I found myself sobbing uncontrollably through this tearjerking story not only because of this beautiful girl Ashley but also because her mother's story perfectly coincides with my mother's, so it has just rekindled the horrifying ordeal and inexplicable pain we went through seeing her try to survive through the excruciating pain of tuberculosis paralysis until the day she lost the battle. At least for her mum, she had a sister who gave her solace, where she could eat and at least see that there are still people outside here that care for her. For us it was me, by then I was in class 8,and my two younger brothers. It's like the whole world if not the family, neglected us. She suffered with pain inside the house for 1 and half years until she died. I remember when I had done kcpe and results came and I was number 3 in the county, my mum really cried, she really did. The only thing I could see was freely pouring tears. She couldn't move because the whole body was paralysed. She could only crying for her son. I loved my mum so much and she did the same, in short the storge was unbreakable. So when this lady spoke about her ordeal plus her mum's, I felt it. If I was a millionaire, I would make her the next millionaire today too, because I have a heart of helping also, but all I can tell her for now is, everyone has their worst pages of life in this world, but everyone also has their best pages that they don't wanna stop reading through. I am somehow a clairvoyant and whatever I speak must somewhat come to pass. Today before the almighty God, I speak excessive abundance of blessings, overflowing opulence and affluence in your life in JESUS MIGHTY NAME. You will live to testify about this one day. Be blessed Ashley.

Dear Ashley am so sorry for what you had to go through.. Watching this video brought back memories.. I also happened to nurse my mum while she was sick.. And for me I do process alot through writing: Some people lost their mothers through accidents and some lost their mothers while they were still infants and some even at birth. But then there are some like me who had to some how accompany their mothers to their grave. I watched you go through it all and the memories are still so familar to me ....Sometimes the pictures just reappear and I just can't help it but to break down over and over again. The times when I helped you clean yourself or the times when I fed you until your days on earth became numbered and even though I tried to press the spoon in between your teeth but to no avail.. Today I have heard stories and know that those were the signs that made Grandpa your dad to organize for your transportation back to Miwani..Back to your in law family. Me myself I was still naive by the then to understand this step.. I remember when the day came for you to be taken to Miwani the journey was started in the evening and If it's not for my mouth and this my stubborness. I was to stay back according to your sister's mothers order.. It was when I displayed my madness that Grandpa said I had to travel with you.And am glad I did because if I were to stay back and the news of your death had reached me from Kitale I don't know if I would have still been alive to tell the story. When we got to Miwani I felt like a stranger in the compound my father called home I remembered the last time we visited Grandma that was long before we moved to Kitale long before you lost your job long before things got messy... But I was welcomed by Grandma and other family members and that made me feel a little bit safe. Aterry, Teresa that is name the used to address me acknowleding the fact I was named after your mother in law.It felt good we all know how we were being treated in kitale at that time so this welcomin gesture was more than welcome. A few days later after arriving to Miwani you took your last breath...And because your corpse was not taken to mortuary to be prepared for burial but rather was prepared locally at home I experience it all. They took you from the bed you were lying and laid you down on a mat and they cleaned you up and even though I stood there watching and I knew you are never going to wake up again.. It took me ages to accept it and to talk freely about the experience. Though it was your journey... I was apart of it from the beginning to the end and somehow it became apart of me..a part of my story and also my journey..

@missydemaumcojwach9367

2 жыл бұрын

@josphy film Thank you but there are certain things one can't forget about but one learn to live with them. I have already dedicated a song to her.. kzread.info/dash/bejne/k6WrlNqshq-firA.html

@maryammohammed4403

2 жыл бұрын

@@missydemaumcojwach9367 this has really touched my heart 😥 am very sorry for your loss take your time to grieve for your mum but please don't lose yourself while at it...may God Almighty guide you through 🙏🏾

Presenter Ali, I hope you realize you are the future of the country!!! Excellent work bro !!

Can't stop shedding tears,be strong my sister,God is got your back, you're a strong lady. 😭😭😭😭

NEVER follow bad people anywhere, let them do what they want to do in the street, even if they threaten you, dont FOLLOW where they lead you...

Drop a like if you think we'd meet Ashley and support her,as we pray together...☺thanks she trusts in God

@tinamonyangi5881

2 жыл бұрын

You're full of wisdom.

@brianadventure254

2 жыл бұрын

@@tinamonyangi5881 thank you

@neemachemtairealtestimonyk9710

2 жыл бұрын

This wise ... how can we

@brianadventure254

2 жыл бұрын

@@neemachemtairealtestimonyk9710 we just let her create an Account.and see what we can do...she's my friend

@neemachemtairealtestimonyk9710

2 жыл бұрын

@@brianadventure254 ok

Ashley you are a conqueror and you'll conquer all the battles,You are a strong a woman and God's grace will be sufficient ♥️

Am really sorry girl you have gone through a lot😩 receive my hugs 🤗😍 God is with you🙏

Some things are spiritual and like a curse, especially something that happens over and over. You should pray and disconnect yourself against the spirit of rape so that it doesn't affect your generation to come. Life is spiritual.

@queensofstyleandbeauty3849

2 жыл бұрын

True

@denisgwela2178

2 жыл бұрын

True

My mom got sick n I started washing her wen I was 11yrs old.i never saw her sisters till the day of burial. Now am turning 30 yrs on January. Am I Saudi working. Sometimes I picture if she was alive ningemueka maisha poa.

@tziheriamboka1642

2 жыл бұрын

Hugs dear

@esscatenyc5523

2 жыл бұрын

Hugs dear 😍

@makenashayne4127

2 жыл бұрын

Hugs dear

May God strengthen you girl, God bless you for taking care of your mom,may her soul continue resting in peace.

So sad, but the title is misleading!! ...Something like 'My mother knew i was raped many times by multiple men before she died'...just a suggestion..greetings from within +254....

So so sad.May God comfort and remove you from all these bondages/chains

pole sana Ashley and thank you for taking care of your mum until the last day,nursing the sick is very tough and challenging.God has a good plan for you.

Rape is worse than anything, being a young mother of a girl it is something very painful and I always pray that she doesn't go through rape. I am sure you mum was also suffering because of everything that was happening to you over and over. Death again hits so hard. Be strong and may God see you through. Be covered by the blood of Jesus Christ.

To all the silly people telling Ashley not to walk alone at night. We all know we shouldn't. But sometimes it's unavoidable to walk alone, even at night. If people were more outraged at the rapes than passing judgement and silly advice to Ashley about walking alone, maybe we could make steps in addressing the rape culture in this country. STOP POINTING FINGERS AT THE VICTIM. Rape could happen anywhere to anyone. People are always finding a reason to guilt the victim into thinking she somehow brought this on herself. Where is your compassion?

@oobrowyeonarm3339

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Qui. Ashley is the victim here, usually socially isolated, young indeed to be battling all she is when kids her age are studying and building careers. Stop violence against women!

Life is more spiritual than it's physical. Enda deliverance mama. Involve God in everything you do. Never forget to pray. So touching😭😭

@carolynemungai

2 жыл бұрын

True

Ashley dear, I cried watching this, sorry mama, hope God see you through this show,

My mum went through alot before she passed on i would remember how she survived on water for a year she would even just bend down or face the other side sing alot of burial songs call on her dead father too i will never understand upto now nine years down the line i will always miss her

Good Job Ali, I love it when people get a platform to pour their hearts coz it's a way of healing. Ashley is such a strong and courageous girl and I pray that she may get the help she needs to take care of her Bro and grandma.

Daughter’s love towards her mother. May God Bless you.

She's still suffering denial but glad she has come out to share. One step to her healing. She will pull through. Good job Ali

Rape is one thing no mother would want to see happen to their kids .I am so sorry for your pain and loose of your mother stay strong I admire your strength Ashley

So sad 😞 😔 Be strong girl May God comfort you with your brother Rest in peace mama

Because of Ali am In...great job brw

pole sana Ashley, may God give you protection from the hands of the devil, I see great life ahead of you no wonder the enemy is fighting you....have faith in God and all shall be well...Take heart

@lilianwangari8423

2 жыл бұрын

P9

@lilianwangari8423

2 жыл бұрын

O7

May God comfort you girl🙏. You've been through a lot.

Wanaume waafrika bure kabisa instead of protecting wanawake wenu mnawatesa. Mkiona mzungu na mchina na mjikonjolea. Useless fools/ cowards

What this lady has gone through is really unbearable but what I know with God he will never leave u continue hoping for the best.,so sorry dia

Pole sana ,,,,God is always faithful and will open alot of doors.Venye ulisaidia mamako na roho Moja Mungu atakubariki

I'm in tears, I'm so sorry gal.

I think Ashley is living in bondage, she needs to pray and get deliverance plus detach her self from any sin that her close male relatives might have done which may be led to possibly unbroken curse that might go on throughout generations if it's not broken by deliverance. Sorry Ashley your story is touching and I hope God gives you peace and the strength to get over everything. You also need therapy dear it is very important 💐

@esther.6965

2 жыл бұрын

Yes this is definitely spiritual

@carolynemungai

2 жыл бұрын

True

Pole Sana mdogo wangu Ashley Ipo siku utasahau utafurahi maisha yatabadilika nakuombea

I wish you can put CC. I can't understand anything. I subscribed. From South Africa

May God strengthen you girl,You have passed through alot

She needs deliverance hii ni spirit mbaya.May God help you, you will overcome

Aki jameni this is hard...so sorry may God remember... you... You need deliverance.. that's a spirit.. . God is able to restore you...

Why are people so harmless😭😭😭Gal your strong,I think if I were me i would be dead I wouldn't have the courage to see my mum suffer like singekumbali noo..Dear God got u🙏he will do wonders for you..hugs gal I can't control my tears😭😭pole mama

This is so heartbreaking 💔 can't control my tears😭😭take heart God has answers to all this 🙏

Your future is bright pole sana Ashley

Woiye pole sana Ashley. May God give you strength and heal you from Al this pain.

How can a mother that knows what has happened to her daughter tell her to leave? If that was my baby girl, I would make sure she never leave my sight!

@elsiewambui3136

2 жыл бұрын

I know right 🥺🥺🥺🥺 parents are also failing aki

@switysalim9910

2 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭i have 3 girls n cant imagine any one of them having to go thru such an ordeal and then i fail her that big😭😭😭😭am also a teacher n i hate those teachers how could they as if their life will never have hardships😭this girl had a hard time😭😭

@waridim9249

2 жыл бұрын

This is heartbreaking.😰

For everything that has happened to you, pole sana. You can live again because there is a God of a second chance. Take heart gal.

Take heart Ashley ❤️❤️♥️

Such a beautiful lady. Am so sorry for everything.! No one should ever go through all that .

May she find the strength she needs

Put God in control 🙏don't loss hope Ashley

Aki pole Ashley God atakuonekania and take care of your brother, huyo tu ndo mko na yy kwa hii dunia, rest well MAMA

May God open doors for u so that ur suffering turns to happiness I will put u in my prayers and continue being strong God is with u

Ashley it's well baby girl may the good Lord strengthen and comfort you dear 🙏

2021 was a very painful year. I'll never forget December 20th 2021 when the woman who raised me up, whom I called Mom was brutally murdered. Sleep well mama until the second coming of our LORD & SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST 🙏 I am so sorry for your trauma dear,may you find comfort in the LORD

@LifewithSarah827

2 жыл бұрын

Am so sorry

@marynjogu6098

2 жыл бұрын

I am very sorry. May God comfort you.

@justicembithe593

2 жыл бұрын

Its too painful to loose a parent...I lost my dad December 21,2021.. Still healing..may God's grace be sufficient during this trying time that you're going through.

Pole Sana dada future is bright 🙏

Ali Kazi zuri sana hii, I like the way you listen without interrupting

So sorry dia..this is so painful..God will guide and protect u..just put urslf n family in prayers

Sorry for everything , l think you need deliverance and be a prayerful person

So sorry sister Ashley for what you went through..May our Almighty Further protect you 🙏

She is so strong , amepitia mengi sana may God change ur life in Jesus name , utapata kazi ww ni mbarikiwa

Pole sana Ashley you have gone through alot but it's because your star is shinning

Those evils will never have peace on theirs rest of theirs live 😭😭

Her story is so moving,I feel for her,may those guys be cursed forever 😭😭😭😭

*NDUGU ZANGU KWA HESHIMA NA TAADHIMA NAOMBA MUANGALIE VIDEO YA WIMBO UITWAO UNIPENDAGE KWA KUBOFYA PICHA YANGU APO PEMBENI NAAMINI MTAUPENDA 🎶💞🎶🎶🎶💞*

Ali i don't think you enough to handle such interviews, i wish her all the best, she has a sad story

Hugs 💕💗may your soul truly heal. 🙏

Eeee pole dada.You have gone through alot.God will intervene.

Your very strong sister and we love you

Family members are the worst....for me my friends have always stood by me.... Ashley our mum's are our guardian angels...usijali there is always light at the end of the tunnel my sister

I've been crying watching this video 😭😭😭😭😭, no person deserves to be raped. Rape is so shameful. Only the victim can relate. May God give this girl healing and peace, may those people never get peace. Hugs 🫂🫂🫂🫂 baby girl #Bold

Oooh no. Sometimes things happen and we Don't know who to blame and wat to do, the world is so unfair to many, I feel your pain Ashley, take heart ♥my dear. Wat I know is that wen pple wrong you they wil definitely pay some day, and wen their day comes they will pay double the price. Vanity upon vanity all is vanity.

Pole sana my dear sister. May God bless you abundantly

Sorry Ashley it's a heartbreaking story🥺🥺💔

God will see you through he will wipe away those tears..

The story is emotional 😢 bt God is with her🙏

Gal you are really strong Mungu kumbuka watu wako 😭😭😭may those monsters die a painful death

Waaah this is so sad, you have gone through alot Ashley, may God protect you always

@betterlifehouseholds1016

2 жыл бұрын

Praise God Ashley You need deliverance Visit Apostle Manyuru of Jesus Teaching Ministry Donholm You get total deliverance in Jesus Name

In everything you go through God goes with you through it all dear, and nothing jus happens, everything happens for the reason of God jus like it says in job never quit thanking God in all you go through,Though he slay me ye! Will I praise him🙏🙏God is with you and his always been with you🙏and He’ll stil come through you still ❤️

This girl has passed through alot and everything happens with are reson and God was with you all this time and he will never live you you will come out of this situation 🙏🙏

@phyillicenyambura5543

2 жыл бұрын

Amen

May God come through for this girl,she has been through too much for her age. God deliver her please

Take heart Ashley you are so strong may God open your ways

Sorry girl you went through alot dear..pray tho brake that chain and all will be well

May God come through for you Ashley 😭😭😭

May God give you strength

Please Go for prayers Ashley this happenings are spiritual u need to destroy evil alters around u

*A Very Sad Story Binadamu wengine ni wanyama*

For sure ur conqueror gal may allah bless u🙏

What a sad story i am very sorry dear for what you passed through. And may your mum's soul rest in peace

It's really emotional 😭 I can't control my tears,,,may the almighty God protect and bless her abundantly

Dont cry my girl you are blessed

So sorry girl you are strong you have go through alot how can I find you

This is so sad😢😢😢

So confusing,you went through alot girl,can you avoid walking night and alone too. Nimeogopa hata kutembea peke yangu

May the Grace of God be with you 🙏

This life though 😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭 Ashley everything will be okay... Keep on praying

May God deliver you. The story has reminded me of my dad's death he short called too. Mum the same small long call before passing. Mya God rest your mum's soul🙏🙏

@veronicanjoki8544

2 жыл бұрын

Take heart Ashley. May the Lord heal your pains and bless your life.

Jameni....Mungu Baba shuka Kwa ajili ya Ashley

Very sad. Take heart my sister Mungu yupo.

Waah...Ashley is my neighbor...I mean we come from the same estate...Yani nimeshindwa niseme nini....Mwenyezi Mungu akupe nguvu...

@katebarasa

2 жыл бұрын

Pls assist her

This is spiritual weh!

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭umenikumbusha mamangu coz alistrugle akikata roho n nlishuhudia kwa macho mbili 😭😭😭😭😭is so painfull to witness your mum akifa😭😭😭 My dea sister pole kwa ulio pitia ur strong n God atakuwacha uhangaike tena,stay strong.

Ashley take heart I salute you for being brave to talk about it most pple are silent yet there victim of rape both men and women and most rape are caused by pple we know. But God will comfort you

Hugs dear may the almighty God remember you