORE PAIN! Im experiencing 24/7 Nerve Pain & its gotten to the point of me needing bed rest around the clock & this causing extreme weight gain. Nearly 40 lbs. IVE NEVER WEIGHED OVER 120 IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! My God! Where when do I get off this merry go round of absolute Insanity. To be 100% honest? I thought of Suicide. I couldnt. Im trying LOL 24/7, But IM SO TIRED! SO.... SOS..Im 63, a Senior with ZERO KIDS & 2 Sisters who shut there doors on me. I need to write a book I had BETTER STOP HERE. :) ❤ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR SIMPLY READING ABOUT MY JOURNEY. I REALLY HOPE I FIND A RESTING SPOT FOR MY REMAINING YEARS. I CANT MOVE ANYMORE! THANKS FOR YOUR EXPLANATION OF NTH NODE SCORPIO! Merci From 👣 👣 Southern California ❤

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

KDB Oh my THANK YOU for sharing 🌹💙 You are so strong and I am Amazed at your story and what you have lived through! You are so right stress causes so many health issues I had same last two years and it was emotional baggage and things I was holding onto pain betrayal and hurt. Had back pain and shoulder nerve pain MRI everything and no one could see what it was Time healed it I suffered a year with it it flares up sometimes but I have changed my stress level now I do believe you need to write a book and a article about NN Scorpio!! I can share it in my astrology groups on Facebook Sending you hugs and you will overcome Our saying with NN Scorpio is you can’t take anything with you ... only our experiences and our soul 🙏🏻💙 www.8and12houses.com

This video by far had explained my node perfectly, I love how thorough it is. Thank you, Carmen from the bottom of my heart.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

6 жыл бұрын

Mistyviska Le Juan Thank you! So happy it’s helped validate your mission ❤️😊

I have to change who i am AGAIN and i hate it, especially being a Taurus sun. My pisces moon placement makes me want to cry in my room all day about it but i know that no matter what, i have to do this.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

You can do it. We are strong. I have these Nodes. It is hard, but blessings come our way. Hang in there.

@MoLassessss

3 жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott thank you 💚

thank you, you have saved my life today. I was stressed and didnt know what to do, thanks you for allowing me to stay calm and breathe. -Zi

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

Zi Zhang- Thank you. I am so happy you found this helpful. I have these Nodes and know the struggle. You are strong and resilient and are tough. It's all your mission, and your soul will grow stronger with each experience. :)

Thank you so much for publishing these! Out of all the NN Scorpio/SN Taurus articles/videos I've seen, these two have resonated with me the MOST. I've always considered myself a strong/independent woman but (Having my NN, Pluto, venus, mercury, and Jupiter all in Scorpio) I've become partly obsessed with the occult, esoteric, spiritual/self help part of life for the past few years due to excruciatingly difficult (emotional mainly) circumstances that seem to keep arising and I can't seem to avoid. It's so comforting and re assuring knowing that there are other people out there dealing with this and just trying to find that silver lining like me. Much appreciated!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing. I am very happy that you found it helpful.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your kind words. join me in my FB astrology groups, you can find them on my site www.8and12houses.com

@Alena-xoxo

7 жыл бұрын

Amor Cardenas OMG! I have the same thing! I have a Libra Sun. But North node, Pluto, Mercury, Venus, & Jupiter in Scorpio all in the 11th house tho

@luvcardenas1127

7 жыл бұрын

Alena Muhamedovic lmao you're like my twin! I'm a libra sun and moon :) but all those plantes in Scorpio are actually in my 6th house. In which part of your life do you find that problems keep popping up? Or is it just in general...haha just curious

Thank you so, so much! I have my North Node in Scorpio, and everything you've described in these two videos relates to my life at this point.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

Gabe Gamer thank you for sharing - appreciate it

I'm north node taurus. Scorpio is a very magnetic and powerful sign. Embrace it. I've been resonating with it for many lifetimes.

Thank you for your video, I don't have this nodal placement, but I love your videos. Your explanation of this placement reminded me of the myth of Inanna's descent into Irkalla; it's interesting how that story reflects all the themes you discussed with Inanna (Venus) going into the underworld to honor the death of the Bull of Heaven, losing her various symbols of authority at the each of the seven gates, dying, and being reborn with a cost of sacrificing her own unloving partner.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

9 жыл бұрын

Nolan- Thank you! I love how you link this with that story. It is perfect. I hope that you have joined my Facebook groups Astrology (8th House) Eighth House Deep Soul Diver's Support Group and The Twelfth Astrological House and Astrology & The Houses 101 :) Carmen

thank you for sharing. i really appreciate this!

Wow.. now it all makes sense to me... thank you Carmen.. now i have a better idea what to do with my life... it really helped me to hear this... I'm Libra sun(cusp with Scorpio- 21st Oct), Pisces rising, Sag moon, NN in 8th house... I am working intensely on my healing and i love it where my life is directing me... luckily i have no attachments and find easy to let people in my life go... :-) xxx

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

olakl1 thank you for sharing ❤

My North Node is in Taurus/ South Node in Scorpio but I still learned what I need to tap to into in this lifetime. Thank you.

thank you so much for all your videos. i have nn in 8th house and you're really helping me get through my first saturn return.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

+sameeah muhammad Thank you for sharing. Please join me in my FB groups, you can find them on my website at www.8and12houses.com/home

spirituality, soulmate ( twin flames!) bonds, you are right..

@exzoticbliss1784

4 жыл бұрын

Peter Klein very true

at age 40... i start to search my inner peace n contact with my soul n mind. ..i believe every wird you said

@nahlaalbaba376

8 жыл бұрын

word* n yes i attracked scorpion always to my life n love their soul

I'm 59 and have this combination. I had a soul mate for 34 yrs, but he passes away 1.5 yrs ago. now i have to face the future on my own, and it is scary. I have always lived a materially comfortable life, and know very well it is not what brings deep satisfaction on a soul level, but oh how hard it is to give up that comfort and security. "I don't want to change...so there"! hump....grrrr. anyway, your part 1 & 2 on this subject was fascinating and I appreciate your encouragement to the rest of us. ♡

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing! I have these Nodes and am constantly struggling between comfort/stability/financial security versus happiness and doing what my soul truly wants to do. It's a life long battle until our second Saturn Return when we finally realize what we need to do and are doing it naturally by the age of 62... you are in your 2nd Saturn Return now. :)

@alyssamcclain1998

8 жыл бұрын

yes, still not through the fog...but things are becoming a bit clearer month by month. I though I knew my purpose from age 32 - 57, but with my husbands passing, and the fact that we owned a business together, I am questioning everything, and have to decide "Where do I go from here".

@tinkerbellrost

8 жыл бұрын

+Alyssa McClain ok, that is weird. I am not alyssa mcclain, she is my daughter, so I don't know why it shows her as "me" for my last post here.

@Iksvomid

Жыл бұрын

@@tinkerbellrost The future is now.

I feel like you're in my head! LOL I used to glamorize the pain with "dark night of the soul," but at this point I'm likelier to call it a dryer full of knives! hahahaha You helped me understand so much more of my life. I can't seem to live in one place more than 3 years even when I try to stay put. That's been going on for about 18 years. I used to love moving, but it got old. At one point I only had the material possessions that would fit in my car. I've had to lose a lot in my life. And yes. Lots of anger. Thank you for sharing that I can accept that part of myself and be done with it. I guess if this is the most intense house then we're entitled to be a little pissed. I was like you too. When I was in my teens, very happy go lucky spirit, took life in stride. My head is spinning right now with all that you've said. I am a Libra, so I'll be interested to see how that plays into Scorpio. I just recently found out I have Scorpio in 4 areas of my chart including north node, plus planets in the 8th and 12th houses. At least now I know why my life feels like a bag of rocks and glasses bouncing around in a bag. *cry laughing*

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

SoulOurPower thank you for sharing your story Join me in my Facebook groups www.8and12houses.com

This is so true, it explains why life is so hard

Thank you for making this video & for sharing your story. I can relate & in my experience I have lost a lot of loved ones (including my parents & one sibling). I am still going through my spiritual awakening, which has caused me to lose all desire (for food, sex, entertainment, etc.) I can only imagine how boring I am to others in my life. I used to love shopping, going on vacations & eating out at the best restaurants! Now I just want to be in peace and quiet. I have a spiritual practice that I’ve developed that keeps me content and happy. I know there is more heartache & releasing to encounter & I have to embrace it but I know it’s my true path! ❤

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing ❤️🌹 I understand all of what you say You might like my website some books and articles www.carmenturnerschott.com

This makes me sad. I might just be 20 but for the longest while I've felt this need to be more spiritual in my life but always pushed it back. And now I know it's because of my South Node Taurus. I love being nostalgic, the comfort and stability of everything. I love buying things. But some part of me has always known I need to let all that go and become more simple and spiritual, it's just I'm in denial and don't want to. I'm afraid. I know I need to get lost and feel like I've had everything taken away from me to truly grow as a person. I've lived in too much comfort. This is internally very conflicting and I just feel sad now.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

+iwuvmuffinz Don't be sad- right now you are meant to be in your South Node in Taurus... enjoy it. Once you hit the Saturn Return around age 27 and up until age 30 you will begin to move naturally toward the North Node. You will be changing and it will all make sense. We are all living in our South Node until the Saturn Return -the birth into our full chart and adulthood.

@ambermarie55555

Жыл бұрын

I feel this very deeply, I have this same exact feeling xx

@ambermarie55555

Жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott I didn't know that. That's interesting to know thank you for deep insight ☺️ xx

@ambermarie55555

Жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott is it weird I've been feeling less wanting the meterial side of life, wanting more depth and deep connections, not wanting superficial bullshit been feeling this way for a while.. so I guess I'm getting ready for my first Saturn return which is next year (that's going to be good, because it's in a middle of a fucking worldwide crisis and potentially even war) it is said that Scorpio are rebirth, chaos we grow through crisis so I guess it kinda fits xx

@ambermarie55555

Жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott what does it mean if it's in retrograde as well, because mine is xx

Thank you for your insight..everything you said in Part 2 was spot on and I'm also a Virgo (sun in 9th House) and North Node in Scorpio (11th house) , but I embraced my Scorpionic nature since I was very young, and Astrology found me when I was very young too, nobody told me about it, I sought it out ( I must have been around 10 - 12years old) as well as collecting and researching metaphysics with crystals, so I really feel that my spritiual awakening started then . My 2 besties since childhood are Scorpio and my ruling sign is Scorpio so I've always felt more in tune with this sign than my Sun in Virgo...I do admire the level headedness of Taurus and have had many as friends but I am a free spirit rebel, fiercely loyal and independent and I'm always "coaching" friends through difficult time , drawn from my own experiences and hardships I have faced in my life, I have had many transformations but actually adapted quite quickly and embraced the changes...so thank you again for this insightful video, sending love and light your way xx

I'm Scorpio with north node in 12th house. Lost everything 4 times starting when I was 27. Never really wanted much, and don't get attached to things. I don't even have an attachment to my house. although I like having a roof over my head, I can live without it. People complain that I don't hold on to things, but it's just stuff. Nothing I couldn't do without.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing with us ❤️🌹

Thank you so much. I am a virgo with, a 12th house Gemini moon and a North node scorpio and south node Taurus. We seem to have many of the same placements. I am 67 and the last few years have not been good. My business of 35 years has gone down hill due partly to my declining physical condition, ( which I recently dellt with ). My awesome marriage ( and it was awesome for 30 years ) of almost 37 years is in a bad place that neither one of us could have ever imagined I am trying to figure out my entire future. I am considering a move to another state but not sure I should take the leap. Everything you stated rang very true for me. I have had an antique business and been a collector as well. I'm over all of it. I am over " stuff ". I have always had a passing interest in numerology, astrology, and tarot. I am now very interested in those areas and feel very compelled to persue them professionally. I feel I need to be doing something to help people with something spiritual that is larger than life. I'm just not sure how to go about it. Your insights are making my decisions more clear. Thank you again!!!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

Linda Kindle Thank you so much for sharing Linda- you have been through so much and this Node forces us into change and that is not easy as we like comfort and security but we become spiritual and more aware of what really matters as we age with this Node Good luck to you and your a strong woman who can do this! 🙏🏻💙🌹 Please join my 12th house FB group if you have not already My writings are here www.8and12houses.com 🌹

You have a very relaxing voice

Great explanation! I'm honored to share this north node with you! :)

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

+Daniel Voica Your sweet. Thank you for sharing.

I’d say this is just a tremendous valuable treasure for all of us we have this N/S and I just want to thank you for your amazing demonstration in this video that how can this play in out lives with such helpful tips so truly grateful for you . For me I’d say that having scorpio rising made me had a glimpse of this energies and god scorpio is just a deep thing to have in any place and it intensifies in some places like I have pluto 2nd house as well hhh

Thank you so much, this was so informative and enlighting. Namaste

@CarmenTurnerSchott

9 жыл бұрын

CW power Thank you so much! I just saw this message. Please join me in my FB astrology groups - you can visit my website to access them on the right hand side. www.8and12houses.com/home :)

Thank you for this. I watched it years ago but had to revisit it. All I really crave is to live a simple spiritual life and I'm glad to know that is exactly what I'm supposed to do. 💜

@CarmenTurnerSchott

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing and I am happy you found it helpful 💙🌹

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Thankyou - really hearing & you & sending love

Even the second is perfect about Me and so very insightful, helping me understand Myself much better. My natal Saturn in 12th house, 16*27’ Aries. Am very grateful for your information.

Thank you for this

So spot the way you explain everything seems very real to me

@CarmenTurnerSchott

9 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your kind words :) Carmen

You made me cry

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

🌹❤️🙏🏻

This is quite insightful! I am in my late 50's and recently had my 2nd Saturn return. My life is VERY simple minus the soul mate relationship. I thought maybe I was doing something wrong. This helps me see things from a new perspective. Thank you!!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

9 жыл бұрын

comena30 Thank you for sharing. I love to do research on individuals who reach the second Saturn Return with the Nodes. Please join my FB groups :) You can find them on my website: www.8and12houses.com/home :)

Wow!!! I just learned my North Node is in Scorpio, Im also a Virgo, my birth number/life path is the Triad= 11, 22 and 33 ... a 63 year old woman wandering the country living place to place in this last COVID year, having left a long relationship, getting rid of possessions ... shifting, shifting, shifting ... I don't recognize myself anymore. Evolving, into what is still unknown but I am okay with that too!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing 🌹 Join me in my FB groups :) www.8and12houses.com

Very very helpful video, thankyou

@CarmenTurnerSchott

5 жыл бұрын

Kay O'coney Thank for sharing 💙🌹

This was a very insightful video. My NN is Virgo in 8th house with Pisces SN in 2nd. I am feeling the "dark night of the Soul" at this point and this helped me a lot. I can really relate to the anger, which seems to have come from out of no where. It has been troubling for me because I have always been so optimistic. Would love to learn more. Thank you.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

+Clarinda M Thank you for sharing and I am glad you felt it helpful. Please join my groups in Facebook. You can find them on my website www.8and12houses.com/home :)

I really appreciate these videos. My sun has his NN in Scorpio and his Sun sign is in Cancer. He is still young and hasn't reach his first Saturn transit yet. This will be good guidance for him.

You made my Evening ! My life ! Im 62 yrs old & have made it thru the other side.....FINALLY ! Yes....Im living my life and treating ALL with kindness love etc. Im EXTREMELY Spiritual & have actually thought of moving to a Greek Island & dying there. I visited Santorini 15 years ago & had spiritual experience there. I should have become a Monk. TOTALLY my style....lol. So much to say......to much to type. I ONLY WISH I was sitting next to you so we share experiences! Im tearing up right now just thinking about it ALL.....I wionder if I will ever be able to reflect on it all without breaking down..... ❤❤ U ! Merci

@CarmenTurnerSchott

5 жыл бұрын

KDB Thank you for sharing 💙🌹 I’m so happy to hear this! I visited Santorini Greece when I lived in Germany twice and it’s beautiful I collect the icons and christian relics so beautiful Would love to hear your story You can email me at carmentschott@gmail.com

I have Scorpio north node and Chiron in the 8th as well. ❤

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

❤️🌹

Thank you

I have read that there is a similar meaning if your North Node is in the 8th house and the South Node is in the 2nd house, which I have, but in different signs. Your video was very accurate to how my life has been. I will be 59 years old in August and almost done with my 2nd Saturn Return.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

Gina Dean thank you for sharing Gina 🌹 you will be in that NN! The second Saturn Return is our final step and I find many are doing their soul mission during and right after the second one

@ginadean5696

4 жыл бұрын

Carmen Turner-Schott Good to know, thanks Carmin.❤️

Your videos are so well done. You really already hone in a lot of the scorpio traits of seeing deep into things. Your video seems more real than any of the other videos I've seen which can focus more on the superficial aspects of the Nodes. I'm wondering if you can do a video on the opposite combination. I have my South Node in Scorpio and as strange as it seems, I find it very difficult to go towards my Taurus NN. I find myself deeply suspicious and unworthy of a lot of the beautiful things coming into my life. I am an exceptionally deep person and I love myself for that because it brings me a lot of beautiful views of humanity and myself/others, the world. But I have to discard the negative things that Scorpio has brought me. I need to release the pain and trauma and abuse of my past and past lives (which I feel have been disturbingly dark). I think that on our soul path when we go towards our NN, the point is not to completely discard the positive things of the SN but to mix them with the positive things of the NN and to discard the negative aspects of the SN. This will clear the path towards our enlightened paths- a balancing act of our different selves into the most powerful combination of positive traits of both. Anyway, thanks for reading my book! Sorry for all of the writing. I can get ahead of myself. Back to the question: Would you be able to do a Taurus NN, Scorpio SN interpretation?

@CarmenTurnerSchott

6 жыл бұрын

Carolyne Levin Thank you for sharing and happy you found it helpful

Thank you ms lady

Your eyes seem very mysterious & deep. Where as it takes someone special to embrace that inner happiness or that Vulnerability from out of out you. I've dealt with a person who's placements was the same as yours. I have an libra North node & of course with an Aries South node which I love & hate 😏. But great video I felt like I had to share that .

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

NamiFocus thank you for your kind words ❤

Thanks for sharing. I'm still a few years from my first Saturn return but I'm starting to notice the changes. Maybe its because pluto in on my north node in Scorp. I was worried that I'd turn into a jerk with this placement. It's nice to see that you've disproven that fear, you seem so calm.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

+applejoker21 Thank you for sharing. I can tell you that I have really changed through the years emotionally- I am harder, colder in a way than I used to be…it took some getting used to. I am still kind just not as bleeding heart and sensitive as I was growing up….I have felt the changes deeply as I transform daily into a Scorpio. Good luck to you. Join my groups on Facebook: www.8and12houses.com/home

Thank u for doing this video. I had No idea, why i was going through some major private issues, my husband died, & ive had so much heartbrake💔. Didnt know what I was doing to cause This? Thank u for sharing.im starting to understand, now♡

Wow, explains a lot. Too bad it took until my 2nd Saturn return to shake things up! Lots to eliminate.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

You might like some of my books www.carmenturnerschott.com

Thank you very much! Im 62. At age 56 I became homeless, lost 100% of everything. Friends, family you name it. At age 60 I needed to have neck surgery, 3 montjs later ANOTHER 1. I believe I went thru such horrific ordeals, it affected my health. Im now renting a room from an elderly couple and STILL trying to get my health back. Im in bed 24/7....chronic nerve pain. At 60 someone slipped drugs into 1 beer I was having, ( was never a drinker) it landed me in ER....alnost died. Walked away from that with my purse and clothes on my back. EVERYTHING EVERYTHING I HAD OWNED WAS STOLEN...STRIPPED FROM ME. YUP....I must be the strongest woman on this planet. lol 😆 To sum it up Im GRATEFUL for it all. I ❤❤ MYSELF SOOO MUCH MORE. Just praying my health comes back!! Otherwise I will be living life from my bed. 100% above is TRUTH....I applaud all thats gotten thru it or AVOIDED it before universe intervenes. Merci with love !

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

KDB Thank you for sharing your story 💙 You are a Phoenix who rose from the ashes Don’t ever give up your needed here on earth! Loving ourself is the lesson and sometimes it takes a lifetime to figure it out I’m trying to do it now myself at 44 yrs old Blessings Merci Carmen

@kdb7662

4 жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott Thank you SO much for your reply Carmen ..... very kind of you! 🙏 Kris

So glad I have an Aquarius moon......has made these life reversals easier....

@KarenC144

5 жыл бұрын

I have a fixed grand cross in my natal chart, with Scorpio north node.....lucky me

Im glad I have Sun sag, rising sag & Aquarius moon! I’m going trough this at this time, but I’m handling it well I guess....

Material things also involve outdated friendships and people in your life. I just wanted to add that.

@ellaesmeralda9360

2 жыл бұрын

My twin flame has a north node in Scorpio. I am a Scorpio in my draconic sign. I have always urged him to leave behind his privileged life living with his parents abundant home life that he was born to and still clings to. He needs to leave fake friends who only use him for his lifestyle and his boat life on the inter coastal. I told him this. That these people are not truly his friends and he needs to let go. It rattled his world. But if he doesn’t let go. Like I’ve kindly stated to him. The universe will take it from him. This I know. Xoxo Emmet Words by a true Scorpio woman ♏️

A family member have the North Node in Scorpio in the 6th house. Another family member have her North Node in Taurus in the 3rd house. It's so interesting that these two people are walking different path of the spectrum, right...? Thanks for the video. I will try my best to encourage the little boy in my life who has the NN in Scorpio in 6th house.

Would love your perspective on the 4th house, as my Saturn return is there this year, and it’s the other Water house, besides 8th & 12th. Thank you for all the work you do 🎉 I’m 8H Moon in Cancer, Scorpio ASC, Jupiter in 12H. Stellium in Pisces 4H.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

Yes it’s important house too Home and family and career will be affected Change in job or more responsibilities at home and career 🌹

can I reach this way of life before 60??? please tell me yes....I have 29 more yrs to go

I want to ask can you feel this before your Saturn return? I am turning 24 this year. Growing up, I have never been obsessed with nice things, but I have always had a way to make money for myself. My family didn't care whether I was emotionally stable, but as long I had food and a bed, they would leave me to my own devices. My parents were actually very unstable both financially and emotional so I became obsessed with security. I will actually go crazy when I hit below my budget to the point of pure anxiety. I have NN Scorpio in my 5th and SN Taurus conjunct Venus in my 11th and man I am having a hard time with those closest to me. I think this might be because 5th is ruled by Leo and the 11th is ruled by Aquarius. Of course, Aquarius symbolizing community and 5th symbolizing more self. My community is my family and friends and within the past couple of months, I have begun to resent them. Money has just been drained from me from my family and friends and I feel stuck. I want a new change and have become cold and hard. I remember reading that because my SN is in 11th, people will react negatively to those who start to move toward their NN in 5th (going from community to self). I can definitely feel it. I am planning on moving to Japan to teach and I think my family is angry about it. In fact, when I left for Japan before the financial stability in my household fell apart and I rushed in to save them. Now I am finally dead set on focusing on myself, but the guilt and shame from family is one hell of a sacrifice because they are all I have.

I'm a Virgo sun too....just thinking about how much I need to let go or will be strip away from me for another 20 years it's hard to stomach and scary...it's like life is meant to corner me into a place of sorrow, and the need to accept that life is sorrow to find peace.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

7 жыл бұрын

Cecilia L ❤

turning 61 and im so ready for my soul mate

Yes! 🤗

This is for my mother, wow wow. I also discovered that her life path is a 33 master number.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

This is my Nodes :) My daughter has flip Nodes of me which is very common with parents and children

Great Video!!!! Do you focus on Cancer as well? I have SN Cap 1st, NN Can 7th. The Cancer energy is what I am learning right now, I am mostly fire.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

9 жыл бұрын

Ashley Beaman Hi Ashley- I am working on a series of videos for all Nodes. I will post when done. You should join my FB groups :) Astrology & The Houses 101 and visit website to see all groups to join if you can www.8and12houses.com/home Thank you :) Carmen

I’ve been getting more into sidereal astrology and in my sidereal chart I have Scorpio nn and this all resonates a lot for me! In my tropical astrology chart I have Taurus rising and nn in sag in the 8th house. Do you think this is why the message resonates with me? I’m not sure if sag nn or Scorpio nn is right for me. I really enjoyed your videos on Scorpio nn, very informative. I will now check to see if you have one on sag nn :)

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

Stephanie I also have seen and felt Vedic aspects and placements fit me very well I feel both are accurate I agree I would go with what feels most like you the energies etc 💙🌹

@Stephanie-rf2qp

4 жыл бұрын

Carmen Turner-Schott I really appreciate the reply! Glad to see you are back on KZread 💛

Thank you Carmen... parts 1 and 2 are very helpful. I have a question about your sessions... can you please share more about your Akashic Record Consultations, and would that be a better fit than the Psychological & Personality Consultation for delving into Nodal access development/direction? Also, are your consultations more like sessions or readings? Thanks again... I really appreciate your sharing. 💞

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

Hi Lori If you have had your birth chart done we can focus on on what areas you want but I combine both akashic and astrology and tell you what information comes through for life seal reading and I link that with the energies going on in your chart and I focus on on the NN and SN greatly but connect it all together You’ll get both in the psychological consult I have a waitlist right now but email me through my website if you want to do this in future 🌹 www.carmenturnerschott.com

@lorisharing4142

Жыл бұрын

Thank you Carmen : ) 💞

NN♏️ in 1st 🏠 here

BUTIDONTWANNA let go of my lavish Taurus(ness)! I came from literally nothing, neglect, and lack to some success after my 1st return. The transition seems hard to do. Virgo Sun, Taurus moon, Scorpio north node/tuarus south node. I'm attracting Scorpios in all aspects of my life and it's unsettling. If only I could have the spiritual energy with the Taurus energy too.

It hurts but this so true I’m strongly into my south node Taurus ♉️ it’s even worse caz I’m older I’m working on myself slowly to try to go towards my north node Scorpio ♏️ I hold on to all my stuff and I’m a shopaholic I admit. Lol.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

4 жыл бұрын

A saying that helps NN Scorpio is this "You can't take anything with you when you die". Remember that I even put it on my bio to remind myself :) We hold on to items b/c they hold emotions and memories for us. The more we release them and live a simple, decluttered life the happier we will be. Minimilist lifestyle

@exzoticbliss1784

4 жыл бұрын

Carmen Turner-Schott Thank you! I will remember that I have been doing a little better by teaching myself to learn savings and investing in stocks crazy enough I haven’t been as focus on buying so much things. I’m trying very slowly giving out and decluttering my things hard but I feel a change once I do it.

Do you know that you just don't live once in a nn sign? You must get across all the houses and facing their symbology through the lenses of Scorpio. It's a long process and it happens with every nn sign. You will be a 1st house nn Scorpio then a 2nd house etc. At the end of the process you'll have incorporate Scorpio in full. You will go from assassin all the way up to sanctity.

Pls talk about north node in Taurus & south node in Scorpio

@p9782

4 жыл бұрын

Yes please Carmen we would like your perspectives.

Strangely I started feeling my North Node at 21 or even earlier. Especially after a relationship I had with a Scorpio.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

8 жыл бұрын

+lalunettaerrante I felt mine early too, that is a good thing trust me.

I'm a 8th house north node in the sign of Capricorn. Sun Sagittarius (7th house) Saturn 9th house in Aquarius. I say this because I'm 23 and I feeling Saturn now. I'm feeling my north node now.. I'm in love with a Taurus man. I feel like I've known him for many life times. And I feel like we have deeply hurt each other in the past. Betrayed each other. He's so lost and alone and he reminds me so much of my self. I want to help him. I don't want to let him go. It's like I've been looking for him for so long and I found him. But now that I have I cant have him.. This probably makes no since bc it's a long story that's hard to simplify. But basically I just wanted to say I'm feeling my north node now because two weeks ago I deiced that love is letting go. And I keep dreaming that he's sending me the number 8.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

9 жыл бұрын

Katy Myers Hi Katy- Thanks for sharing. Join me in my FB groups on 8th house and Astrology 101. Visit my website www.8and12houses.com/home and you can find all my FB groups links on right hand side. I have videos and articles all about 8th house. Join us and post your chart :) We have a lot of great people in groups. Thanks Carmen

Thank you so much for sharing your journey, which helps people like me about to start their own. 🙏🦋💫💖 When you say we have to start living a basic life, what does that mean?

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing Releasing our need for material possessions Minimalist life style Basic needs less clutter letting things go we don’t need or use

@dee764

3 жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott Just got to say from watching a few of your videos, you've totally got a Scorpio vibe: sensual voice and vibe; and a mysterious mystical depth to your eyes. Thanks for answering my question. 🙏🦋💫

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

@@dee764 Thank you 😊 Have you read my book about eighth house you might like it www.8and12houses.com

@dee764

3 жыл бұрын

@@CarmenTurnerSchott Oooo, I didn't know you were an author. I do now, and I've just ordered your book in paperback from Amazon 😁. Btw, the cover art for the 12th house book is stunning!

@CarmenTurnerSchott

3 жыл бұрын

@@dee764 thank you so much 🌹❤️ I have a book coming out with Llewelyn in 2022 Sun signs houses and healing building resilience through astrology I’ll post on my FB groups I have a 8th and 12th house group

Thank you so much! I have these nodes and I’m a Virgo sun rising and mercury! ❤️Are these nodes compatible with south node Virgo north node pieces ?

@CarmenTurnerSchott

Жыл бұрын

Yes, absolutely

I honestly can't even imagine living a basic life. I'd rather die.

Would this apply to North Node in the 8th and South node in the 2nd, but in another sign? I have 5 planets and my North Node in Leo in the 8th. All intercepted accept for my Pluto in Virgo. I have not related to much in other descriptions of my Nodes by sign. This video made me cry as it all made so much sense in a time where I needed this validation to what I have and am experience. There was not one thing you touched on that I have not experienced.

@CarmenTurnerSchott

9 жыл бұрын

RobotSlushies You are very right- you would resonate with this. The 8th and 2nd house nodes have same energy and meanings. :) I am so glad you found my video. Please join my FB groups on 8th house, 12th house and Astrology 101. You can find them on my website : www.8and12houses.com/home Hope to see you in groups. You can post your chart there as well and members are very helpful. Carmen