22 and still lonely; missed out on teenage life; currently missing out on young adult life. Most likely not going to make it to my 30s. I’m very sorry mom and dad. I’m trying my best.

@0xxhell_destrierxx9

11 ай бұрын

Aah, i

@0xxhell_destrierxx9

11 ай бұрын

Idk

@0xxhell_destrierxx9

11 ай бұрын

I feel the exact same, at 24 i missed teenage life and my young adult life too And i also constantly have this feeling i'm gonna die before 30 I really wanna cry rn

@0xxhell_destrierxx9

11 ай бұрын

What's your name, lost soul ? Mine is Lucas

@ethwnn

6 ай бұрын

Hey, Are you still around? I'd love to talk if you are.

Something really bad has happened to me, something that can't happen two times. Listening to this song has helped me thank you nihigo.

@nitrax96

Жыл бұрын

May I ask what happened?

@boston_and_maine

Жыл бұрын

@@nitrax96 its best to make them forget rather than letting the person traumatize themselves again to explain what happen, but i understand your curiosity, but not everyone wants to hear the cries of somebody else.

it almost seems like nobody cares. I wish I could just live a normal life. it's not for attention, I'm not just doing this for attention.

@Hyyote

2 жыл бұрын

If no one cares who is holding you back but you. Why should they care, I'd say I care but I don't. Because it's your life whatever it involves. Find people who YOU can care about and who can care about you. Find some good friends. And it's not impossible, you have a lifetime for it. Until you think it's pointless you won't ever be able to leave your head. And it is pointless but you have the choice to make it a more pleasant time.

@hede638

2 жыл бұрын

No life is normal, every life is weird in its own way and thats what makes it worth living.

@daybreakgray3452

2 жыл бұрын

@@Hyyote

@theproblemmustbeinyourpant5910

2 жыл бұрын

Comparing yourself to others only results in you being dissatisfied in your own life.

@fulltimeslackerii8229

2 жыл бұрын

wow. i hope you really stop being a loser one day and pull yourself out of whatever thing you’re going through.

looking at thumbnail i thought this was breakcore.... you got me in first half

I slept at 7.45pm then I woke up at 12.14am and I listen to this song. Realizing all my best friend already go the college (except me) I feel empty, lonely and sad rn :)

@Neighbor8773

Жыл бұрын

I can relate to this so much, it’s as if everyone else is moving forward while I’m just stuck in place.

@freshoiled3493

Жыл бұрын

don't be...everyone is lonely in some sense.....don't belittle yourself worth....be better...help others in need...find a purpose but some don't...u don't need to be somebody...u need to be yourself and strive for the best....for good....for unity....don't always be sad...smile...even its raining...always smile...because even the rain have a purpose for something beautiful...think ponder and seek for the true purpose of life....be guided...be straight....to the paradise of bliss....and please take care

@tsk_ylx

Жыл бұрын

Who are u? Communist?

@juggram_99

Жыл бұрын

I got into college, finished my first semester and didn't make new friends, while I'm losing touch with the old ones. I'm getting the same feelings as you

Ah. Thank you for hearing me out! Much love.

@niplet

3 жыл бұрын

@hede638

2 жыл бұрын

Oh boy if it isnt the man himself! love your stuff and I do hope that you're doing okay.

@conehead4133

2 жыл бұрын

@@hede638 is severely artistic nihigo?

@74penis

2 жыл бұрын

@@conehead4133 apparently

@severelyartistic.8160

2 жыл бұрын

@@conehead4133 Huh? No, no. I was just the person who requested Niplet to upload the song from Nihigo's Soundcloud account to here. I thanked him for listening to my request.

Yes, this is how it is supposed to end. Thanks for this great piece.

Here's another song that'll make my dopamine receptors twitch. It will sit on my playlist long enough to gather dust after I have listened to it for a while. Is this cycle endless? I can't answer that.

This one actually hit different. Thanks for sharing

thank god i discovered this music genre, one of the best things to ever happen to me.

@katica3000

11 ай бұрын

whats it called?

@kujimai

11 ай бұрын

yeah what is it called

@Ayomiiii

11 ай бұрын

ambient jungle

Some songs just make me feel like home in despair, a rainy day where I was suppose to do something but just stayed in bed crying with no lights except the one coming from the phone, like if tears where something fresh idk, this word is so fucked up but a lot of songs like this make it more berable

Listening to this the first day of 2024. I hope for everyone who will read this comment to have a good year.

@user-lg9eq6mw6c

4 ай бұрын

Trying man, trying

drowning in my own breath

For I have seen greatness; under that pale tree of yours, many nights gone, no longer forever yours

that intro is heartwrenching

This song is really awesome. I can't put into words what I feel. It's like I'm feeling something new that was inside of me all along but I wasn't aware of it... It's deeply touching, but in the right ways.

@catfishmcgee8948

2 жыл бұрын

The truest meaning of "Serendipity" happened at that moment 😎👌

Daaamn this is nice.. perfect for late nights

I’m surrounded, but I feel so alone.

ok

@byeheaven

2 жыл бұрын

ok

@DenpaKona

2 жыл бұрын

ok

@entelechymusic

Жыл бұрын

ok

There are no words capable of describing how much pain and loneliness i'm feeling while completely isolated from any possible form of affection or social connection present in the modern society. I simply lost my will to live and i don't want to die alone. My heart has been shattered into a thousand pieces and yet i am in a desperate need of something or someone to love. I've failed in everything i could, i feel useless, i don't think there's hope for my future, i'm simply worthless, that's it.

@сукаблятьььь

Ай бұрын

You can't get love from others if you not... even love yourself. You need to accept that nobody will be with you in hard times, you can't expect help from others, it's only you alone most of the time, and if you feel you can't do this alone, go to a therapist they could help

this sounds really nice, a blessing during this night

why i cannot find love, when im loving everything

Sometimes i feel like despite doing my best it's never enough to make someone else happy or make a new friend, it just drains my motivation and the need for happiness just fades away after seeing how lonely life feels. I don't know... i just feel empty.

I saw once on nihigo's soundcloud about a year ago there was a song with a similar name to this one, titled "suffocate me", it just sounded like some cacophony of sounds, i don't know how to quite describe it and it had a picture of an anime girl in this same style as the cover for this song

An angle came to my window last night and told me that I'm not alone. At that moment I felt like all my problems are nothing if I have this angle with me. THEN I WOKE UP

i'm so fucking glad i found this

@alindevelop1385

7 ай бұрын

@@Ozzy-worsttaste noo don't

Beautiful

this song is so melancholic ngl

beautiful........ever so lovely........absent of hate.......love yourself and everyone around you....be strong....be reliable...strive for better tomorrow

realmente necesitaba esto

There's a lot of ppl who r hurt in the comments so HOW COME I NEVER FIND ONE IRL SO I CAN BE FRIENDS WITH

@Kenulas

Жыл бұрын

Because you don’t like them, like everyone else, unlikable people are unlikable even to other unlikable people

@0xxhell_destrierxx9

11 ай бұрын

@@Kenulas but i, like people who hate themselves

@helloeverynyanz

8 ай бұрын

@@0xxhell_destrierxx9 you would be in love with me then

@betterjustice6697

7 ай бұрын

They're hiding or don't like people to know is my guess.

would you still look at me the way you usually do if you had met me 3 years ago?

yeah

@entelechymusic

Жыл бұрын

yes agreed

luv it

Amazing

straight through the soul!

i just want my soul to just rest from proceeding through this difficult life i bear.

This was just emotional

i see you, friend. thanks for sending me this song

no tengu time :’(

nihigo is my safe place

My life has been a constant mess since I started college 4 years ago. The only good thing was falling in love. But now I have lost my cat and I am afraid I am on the brink of losing him, too. I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to keep doing this.

@capicapicapi

3 ай бұрын

You should never cling or attach yourself to living things and rather enjoy them while you can, because everything has ending

Como la extraño

this will be my credits theme

для вечернего тильта пойдёт 😀

rly pretty

Cool

nobody could hate me more than I hate myself

WOW

What’s the genre of this

@betterjustice6697

7 ай бұрын

Breakcore.

@RobertCortez-mt3ir

7 ай бұрын

​@@betterjustice6697this is dark ambient, I swear people like you piss me off the most thinking everything is breakcore

@elaine12ph

6 ай бұрын

​@@betterjustice6697Dark Ambient, don't feel bad for thinking it's breakcore the thumbnail and the artist's works (some of them at least) might be considered breakcore

Anyone know songs similar to this? I really like the vibe to this one :)

alto tema

This song makes me feel like a little fairy with no worries in the world ☺️

Wow time flies guys byeeee :))

sometimes I forte

🌀🐒♾🍄🌀 “Make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream and the world will not grind you under, it will lift you up. This is the trick.” ― Terence McKenna 🌀🐒♾🍄🌀

hi

@6bto62

2 жыл бұрын

⚰

@feijaohumanofrases1016

2 жыл бұрын

Π

@tomzzz248

2 жыл бұрын

П

@DenpaKona

2 жыл бұрын

П

0:00 y 2:44 y 2:51

There is no need to suffocate alone and to be in loneliness. Christ is there. I come to let everyone know whoever reads this comment, that Christ is coming soon. God, in His infinite mercy, sent Christ down to be in our place on the cross. We, deserving of death, do not deserve His mercy. We deserve hell because we have broken God's law (The 10 commandments). If you've ever lied, stolen, looked with lust, or even said His name in vain, you deserve hell. God is not only a God of love, but a justful God like we have judges here. He will give you the due penalty you deserve. Being a "good person" will not save you, nor grant you heaven. There is no way to save ourselves. It is as Rom 6:23 says, "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is in Christ Jesus our Lord." and Eph 2:8-9, "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast." However, we can be saved from hell by trusting in Christ like we would with a parachute. Why else would you put on a parachute, if you were in the air? Your motivation would be a healthy fear. So, to put on Christ you must repent, and trust in Him alone. Not your good works, but in Him alone. We do not know when we will die, whether in several years, or today will be the day. Please remember this and take this into consideration.

14 going on 15