*This comment goes to anyone who is out there and is feeling alone, is suffering of loss, or feels any kind of pain, and can't see the point of moving on.* I've been there too and I still am so I just wanted to say: Hang in there, pain is terrible. They say it get's better in time. It's all lies. You just have to learn to live around the pain... and maybe in a few year's time you'll be able to feel true happiness for just a split second and all of that pain will never feel worth it but your life will still feel important. You should wait until you feel that chance of acquiring Happiness before you think about ending your life. For the pain you went through is very tragic. I hate that moment when people make you grow up before you've even had a chance of being a kid and you realize the world's not a giant merry-go-round. I know 'sorry' means absolutely nothing so I won't even say it. For I barely know you or the true pain that you've been through. Just know... it's okay to feel not okay. I'm only 15 too and sometimes I don't feel like waking up in the morning; my dad passed away, my granny suffers from short term memory loss, I'm very shy in real life and I barely talk because I never see the point, my mom's rarely home. So what do I do? I recognize the small things which factor's in the big things that we call life. Just find the thing's that make you happy. I know that when I feel so down and when it's just too unbearable I'll simply look at the sky and say well in least theirs sunshine, or a slight breeze on a stormy night. That might seem silly but sometimes that brings memories of happier times; which brings a smile on my face maybe just one more last time before dawn arrives. So here's my advice: Don't put a show on for anyone and pretend that you're fine when your not; because they'll just go along with it. If you turn invisible like me they'll just ignore you too. Instead find the small things in life that make you happy. Even if to other people they seem silly. The pain will always be there... but I'm telling you now every single day the thought "I don't want to wake up," goes through your head just remember that split second of happiness. And those split seconds of happiness or larger that you'll be getting in the future. And although that happiness will not really be worth all of the pain and suffering it will in least inflict some sort of balance in your life. And maybe one day you'll feel that one split second of happiness and you'll know that even though everything's far from being okay that you in least got to feel happiness even if it was for a split second. That's my somewhat very un-professional advice because I understand pain too. And I hate ALL of the people who ask: Are you okay? And you say fine even though you're obviously not okay because people asking that question aren't looking for a true answer. They just want to feel like they understand and get somewhat kind of sick stupid comfort from asking the question. I hate answering those people. Don't give those people the literacy of falsely believing your fine if your not. Kind of like a bullet in a chest and the person saying to the person with barely any life left that it's all going to be okay. It's not for the dying person's comfort, they know its not going to be okay obviously since they're dying; no it's for the sake of the person holding that dying person. So with that: I hope in time you'll experience that spark of the good life because waiting with it is happiness. And I'm saddened by your pain for I know that sometimes childhood ends way to early and pain is a constant thing that never really truly goes away once you receive pain and so I'm sorry that like me you've had to experience it so damn early. So just wait for that spark of happiness even though you just feel like ending it and I (even though my apology means nothing) am so darn sorry. Pain should of came later... and I hate those people at school who can just be so dang happy and giddy. It annoys me to extreme because I used to be like them too before I understood true pain. It used to make me want to yell and scream : "How can the world still go on when mine has been ripped by it's seems?!?" I now know though that those giddy people are just lucky for now but in the future they'll too feel the pain also so I don't get too hurtful when those people make fun of me and look at me like a nut-so. So hold in tight and remember the small things until the light comes and you'll get that spark of happiness. I promise you; you'll get one spark of happiness in your lifetime. Even if it's for only a moment you'll get that spark of happiness because I can honestly hope that the world is just not that cruel to not give a deserving person like you that moment of bliss and true happiness. So on my ending note: A GIANT SMILE-Y. Remember the small things, dear stranger, and hang on in there tight until you receive your own true happiness! :D XD xD =) =D (: :) (: :) =D =) xD XD Like the song said: *LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.* =)!

@summercarns3970

9 жыл бұрын

rosacute jenniely you are absolutely amazing thank you for this i needed it right now you are an amazing person you gave me some faith in humanity thank you

@rosacutejenniely8339

9 жыл бұрын

Coffe Bean Thank you for reading it and I hope it helped if you needed it right then. Sometimes it's hard, but I'm glad there's people like you who notice things and keep on the positive side. (With all the craziness in the world it's kind of hard to do so. Which makes you even more amazing.) I hope there's good days in your future. And of course happiness! Even if it's hard to feel any. :)

@rosacutejenniely8339

9 жыл бұрын

I was reading Mythology while I came across this and found what I was trying to say above. So beautiful so I'd thought I'd share it: "The Greek name for Butterfly is Psyche, and the same word means the soul. There is no illustration of the immortality of the soul so striking and beautiful as the butterfly, bursting on brilliant wings from the tomb of which it has lain, after a dull, groveling, caterpillar existence, to flutter in the blaze of day and feed on the most fragrant and delicate productions of the spring. Psyche, then, is the human soul, which is purified by sufferings and misfortunes, and is thus prepared for the enjoyment of true and pure happiness." From Bulfinch's mythology chapter XI. Just wanted to share.

@summercarns3970

9 жыл бұрын

that is absolutely amazing you are the best you are the chosen one

@rosacutejenniely8339

9 жыл бұрын

Coffe Bean :)

Tears of an angel is such a beautiful song. I don't know how, but you've made it even better. I'm sorry for your loss. I know what it's like to lose people you love.

This is just one of the most beautiful thing I've ever heard! :D

her rainbow flower is melting too so i think she is melting. the pictures make it even more heartwarming keep it! FYI i subscribed a while ago.

I'm really sorry LaLa. I've lost both my grand-dads too. I'm sure your's are both well and happy in Heaven. If you ever need to talk, I'm here for you- And I believe everyone of us (subscribers and just plain ol' nice people on KZread) will pray for them and give you an ear to vent to. Plus a virtual shoulder to lean on. RIP LaLa's Grand-dads, I'm sure you were great people.

You find some of the most beautiful pictures. :D

I'm sorry for your loss, but don't forget to remember them. This was a great 'tribute', I hope you will remember them as they wanted to be remembered. Great mixes.

Thats so sad :( i believe he is in a better place now and I hope you live as happy and long as possible!

Perfect picture for an amazing song. I never cease to be impressed by your remix LaLa.

This reminds me of my best friend who is suicidal and she's in a really bad state. Stay strong, we love you.

This song is depressing, even for me and every morning i wake up i force a smile on my face and even though sometimes its real i want to just hide away with a book and my music and just be alone

In life we are hurt, we hurt, we laugh or cry, have enemys and friends, but if you open your eyes you will see that life is the best thing, is beautiful.

If I were to disappear no one would notice..... It would be like I never existed..... That's the saddest thing about life. If you lived unnoticed you leave unnoticed.

@dawnrosegirl

10 жыл бұрын

That's bullshit.Don't think about things like that pls.Just live your life the best way you can,and enjoy it.Don't think about death,when you alive.This is what the song tells us,shouldn't need a funeral to feel you're alive.Just,really,try to see the life's better parts,I know its not easy,but it is possible. :)

@MrBloodyBat

10 жыл бұрын

dawnrosegirl I disagree. Embrace death. It is an important part of your life. Think about how you want to be remembered when it's over, when you leave. Act accordingly. You want to go out being remembered in some way, don't you? Make it happen. Live your life the way you want to be remembered. If you're going to leave without being noticed, how can you be happy in the possibility of the afterlife? Immortality is what people have strived for and it can be achieved. All you'll have to do is give up your corporial being, after achieving great things (or horrible things, but please don't do that, big things, good things are the things that leave the best memories). Think big, do big, die big. I don't want to be immortal, I want to be remembered as someone who did good, who did the right thing. Someone who enjoyed living and accepted dying. I don't want to be remembered forever, I want to be missed by the people that loved me. Please, don't forget about death, or you will forget to live.

@dawnrosegirl

10 жыл бұрын

Foltig Doe I understand your opinion.But you really twisted out my words.Ofc everyone thinking about death,and the time when they die...But I think you shouldn't worry about it in your whole life.I say that live your life as you want to,with your responsibility.And the question is what it means to be noticed in life...with everyone or just they who matter to you.Cause you said that you want to go out being remembered, and you said you just want to be missed by they who loved you.Its a little unclear for me.BUT what is more important,that what this person said,that no one will notice if she disappeare...and actually I'm not the man of words,particularly not in my native language.This person was just here,written this,and no one gave a shit.I just wanted her to know that she is not alone,and lighten her mood.Btw is a really hard topic I guess and I could personally speak about it for hours,so I think I can't write here my every thoughts.

@MrBloodyBat

10 жыл бұрын

dawnrosegirl Totally agree. Everyone has their own vision of death. Be it their own or someone elses. I too hope that kitty krush is still here to see the kind words you wrote to him/her. I don't think killing yourself would be a good way to end your misery, but ofcourse that's my view on life. It is a hard topic and something we can talk hours about, but I don't think that means we can't talk about it at all. I love talking about it, because it says a lot about someone. I'm a lazy motherfucker and I have concentration issues, but I'm trying to make my friends and family proud of me by getting my life in order. I've been depressed for a few months (this was a while ago now though) and I only got through it because my parents noticed. I wouldn't have killed myself, because I'm a coward and I don't want to hurt myself or other people and I'm terrified by the foresight of pain. I will go through pain if it's to protect my friends and family though. This reflects in my view on death. It's something that's part of life and it's difficult to deal with at times. It's something I really want to avoid ending up, unless it's to protect someone/something dear to me. To me, death is like signing your life. Like the way an artist signs their painting. LOL I'm writing another huuuuuge comment. Sorry xD

@dawnrosegirl

10 жыл бұрын

Foltig Doe Hm...thats much of stuff are you talking about. :D ...But yeah,I agree with your opinion,I just can't write it this way. :) And I'm glad you're beyond on your depression and you thinking like this now. And also I hope that this girl will see it,and we helped her a little.And alsoo good to know that there is still good people there. :) Btw thanks for sharing your thoughts here.

So beautiful... Almost made me cry thinking of my dad... He passed away a month ago... May he and your grandads rest in peace :')

It's okay Belli, He indeed is in a better place now, Stay strong.

"Unnecessary feelings", sweet name for your brain indeed

This is amazing Lala. I'm really sorry for your lose. I'm sure they are up in heaven now. May they rest in peace.

Will you swear on your life that no one will cry.. at my funeral" So beautiful v3v

That isn't something that you should be sad that you haven't experienced it should be a blessing to you. P.S nice music LaLa as always.

I love this song, sooo much!

my grandmother recently died of lung cancer i miss her so much and i am sure you miss your grandfather very much as well i am sorry for your loss

This song is so beautyfull. It made me cry

I'll shed a couple of tears for them both

Condolences w/ your grand-dads!

oh got its so cute - a wonderful Memory and a beautiful pic.. i love it - ^^ ♥♥♥

Life is BEAUTIFUL

Sorry about the loss song sad too by beautiful and may your granddad be in a beautiful place too

best nightcore i have ever hears

Then they are not true friends. True friends help and support each other through hard times and through happy times.

All your music is great keep up the good work

@sninjabeast68

Жыл бұрын

You’re lucky past me, shit got really hard

This is beautiful... ~

my heart goes out to you LaLa we'v all lost someone and this song is perfect i hope you recover. I hope that we all share the pain that you have felt

sorry for loss and going through to same thing... just remember god has great things for them and you he blessed you with talent and they will all ways be with you :)

Beautiful

+TheLaLaTranceGirl I read some of the comments, I am sad yet happy. U had to put up to that sort of lifestyle, but u still kept on going :). Love your nightcore, thx for everything.

Another Beautiful Performance Bell.

define better place.... nothing is better then to be with ur family

@TheLaLaTranceGirl

10 жыл бұрын

A place where they no longer feel pain and are no longer sick and are with all those they love that they have lost.

@utauloid73

10 жыл бұрын

TheLaLaTranceGirl I know how you feel lost my granddad to cancer on firday

I just. .want to cry. ....

We are with you

Love it ♥!

Life comes with great sadness, but also you can find great happyness, you just have to accept the sadness, thats life. Beacuse of lala, im not as sad anymore, because she have given me some advice, but still, if life gets really sad, i cry, and everyone is alowed to cry.

Awww beautiful

The first picture is so touching v.v

Cool effects! nice remix too ^.^

People always tell me life is worth living but if you open your eyes you see the ugly truth and if you listen all there is, is suffering.

Epic!!!

This is so beautiful :) Good job

TheLaLaTranceGirl Im so sorry for your lose both my grandfathers died before i was born so i know the feeling but dont worry there in a better place no pain , no worries , just happiness

oh my gosh sooooooo sorry for ya loss, their in a better place. (but still great video!)

good song

Good music, good luck for you

R.I.P your gran dad ;(

OMG ! My grandpa is 91 and he dieing of cancer . I feel you .

We are with you lala! Stay strong :)

Hey we're neighbors! I'm from Holland :3 And thank you :) Means a lot to me. You kinda helped me, now i know that there are people who care, i just don't have them around me. Thank you really. xx :*

The second girl is Misuzu Kamio from the anime movie Air!!! You should totally watch it but be warned you'll probably cry I did...

I honestly don't want anyone to cry at my funeral I want them to remember my life was good and I has a good run and I lived up to my dreams. so that's why I am going to request this at my funeral

My respect goes out to all of the people here and everywhere who have lost some one. I can't imagine how that must feel but still this song means a lot to me because I'm depressed and I harm myself. I never tried suicide but i feel i'm close. So yeah i know how it is to lose yourself.. Once again my respect for all of you guys!

My Grandmother passed away too....on August 29th 2013. so I know how both of you feel.

This song fits me kind of... some times I feel like no one will be crying at my funeral, only laughing and celebrating ;-; Mostly because my brother used to beat me, and my father makes fun of me... and my mom is extremely depressed and has many suicidal thoughts and sometimes says 'if she hadn't been born...'

@TheLaLaTranceGirl

10 жыл бұрын

I know that there is at least one out there who will be sad. You are loved and people care about you.

@tanashproductions5038

10 жыл бұрын

Try telling that to my brother *-"Oh I bet that no-one will be crying at your funeral, I bet that no one loves you enough to make you one."-*

@TheLaLaTranceGirl

10 жыл бұрын

I would be crying at your funeral. If there is anything I can help with, if so just listen, I will gladly do that and you can PM me any time or send a skype or whatever.

@tanashproductions5038

10 жыл бұрын

*My life is already so negative, it probably can't get any more worse. My parents hate me, Two of my brothers hate me, and one tried to rape my friend, she's 13... and he's only 8... Whenever my friend used to come over, and I'd go to the bathroom, my friend would be alone in my room, and he would just stand in the doorway, watching her... and when he hears the flush, he'd run back into his room...*

@tanashproductions5038

10 жыл бұрын

*Hearing* and *Seeing* hate is different than *Feeling* hate.

the beginning guitar riff is like the avgn theme

I hope they have a great afterlife. It's sad to hear that you are losing both of them ;'( I hope you are okay. It's always very sad losing someone.

Sixx A.M.!

May all dead good souls be in heaven

Je suis devenue accro à cette vidéo,ces deux musiques,je suis toujours dessus.

the worst feeling in the world is knowing when you're gonna die and how long you have until you're completley gone... :(

4:07 sounds like the beginning of a disney movie... :)

*Reads description* Ummm... I know it's late, but... *Bear hug* I'm sure they're watching over you, girl.

This hit me hard, its so powerful stirred up some repressed emotions after my best friends death, It made me think life is hard no matter what is happening emotion are what make us human. Showing that people are some how connected in time of pain and grief.

tried to also write something positiv , but I have been so much pain in the past two weeks ;) all i can say is : there is nearly no wound time can heal and you will meet them again one day. * best wishes from germany *

Its like her tear is remiving her checks check her checks its going down xD

Just open your eyes,and see that life is beautiful =^.^=

Every body know how u feel i lost all my grandparents two years ago

I think you should become the person you needed when you were young

@ElizaMoonlight

9 жыл бұрын

yeah it is

:3 so cool >:3

It is what it is 😜

Peeerf

I won't say Goodbye!

So have you.

Hm.. I guess you're right LaLa.. Not much people around me know it but still.. btw once again respect for you! Keep smiling okay?

emo sweet :3

i love this song!!! or songs??? i can't really tell!!!:-):-):-):-):-)

One died suddenly this morning, and one is dying and we have been taking care of for days and he only have hours left. So this is for both of them ♥

Hm.. woa. it's weird you know, I don't even know you and you're already putting more effort in me than my 'friends'. There should be more peeps like you

I know the feeling lala both of my Gran-Dads Died and my older brother died from cancer too

Your Grand-dad would be proud.

Not sure what the first pic is from - it's most likely to just be a random painting but the second pic is from an Anime called Air and it's really good.

your granddad is in a better place now lala

My point exactly, he's probably one of those people who doesn't know what a desc. box is.

Im sorry Lala, I hope ur grad dad is in a better place.

I edit all pictures to fit exactly into 1920x1080 for HD.

Love 6:00!

@crazydeadperson

9 жыл бұрын

I disabled 6 min is not less than 3 But seriously tht part is beautiful

you...enhanced the first pic perfectly then :D[assuming you also found a low-q ver], can we have it :3?

open you'r life and see manny lies... fake people and fake bro's.. you are barelly alone in this world . just 2 people trust you you parents. and nothing else :D

@FairyLadyQuelaag

10 жыл бұрын

Both my parents lie and are extremely untrustworthy. They dont trust me which is a good thing. there for I have nobody that trust me and a lot of fake people in my life >.> Now what can you say about that

@ChippsGames

10 жыл бұрын

***** Life is the hardest game of all. Shame there are no cheat codes or hacks. I hope you can find someone to confide in. I am going through similar stuff as you. Some days you just wake up and wish it was different, but no matter how hard you try to change it, it remains the same. I hope that someday you'll be happy, and look back to this moment as a time where you persevered, fought the problems and won. It will get better, or so that's what I've been told. ~Chipps

@wolfgirl7089

10 жыл бұрын

***** me and my friend will comfort you threw all the things your going threw

@denysnuzic2947

10 жыл бұрын

xD thx bro :D i hope both of you are ok xD

@wolfgirl7089

10 жыл бұрын

Hell ya

Yeah but this video is cool

My first thought was the same. But wait a second and listen to the song. Do you really want people to die only because theyre lives are sad and the only thing that makes them happy is dislikeing videos? Maybe for this people its more suffering to life a life without friends and real happyness than to die.

Stay strong. ♥

Im sorry lala but They must have lived a good life now they can rest with no regrets just remember the moments you spent with them

to me i will never fit in so i think if i was gone people will just go on like i was never here and that scares me so i try to make people hear an see me but thats is just a never feels right cause im not like that