I am a therapist and I was also (passively) suicidal half my youth (after playing with a Ouija board and other reasons). I was also NDE obsessed but eventually had a tower moment and quit my job. I just kinda threw up my hands and said “what am I supposed to be doing??” Now I work alot with children who were abused and the path to the things I want has easily opened up because I’m just allowing God to use me for his purposes. It isn’t perfect and I’m not perfect but things are significantly better. We can either listen to God or we will be forced to listen to God 😂❤

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

I would love to hear your whole story. It sounds like hard earned wisdom.

@sarahd4260

Жыл бұрын

We have the same story 🤍

@jbhinson1

Жыл бұрын

@@NDETV316 absolutely :)

@reneets5729

Жыл бұрын

I relate to your story. I would love to hear more of it as well

@NDETV316

11 ай бұрын

@@reneets5729 kzread.info/dash/bejne/hHV4vMmzpcesgLw.html&feature=share9

This is Earth School and it’s one hell of a tough classroom! I’m 78 and have been through some deep depression, dark night of the soul kind of an experience. When you get that low suicide does tempt you. We are on a free will planet and we chose this experience so our soul can grow and expand. We’re here to learn to love unconditionally. You are like the phoenix rising from the ashes. Now you are of service to others who need your love and help. Awesome and good on you!👍❤️🙏

@NDETV316

11 ай бұрын

Christian pop music brings me out of those dark moments.

Rich has an incredible voice...enjoyed his story..

This guest is really hilarious and bubbly in a sense. Super cool to have him on! Thanks Pegi

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

Yes, he was a breath of fresh air! 😍

Damn Rich, please don't ever do that again, you're clearly meant to be here, hopefully someday you'll come to visit Ireland, love your work, you're awesome ❤️🇮🇪🙏

Thank you for this sharing, it takes a lot of courage to be human and share like this.

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

Absolutely!

Kudos to Rich for telling his story. 😊He’s been through it all 😅. Thank you, Pegi! Great interview 💥⚡️🙏🌈✨🦋

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

Glad you enjoyed it!

Thank you, Rich, for helping people.

This gave me things to think about. I appreciate him sharing it. And Pegi, I have taken ambien before and it did cause me to lose control of my thoughts and actions like I assume someone being very very drunk. I also hallucinated strange things - and saw shadow people while taking it. I would not be surprised if it was the cause that took away your inhibitions to do what you tried to do.

@reneets5729

Жыл бұрын

I’ve heard other horror stories about people taking ambien too…never again. Don’t take it.

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

Thank you, I just can't believe I would have done that to my kids and husband in my right mind. It was on one of our adopted daughters' 16th birthday .

Omg. I watch Rich’s tarot readings all the time!

That Ambiem they gave me for a sleeping pill made me get almost arrested. I took it and my other medications and went to bed and went to sleep. The next thing I know, I'm at my daughter's, and it's like 1am. She said mom is something wrong, and I woke up! I was like, how did I get here? She said you drove here. The next thing I knew, the police showed up and asked me if I had side swiped a car? I told him the truth as said the last thing I remembered I was asleep in bed in my town. He and my daughter and I went and looked at the side of the car, and without a doubt, I hit a parked car on the street. I told him I started a new sleeping pill and had no idea how I got to town. The car I swiped was one and a half blocks from my daughter's. He wrote me a ticked of leaving the scene of a crime. I went into my girls' house and slept until 7 am. I didn't take that pill again. I was driving from my little town to the state capital a 45-minute drive and don't remember a thing. Good guest, Pegi. I follow what the Bible says about don't mess with evil things like were boards and tarot cards.

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

I don't mess with it either. I never took Ambien again, either.

@herstory911

11 ай бұрын

or evil things like drugs issued by the white coats, I hope.

Thank god! You did not follow through. You have brought so much greatness to your viewers

Thanks for sharing your story, Rich! I think the more honest we are, the more relatable we are. We've all done plenty we're not proud of.

Rich!!! I follow the YT channel :) ❤

My brother hung himself two years ago and I miss him so much. He was56 years old.

@caprisunshine1856

Жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss Grief is a very difficult part of life’s journey and we all eventually have to experience this it’s not easy to communicate about it and there is so many levels to the process that what’s acceptable one day is not on another day real but whatever is said doesn’t really help but at least someone tried to comfort your pain time doesn’t heal it only becomes a lil more acceptable I wish I could help more Realistically we ourselves are the only ones that can heal our own pain Rich does explain how to do that very well and make it make sense I do hope you find peace within this difficult journey 🙏

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

A young coworker with a bright future thought his life was over so he ended it one night. His poor mother is in constant misery. It is so sad.

Hi Rich ive been waiting to hear this story!! Thanks for sharing. Also your most recent post were you mentioned human design really stood out to me. I researched mine found out im a manifesting generator. 😊 thanks for sharing this story 🙏 take care! Thanks Pegi

Rich doesn't talk.....He communicates by singing ❤

Love you rich! I found your story 6 yrs ago. Huge viewer

Omg! Huge fan tarot. ❤this guy!

Hey Rich long time no talk to. Blessings.

Rich I watch your channel, love it, didn't know your story. I am also in a very toxic narcissistic in and off relationship, also thought thousands time of leave this life because this situation because I swear for God that even that I tried lots of times I was not able to leave this situation and I am sure there's life after death, I am not afraid of death at all, actually I have this feeling that I was in a better place before and believe I will be in a better place after, Since I remember, like 6 years old used to pray God asking him to sleep and don't wake up because I don't like this place, I feel like this planet isn't to me, I really feel so lost...

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

I know your comment is for Rich, and I hope he reads these and responds, but until then if I may say, this place is for all of us, until God takes us home , in my opinion. I was once in a bad marriage for 16 years. I got out and have been married to my soul mate for over 25 years so far. Make this a better place while you are here. Maybe pray to God again, and ask for help, wait, and I promise it will come.

@joinaletyere

Жыл бұрын

@@NDETV316 Thank you so much, I really appreciate your words and I know you are right, I feel like this marriage was a contract I had to go through and I feel that God is helping me. Thank you for the support

@lisarodriguez8681

Жыл бұрын

Your connection is here on earth to listening to this show and in your commenting you are being helped by God right now to be a help to others who read what you wrote❣️ I know you want to help more in this lifetime and the relationship is practice so you can share better in the future. You can ask God to prepare who you can share your gifts with and find peace helping a lonely child for a half hour or several cranky seniors all day (for examples). I been there I truly pr❤️mise.

@pandoraspocks4102

Жыл бұрын

@@joinaletyeresoul contracts is that the same as ones destiny? I have pondered this question, thanks

@joinaletyere

Жыл бұрын

@@pandoraspocks4102 I am a spiritist, we believe that before reincarnating we make a kind of contract, the family we are born with and the one we are going to form for example is made up of spirits with whom we need to repair something or who will help us to progress and evolve, this is what has always given me strength, helps me to accept and also keeps me from doing something to take my life.

Hi rich, question for you. 17:28 here you say “I’m not ALLOWED to leave”. Who’s not allowing you? Who’s enforcing this. Don’t we have free will? If we do, then shouldn’t it be your choice? If we don’t then that means god is in charge of us. But where’s the free will in that? Why so often in NDEs do we get god or other beings telling us we have to do something. Or forcing us back. There’s no free will in that. And if it’s our higher self making that decision then why don’t we just see and or speak to the higher version of ourselves and have a conversation with them and they say ‘we’ need to go back. Why is it all so ambiguous. It doesn’t really make sense who’s calling the shots here.

@NDETV316

11 ай бұрын

I'm not sure Rich is reading the comments 🤔. I will say, it is obvious God is in charge of when it is our time,but it is negotiable. I was told it was my "time" the answer was no,I wasn't going back. So when I was back,I knew He gave me a short window of time for my doctor to fix me. I kept dying through the night. I said, " God ,I know you can't keep bringing me back,but please keep me alive until morning, maybe my doctor will come in early and find out what's wrong and fix it.My doctor came in early and found out what was wrong and fixed it. I believe God spoke to my doctor because the night before, my doctor assured me I was fine. An ultrasound was ordered that morning . 👌 Which prompted the life-saving emergency surgery. Also,the night before on the way to the hospital, I suddenly knew I was fading away,like my pain did. I prayed and asked God not to let me die on the highway,wait until I got to the hospital. I died as soon as I got to the hospital. I had the NDE then and begged to come back. Do you see a pattern here? Do you see God? Ask God for what you need. That is who is allowing ,denying,and who we can negotiate with. Get to know Him. But you have free will,you don't have to believe in Him or ask Him. He loves us all regardless. He can't help it,He is God,that's who He is and what He does. He IS real. He is forgiving and compassionate. I think He helps "the least of us" , who society spits on, the most, but even then,we must humble ourselves and ask. Don't believe it? Who made us to live eternal? Who made this place to go after our body stops working, and why? You ask good questions, I hope you find your answers.

@mmlfdxl

11 ай бұрын

@@NDETV316 Pegi I have asked. Over and over. In every way imaginable. Begged. Pleaded. Meditated for hours a day every single day for 4 years.. What’s the point. Nothing ever happened. What would you say to that? Conversations with god was my favourite book. I listened to them non stop everyday over and over for years on end. Because I was fascinated to learn about god. I went from completely believing in god, to trying to connect for myself, to not succeeding, to now really wondering if any of it is real? I’ve never had any connection. Why? After longing so much. I do see a the pattern you’re talking about. But why doesn’t it work for me? Not just for me. For those who deeply long for it. Long for help. Aren’t we all supposed to be loved and cared for. Our human selves. Where is the compassion that you speak about? People do want to commit suicide after they hear that god is real, and they spend years asking god for help and get completely ignored. Like Tammy. Why didn’t god help her? Did god hear her begging but choose not to listen to her? Although she was helped when she screamed for help with her baby boy. But what about when she screamed for help for herself? Why no help from god then? It seems terrifyingly evil and cruel. I love listening to these NDEs and as much as I want to believe it sometimes all seems like a fairytale to me because real connection/communication seems like this story that happens for others but I won’t ever know. That’s why I ask so many questions. By the way to your examples above, yes, I have heard your NDE stories. Many times. They’re truly amazing. You and Sharon were one of the first two fascinatingly detailed NDEs I listened to in the beginning when they first started to become popular on KZread. I have a real question for you. If god is in control then what is the purpose of coming here then? If it’s to grow. Why is it important to grow? Grow for what purpose? Can you ask that question to your guests. When we ask why? What the purpose of it all. Coming here to suffer. And they say to grow and learn. Grow and learn for what purpose? What is the reason BEHIND it all? Thank you ❤️

You said a being you saw said the only way to get rid of the negative energy that you invited was with a spell. Did you do something specific like this to address the negative that you invited?

Hey Rich saw you last night w Leo King❣️

Indiana...we were neighbors ohio here

RICH is most loveable, b a sport onwards

@user-pb4kb1tv6d

Жыл бұрын

Tnx 4 da "Luv & Like '" Bcos Of RICH., Tnx Again !!!

@mynameisnobody3931

Жыл бұрын

I don't like him i think he's a scam

@sharellefisher6746

Жыл бұрын

To mynameisnobody39….. KEEP YOUR NEGATIVE COMMENTS TO YOURSELF!!! NO ONE WANTS OR NEEDS TO HEAR YOUR ANTAGONISTIC OPINION!!! 🥴🤢

@user-pb4kb1tv6d

Жыл бұрын

@@mynameisnobody3931 It's ur choice

Doesn't hurt that he tells his story with those purrrty blue eyes. Jest saying. Doesn't hurt any.........lol

How did you learn Tarot when you were living like homeless? Genuine question

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

I believe he was doi g that before his NDE . He was homeless after his NDE . He is doing great now.

They all only want to talk about themselves.

@NDETV316

Жыл бұрын

That is what they are invited to do.

I am not allowed to leave either. After my son died trapped in flames (2003) Trevor Forever came and sat on my bed. He could read the thoughts of my husband and my life was in danger. So I got all of the electricity and alarm noises but did not understand why. Finally I left my husband after too many suicide attempts to count. I moved away and met a man online from Fort McMurray. A gas and oil man. I went with him to Alberta and we were laying on a sofa in the living room when this ball of dark energy kept pacing the house. We watched in awe as it went down the hall, and back again. Later that night I was drugged and brutally raped at a Christmas house party. The man I was with set it up. In 2008 I sent my son to the light. I said I would be okay but I am worried about him being earthbound. And my light was gone. In 2016 he came back with Golden Beings of Light who downloaded me with the history of the world and what is to come to humanity. It is not good news for the majority. They removed the cancer in my body and told me to be prepared. Then my son was there and gave me a heart orgasm. He is my soulmate. My father is his twin flame. My mother is my twin flame. I know all. We are all being led into temptation by scripture (fear and shame), education (false intelligence in science and technology, and Hollywood. Monkey see monkey do is what is costing the lights to go out. Bring your light back everyone, rebuke evil systems and ideals. Or they got you trapped here. Rather, Hollywood did. Hollywood is why the majority sold their souls for money, fame, power, or to copy the perverts and criminals against women and children. If you think like here, you stay here. Sorry. The hope is turning your own light on and see what you became. Bring the truth to light and save your own soul. No one can do that for us. Thank you young man, your grandma is your eternal guide and soulmate in many lifetimes.

@ancientgear7192

2 ай бұрын

What do u mean that we are all led into temptation by scripture?

@herstory911

2 ай бұрын

The god depicted in the Bible starting with the Torah and old testament, is of satanic Origins. Fear. Shame. Judging others. Jesus came to say the imagination is our manifestor. In other words people are manifesting that book every hundred years we are in Revelations again.

@herstory911

2 ай бұрын

@@ancientgear7192 Scriptures are your prisons.