Nessa Barrett - scare myself (official lyric video)

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Lyrics:
thoughts keep on racing
one by one
i don’t know who they’re running from
biting my lips
until they bleed
symptom of living life with me
cuz im scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed
scared that they might just be all in my head
scared that i’m dreaming and already dead
and i’m terrified of the shadows that follow me home
afraid that they’ll get me when i’m all alone
look in the mirror i see someone else
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself
leave me all alone with the voices
end up in the wrong kind of places
everyday's a dark situation
trying not to oop with the poison
paint my face cuz the real me is pointless
do my nails just to rip me to pieces
lose my mind cuz i don’t wanna keep it
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself
im scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed
scared that they might just be all in my head
scared that i’m dreaming and already dead
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself

Пікірлер: 805

  • @NessaBarrett
    @NessaBarrett2 жыл бұрын

    MY DEBUT EP PRETTY POISON AND KEEP ME AFRAID MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT NOW 🖤😭😭 nessa.lnk.to/PrettyPoison

  • @dilabatilaipubam6854

    @dilabatilaipubam6854

    2 жыл бұрын

    So proud you nessa baby, you are amazing

  • @guneetsaran4751

    @guneetsaran4751

    2 жыл бұрын

    Love you nessa

  • @me-gv5ok

    @me-gv5ok

    2 жыл бұрын

  • @thainaalberton6497

    @thainaalberton6497

    2 жыл бұрын

    proud of u girl

  • @asiyahsiddiqui53

    @asiyahsiddiqui53

    2 жыл бұрын

    this one is probably my favourite tho they're all great, love you so much nessa this is insane

  • @kenzieandmore
    @kenzieandmore2 жыл бұрын

    How can someone be so perfect at what they do

  • @ccoorriiee1

    @ccoorriiee1

    2 жыл бұрын

    And look so cute while doing it !!!

  • @khloejean9085

    @khloejean9085

    2 жыл бұрын

    she’s literally so insanely gorgeous

  • @lisetteoje

    @lisetteoje

    2 жыл бұрын

    LITERALLY

  • @keren.b_9642

    @keren.b_9642

    2 жыл бұрын

    No dIxiE dOeS iT bEtTeR 🤪

  • @ccoorriiee1

    @ccoorriiee1

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@keren.b_9642 lol she wishes 😂😂 she’s rated G, no one over the age of 15 cares

  • @liyaedewor6362
    @liyaedewor63622 жыл бұрын

    "ain't it kinda funny how nobody can cut me down like i can" this is so true it's sad :)

  • @Emma-jm9mm
    @Emma-jm9mm2 жыл бұрын

    this rlly giving me late 50’s wife finally kills her abusive husband after he drives her utterly insane vibes tbh I LOVE THIS

  • @lydial8369

    @lydial8369

    2 жыл бұрын

    YOOO NOW THAT I THINK AB IT

  • @mayelah449

    @mayelah449

    2 жыл бұрын

    YES

  • @nikkig3799

    @nikkig3799

    2 жыл бұрын

    I can see that in a movie 😬🙌

  • @cookiesandmilk686

    @cookiesandmilk686

    2 жыл бұрын

    Definitely

  • @Yourebeautiful-yh7vl

    @Yourebeautiful-yh7vl

    2 жыл бұрын

    Omg yessss

  • @taylorhickman2159
    @taylorhickman21592 жыл бұрын

    The V I B E S of this album. Can’t wait to drive around in the car screaming at the top of my lungs to all these songs. ✨💙🦋

  • @lovelyrainx4205

    @lovelyrainx4205

    2 жыл бұрын

    It’s an ep lol

  • @kimkardasim6086

    @kimkardasim6086

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@originality8343 I think a ep is just shorter

  • @prettyalanna6218
    @prettyalanna62182 жыл бұрын

    she really does it so well, she's a good singer you have to admit.❤️

  • @karieisenberg7647
    @karieisenberg76472 жыл бұрын

    this might be the most relatable song i’ve ever heard. thank u for putting our feelings into words nessa

  • @tianadurkovic6473
    @tianadurkovic64732 жыл бұрын

    It’s truly amazing that u turned ur pain and trauma into self therapy & therapy for millions around the world

  • @janis6687
    @janis66872 жыл бұрын

    although u dislike her or hate her, that doesn’t matters because she is really talented and amazing

  • @melin6596

    @melin6596

    2 жыл бұрын

    true

  • @emelyponce2398

    @emelyponce2398

    2 жыл бұрын

    Facts

  • @hannahcaridi2002

    @hannahcaridi2002

    2 жыл бұрын

    She's fantastic 😱🙌💛

  • @Spynina1233

    @Spynina1233

    2 жыл бұрын

    She is amazing

  • @80steenangel
    @80steenangel2 жыл бұрын

    every song has a different touch i’m inlove

  • @gabyespinoza3404
    @gabyespinoza34042 жыл бұрын

    Words can’t describe how PROUD I am of you Ness. You’re truly one of a kind love ♥️

  • @noname-nn1ge
    @noname-nn1ge2 жыл бұрын

    i think i can speak for a lot of people by saying that im obsessed with your voice

  • @mayelah449

    @mayelah449

    2 жыл бұрын

    THIS .

  • @username-zy3lu
    @username-zy3lu2 жыл бұрын

    the lyrics, your voice, EVERYTHING LITERALLY IS PERFECT LIKE HOW CAN SOMETHINF BE SO OERFECT

  • @devfriedchic4289
    @devfriedchic42892 жыл бұрын

    “what’s it gonna be today, am I gonna cause me pain” literally me 😔

  • @username-zy3lu
    @username-zy3lu2 жыл бұрын

    “afraid that they get me when I’m all alone” 💔 hope you’re doing ok nessa❤️ you literally deserve everything good in life❤️ so many people love you and you deserve to be here so so so so much! ❤️

  • @Juliana-iy8ky
    @Juliana-iy8ky2 жыл бұрын

    Holy shit this is so good sooooo proud of her, she really can convey her message w her music

  • @bluebree
    @bluebree2 жыл бұрын

    She sounds almost like a mix of Tate Mcrae and Billie Eilish. Obviously Nessa is her own amazing talented person. I love her album and having mental illnesses, I can relate to her songs.

  • @jesszxd3518

    @jesszxd3518

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yess

  • @jocelyn4344
    @jocelyn43442 жыл бұрын

    Her EP literally came out 2hours ago for me and I’m already addicted😭

  • @aydenallison4920
    @aydenallison49202 жыл бұрын

    This shit reminds me of the starting of a James Bond movie it would fit so well 😍

  • @monalisa-nm8gz
    @monalisa-nm8gz2 жыл бұрын

    I love how much neesa has learnt and grown, her music is so good too

  • @julieta6948
    @julieta69482 жыл бұрын

    THIS IS LITERALLY ART

  • @sarahpaddon5515
    @sarahpaddon55152 жыл бұрын

    I don’t understand why this isn’t like number 1 on the charts, it so good omg

  • @sadcowboiemoji
    @sadcowboiemoji Жыл бұрын

    There’s a reason Nessa still plays THIS song on tour 💕🖤☠️

  • @lainecapel8903
    @lainecapel8903 Жыл бұрын

    “biting my lips until they bleed” so relatable bro🤧☹️

  • @katelynfernandes2419
    @katelynfernandes24192 жыл бұрын

    everything about the story behind her songs is just so on point,perfect and relatable.

  • @claireready9562
    @claireready95622 жыл бұрын

    her EP helped me get through the worst time of my life mentally. i genuinely feel like it saved me in some sort of way. i was going through the worst break up of my life and had gotten my first suspension from school right around the same time for something someone else did. i know that doesn’t sounds like a big deal but i need to apply to colleges so the suspension added more stress to my life i didnt need. i had developed an eating disorder around this time because i felt so sick i couldn’t eat which then lead to me being scared of food and i was weighing myself more then 10 times a day and only eating popcorn once a day. because i wasn’t eating i was 10 times more emotional so i began self harming again for the first time in years. when she announced she was releasing this masterpiece soon it gave me something to look forward and once it came out i could relate to every song and it genuinely helped me heal. she doesn’t understand how amazing she really is and how much she’s helping so many people get through some tough times. we love you ness and can’t wait to see what happens with your career in the future🖤🖤

  • @strengthandsilence4186
    @strengthandsilence41862 жыл бұрын

    no wait why isn't this going viral??!?!

  • @tocavenus5491
    @tocavenus54912 жыл бұрын

    the BEST SONG on the EP hands down swear! Loved the change in your voice in the chorus. i didn’t expect that. Also this deserves a REMIX with a rapper & a music video! Gives me halloween vibes & it’s actually catchy.

  • @jazellemonteiro8669
    @jazellemonteiro86692 жыл бұрын

    anyone else going through all the songs in order like she said so we can understand the full story ? cus same 😩

  • @alexandranoemiriverafombon6421

    @alexandranoemiriverafombon6421

    2 жыл бұрын

    yess

  • @juliamazzei5327
    @juliamazzei53272 жыл бұрын

    esse ep tá incrível, que orgulho 😭

  • @adrianagutierrez3225
    @adrianagutierrez32252 жыл бұрын

    “Scared that im dreaming and already dead” i think so much about this that its not healthy. Is it me or does life feel fake like its a simulation

  • @Sama_681

    @Sama_681

    Жыл бұрын

    It's dissociation

  • @dadnishab5475
    @dadnishab54752 жыл бұрын

    She sound so freaking amazing omgg like WHATT period gurl come a long way and keep making hit

  • @andreiapaiva3635
    @andreiapaiva36352 жыл бұрын

    I love ALL the songs of Nessa and I love her more than anything in this world

  • @markdavis6877
    @markdavis6877 Жыл бұрын

    Totally feel every single line...deeply in my darkest core...thank you for such a beautiful arrangement of a sordid reality we spin in...love

  • @idk-wq6zi
    @idk-wq6zi2 жыл бұрын

    This girl is A QUEEN! She doesn’t know how much her music got me through. Im truly obsessed

  • @annefergin
    @annefergin2 жыл бұрын

    this song is beautifully crafted. thoughts perfectly sewn into metaphors and sung by a voice who can convey so much emotion. outstanding job nessa

  • @florencia3719
    @florencia37192 жыл бұрын

    this song is perfect for euphoria, someone make it happen

  • @lucyellis5131
    @lucyellis51312 жыл бұрын

    Nessa-you're gonna go so far and be even more successful than you already are.

  • @katherinehernandez6605
    @katherinehernandez66052 жыл бұрын

    she deserves so much more her songs are perfect

  • @babysherl493
    @babysherl4932 жыл бұрын

    “End up in the wrong kinda places” i felt this on a deep personal level….. ever since I was a young child. I’m sorry we feel this way… our minds can be prisons & it’s a cold world. We do our best. 🖤

  • @ddeztt7335
    @ddeztt73352 жыл бұрын

    she was born to do what she does

  • @lia-vl1vl
    @lia-vl1vl2 жыл бұрын

    baby this ep is so good, i'm so proud of u and all your dedication, u deserve all the love and recognize in the world, congratulations for great ep, ilysm

  • @mika7446
    @mika74462 жыл бұрын

    ive been listening to this song on repeat for like the past week

  • @tahliarose643
    @tahliarose6432 жыл бұрын

    this is hauntingly beautiful

  • @peyton2412
    @peyton24122 жыл бұрын

    this gives me halsey vibes???

  • @username-zy3lu
    @username-zy3lu2 жыл бұрын

    pretty poison is my favourite EP hands down

  • @khloejean9085

    @khloejean9085

    2 жыл бұрын

    agreed

  • @larissa.parker03
    @larissa.parker032 жыл бұрын

    I'm so proud of you ness🥺🖤

  • @iliveandiexist9388
    @iliveandiexist93882 жыл бұрын

    biting my lips until they bleed -my anxiety

  • @MxndieMoo
    @MxndieMoo5 ай бұрын

    This song hits way too hard. It hits me deep. I love this so much. Thank you Nessa ❤

  • @rosiechuuu
    @rosiechuuu2 жыл бұрын

    SHE'S CLOSE TO 1 MILLION 😭😭💕💕💕

  • @Jenniferrandrea
    @Jenniferrandrea2 жыл бұрын

    THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING, HER PEN GAME NEVER MISSES!!!!!

  • @kausouza77
    @kausouza772 жыл бұрын

    A gente já vê que é perfeita♥️

  • @nadinesahli8234
    @nadinesahli82342 жыл бұрын

    My dream came true her voice makes me feel so safe and happy and now I have many songs of her ahhh I’m so happy and it’s soo good

  • @cookiesandmilk686

    @cookiesandmilk686

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @alexisb8110
    @alexisb81102 жыл бұрын

    Ahh so excited and proud of nessa she literally the best all of her songs are so good can’t wait to see more to be released!!🖤

  • @am-dc5vl
    @am-dc5vl2 жыл бұрын

    wtf why is it so good

  • @anoushka614
    @anoushka6142 жыл бұрын

    So relatable for me at the moment 🖤

  • @erinplummer8980
    @erinplummer89802 жыл бұрын

    This has been on replay for 3 weeks!!!! She is so talented. Just because of all the drama on tik tok doesnt make her a less better person or artist. She is truely talented

  • @konakapsali8827
    @konakapsali88272 жыл бұрын

    THIS IS LITERAL MASTERPIECE

  • @swavykiana2913
    @swavykiana29132 жыл бұрын

    Bpd here this song matched my whole mfff life 🙏

  • @Sama_681

    @Sama_681

    Жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @annamartin6714
    @annamartin67142 жыл бұрын

    JUST YES

  • @lowkeyyvaeh
    @lowkeyyvaeh2 жыл бұрын

    POV: you got a notification and immediately click the video

  • @cory3167
    @cory31672 жыл бұрын

    Just dropped an hour ago, & I’ve had it on repeat the whole time ❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥🖤

  • @khloejean9085

    @khloejean9085

    2 жыл бұрын

    as you should

  • @LilMissMysticArtistic
    @LilMissMysticArtisticАй бұрын

    This is a very relatable song and also it gives me 50s to 60s.

  • @user-so1wr7ll2r
    @user-so1wr7ll2r2 жыл бұрын

    OMG, NESSA

  • @kenatopiaproduction3038
    @kenatopiaproduction30382 жыл бұрын

    Damn, where this song was all this time? I love it, totally can relate to🖤❤️🖤❤️

  • @naamaperalta6109
    @naamaperalta61092 жыл бұрын

    i can´t even explain how connected i feel with this amazing and talented girl ... so happy for you ness

  • @jharmonyproductions
    @jharmonyproductions Жыл бұрын

    Madhouse: I scare myself sometimes This: sometimes I even scare myself ❤️

  • @silentdiamond7034
    @silentdiamond70342 жыл бұрын

    How did she come up with words I never heard 🌙

  • @dovelove5427
    @dovelove54272 жыл бұрын

    I'm obsessed with all the songs on this EP but Grave and Scare Myself are my two personal favorites. 🖤 Scare Myself is a song I relate to very much, i'm always listening to it.

  • @forestgirlzoe
    @forestgirlzoe2 жыл бұрын

    This is the most relatable song in the ep for me. I listen to this ep every single day since it released because whenever I listen to it feels like the world stops and I just feel safe if that makes sense. I love Nessa so much and she's definitely my favorite singer ever

  • @nerea5321
    @nerea53212 жыл бұрын

    nessa barrett is the only artist i never skip songs from like wtf are these masterpieces

  • @rbrt_bel2565
    @rbrt_bel25652 жыл бұрын

    perfeita nunca errou❤

  • @shayleeAdkins23
    @shayleeAdkins232 жыл бұрын

    Nessa is giving me Billie vibes and I'm here for it I love this ep

  • @villain__9
    @villain__92 жыл бұрын

    This song is underrated

  • @nanary7666
    @nanary76662 жыл бұрын

    It's scary how i can relate to this song... amazing ep 😭

  • @sincerely.barrett6576
    @sincerely.barrett65762 жыл бұрын

    the best singer and person ever

  • @klejdidemiri4971
    @klejdidemiri49712 жыл бұрын

    this is soo relatable

  • @anaclarapanzera6043
    @anaclarapanzera60432 жыл бұрын

    Minha mulher só tem música perfeita mdsssss, que orgulho ❤❤❤🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤❤❤🥺

  • @evamrnva
    @evamrnva2 жыл бұрын

    so underrated

  • @annamatolcsi9603
    @annamatolcsi96032 жыл бұрын

    this song is describe me. thank you Ness for this. i'm so proud of you, you are such a strong person, such a strong inspiration. ily

  • @imnotfloflo
    @imnotfloflo2 жыл бұрын

    this is my favorite song of her ep

  • @shtreffgod4305
    @shtreffgod43052 жыл бұрын

    Omg her voice is art..

  • @c00lbeanss
    @c00lbeanss2 жыл бұрын

    this had me sobbing all day 😭

  • @janieciamclean5906
    @janieciamclean59062 жыл бұрын

    Nessa this album is beautiful

  • @wifi_roblox2749
    @wifi_roblox27492 жыл бұрын

    This song starts off the roof but still I love your music piece

  • @oliviaballandis1270
    @oliviaballandis12702 жыл бұрын

    I got goosies on how much I relate to this!

  • @eeshazaigham4442
    @eeshazaigham44422 жыл бұрын

    i can't stop listening to it ahhhh

  • @nicolasmclamb18
    @nicolasmclamb182 жыл бұрын

    This song is SOOOOO DEEP. And I FREAKING LOVE IT

  • @juneisipizarro975
    @juneisipizarro9752 жыл бұрын

    IM GONNA HAVE THIS ONE ON REPEAT FR

  • @cswk504
    @cswk5042 жыл бұрын

    Nessa you are getting better and better love this

  • @user-ku2lf2wd7z
    @user-ku2lf2wd7z2 жыл бұрын

    MY FAV FROM THE WHOLE EP ITS SO GOOD

  • @meelo8439
    @meelo84392 жыл бұрын

    I relate to this song so much. Thank you Nessa for sharing your music 🖤

  • @juh_viegas2500
    @juh_viegas25002 жыл бұрын

    love you ness,your musics is the best

  • @dianadsmp7478
    @dianadsmp74782 жыл бұрын

    siento tantas cosas escuchando esta canción,simplemente perfecta ness🖤

  • @milkhyun8068
    @milkhyun80682 жыл бұрын

    yall get this strange chilling feeling when the chorus starts im addicted

  • @kakahdorock9734
    @kakahdorock97342 жыл бұрын

    PERFEITA RAINHA 💍👑

  • @taylorhickman2159
    @taylorhickman21592 жыл бұрын

    Also my favorite song on this album. Wow ✨💙🦋

  • @alissaklepal3342
    @alissaklepal33422 жыл бұрын

    I honestly have chills , this is pure talent

  • @marcielysouza3595
    @marcielysouza35952 жыл бұрын

    I'M SO PROUD OF THIS GIRL

  • @sav4893
    @sav48932 жыл бұрын

    Nessa I’m so freakin proud of you🖤🖤🖤