"I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die" and "I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in". Best lines

@RelaxMusicForSleep_

2 жыл бұрын

Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.😃 😘 🌻

This is actually the best slowed version of paralyzed I've heard. No audio cracking at all. Great job.

@slowedsongs1117

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much means a lot

@Ellie-th6mg

2 жыл бұрын

Except the part when his phone went ding ding 😂

@nefarious1787

2 жыл бұрын

yea that waht i was thinking

@nefarious1787

2 жыл бұрын

@@Ellie-th6mg lol

@alexandregeorges9453

2 жыл бұрын

@@slowedsongs1117 666666

Lol the notification 😂😂 But it's still awesome!!! Edit: holy cow, I never seen so many likes I'm my whole life on something that I said 🤣🤣

@arsene2718

2 жыл бұрын

Made me confused 🤣

@the_unknown797

2 жыл бұрын

I THOUGHT THAT WAS PART OF THE SONG 🤣🤣

@RelaxMusicForSleep_

2 жыл бұрын

Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.💚 💓 😃

@cool_bunz4972

Жыл бұрын

The notification sound made me look at my phone so quickly but then realized it’s part of the song. -Someone who never gets texts or notifications

@ShadowK360

Жыл бұрын

@@the_unknown797 nope, just a notification. 😆

I’ve been so scared to listen to this song because it puts me in a state I’m not mentally ready for. When I listen to it, it makes me feel something I can’t describe. This song describes everything I’m going through, and it scares me to say I’m here. I don’t want to be stuck in this stage. I hope it’s just a phase, because this really sucks. Depression isn’t a joke, it isn’t just sadness, it’s faking a smile, helping others when you need help the most, it’s feeling isolated and stuck where you are. It’s the devil inside me. I’m trying to leave the devil behind and find God,but it’s so hard. Thanks for listening to me.

@corbanfinn4373

2 жыл бұрын

praying for you :) youre not alone

@darthpizza3849

2 жыл бұрын

Yk there’s someone who is incapable of mistakes. And that guy made you. He decided you have to go through everything you’ve gone through and will continue to. And if He doesn’t make mistakes then you aren’t a mistake, and what you’re going through isn’t either. It’s a design. He will weep from heaven seeing you struggle, because He loves you. But you still have to go through this for a reason. Don’t give up and come out stronger and try your best to build a relationship with God.

@derung1207

2 жыл бұрын

Just remember your not alone

@zaya1479

2 жыл бұрын

Jesus loves you, do ur best to be the best version of urself turning from bad habits and trusting him even when everything seems uncertain. U ain't alone

@tempalarcon

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah depression sucks I had it for four years straight without telling anyone or showing any signs but I’m still here to be honest I’m not really sure if I ever really did overcome it as I never really got help. I’d like to think I just let it take it’s course and it’s over with but recently I think I’ve just been trying to blindside myself from it although subconsciously. The feeling you have when watching this an overwhelming and overbearing feeling of sadness and you feel like your being crushed by it. Tears ready to come out but don’t or they do. Nights where you just have mental breakdowns thinking of all the things that’s went bad in life. The feelings are to much to comprehend fully so in simple terms it’s to much for the human mind to understand and deal with. I can’t say what might help people for sure if you think God is the answer follow God, if you think you need a therapist get a therapist, if you just need someone to comfort you then just run up to someone you know and cry to you can’t. I’m not much of a religious person in general so I can’t say that following God’s path is the right course all I can say is find a way to be happy.

The notification lmaooo I would imagine that being a friend who feels like the song is sending a message to their bestie. Kinda sad but at least they're telling someone...

@RelaxMusicForSleep_

2 жыл бұрын

Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.👋 🤎 🌻

Just listening to this song makes me understand myself

@RelaxMusicForSleep_

2 жыл бұрын

Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🌳 🌷 🌿

@maya-me5xm

Жыл бұрын

You described it perfectly

There's some phone notification sound or something at 4:35. I legit thought my phone was going off and had to play it back to see lmao. 😭

@slowedsongs1117

2 жыл бұрын

Oops

@Japan_L0ve

2 жыл бұрын

Me too LMFAOAO

@artzydragon770

2 жыл бұрын

Plot twist: they put it there intentionally...

@monique_eksteen

2 жыл бұрын

Same 😭

@waterhorse_httyd657

2 жыл бұрын

Me too 😅

from somone who love you all for who you are

@Traffic.light.dudes69

8 ай бұрын

Thank you ❤

the notification threw me off so much i thought it was mine

"I lost myself trying to find everyone else now I'm losing everyone trying to find myself" ~unknown

"where is the real me im lost and it kills me" best lyrics

@saulshelly6174

Жыл бұрын

IKR?!?!

This song hit so hard ever time i hear it I go to an empty space a silent place a sad place this is soo deap and i can relate it to my life Friends are hard to find I lost some friends that i thought were very close to me Now I am just trying to find a reason of living Depression isnt just normal sadness its very dangerous I hope no one will ever will be in my situation And for those who are in my position Keep fighting keep smiling keep helping other and never give up Thx for listening

When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passed by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

@_csinti_

2 жыл бұрын

I wish you all the best, stay strong

@RelaxMusicForSleep_

2 жыл бұрын

Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🌱 🎹 🤩

@TheAlexn2

Жыл бұрын

we don't care about your lyrics actually

legit ruined the whole thing with that ping... rip

@nahbro330

Жыл бұрын

I had no idea what you were talking about until i got jumpscared by the ping

@Perfecto1740

Жыл бұрын

@@nahbro330 timestamp?

@Perfecto1740

Жыл бұрын

I still haven’t gotten the pin- ahh there it is lol.

@Perfecto1740

Жыл бұрын

4:36

@kayb9695

11 ай бұрын

Nah I was into too😭😭😭😭

I do wonder why a song like this makes me feel better but to feel better i must feel emotional pain. Maybe feeling sad is better than fighting between happy and sad? Idk but its a good song nonetheless

@Luckentertainment_

2 жыл бұрын

i understand you

This hits different when it night time full volume 🥺

this music fills up my home with so much positivity & peace..... night or day.... doesnt matter.... everyday, i play it as a ritual😀 💙 🌳

Perfect, just perfect. I couldn't ask for a better version to listen to, especially now

This song really brings to light how much pain im in/been in. It brings back emotions and memories ive not experienced in a long time and for some reason i find comfort in it. This song and broken smile by lil peep remind me of my french teacher who notices when im having a bad mh day and because of it i rarely smile but when i am smiling and laughing with my partner in class he notices and is happy that im feeling happy. I never noticed before but we both are similar in many ways( im not gonna go into that tho)

this expresses my feelings so much to who ever reads this pain is is temporary it may last for a min a day or month or even a year but eventually it will subside if u quit however it will last forever dont let someone u loved knock u down get back up and fight not physically but mentally and emotionally u gotta keep going im with u till the end of the line pal u may not know me but i care about you so much many people care about u yr parents , siblings many people care abt u dont commit suicide like the way i did but failed it will hurt just more always remember the 3 things in life u have to control physical mental and emotion

slowed to perfection. notification: i am gonna ruin this mans whole career.

Just love how there’s a notification sound at the end that makes me think I actually have notification till I check my phone to remember how lonely I am

this song and video is amazing like great job you deserve my subscribe and like man you really deserve more subs

the notification bruh

i'll admit that i shed a couple tears

@zayn8850

2 жыл бұрын

Me too 😁 and sometimes it's okay to cry.

This song was my biggest depression opening but I'm not saying it gave me depression I'm saying it made me realize I had depression

@darksouls3904

Жыл бұрын

Fax

@ArkhamverseJoker

Жыл бұрын

U don’t have depression you’re a cringy 14 year old going through hormonal changes

this is the best song of all time. yes. that includes all genres. THE BEST SONG OAT

2009: pillow were used to sleep 2022: pillow were used to hide pains and tears

Lyrics: when did i become so numb? When did i lose myself? All the words that leave my tounge, feel like they came from someone else. I'm paralyzed, Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, I know i should. I'm paralyzed, where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside. I'm paralyzed. When did i become so cold? When did i become ashamed? Ooh, where's the person that i know? They must've left, they must've left with all my faith! I'm paralyzed, where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, i know i should. I'm paralyzed, where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside. I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die! And if life is pain, then i buried mine, a long time ago, but it's still alive, and it's taking over me, where am i? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside! But i don't feel nothing, i wonder why, I'm in the race of life and time passed by. Look, i sit back and i watch it, hands in my pockets, waves come crashing over me, but i just watch them, i just watch them. I'm underwater, but i feel like I'm on top of it, I'm at the bottom, but i don't know what the problem is. I'm in a box, but I'm the one that locked me in, (I'm paralyzed) suffocating, and I'm running out of oxygen, ah! Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, I know I should. I'm paralyzed, where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside. I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) where are my feelings? I no longer feel things (i have no feelings) i know i should, (oh, how come I'm not moving? Why aren't i moving?) I'm paralyzed (ay yeah) where is the real me (where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me (I'm paralyzed) inside (I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed.

I listen to this when I'm sad :D

@RelaxMusicForSleep_

2 жыл бұрын

Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🎹 💖 🌻

@jakobe4954

Жыл бұрын

Ok

It was 2001 my dad had a car crash i was at home my mum didnt want to tell me cause she didnt want me to get worried and start panicking and i was only 10 when i finally found out my self he had a car crash i was crying for over a week next day i open the TV and i see that the twin towers in New York were hit by planes , even tho i was in greece i couldn't stop crying from the horor these people went through all these poeple saying their last words and the only thing i want to tell you from this is every second you are with your parents or your family try to have some quality time with them cause you never know i wish and pray to every single one of you the best and nothing bad like me happens to you . 💜

@bubbletea5372

10 ай бұрын

I am sorry for your loss, I hope that you're feeling better after your fathers death. And thank you so much, your words are truly heart-warming. ❤

bro we be going through our moment with this song and the ring goes off like why bro?

This is amazing you change me hah thank u

too scared to die but too tired to live...

im lonely love the song

@jessheyman4017

4 ай бұрын

The flow, the beat, slowed….It fills the voids of …. People

This is exactly me everyday all of the time just emotionless

Fire song fire edit fire cover-art it’s a pyrodream.😎🥀🥀

On 4:35 I actually checked for notifications lol

@creepypastafandom7878

2 жыл бұрын

Dude same here. My phone was flipped over and I check my phone but the most recent notification was 15 minutes ago

i am crying!!!!!

@deadsoul4190

2 жыл бұрын

I'm screaming inside

this is soooo beautiful! makes me tear up. I swear that your slowed version should actually be published on a larger scale

@slowedsongs1117

11 ай бұрын

Maybe one day!

The notification, you did not full me

4:05

🖤🥀 they say I look for it... they're right...

Whenever I hear this song it reminds me of Loki...

Prettiest poetic March moon 🌙♬♩♪♩ ♩♪♩♬

Right in the Feelers....

The random notification 😂😂

🖤 stay strong peeps.

the notif sound bruh 😂😂😂

God loves you all

This Is Awesome! 😅

When a song describes your pain….

4:35 ding

The notification LOL

It's so hard to keep going...

@lillyabdelmonem312

Жыл бұрын

I know u can do it. Life can get hard sometimes but you are way stronger than that ❤️

Eu não consigo ser feliz de novo:)

..im the one who locked myself in this dark room.. But I can't find the key.. Where's the key? Oh right.. I broke it inside the lock.. Now.. I'm trapped and cant be found😁

This song reminds me of Obito and Rin because of the Kenny Creates AMV.. Everytime I listen this song it makes me feel my pain that I hide

Amazing can you reupload this song Remove. Phone ring. Plz ❣️

bro...i heard a ding and was so damn confused. i thought my pc was puggin

“- Stay with me. - Always.”

THE NOTIF LMAO

The notification sound is the sound of someone who loves you sending that message things get tough I know but don't give up and don't be afraid to ask for help I promise someone out cares about you

Who doesn't find this sad..?😓

Still look down at my phone every time

Im using laptop and when i heard the notification sound at 4:35 i started checking everything wondering what the heck just happened and where it came from 😂😂

Why do we fight for? Do we fight for something that will never happen?

alucine que me había llegado un mensaje mientras lloraba 🤣

@jackfloc0

2 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂

"Im paralyzed where are my feelings I no longer feel things I know I should Im paralyzed where is the real me? Im lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed" &^%$ that $*!# hits me so #$%^ hard every time...

I'm PARALYZED

Dude got a notification and still pulled of 1.5M views from it xD

Can you make neffex cold watashi paranoic remix slowed plzzzzzzzzzz ❤️💕❤️💕💞💕💕❤️❤️❤️ 💕❤️❤️❤️

Wow

❤🖤

Eii, eu ainda não quero morrer. Deixe-me viver para realizar alguns de meus sonhos. Não tire mais nada de mim, pois já estou cansado de perder. Permita-me, por favor, sentir algo novamente. Não peço muito, apenas um único momento feliz em minha vida. Vazio, não me leve!

I no longer feel things I know I should

Damn..thy

Paralyze 😞

*I love you💝*

2:53

0:00 to 4:35: 🥲 4:36: 🤨

Im ngl i was 12 years old, ig i was sad. Thats when i couldn't eat, sleep, and feelings. So i wanted it to all go away. Did sh and that was hell, and i tried and tried and tried. I turned 16. I finally felt something. And it wasnt a person it was music i found out music is part of me, is part that can heal me. So i listen to music whereever i go. And when i go to sleep, when i do chores and when i do school. Music is my home. I write music and i sing, but im to scared to post anything. But i will sooon cause thats what i wanna do. Im 17, been 2 years clean and eating perfectly and i am safe with music. Thank uu❤❤❤

I love u... But sorry, i fall.

Got side swiped to the point of near Hollowness, The girl i was with for like 8 or 9 years at the time almost got caught up in those wildfires way out in california, she was no contact for months shook me a little bit but i was fine. Then she almost died to cancer and that nearly floored me entirely. But worse yet is she left the moment it looked good for her. She came back and gave me real hope and pulled the rug out from under me, and when i hit the ground my folks scattered my friends left me one by one, well found some relief with my gaming buddies new girl who seemed to be into me for some reason did a 180 and tried to ruin my image in front of the boi's called me a creep. But.... Ayo they didn't buy it but that hurt like mad and then my friend since i was 15 came back into my life. She and well she left just as fast even blocked me after a misunderstanding that by this time i felt too tired to fix So within one year, I lost my love my friends and my family few in particular treated my heartbreak as an over exaggeration. Folks it hurts but we'll make it eventually.

tahts me :(

💔😞

I heard a phone ding

Is this version on SoundCloud or any music app

@slowedsongs1117

4 ай бұрын

Not at the moment but might consider it

4:31 to 4:36 did you get a notification?

@slowedsongs1117

2 жыл бұрын

Yea my bad 😭

Perffect you say?....( Bleach)

Where's the person that i know?

Boyfriend haven't 😞 I have Pain I'm 😩😊

Bahahahahahahha🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

@PierceTheVeilenjoyer

Жыл бұрын

This has a meaning, it's not funny, I hope you realized that lyrics, has a deep, deep meaning to it, this is not funny