My first chemotherapy & immunotherapy

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I'm now on day 5 since my infusion and I am slowly coming back to life. I had no idea what to expect from chemotherapy and it's been pretty rough if I'm honest.
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  • @abens9974
    @abens9974 Жыл бұрын

    It never fails to amaze me how people can feel emboldened to criticize people when they are in a vulnerable position. And criticize you for what? Sharing what's going on in your life on your OWN channel? THAT is what is bizarre - not that you're concerned about losing your hair (who wouldn't have at least some degree of concern about that?- I would as well because I really love my hair). Please ignore people like this. I guarantee it's an extreme minority who have this sort of narrow-minded, ignorant, unsympathetic view. Keep showing up as you - that's certainly what makes me want to keep following you. 💛

  • @truthbeknown6317

    @truthbeknown6317

    Жыл бұрын

    Hurt people hurt others

  • @abens9974

    @abens9974

    Жыл бұрын

    @@truthbeknown6317 everyone deals with some degree of pain and trauma in life. I agree with your statement but it's not an excuse.

  • @joybeasley3659

    @joybeasley3659

    Жыл бұрын

    Couldn’t have put it better than you did. I completely agree.

  • @truthbeknown6317

    @truthbeknown6317

    Жыл бұрын

    @@abens9974 totally agree Amy. People who troll others who are going through so much are downright vile and nasty. We have all been hurt one way or another in our lives and we learn to treat others with kindness, but these nasty people have no empathy, zero compassion and must live an empty miserable life

  • @Emma-Rose

    @Emma-Rose

    Жыл бұрын

    Well said. I totally agree. People can be so cruel. If they haven’t got anything nice to say then keep it shut. Those of us that are here care and appreciate you Amanda xx

  • @beccaed58
    @beccaed58 Жыл бұрын

    Your pup is such a lovebug. He seems so concerned and wants to love on you. Such a treasure 🧡 Praying that all goes well 🙏🏾

  • @sandrajewitt6050
    @sandrajewitt60502 ай бұрын

    As someone who is about to go through chemo, I appreciate you talking about the experience.

  • @donnamichalec3299
    @donnamichalec3299 Жыл бұрын

    I for one would like to thank you for your courage and bravery in putting your journey out there for everyone. Your words are so courageous and so truthful. I am 18 months into the cancer journey and you give me such determination that this too shall pass. Keep on being you. We love you. ❤️

  • @nancymandle5215
    @nancymandle5215 Жыл бұрын

    so sorry that former subscriber said some very hurtful and inappropriate things. The rest of us, no doubt, want to support you in any way that will help you. Besides, your videos are and will help others who are touched by cancer in addition to helping yourself. I follow several vloggers dealing with medical issues and you have all help me and my loved ones. Thank you for your honest videos. And please know, through your video, i now know to ask for cold cap therapy for my nearly waist long hair if i develop another cancer that requires chemo.

  • @FireAndRainGrace
    @FireAndRainGrace Жыл бұрын

    Please know how much others like me appreciate your videos. Thank you so much for sharing. The biggest thing that I take away from your videos is how to care for the people in my life and my community. I am really grateful for your vulnerability and your sharing, despite the pain you're feeling. Immensely grateful for your perspective.

  • @Me_1983-
    @Me_1983- Жыл бұрын

    Forget the miserable haters. Girl you are brave, you are strong, and honestly sharing your story helps others prepare and not feel alone in their journey. I appreciate you letting us in and also hoping you are finding comfort in talking with us in sharing your experience. Gentle hugs, you are a warrior

  • @barbschneider755
    @barbschneider755 Жыл бұрын

    Be yourself and ignore those haters. I pray you are having some good moments in your day.

  • @28jewelsboogie
    @28jewelsboogie Жыл бұрын

    You are developing a community of people who understand and along the way you will run into judgmental people who have no idea what the treatment of cancer is like and who don’t have empathy or the experience to formulate and intelligent opinion. Thank you for your honesty and I am so sorry that the pain and uncomfortableness of cancer is upon you. Keep fighting and talking. You are helping people and your self more importantly, by your candor❣️

  • @nancyflaherty7038
    @nancyflaherty7038 Жыл бұрын

    By sharing this road and season you’re in, you’re helping those going through the same treatment. Your dog is precious and wants to comfort you. Praying and sending good vibes your way! 🌺🌺🌺🌺

  • @kristinarnesen3152
    @kristinarnesen3152 Жыл бұрын

    Please don't listen to those negative people. It's your journey and things that are important to one person it's not necessarily important to another. There is not a right or wrong. Hugs from Norway ❤ thanks for bringing us along on this chapter of your life ❤

  • @nessfox2038
    @nessfox2038 Жыл бұрын

    My husband has stage 4 cancer. Everyone needs to do what they need to to find peace, strength and comfort. Thank you for bravely sharing your journey. You are making a difference in peoples lives. My prayers are with you. Ignore the nasty folk out there, its says more about their sad lives.

  • @suzyq965
    @suzyq965 Жыл бұрын

    I went through chemo and immunotherapy for breast cancer, 3 years ago. I was warned about the neuropathy in hands and feet. I am a knitter and knit almost daily. I was so worried I would lose my ability to knit. That scared me more than hair loss! I used ice packs on my hands and feet. Would put them on 15 minutes before taxol, all through the taxol, and 15 minutes after. I have had no neuropathy. Also one of the chemo nurses was also into holistic medicine and recommended alpha lipoic acid. I am still taking 300 mg day and night! I did lose my hair after the 3rd chemo, but rocked the bald with big earrings and colorful scarves! My hair slowly came back healthier than ever. Take good care….❤

  • @pattysylvanbutterfly433

    @pattysylvanbutterfly433

    3 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing that. I too was more concerned about the potential neuropathy than the hair. Being able to knit & my other handcrafts are important for my sanity & creativity, as well as writing/typing for work. I’ve got my cryotherapy mitts & socks ready & start my first chemo this week. Fingers crossed 🤞

  • @suzyq965

    @suzyq965

    3 ай бұрын

    @@pattysylvanbutterfly433 good luck patty! I was surprised at how not bad the whole process was! 🤓. A positive attitude and living as normally as possible is so helpful in the process. 🌺. I’m 5 years out now and doing awesome!

  • @toliveischrist950
    @toliveischrist950 Жыл бұрын

    It’s an honor that you share your life with us in the way you choose to share. Hope you can get in your studio like you want :) And when you need to rest💤 Whatever you need to help you through, day by day 😘❤️

  • @heidi1651
    @heidi1651 Жыл бұрын

    As a cancer survivor it really helps me to hear others’ stories and I also feel empowered to support them through my experience. It’s community and I think a beautiful thing. I felt for you during the cold cap situating. I also wonder if the pain you’re feeling is the chemo working. I felt pain as well and my tumors were palpable so I could feel them shrinking along w the pain. Maybe you can visualize your cancer shrinking when your feel it hurting so. Love to you. 💕

  • @sherrithomas4350
    @sherrithomas4350 Жыл бұрын

    You go girl!!! 1st time is the hardest, with anything. 💜

  • @sandiedrew4086
    @sandiedrew4086 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing as it is helping so many of us.

  • @jazminesmama9754
    @jazminesmama9754 Жыл бұрын

    What is wrong with people. I appreciate your candor regarding your difficult journey. If you don't like reading or watching then just don't. Please be supportive or just move on. Amanda..you've got this! All love!! ❤️

  • @lindacarroll9189
    @lindacarroll9189 Жыл бұрын

    Praying for you!🙏🏻❤️

  • @jamieforler9967
    @jamieforler9967 Жыл бұрын

    Sending prayers and I'm So Proud of You ❤

  • @peggysue7898
    @peggysue7898 Жыл бұрын

    You are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🙏 You've got this!!

  • @JenniferMMee
    @JenniferMMee Жыл бұрын

    🙏Pray for the uninformed! This is one of these situations that until you have had cancer they just don’t know and do not understand. We have the right to choose what we watch and listen to and just know people should be grateful we still have the ability to do so. I appreciate what you are doing and I know that you are helping people to understand what happens with cancer treatments and having You Tube to be able educate people who want to know what happens-really is so wonderful. Your postings are tasteful and well done. I applaud you for your courage to do this. Thank You!!!🙏❤

  • @Yvette_za
    @Yvette_za Жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your journey . Hopefully the cold cap works at keeping your beautiful hair . I think it's great if you want to try and keep your hair in this already extremely hard time , why not . I hope you are doing good today .🎈

  • @suzanneoakly439
    @suzanneoakly439 Жыл бұрын

    Agree totally with what you are saying about your experience, very brave xxx

  • @ritamonaco8062
    @ritamonaco8062 Жыл бұрын

    I really needed this. Thanks.

  • @user-ls9zh1ur5u
    @user-ls9zh1ur5u26 күн бұрын

    The majority people would come to see you because we are going through similar things. Somebody has never had cancer has zero ZERO say and what you should do or how you should feel when you have cancer and are going through this absolute nightmare. So frustrating but please don't let that ever hinder anything you do

  • @mda1501
    @mda1501 Жыл бұрын

    Keep sharing your stories and experiences! We are all so proud of you.

  • @barbarannie
    @barbarannie Жыл бұрын

    Hang in there Amanda. I am cheering you on!

  • @pam164
    @pam164 Жыл бұрын

    Your Dog is so sweet and Dogs know your moods they pick up on everything, he be your snuggle bug ❤️

  • @BellaLotus333
    @BellaLotus3332 ай бұрын

    Thank you, Amanda, for sharing your experience. I am supporting a dear friend who started chemotherapy last week. Your honesty is helping me to become more supportive, practically and emotionally. I wish you healing, prayers and please know you are a warrior. I appreciate you ❤

  • @elizabethconroy7665
    @elizabethconroy7665 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs to Michael Looks kind and cheerful 😊

  • @margaretries2606
    @margaretries2606 Жыл бұрын

    I have such respect for your honesty and courage. Love your babies too.

  • @Anastashya
    @Anastashya Жыл бұрын

    Amanda, I think you’re absolutely wonderful (((hugs))). It amazes me how you share so openly because it’s a totally terrible time in your life, but it can happen to any of us! Personally, I’m high risk for the same cancer as you so I’m truly grateful for you. Thank you! Take no note of toxic, unfriendly people - too much time on their hands to be so cruel imho. I’m praying you don’t lose your beautiful hair, but I’m so sorry you’re going through the nasty treatments. They’re necessary but certainly not pleasant. Love Jez x ❤💐💐❤️

  • @timmcvicker5775
    @timmcvicker5775 Жыл бұрын

    Amanda, When I went through chemotherapy for Non-hodgkin's lymphoma I was, like you, somewhat nervous not knowing what to expect. But I thought to myself that so many people before me have gone through this so I knew I could do it too. It wasn't easy but I did it. Right now, six months after finishing my regiment, I am in remission. Hang in there. It can be a tough road but I see you as being one tough individual.

  • @ceciliar559

    @ceciliar559

    10 ай бұрын

    @timmcvicker5775 I have Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma having been officially diagnosed with it on October 14, 2022 with an open surgical biopsy. The results showed mine is Nodal Marginal Zone B-Cell Lymphoma primary in the lymph nodes a rare type indolent/slowing kind. The sad thing with me is on April 27, 2022 my younger brother passed away. He had chest and left arm pain, apparently signs of a heart attack. He was stabilized, but took a turn for the worse when he suddenly started coughing up blood. They did everything to save his life but the blood flow was too much and he simply choked and suffocated on his own blood. He was 57, leaving behind his wife from who he was separated and three adult children...two sons and a daughter. A year and a half before his passing, he was diagnosed with stage 4 squamous cell carcinoma of the throat and tongue. That type of cancer is associated with the HPV(Human Papiloma Virus) which he acquired in his teens from an infected partner. There are several varieties of the HPV Virus, but ONLY two become cancer...number 16 and 18. I don't know which of these he had. His diagnosis came about after a misdiagnosis of acid reflux associated with a heart medication he was taking due to having a stent inserted after a cardiac event in May of 2020 and his cancer diagnosis came in April of 2021. he then started on both chemo infusion and radiation therapy. His speech was affected, but with speech pathology, he got his speech/speaking back. He was entering remission after a rigorous course of treatment when sadly after taking the covid-19 vax, he suffered a life threatening crisis in which he was hospitalized for SEPSIS, UTI and a fever of 103. He was given strong antibiotics to combat that life threatening crisis. Then, several weeks later, he took a covid booster and this time it landed him in the hospital with a far worse medical crisis in which he was placed in a medically induced coma. He recovered from that event until his sudden and unexpected passing on April 27, 2022. That said, I will be starting back-to-back chemo infusion this Thursday September 21 and Friday September 22, 2023. You had chemo for your treatment. On Thursday, I'm expected to be at the Cancer Center(NYU-Langone/Perlmutter) for about 6 hours and on Friday, 1 and a 1/2 hours. What was your treatment like as someone with Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma? I'm asking because I'm quite nervous about this impending treatment. (Cecilia Rivera, from Brooklyn, NY).

  • @mzgri
    @mzgri Жыл бұрын

    Keep posting Amanda and we will keep supporting you with good vibes. You need the comfort of good comments of encouragement and love right now. You are strong and will get through this! ❤️

  • @kelleybondzio168
    @kelleybondzio168 Жыл бұрын

    You are incredible! We love you! Please keep sharing it ALL! We appreciate your honesty and for sharing your story with us! 😉 love your fur babies btw. 🌸🦋

  • @debbrink6523
    @debbrink6523 Жыл бұрын

    From Ontario Canada 🇨🇦. My Warrior Friend. Good on you getting through your FIRSTS 👏🏻. You are amazing in your outlook on all this & don’t let anyone tell you different. Let go of those that would criticize etc. as they aren’t worth having in your life. I look forward to hearing on your progress even through the toughest & better of times. I truly hope the cold cap works for you as I love & am envious of your hair. You are in my 🙏 & ❤️. Sending virtual hugs.

  • @Emma-Rose
    @Emma-Rose Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing such a difficult time in your life. We are all sending you love and well wishes. You are so brave Amanda xx

  • @Hummingbird67
    @Hummingbird67 Жыл бұрын

    Sending prayers, love and hugs to you.🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️🥰🥰

  • @molliepuckett9213
    @molliepuckett92139 ай бұрын

    I’m going through the same thing . I’m entering my second cycle. I’m here w you❤

  • @jenniestorer9226
    @jenniestorer9226 Жыл бұрын

    Love you heaps Amanda. As I told you in my message, I hated facing the loss of my very long hair pre col capping days. It made my cancer very tangible &, ultimately, public. Thank you for educating others and sharing your experience. You are a gift xxx Jennie

  • @laurieosullivan7066
    @laurieosullivan7066 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. Sending you love and light

  • @michele4920
    @michele4920 Жыл бұрын

    Please continue to share your journey. Hugs & good thoughts to you !

  • @karinasanchez3285
    @karinasanchez3285 Жыл бұрын

    🙏✨💛 youare strong, you are amazing and you will get through this 🙏. Your dog is the cutest thing ever! I’m sure with time it wont be so bad as the first infusion. Sending you lots and lots of love and healing light 💞

  • @jenjackmarcucci
    @jenjackmarcucci Жыл бұрын

    Oh, Amanda. I have been thinking of you, especially as you recovered over the weekend from your first infusion. Sending love and hugs. As far as haters, let the bad go and hold onto what's good and true!!

  • @eloisecalliham1491
    @eloisecalliham1491 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story I’m about to go through this and I’m scared and I needed to hear that some one is going through it too thank you

  • @Meemagolding
    @Meemagolding Жыл бұрын

    Please DO NOT let the HATERS HATE BLOCK THEM‼️‼️‼️Your amazing and STRONG 💪🏻!!!!

  • @peggysue7898
    @peggysue7898 Жыл бұрын

    Stopping by to see how you are doing after chemo. Sending prayers of healing!! 🙏❤

  • @darlenepietzak9847
    @darlenepietzak9847 Жыл бұрын

    One thing I found out through my breast cancer journey is that people who haven't gone through it will not understand. I went through 90% of my appointments, testing and treatments by myself. It was during Covid and no one was allowed in. Thank you for doing this. I have learned a lot from these vlogs and if one of us can help you with our thoughts and prayers etc it is worth while. Hugs to you. ❤✌🌹

  • @juniordixie9489

    @juniordixie9489

    Жыл бұрын

    I went to all of treatments alone. I know exactly how you feel.

  • @darlenepietzak9847

    @darlenepietzak9847

    Жыл бұрын

    @@juniordixie9489 I am sorry. I know how overwhelming it can be. I hope you are doing well today. ❤️

  • @zdenkaarvaji6089

    @zdenkaarvaji6089

    Жыл бұрын

    me too...alone,so please stay strong we are all with you!you got this!❤❤❤

  • @Halfsteppin1
    @Halfsteppin1 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your WHOLE journey- you got this in every way. We are here for you to share the good the bad and the ugly . You are a true warrior. Their will always be a few of those in the crowd. They can move along ❤

  • @Woodbury7921
    @Woodbury7921 Жыл бұрын

    You are doing amazing!!!! I also have a super thin skin. It’s hard. Your pets are so adorable. I have a 11 yr old dog and I love her more than anything. We went through Cancer with her last summer. Keep doing what you are doing - you’re doing wonderfully handling this.

  • @Lisa-hl2pt
    @Lisa-hl2pt Жыл бұрын

    I appreciate you sharing- you do it with such grace and honesty. 💕

  • @sinwolf4511
    @sinwolf4511 Жыл бұрын

    Keep on sharing your daily routine as you navigate through this process! Yes!! You are helping people. You‘ve helped me. I was diagnosed with endometrial adenocarcinoma in Nov and surgery took place in Dec. Chemo & radiation were on the table as adjuvant treatment options for me but it turned out -after some genetic testing - that my tumor was a pole ultramutated so any adjuvant treatment is required. Losing my long curly hair was one of my most terrifying fear as well. Thank you Amanda and tons of love from Spain! You can do this 💪🏻❤

  • @nanrichards6972
    @nanrichards6972 Жыл бұрын

    Please keep sharing. Your bravery is helping many, many of us. Thank you!

  • @4BarbaraJ
    @4BarbaraJ Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being brave enough and strong enough to share your journey. By sharing you educate us, you allow us to travel with you and if any of us find ourselves in your shoes down the road we will be better prepared. So thank you! How sad that someone who doesn’t want to hear this feels entitled to tell you about it. It’s easy to not watch a video..just quietly move on. Wishing you good days, i will be with you throughout your journey.❤

  • @kathykramer3215
    @kathykramer3215 Жыл бұрын

    thank you so much for being so brave. it will help so many people....God bless you and I hope your journey is as easy as physically possible...

  • @vancekershaw6876
    @vancekershaw68765 ай бұрын

    My heart goes and prayers goes out to you and I hope you feel better soon ❤️

  • @martinsmith439
    @martinsmith4392 ай бұрын

    Thankyou for your videos Amanda praying for you and full recovery keep fighting

  • @vickistockley1711
    @vickistockley1711 Жыл бұрын

    You are very brave and strong. You will get through this. You never know what a person is going through until you walk a mile in their shoes. You keep doing what is good for you! And it looks like you have the best buddy in the world with you. Sometimes I wish some people could be more like dogs!

  • @jaxa5719
    @jaxa5719 Жыл бұрын

    I am grateful to anyone who shares their experience/story. As humans we need to connect with others, but also I feel I am learning so much. If I or a loved one goes through something similar I feel I would be more prepared. Hope you don't feel too crappy.

  • @doodlebug4022
    @doodlebug4022 Жыл бұрын

    Amanda sharing your story will definitely help so many people. You are choosing to share your story and health crisis helps people all around the world. Thank you and bless you.

  • @shirleysneddon9573
    @shirleysneddon9573 Жыл бұрын

    You are a beautiful girl, and have so much to offer. Thank you for sharing this journey with us, I for one am strengthened by your courage and vulnerability.

  • @rwright8231
    @rwright8231 Жыл бұрын

    I am just getting started and I Thank You for sharing. For me it is a great help to know what to expect 💓

  • @kissmybuttID
    @kissmybuttID Жыл бұрын

    ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️ I think about you all the time. Prayers every day. Brush off those losers and be you. Love you Amanda and I'm so PROUD of you! ❤️

  • @joangaither3871
    @joangaither3871 Жыл бұрын

    I think you want to share with others. I'm also really grateful that it's therapeutic for you. If people don't understand that they can certainly leave. It's none of their business what you want to do on your channel. I am hoping that you feel much better, I will be sending you good thoughts, love and hugs. I love your fur babies so much. They are so in tune with you like mine. Are they know when you're not feeling well or just need love

  • @joangaither3871

    @joangaither3871

    Жыл бұрын

    I meant I'm thankful you want to share with others. Voice text 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️

  • @yayin43
    @yayin437 ай бұрын

    You have good family support and that’s important. If I hadn’t had my family’s support, I don’t think I can get through it. I decided to remain single when I knew my fertility is compromised. I want an easy life, no stress or worrying more about family.

  • @josianejojo2605
    @josianejojo26058 ай бұрын

    All the best wishes 🙏

  • @christyvivatson146
    @christyvivatson146 Жыл бұрын

    My brother -in -law is dealing with terminal brain cancer. It’s brutal. He had his surgeries at Swedish ~ great hospital! ~~~I think you are a brave, precious soul. New subscriber …..and your monsters are adorable. Much love sent from Chelan Washington ♥️

  • @Lalasuga124
    @Lalasuga124 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story! It is very brave of you to let us in this part of your life! Don’t listen to the negative comments ! It’s your feelings not there’s ! Your battling cancer and all of the side effects ! I can’t even imagine how you feel!when people make negative comments just block them! You have enough on your plate then worrying about ignorant people and there comments! Praying for you 😊

  • @debbieann776
    @debbieann776 Жыл бұрын

    People can be so weird in a mean way. You do you!!! You know what will help you through and don’t let others bring you down. Thank you for sharing, it amazes me how people get through cancer. You go girl!!

  • @adaalarcon427
    @adaalarcon427 Жыл бұрын

    You are in my prayers 🙏🙏🙏

  • @kimallison6923
    @kimallison6923 Жыл бұрын

    Hi Amanda You don’t need to put up with people like that who wanted to unsubscribe - they will be the ones to miss out - you do you just as you are, raw, real and authentic - you sharing your story is therapeutic to you and may well help some people in the future in a position you are in now and will be reassuring to them - this is someone’s life people let’s all be kind - love, light and best wishes Amanda from Kim in Scotland United Kingdom - I for one an so happy to follow you on your journey the world needs love and authenticity not people hiding away not speaking up about the tough stuff - before people write things they should think how their words are going to make someone feel and if the answer is anything except positive vibes then just don’t write anything - Kindness costs nothing x

  • @bettyconnearney7943
    @bettyconnearney79438 ай бұрын

    You did good!! Praying you feel a little better on next treatment🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @viviennekay3807
    @viviennekay3807 Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you have had to endure these awful critical people. I think you are amazing and you should carry on doing exactly what you want to do. Nobody forced them to watch. We choose to watch you because we want to. I wish you well for the future and I will continue to watch you. I’m in Portugal. God bless xx

  • @EscapeAndCreate
    @EscapeAndCreate Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. I’ll be on the same chemotherapy meds that you mentioned now I know what to expect and not go into this blindly I may or not experience all you been through but at least I’m aware and that’s a good thing. I will probably be starting soon port placement is on the 28th of April the day of my born day. Sending prayers your way for a speedy recovery. Be blessed

  • @helenalexanderbristow1187
    @helenalexanderbristow1187 Жыл бұрын

    Please do not worry about ignorant creatures, they do not have a clue. I have been following a very inspirational lady on KZread called tiffanythinks. She had the same issue and in the end they blocked them. Keep going lovely lady.❤❤❤❤❤

  • @ashleyortiz8148
    @ashleyortiz81487 ай бұрын

    I just wanted to say I appreciate an adore you for sharing I have been battling 4 yrs cancer an I'm 28 a mommy of triplets an it's hard to deal with an the pain in unbelievably horrible 💔 nobody can understand our pain an how we feel as a woman an losing our hair. Some say it's just hairl it's not. Until there the ones going thru what we are they will never understand. 💯 prayers for you sweetheart an keep speaking about what's going on. It's people like us who come out an share our story good an bad an we help others get through a bad day or we may have lil tips an tricks tht may help each other out. Loves of love an prayers to you. Never give up. We in this together.

  • @arianabutton136
    @arianabutton1362 ай бұрын

    I love your video! I don't even know you, but I want to see you thrive. Thank you for sharing. I looked all night for a relatable ovarian cancer chemo story because I'm terrified. This helped me feel better about it.

  • @debmary2999
    @debmary2999 Жыл бұрын

    Yay! One down Amanda - rest up! 🤗🥰😘

  • @kaleyfoster7827
    @kaleyfoster78276 ай бұрын

    This is so helpful to me to see what I am expecting for my loved one. I have to educate myself and the best way to do this, is by listening to all of you and your stories of not just triumph and your struggles. I can’t help my family member by being ignorant in the ways of what she is going through and expecting. I educated myself so I can walk this with her. You keep doing you and don’t let others dictate your path or what you should do!! Thank you for sharing!!!

  • @manuelarecella9604
    @manuelarecella9604 Жыл бұрын

    Dear Amanda, you are an inspiration to us all. With you sharing your journey with us we can learn from it! I always say shared things with others is helpful in many ways🤗❤️. You have a beautiful soul and thank you for letting us be part of your journey. I love your babies, there are the best medicine in every way. Unconditionally love💖 you are always in my prayers and heart! May the good lord keep you always safe in his hands🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @wildersmumma
    @wildersmumma Жыл бұрын

    People are so quick to judge and think they know the ‘right’ way to handle situations. It’s not their life or their journey and you need to do what’s best for you to get through this and no one else matters!! I for one admire your strength and courage in being vulnerable and sharing this very difficult and scary journey you are on ❤️. Sending you lots of love and encouragement 💕 from Ontario, Canada 🇨🇦

  • @shp12
    @shp12 Жыл бұрын

    My dear Amanda i feel your pain loosing hair is a trauma for so many including myself as i went through it. The sad part is people can not respect our differences and have love and compassion for one another, specially foe the one going through so much. I love you dear one and feel your pain. From someone who has been through many years of physical mental emotional pain and stage 4 cancer. You are precious snd perfect just as you are. Sending you so much love ❤

  • @ekbays
    @ekbays Жыл бұрын

    Your courage in sharing your story is incredible. Also, if I had hair as amazing as yours I'd be hesitant to lose it too! It's a healthy thing to acknowledge parts of our physical bodies that we love! So many people benefit from hearing your story- including me, a nurse who cares for people with cancer and a loved one of a close friend with cancer. I understand my patients and my loved ones better from hearing stories like yours and I am extremely grateful to you for sharing.

  • @pattigringeri1109
    @pattigringeri1109 Жыл бұрын

    Sending you lots of prayers and strength to get through the rough days ahead. Ignore all the negativity…some people are just mean and you certainly don’t need them following you…YOU got this!💪❤

  • @theworkstruths4528
    @theworkstruths4528 Жыл бұрын

    People are rude. I’m thankful you are sharing. You are helping so many people! Prayers and love to you. ❤️🙏

  • @beverlymccarthy5981
    @beverlymccarthy5981 Жыл бұрын

    I am having my second Keytruda in two days for Desmoplastic Melanoma and l am a retired 76 year old nurse. I applaud you for sharing your cancer journey. As you said, if you don't want to watch then don't! Nobody is forced to see anything they aren't interested in and l think it says a lot about the person that criticized you for sharing this. Please continue to do what you are doing so that we can see what to expect from our journeys. I for one hope you don't lose your beautiful curly hair!!

  • @Zinnias2go
    @Zinnias2go Жыл бұрын

    Well said! 👏🥰💕💕💕 I am sorry you have to go through this, and then deal with people 😜🤪 please don’t pay attention to them. Focus on your battle with cancer. 💪 your hair is beautiful, I can understand. It will grow back if you do lose it, but it’s perfectly normal to grieve it. You rock those cute beanies girl ☺️

  • @louise8752
    @louise8752 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your frustrations, vulnerabilities and eagerness to create. You are fabulous. Pay no mind to the negative comments. Take value in this video journal.

  • @shehnazaladin319
    @shehnazaladin319 Жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing my chemo also start soon

  • @sharoncresenzi3016
    @sharoncresenzi3016 Жыл бұрын

    I like how you share, no women wants to lose their hair, it’s totally understandable. I’m going through a cancer journey with my husband and I lost my sister to cancer and the loss of her hair was very upsetting, nobody understands unless you have been there.

  • @dawnlovescouture2644
    @dawnlovescouture2644 Жыл бұрын

    Hi Amanda, I’m glad you got through your first treatment well. My advice is to not think that it will get worse. Everyone’s experience is different. My experience stayed the same throughout my chemo. I was lucky to have tolerated it well (I had Taxol and Carboplatin). I just took it one infusion at a time. That helped a lot.

  • @lorie6196
    @lorie61968 ай бұрын

    It’s your cancer , your journey and anything that helps you feel control ( hair, makeup, whatever!) in a situation you can’t control you should do! People need to have compassion. We LEARN from each other. Don’t hide it away. Thank you for sharing ! ❤️

  • @susanguyer8146
    @susanguyer8146 Жыл бұрын

    I agree with you, Amanda. I am so proud of you. I've been where you are with cancer and chemo. It is so hard, depressing, devastating, terrifying, and horrifying 😢💔 You have every right and reason to share your feelings. You're strong! You will get through this!❤

  • @cmcapp765chris3
    @cmcapp765chris3 Жыл бұрын

    You are brave and strong to share your journey , the good and the bad….block anyone that has negative comments as it’s not good for your well-being to feel bad about some stupid comment. Stay focused on healing and sending you all positive thoughts 💫.

  • @susanehlava3808
    @susanehlava3808 Жыл бұрын

    Amanda you are doing a great service by videoing your treatment and reactions. Chemo is very very scary especially the first few infusions. Toxic drugs are being pumped into your body and it’s freaky to think that these poisons will kill cancer but the process is far from easy.lt’s great that you have family support and your pets of course. Your pooch is so adorable. I hope your abdominal and back pain subside. ❤❤❤

  • @staceyhouston8794
    @staceyhouston8794 Жыл бұрын

    I have been an admirer since your video about not pooping in my house, (or something like that). You are a straight shooter with talent, moxie, & beauty to boot. Kick those trolls to the curb while you kick cancer. Much love, prayers & good vibes to you!

  • @cindym6138
    @cindym6138 Жыл бұрын

    Seems you have an incredible support group on your channel. I for one find you very courageous in sharing your life. When people write such negative comments it says more about them then you. Be glad they're gone.

  • @mnnfjc
    @mnnfjc Жыл бұрын

    Praying for you, keep going, it’s hard, but……… I do believe that your best days still a head.

  • @karinasanchez3285
    @karinasanchez3285 Жыл бұрын

    Annd, YOU GO girl 🙌 you DO YOU !. Some people just didn’t attend the R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Others 101 class 🤷‍♀️