My Story • Living With BPD

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  • @lifewithlinds5087
    @lifewithlinds50873 жыл бұрын

    Just finished watching this whole video. Completely speechless because I never would have guessed you struggled with this. I know a few people who have been taken due to mental illness. Speaking out is the best thing you can do and I admire you so much for telling us your story. Keep always being your beautiful self and showing others you care even on this platform. Sending you a virtual hug Brittany💕💕💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!!! I really appreciate your time to watch this and comment! Thank you so much ♥️♥️♥️

  • @Milablair
    @Milablair3 жыл бұрын

    I'm finally here watching! I'm so sorry Brittany. Thanks for bringing awareness, my mom is bipolar.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for taking the time to watch this video! Hugs to you and your mom 🤗💜

  • @AngiePerryHome
    @AngiePerryHome3 жыл бұрын

    Brittany, you are so brave and strong and beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story. This is so powerful! I am sitting here listening and I have chills because its so honest and raw. This will help so many people feel like they are not a lone. So proud to call you my friend💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Awwwww! Thank you girl! I know this was a long one but I appreciate all your support!! I'm so glad we are friends!!! I'm thankful for you ♥️♥️♥️

  • @mckallacall9122
    @mckallacall91223 жыл бұрын

    Brittany, there is tears in my eyes after watching this. Thank you so much for sharing.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this video and comment! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @TammyFernsYT
    @TammyFernsYT3 жыл бұрын

    Oh Britt, my heart just breaks for you, hearing your story. Thank you for sharing your struggles. I would never have guessed you’d been through all that you have, and I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through that. Sending you a big hug 😢😘❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!! Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment!!! I appreciate you 💕💕💕

  • @SallyFunakoshi
    @SallyFunakoshi3 жыл бұрын

    Everyone has a story, some are more intense and sensitive than others. Just as you said, I am beyond proud of how far you've come. I believe it is so important to reflect on your accomplishments. This is something you didn't have to share to the public, but the fact that you did only displays STRENGTH. Books always helped me get through rough times as well. I have a whole book shelf of "self help" type of books and even though I read them, I like to keep them as a reminder. You are doing great Brittany! Don't ever think any less.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!!!! I really appreciate you And all good support!!!! I'm so thankful to be apart of this awesome community!! Thank you 💕💕💕

  • @acleanhousewithmuddyboots4572
    @acleanhousewithmuddyboots45723 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being so brave and sharing your story. It just goes to show you never know what someone is going through behind the scenes. I also had gallstones that they couldn't do anything about until I had delivered. It was a pain I would not wish on anyone and I use to dread waking up because I was scared I would get attack that day. There are so many people who are going to benefit from hearing this and stories like this. We definitely need to talk more about mental illness and break this stigma around it. You belong here and you are so loved ❤💓💖💖

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this video and comment! Yes- gallbladder attacks are the worst pain!! Thank you for being so kind ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @GlamburgerGlam
    @GlamburgerGlam3 жыл бұрын

    I think it's awesome that you are sharing your story. Wow, look at you kicking butt and graduating early. You're awesome! I definitely had postpartum depression after each of my boys and didn't get help for it. It was horrific. It was like I just didn't want to admit it to myself. Alcohol and looking for attention from other men (even though my husband is amazing and has always made me feel like the most beautiful and special girl in the world) were the things I turned to to make me feel better. That time of my life was absolute hell. I thank God all the time that Brian loves me so much and knew that that wasn't me, and he never left my side. I'm so thankful that Josh recognized that you needed help, and loved you enough to help you get it. Having that support means everything. I am so happy that you got the help you need and that you now know when you are in a place where you need help. Sending you tons of love, Brittany.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Awwwww thank you so much!!!!! Thank you for sharing your story with me. Feels nice knowing you're not alone! Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment! Appreciate the support so much! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @itslifewithtammy
    @itslifewithtammy3 жыл бұрын

    Back when I was young 10 11 12 13....they never spoke about mental health in adolescents and it turns out when I was 23 I was diagnosed with GAD Moderate depression and OCD... All those years suffering.. It's so sad that we don't see mental illness in children soon enough to help them navigate through life with thier illness and that they can get through it. Love this Brittany and so proud of you for being so brave and sharing your story. Sending a huge virtual hug........ Sending.... 🤗🤗🤗🤗♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yes!! Mental illness wasn't really talked about then....and that's why it's so important to talk About it now and spread awareness! I appreciate you so much for taking the time to watch this!! If you are ever having a hard day, my inbox is always open! Appreciate you ♥️♥️♥️

  • @itslifewithtammy

    @itslifewithtammy

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos Thank you girl! Same here! 🤗

  • @HomemakingWithThisMama
    @HomemakingWithThisMama3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story! Brittany I am so glad we have met through Social media!! You are a strong brave and beautiful woman!!! I’m still watching but wanted to go ahead and comment and keep watching!!❤️🥰🤗🤗🙏🏾

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm so glad we met too!!!! Thank you so much for taking the time to watch, I know it's a long one. Appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @ChristinasHome
    @ChristinasHome3 жыл бұрын

    You are so brave to share this, I’m sure it will help others dealing with the same thing 💗

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! Appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @mrschandler
    @mrschandler3 жыл бұрын

    You are a very brave woman. I don't know if you are aware but I work with individuals with DD(Developmental Delays), Bipolar Disorders, Schizophrenia, Autism, Depression, Drug & Alcohol Abuse, etc..... I have not only worked with individuals that have taken psych meds but I have administered the meds for over 20 years now. I've worked in the capacity of Case Manager, Residential Counselor(direct care), Program Assistant, and Group Home Manager. I've experienced and witnessed a lot over the years. My heart goes out to you and your family. Everyone is affected when a family member is suffering. Continue to be exactly who you are. You, my friend, are AMAZING!!!!🙏🙌❤

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    I had no idea! That is amazing and you are such a wonderful person! Thank you for taking the time to watch and to comment! Appreciate you ♥️♥️♥️

  • @mrschandler

    @mrschandler

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos I'm always here if you need me🙏🙌

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, I appreciate that 💜

  • @kalalrubaei1797
    @kalalrubaei17973 жыл бұрын

    I am so proud of you “you have always been pushing forward “ and you are a very inspiring person to me so proud !!!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!! 💕💕

  • @pricechecknaa_
    @pricechecknaa_3 жыл бұрын

    I’m halfway through the video and I’m shocked. I never would have known you were dealing with this. I think you are so brave for sharing this. I know this will help those who are in the process of being diagnosed or already going through this. Thank you for sharing your story and information on BPD💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hey girl! Thank you for taking the time to watch this video and comment! Really means a lot to me! A lot of people didn't know that I live with BPD or what BPD even is. I'm glad I could share this and I pray it helps others! Thanks again 💜💜💜

  • @GeizelVerali
    @GeizelVerali3 жыл бұрын

    Brittany my friend...First off you are soo brave for speaking up and telling your story...You are beautiful...you are amazing...you are enough...You are loved!!! By telling your story you are helping yourself and others deal with mental illness...💞💞💞 You keep going and keep being the amazing mom and wife you are💞💞 sending you hugs 💞💞

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!!!! I appreciate you taking the time to watch and your sweet comment!!!! Thank you ♥️♥️♥️

  • @clilia_nissko_
    @clilia_nissko_3 жыл бұрын

    Brittany thank you for sharing your story, this story will help so many people. I thank God for protecting and keeping you safe through the hardships ❤️🙏🏾

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!! I appreciate your support ❤️❤️❤️

  • @itslifewithtammy
    @itslifewithtammy3 жыл бұрын

    Thank thank you for sharing your story Brittany. Your being so brave telling your story. Just know by telling your story it's going to help so many knowing they are not alone and that thier is hope. Luv ya lady! Your such a beautiful mama and you should know your feelings matter , your life is valued. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment!!! I appreciate the support!! Love ya!!!!!! 🥰🥰❤️🥰

  • @LoveCleanTina
    @LoveCleanTina3 жыл бұрын

    You are so brave to share this story! I know your story will help others and I send you a big hug and so much love! 💜

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!!!!! Appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @WaddlesonInn
    @WaddlesonInn3 жыл бұрын

    Literally sat here in silence listening to you "word for word" and I have no words to this. Practically speechless, my heart breaks for you but.... Its so moving, so relatable, it hits me deeply, and I have such a huge understanding and connection with you. I praise you for speaking out, telling us your story, and relating to others with this mental illness. Keep being wonderful, beautiful and you. You're loved, your needed, your worthy my sweet friend. I'm here for you! You're such a strong person and thank you for sharing this with us.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this video and comment!!! That means so much to me!! 💜💜💜

  • @CleanItWithRona
    @CleanItWithRona3 жыл бұрын

    I had to go to the store and run errands, so I came back to finish the video. I’m so happy that you have gotten to a better place! Thank you for being brave enough to share this story with us…you are going to help so many people! You are so blessed…you definitely have been making up for “lost” time with your babies and family! 💙💛

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!! Really appreciate you taking the time to watch this! 💕💕💕

  • @HomemakingwithHeatherYT
    @HomemakingwithHeatherYT3 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry that you have to struggle with this. I'm happy that you found a therapist who actually helped you. I know alot of them don't listen or are just not the right fit or just want to put you on everything under the sun. If your having a bad day just remember you have so many friends that are here for you. ❤❤❤

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!! Thank you for taking time to watch this and for leaving a sweet comment! Appreciate your support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @ChristinasHome
    @ChristinasHome3 жыл бұрын

    You told your stores so beautifully. 💗💗I sat here just glued to my phone! I have a few close family members with schizophrenia& bipolar & it’s so hard to know how to be there for them! Thank you for the book recommendations, I’m thinking it may help even though they have something a bit different

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! Thank you for watching!! I think those books can still definitely help!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @ChristinasHome

    @ChristinasHome

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos 💗

  • @DIYwithJJackson67
    @DIYwithJJackson673 жыл бұрын

    Hey Girly, thanks for sharing your story. You never know someone's story, I'm speechless. Thank you for being transparent and brave to share your story, this will help someone.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much for taking the time to watch and comment! I appreciate the support so much ❣️❣️❣️

  • @destinyisavibe1843
    @destinyisavibe18433 жыл бұрын

    First I want to say brit you are truly a beautiful woman. Its awesome that you are sharing your story. I know so many will relate to your honest raw authenticity. I always tell people dont judge a book by its cover because you never know what a person been through or are going through. We are all a work in progress. Im glad you dont have to take medicine right now and you able to manage. Much love and light to you queen 🙌💜👑

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time with watch this video and comment! I appreciate you so much ♥️♥️♥️

  • @GlammedByNatalie
    @GlammedByNatalie3 жыл бұрын

    I have to commend you and give you the most amount of respect that you chose life for your child, and you didn't let others' opinions hold you back. We need more people like you in the world, Brittany! You're a living testimony of what it means to be strong and selfless.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Awwwww thank you so much!!! I really appreciate you watching and commenting!!!; Thank you 💕💕💕💕

  • @MommyMaine
    @MommyMaine3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being so brave and transparent with this topic. I'm sure this will bring awareness to your story. You are loved 😍❤ _Britt_

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely! I hope this video can help at least one person. Then I know it was worth opening up. Thank you for taking time to watch ♥️

  • @angiemcconnell9065
    @angiemcconnell90653 жыл бұрын

    Brittany, you are one of the strongest people I know. I am so proud of you and feel blessed to call you my friend. I love you!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Awwwwww!!!!! Love you!!!!!!! Thank you so much 🥰🥰💕

  • @TheVelasquezFamily
    @TheVelasquezFamily3 жыл бұрын

    You are so strong for even sharing this part of your life! Thank you for spreading awareness and maybe even potentially helping others by sharing your story. 💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this video and comment! Appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @lornaelizabeth6290
    @lornaelizabeth62904 ай бұрын

    I just want to say thank you. I am 42 now.. and just isn’t the process of getting a diagnosis for bpd. I have suspected this for years. I fell pregnant at 16 also.. I have brought up two wonderful alone. They saved me also. I think I have been so focused on my children and mainly avoiding relationships my symptoms were less. I had managed to compartmentalise everything for years. Now they have grown up and I have been entering relationships again… I realise that it’s time to really get better and face everything I never faced. It’s been a few years of unraveling and coming to terms with a lot! (I did suffer a heap of abuse) Thank you for sharing your story xx

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    4 ай бұрын

    Hi there!! I'm so glad this video has found you and helped in someway. Reaching out for help and answers can be scary but you are so brave and worthy of help and care. I know how hard it is to open up and process darkness but the light you find within with shine brighter. Wishing you all the best 🫶✨️

  • @ohsweethomeschool
    @ohsweethomeschool3 жыл бұрын

    Oh Brittany.. you are extremely brave. I am halfway through the video and wish I could just give you a huge hug 💕 Love you!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! Love you lots!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @ErikasHomeRefresh
    @ErikasHomeRefresh3 жыл бұрын

    I watched the entire thing and I'm so happy that you're in a better place right now. Your family is SO lucky to have you. I think this video would help people with such a wide range of things, starting with understanding. So glad you posted this! I'm sure it wasn't easy.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you much! Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment! I appreciate you ♥️♥️♥️

  • @TheHouseofParker
    @TheHouseofParker3 жыл бұрын

    Oh my sweet Brittany! This was so beautiful! I am so proud of you for sharing! You probably helped so many people with this! I am so glad that you were brave enough to explore all the options that were available and decided you were enough and important to get the help you needed! I AM GLAD YOU FOUND THERAPISTS THAT WORKED WELL FOR YOU!! It is ok to change therapists if you need to! Thanks for bringing the awareness to this platform! Love you!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much friend! I really appreciate you taking the time to watch and to comment!!! Means so much to me!! Love you lots!!! 💕💕💕

  • @tiffanyjetter7254
    @tiffanyjetter72543 жыл бұрын

    Hey Brittany!! I’m here watching. Your so brave to mention this. I suffer from anxiety,adhd and maybe I’m bipolar idk I feel weird a lot .

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry you struggle as well 😟 thank you for watching and supporting 💕

  • @safetycitychic
    @safetycitychic3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. It takes a lot to open up like you did. I'm here if you ever need a friend. I'm so proud of you and talking about mental health. My daughter is going to school and is learning so much about mental health and has a club at school on this as well. 🙂❤ Just know that you are doing awesome and I look up to you.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    It's great to hear that your daughter is learning about it at school!! Speaking about mental health more is so important!! Thank you so much for taking the time to watch! I appreciate the support so much ♥️♥️♥️

  • @JessicaMyrose
    @JessicaMyrose3 жыл бұрын

    Brittany this so raw and so brave! I believe I this can be super helpful for people! TFS and opening up this way!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this video and comment! I appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @KarliYoung
    @KarliYoung3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for being brave & wanting to bring awareness for others who may also be struggling as well. I am so sorry that you have felt this way for so long, you are beautiful inside & out & I pray that one day you truly believe that & see that within yourself sweet friend! ❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Awwww thank you so much!!!!! I really appreciate you taking the time to watch this and leave such a sweet uplifting comment! I appreciate you 💕💕💕

  • @ThePandaClan
    @ThePandaClan3 жыл бұрын

    Oh my!! I could not have gallbladder attacks during my whole pregnancy! That one that sent me to the ER is enough!!!😱😱😱😱

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Right?!!! They are extremely painful 😣😭

  • @we_are_the_wesners

    @we_are_the_wesners

    3 жыл бұрын

    I had gallbladder attacks through 2 pregnancies and the second time around was way worse!!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Such a horrible pain!!😟

  • @kalalrubaei1797
    @kalalrubaei17973 жыл бұрын

    So proud of you for speaking up and being brave , it is very helpful for the ones going through this xx

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! Appreciate the support ♥️

  • @kaseym.
    @kaseym.3 жыл бұрын

    I am crying. I am so so sorry you have dealt with this. The person you have become is so so strong. You’re so beautiful and an amazing mom!!! I’m so proud to call you my friend!!! 💜

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!!!!! I'm so glad to have you as my friend!!!! Talking to you everyday makes my day! Thank you for watching and all your support 🥰💕💕

  • @ellegantly_elle4866
    @ellegantly_elle48663 жыл бұрын

    What an inspirational story. You are so brave for sharing your struggles and what you’ve been through... I would have never guessed. While I personally don’t struggle with any mental health disorders, I do have a family member who does, so this hit close to home. You are strong, you are beautiful, you are needed, and you are loved. Never forget that!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!! I appreciate your support and kindness!!! Thank you ❣️❣️❣️

  • @SimplyBethany
    @SimplyBethany3 жыл бұрын

    Hey sweet friend! I appreciate you sharing something like this. You are wonderful.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!! Appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @selmacehic8057
    @selmacehic80573 жыл бұрын

    Thank you thank you for sharing this 💞 I cant even imagine sharing this but I am so amazed by you everyday. This video can save someone life. Your not only an amazing mama and wife but your also an amazing friend. You are sooo deserving of everything good in your life 💞💞 cant say enough how much I appreciate you and josh I love you even more now!!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    I love you so much!!!!!!! Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment!!! Thank you for being my best friend and for always being here for me!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕

  • @raysamichellmomof5
    @raysamichellmomof53 жыл бұрын

    Good morning Brittney! I'm here watching! You are so brave girl! Thanks for sharing your story and spreading awareness!!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much girl! I appreciate all the kindness and support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @sonyaeve
    @sonyaeve3 жыл бұрын

    Speechless but so happy you were able to share! Sending love

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch and comment! Appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @GlammedByNatalie
    @GlammedByNatalie3 жыл бұрын

    You have to have a lot of courage to make a video like this and be as vulnerable as you are. I'm crying right now because you are so beautiful, and I'm so sorry you've ever felt this way.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much girl! I'm sorry I made you cry 😢 but I'm so grateful for the support especially in this video! Hugs 🤗💜

  • @Leahthisandthat
    @Leahthisandthat3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks so much for your story Brittany. You are an inspiration. To come out the other side of all this so positive is very encouraging. You are amazing. I’m always here. Thank you for sharing 💕💞❤️❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch and comment!!! I appreciate the support so much 💕💕💕

  • @ejmakesus6
    @ejmakesus63 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story . You are so brave & inspirational bringing awareness to others . Bless you ❤️ sending you an abundance of love your way.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!! I appreciate all the support and kindness!! Thank you 💗💗😊

  • @ToFinallyLive
    @ToFinallyLive3 жыл бұрын

    i admire you for sharing this and bring awareness about BPD. you are a strong woman Brittany.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Awwww! Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this & comment! Really appreciate the support!!! 💜💜💜

  • @VeronicaVlogs
    @VeronicaVlogs3 жыл бұрын

    I feel like doing this, you talking about this is good step as far as realizing what you went through, had the courage to get help, and knowing that it’s something that you are going to live with, but you being here and alive is such a blessing, Your story has touched my heart, and know that you are so much stronger than you think. My prayers go out to you ♥️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much friend!!!!! I really appreciate your support and kindness!!!!! Thank you! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @VeronicaVlogs

    @VeronicaVlogs

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos thank you too Brittany for all your support as well! ♥️

  • @ohsweethomeschool
    @ohsweethomeschool3 жыл бұрын

    Your story is very similar to my sister-in-law’s. They diagnosed her with PTSD. She did end up in the psych ward. I’ve never known exactly how to help her.. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I will let her know about the therapies and the books you suggested 💕 We are all here for you. You can message me day or night. You are SO strong! You’re an amazing mother 💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you girl for taking the time to watch! I'm so sorry to hear about your sister in law. EMDR therapy might really help her!!! Thank you for being her for me! I appreciate you ♥️♥️♥️

  • @ScoobyDooMomofTwo
    @ScoobyDooMomofTwo3 жыл бұрын

    You are so courageous sharing your journey. Raising awareness for others is absolutely amazing. I’m sure you are helping so many others. Btw- Love your shirt! Thank you for sharing your story. 🤗

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! I appreciate you taking the time to watch and comment! 💕💕

  • @LindsaysSerendipity
    @LindsaysSerendipity3 жыл бұрын

    Hi Brittany! Here catching up. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are an inspiration. I feel like not many people talk about these things and I hope many other people going through the same thing will have this video to relate to. ❤️BTW I didn’t realize you had twins!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment! Really appreciate it! Yes, they are 11 years old! Boy and girl and look nothing a like 😃 thanks again ♥️♥️♥️

  • @ThePandaClan
    @ThePandaClan3 жыл бұрын

    Hi I’m here watching!! I love hearing your story and getting to know you more my friend!! You are so so brave and so beautiful for doing this❤️❤️❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! I appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @HomemakingQueen
    @HomemakingQueen3 жыл бұрын

    Hey luv! I just got done watching! Im proud of you for sharing your story and you are a strong and beautiful woman and I'm glad you have a great hubby by ur side to help you through. I'm sure your story will touch alot of people as it has me! Thank you for sharing!🖤💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hey beauty! Thank you so so much for taking the time to watch and comment!! I appreciate you so much ♥️♥️♥️

  • @youreverydaymomma1201
    @youreverydaymomma12013 жыл бұрын

    You are so strong mama ! Thanks for sharing your story with all of us ♥️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for watching! I appreciate the support so much ❣️❣️❣️

  • @LivinglifewithHopeS
    @LivinglifewithHopeS3 жыл бұрын

    You are so brave for making this video. I admire you! Thank you for sharing

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate your kindness and support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @ilincaw
    @ilincaw3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story and being brave. Sending you lots of hugs and love. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for watching!! Appreciate the support 💕💕💕

  • @lee-13
    @lee-133 жыл бұрын

    Very transparent! Thanks for sharing your story

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for watching! Appreciate your support 💕

  • @gingerchandler7111
    @gingerchandler71113 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being so brave and sharing something so private. I know it wasn't easy. I'm glad you are in a better place within yourself now. You are so beautiful, so loved and so needed. Keep working on you and loving yourself as much as you love everyone else 💕 I live you girl❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate you taking the time to watch and comment! Love you 😘💖

  • @fortunechannel9018
    @fortunechannel90183 жыл бұрын

    Nice sharing . keep it up .Best wished . Keep going 🎁🙏

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! ♥️

  • @schoolinformation5893
    @schoolinformation58933 жыл бұрын

    Great sharing dear friend 💕💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @barbarapeterson8030
    @barbarapeterson80303 жыл бұрын

    TO GOD THE GLORY! SHARED TO THE BURGH

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @servedraw8122
    @servedraw81223 жыл бұрын

    I love you sis. Thank you for sharing this . I’m so happy you were able to open up n talk about this ❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    I love you!!!! Thank you for your support ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @NatashaEstelle
    @NatashaEstelle3 жыл бұрын

    Hi Brittany thanks for sharing it takes alot of courage to open up. We're here for you😘😘

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate you taking the time to watch and comment ♥️♥️♥️

  • @ThePetCoachsub_confirmation1
    @ThePetCoachsub_confirmation13 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing this video 🤟😊

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!!

  • @mamas_on_a_budget
    @mamas_on_a_budget3 жыл бұрын

    wow you are so amazing for sharing this!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for watching and supporting! I appreciate it so much ♥️♥️♥️

  • @nishfaith
    @nishfaith3 жыл бұрын

    love this! so brave and strong of you for sharing💫

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! Appreciate the support 💗💗💗

  • @rebeccalunsford9372
    @rebeccalunsford93722 жыл бұрын

    Brittney I am so sorry that you go though this. I can't imagine what this is like. I also suffer depression for a mess of reasons. Sharing your story as hard as it is will help others. I am big advoate for mental health. Thank you for sharing Brittany.❤

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so very much!!! I'm so sorry you struggle as well!! Thank you for taking the time to watch this video and comment, appreciate the support 💜

  • @rebeccalunsford9372

    @rebeccalunsford9372

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos Thank you for your support as well. We all need to stick together.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    2 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely 💜💜

  • @ateshiasjourney1111
    @ateshiasjourney11113 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. I learn a lot from your video. You are a amazing strong woman.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this and comment! I appreciate the support ♥️

  • @kaseym.
    @kaseym.3 жыл бұрын

    I am SO proud of you!!! Watching now!!! Love you!!!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Love you!!!? Thank you for watching ♥️♥️♥️

  • @CleanItWithRona
    @CleanItWithRona3 жыл бұрын

    Britt, here watching and already want to say I’m giving you a virtual hug 🤗

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!! I really appreciate your support!!!!! Means a lot to me 💕💕💕

  • @ejmakesus6
    @ejmakesus63 жыл бұрын

    Here watching beautiful ❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! 🥰🥰

  • @issiehanley
    @issiehanley3 жыл бұрын

    Omg girl, you are so inspirational ahhh. I look up to you so much xx🤍🤍

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!! 💕💕

  • @emBraceSinghlife
    @emBraceSinghlife3 жыл бұрын

    Finally here watching my love. 🌸💚

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!! I appreciate you 🥰❣️

  • @leahnjokik.1450
    @leahnjokik.14503 жыл бұрын

    You are very strong 💪 ❤ ♥ and thanks for sharing your story. Its very courageous for you and am sure you are encouraging someone. Sending you love all the way from Kenya 🇰🇪❤.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much!!!! Appreciate your support ♥️

  • @VeronicaVlogs
    @VeronicaVlogs3 жыл бұрын

    I wanted to give myself some time.. and I’m here.. I’m watching.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!! 🥰🥰🥰

  • @we_are_the_wesners
    @we_are_the_wesners3 жыл бұрын

    Hey Brittany! Here for your story!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! Really appreciate the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @hellenista
    @hellenista3 жыл бұрын

    Britt...you'll always be beautiful to me! 🥺🥰😘 Thank you for sharing! I know it can be difficult to share with the world, but it's going to help somebody! (It took me a couple days to respond to this video.) 💕💕💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Awww thank you so much! I really appreciate you and your support!!! Means the world to me ♥️♥️♥️

  • @hellenista

    @hellenista

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos love and hugs your way 😘🫂🫂🫂

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!!! 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

  • @hellenista

    @hellenista

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos ur welcome 💞

  • @MommyMaine
    @MommyMaine3 жыл бұрын

    👋🏻 _Britt_ Here watching! 💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you friend ♥️

  • @OrganizedWithJoy
    @OrganizedWithJoy3 жыл бұрын

    Hey Brittany, catching up on videos today. Thank you so much for being courageous enough to share your story! I'm so sorry for some of the hardships you have gone through. I'm so glad you have been able to get therapy and go through a process of healing from the hurts you experienced. That's amazing that Josh has been so supportive and even got those books to help him better understand your diagnosis. He's a keeper!!😊💗

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    He's definitely a keeper 😉 thank you so so much for taking the time to watch and to comment! I can't thank you enough for all the support!!! Means so much to me 💕💕💕

  • @OrganizedWithJoy

    @OrganizedWithJoy

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos Of course!! Love your channel!!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!!!!! I love yours just as much ❤️

  • @LifeWithTheLovedays
    @LifeWithTheLovedays3 жыл бұрын

    You are so brave for sharing your story!!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much 💕💕💕

  • @dorcharlesfoyer6179
    @dorcharlesfoyer61793 жыл бұрын

    Nice video dear may God bless you 🙏

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much ♥️♥️♥️

  • @emBraceSinghlife
    @emBraceSinghlife3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing Brit, I'm sorry you have had to deal with this. I think you have done so well because I would have never guessed. Thanks for sharing with us, it was such a bold move but a positive one. I see in the comments that you have helped some people to be more aware and that's superb. Sending love, light and hugs. Stay amazing! 🌸💚

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Helping people and bringing awareness was the whole purpose for this video so seeing that I've done that has made me so so happy!! I appreciate you taking the time to watch and comment! I appreciate the support so much!!! 💗💗💗

  • @emBraceSinghlife

    @emBraceSinghlife

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos You are so welcome my darling. I genuinely enjoy your content and getting to know you more.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Appreciate the support so much 💕

  • @emBraceSinghlife

    @emBraceSinghlife

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos You're welcome love.

  • @saituitionclass481
    @saituitionclass4813 жыл бұрын

    I watched Full vedio sister I admire your I am new friend here 👍

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! 💕

  • @leslir4723
    @leslir47233 жыл бұрын

    So brave of you to share Brittany. This video is going to help so, so many people. I really believe all things are good for those in Jesus Christ. Your journey, all you have been through in your battle is going to help so many people. This platform you have now is only going to get bigger. Sending lots of love your way! 💓

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this video and comment!!! I really appreciate your kindness and support!! 💕💕💕

  • @FamiliaRamirezFOOTAGE
    @FamiliaRamirezFOOTAGE3 жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    ♥️

  • @itslifewithtammy
    @itslifewithtammy3 жыл бұрын

    This is tearing me up😢😢😢😢

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    It's definitely a hard video. But I thank you so much for watching!!!!! ,♥️♥️♥️

  • @jules3135
    @jules31353 жыл бұрын

    Awww, hugs Brittany!!! 🫂🥺

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you! Love ya 😘

  • @jules3135

    @jules3135

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos I really appreciate you sharing this, I know it was hard. 🫂🥺 I truly appreciate when people open up about there mental health because it has shown me that its okay to ask for help. I have so many of those same traits but never had anybody care enough to say oh I think she may need help. Now here I am as a mom struggling, and I know that I NEED help, Had I not heard so many ppls stories, I would’ve just continued thinking my I just have to deal with feeling that way. Hugs & so much love girl 💕

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm going to cry!!!! I know how hard and scary it can be. You deserve to be happy!! I hope you can get help and my inbox is always open, I hope you know that!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @jules3135

    @jules3135

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@BrittanysBeautifulChaos Thanks love 💕 Mine is open always 🫂

  • @BeatriceLashae
    @BeatriceLashae3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing! New Sub here!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Welcome! I am so glad you are here!!! Thank you so much for watching, supporting and subscribing! Appreciate the support ✨💕

  • @we_are_the_wesners
    @we_are_the_wesners3 жыл бұрын

    Gallstones and gall attacks are the WORST pain I have ever been through and I had 48 hrs of active labor. Went through it twice with 2 pregnancies!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Idk how you survived 2 pregnancies with them!! 😭 Thank you for watching!!! 💓💓💓

  • @tiffanyjetter7254
    @tiffanyjetter72543 жыл бұрын

    I’ve never fit in either. I get that.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    It's a terrible feeling 😢

  • @theouterplanet
    @theouterplanet7 күн бұрын

    He helped save you. We need to save ourselves.

  • @ErikasHomeRefresh
    @ErikasHomeRefresh3 жыл бұрын

    Hi Brittany ❤❤

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hey friend! Thank you for the support ♥️♥️♥️

  • @rebeccalunsford9372
    @rebeccalunsford93722 жыл бұрын

    Josh really loves you Brittney. It was meant to be.

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    2 жыл бұрын

    He absolutely does and I love him too! We make a great team

  • @we_are_the_wesners
    @we_are_the_wesners3 жыл бұрын

    The teen mom stigma makes me sooo angry! Its so ignorant of people honestly!

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    I agree 😞😟

  • @MykeUrbano
    @MykeUrbano3 жыл бұрын

    Like 62

  • @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    @BrittanysBeautifulChaos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!