I feel so bad for mysta.. he doesnt deserve any of the shit he gets, hes human too, its okay for him to cry, he didint hurt us, real mystakes dont shame on him for crying like a normal person. Just because he cries doesnt mean hes emotional or hes doing that to hurt us, hes literally the one whos hurt, he deserves more love. I wish him lots of love, safety and support in whatever he does in the future. Fuck the people who hates on mysta for being human

@Ghosst_writer

10 ай бұрын

​@@freakdeath1020it's not "too late" to express support. Ever. Just because it happened in the past doesn't mean it has to happen in the future

@wuwuworld2074

10 ай бұрын

I agree. It's never EVER too late to express support for Mysta, offline or not. Mysta is fr a one in a million, funny, caring, so many other things I can list off in a person like Mysta and that's what made me a Mystake. I hope Mysta will still be happy and healthy in the future despite some of the hate he got. We'll miss you Mysta, and thank you for everything🦊🧡

@Milk-ck1wv

10 ай бұрын

​@@freakdeath1020its never to late

@GoldRichness

10 ай бұрын

​@@freakdeath1020the damage may have been done, but that doesn't mean it cannot be fixed

@Red_567

10 ай бұрын

You know what i hate the most. I seen comments from fans "oh we are here to talk if you want too" but when their idols do they will get annoyed and judge them or tell them to shut up. It's just messed up it does not matter how rich you are or how famous you are in the end of the day he or she is a human being who is allowed to let out their emotions.

Stop 👏 telling 👏 men 👏 that 👏 they 👏 shouldn't 👏 show 👏 emotions 👏

@sboinkthelegday3892

10 ай бұрын

Nah, you're already deligitimizing men's emotions when you don't understand that motion is borne of emotion. Every motivated man IS emotional. That's the meaning of the word. English speakers just don't understand the Latin they had to steal terms from when the language was so barren without it. The whole literary genre of romance comes from the romance languages that vlaued these things, when Germanic cultures pretty much called it "those mushy French novels for women", de facto MAKING it a sexualized domain and "for" women. Like earmarking it out of the spectrum for anyone not barefoot and pregnant in some kitchen.

@Milk-ck1wv

10 ай бұрын

​@@sboinkthelegday3892mf what

@lootria

10 ай бұрын

@@sboinkthelegday3892 what are you even talking about my guy? theyre saying that people tell men they shouldnt cry or be vulnerable in front of others, and it leads to the mindset mysta seems to have - "me showing emotions seems to hurt people, i dont want to hurt people, therefore i will never show any emotions because others told me not to do it"

@WhiteManProjects

10 ай бұрын

They shouldnt show emotions if they want to be seen as strong and competent. They should only show them to loved ones, as support

@althatha

10 ай бұрын

@@WhiteManProjects your username explains everything

I stayed up last night just to cry to this scene tbh 😭

@makennasweet5806

10 ай бұрын

same. I love mysta so much it hurts me so much seeing him like this and too think that people would be like that just to hurt somebody else….

@makennasweet5806

10 ай бұрын

im also happy because hes able to move on and will be happier 🧡🧡🧡

@Arleccin0_

10 ай бұрын

same 😭

@Scaramouchesotherhalf9691

9 ай бұрын

I just wanna give him a big hug istg😭

@Joya_here

6 ай бұрын

Not me rewatching this and crying again 😢(man I miss him but I hope he’s doing very well right now 🧡)

The way he said “i dont want to hurt people” just ache me. I love mysta with all my heart

I fucking hate that he had to hurt because of such immature people. I really hope he starts to heal once he graduates. He'll be missed like crazy of course, but he also deserves so much better than what he was dealt.

Just hearing any member in Nijisanji crying fucking hurts bro. The tears honestly make me realize how fast time has gone. We will love Mysta, and continue to support him, even after his graduation. Luxiem will always be 5! ❤🧡💛💙💜

you don't always have to stay strong. even though i say this i feel like most of us are like mysta

@mybiiruch.367

10 ай бұрын

it's something we mostly do unconsciously, and that's a thing people don't understand, saying men should show more emotion doesn't help tbh, we all know women will get sympathy when they cry, and people think we will get the same treatment when sometimes, it's as hurtful if not worse than holding it in

@-Roronoa_Zoro-.

10 ай бұрын

@@mybiiruch.367 It's the stigma around us crying and other things like when we are in our formative years people saying to man up and that men dont cry. Its seen as a sign of weakness and many times people tell us men are supposed to be strong when we are young. it's unconscious dont get me wrong but it isnt natural. its been hammered into to us when the iron was still hot, when we were young.

I almost teared up in public watching this

@MayaSaleh-fb9ug

10 ай бұрын

Bawled my eyes out watching it alone live

@TheIdiotAndi

10 ай бұрын

@@MayaSaleh-fb9ugi did too honestly

man, this shit reminds me of the stereotype that "men can't/shouldn't cry" like. He is human too. He should freely show his real emotions. He doesn't deserve people shitting on him for doing a human thing.

Damn so sad but i wanna say somthin mysta...its just my opinion but... if you cry and someone cries along, it's not a bad thing, we just appreciate you sharing your feelings, ...... someone might, but most of them are never upset by you, just thank you for telling us this. I respect it if it's your way to calm down, but revealing it doesn't hurt us. Its okay. ..... gosh i just thank u so much mysta it was great to watch ur streams and have fun... we'll miss u a lot

@lyssao.8308

10 ай бұрын

right. Sometimes its cathartic knowing you're not alone.

@nemurenai4746

10 ай бұрын

Yea, and if they don't wanna hear any negative things, they can leave. I listen to Mysta's story. im hurt and crying, but i choosen to listen him by myself.

Really hope he'll find more self acceptance and peace after graduation. Crying is completely normal and it's nothing to be ashamed of. Crying is a natural reaction when you feel really sad, or really happy, and it's also normal for someone to cry for/with you. It's because they care, not because they're burdened. Sadly being a public figure, there's people that will make drama and be hateful to every little thing you do- and of course if Mysta doesn't want to deal with the negative reactions then it's fair he doesn't want to get emotional on stream. But I hope he'll understand one day that he isn't a burden for feeling things, for being emotional or vulnerable at times, and people crying with him isn't because they're hurt or burdened it's because a lot of people actually have sympathy. It can be good to cry and let it all out.

It hurts hearing this, I'm still praying that Mysta will still be safe in his future journeys without us.

Dang this is sad bro

My heart breaks hearing this bro...😭

God, why do some people out there have to be so freaking stupid or insensitive? This man needs a genuine, loving hug. I hope he gets more of that in his life now that he's graduated.

HELD A TEAR FOR THIS ONGGGG. People often overlooked just how sweet he is and behind this mysta persona, he’s really just another guy, another person like all of us. I really genuinely hope he finds the peace he deserves after this graduation 🧡

I remember feeling like this at one point in my life. I hope he finds all the happiness he gave us and more in the future. He really deserves that. And he needs to realize, its ok to hurt people, because we all think its all we are, when its only one aspect of being human. He has also made people happy. A lot. I hope he knows that.

@aheumedivirtoXD

10 ай бұрын

what?? it's not ok to hurt people, what are you talking about? even when it isn't intentionaly, you need to compensate the other person fairly for the situation to be "ok" again, but these people Mysta mentions aren't being hurt by him, they are just unconfortable while he is the one who was already hurting and got even more hurt by their words. Then, unfortunately, since he puts loved ones above him, he failed to notice they were the ones being unfair and must change. Be careful not to get bad conclusions

bro I broke down with him during stream 😭😭 I really wish he realizes theres so many Mystakes who love him for who he is. I really want him to look at himself through our eyes:( I hope he heals and realizes being emotional is normal

"I don't want to hurt people" "I don't want to be a burden" this is just too real man...I feel the same way sometimes. I know he may never read this message, but I just wanna say...I hear you Mysta, I truly do. I may have never watched your streams, but I was there for your graduation. I wish you the best🧡🦊

words cant explain how much i want to give him a hug ;-;

i don't always watch mysta's stream on real time since i live on the other side of the world but last night was my first time watching his stream from start to finish, i'll miss mysta so much :(( but i wish him the best and hopefully he finds happiness in the real world

Relatable but for me, i just distant myself from people even the people I'm comfortable with i still put a wall between us cuz I don't wanna burdened them or even hurt them from my opinions so i kept all my opinions and emotion myself

Crying is actually not a bad thing! I often have trouble crying, even when I'm sad and I want to cry. So sometimes, when I'm really stressed out and I need a good cry to relieve all of that stress and feel better, I go out of my way to watch something sad. So even though I obviously don't want Mysta to be sad and I want him to have the best life he can have, I also hope he can realize one day that crying and making people cry because of that, is not an entirely bad thing and can help people too 🧡

Mysta was the one of my favorite vtuber to watch when I'm so down, but today we must be brave not to cry saying goodbyes and smile saying you deserve it.

I know it’s hard to like talk about emotions and cry, but like everything he said is how I feel on a daily basis. I love Mysta for being able to open up and say how he feels. 🧡🦊

By the time this moment went up I had to sleep at the time, but hearing him trying to mask his emotions because he got berated by having them is the most fucked up moment I hear, the first time I heard it broke me, after months of trying to cry, because I feel hurt, I feel pissed of real bad because of him having human emotions, he never deserved such fucked up views, it's going to take a while but I does not make less of him as a person, and if some people have issues on having them, that's their fucking problem, not his. Sorry I rambled out but, it needs to be said, Mysta, Mysta, thank you for being you again, and keep being you, always.

I wanna give this man a hug so bad

I can’t believe he’s worried about us mystakes being hurt when it seems like he’s hurting the most from this 🙁🙁 I love him sm he deserves everything. He should be able to cry and show emotion freely on his own part because it’s okay. I really hope he is able to relax after he graduates. I hope the best for him 🫶

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MYSTAAAAAA ok im overexaggerating, if it makes him happy then it makes me happy, but im still sad hes gonna leave huhuhu:(

man he's such a mood 🥺 I remember I really vibed with him early on because he doesn't say nice things often. I also get really uncomfortable or anxious when people are too positive so kinda understand why he's this way. I for sure don't want my loved ones to experience all the negative feelings I felt once so I always try to prioritise their happiness and try to be positive for them. Learning to love yourself and reciprocate the love others give can be really really hard sometimes, he'll get there one day, I'm sure 🧡

"I don't want to burden people with my feelings" is exactly the same reason i don't open up if im sad.

Damn this is too relatable...😢 I'm gonna miss him... 🥺😭

i was there for this moment and i made me cry hearing how hurt Mysta is, i hate that he feels so negatively about himself and i hope one day he'll realise why hes so love, in his next chapter i know he'll be much more free and comfortable, we all respect his decision to graduate and we're proud of him to do so

I just wanna hug him and say its okay to cry. And that we are crying too because we care about him

mysta….. 😿

I wanna hug him so badddd T-T

This hurts, still It hurts......

That's actually terribly relatable, I know exactly what he means by "otherwise people around me start to get hurt".

the bgm the topic...... it's so sad it gets me cry so hard

MYSTA 🥹🥹🥹🥹

BRO THE URGE TO JUMP IN THE SCREEN TO HUG HIM

We might won't cry for those who shed tears, but we always cry for those who hold it back.

Being in this stream made me cry so much

I hope he feels better.. even though I couldn’t make it to his last stream and didn’t watch him as much, he was still my first every vtuber I watched when I came into the vtuber community :(( we will miss him

"I don't wanna hurt people man" If that isn't relatable- I'm gonna miss this goof, he was the main reason I found Nijisanji and even tho I wasn't very active on his streams I loved what he did and how much joy he'd bring to everyone around him

He doesn’t realize that his feelings don’t burden us, the thing that hurts us is the bad people who treat him that way and tell him not to show feelings

It hurts hearing him speak about this but for me the part that hurts most is that the second he stared to cry so did I and when he tried to stop I also tried to stop, the part that really hurts is that Mysta, the things he’s saying about his life and his emotions that’s exactly how I am with them that’s why it hurts so much

I don't know this Mysta person but the fact that he cried and explained his feelings, it's just painful to hear. It makes me cry. I feel so bad for him, he deserved better. No one should hate on someone else for being emotional, you should be able to express your feelings, not hold it in. Everyone deserves a shoulder to cry on.

Before Nijisanji I didn't think I'd see myself in anyone ever, so seeing him talk about becoming "emotionless" over time hits home. It's really sad Mysta is dealing with it too :

Im literally holding back my tears cause Im in public rn😭

Hi Mysta (if you ever see this) and Mystakes. I feel this a lot myself. Whenever I am sad about something, I try to push it aside until I can have a moment to myself to cry and feel sad. Although, I sometimes have a hard time holding back and my friends and family notice when I am upset about something. However, sometimes sharing your feelings to someone else can help take some of the hurt away. Humans as a society have learned empathy to deal with our problems. I remember not too long ago, when I heard about your graduation, and it hurt. I was really sad about it, to the point where I couldn't do my job because I was having so much anxiety. It wasn't until I sat with my mom and sobbed into her arms about it that I started to feel better. She has no idea what Vtubers even are, but she was there for me when I was feeling upset because that's how she is. I don't want that story to come off as a guilt trip. I just want you to know that it's okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry, it's okay to be annoyed. What is not okay is shaming others for having these feelings. And to those people who shamed you, I feel bad for them because they probably have a lot of problems. You're a fantastic streamer, online personality, etc. I hope you thrive wherever you go next.

I hope the rest of lexium sees this conforts him. He needs this, I don't want him to be alone.

I hope Mysta can open up more and express his feelings better, and that he realizes he's not a burden to anyone 🧡. This also hit way to close to fucking home, really wish the best for this man.

even though i am not that BIG fan for mysta and i dont know alot...when i saw this i actually cried...i really felt like he is a REALLY pure person and he really deserves the best, i juat hope he is happy in his life💗.

@Zack_Zander

5 ай бұрын

Yea, hoping the best for him at VShojo since he’s definitely seems to be doing a lot better now. I can only wish that Mika also gets to join communicate with him more.

@lisashirosagi333

5 ай бұрын

wait.?? is he in Vshojo now??

@Zack_Zander

5 ай бұрын

@@lisashirosagi333 Search up K9Kuro (He’s hilariously bad at keeping his previous identity, despite that he isn’t required to do so in VShojo.) Nina is also in VShojo as well.

I'm just glad he's in a better place now.

I'm sorry to hear that Mysta. It really is hard for guys.

I can feel what mysta feels...im praying for him to have a happy life with his family and friends 🧡🧡 you will always be my favorite NIJIEN vtuber mysta, i heart you 🫂

This is like one month's ago... But I still cried from this day.. The part where mysta don't want to burden people is just like me like mystakes.. I just hold it even tho my friends is shaming me.. It makes me feel like a burden.. I hope mysta will get better soon.🧡

When he said “ I don’t want them to “ and he made that sound made me tear up..

i wanted to hug him so bad during that stream...

At that moment, I realized that a real person was hiding behind it...

I love the all the support of the community

Awwww I know so many guys that dont wanna hurt ppl and afraid of hurting someone. You remind me so much of someone i once knew this is so sad T^T

Even when on twitter and streams he address hater like a chad. In the end the one who followed him know that Mysta is not a fucking stone that doesn't care about anything but content. Man really is genius content creator and I respect him a lot. Thanks for the memories Mysta. You held well, you did your best. Good luck on your future endeavour. I wish you success. Big enough so we can see you again if you stick in this industry

Mysta is very precious, he may say he has a cold and emotionless exterior.. but I think we all knew already how kind, compassionate and caring he is, and the evidence is all in the interactions he has had with the other livers and moments on stream as well. Seeing how he is always concerned about being careful not to hurt anyone or not make anyone feel burdened... but instead he would hurt himself in the process, and overburden himself, is very painful to witness.. I hope he knows that we are all hurt when he is, because we care about him, and only want him to be happy. He didnt deserve such treatment after opening himself that time, but I hope that from the beginning and now, and even the future, he knows that we wish for him to live well, and happy.

Honestly the part that made me cry was going back to the VOD and seeing chat's reaction. Yes, people gave him shit for feeling the way he does...but seeing chat's reaction made it clear to me that so many more people understand what he's going through, and maybe some of them even feel the exact same way. He just doesn't hear from them as often because humans are evolved to pay much more attention to negativity, even if it comes from a small, small minority. I know I don't want to hurt people either.

2:42 😢😢😢 MYSTAI 🥺💛🧡 i miss you It's okay. Your happiness is mine. The sad feeling of my narcissist Therefore Don't cry. 🧸🎧🎶

Though he has graduated we will always support him and if someone says different they are wrong... Men, no matter what, should be allowed to show their feelings and the shit they get is absolutely ridiculous.

He just described what it's like being "the funny friend". Always trying to crack jokes, trying to keep the mood light and funny, never showing other people your emotional side which makes them think you don't need comforting and shit. But as soon as you even shed a tear, you get so much shit for it which makes you bottle up all of your emotions. There will always be people who will say "its okay to cry" and whatnot but as soon as you do, nobody wants to hear about it. You hide that part of yourself away from everyone so all they see is your "goofy" side. I've been in his shoes before, the only difference being that it was people who I thought were my friends giving me shit. That was only about 3 people, I couldn't imagine how it feels for hundreds of people telling you horrible things. It takes a massive toll on you. My experience happened all the way back in 2020 and I'm still recovering from the emotional abuse caused by it. I know this is probably jumbled and hard to read but if anyone reading this is currently going through something similar, you are not alone. I don't have much advice to give. Just know that people understand what you are feeling.

mysta is such a sweetheart, he has every right to cry and he shouldn't feel as if he's not allowed to. Its hard for some people to let out things, because of what people have told them in the past. But it doesn't make him annoying for allowing himself to open up his feelings. Its terrible people have told him otherwise, life really isnt fair but its more the people you've met that don't make it easier. I hope for so much happiness for him. He's one of my main comfort streamers

1:35 baby no, if you need to talk- omg my poor baby fox

This is so sad, i hate what he does to himself. This isnt fair :( He's human, he has the right to feel sad and cry. Its unfair of what his past made him grow with, those people are terrible. I wish he knew that he doesnt have to "take responsibility" of his own human emotions and what it does to others, it doesn't matter what others think, you should feel whatever you want to feel. He was and still is at the moment, in a great place. BETTER then what he had to go through in the past, I hope things change and get better in the future after he leaves :((

This makes me want to send Mysta many virtual hugs. I think crying is ok, it’s just a way to let emotions out. It helps a lot sometimes

I stayed up until morning to watch this stream😭 i cried sm at this, its okay to cry Mysta🧡

This is my first time seeing this streamer and I have to say am shocked …. I .. he described how I basically grew up, my childhood ….. man , people being weirded out by my strong feelings and then forcing myself to always bury them …. I feel his pain …. I wish him well and I hope he’s alright

I can’t even explain how sad I am right now…

I wish people would let guys cry, they are allowed too. It’s not immature or “unmanly” it’s okay. Let men cry. Let them show emotion.

I’m really gonna miss him and all his relatable advice and stuff his laugh his breakdowns fuck I’m crying too man 😣

ILL MISS YOU MYSTA!😭😭❤❤

I only recently discovered Nijisanji, and although I never watched a stream of Mysta’s I still manage to miss him. When I look at his old streams and collabs, I wish I could’ve been there along with everyone else on the journey. I love his energy and I respect that he has chosen what he wants instead of continuing down this path when it doesn’t truly make him happiest. I wish him well.

of course sometimes you cant stop yourself from crying, but I think it is acutally really beautiful to have someone cry in your presence, especially if someone lets their walls down to you on purpose. of course Mystas case it is not the usual meaning in private, it is very public (making for lots of kind and...less kind responses), but even if someone cries in front of me and I feel bad for them and want to comfort them, take away what is hurting them, at the same time it is beautiful to me because it is an unfiltered kind of emotion(al expression), that allows for deeper connection if you let it. it is just such a true moment of human-ness that I just dont understand anyone that is unkind to someone who is crying. and if someone has emotions that just need out and you as the other person are not in the headspace to react to that (or watch it), you can always just say that, that you yourself have depleted batteries or whatever it is and excuse yourself from the situation (or just stop watching). it really can be that simple

When Mysta said all he does is hurt people, it's not true, when he collabs with other streamers, i don't see any sad tears from anyone and throughout all his streams, i have always looked forward to his content and laugh at his jokes with the mystakes ,He is human too and has feelings and i believe that he also deserves to open it up to others and be respected. Mysta is like a friend we can look up to when we are down so we should also be the caring friend for him too

Relatable… a lot I don’t wanna make this sentence any longer

The fact that he didn’t wanna cry because he didn’t wanna make anyone else cry…he’s also taken it the wrong way, he’s not hurting us at all when he crys we feel bad for him and cry for him…not because he hurt us..that’s sad to think of-

He's a real person with real feelings and emotions, just like anyone else. I'm so glad that he escaped the toxic idol culture. He's better off without it IMO. I wish him the best and that he goes far with his dreams.

Owh poor mysta , he's never hurt us he makes us so so happy , we're so proud of him ❤️❤️🙏

i dont watch or know him but.. damn man i hope he knows that there are so many people who don't mind and appreciate him as he is 😭🙏 love you man just be yourself and remember you don't always have to be perfect❤

I really feel bad for Mysta.. He doesn't deserve all the negative comments from other people and shit like that. I just wanna give him a big long hug.😔

this is relatable on a whole different level..esp when he mentioned about talking abt stuff makes others annoyed😕

Mysta my man... we love you.

Mysta cry as much as you want. No judgement. Let your emotions out. Crying is a beautiful healthy reaction if you're dealing with strife and frustrations.

i broke down with him too but i hope he knows it wasn’t because he hurt me, but because i love him

I LITERALLY CRIED SO MUCH DURING THIS STREAM ESPECIALLY THIS PART, I WISH THAT HE COULD SEE HIMSELF AS WORTHY. WHEN HE CRIES I DONT FEEL HURT I DONT THINK ANY MYSTAKES DO. I FEEL A WEIRD SENSE OF COMFORT IDK ITS JUST NO ONE COMES TO ME FOR COMFORT SO MYSTA CRYING OBVIOUSLY MAKES ME CRY BUT IM HAPPY THAT HE'S AT LEAST A BIT OPEN ABOUT HIS REAL FEELINGS TO US. AND I HATE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE SHITTED ON HIM FOR JUST BEING A REGULER STREAMER OR JUST A HUMAN IN GENERAL OF BEING OPEN ABOUT HIS FEELINGS AND HIS LIFE. I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH THAT I ONLY WISH THE BEST FOR HIM. I FEEL UPSET AND SAD ABOUT HIM LEAVING BUT ITS FOR THE BEST, I'LL RESPECT HIS DECISIONS AND CHOICES. ALL OF US HAVE TOO (Sorry I just needed to at least say something, im sorry if any of you dislike any of my opinions and thought, if you do just ignore this and keep going with your day)

What hurts me more is that he felt he had to be an emotionless rock to please people

We love you so much Mysta. Wishing you the best in life and thank you for giving us a great memory all this years….

i relate to this a little too much, he deserves good things & to be emotional if he wants to

Mysta deserves better man..

Side rant: People shouldn’t tell other people or just men that they shouldn’t show emotions…it’s perfectly normal to cry and not crying is supposed to be healthy. Mysta feels that he hurts people by crying and just that he hurts people and it’s relatable. He isn’t alone and people are messed up. We have to normalize this so people stop doing this or they can even hurt themselves thinking that it’s alright when it’s not. He shouldn’t feel upset about crying, no one should because your human and it can’t be helped. You don’t always have to be strong. To Mysta and people who relate, I hope u know that it’s okay to cry, fall apart, or be strong when your not because sometimes the only way to heal is to fall apart. I’m with u guys in the same band wagon. Sending all my love and I’ll keep supporting even after he graduates or if he did already. And sorry this was long 🧡💛🧡

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