nf - time (slowed + reverb)

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  • @goaway835
    @goaway8354 жыл бұрын

    I can’t be the only one who listens to songs slowed and it’s late at night crying?

  • @thehellofroblox8779

    @thehellofroblox8779

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lorelei Feathers I dooo

  • @localtiktoker6271

    @localtiktoker6271

    4 жыл бұрын

    definitely

  • @antwnia24

    @antwnia24

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm crying too and it is 1:58

  • @lilianatrev

    @lilianatrev

    4 жыл бұрын

    🥺😞

  • @charlottesimmons9985

    @charlottesimmons9985

    4 жыл бұрын

    your not the only one -.-

  • @nsx6705
    @nsx67054 жыл бұрын

    If the song was already perfect, now its 2x perfect

  • @Slowplay

    @Slowplay

    4 жыл бұрын

    I make similar music if you want to check me out

  • @wolfpack9214

    @wolfpack9214

    4 жыл бұрын

    Slowplay I will 💯

  • @Rules_of_success_

    @Rules_of_success_

    3 жыл бұрын

    perfectly perfect !

  • @fatetsuki

    @fatetsuki

    3 жыл бұрын

    4x lmao

  • @davidklassen3225

    @davidklassen3225

    3 жыл бұрын

    Is

  • @ThKngIsback
    @ThKngIsback4 жыл бұрын

    When I was 16 I was depressed asf and would listen to slow songs just to feel somewhat better now I'm 21 I work and then get high and listen to these and they are still amazing when life is peaceful

  • @wankuzainhassanal9760

    @wankuzainhassanal9760

    4 жыл бұрын

    Stay strong ❤ i know you are kind person .

  • @kiyah4362

    @kiyah4362

    3 жыл бұрын

    You just described my life!!❤️

  • @Sayre777

    @Sayre777

    3 жыл бұрын

    Can I asked what helped you? I’m 17 and going through something that feels impossible to get over.

  • @yolandetaylor7223

    @yolandetaylor7223

    3 жыл бұрын

    stay strong boo

  • @ayuyumimi

    @ayuyumimi

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@Sayre777 I'm 14 and it feels so hard for me. i'm sick of it and i just wanna cry. idk what is happening

  • @brokenmind8851
    @brokenmind88514 жыл бұрын

    When your lonely . . . It's easy to fall in love, but for my sake and yours don't fall in 'love' to hard.

  • @change5190

    @change5190

    3 жыл бұрын

    I needed this..

  • @kamryntexeira1173

    @kamryntexeira1173

    3 жыл бұрын

    i wish i saw this then i'm here now and its to the point where he consumes my mind and i think hes perfect bc hes sweet and funny and idk know he feels nd damn i wish i knew...

  • @Mars-uj9ye
    @Mars-uj9ye4 жыл бұрын

    for myself: Even if we both break down tonight And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry I know everything will be alright I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing I just need A little time to show you I'm worth it I know that I can be a difficult person I'm a stress case, drive you up the wall when I'm workin' Actually, I'm probably worse when I'm not, you don't deserve it Make you nervous 'cause you know I'ma break soon Every time I do, I say somethin' that hurts you Actin' like I'm gone, but we both in the same room I don't like to be wrong, which I know you relate to And I know I make you feel like you're at the end of your rope That's when I look at you and tell you I'd be better alone Just the pride talkin', isn't it? 'Cause both of us know I'm the definition of "wreck" if you look into my soul Comes out the most when I feel I'm in a vulnerable place Made a lot of mistakes I wish I knew how to erase When I'm afraid, might get distant and I push you away But no matter the case, I'ma do whatever it takes even if Even if we both break down tonight And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry I know everything will be alright I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing I just need Time (oh) I, I need time (oh, oh) I just need time (oh) I, I need time (oh) Time (oh), time (oh) Yeah, way before I bought you the ring We were fighting back and forth like you were wearin' the thing Two passionate people not afraid to say what they think Lead to passionate conversation when it's hard to agree You know me well, sittin' on the edge of my seat Lookin' at life, overanalyzin' everything Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me Searching for somethin' I know's prolly right in front of my feet Stubborn as me? Maybe not, but you're close to it Got a lot of issues, I'm tryin' to work through 'em Going to therapy for you's somethin' that's worth doin' When I know you been there for me through all of my worst moments And I know it hurts knowing that I carry this weight on my chest Making it difficult for me to open up and connect Lot of regrets, I apologize for all of the stress That's not what I meant to do, you know I love you to death even if- Even if we both break down tonight And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry I know everything will be alright I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing I just need Time (oh) I, I need time (oh, oh) I just need time (oh) I, I need time (oh) Time (oh), time (oh) I just need time (oh) I, I need time (oh, oh) I just need time (oh) I, I need time (oh) Time (oh), time (oh)

  • @hadz3192
    @hadz3192 Жыл бұрын

    I’ve come back to this song just bc I heard it in the background of a tiktok. This is me, years later, doing much better. It gets better guys, keep faith and stay strong. Keep working to your goals and becoming the best version of yourself, your situation now is only temporary, keep going even if you can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel, much love ❤️

  • @davonafton486
    @davonafton4863 жыл бұрын

    Listening to depressing music doesn't make you depressed it makes you think twice about life

  • @itsbqltrxz4201

    @itsbqltrxz4201

    Жыл бұрын

    Exactly. Specially when you are in the bed alone...

  • @jl-rp8te
    @jl-rp8te4 жыл бұрын

    i cant be the only one that listens to this at night crying about someone

  • @livsaudios1611

    @livsaudios1611

    4 жыл бұрын

    ur absolutely not. but if u ever neef someone to talk to dm me on ig @ slflena :))

  • @thao8821

    @thao8821

    3 жыл бұрын

    here :D

  • @Lily-kv6pb

    @Lily-kv6pb

    3 жыл бұрын

    sameee

  • @elizabeth-yv3uw
    @elizabeth-yv3uw3 жыл бұрын

    1:32 my fav part ❤️😭

  • @mar00ned1ts
    @mar00ned1ts4 жыл бұрын

    NF slowed hits different

  • @andre.e4355

    @andre.e4355

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes.. this is so true..

  • @thehellofroblox8779
    @thehellofroblox87794 жыл бұрын

    My fave song no joke

  • @mvgxntm5103
    @mvgxntm51034 жыл бұрын

    this made me v emotional I love this so much ohmygod

  • @joeysaker4907
    @joeysaker49072 жыл бұрын

    To everyone going through hard times. Promise they will pass… the lofi community is always next to you! Lets spread the positive vibes and keep our heads high :)

  • @libbybarr1575
    @libbybarr15754 жыл бұрын

    Anyone else just feel numb, like they are sad but can't cry. Because same 🥺💔

  • @manuelpera7687

    @manuelpera7687

    3 жыл бұрын

    heyy you are not alone okay? Do you need help please write me...

  • @themcorndogs22

    @themcorndogs22

    3 жыл бұрын

    If anyone needs help dm me on Instagram

  • @ashthepenguin2511

    @ashthepenguin2511

    3 жыл бұрын

    I just want to scream.. and let all out, but I can’t..

  • @jaylenbauseman4525

    @jaylenbauseman4525

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm not sad or happy tho I'm just empty :/ and I don't cry

  • @jaylenbauseman4525

    @jaylenbauseman4525

    3 жыл бұрын

    I just feel like nothing is worth anything anymore ;:

  • @sweetmarmalade8459
    @sweetmarmalade84594 жыл бұрын

    Heartbreaking song...

  • @Gatrx0
    @Gatrx03 жыл бұрын

    This song brings back so many heart breaking memories..

  • @themcorndogs22

    @themcorndogs22

    3 жыл бұрын

    Stay strong your right your not wrong. We’re with you❤️💘

  • @xoxoserfiii6284
    @xoxoserfiii62843 жыл бұрын

    This song just hits different while cry alone at night 🙂💖

  • @jungkookslefttoe127
    @jungkookslefttoe1274 жыл бұрын

    Someone...just please don’t play with feelings it hurts Crying isn’t something fun it’s scary everyday my tears are too weak please treat everyone good please

  • @hopes_in_hearts
    @hopes_in_hearts4 жыл бұрын

    The hour I found this song, it felt as if those minutes were the accumulation of my days. It almost felt like this was a message for me, from me. The words the side of me who I always ridicule, hate, and feel disgusted wants to say. The side of me who I keep pushing to be better because i wished it weren't that way. The side of me who I need to constantly ignore because I hate every single side that I get the glimpse of. The side of me that wants to rest, that can't take it anymore, and just needs some more time than I let it have. The side of me that the other keeps bullying to the point of suicide. The side of me that I completely took out of the steering wheel. The side of me I tucked away in the shadows. The side of me that exhibits utter kindness, genuine care, exciting love for all kinds of beauty. The side of me I'd rather not let see the shine of the sun, because it's the side I value the most underneath. The side of me that wants to stay in bed and watch the drops of calm rain in the window with the view of clouds covering the mountain, because it knows it's our favorite. The side of me that wishes we don't compare ourselves to others and always force the competitive side out, because it knows we just want to be accepted. The side of me that waits for the night to let it take control, because it knows that the other side means well, but it's so exhausted to the point it'll die before the other. The side that cries when we look at the mirror and talk shit to the face we see, because it knows that, that's us. That's me. The side of me that just wants to be in the forest, hiking amidst the trees, feeling the hugging cold of calm and serenity in our jackets. Setting up camp in a beautiful view, brewing coffee that we brought, and just closing our eyes. Because it knows that the other side is working it's ass off for that dream. The side of me who I always abuse, who I don't allow to breathe in the air, because I don't want it to be the on living the world we're in. Because If it breaks, all I am breaks. So, to this side of me. I'm sorry.

  • @milanaims6251

    @milanaims6251

    2 жыл бұрын

    I know it is probably a bit late but your words fascinated me strongly. A few tears, maybe of joy and deep rooted pain, escaped my eyes while reading your words. They are incredibly powerful you. I hope, wherever you are right now, that you have a good life now and are truly happy because you deserve it. All the best A stranger from the internet

  • @katis..
    @katis..4 жыл бұрын

    I was looking for this. Thank youuu

  • @rm-ed4yv
    @rm-ed4yv4 жыл бұрын

    i love this. thank you.

  • @shylahtrabue426
    @shylahtrabue4263 жыл бұрын

    Without nates music,I would've been the nerd girl in the back of the class room,with no bf or friends.but now I have all that and my confidence back. if u see this,it's a reminder that life will get better,just give it time.

  • @Lily-kv6pb
    @Lily-kv6pb3 жыл бұрын

    "I`ll be here waiting" relatable. Don`t wait for someone move on if u can. Don`t waist ur life on someone who isn`t waiting for u

  • @ashleealyssaaa
    @ashleealyssaaa4 жыл бұрын

    My bf sent me this song because we both started with a rough start, but we've learned that we're both complicated people & we need to help each other through our hard times together. Remember everything works out in the end, communicate how you feel with your bf/gf, tell them how much you love them, let then know you're always going to be there for them🥺.

  • @dm-ng2dy

    @dm-ng2dy

    4 жыл бұрын

    a s h l e e c a s t r o i tried to do this, but I guess getting betrayed is the result, and it really hurts... but i hope you are doing good

  • @ashleealyssaaa

    @ashleealyssaaa

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@dm-ng2dy aweee I'm sorry about that🥺, I hope you're doing better now :(

  • @dm-ng2dy

    @dm-ng2dy

    4 жыл бұрын

    a s h l e e c a s t r o thank you, I think I am

  • @aakanshamalhotra504
    @aakanshamalhotra5044 жыл бұрын

    THIS BE GIVIN ME GOOSEBUMPS - DOPE CONTENT MAN

  • @creative_creature866
    @creative_creature8663 жыл бұрын

    To anybody who is sad: Hey are you ok? I know you might be sad but I promise it's going to get better! Just know your skin isn't paper and your life isn't nothing. Your great and you need time and parents sometimes don't understand. I hope you have a great day/night!

  • @aleyna7453

    @aleyna7453

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @aleyna7453

    @aleyna7453

    2 жыл бұрын

    I hope you know how much just that one little paragraph will help a lot of people, even if they don't say it :) have a blessed day!

  • @BobaCat19
    @BobaCat193 жыл бұрын

    You’ve made the best song even better 😁😧💗

  • @ismarika693
    @ismarika6934 жыл бұрын

    loved the edit so much

  • @tasneemkhanom6539
    @tasneemkhanom65394 жыл бұрын

    I have shivers.

  • @heyyy2008
    @heyyy20083 жыл бұрын

    Even if we both break down tonight And you say you hate me And we go to bed angry I know everything will be alright I'll be here waiting I promise I'm changing I just need A little time to show you I'm worth it I know that I can be a difficult person I'm a stress case drive you up the wall when I'm workin' Actually I'm prolly worse when I'm not you don't deserve it Make you nervous 'cause you know I'ma break soon Every time I do I say something that hurts you Actin' like I'm gone, but we both in the same room I don't like to be wrong which I know you relate to And I know I make you feel like you're at the end of your road That's when I look at you and tell you I'd be better alone That's just the pride talkin' isn't it cause both of us know I'm the definition of wreck if you look into my soul Comes out the most When I feel I'm in a vulnerable place Made a lot of mistakes I wish I knew how to erase When I'm afraid Might get distant, and I push you away But no matter the case I'ma do whatever it takes Even if Even if we both break down tonight And you say you hate me And we go to bed angry I know everything will be alright I'll be here waiting I promise I'm changing I just need time I, I need time I just need time I, I need time Time, time Yeah Way before I bought you the ring We were fightin' back and forth like you were wearing the thing Two passionate people not afraid to say what they think Lead to passionate conversation when it's hard to agree You know me well sittin' on the edge of my seat Lookin' at life over analyzing everything Always depressed tryn to find a better version of me Searchin' for somethin' I knows prolly right in front of my feet Stubborn as me? Maybe not but you're close to it Got a lot of issues I'm tryna work through 'em Going to therapy for you's somethin' that's worth doing When I know you been there for me through all of my worst moments And I know it hurts knowin' that I carry this weight on my chest Making it difficult for me to open up and connect A lot of regrets I apologize for all of the stress That's not what I meant To do You know I love you to death Even if Even if we both break down tonight And you say you hate me And we go to bed angry I know everything will be alright I'll be here waiting I promise I'm changing I just need time I, I need time I just need time I, I need time Time, time I just need time I, I need time I just need time I, I need time Time, time

  • @SacSiccness916
    @SacSiccness9164 жыл бұрын

    Ty for the slowed stuff

  • @hommy250
    @hommy2503 жыл бұрын

    This was my friends favorite song, wasn't just a friend to me though, he was the only one that I talked about my problems to, and felt kinda comfortable with. I admire him a lot and still listen to this song a lot.

  • @lex_xx8817
    @lex_xx88174 жыл бұрын

    I hate falling in love. But it’s so easy to do, but once you cross that line: it’s impossible to go back...

  • @jaylynnicole514

    @jaylynnicole514

    3 жыл бұрын

    I can relate. I'm such a sensitive and loving person, and falling in love easy is not a good combination because I shatter my mental health. Even though I know it's wrong I do it anyway cause I try my best to make it work out. It always ends up with me being heartbroken.

  • @YeshuaOnTopFr

    @YeshuaOnTopFr

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jaylynnicole514 I remember falling in love with this one girl, somehow she liked me back and we ended up dating. She was always there for me and I loved her so much. Then one day she broke up with me and said "I just lost interest". I honestly stood there for what felt like a minute. I know it sounds pathetic but it took me a year and a half to get over it.

  • @andre.e4355

    @andre.e4355

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@YeshuaOnTopFr i like a girl from 2020's summer.. i'm trying to delete it.. sometimes when i'm out with friend i don't think about her..

  • @uezerins3017
    @uezerins30175 жыл бұрын

    thanks, this is godly 🤯

  • @losingcait
    @losingcait3 жыл бұрын

    BTW THIS IS SRSLY AMAZINGGGGGGGGG I LOVE ITT SOO MUCH THE ECHO MAKES IT SO MUCH MORE IDEKK

  • @rahmasuleiman3333
    @rahmasuleiman33334 жыл бұрын

    omfg this is perfect.

  • @keelyhong2471
    @keelyhong24714 жыл бұрын

    probably half the views are from me lol

  • @frostyplays949

    @frostyplays949

    3 жыл бұрын

    lmao

  • @HARDIRONXMV
    @HARDIRONXMV4 жыл бұрын

    Actually I'm just here to enjoy this brilliant peace of music.. ..but I do wish everyone who goes trough hard times that it will get better. I'll pray for you! :)

  • @klaralolly
    @klaralolly2 жыл бұрын

    I loved her

  • @morkemii3859
    @morkemii38594 жыл бұрын

    This sounds so good ✨✨😀❤️

  • @abbslovesjesus9028
    @abbslovesjesus90284 жыл бұрын

    OK KOCHI YOU ARE A GENIUS!!! As you can probably tell I've been listening to your stuff a lot. BUT BRO THIS HITS HARDDD!!! I love you and your acoustics...bro.

  • @janice1469

    @janice1469

    4 жыл бұрын

    it’s not even hard to slow down songs 8 year olds can do it lol chill

  • @abbslovesjesus9028

    @abbslovesjesus9028

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@janice1469 I knew someone was gonna say that. But they add stuff in there like acoustics, etc. that make it stand out from all the rest.

  • @AVos-wt5pp
    @AVos-wt5pp3 жыл бұрын

    I feel the boy in the vid..

  • @RP-zo7xi
    @RP-zo7xi2 ай бұрын

    If anyone out there is reading this comment. It does get better ❤ I just beat my depression things get easier good times don't last forever same goes for the bad times it doesn't last forever

  • @fbgmx
    @fbgmx3 жыл бұрын

    Dam this song make me cry a lot..

  • @Sage4205.
    @Sage4205.3 жыл бұрын

    This made me cry, I had a flashback of my first ex, ive never felt I loved anyone since

  • @yozu2435

    @yozu2435

    3 жыл бұрын

    Your gonna find the wright one... im shure... we all will

  • @christine4524
    @christine45244 жыл бұрын

    This song sounds like my mom and dad’s old relationship they would always fight then the next day they would love eathother my mom just let him have time that’s why he’s gone...my mom doesn’t know but I will always love my dad even after all that stuff

  • @leslieg3961
    @leslieg39613 ай бұрын

    Everyone forgot about this song meanwhile I still listen to it 😭

  • @tino9799

    @tino9799

    2 ай бұрын

    Never forgot ❤

  • @nsalx4538
    @nsalx45383 жыл бұрын

    Love it.

  • @nafsii04
    @nafsii045 жыл бұрын

    ty 🍹🙃 keep up the good work!

  • @vVanix
    @vVanix4 жыл бұрын

    i just need

  • @SenkoiNaki
    @SenkoiNaki4 жыл бұрын

    She said Im "her world"... I think i'm nothing more than a planet in her solar system...

  • @mirthehabets1152

    @mirthehabets1152

    4 жыл бұрын

    Felt that

  • @yousufiqbal6777

    @yousufiqbal6777

    3 жыл бұрын

    that hit hard

  • @patricksleftnut3086

    @patricksleftnut3086

    3 жыл бұрын

    sometimes I feel like I’m the sun and she’s Pluto so close yet so far

  • @jaylynnicole514

    @jaylynnicole514

    3 жыл бұрын

    He said I was his light in the darkness. I think I'm nothing more than a lighter for his candles.

  • @jaiiii88
    @jaiiii883 жыл бұрын

    I love her, I wish she’d love me back.

  • @ThePROFESSIONALhooligan
    @ThePROFESSIONALhooligan3 жыл бұрын

    NF music hit even more different when its slow.

  • @kalanianderson5030
    @kalanianderson50305 жыл бұрын

    I have fallen in love with your Chanel

  • @PLAYYYPRETEND

    @PLAYYYPRETEND

    5 жыл бұрын

    you're a real one

  • @fatetsuki
    @fatetsuki4 жыл бұрын

    How you did that nice reverb effect?

  • @liroyleibel8689
    @liroyleibel86894 жыл бұрын

    Late night drive

  • @rigzinlama2438
    @rigzinlama24384 жыл бұрын

    Kay how can I be 1 yr late😓 I am tired of everything

  • @gassengaaloul5587
    @gassengaaloul5587 Жыл бұрын

    1:32...long late nights🖤=i just need Time 💫

  • @vript1458
    @vript14583 жыл бұрын

    Legends say he still on the phone

  • @ashleym7832

    @ashleym7832

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@lust6068 Ocean Waves

  • @sinatzuu
    @sinatzuu3 жыл бұрын

    i’ll never be good enough for her. and that hurts so much

  • @ahhitskayla

    @ahhitskayla

    3 жыл бұрын

    Sometimes I feel like people don’t see that men also have emotions and a chance to change, rather that be a nice guy or even a man that has abused anyone. Men have emotions and have a heart to change, everyone does. ❤️

  • @sinatzuu

    @sinatzuu

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@ahhitskayla thank you:)

  • @mklnnzzz
    @mklnnzzz4 жыл бұрын

    AND U SAY U HATE ME AND WE GO TO BED ANGRYYYYYY

  • @That-one-guy00
    @That-one-guy003 жыл бұрын

    I feel like I am flying when I put it on my mouth and cover my ears

  • @usernotfound232
    @usernotfound2323 жыл бұрын

    broooo I’m soo fucked up and idk why- it’s not like there is someone who made feel like this or I think abt someone listening to these at fucking 4 am in the morning fgs

  • @putrizafira4255
    @putrizafira42553 жыл бұрын

    i just need a time .. ;)

  • @abbymeneses7141
    @abbymeneses71414 жыл бұрын

    imagine dragons radioactive

  • @overthinker1017
    @overthinker10173 жыл бұрын

    I needed more time than she was humanly able to give.

  • @jaylynnicole514

    @jaylynnicole514

    3 жыл бұрын

    I felt that. It's been 5 months and I still chase after him. He has hurt me so much.

  • @youngnrhtythms4770
    @youngnrhtythms47703 жыл бұрын

    playspeed 0.75 it hits different... she left me for someone else now it brought me deeper then i thought i could be :(

  • @oceanlily3655
    @oceanlily36553 жыл бұрын

    do you feel want to cry but you don't want anybody see your puffy eyes so... you didn't cry 😞😞✋✊

  • @iwontgowiththatcat7350
    @iwontgowiththatcat73504 жыл бұрын

    "I'll Be Better Alone.."

  • @oceano9592
    @oceano95924 жыл бұрын

    Pls do Got you on my mind By NF thanks

  • @jzson

    @jzson

    4 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/dYd6ms18hKaXiso.html

  • @YeshuaOnTopFr
    @YeshuaOnTopFr2 жыл бұрын

    I try to tell myself that I don't need others but the truth is others don't need me.

  • @lalausmani6107
    @lalausmani61073 жыл бұрын

    You should do Koste - In Time slowed down and reverb, please

  • @kennethbaxter3673
    @kennethbaxter36733 жыл бұрын

    lullaby

  • @jayzwrld-ou5nu
    @jayzwrld-ou5nu3 жыл бұрын

    im trying not to cry right now. im in zoom-

  • @fierymb
    @fierymb4 жыл бұрын

    Put the playback at 1.25x

  • @ars3nic.c4tnip

    @ars3nic.c4tnip

    3 жыл бұрын

    that defeats the purpose of it being slowed

  • @samuelexaucedelille954
    @samuelexaucedelille9542 жыл бұрын

    Could you do Smaller Than 3 by XO7 please :)

  • @crystallov88
    @crystallov883 жыл бұрын

    all ppl with headphones know what I think rn 😻

  • @lucy.k1033
    @lucy.k10334 жыл бұрын

    Put it on 0.75 you won’t regret it

  • @caterinacarbonari9243
    @caterinacarbonari9243 Жыл бұрын

    every time I listen this song I think about a guy, a guy I really loved but he never understood my feelings. he is 600 kilometres away. I hope he has a great life

  • @adancstnd8736
    @adancstnd87365 жыл бұрын

    is this on soundcloud???

  • @LegendJ0e4
    @LegendJ0e43 жыл бұрын

    cant u put these on spotify

  • @agouti5321
    @agouti53214 жыл бұрын

    0:22

  • @-ehheybud-9352
    @-ehheybud-9352 Жыл бұрын

    Me and my girlfriend just started dating in October, I've been in love with her for years, ever since we met. I'm trying to be everything that she'll need, but I feel like the worst boyfriend to her. We tried the whole dating thing like 4 years ago but it never worked out then. We matured and now we're older we decided to try this out, but I'm just worried she'll find someone better than me, someone who will make her smile and make her heart feel warm. I'm just a really replaceable person, but she reassures me that she won't. I have this reoccurring thought bc I got replaced by everyone sadly. I love you my lil Lora.

  • @jd87643

    @jd87643

    Жыл бұрын

    Six months have passed... I hope you're ok

  • @-ehheybud-9352

    @-ehheybud-9352

    Жыл бұрын

    @@jd87643 wow, didn't even realize that it has been six months since I've wrote this down and posted it. But, it has been good and bad ever since. So I guess, I can give a bit of an update without seeming weird or anything, we are still together and going strong, and with that comes our discussions about my insecurities and so on, all of them were shared, but after I did so, my dad passed away and it left me broken, lost even, but after he did, I shut myself off and tried focusing on my school work and trying to make sure my emotions didn't overpower me, just so I can love her ever so deeply, but then I made a mistake with her that I could not forgive myself for, but she forgave me for it the same day, and I didn't want her to, it was inexcusable and stupidly done, but she did so. Then I shut down completely, my guilt and grief was making me bedridden, I felt so hopeless and felt like ending it all, and it would have been easy, because I had my dad's gun under my bed, and I felt so guilty and wanted the hurt to end, but she helped and told me not to go, so I stopped, but those thoughts have never went away ever since. I, then cut my feelings off and made it known to myself that as long as I made everyone else happy, my feelings didn't matter and they shouldn't be shared, it was unhealthy, and I still do it, I let myself hurt on my lonesome, because I simply don't feel important enough in anyone's lives to even share my emotions and so on. I'm trying every day and I try to make sure I'm doing alright, and making sure she feels precious and loved, she is my life and I try to provide and protect her. Thanks for reading, if anyone did.

  • @jaydagriffin2713
    @jaydagriffin27133 жыл бұрын

    The beginning always sounds like the intro to shower by Becky G

  • @mkidp4481
    @mkidp44814 жыл бұрын

    Basically Draco Malfoy X anybody

  • @livsaudios1611

    @livsaudios1611

    4 жыл бұрын

    ohh yes

  • @marianleonen4916
    @marianleonen49163 жыл бұрын

    1:32

  • @lanniechua2670
    @lanniechua26703 жыл бұрын

    i know he's already gone but, i just think he needs time . i know he isn't coming back but, i know we'll meet in another life . :)

  • @aadi_tyasharma4560
    @aadi_tyasharma45603 жыл бұрын

    Things Broke me But I too don't know How I survived There's A lot like Me Maybe You are the one reading this

  • @wahrheiten887
    @wahrheiten8873 жыл бұрын

    Whats the anime name from the gif?

  • @emmanuelk5129

    @emmanuelk5129

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ocean Waves, you can find it on HBO Max

  • @tom6128
    @tom612811 ай бұрын

    too bad its not on spotify

  • @_Aaron_G_
    @_Aaron_G_3 жыл бұрын

    Play it 0.75x speed. Thank me later ;)

  • @yousufiqbal6777
    @yousufiqbal67773 жыл бұрын

    just liked every comment

  • @yousufiqbal6777

    @yousufiqbal6777

    3 жыл бұрын

    e

  • @yousufiqbal6777

    @yousufiqbal6777

    3 жыл бұрын

    e

  • @yousufiqbal6777

    @yousufiqbal6777

    3 жыл бұрын

    e

  • @kayman4828
    @kayman4828 Жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry my love

  • @gavynleclair1110
    @gavynleclair11103 жыл бұрын

    xfactor

  • @Goldbeck891
    @Goldbeck8912 жыл бұрын

    even when we btof back dond tonhgt \ i konw ever dad well be all riedt

  • @justpassingthrough9528
    @justpassingthrough95283 жыл бұрын

    Where is this picture from?

  • @roman_drt5315

    @roman_drt5315

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ocean waves (anime)

  • @ChompProd
    @ChompProd26 күн бұрын

    idk i was thinking more nathan peterman and jarrett stidham

  • @destiny0lson
    @destiny0lson3 жыл бұрын

    whats the anime?

  • @emmanuelk5129

    @emmanuelk5129

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ocean Waves, you can find it on HBO Max

  • @andreidenisenko5311
    @andreidenisenko53113 жыл бұрын

    seculartalk

  • @colinziro4508
    @colinziro45083 жыл бұрын

    pregnant