Just yesterday afternoon I had ectopic pregnancy surgery 😢, after 7 long years first ever time I got positive pregnancy and this happened just one week happiness turned into sadness 😢, I totally feel you dear , please heal yourself , definitely good news is coming soon, god bless you❤

@rukayyaahmad4391

9 күн бұрын

I had my ectopic surgery last 2 weeks 😢 please where you able to conceive after yours?

I honestly wasn't expecting the outpouring of love and support I've received on this video since yesterday. Thank you all so much for your kind words and most of all for just listening to my story. You guys are awesome 💕💕

@lizf1353

3 жыл бұрын

Currently in exactly the same situation first was 63, next 91, 143, then this last was 4 days instead of 2 and 590.... we are waiting for ultrasound at 6wk and terrified... ivf is drained us completely and we can't loose her tube that would be devastating 😢

Aw, all the baby dust your way Jade. I know we talk about this privately, but still, I think it’s amazing that you made this for both yourself and the other people out there who will learn and relate 💕 Also, leave it to doggies to not read the room 🐶

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you friend! I so appreciate you being there for me during this rough time. and omg yes, toby was NOT reading the room hahahah

Oh Jade, I am so sorry for your loss. I have also had a miscarriage and am glad that people now talk about it more openly so women can find healing through other's stories when the worst happens. Best wishes and hugs 💕

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you!! I'm sorry for your loss as well ❤

I'm recovering from ectopic surgery now. My surgery was on the 7 week mark, the day before Christmas. I feel so lonely in my experience but videos like yours help. Thank you.

I suffered an ectopic pregnancy in feb this year which resulted in losing my right tube. 😢 all the love to you, you’re so strong. ❤️

@jemimaip6332

Жыл бұрын

The same happened to me last year

I don’t comment often, just lurk and like lol. I’m sorry you had to go through this. Sending you good healing vibes and hope for the future!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you!! ❤❤ And lurking is totally fine hahaha

❤️❤️ this was incredibly strong of you to share your story. I’m so sorry. I’m praying for you and your family! Sending you alllll the baby dust!!!!!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you friend! ❤

Currently going through this! I cry soo much and end up hurting my throat 😔 Hope everyone worked out for you!

Currently experiencing this😭 my doctor treated my ectopic pregnancy like yours, expected management because my HCG turns 450 from 1400 in a span of 48hrs so my doc said we will wait and see after a week but now i’m having intense cramps . Thank you for posting this 🥺 You really helped my anxiety. Healing to us🙏🏻

Thank you for sharing! This is such a powerful story and I agree that stories like this help others. We should normalize these topics because it it normalizes it, and then allows more people to share and heal. You are amazing and thank you ❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, I want to help normalize talking about things like this because no one should have to go through pregnancy loss or infertility alone. So many women experience it and it can be so lonely if you don't talk about it. Thank you for your kind comment ❤

I am so sorry! I don’t know you, and I’ve only seen your videos here on YT but I am deeply saddened by this as if you were a friend. No woman should suffer this. I am happy that you had so much family support for the good and the bad. Clump of cells my ass, I acknowledge your loss as you felt it, even if you knew it was doomed from almost the start.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your kind comment and support ❤ "clump of cells my ass" definitely made me laugh - you are so right!

@daniellamunoz8894

3 жыл бұрын

@@BedtimeBookwormI am glad you can find humor in this, you are very strong indeed 💪🏻 sending all the baby dust I can muster your way!

We don't know each other, but I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine what you went through and are still going through. My wife and I have yet to start trying for children, so I can't even begin to put myself in your shoes. Thank you so much for sharing this story with us, though, and for those who may be going through or have gone through something similar.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Allen ❤

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I know exactly how you feel because I just had an ectopic pregnancy removal on April 5th. This was the worst day of my life. I have watched a lot of videos regarding ectopic pregnancy and the removal of 1 tube. It scares me because I want to give my 7 year old daughter a little sister or brother.. and now I’m worried about my fertility. I have been praying, taking my vitamins, and eating healthy since then. I still cry about my ectopic pregnancy. I don’t know how it happened honestly. I’m lost. I’m so happy I came across your video. It helped me to know that I am not alone. Love you girl. ✨💕

Thank you for sharing this. I am currently dealing with my recovery of my ectopic pregnancy. My ectopic pregnancy was bad requiring surgery. As you expressed your feeling, heart break and pain. I felt like I was there with you. I’m still a couch potato its hurtful to have this happen. I finally watched some videos about this to help me get through this emotionally. I’m sending you positive vibes and praying for you to have your rainbow 🌈

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I had surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy a week ago and I can see echoes of my experience in yours. It’s good to feel that I am not alone.

I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage back in June of 2018 (and then dealt with infertility for the next two years). I also had unexplained infertility. Ended up going into IVF, which we had success with. So much of your story resonates with me so much. The healing process is long and the road is hard, just know that you have support from lots of us, even the lurkers. I really enjoy your channel, thank you so much for sharing your story with us.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your comment and I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️ Thank you for your support, it means so much.

We definitely aren't alone in this. Hopefully things turn for the better very soon along with all the baby dust.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! ❤

I lost my baby from ectopic pregnancy as well as my right fallopian tube. It was the most traumatizing experience I've ever had in my life and that was in the middle of pandemic where they didn't allow visitor in the hospital so I was alone for 3 days. But i’m currently 5 weeks pregnant again after 17 months! After being told I might not conceive naturally anymore and should prepare myself for IVF. I just had an ultrasound last night and baby is there and my hcg is tripling up! Dont lose hope ladies! God Bless! 🥰

@BedtimeBookworm

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss and trauma but I’m SO happy to hear about the new pregnancy! I just had my rainbow baby in Aug ❤️❤️❤️ never lose hope!

@umelaila8049

Жыл бұрын

Lov you lady your words are my hope😭🫀

I'm so sorry jade. You havnt had the best luck this year. I hope things turn up for you soon. Thankyou for sharing your story

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I hope so too! Thank you for your kind comment and support ❤

The strength you have in sharing your story is absolutely incredible. I know words might seem meaningless right now, but I want to send you so much love and healing. Thank you for putting your story into the world ❤️❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Tori! It definitely wasn't easy to make this video but I hope it helps others out there ❤

@HEMANEIL6142

Жыл бұрын

​@@BedtimeBookworm ur fallopian tubes were blocked ??,?

I am so happy we were able to fight infertility naturally .. and for those people who keeps battling the same sending you love..

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

Sending you virtual hugs, praying for you, I myself just had ectopic pregnancy ended up removing one of my Fallopian tube and it’s just so unfair but I know everything has it’s reason, It’s only been a week since the surgery and as soon as I’m fully recovered I’d have to see a specialist to help me figure out what I can do to get pregnant again. God bless and your turn to be a mom will come in his time.

@Yourmomhouse1147

3 жыл бұрын

I am literally going through the same thing my prayers goes out to you ❤️

I only found out @ 7 weeks that I’m having ectopic pregnancy. :( and have to get my right Fallopian tube removed. Cause it was ruptured. :( I hope you are feeling better! Your rainbow baby will find their way to you soon! ❤️

I just found out my pregnancy was ectopic yesterday and had to get the methotrexate injections. I’m currently on bed rest. It’s definitely something I never thought would happen. And you do feel empty right after.thank you for sharing your experience .

@shatirawalker2260

3 жыл бұрын

Hey, I just had my surgery 2 weeks ago on April 5th. I know exactly what you are experiencing! I had to say a quick prayer for you because I remember sitting in bed crying wondering why did this happen to me... I just want you to know that everything will be okay and that you WILL bare more children! Don’t give up. ❤️✨ You’re not alone ✨

@nisapeya5974

7 ай бұрын

When did u try after the mtx injection

Hope you heal well and sending lots of love

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! ❤

Thank you for sharing all of that. I'm sorry for your loss and a lot of us dealing with fertility problems and treatment know how painful miscarriages and that long journey can be. This video will help women who go through the same feel support, so thank you again been so brave to share your story.

@BedtimeBookworm

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for watching and leaving such a kind comment ❤❤❤

I hope you know how strong & inspiring you are. In November it will have been 9 years since I lost my son when I was 6 1/2 months pregnant with him. I had been going through chemo & radiation treatments when he was conceived & he had heart complications. I've never felt comfortable openly talking about it. I wish you the best. 💗

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss, that is such a heart breaking story. Thank you for sharing it with me ❤❤

I’m going through this. Yesterday they gave me the injection and it’s been the worst day of my life. I still can’t believe this, but I still hope that one shot is enough, I don’t wanna go through that again😩😩

I’m currently experiencing my 3rd ectopic . 1st one lost left tube . Last one was ruptured needing laparotomy n c section w 3 pints of internal bleeding suctioned out . This one I caught early enough to only require a laparoscopic surgery . Wishing you the best on your journey love 💕🌈

@aleenajaved9560

3 жыл бұрын

What signs n symptoms u were experiencing during 5th n 6th week when it was ectopic???

@DarylGames

3 жыл бұрын

@@aleenajaved9560 i started bleeding and A throbbing pain on my left side . Once I started bleeding I knew something was wrong so headed to the er. It’s very important if you think you are experiencing one to go ASAP . I am extremely lucky to be alive from the 2nd one .

Sending you guys so much love and support!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much ❤❤

@Wahida2backupaccount

3 жыл бұрын

I just found out today I’m pregnant suffer from endometriosis but have symptom of ectopic pregnancy please pray for me and I pray for you to get pregnant be positive.

I'm so sorry. I'm glad making this video is helping you come to terms with it. I only recently started following your channel. I had a miscarriage last year, and while not ectopic, I had some of the same things as you, the really faint second line on the pregnancy test and my HCG not rising fast enough. I had a US at 7 weeks and they moved my due date back one whole week. Two weeks later, I had an emergency US and found out there was no heartbeat. We've been TTC for almost 3 years now and because of my age, who knows if things will work out. Anyway, thanks for your story. It helps to hear other people's stories.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Ugh I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, thank you for sharing your story. I wish you luck on your TTC journey and I hope you get your babies soon ❤

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❤️ I'm glad you were able to share your story as part of the healing process, and I hope this helps other women going through ectopic pregnancies. Very much wishing you guys the best in getting pregnant!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks Shannon, I really appreciate all your support! ❤

Jade, thank you so much for sharing your story. I can't imagine how difficult and saddening this is. Thankful you have a supportive family to help you get through this. Believing in you and your fertility journey whenever you're ready to try again.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Hope! ❤

I realize I'm not your target audience for this video, and that I don't really know you, only on KZread where I rarely even comment, but I just wanted to let you know that I cried for you while watching this video. Me and my wife have been trying to conceive again (not our first) for quite a while and it's been a struggle. She's on clomid right now and every time she gets her period is a little sad. Just the thought of getting that positive result only to lose it... I can not even imagine what it was like for you and the pain you must have felt and still feel. My heart breaks for you. I will be praying for you. Now for a dose of positivity. Maybe we will both have some positive news soon. Good luck, baby dust, and best wishes!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Oh wow, thank you so much for sharing your story with me. I hope we both get our babies soon ❤ Thank you for your sweet comment and support, it means a lot.

I just want to give you a big hug. Stay strong and wishing you much success on your journey. ❤

You can have ALL of my baby dust!!!! More and more and more baby dust!! I'm so happy for you that you made this video despite how difficult it was. 💗

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks friend!! Thanks for being there for me through all of this ❤

I am so sorry for your loss Jade. I cried watching this. Sending you love and hugs and good vibes and baby dust 💕

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! ❤️❤️

I'm so sorry. I've never had an ectopic but I have had two miscarriages. It messes you up for quite some time. I still think about those little babies that I lost. The pain is deep and (for me) it never went away, but I found ways to cope. It's ok to grieve for a loooong time - if it becomes overwhelming I highly suggest seeing someone to talk out those feelings with. Sending love ❤

@rosiealma4276

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry you went through this. My mother went through seven miscarriages before she had my brother and then, as in now, a lot of people who haven't gone through it are dismissive of how hard it is. Thoughts and best wishes for you and Jade.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your experience and I'm so sorry for your losses. ❤ I know the pain and the dreams I had for that baby will never go away, but I too am finding ways to cope with the pain.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Samantha ❤ I'm so sorry to hear about what your mom went through and I'm glad she has you and your brother now

Jade, thank you for making this video, for your bravery in sharing such a painful story. Because infertility and pregnancy loss is such a lonely state of being. I am glad to hear it was not as bad as it could have been and you are able to try again. I will be sending all the baby wishes your way! As soon as I saw the title I had to click. So much of your story is very familiar to me, all that TTC language. I’m going to share a little of my story which has a painful beginning and middle and a happy end but feel free not to read if you’d rather not. I had also tried for a little over a year when I started seeing a RE and was diagnosed unexplained infertility. First, I opted to have surgery for a uterine septum he discovered (and which could have increased chance of miscarriage) which meant I had to take a short break from TTC. After, the RE recommended IUI, Clomid and an hcg trigger to time ovulation and miraculously I got pregnant the first round. At that point we had tried for 17 months. My first US at 7 weeks I learned I was having twins and we were shocked, thrilled, nervous. A week later I had a follow up US and learned we had lost one of them. It’s called vanishing twin and I wouldn’t have known it if I wasn’t being closely followed like you. But it was devastating and hearing you talk about your traumatic US was very familiar. I was terrified for at least half of that pregnancy but I continued to carry the remaining twin and he will be four in December. Most miraculously when we went to try again, I expected trouble and was at least fully prepared to do IUI again. But that time I got pregnant the first try (imagine my absolute shock) and my youngest son is 20 months. I know hearing of others losses and successes can be both helpful and painful so I hope it wasn’t the latter (if you read it). I found so much support from other women TTC online. I look forward to hearing happy news from you someday!!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Wow, thank you for sharing your story Rebecca, it means a lot to me! IUI is definitely the next step my doctor recommends, but I'm hoping to ease into that. I'm hopeful we won't need it since I was able to get pregnant with just letrozole but I know it's the next step when we are ready to take it. I'm so glad your story had a happy ending (although losing one twin must have been devastating and scary) and that your second pregnancy was easier to conceive, something I've heard from others as well. Hopefully I will have better news to share soon as well. Thank you again for your kind comment and your support! ❤❤

@ReadingthePattern

3 жыл бұрын

@@BedtimeBookworm you sound like you are extremely well educated on all of your options and have a good support system which is so important. But if you ever have a question about IUI or for any other reason don’t hesitate to reach out. Either way I will keep you in my thoughts and send all the baby dust your way!

Mine was in August 2023 😭😭 ectopic is the most horrible pain one can go through

I am so sorry for your loss! I went through a missed miscarriage and nothing can prepare you for the things you feel during a loss.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤ I'm so sorry for your loss as well. What a heartbreaking thing to go through.

Please don't cry. Please be strong happy. I understand but please be happy. Wish u loveable enjoyable life. Exactly 2020 year is worst for me too

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Jade, you are so brave to talk about this. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I will send you all the baby vibes and all the baby dust from now on. Glad you are healing, you are amazing.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much 💖

This broke my heart for you. I hope you are able to grow your family one way or another. I'm sorry you had to go through this. Sending love and prayers ♥️♥️♥️

I am so sorry for the pain and trauma you've been through. Sending support and prayers, if they're welcome, your way for continued healing 💕

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you, your support is so appreciated ❤

I am going thru this now, watching this made me cry because i get that feeling when she says i can feel my baby dying..thats how i feel..

Sending you all the baby dust I can. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal and sad story. I am a female that has never been pregnant and your video helped me feel a lot more empath and compassion for other women and men struggling with fertility and early term miscarriages. Praying for you and your family.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your kind words and your support, it means a lot! ❤

Jade, I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re a very brave and caring woman. I’m sending prayers and healing thoughts to you.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤

Sending so much love your way Jade ❤️ I think it's so important for women to share their stories of loss, I think it helps everyone not feel so alone. But I'm sure it took a lot of courage to make this video. Hoping you get some good news soon 🥰

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much friend ❤❤

I’m so very sorry for your loss, Jade. Thank you for sharing.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤

I wish women will speak up about their miscarriages instead of trying to keep it a secret among family and friends. It happens more than we think and unfortunately health care professionals are not there to advocate for us! I lost my baby as a result of being misdiagnosed of an ectopic pregnancy and I was given methotrexate. We need to stand up for urself and raise awareness!

My dear friend Jade...Marie and I just watched this video. We love you so much. You and your husband are in our thoughts and prayers...and glad to see that you are on the mend. We are so happy that your situation was nearer to a best case scenario, but really sad that you had gone through this traumatic experience. Yes, we hope for good news in the near future. Talk to you, soon.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for all your (and Marie's!) kind words and support, it really means a lot to me. Here's to hoping to for good news in the future 🍻

@grafffuller3265

3 жыл бұрын

@@BedtimeBookworm - Most definitely. You are not alone in this struggle. Lean on your friends and family. We will support you through this. All our love to you.

Thank you for sharing Jade, I know it means a lot to so many people to hear they aren't alone. I'm so sorry you experienced this. Sending you ALL the good baby wishes!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you friend! ❤

Jade, thank you for making this video for yourself and for others who may go through this. Please know every time you cried in this video, I cried with you. I don't want kids myself, but I feel so much for the women who do want have such a hard time. Please don't force yourself to read if you don't feel like it. All your feelings are valid. Sending you hugs and know you aren't alone. Much love.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Aww, I'm sorry to have made you cry but I so appreciate your support and understanding ❤

@jannarosereads4805

3 жыл бұрын

@@BedtimeBookworm No it's really ok! :)

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm going through a miscarriage right now, but being followed since my doctor is worried it's ectopic. Thank you for sharing your story, you're helping others ❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your kind comment and watching! I’m so sorry for your loss, I know that’s not easy. Take time for yourself to grieve and start to heal!

Thank you for sharing your story. So very sorry for the loss, pain and heartache that you've had with losing your little one. Sending you lots of support and good vibes.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! ❤️❤️

@MegBookishRamblings

3 жыл бұрын

@@BedtimeBookworm You're welcome!

Jade, I am so sorry for your loss and all you have been through. My heart goes out to you and your husband. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending positive vibes your way.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤

Thank you for sharing your story and I'm so sorry for your loss. I haven't experienced an ectopic pregnancy but I did have a suspected ectopic with one of my pregnancies and also a miscarriage when I was younger. I'm glad that nowadays that people are more open to discussing pregnancy loss as it's such a lonely thing to go through, even with a partner and family in your life, it felt like it was only happening to me because it was MY body that was experiencing it and nobody else was really discussing it. This was back in 2007 so things like pregnancy loss, mental health etc was still sort of not discussed. Sending love your way with a huge sprinkle of baby dust. ❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss as well. I agree that pregnancy loss and infertility can be so isolating, but i've always wanted to be more open about it because I don't think they should be stigmatized. I'm glad things have changed over the last 10 years. Thank you for your kind comment and your support! ❤

So sorry you had to go through this Jade. So brave to talk about your experience, and I have no doubt it will help other people experiencing the same thing! Sending you lots of love!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks Aoife! ❤❤

I’ve had this in my watch later waiting for a time when I was in the headspace to watch. You’ve been in my thoughts, sending you guys tons of love. ❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much my friend ❤❤❤

I'm sorry to hear about this, Jade. My mom had a ruptured ectopic when I was a little boy. I was too young to grasp what was going on at the time.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Oh man, how scary! I'm so glad we were able to detect mine before a rupture. Thanks Thomas ❤

I'm so sorry for your loss. I had an ectopic pregnancy this last February where mine was too far along for the Methotrexate to even work. My HCG kept going up after the 2 shots I took. I actually had to go in and see my babys heart beat before I elected for emergency surgery to remove it and my fallopian tube to avoid rupture. It's a horrible horrible thing to go through and you should know you're not alone.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

OMG that sounds terrible, I'm so sorry for your loss!! Thank you for sharing your story ❤

I’m going through an ectopic pregnancy and it’s my first time and I’m really scared. Because I’ve searched up what an ectopic pregnancy is and I’m having symptoms. I also have a daughter and she’s 5 years old, I just wanted to get pregnant so she could have a little brother/sister and so I could have another baby! But I loved your video! I just wanna know a lot of women’s stories about ectopic pregnancy, because it is very dangerous and scary to go through, especially if it’s your first time. But I loved your video, you explained a lot of details and I also cried when you got emotional. I wish you the best ! 💞❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry you're going through this and for your loss. It's so difficult but you will get through it! There are a wide range of stories out there about ectopic pregnancies. I'm currently pregnant with a little boy! I hope you get your rainbow baby soon and can give your daughter the sibling you want! Good luck!

I'm so sorry for all you went through. Thank you for being strong enough to share your story!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for listening ❤

I am so sorry Jade to hear about your loss, all the best to you and your future. ♥️

This video was heartbreaking . I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much ❤

I have no Idea what to say in this situation but i am very sorry about what happened to you. I also want to say you are extraordinarily strong and things will get better.❤❤❤

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

That is the perfect thing to say 😉 Thank you so much for your kind comment and support!

Big hugs, I am so sorry for your loss. I hope it will happen for you and that you and your partner will get what you want so badly 💕 🙏🏼🤞🏼 I'm sending you baby dust!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! Fingers crossed 😆

I am sending you really positive thoughts & all the luck going forward! I know how emotional infertility can be. I too was a "test early and often" and "learn everything I can" along the way. I'm also a pretty rational/scientific person and didn't think I'd be as emotional as I was going through infertility. It's just something nobody can prepare you for. I'd burst into tears all the time and just felt on edge CONSTANTLY. I got a little obsessive about TTC and it's hard to explain to others how it can just completely take over your life. I've never seen a positive test... so I can't completely relate. My story is pretty crazy. After about a year of TTC (also with unexplained infertility after testing), I started Clomid... and two weeks later I was diagnosed with leukemia (imagine my surprise when I thought I just was having weird side effects to Clomid)! Obviously, that put TTC on hold. In hindsight, I'm glad I didn't get pregnant and then get a cancer diagnosis. When you started talking about MTX, ironically I *can* relate to that. I'm glad you didn't need to take it! At one point my oncologist gave me a methotrexate and cytarabine injection (so I'm not sure which drug caused it) and I had a terrible reaction - painful muscle spasms and cramps that completely debilitated me for about 45 minutes. Thankfully I've been in remission since 2016 - but I've decided I don't want to put myself through fertility treatments again. Even though chemo/cancer didn't "take away" my fertility (if I had any to begin with...) the thought of putting myself back on that emotional rollercoaster is too daunting for me (there are some additional reasons I won't get into here). Anyway, I actually didn't know that about ectopic pregnancies - that they could resolve naturally without damaging the fallopian tubes... I learned something new! I'm glad you shared this - infertility can be SO isolating for so many people.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

OMG yes, I never thought I would be so emotional about TTC as someone who is generally really logical and even keel. I'm so sorry to hear of your leukemia diagnosis and I'm so glad to hear you've been in remission. Thank you so much for sharing your story with me ❤❤

Oh wow, I am so sorry for your loss. You just keep me wishing I knew you, to be able to give you the biggest hug. All the best wishes going forward, I'm keeping fingers and toes crossed.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you, your support means a lot! ❤

I hope you are doing better. I totally understand you i lost my baby at 22 weeks last year (2020) and it was the worst experience of my life :( and it hurts so bad till this day!

I think it’s so brave for you to share this story, and am sending lots of healing vibes, love and hope for the future ❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Alexa! 💖

Thank you so much for your bravery in making this video. I’m going through an ectopic pregnancy myself and seeking community not to feel so alone, your video gave me comfort and made me feel like I am not alone. Sending you love ❤️

Thank you for your bravery and vulnerability in sharing your experience. You and your family are in my thoughts. Sending all the positive vibes / baby dust your way!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! ❤

Thank you so much for sharing I had experienced the same pain and my tube had ruptured. I had to have one of my tubes removed but the doctor said we can try again to conceive again. This would’ve been my first child and mentally I’m still trying to deal with it. Sending you love and light 💗

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry you experienced that, I'm sure it was SO scary! Good luck on trying to conceive again, I wish you all the luck with that!! 💖 💖 💖

Sending baby dust your way. Prayers of health and healing for you both physically and emotionally.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! ❤

Love, prayer and support heading your way❤ Couldn't imagine what that might have been like for you, I hope you find peace and comfort

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! ❤

I’m so sorry to hear that you and your husband went through this. I had an ectopic rupture in my right tube. I’ve had two in my left that were treated with methotrexate. And three miscarriages. We started ttc in 2016 and are still hoping for a miracle. Thank you for sharing with us. It takes a lot to open up and I’m very grateful to see your strength!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your losses, that is so heartbreaking! I wish you luck on your TTC journey! ❤

You are so strong for being vulnerable and sharing your story. Big hugs to you 💗

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much Victoria! ❤❤

I'm so very sorry for your loss! I'm sending you lots of love and hugs.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤❤

Aw Jade, I just wanna give you a huge hug right now. Sending you love ❤️❤️

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! 🥰

❤️❤️❤️❤️thank you for talking through this, really admire your vulnerability and bravery to bring light to this

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! ❤

I wish you healing and peace, Jade. I’m sorry for your loss.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Riddhima! ❤

I'm so so sorry you had to go through something like that. Thank you so much for sharing your story, and I'm sending all of the baby dust and best wishes your way! 💕

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! Fingers crossed for some better news soon 😄

Thank you for sharing! I really appreciate you explaining your story as so many women go through this as well.

@BedtimeBookworm

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for watching!

Oh Jade, I’m so sorry ❤️❤️ I wish I could give you a hug. Sending all of the wishes, dust, vibes, and support. I’m so glad you made this video and shared your story. I learned a lot and I’m sure it will help so many other women, too. I know we’d all love more updates if you want to share :)

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you friend! I wish I could give you a hug too LOL ❤ Hopefully I have some happier updates soon!

I’m so sorry you went through this. This is heartbreaking. Wishing you all the best and sending you lots of love 💕

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! ❤

I hope that being able to share your story makes it easier to process the loss. You have been in my thoughts and I will continue to send you goofy cat pictures if it means that it will help you take your mind off stressful and difficult things even for a little bit. You can have all of my baby dust! Lots of hugs. 💖

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks friend, I really appreciate the goofy cat pictures! ❤

So sorry for your loss...I'm sending buckets of baby dust your way. Hoping things work out for you! Stay strong, we are cheering for yot!

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your support, it means a lot! ❤

Sending you positive vibes and thoughts ❤️❤️ This must have been so difficult. I cannot imagine what this feels like but I am sending you strength.

All the hugs, also thank you for the puppy bloopers! I honestly feel like in your situation I would have done the same thing, I very much like to research all the facts I can find. Wishing you all the luck and I am glad that you are in the part of grief that lets you enjoy things again.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Hehe puppy bloopers are the best!! Thanks Angela ❤❤

Totally 2 weeks late. But sending all the baby dust. You're defiantly not alone. The loss for me was one of the hardest things I have ever been through. But every once of grieving is valid! My Rainbow baby is 12 and my second is 9.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss ❤ Thank you for watching and your kind comment!

Thank you so much for sharing! You are a real hero.. my heart goes for you. I hope you will have a healthy baby soon. 💕

I'm really sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story, I hope it will help others too. All the best on the baby front. I've gone through the treatments too and had a miscarriage on the first try. After that we got IVF twins.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss as well! Congrats on twins though!! Thank you for your support ❤

I don't know what to say, so I'll just tell you I'm so sorry for your loss and I wish you the best for your future...

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

That's a perfect thing to say ☺ Thank you!!

I had a rupture at 8.5 weeks & lost my left fallopian tube, still desperately researching for natural TTC after 1 ectopic, 5 previous miscarriages, & 1 chemical pregnancy after my ectopic. Thank you for sharing your story.

@BedtimeBookworm

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss! It’s definitely possible to get pregnant with just one tube so keep trying! I just had my rainbow baby a few months ago ❤️❤️❤️ don’t lose hope!

I'm so sorry that happened to you, especially after how long you tried for a baby before that. I wanted to watch this video because I have several friends who are trying to get pregnant, and one who did have an ectopic pregnancy, and I wondered how one finds out they have an ectopic pregnancy. I'm really glad your situation was a best-case scenario and that you're able to feel more ok now. And that's definitely weird about 2020 being a difficult year, because in addition to everything going on with covid, etc, so many of my friends are suffering the worst they have in a long time, like deaths in the family, divorces, etc, much more so than in a typical year. It's so strange, and I really hope that ends in 2021.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you friend 🥰I also feel like my friends and family are having a worse than normal year... there's something in the water!

My wife is also experiencing the same thing right now. She always cry because she doesnt want to lost the baby but we have to do, for her sake. The doctor is also advicing to observe her ectopic pregnancy journey. Last week she has hcg test only at 29. We will go back to the hospital for another HCG test and transV.

I know this a rather late response to this video, but I just wanted to say how sorry am I that you and your husband went through all of this. Wishing you all the baby dust and best of luck in the future.

@BedtimeBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! I really appreciate you watching and leaving a comment, no matter when I posted the video. 💖 💖 💖