This song reminds me a bit of how I used to be and I'm glad I got out of that place I was in, I'm slowly going back in that place and this song helps me get through it. To who ever may be going through the same thing please don't do it, you're loved and cared for by so many people

@thatoneguy6217

7 ай бұрын

Can’t take it no more

@madisonmiller4668

Ай бұрын

Keep fighting ❤

@elwiwi11

Ай бұрын

@@thatoneguy6217 real shit 🔥🔥

@DanNobles

14 күн бұрын

❤ Thank you for sharing this. Much love.

This song is really one of the reasons im not gone yet. I love my little sister more than the world and i know im one of her only sources of comfort. I love her so much.

@rufflesntruffles2

9 ай бұрын

i’m glad people still listen to this song regularly

@stormii2891

8 ай бұрын

hang in there ❤

@Carl-bw2sp

8 ай бұрын

same

@arkenmissawy5731

8 ай бұрын

You’re a good brother ❤

@Thornjustthorn

4 ай бұрын

Your doing so amazing your so strong I’m proud of you ❤

This is like a quiet song for me. I listen to it when I'm sad and it's just so comforting.

Lyrics: My dog just ran away And I am feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night And my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs Cause they teach me not to care Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat Because life doesn't play fair My brother told me That he's gonna Kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac Or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play all it night long Sitting on the basement floor My girlfriend told me that She doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor Then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet Then she offered me a drink We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey He was crying like a man When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight" Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point" He said his house was all the way on the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around

this song brings me so much comfort in the most uncomfortable way i love it

my older brother has always been suicidal and he’s always had a bedroom in the basement so when I was younger I’d sit downstairs with him, now we smoke together in his basement. I know I’d probably be dead without him and whenever I listen to this song all I can think of is him

@lumia1322

9 ай бұрын

☹️

@Mason08099

Ай бұрын

It's good that he's fine now, take care

To anyone who relates to this song please don’t do it ! And I’m sure things will get better! You might not think that but just keep going❤️‍🩹!

@StreetcatAlex

9 ай бұрын

I just like how it dances in my brain.

@ventingmachine101

7 ай бұрын

you're so kind. i always love when people put out messages like this :)

@xskoczek_

26 күн бұрын

its only getting worse gang!!

@YoUr_AvErAgE_dUmB_bLoNdE

20 күн бұрын

@@xskoczek_real!!

@alectybch2207

20 күн бұрын

I'm still deciding whether I care to live or die anymore

I can relate to this song on so many levels, so by the first time I ever heard it and listened to the lyrics I was crying a lot.

@lumia1322

9 ай бұрын

I hope you feel better!!☹️🫶🏻

@ralsei11

3 ай бұрын

Me too

Me and my little brother lost our whole family through the last 20 years and im struggling keeping it together with another funeral this week for our uncle we loved very dearly.. this is helping me because I don’t wanna do this to my little brother and pass but the lyrics resonate with me so much.

@lumia1322

7 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry!I hope you and your brother won’t be struggling for any longer☹️!! And may your family’s fly high🕊️🫶🏻

This literally fits me perfectly. when i was 5 my 15yo sister tried to khs by overdose and got hospitalized. AND she had an n64 that her and my other sister always played on IN THE BASEMENT. AND I ALWAYS PLAYED MARIO KART ON IT ON THE BASEMENT FLOOR.

@yemorgis

Ай бұрын

Damn.

This song hits a little too close to home I relate to every word in this song crying my balls out rn

@lumia1322

9 ай бұрын

🙁

@Screwgirlz826

8 ай бұрын

Was it intentional to say “balls” instead of “eyeballs”

@-.EASYGOING.-

8 ай бұрын

@@Screwgirlz826I cry out of my ass too sometimes. It’s normal.

@ventingmachine101

6 ай бұрын

crying your . crying your what out 😀

@GoofyCreature...

3 ай бұрын

@-EASYGOING.- YOU CRY OUT OF YOUR AHH TOO? THATS INSANE BROSKI :0

i love this song and relate to the my brother part so much its crazy

@carre-fi3fy

9 ай бұрын

im sorry

@KoiDayz

9 ай бұрын

im so sorry.

@lumia1322

9 ай бұрын

I Hope you feel so much better man, it breaks my heart to see someone suffering like that please feel better ❤️‍🩹

@Ranboo-vv9dc

9 ай бұрын

hurts me to see many people relate to this song in different ways, although I do hope you feel better

i cannot express how much this song comforts me. it deals w all the things i deal with in my day=to-day and im just so happy to find a song that displays this..

This song reminds me of my friend james :( he's been suicidal ever since 4th grade and he sends me a photo of him at the hospital at least twice each year. It really scares me and i really hope he stays here he's like an older brother to me considering all of my brothers are adults, it's nice having a brother only slightly older than you. I sob every night thinking about this and i really really want him to think about his life the way i do. i love him more then myself and if he died i wouldn't be here.

@Phone_guyFnaf

6 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for both of you. I want everyone who reads my comment to take good care of themselves, and please don’t hurt yourself. I may not know you irl, but I would hate it if any of you died. Please hold on for me and all the other people who care about you. I love you all no matter what.💖

@The_Og_Birthdaycake

3 ай бұрын

I have a friend whos very much like this. I love her, but shes really stressful sometimes. Im sorry to hear.

The only song that keep me still alive (bc I have younger brother & I don't want him to be like this song) I love him so much

@lumia1322

7 ай бұрын

please keep going!!dont give up!!!

it took me 18 seconds to start crying when the chorus started

alex g actually gives me goosebumps

love alex g’s music, it feels so comforting.

Knowing this song exists makes me feel better about myself, it makes me forget everything around me and I love it, it’s sad to know millions of people around the world are having hard times, most harder than others but that doesn’t matter, everyone should be able to be happy. Not only that but the singer also sounds like he was crying while singing this. Hope everyone is doing okay!♡

sobbing, this reminds me of my best friend and their brother :(

@lumia1322

8 ай бұрын

☹️☹️

I just imagine him to this and I fall asleep and wake up in the morning.

thank you for cutting out the reverse part 😭it stressed me out so bad

This is my comfort song 😭

I love this song!!!!!

Whenever I think of unaliving myself and think about my little brother listening to this song and thinking of me.

@lumia1322

7 ай бұрын

Please don’t lose hope!!! ☹️there’s a lot to live!! for im sure you might not think that but please keep going!!!

@Just_an_alien

7 ай бұрын

@@lumia1322 Thank you! I've gotten better and started being more productive. But thank you a lot!

@lumia1322

7 ай бұрын

@@Just_an_alien I’m glad to hear!🤗

i'm growing afraid that i've lost a friend of mine tonight. we didn't know each other too long, but the thought of it is too devestating for me to even sleep. if it has truly come to this, just know that you were an excellent artist, so talented at what you did. if only you found it in you to recognize it and love yourself a bit. we'll miss you.

there’s no one I love and no one who really loves me either. people might be a little sad when i go but they can move on lol, its so sad knowing there’s nothing that important keeping me here. im just not dead because i don’t have much reason to end it either. limbo, i guess

this is the only song that actually made me cry. i wish he released it.

I have a sister named Victoria who passed away before I was able to meet her, and I know it kind of invalidates it sing I literally never knew her but I feel like she’s always watching over me. I love this song so much bc it reminds me of her

me gusta

This song makes me think of my brother

@ilvycage

7 ай бұрын

im sorry

*casually learns this song wasn’t originally my Alex G*

This is gonna be me tonight.

I relate to this song sm but not the brother like a lot of ppl I relate to singers pov. And instead of my brother my mom

Whenever I listen to this song, the line “my brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight” makes me think of my brother, who was suicidal and his friends were telling him to kill himself, and the line “my girlfriend told me that she doesn’t love me anymore” makes me think of my ex-girlfriend, who broke up with me because I pulled a prank on her brother that she was in on, but she blamed what I did on my other friend. I took the blame and she broke up with me because of a prank me and her pulled when we were 10.

The fact that make me wanna cry is that the date on the video is one day after my mother death

@lumia1322

7 ай бұрын

May your mother rest in peace🕊️

@DeezNutzXDXD

6 ай бұрын

​@@lumia1322I don't like my life.

i feel like a lot of bad things happen because of me

im gonna be that dog fr

People don't look at it form the brothers point of view:( that's how most of the time I see things

0:45

Im only going to keep going for my siblings

@lumia1322

8 ай бұрын

please don’t ever lose hope!!!

real shi

I'm the brother 🗣️🗣️

only here for my brother

real.

Well good for me I have no little brother which mean I can do it

Im gonna be like his brother in a few days time...

@lumia1322

8 ай бұрын

PLEASE DONT!!!

@Cocoaa435

2 ай бұрын

are you okay??

I've been thinking about ending it all every since a year or two ago. Dont' do it, there's always something beautiful about seeing another day... (There's a rant down here, don't open the rest of this comment if you don't want to see it.) TW: Topics of s*icide, and self h@rm. There were these constant ups and downs in my life. In the hours leading up to the evening, I could be super productive and happy to be alive. The next minute I'd be getting scolded for not doing a certain thing by my parents and then it'd all go downhill from there. I start to feel useless, ashamed, and mad- even though I did so much that day. I would've cleaned my room which I don't do often anymore, complete all of my schoolwork, and manage to eat something other than whatever random food my eyes fell on first in the kitchen. (That being some sort of small granola bar or Goldfish.) I know it doesn't seem like much, but dammit I'm trying my hardest not to fully collapse and stuff my mouth with whatever substances I could get my hands on, or just st@b my own h3art. I can barely handle being scolded, yelled at, or getting insulted for something that's not even worth insulting me over. I instead began to cvt myself. And it hurt, not just on a physical level, but emotional and mental, too. I've been clean for 6 months before I r3lapsed. Enough with that, what I'm trying to say is: *things will get better.* Those urges happen, but they become bearable and easier to handle. Those thoughts go away too. **I promise.**

Reminds me of a certain game *cough cough* sally face *cough cough*

jesus christ 0:50 is literally what happened but reversed roles, i told my brother that i was gonna kms and he begged me not to so i said i wouldnt, that same night i had either a knife or a bottle of olanzapine. chose the olanzapine, went into psychosis, hospital to psych ward, end of story

Am I the only one who doesn't hear it?

To the person who made this video lumia your the sweetest ever thank you 🫶

@lumia1322

4 ай бұрын

Your welcome! If any one needs someone to talk to I’m here!:)

@Thornjustthorn

4 ай бұрын

@@lumia1322 your so kind the world deserves many more people like you have a good night or day ^~^

@lumia1322

4 ай бұрын

@@Thornjustthorn you aswell༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ♡´･ᴗ･`♡

@Thornjustthorn

3 ай бұрын

@@lumia1322 :)) thanks

I'm the older suicidal sister and my brother said I wouldn't be his sibling anymore if I committed 😘

0:50

I’m still alive only because of the therian and furry fandom. And my family. I might commit tho

My brother hates me so really really I got nothing to lose 🤷‍♀️

0:12 0:50 1:25 :3

this song reminds me that my best friend told me that there gonna commit su1c1d3 :')

💙💛💙💛💙💛

I really am debating if my siblings would car or not if I commited. I'm th oldest sister. They're younger brothers. I don't like them.

@florboandherflora

Ай бұрын

They would care, losing a family member even if you didn’t like them or if they don’t like you can still affect a person in many ways

i came for happy n64 songs not this good song tho

listening to this song for the first time made me almost cry i love my big brother and if he died i would too

it only gets worse lmao.

i relate to this song alot rn because my moms always been suicidal and her most recent attempt that i know about was by pill and it was kindof my fault tbh and my dog is going to have to be put down or given away soon

@lumia1322

8 ай бұрын

no it’s not your fault don’t blame yourself!!!! AND I hope your dog and mom are going to be fine ( I will be praying 🙏🏻)

@rrose_draws

2 ай бұрын

relate to this sm

0:49