"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just want to get relief" That one really hit me HARD

@janaearmstead4280

5 жыл бұрын

Relatable

@phillipsmith3353

5 жыл бұрын

Me too buddy. But it gets better. Itll always be hard but well make it

@MrsBethany1107

5 жыл бұрын

Thanks for pointing that line out.

@justmudkip2681

5 жыл бұрын

Relatable

@EntertainedOrNot

5 жыл бұрын

Same... if I could commit I'd be successful or dead...

"The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn't laugh" - Unknown

@anjanaagrawal468

3 жыл бұрын

Damn that's deep and true😓

@andersonf1720

3 жыл бұрын

That was Charlie Chaplin when he was depressed after his career was ruined.

@Rinlein

3 жыл бұрын

This is true...😔 I have a best friend but she doesn't understand me. And all my Friends broke me...😔 Sorry is anything wrong with my Grammer because normally I speak german.

@Unknown-ng5ey

3 жыл бұрын

So true

@georgianamarisaionita1668

3 жыл бұрын

wow, I never though of this. Even my sister laughs when I cry...

"when I feel like you don't need me I feel like you don't see me and then my life has no meaning" That hits scarily close to home for me

@anjablume9664

Ай бұрын

Yes💔

@nic3445

Ай бұрын

It really does though

@davem8582

18 күн бұрын

Same

@I_like_pickles789

Күн бұрын

Same, I had a friend that a came very attached to, she was the best person I could ask for until she was having mental problems. Then she started holding grudges and refused to let me have an opportunity to learn from my mistakes and kept saying we shouldn’t be friends any more because of how depressing things have gotten, even though that could have been easily changed which I said. I felt like my life had no purpose anymore. Fortunately, I eventually let go of her because she refused to change her attitude. That was close to a month ago I believe and I am still suffering from depression, anxiety, panic attacks, etc, every single day, but I’m praying for the brighter days. I’ll be honest I cried a little bit from thinking about her from this comment.

“Is this really what I’m born to be? That’s what you get for thinking you’re unique” wow

@shanebisson7989

Жыл бұрын

Many nuggets when you listen to this Man

This entire album hits a little to close to home...

@jailagoss5230

5 жыл бұрын

Timothy Simmons for real😑

@electricpuddle1320

5 жыл бұрын

Especially trauma that got me shook

@ThePurpleGuyy

5 жыл бұрын

Hey, I know I'm a stranger on the internet but if you need to talk then I'm here for you

@kdfkdf1711

5 жыл бұрын

Yep. Always with nf. Sigh.

@davidmalachi3786

5 жыл бұрын

Each of the video drops for this album have perfectly correlated to my life at the time and I’m like 🤯.

“I don’t wanna die, I just wanna get relief” someone finally put this feeling into words.

@jessicaanddonnie669

4 жыл бұрын

YES

@alfonslindg

4 жыл бұрын

@@bumblebee8120 Gotta love when that happens

@tomasveres5066

4 жыл бұрын

🙌

@pinkink6356

3 жыл бұрын

Very relatable. :(

@spectrumaura447

3 жыл бұрын

It’s true but don’t give up

I've listened to this song every night for the past four years. I've been through so much heartbreak and depression that I've thought of ending my life on multiple occasions. I feel like this song was written for me specifically. I know barely anyone is going to see this comment, but if you do, and you're dealing with the same stuff I've had to go through, just keep pushing. Suicide is never going to fix your problems, it's just going to make those who love you sad. Life is meaningful, even when your can't tell sometimes.

@adamsocha3918

Жыл бұрын

I hope that you are doing better. Or at least that you are still pushing. I dont know with what exactly you are dealing, I just hope it will be better for you as time goes. This song resonates in me hard as well. Live just to listen to it again if it is something that helps you. Keep pushing stranger on internet

@animadivinum

Жыл бұрын

Strenght for you♥️

@TTV_Its_Midnite

Жыл бұрын

sucks to sucks

@crazyjontyg

Жыл бұрын

​@@TTV_Its_Midniteyou suck to suck bro tf.

@crazyjontyg

Жыл бұрын

I'm pushing and pushing and the devil pulls me back I just need some weed and I'll be fine...

Lyrics from genius [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself [Outro] When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself

i googled "i hate myself" because i didn't know what to do anymore and this popped up. now i found this album and it hits so hard. glad my self deprecation at least led me to find some good music lmao

@embrvii.

4 жыл бұрын

You're first time listening to nf?

@diamondust2054

4 жыл бұрын

Emberrr might have listened to some of his songs earlier but i don't remember it lol

@embrvii.

4 жыл бұрын

@@diamondust2054 listen to his other songs and albums dont just listen to this one song

@diamondust2054

4 жыл бұрын

Emberrr yeah i've listened to this whole album several times already, and as i said, it hits hard

@embrvii.

4 жыл бұрын

@@diamondust2054 listen to therapy session

“Depression is being colorblind, and constantly being told how colorful the world is” - Atticus

@la5830

3 жыл бұрын

💯

@gl6790

3 жыл бұрын

i love this man

@christinekho5754

3 жыл бұрын

@Isabel Linares yeah that's what I thought lol

@potatolord160

3 жыл бұрын

That's 100% true...

@Greywoman

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo you such an amazing person for saying this

This song needs more recognition it's so underrated

@michelleknowlden702

Жыл бұрын

So r u this song helps a lot of ppl

@lightyagami14097

Жыл бұрын

It's not underrated because we know this song

@Jacxk_

Жыл бұрын

I said it's underrated and needs more recognition because this song could help a lot of people I know we all know it and love it

@michelleknowlden702

Жыл бұрын

@@Jacxk_ umk

@CompleteFail1295

Жыл бұрын

I’m literally sending it to everyone who has suicide thoughts that are in my friends group, including myself, or to people who literally just hate themselves, and that is myself as well.

Nate..I know, this song is 3 years old now and I'm sure you' ll never read this, but thank you. My mom died 2 years ago losing her battle with cancer. Since then, 3 of my best friends have left this world, as well. I'm so totally and utterly alone in this world...until I listen to you. I cry everytime I listen to your music. Sometimes, it's jsut the fact that your putting words to my emotions. Other times, it's knowing that...I'm not alone. There's someone else out there, feeling just like me. Thank you...I hope I can make it through like you, but every day gets harder and harder. Who knows if I'll be here tomorrow, but today, your words will give me solace and I'll tough it out for 1 more day.....again....Thank You....

@cuinngriffin4225

Жыл бұрын

You are not alone, live your best life in honor of them. One love

@evanbutt2344

Ай бұрын

Keep going homie

"Don't want to die, I just want relief" PARALYZED- "I'm scared to live, I'm scared to die"

@doniyornizomov6768

5 жыл бұрын

"I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die" *

@nhailaturner104

5 жыл бұрын

too* too* too*too*

@draganab02

5 жыл бұрын

Nhaila Turner to is the right one😄

@doniyornizomov6768

5 жыл бұрын

@@draganab02 yea lol

@deltazeta3779

5 жыл бұрын

NF has come quite a way to understanding himself...

"Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that wants to die" -unknown

@jakeeclipse9265

3 жыл бұрын

Why is that true for me i feel like that too

@lyricalmike7162

3 жыл бұрын

I recommend you ask Saint Dymphna for a prayer of intercession.

@lyricalmike7162

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo Stop with this shameless advertising.

@lyricalmike7162

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo Why do you keep spamming this same message?

@lyricalmike7162

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo How is spamming the same message helping anyone?

1:38 “Suicide thought come and go like a guest to me” these lines I relate too so much, that’s why this is my fav NF song

"Music raised me more than my parents did"-NF This quote describes his entire life in one sentence and its sad.

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

Are you doing OK?

Eyes: CLOSED NF: ON World: OFF

@bryanmena955

3 жыл бұрын

Yesss

@promisemewborn4858

3 жыл бұрын

F the world

@guesty139

3 жыл бұрын

I just wanna end it all

@ZarTeeQ

3 жыл бұрын

@@promisemewborn4858 f the World f what people think

@promisemewborn4858

3 жыл бұрын

@@ZarTeeQ yes you get me🖤

“The worst feeling is when you feel like your annoying the person you want to talk too”-Unknown

@josegomez-lj6fi

3 жыл бұрын

That hit.

@Mari1432a

3 жыл бұрын

that hit hard really really hard when all you need is someone to talk to but you feel like you are anoying them by always asking to talk

@n.o_n.a.m.e

3 жыл бұрын

Turns out I was annoying the person I wanted to talk too They said it to my face

@risingphoenixstudios7368

3 жыл бұрын

I need to talk to someone who won’t judge me for being me I act like I’m perfect and nothing is wrong with my life

@Ex_T.J

3 жыл бұрын

@@n.o_n.a.m.e them I’m sorry it always has to happen with the people that you love the most

Crazy when I was at my lowest like 3 years ago and thought about going through with my plans. I kid you not the next day day at school I was listening to music in class and stumbled across him. His Music Touched me a way I never felt before. Like I could cry without being ashamed. He really saved me when I realized I wasn’t the only one who had these feelings..who felt what I felt. And listening to his music helped me focus and realize I can get through it. That maybe im strong enough. I hope I still am

@thenoobreturnz8968

Жыл бұрын

Same this song saved me and it's still saving me now...

@MrPuggles

Жыл бұрын

@@thenoobreturnz8968 Keep on Going Strong 💪🏼 If You ever Need To Talk I’m Always Open. Okay!

@arrowoflightezpez

Жыл бұрын

:)

@jhintonic3429

Жыл бұрын

your comment inspired me

@arrowoflightezpez

Жыл бұрын

@@jhintonic3429 me too

never come across a song that describes me so perfectly, word for word. glad I've got Nate to say what I can't.

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

Are you doing ok?

@rondartmich6000

Жыл бұрын

@@TK-uz4ts 👍

@Thrushyy

Жыл бұрын

@@TK-uz4ts always mate

Depressed people don't want to die they just want a different life

@quinten382

3 жыл бұрын

True. Suicides is just helplessness. Seeing no other way out.

@ofticosul5860

3 жыл бұрын

I never wanted another life. I just wanted changing

@ambermunoz7040

3 жыл бұрын

I really do

@alexishalla245

3 жыл бұрын

I just want to fix the life i have...

@lmaocherry2471

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah

They say when your depressed and you tell someone you just want attention But how are you supposed to get help if you don't ask........

@erickrogmann1881

4 жыл бұрын

@@ella4953 being a working dude its hard to find time. Then when you do have the time you feel so drained of being depressed you just want to sleep. It's like a cage that I could open with effort but outside that cage is giant mountain to climb. With one slip up I'll fall back In that cage...

@t.e.freaper7801

4 жыл бұрын

A therapist is 200$ an hour I cannot afford that shit

@lespaulcustom7309

4 жыл бұрын

@@erickrogmann1881 dude I know the feeling. It's work. But you are worth it. When I first started going to counseling I would return home to the same depressing room. And just feel so overwhelmed with life. But I kept going even on the days that I would make excuses. And by building the foundation. I kept going. Cratering the trust. To be able to talk about real life. Like I said b4 it's work. But it's necessary for me to stay in a better place. Not saying that all the problems go away. Far from it. But it helps Eric Krogmann you are in my prayers brother. God bless. You worth it. FACT!!

@Cagy115

4 жыл бұрын

@@t.e.freaper7801 thats facts

@Dan-cc3iq

4 жыл бұрын

Right

This song was the starting point for me to understand why I was feeling so suicidal, that line "I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief", keeps poping up on my mind every time I feel like I am falling into it again and it motivates me to instead work hard in order to feel and enjoy that relief one day..to everyone that is passing through a hard time, shit happens in life all the time, but there is always a way to escape hell, take a deep breath and think about it hero, you got this ;)

@gamerx12608

Жыл бұрын

fr bro

@letsseetofindout2560

8 ай бұрын

How's life? :)

"I dont want to die, i just want to get relief". Going through anxiety, literally all the physical symptoms and deperosnalisation/derealisation. This is exactly how I feel!!

@Yusuf-cb5hl

8 ай бұрын

hi

@S4BR1N4M1SK4S

8 ай бұрын

@@Yusuf-cb5hl hi

@S4BR1N4M1SK4S

4 ай бұрын

hey man

@brandonpennington6460

2 күн бұрын

" i dont want to die, i just want to get relief" Going through anxiety, literally all the physical symptoms and depersonalization/derealization. This has been my nights alot of times. But finally made that step back into the life i once had before it all went down. Thanks for this message its helping me help others 🙏

@S4BR1N4M1SK4S

2 күн бұрын

@@brandonpennington6460 hey man, no problem! I am so glad you've gotten better, I'm still going through it, I just can't get out of my own head. The dpdr is bad, and echoey/weak sensations, I hope I find relief soon

NF is the only rapper who makes me say: Relatable

@Meliboiskulls

5 жыл бұрын

same here

@samiisamii3862

5 жыл бұрын

Honestly yeah

@miaclinton2592

5 жыл бұрын

This dude ain’t heard tyler Joseph

@dakodareid3807

5 жыл бұрын

None y'all heard of K.A.A.N. have you. Dudes a poet who raps

@lelee0204

5 жыл бұрын

Same

*"But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief."* *well if he didn't hit how i feel head on...*

@Brian-ph6of

4 жыл бұрын

I'm here if you need a friend. I'm always willing to listen

@captaincookieslap4105

4 жыл бұрын

"Keep speaking to me but I can't have it." Hits me way harder for some reason.

@LetterToJuice

4 жыл бұрын

@Gravitrax well if u die im gonna be sad so dont die for me please

@sircassie891

4 жыл бұрын

God is relief. I can say He is the only thing that keeps me alive. He is the only reason I live today.

@nusratbi6916

4 жыл бұрын

💜

"I feel like you don't need me, when I feel like you don't need me then I feel like you don't see me and my life has no meaning."

Nf if you see you this comment just know that God is still with you and still loves you I can relate to a lot of your songs so much and they've helped me a lot through hard times keep doing what you do God bless you and your family

@magictricks2381

Жыл бұрын

Amen.

@ImbalanceGame

8 ай бұрын

Thank you!

I tear up because he speaks out loud whats in my mind...

@grayz_storiesflipaclip8859

5 жыл бұрын

i start crying because i think about every thing wrong about my life

@ultracosmicenergies8881

5 жыл бұрын

@@grayz_storiesflipaclip8859 Same. my family even turned against me.... So now I have no one to turn to.

@carriedarkpoetry9751

5 жыл бұрын

Vio Viking Same.. It's a Dark Place 💔

@ultracosmicenergies8881

5 жыл бұрын

@@carriedarkpoetry9751 Everything is dark...

@JaredJosephRogers

4 жыл бұрын

@@ultracosmicenergies8881 "Talk to God because he's the only one who listens, even when you think He isn't" There's always someone there for you, God, and usually someone else comes along too. ❤

“don’t want do die, I just want relief”- this gave me so many chills. don’t give up, it will get better

@queenlunagirl1423

5 жыл бұрын

Brody Dean I felt that

@carinak2388

5 жыл бұрын

😞 I love him so much and pray he finds relief and everyone else does too

@loganwest793

5 жыл бұрын

Gonna cry

@dynastyperez6627

5 жыл бұрын

This is amazing

@instinctxon7923

5 жыл бұрын

That hit hard 😟

Can't believe it's been three years of listening daily since it's release..

@fella999th

Жыл бұрын

Same....

@mike8bp802

Жыл бұрын

Same here

@mike8bp802

Жыл бұрын

@Keksmo im oke changed my life around for the better but still come back to this kind of songs these days with a smile on my face i have been listening to this song for over 2 years when i was depressed and now for almost a year while im fine (3years in total) to remind me back how i was feeling back then and to realize that i made it work for myself and trust me if i say i've seen some rough and dark things and that it goes way deeper then a broken heart caused by an cheating girl or something What i said 9days ago also was in memory of my past But i'm writing songs in my own language and that helps me as a Therapy besides that i just started 2 businesses got a child started to work out i stopped smoking weed stopped drinking alcohol and me and my wife are doing oke so i'm good thanks for asking

@mike8bp802

Жыл бұрын

@Keksmo kinda yes i've watched alot of videos of Jordan Peterson Robert kiyosaki I did read his books too i made a time schedule for my whole week i do this every week from waking up to going to bed and i did learn alot along the way made some connections met some good people and now im living a decent life can give some life tips too haha How are you btw?

@mike8bp802

Жыл бұрын

Oh yeah i've watched other people too Warren buffet Donald Trump even Andrew Tate and more they give some great advice too but i dont agree with everything they say

3 years later and this is still the most underated NF song.

Its hard to save someone from drowning when you're drowning, too.

@carriedarkpoetry9751

4 жыл бұрын

no Yeah.. 💔

@averyholdeman6698

4 жыл бұрын

no i'm crying so hard right now.

@logangaines8827

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah it's VERY difficult

@wandagrajeda9232

4 жыл бұрын

This should be note-worthy! This is so good

@lime-kc2eu

4 жыл бұрын

no That depends, are you willing to push the other person up by pushing yourself further down?

All you're fans are proud man everyone's got demons takes alot to admit that keep living life and enjoying the small things

@louie_sayshey

5 жыл бұрын

Thats the damn truth man

@krysmartin1496

5 жыл бұрын

That’s the truth!

@et_luke897

5 жыл бұрын

Your*

@starscream007

5 жыл бұрын

your*

@dylan87sf64

5 жыл бұрын

Your* otherwise it reads "all you are fans are proud man..."

I’ve listened to this song for a while and just now the lyrics hit so much deeper. On a completely new level of depth for me. It’s so crazy how relatable this song is right now

your music is why im still alive. i feel that the music is something i can relate to

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best

@karynahb

6 ай бұрын

🩵

"The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you memories becomes a memory" - Unknown

@clementkamau9729

3 жыл бұрын

sad 😔

@TheTruthFadeswithTime28

3 жыл бұрын

It is sad to think that the last time you saw someone might actually be the last time.

@TheTruthFadeswithTime28

3 жыл бұрын

@deron underwood I know what you mean. Most of my "friends" put little effort into friendships. I have 2 close friends and they do not even live in the same State as me. It is hard to tell when people actually really appreciate your friendship and presence. Be well

@wonder2544

3 жыл бұрын

It nearly hurt but every time I look at your Pfp I start dying of laughter

@willfulleopard2531

3 жыл бұрын

Naurto

Other rappers: I'm gonna rap about drugs, guns, sex, and violence because that's what kids are growing up with and can relate to. NF: hold my heart

@blackknightofmarma1892

5 жыл бұрын

Well, he did mention drugs.

@missingnature444

5 жыл бұрын

@@blackknightofmarma1892 all I have, how could you leave us is were I heard pills that all I remember

@danielderma3473

5 жыл бұрын

He means that they rap about taking drugs the whole time

@danielderma3473

5 жыл бұрын

Also I thought he was letting his heart air out

@blackknightofmarma1892

5 жыл бұрын

2:02

Anyone here today ?

@dividebydan

Ай бұрын

Barely brother, but I'll figure out my reason

@ramlandscapingdebrisremova1204

Ай бұрын

Here

@propanescripts

Ай бұрын

@@dividebydanwe’re here for you 🙏

@WorldEndsIfIGet1kSubs

Ай бұрын

I hate myself

@sanjaradic8477

Ай бұрын

2 weeks later? Good enough

The first time I heard this song I was having an awful depressive spiral. My OCD, Depression, Anxiety, and disassociation was in full swing almost all at the same time. I even had thoughts about drinking to ease the pain, just to get relief, despite my personal vow to never drink alcohol, ever. I just broke and decided to play this song. I remember it still. I started to break down as I listened to the song, but the moment "Feeling like the only way for me to get away is if I poured a drink." The moment I heard that verse, I broke. I just started uncontrollably crying and sobbing. All of the pain I had came out. Everything just hurt. Everything hurt in such a deep, intimate level. I cried for over an hour, just letting it out. Ever since that day, I have started healing a bit more. This song in my opinion, changed my life. It saved me. This song encapsulates my life to such a degree that hearing it even now still hurts. Thank you NF for making this song, for sharing your pain.

“The strongest people suffer the most” -unknown

@irina_love911

3 жыл бұрын

That's how they become strong ..😔🙌🏻

@ryder2156

3 жыл бұрын

@@irina_love911 sadly yes

@novawolfslayer2804

3 жыл бұрын

God gives the strongest people the hardest fights because he knows that they can fight and overcome them

@jakob3044

3 жыл бұрын

I dunno, isn't 'strength' just happiness? I suppose you could gain such from suffering, yet I still feel like the statement is incorrect.

@ryder2156

3 жыл бұрын

@@jakob3044 what I was saying is for example people that get bullied almost become immune to those criticisms (at least in my case) or if you are insulted about something most of the time you brush it off but for someone that hasn’t experienced that before will be deeply hurt by that unlike someone that has experienced it many times. So basically if you are insulted about the same thing over and over you aren’t going to be affected by that anymore. This is in my case not sure about others

This is the official Nf deserves a Grammy button ⬇️

@helenmims8313

3 жыл бұрын

True

@helenmims8313

3 жыл бұрын

HE DOES

@elsecaller9619

3 жыл бұрын

fishing for likes and recognition smh how about you actually do something with your life

@Preppycopier12345

3 жыл бұрын

I didn’t say the Grammy deserves NF, I said NF deserves the Grammy

@Preppycopier12345

3 жыл бұрын

And I am not fishing for likes I am using my comment to prove that Christian rappers can still will Grammies

Every couple of years i get the worst depressive, and suicidal thoughts, and everytime, NF's music is a blessing that makes things a little easier

When you hate yourself too, it seems like there is no hope left, because in the end you don't even care about yourself anymore. And this is very dangerous, unfortunately

“Smile, because it’s easier than explaining what’s killing you on the inside” -the joker.

@obilombernadine6877

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly me

@peopleareboring8737

3 жыл бұрын

Me holding in tears: person: are you okay-? Me: balling my eyes out

@priyanand2796

3 жыл бұрын

@Hunter Varney wtf- 👀

@tiredtobias

3 жыл бұрын

@Hunter Varney so deep

@jackolantern4899

3 жыл бұрын

“Never stop dreaming.” Freddy Krueger

"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, but I don't want to die I just want to get relief." -What millions of us go thru

@hihiiamapie9523

3 жыл бұрын

Yep

@obilombernadine6877

3 жыл бұрын

True

@atronism5920

2 жыл бұрын

It’s hard. I’m in that group.

@FREEZING115

2 жыл бұрын

No this is by NF not by what millions if us go thru

@someguyontheinternet2170

2 жыл бұрын

@Faith Kellum me

This is the most relatable for me i hate myself but i still cling onto my relationships like they will help md but i wont let them

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best

@madison1mottorn160

Жыл бұрын

I’m sorry that you hate yourself..I know the feeling..I hate myself too. It would be a lot better if you would let them help you, don’t make yourself try to figure it out on your own. Stay strong and I’m here even though you don’t know me

“This is really what I’m born to be?, that’s what you get for thinking you’re unique.” Really hits hard.

"we don't want to die, we just want to be dead" - The voices in my head

@silverxlightningx262

4 жыл бұрын

John-Tyler Trefil FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE COME HERE TO LISTEN TO THIS AND FEEL DEPRESSED, please. listen to me. i know from experience and so do millions of people !! omg i swear, it DOES get better and even if you have nothing at all, come to the comments of a sad song and connect with all the other people experiencing the same feelings and struggles and you !! whatever you experience in life, you will never be alone - there are 7 billion people on the earth, you are one of them - how incredible is that ?! you are living, breathing, you have endless possibilities !! you are trapped in a horrible, depressed but if you try to make one difference and you cut off or escape toxic things in your life then you have to power to change !! you are so beautiful and even though i don’t even know you i want to reach out to everyone feeling so terrible. when i am older, i hope to work with mental health helpline or charities ect. i want it make someone else’s life better - please hold on, it ALWAYS gets better but you just cannot see that right now because you are blinded but this sick, nasty things called depression !! i am begging you so much to hold on, life IS BEAUTIFUL but you can’t see it because of your unfortunate circumstances. if you hate your life, change it, as much as you can !!! you, more than anyone, has the power to do that !! you won’t believe me because i haven’t explained it very well😂 but coming from someone who went through a terrible mental health time and came out the other side with an extremely healthy lifestyle and mind and immense appreciation for life and opportunities, i am telling you that life gets better !! please seek help and please help yourself, there are so many people willing to help you get through your struggles!! please, hold on ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ if anyone is struggling, talk to the other people in the comments - they are here alongside you for the same reason xxxxxxxx

@joannaesparza2273

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@joeyteamrupt4716

4 жыл бұрын

I never wanted to kill myself just end apart of me -KING ISO

@stargazer-gu7eo

4 жыл бұрын

Don't think like that u have worth...God loves u

@RelicDoss

3 жыл бұрын

Guys, NF’s music is great. But, comment sections... there honestly depressing. So get out! Watch a cat meme or some thing. Whatever stuff your going on...YOU GOT THIS I’m rooting for you. P.S. this is not for likes and you guys may not see this but if you do. Don’t quit, your a great person

This is the best song I've ever heard. Thank you so much NF

@Kingtheg

5 жыл бұрын

Gael's Daddy the best song he ever made was remember this I don’t think he could ever make a better one

@gaelsdaddy2341

5 жыл бұрын

I've listened to the rest of the album and I can't pick one, they're all so amazing I can't even describe it, I honestly feel nauseated and can't stop shaking cause of these songs.

@WaterStream42

5 жыл бұрын

@@Kingtheg omg yes remember this is prolly my fav too. Every line of it is facts

@thebenchwarmerpodcast3975

5 жыл бұрын

I thought Remember This was one of the best songs I have ever heard, but then he dropped this song

@anme3dits912

5 жыл бұрын

@@gaelsdaddy2341 Nah, the best one was "How Could You Leave us" He even said it himself. If you havent heard, trust me its very emotional and it hits home HARD.

You know sometimes I feel my life isn't worth it anymore and when I do I just listen to NF's music and I know my parents tell me the music you listen to is depressing but NF's music is a therapy for me and when I have no where to go I come here to listen to his message.

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

Your life is worth it. If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best

@skyler519

Жыл бұрын

@@TK-uz4ts I don't really trust anyone not even my family and I tried getting a therapist but that didn't work so I feel alone and not worth it

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

@@skyler519 I see. In that case I recommend reading the books "Mans search for meaning" as well as the "Power of now". They did more for me than anything else could

@skyler519

Жыл бұрын

@@TK-uz4ts Thanks for the recommendation. Have a good day/night.

@r.z9749

Жыл бұрын

Hey! You know even if you have a difficulty seeing your worth know that you are worthy every day that you get you were blessed with because you were put here in the world for a reason. If you want someone to talk to lmk! stay strong much love ❤️

He said it perfectly: “i don’t wanna die, i just want to get relief”

@jerizum9512

4 жыл бұрын

curvedgaming this isn't an English lesson dude

I like the darkness because when it's dark no one can see my mistakes

@jolandihinchliffe7121

3 жыл бұрын

me to and no one sees me

@laydenyump3619

3 жыл бұрын

The darkness is a place that feels so good and right, but it leaves you down an even darker path. I’ve seen darkness in death first hand and you don’t want to. But even in the darkest path, there is a light, it may be dim, but it can shine more than the sun if you let it

@pandaprincess3065

3 жыл бұрын

Jesus sees and still loves you and wants you to come out of that darkness and into His light and love. 🤗 I can relate to how you feel.

@rashidkadura693

3 жыл бұрын

I think you've mistaken the quote with, "I like walking near the sewer so no one can smell my farts"

@lorniety

3 жыл бұрын

and they cant see my tears. I dont like silence because when it is, these thoughts get louder and no one can hear my quivers of not being able to cry. im tired, we all are. One day hopefully this battle will end in our victory. I only wish you all a happy ending, remember i care and your not alone.

“Can’t stand who I am” and “knee deep in my own actions” always gets me

Listening to this, It's been about 2 months now since my older brother (29) passed away. This song helps but hurts. I just wish I could've done something to be there and help. I still hate myself.....

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

Don't hate yourself, you deserve love. Please stay strong and positive because on the other side of lifes struggles lie happiness and meaning. If you're struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust and consider seeing a therapist. I wish you the best

@non-binery_owl4049

Жыл бұрын

Man I feel you my dad passed away if I may ask what happened to your brother if you don't want to answer me then it's okay

@drewg9643

Жыл бұрын

@@non-binery_owl4049 freak accident. Fell over a fence and broke his neck...

@whodafukisthis

Жыл бұрын

Hey I know you don't know me, but I understand hating yourself, the blame... There's still hope my friend I promise I'm here if you need anything.

@madison1mottorn160

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss but please don’t hate yourself. It’s not your fault and you shouldn’t put that pressure on yourself.

It’s pretty sad when you can relate more to a person you have never met then the people you have known your whole life

@counterdopper148

3 жыл бұрын

I care about you and i hope that you become well soon and stay safe

@dezi6445

3 жыл бұрын

I agree. That’s the only reason I’m on the internet tbh. Love your pfp by the way!

@hihiiamapie9523

3 жыл бұрын

I know

@zaldybagus6178

3 жыл бұрын

Relatable

@192OOIDJJ3

3 жыл бұрын

🙋🏽‍♂️

all these songs getting dropped has been the highlight of my day😂

@ALA__argueta

5 жыл бұрын

Year*

@jadajmh8761

5 жыл бұрын

ALA_2003_ argueta tru tru😭

@levibush446

5 жыл бұрын

*life

@idkbutitsmanley.3629

5 жыл бұрын

Bbyjayy same here 🖤🖤🖤

@generationsofmotivation9212

5 жыл бұрын

ayye bless up

This is why NF is the greatest rapper ever. No matter where you are in life you can always relate to his music. If you're happy you can enjoy his music. If you're sad, you relate to it. NF will always be my favorite artist. He doesn't get enough credit. Thank you, NF. Thank you so much.

NF is awesome. friendly, real, meaningful, and epic. that's why he's my favorite rapper

“But it’s hard when I hate myself” That hit on a personal level..

@juanvansickle1284

4 жыл бұрын

same

@davidmartin1138

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@elicook152

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@hddeliZ400md

4 жыл бұрын

Ruby Villanueva ikr I’m up and it’s 5am listening to the song on repeat questioning my ENTIRE life

@janreynolds886

4 жыл бұрын

same 😭

"I don't hate myself, I hate the life I have to live." ~ Unknown

@christaezrela7102

3 жыл бұрын

I mean ,not really... i hate myself coz its the reason why my life sucks.

@gl6790

3 жыл бұрын

love this

@superdiaz4122

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@juliusvincent5267

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo love what your doing

@moodywolf7951

3 жыл бұрын

I hate everything now

I just noticed that when he says "my own actions", in the line "knee deep in defeat of my own actions", (at 2:50 ish) his voice kinda cracks, or shakes, like he's about to cry. Like this song wasn't sad enough already.

Best song for heal your sadness

Is it me, or does NF sound more vulnerable on this record and more open? Like his vocals are more cracked, more high. Really seems like he's becoming more and more of him, less of his angry persona he sometimes puts on. He really feels like this is his most out there effort now. Edit: If anyone's interested, I reviewed NF's new album, haha. cheers! :)

@linzym.nunezc.1207

5 жыл бұрын

YES, completely, he sounds more comfortable/confident, he really knows what he's doing now and I'm living for it.

@jacobsellers8495

5 жыл бұрын

He does, but also he handed 2 of his balloons (burdens) to the guy behind the curtain in leave me alone

@melissamckelvy3273

5 жыл бұрын

Yes. I like both sides of him in his songs. He does a lot of music like this actually. The one that blew up lately seemed aggressive. But I love both. ☺

@rooneymarie438

5 жыл бұрын

So vulnerable.....and that's so hard for him! I feel every single word he says. It hurts.

@kelseyy7159

5 жыл бұрын

J Morris the Review Guy 💯💯

he’s come such a long way.... he deserves so much 🖤 I remember when I first started listening and when I listen back to the first songs I think about the place I was in.... we grew together, separate lives but still felt so close . he’s such an inspiration to many , love you NF

@munkee_man

5 жыл бұрын

Wow that's amazing and I can relate to this and thats why NF is my favorite rapper and I hope your doing well now

@melissamckelvy3273

5 жыл бұрын

Nailed that description. Couldn't agree more🖤

@chasemalloch6350

5 жыл бұрын

I couldn't have said it better myself

@alishamatthews777

5 жыл бұрын

Right!

@NameAndShameless

5 жыл бұрын

angie perla same

It's like Nate took all the thoughts out of my head and made a song about what he saw, I love every single song you've wrote, your amazing ❤❤❤❤

Keine Ahnung, ob es jemand versteht, aber dieses Lied spiegelt genau das wieder, was in mir vorgeht. Einfach weg sein... Nichts mehr dergleichen fühlen... Es ist so schwer in den Spiegel zu schauen und sich selbst zu ertragen. Ich bin für vieles selbst verantwortlich und will keinen Trost oder ähnliches. Dieses Lied trifft es einfach zu 100%

I heard him sing this at a concert after waiting in line for 6 hours. His voice caught at the end of the song when he repeated "I hate myself" several times. You could hear the pain in his voice 😥

@m4rz585

4 жыл бұрын

I cant wait too see him in March💔 I know he talks a lot about what the song means to him in between songs - Im just gonna cry😭😭

@courtneymorgan480

4 жыл бұрын

that is really sad but glad you have that experience.

@karliann1

4 жыл бұрын

He has a true heart. I love his music it speaks to my heart!!

@kestralbossard-kruger3088

4 жыл бұрын

I'm going to see him in april and i'm really hoping that he does this song. its so relatable.

@NrmalPersn

4 жыл бұрын

oof

i can’t believe there’s a rapper that can rap so hard without cussing

@thunderkatz4219

3 жыл бұрын

I hate it people say that

@mistwrath5957

3 жыл бұрын

Swiral shameless copy paste

@brandonsly2142

3 жыл бұрын

That's because hes a Christian

@willdavid3501

3 жыл бұрын

K-Rino is another historical rapper that doesn't cuss.

@rylan2610

3 жыл бұрын

bruh juice has songs where he cusses like once or none in half of his songs and he was one of the biggest artists so dont talk like nf the only one

This is probably one of my most favorite of NF songs. Somehow, the man takes the thoughts out of my head. Kind of a therapeutic experience. Every day is a fight to stay alive. That one line “I don’t wanna die I just want relief” is exactly how I feel but not many can understand unless they walk the depression road themselves.

@VSerge_

Жыл бұрын

Man i feel ya. Ive been doing good the past few weeks due to many things and changes in my life. Keep living, everything will be worth it, even if it doesnt seem like that at times.

Hate Myself speaks volumes. You're a good human NF. I've dealt with depression..you don't realize how bad it was until you get out of your depressed state. On top of dealing with generalized anxiety disorder. People don't realize how hard it is sometimes. I commend you for getting the help you needed and continuing to work on yourself. It's not easy..at least for myself. Thanks for writing the songs that you write and continuing to be a humble human.

Am I the only one who hides everything from mom and dad?🥺 Edit: I really appreciate everyone sharing their story’s and I’m really taking the time to listen to anything everyone says

@hejdjdjfhdhdhzhcj7559

4 жыл бұрын

VerXy_- __ I do too

@user-pt8oo6pw9n

4 жыл бұрын

@Rissa Dobre same

@robadob55

4 жыл бұрын

No but why do you? Sometimes it’s for good reasons sometimes you should tell them. A parents job is to be there for your kiddo. If they’re worth their salt as a parent you should tell them everything

@pandaplayz9468

4 жыл бұрын

Nope they barely let me cry in front of them so o just lock myself in my room all day

@zephyrlikespizza3827

4 жыл бұрын

I used to not tell my parents, but later I realised it's better to tell them! Express how you feel! Keeping it in isn't good for you

This is like a drug once you start it it’s almost impossible to stop..

@muhamad2971

4 жыл бұрын

Right

@randomnotgayguy2398

4 жыл бұрын

wait how do you knw about drug addictions im calling the cops

@jaysonvander4914

4 жыл бұрын

jake himes and all people ask is are you okay? But all I do say is I’m fine.

@alicethegamer4331

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah... Right now i'm not even sad and i wanted to listen to this :/

@theoakperson517

4 жыл бұрын

jake himes I wish my dad could stop, he’s been smoking for 44 years, never stopped

Never has a poem or song spoken to me and about me like this. This is an immaculate description of the intricacies of not only depression on the surface but exactly how it affects people. Haunting. Truly haunting.

“Feel weak, but the peace that i keep lackin’ keeps speaking to me but i cant have it” Like a nail ….

17 mins ago NF dropped 15 songs. This puts a smile on my face

@evanlyon4508

5 жыл бұрын

That was almost my exact comment on this album drop.

@tsm_lil_yeet9250

5 жыл бұрын

john reimers lol

@blackfox658

5 жыл бұрын

Kitne sun liye

@squidboy6404

5 жыл бұрын

Me tooo

@Anil-ie4xs

5 жыл бұрын

@@blackfox658 use hindi samaj nahi aata saale. English bolna

Remember in mansion how he said he was scared to open the door? he finally opened that door. And I'm happy he did. Damn thanks for all the likes

@NIHILWR

5 жыл бұрын

maybe....or he's just letting us look through the windows. maybe he's just getting started

@rcp3236

5 жыл бұрын

@@NIHILWR now that... I like

@mostdopegeneral

5 жыл бұрын

👏🏽

@reanedwards4553

4 жыл бұрын

Thought I was the only one that noticed

@katrenaschindler8009

4 жыл бұрын

Me to

Without NF I probably wouldn’t be here, thank you for the music to relate to and feel like you’re not alone in feeling this way

I discovered this song a few years ago. I already knew it had a deep meaning and it was a very powerful song. Tonight, I'm in a very bad place and I can't sleep. I just overthink, and I want to stop it. But I can't. So I decided to come back on this song, and it hit hard. It helps me a lot in so many ways... Thank you NF for putting your feelings into words and for making me feel less alone. This is real

"I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief." "I hate myself." It's as though NF knows what I am thinking.

@LincolnFalana

5 жыл бұрын

Hey, bro. Whatever you may be facing, know that Jesus loves you, and He delights in your casting your burdens on HIm. You are never alone. Jesus is signalling at you, waving his hands heads high. Trust in him

@Joe.D.Sheppard

5 жыл бұрын

@@LincolnFalana Jesus has never done anything for me.

@hristiyantanev7631

5 жыл бұрын

@@Joe.D.Sheppard Maybe therapy will. Have you tried it? I heard it helps.

@Joe.D.Sheppard

5 жыл бұрын

@@hristiyantanev7631 I haven't tried it, no. I feel like it is overrated.

@XILEAYY

5 жыл бұрын

Consult a therapist dont go telling people in comments because whether your being serious your making someone depressed too.

THE ENDING WHERE HE JUST KEEPS REPEATING "I HATE MYSELF" BROKE MY HEART IN SO MANY WAYS

@emdormitalang1388

5 жыл бұрын

Be happy he save my life and many more

@kiaraausler1864

5 жыл бұрын

right??? it’s so raw

@volodymyr_dmytrash

5 жыл бұрын

Try not to overthink it :) Just another brilliant song

@fressejetzt840

5 жыл бұрын

@@emdormitalang1388 shut up

@izabellacasas3187

5 жыл бұрын

Why?

No one will ever understand how hard it is to comfort someone when your in pieces trying to tape them back together

Every song is a banger and it resonates. NF is a savage.

When you want to cry but there is no more tears 😭🥺

@Scottbrushchenko

3 жыл бұрын

Grow up little turd you'll see how life is Once you grow up

@Scottbrushchenko

3 жыл бұрын

Please help pull my ingrown turd out it's stuck in my ass and hurts very very much.. I'm crying the turd is Stuck inside my ass

@Tori-5507

3 жыл бұрын

@@Scottbrushchenko bro chill

@kermitthefrog4830

3 жыл бұрын

@@Scottbrushchenko bruh just go see a doctor, it doesn't seem very healthy

@lariahakalizz2759

3 жыл бұрын

Same here :(

"...I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief..." Is it just me, or is this relatable.

@theoakperson517

4 жыл бұрын

I relate to that

@manzta1276

4 жыл бұрын

I don’t

@pikachulovertides10

3 жыл бұрын

I can relate

@zorayetteria7077

3 жыл бұрын

@Zhiyan (Katie) Li Yes, I know exactly how that feels.

@pikachulovertides10

3 жыл бұрын

@Zhiyan (Katie) Li Relatable

Trying to hold myself together, I’m screaming on the inside the thoughts race and I just keep a smile on my face.

Been listening to this album for 3 years. Still every song hits like the first time. Some of the lyrics just feel like they have been written for me.

"Suicide doesn’t end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting any better." -Unknown

@luna-moon-n

3 жыл бұрын

I used to think that I would never try and think of doing it because it will hurt the people I love,but do I have that any more? No. I don't. I think about from time to time. But I will try not to do it. Life will get better I just have to hope it will.

@KritzOnShotz

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you.

@awobbie.3140

3 жыл бұрын

Technically it does both. But I agree with the sentiment.

@jamesthieviusraccoon

3 жыл бұрын

when you are dead you have real peace. and thats the thing people dont want to acknowladge

@allyjames7607

3 жыл бұрын

I'm ok with that :)

My whole life is shaped by this song,The most terrible part is that nobody can possibly understand how you feel.

This whole song breaks me. I miss my father. I came home this time last year to be with him. Saw him Jan 11th and on the 1st. He died early Feb. Talk to your family as much as you can . No matter if you feel like shit or hate yourself

This song hits different when you’re having a complete breakdown in your car, poring rain, late at night

@alienr8718

4 жыл бұрын

Omg I really hope you are ok❤️

@thepainter3903

4 жыл бұрын

I would love to try that

@miah4905

4 жыл бұрын

Rn lol

@titingames6476

4 жыл бұрын

Oddly secific but i see the picture

@oliviahildreth589

4 жыл бұрын

i searched that too and found this

We, NF REAL FANS are so proud of what you’ve become, Nate.

@chrisgagnon5768

5 жыл бұрын

MR. COMMENT What’s a real NF fan?

@ethanking4063

5 жыл бұрын

An Og

@artemismortuus

5 жыл бұрын

@@chrisgagnon5768 If u dont listen to NF since his first ever released song u are a famefan and not a real real fan! :^)

@ginjaninja2598

5 жыл бұрын

Yes. ❤

@chloekal

5 жыл бұрын

MR. COMMENT I HIT THE WRONG BUTTON😂💀

I'm in tears. I've heard this song many times, but it is really hitting hard right now. I am struggling to be the happy person that people want me to be when that's not really me. I'm in my own prison with a smile on the outside.

This is always going to be my favorite album. I listen to this whenever the pain is getting to be too much and I feel on the edge. It helps.

@TK-uz4ts

Жыл бұрын

If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best

"We stopped checking for monsters under the bed but stopped when we realized they were inside us." -TheJoker

@brooklynboyd6074

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo do you have Snapchat

@lifeisjustadream1195

3 жыл бұрын

@@brooklynboyd6074 Nastysniperifle if you need someone to talk to.

@nycriotgrrrl6110

3 жыл бұрын

Around us...well some.

@l.m9360

3 жыл бұрын

@Nate Hopf same ngl 🙄

@isabellestenson3081

3 жыл бұрын

yes sirrrrr

Nf always gettin me thinkin, and the music always high quality.

His song 'how could u leave us' is so powerful. I can't imagine how he felt in the studio booth

“Pray to god with my arms open, if this is it then I feel hopeless” it’s so hard

No matter how popular Nathan gets, he will still be underrated.

@gmsbeats985

3 жыл бұрын

I know I'm late but this is very true.

@dennydenisa1293

3 жыл бұрын

That's very true

@gmsbeats985

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo I was actually replying to the comment above saying how NF will always be underrated. Sorry for the miscommunication.

@gmsbeats985

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo good. I'm actually just working on my first album myself. Hbu?

@gmsbeats985

3 жыл бұрын

@Keksmo Mostly rap and edm

"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief"

@izzillidizzilli6188

5 жыл бұрын

could be me