Waiting 'til heaven's on my side So I can sleep at night The angels will protect me Prayin' on a lucky star For you to save my heart But it just kept on breakin' [Chorus] Ooh Where did I go? It's half of a whole Just half of a whole Ooh Who am I now? I can't control My decaying soul

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one I don't know who they're running from Biting my lips until they bleed Symptoms living life with me 'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed Scared that they might just be all in my head Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead And I'm terrified of the shadows that follow me home Afraid that they'll get me when I'm all alone Look in the mirror, I see someone else Sometimes I even scare myself Ain't it kinda funny how Nobody can cut me down like I can? I drag myself through Hell and (Oh) What's it gonna be today? Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself Leave me all alone with the voices End up in the wrong kind of places Every day's a dark situation Trying not to hoop with the poison Peep my face 'cause the real me is pointless No one else, just the real me to pieces Lose my mind 'cause I don't wanna keep it Sometimes I even scare myself Ain't it kinda funny how Nobody can cut me down like I can? I drag myself through Hell and (Oh) What's it gonna be today? Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself 'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed Scared that they might just be all in my head Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead Sometimes I even scare myself Ain't it kinda funny how Nobody can cut me down like I can I drag myself through Hell and (Oh) What's it gonna be today? Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself

I'm going back to 505 If it's a seven-hour flight or a forty-five-minute drive In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side With your hands between your thighs Stop and wait a sec 'Cause when you look at me like that, my darling, what did you expect? I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck Or I did, last time I checked Not shy of a spark The knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark Frightened by the bite, though it's no harsher than the bark The middle of adventure, such a perfect place to start Well, I'm going back to 505 If it's a seven-hour flight or a forty-five-minute drive In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side With your hands between your thighs But I crumble completely when you cry It seems like once again you've had to greet me with "Goodbye" I'm always just about to go and spoil the surprise Take my hands off of your eyes too soon I'm going back to 505 If it's a seven-hour flight or a forty-five minute drive In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side With your hands between your thighs and a smile

Dear God Do You hear me when I'm crying? When I doubt That my soul is worth savin'? Thinking "I'm not good enough for You to answer, what the -? Don't You love us all the same? I've taken more than my share of pain Can't You hear me say Your name? Can't You see I've got these Angel wings Sewed on to my back with black ribbon I know You know it hurts my skin I was just trying to get into Heaven I've been dying to fit in Dear God If I drown myself deep in this holy water Will it wash away my sins? I thought You could help me make myself a better daughter But it hasn't happened yet I've taken more than my share of pain Can't You hear me Your say Your name? Can't You see I've got these Angel wings Sewed on to my back with black ribbon I know You know it hurts my skin I was just tryin' to get into Heaven I've been dying to fit in