Thank you so much for the opportunity, it was a pleasure to get to work with you ! I believe we both put a lot of effort into making this happen and i can't wait for other people to hear it !!

@EstelleLux

2 жыл бұрын

You guys are amazing can’t wait for it to premiere!!

@PrettyPatterns

2 жыл бұрын

@@EstelleLux Thank you so much ❤

@samhue4194

2 жыл бұрын

I'm looking forward to what you guys have come up with..

@adhanakthepenguin6287

2 жыл бұрын

I don't know if the fact that this is coming out on your birthday is a coincidence or not, but either way it's a nice surprise in addition to what's going to be an awesome track!

@PrettyPatterns

2 жыл бұрын

@@samhue4194 Thank you ! i Really hope you'll enjoy it !

Well, since everybody else seems to be busy discussing how the lyrics resonated with them, I guess I'll just mention how great it is to hear Calli using the lower registers of her voice. Really complements the character's cool, casual persona.

@Chocobyter

2 жыл бұрын

This in fact is the kind of music that I love, so hear it from Calli is... So beautiful

@OhWaker

2 жыл бұрын

I like how she has bits where she varies the range by going higher.

@scargiv1067

2 жыл бұрын

yeaa! Thats true, not many people use their lower ranges so its so refreshing and cool to hear

@DistractedGlobeGuy

2 жыл бұрын

@@scargiv1067 Plenty of ladies do--they're called contraltos. It's just that Calli personally doesn't do it much, even though she's got such a great voice for it, so it's really nice on the rare occasions when she does.

To this day, I find this song to be one of her absolute best works.

@resilententity470

Жыл бұрын

true, no bm in it like most other songs

@UBvtuber

Жыл бұрын

@@resilententity470 bm? bad mannered? bowel movement? What did you mean by this? lol

@seanpaul1054

Жыл бұрын

Because this was packed full of feelings. Most of her songs now just feels like work if you know what i mean lol

@8-bitromance43

11 ай бұрын

@@UBvtuber Perhaps they meant background management?

@phoenyck

11 ай бұрын

I love her slower songs like this and Scuffed Up Age, so much meaning in the lyrics

I don't really watch a lot of Hololive but sometimes I stumble on some gold like this. This song is amazing Mori

@utopes

Жыл бұрын

Glad you enjoy it! It truly is one of the best ngl, definitely one to come back to!

@rs_fury5290

Жыл бұрын

I recently stumble upon this song too have and been listening to it, insane work

@tabbune

Жыл бұрын

Hi Brax

@Hamza2_7272

Жыл бұрын

i've honestly never watched hololive nor am i interested in it but i saw this song in my recommended and genuinely had no clue this was related to hololive until a few minutes ago lmao, its just an amazing song on its own

When you play (1) Cursed night, (2) End of a Life, and (3) Live Again in order, you can sketch up a story somehow of sorrow, grief, despair, regret, acceptance, finding meaning, and then finally gratitude. (see edits below) It's a personal interpretation but yeah, music can be ambiguous and I believe that's part of what makes it wonderful, since more people can find ways to relate and subsequently cope. I believe I am not alone in saying these songs have helped and are helping me get through rough times. EDIT 1: I thought more about it, and yeah Cursed Night tells a story of meeting someone too good for yourself and getting to know one's dark past, while End of a Life is about how you had fun together but suddenly parted, while Live Again is being thankful or hopeful at least for everything that's happened. EDIT 2: Someone pointed out to me below in the replies that Live Again should come first following my interpretation, because End of a Life is actually reminiscing about the good old times. The reply makes a lot of sense actually, so revised order is (1) Cursed Night, (2) Live Again, and (3) End of a Life. EDIT 3: I have also just realized that Cursed Night may be a song directed to the Deadbeats' for their kindness and curiosity about Calli's story (because her story seemingly suggests great sorrow). "Do you want to see the beauty of this despair? This time, look for yourself." It still kind of fits the timeline, I guess? Hahaha man now I need to listen to all of her songs again.

@pedrolft9010

2 жыл бұрын

I think you discovered the true meaning of all these musics

@shirousensei5356

2 жыл бұрын

wtf... my queue list is exactly as you just said.

@victorsimplicio1290

2 жыл бұрын

Don't know if this is obvious to Calli's fanbase, but I believe interpretations should begin with Death Arcana (from tarot). In a very resumed way, the Death Arcana means change. Following your line of thought, this song is about her reminiscing about her past, even though she knows it will never come back, since her old self is "dead".

@thelonelycabin6859

2 жыл бұрын

she is just giving us puzzle pieces with her music, so we can put them together and see the meaning, you're a genius

@akumafuhen2092

2 жыл бұрын

Mhmm yes I definitely see it, also if you heard her previous works. There a song called Soundless, for me... idk that song also fits into the puzzle. Also it's probably my favorites, I find myself going back to it alot.

Calli's comment during the premiere saying its okay to feel sad when something ends really hits hard today

@yann14pr

2 жыл бұрын

I got into hololive with council and I've never seen a full stream of coco but it still hurts the same

@N_4747

2 жыл бұрын

what happened today

@yann14pr

2 жыл бұрын

@@N_4747 coco's membership has oficially ended today and the free live chat as well

@houndrysmagolyteofhope4661

2 жыл бұрын

@@yann14pr I wonder if it had a relationship to Coco leaving... I remember when two months ago she was excited she wanted to collab with Coco a lot, she respected her its really heartbreaking. But I see she took all of Coco's words to heart.

@ChronicalV

2 жыл бұрын

@@houndrysmagolyteofhope4661 wait so was this about coco finding calli and changing her life?

I'm a musician who gave up. I've seen my friends and peers build lives out of music that I'm jealous of. There's a lot of self hatred I have for giving up. But I'd never let that get in the way of how proud I am of those who kept going. I'm so proud of you, Calli, and you don't owe anyone the guilt of succeeding. Please, for the dreams of those who've fallen, push as high as you can.

@spencerstabio5936

2 жыл бұрын

If I'm not prying too much, why did you give up being a musician?

@Arcashine

2 жыл бұрын

@@spencerstabio5936 It's a really long story, but tl;dr: I put all of my effort into reaching a place that would help me become a professional musician. That place ended up kickstarting a battle with depression and taking away any hope I had of making it in the way I thought I could. I knew if I stayed on that path it'd ruin my happiness and I wouldn't achieve what I wanted to. So I took a different path. It's been bumpy, but it could have been a lot worse. Also, I just want to say it is so amazing to have made this comment 4 days ago and see the new heights Calli is pushing in such a short time. I know it's probably been in the pipeline for weeks/months, but it feels so good to see the success of someone directly after wishing it for them.

@spencerstabio5936

2 жыл бұрын

@@Arcashine Yeah. I just started checking out her music. I'll have to see what else she's got. Well, now I wish YOU success and happiness in whatever avenue you choose. We all have the opportunity to leave our mark and add something good to this world. That includes you.

@Arcashine

2 жыл бұрын

@@spencerstabio5936 Thank you so much. I ended up becoming a streamer and full time trading card grading middleman, which I love. I have my own little community and thank my stars every day for them. I hope the same for you! I definitely don't think Calli is for everyone, but no one can deny how fucking hard she works. The amount of music she's put out just this year is fucking STAGGERING to think about. A full album with another on the way, a bunch of singles and multiple EPs. She's an absolute powerhouse of creation and you can see how much she's exploring and growing throughout all of it. I remember watching her debut and kinda dismissing vtubers as something I wasn't interested in, but she tangentially fell back into my feeds around a month ago and I rediscovered her. She's become a huge inspiration for me and who knows.. maybe one day I'll give music another shot.

@5pmFeels

2 жыл бұрын

o7

For every graduation, I always find myself back here. I hope Sana finds peace and comfort in her future endeavors.

​end of a life Mori Calliope [森カリオペ「​end of a life」歌詞] [Chorus] We'd run right through those nights I'll never find my way back to you inside this labyrinth of lights There was madness in the meaning Never laughless, we were screaming at the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died I'll fly, no proof Those heights, I'll never find another chance to say "Hey, thanks for saving my life" I was hopeless, it was stinging Running roadless, we were singing at the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died [Verse 1] What was the root of it all? I couldn't say Used to jump and then fall Rugged and clichéd Would shrug it off without complaint, not a sound No use in trying to find friends, 'cause in the end nobody sticks around It's when you shoved yourself into a crowded place that you turned around and found yourself in love in outer space Cue the reckless nights, no strings, laughing at our own dreams Just what the hell was so funny? Bark up the wrong tree, stumble, used to falling great heights Amidst a concrete jungle, singing 'cause it felt right We mixed the ennui and troubles, rhyming our discontent And though it's history, I can't forget the time that we spent Convinced that this could mean another end Exists between real and pretend A twisted alter-fiction where I missed my chance, did not ascend, and Disappearing into the mist of "never happened" is the me that I can never befriend I let it go [Pre-Chorus] Fade in, fade out This crazy dream Without a direction, floating aimlessly There's nothing left Back there for me Breathe in, but it won't stop the rain from pouring [Chorus] We'd run right through those nights I'll never find my way back to you inside this labyrinth of lights There was madness in the meaning Never laughless, we were screaming at the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died But was there ever a soul inside? [Verse 2] Chasing fireflies between the soaring high-rises Left a trail behind, defined it "wasted time of our lives" Silent singer, overworked and underpaid Thinks an office is a coffin until off is where you're laid Yet a thought persists, an optimist who ought to be afraid Saw the "nothing wrong" in writing songs behind the lonely shade Is the world a sadder place without the words that you conveyed? When the ladder fell and shattered every bar that we had played? Does it matter in the end the sound diminished and decayed And your friends grew tired of fantasy; you're wishing they had stayed? You don't get to say "I miss you," you watched your heroes fade Into the rear-view mirror of the villain you portrayed Stop the pity party, listen You don't get to be dismayed You don't get to be emotional, feel blessed you got it made These the best of years of life because you chose to make a trade Recollect the days you hoped and you prayed for this What is there to miss? [Pre-Chorus] Fade in, fade out This hazy dream Without a direction, roaming aimlessly There's nothing left Back there for me Pretend it's the end of a made-up story [Chorus] I'll fly, no proof Those heights, I'll never find another chance to say "Hey, thanks for saving my life" I was hopeless, it was stinging Driving roadless, we were singing at the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died I'll say goodbye to the soul inside [Bridge] (And yet somehow, there was romance In our self-hate, "we've got no chance" In this light maze, but let's hold hands Through the night haze, we'll run so fast 'Til the school chime, 'til the train runs We know it's time, we're the sane ones Waking up now, to the "real life" Let me daydream, 'til the next night) I'll keep waiting I'll keep waiting for you [Outro] Waking up now, to my real life Let me daydream, 'til the next flight Drowning so long, I got older Now the crowd's gone, is it over? Is it over?

@flambelk4489

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks!

@v_jaeleen3116

2 жыл бұрын

ARIGATHANKS!

@AnvilJeff

2 жыл бұрын

Um... thank you for the effort, but... Calli already put all this in the video. In multiple languages 🙁

@AshThumbsUp

2 жыл бұрын

@@AnvilJeff Sometimes the lyrics are late, so you can read this out and sing along better I suppose, you can also try reading it while thinking how the song goes in your head

@AnvilJeff

2 жыл бұрын

@@AshThumbsUp very true, i wasnt trying to be "that guy" or anything. Its nice they put in that much effort so others can enjoy the song at their own pace

That first line always hits like a truck.

@depugmaster3694

2 жыл бұрын

yo, my man. Clicked on your channel for your great art and them I found out you were a fellow dead-beat and that was a very welcome surprise.

@crispyflippers.9522

2 жыл бұрын

Love your vids!!

@sirsebastians

2 жыл бұрын

Isekai im comming

@mouchee7258

2 жыл бұрын

not so much as the last line. but thats probably just me

@Mitsuki-jg3nz

2 жыл бұрын

bro, love your art and tips. Yeah, Calli's songs are always amazing, hits ya like a train.

I lost my boyfriend this month. He was a fellow deadbeat and he really loved your songs so much. I keep this song on repeat every night since his death. Even though it stings my heart quite a bit, it makes me reminisce about all the nights we went through when we were still together. Thank you for creating such a beautiful song, Calli ♥

@kajuncheng245

Жыл бұрын

Small platitudes from a stranger might not mean much, but know that I know that feeling quite well. I lost my father 5 years ago, and I still cling to the hobbies we used to do together. May your boyfriend rest peacefully, wherever he may be.

@bananaice3469

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry to hear about your loss How a song could open so much emotion is beautiful May your boyfriend live in peace

@zw845

Жыл бұрын

Sorry about your loss, hope you'll get better bro. o7

@RedNeor

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you find comfort in your memories of him.

@ytho9229

Жыл бұрын

I'm really sorry for your loss. I pray you find strength to get through this loss and find happiness like that again.

If you opened the replay chat, at the very end Calli commented something that hits really hard back when this premiered, but now hits harder: "​It’s okay to feel sad when one story ends. It’s also okay to keep remembering it happened. Thanks for listening, everyone." o7.

@funijettmain7916

2 жыл бұрын

o7

@serenorussel1559

2 жыл бұрын

o7

@KratosDivine

2 жыл бұрын

What happened? :O

@yabazyabacoffee

2 жыл бұрын

this and live again make me feeeellll

@AJarOfYams

2 жыл бұрын

o7

To me this tells a story of jumping in to a world that doesn’t feel like it has room for you. Roaming aimlessly with no direction, Calliope left her old life in a risky trade that ended up paying off. She “flew” with “no proof” it would work out, and here she is looking back at the world she left behind to pursue it. She longs for her days of playing fantasy games and “playing the villain” in tabletop games. She tries to shake it off and be grateful for what she has, now that she got what she prayed for, but she has a nagging feeling that she owes something to the people she left behind. My belief is that the city that never died is the reminder of the story that happened there, but it’s only a reminder that it happened, it lacks the people (or soul) she remembers was there, and wants to say her goodbyes to.

@YumoCH

2 жыл бұрын

The city could be the ruins we see in irys's caesura of despair mv?

@detuned_SEKAI

2 жыл бұрын

preach brother. preach.

@ChronicalV

2 жыл бұрын

thank you, my brain is so small im struggling to understand every line

@notaprouwu9801

2 жыл бұрын

Ty bro u help a lot

@jhaydee7203

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks, I'm more sad now.

This song hits hard for a lot of people. Of the infinite possible branches of our lives, we only ever get to pick one. All we can really do is think about the different paths and the what-ifs, the alter-fictions and the versions of ourselves that we can never befriend. "Talented" is quite possibly the biggest understatement in the world when talking about Calli.

@vassalofthenight9945

2 жыл бұрын

This one hit me real hard because i think about the choices i have made in the past very often. I never made any big mistakes, just a lot of small ones but my life is exactly the situation people describe when they say "I don't know what would happen to me if i never met..." "I don't know where I would be if ... hadn't reached out to me". I know what would happen and I know where you'd be. I live that reality everyday and it's shite.

@DarkAdonisVyers

2 жыл бұрын

Don't pine for different paths thinking that they could have been better possibilities. Be happy that you avoided the worst possibilities. If you're alive and free, then you've definitely avoided those.

@richardpaulson6002

2 жыл бұрын

The part that hits me most in my current life is. . . well. . . what happens if there actually were choices, but, you never knew they existed back then, and thus, missed them? At least with choices there’s a set of paths that you could possibly go down, but, what about those who get “railroaded” in life and then get slammed into a pigeonhole that can’t be escaped because, somewhen across the previous route in life, a butterfly effect occurred that cascaded into the modern day and left you in a life dead-end? . . . oh, uh, pardon me for piping up, your thoughts brought something to mind I’ve been struggling with for. . . well. . . a decade.

@aoipanda25

2 жыл бұрын

@@DarkAdonisVyers glad I scrolled through the comments. Needed this message today 🙏🏼

@Thiccness_Is_Delicious

2 жыл бұрын

Dwelling on the past is the path to eternal sorrow, you must stand firm in the choices you make always look forward never back the past is the past for a reason.

After watching your 3rd Anniversary stream I never knew that you almost scrapped this song. I'm glad you didn't because its such an emotional song that causes me to reflect on myself a lot. And each time I listen it brings out complex feelings I can't even describe but I feel are manifested into the song. I can't imagine the emotions you felt while writing this but its such a banger. Its been 3 years and I can't wait to see what else you do. Keep on killing it Calli.

@EienNoKurushimi

9 ай бұрын

She was going to scrap this song? I never knew that. We would have never gotten this amazing song if she scrapped it.

@MAXIMUS_15

8 ай бұрын

Was she going to scrap my favourite song? Im so happy that she didnt do that

@flame3724

3 ай бұрын

Do we have a clip of she talking abt to scrape this song?

Calli - I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but here are my words of thanks anyways. This song speaks to me so much due to me taking an opportunity to live and work in another country. “Waking up to my real life, let me daydream to the next flight.” - The daydream is living in the moment of wherever I am in between flights. I’m solitary and have roots for a moment until I get to travel again, which is what I live to do. “You don’t get to be emotional, Be blessed you got it made!” - I’m torn over that my life in my current city is over (the experiences and memories, the friends, all of it) are over, but even more is ahead. I remember I got a chance that few others got. “Those nights, I’ll never find my way back to you” and “This city never died.” - My time here is over, nothing can replace it, but it is over. And the city will go on after I leave. This song means a lot to me, especially tonight. Thanks for writing and singing it. I’ll be listening to this when I lift off whole watching this chapter “fade into the rear view mirror.” Thanks Calli.

@jetstreamsam8221

Жыл бұрын

HOW DID MY GUY GET SO MANY LIKES

@Need_RnR

Жыл бұрын

☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️ She doesn't care ..... and neither do I....... GET HELP/ ""THERAPY""" ..... !!!!! ... & STAY *OFF* THE *DRUGS* 1111111

Calli has a way of making every song she writes sound like it's going straight from her heart to yours, she's incredible.

I always find it interesting when we get the tiniest glimpse of Calli's old life, this song seemingly partly inspired by it. The contrast between an artist who hasn't "made it" and one who did. The story that exists between the two. The idea that they're treated as separate despite both still being her. She has a very unique story that I hope she gets to tell one day.

@Camunon

2 жыл бұрын

Absolutely agreed.

@jahuuuu9625

2 жыл бұрын

I wish she ended the song with the sound of rolling dice similar to her first song with hololive

@maxrelax5940

Жыл бұрын

i dont rlly follow vtubers so idk if youre talking about something in the lore or the meta of her irl life and then her playing calli but i find the dynamic of the latter so interesting. the way i inturpret some of her songs (and some of the other vtubers) is that they allude to the irl person and the character she plays. itd be so interesting to hear someone knowledgable anaylize it with this lens in mind

@sebastiangniadek6473

Жыл бұрын

@@jahuuuu9625 which song was that?

@Gulyus

Жыл бұрын

@@sebastiangniadek6473 I think it was RIP "Excuse me rudeness, but could you please RIP?" at the KZread URL /watch?v=5y3xh8gs24c

We really made it that far huh ? You guys are insane, thank you for everything 💜

@SJCS2

2 жыл бұрын

Yep 10 million views congrats mate

@miraivox7928

2 жыл бұрын

This is my favourite of her original songs and the MV is such a good display of emotion, congrats🎉

@GhostlyNomad130

2 жыл бұрын

You Are An Inspiration in so Many Ways! Thank You for being an Amazing Human Being

@KonekoArvi

2 жыл бұрын

I always comes back to here everytime I feel like i needed some place to think. End of life and Resting Power is my favorite Calli song. And also I love your work with Enna

@n0va807

Жыл бұрын

Congratulations my guy. You did it.

God I Love this song, This broke me. Soon to be an official dead beat but we all pray for your Happiness Calliope. Thank you so much for giving so much of yourself for our sake.

Calli proves time and time again that she is an amazing lyricist. This song is just another fantastic example of why she is one of my favorite artists

@Joe_Mama.also_YTHandlessuckass

2 жыл бұрын

Honestly same, this song in particular reminds me of Twenty-one pilots minus the metal screaming, maybe that's how we'll get the Calli x Rushia collab

@Jeremy-it1ks

2 жыл бұрын

Calli is my favorite artist artist compared to the modern mainstream artists . I admit I may be biased haha. I've said this before, but I'll say it again Calli is different because she doesn't flex her wealth, btches, and fame. Moreover, when she raps or songs she's doesn't mumble or stutter. Which secured her as my favorite streamer, rapper, and person.

There's nothing fake about this type of longing. This feels like the flipside of Live Again - where that song celebrated moving on, this one mourns what once was. Because it's not easy to just say you've moved on. Sometimes you relapse back to those good times. Should you feel guilty? Would life have been better had you stayed? Even if the head has answers, the heart remains clouded. And yet, to say you've had those times at all is a kind of blessing. That's the bittersweet passion I hear in this song. Truth is, we don't know if it's over. Because we're still alive, the beat goes on.

@drained1177

2 жыл бұрын

Ligmaballs

@VeylmanTheRock

2 жыл бұрын

I think in this case the past is what's haunting her. Battling feelings of inadequacy and a right to be where she is now.

@henrycooper3431

2 жыл бұрын

Tbh that is what happened to me And as such this song does give me happiness and sadness at the same time

@sheepcommander_

2 жыл бұрын

WAIT I JUST REALIZED "LIVE AGAIN" "END OF A LIFE" HUH

@user-fd1ue8xu6f

2 жыл бұрын

It's like a song that looks back on the popularity gained by playing an artificial character made by a company that doesn't show his true self.

We'd run right through those nights I'll never find my way back to you Inside this labyrinth of lights There was madness in the meaning Never laughless, we were screaming At the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died I'll fly, no proof Those heights I'll never find another chance to say "Hey, thanks for saving my life" I was hopeless, it was stinging Running roadless We were singing at the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died What was the root of it all? Huh I couldn't say Used to jump and then fall Rugged and clichéd Would shrug it off without complaint, not a sound No use in trying to find friends 'Cause in the end nobody sticks around It's when you shoved yourself into a crowded place That you turned around And found yourself in love in outer space Cue the reckless nights, no strings Laughing at our own dreams, haha Just what the hell was so funny? Bark up the wrong tree, stumble Used to falling great heights Amidst a concrete jungle Singing 'cause it felt right We mixed the ennui and troubles Rhyming our discontent And though it's history I can't forget the time that we spent Convinced that this could mean another end Exists between real and pretend A twisted alter-fiction Were I missed my chance, did not ascend And disappearing into the mist of "Never happened" Is the me that I can never befriend I let it go Fade in, fade out This crazy dream Without a direction, floating aimlessly There's nothing left Back there for me Breathe in, but it won't stop the rain from pouring We'd run right through those nights I'll never find my way back to you Inside this labyrinth of lights There was madness in the meaning Never laughless, we were screaming At the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died But was there ever a soul inside? Chasing fireflies between the soaring high-rises Left a trail behind Defined it, "Wasted time of our lives" Silent singer, overworked and underpaid Thinks an office is a coffin Until off is where you're laid Yet a thought persists An optimist who ought to be afraid Saw the "Nothing wrong" in writing songs Behind the lonely shade Is the world a sadder place Without the words that you conveyed? When the ladder fell And shattered every bar that we had played? Does it matter in the end The sound diminished and decayed And your friends grew tired of fantasy You're wishing they had stayed? You don't get to say, "I miss you" You watched your heroes fade Into the rear-view mirror of the villain you portrayed Stop the pity party, listen You don't get to be dismayed You don't get to be emotional Feel blessed you got it made These the best of years of life Because you chose to make a trade Recollect the days you hoped And you prayed for this What is there to miss? Fade in, fade out This hazy dream Without a direction, roaming aimlessly There's nothing left Back there for me Pretend it's the end of a made-up story I'll fly, no proof Those heights I'll never find another chance to say "Hey, thanks for saving my life" I was hopeless, it was stinging Driving roadless, we were singing At the top of our lungs to the numbness This city never died I'll say goodbye to the soul inside And yet somehow, there was romance In our self-hate, "We've got no chance" In this light maze, but let's hold hands Through the night haze, we'll run so fast 'Til the school chime, 'til the train runs We know it's time, we're the sane ones Waking up now, to the "Real life" Let me daydream, 'til the next night I'll keep waiting I'll keep waiting for you Oh-woah-oh, oh-oh Waking up now, to my real life Let me daydream, 'til the next flight Drowning so long, I got older Now the crowd's gone, is it over? Is it over?

"No use in trying to find friends 'cause in the end nobody sticks around. It's when you shoved yourself into a crowded place, that you turned around and found yourself in love in outer space" These lines hit so hard. Friends have always seamed like such a distant thing to me. Every time when I thought I've found a group of friends I'd have either have had to leave them or they have abandoned me. I've given up already.

@rip7446

2 жыл бұрын

why is this so true

@UdDomm

2 жыл бұрын

Same , it hurts me sometimes. I've had a lot of groups of "friends" but in the end they usually leave me or I couldn't stick around any longer.

“Thinks an office is a coffin, until off is where your laid.” Some of the best word play I’ve ever heard. “Office” obviously rhymes with “off is”, but that’s not all. “Off is where your laid” referring to being laid off and fired from your job, but also using the term “where your laid” to refer to being laid to rest in a coffin. And it all ties together with the theme of being overworked to the point of death. Genius.

@xeal9674

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad other people pay attention to this. As a word nerd, Calli's consistent mind-blowing wordplay is what keeps me coming back.

@imamwahyudi7731

2 жыл бұрын

it could also mean c chan made a coffin for calli to turn into her current one. the word laid is the foundation that c chan "laid".

@puddingspy9837

2 жыл бұрын

That's my fav line as well

@korsekil

2 жыл бұрын

I also see "death" as not being entirely literal, but the death of your soul amidst the concrete jungle. It feels like there's also a theme of nostalgia, of freedom, of the dreams you once had that you had to kill in the office. It's definitely something a lot of us have experienced amidst our careers in jobs we've lost the passion for, or never had.

I guess since we're all sharing why this made us cry: About four and a half years ago, my fiancée had her meet and greet with Calli. There was a lot of times where she had stopped me from over working myself. I'd probably have worked myself to death if it hadn't been for her. I don't think I ever told her that she saved my life. We used to think that we'd make music when we finished college, but now that she's gone. When she died, I really lost all my passion for creating and playing music. Recently I've been wanting wanting to write again, and I think this might be the sign I needed. Thank you, Calli! You may not have saved my life, but I think you saved my heart.

@udon_

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so glad you took this in a positive way, good luck in making your musics!!! I’ll be watching over your KZread if you decide to upload anything there!

@heikocaiko7035

2 жыл бұрын

You have my best wishes too, good luck

@muoiz6745

2 жыл бұрын

You know Calli irl? Cool

@meteorshowerz_

2 жыл бұрын

calli hadn’t debuted 4 years ago, wdym you had a meet and greet with her??

@Veishan

2 жыл бұрын

@@TeRpFlyers He means she died. "Bruh" indeed

I've listened to this song when it first came out, and at the time, I thought "What a beautiful song," but now, after finding it again after a few months, I cry every time while listening to it, because of how much it resonates with me. At the time, I had made a really good group of friends, and my life just changed, because they helped me out of my darkest moments, and I guess you could say they saved my life. I'll never have anyone in my life quite the same as them, because they set the standard of 'friend' so high for me. Around a month ago, I got an opportunity that I had been hoping for, but in accepting it, I had to move states. I'll never be able to see them again, or thank them, or even tell them how much they mean to me. Since then, my life just hasn't been the same. I made new 'friends', but they're nowhere near as close to me as my old ones. We've started drifting apart, and it's like I was never there in the first place. But I can't blame anyone but myself, since I made this choice, and it was one that I had been hoping for for so long, my life should now be at its best, so I shouldn't have to miss my old life. I often wonder if my friends are thinking about me the same way, or if they've already moved on in life, and I'm the only one stuck in the past. Even though I have gotten what I wanted, I had to sacrifice what I needed in order to get it. I always wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't received the offer. Would I have been happier?

Stumbled upon this in a youtube playlist randomly created. Cried. Cried. Cried. As someine with bad depressive issues specifically because of miscommunication and life getting out of my control, thanks for the help with this songs message.

This song was fantastic. You did such a great job Calli. Here before a million views!

@butler_killer

2 жыл бұрын

Before 100k :)

@miniace5599

2 жыл бұрын

Here on premiere

@eidolon5739

2 жыл бұрын

Before 200k :)

@t65bx25

2 жыл бұрын

Before 200k :)

@uishinigami2197

2 жыл бұрын

@@miniace5599 Same

Calli knows her way through words with her music. She gives realistic advices and pushes us to work hard. Her words are never a miss and add to the fact she shows us her genuine emotions. Calli is the best

@samhue4194

2 жыл бұрын

Calli is definitely the best. Our Adorable Oshi

@Jeremy-it1ks

2 жыл бұрын

Calli's music has helped me through tough times. She is a blessing

@okay38

2 жыл бұрын

Calli's music really motivated me a lot she is the best dad ever, also i heard this has alot of lyrics? As a person with breathing problems, its lung torturing time! edit: i was wrong, the music is so calm that it made me emotional, this is why i love Calli

@lijhay2889

2 жыл бұрын

how did you guys comment 9 hours ago when this video got released just 10 mins ago

@USSAnimeNCC-

2 жыл бұрын

It beautiful I almost cry

Two years ago today, this song released and sparked a fire in me I didn't know I had. A song that made me acutely aware of my position in life, but also somehow motivated me to greater things, resonating with me on a level I had never felt before. If I had to chose a singular favorite song for the rest of my life, it'd be this. Thank you Calli! Here's to more ahead!

This song is about to hit different again, help. 🌏😭

@alphalion1959

Жыл бұрын

tell me about it

@2057ram

Жыл бұрын

Saying goodbye and fading in fading definitely hits the difference now

@jayzenstyle

Жыл бұрын

@@alphalion1959 sana is graduating from holo. Sad day indeed.

@Pantalaimon91

Жыл бұрын

I'm starting to hate the month of July. Can we just skip it next year?

@E4439Qv5

Жыл бұрын

@@Pantalaimon91 You won't wanna do that for 2023. Gut feeling, it's gonna be a surprisingly good month in an otherwise wack year.

Such a refreshing breath of air from Calli in this piece of art. Always a pleasure to hear new songs from her.

@ApexReign

2 жыл бұрын

Everywhere we go, you’re there. o7

@Dominik-K

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, I can only agree! And this one hits close to home for me

@Jonathanloh1992

2 жыл бұрын

Did you guys get the lyrics? She is telling us like a message.

@MFconfuse

2 жыл бұрын

I like your pic hahahah

@otap2040

2 жыл бұрын

and i was wondering where he was lol

I am not good at English. However, the song was so good that I interpreted all the lyrics through a translator. The song and the lyrics go really well together. I'm watching the broadcast, but I can understand only a little bit of the content, so I'm learning English. Don't work too hard on the broadcast, but do it while resting. Because we want to see you for a long time! (It might be weird because I used a translator.)

@Luis-ws2hx

2 жыл бұрын

Don't worry your message was well conveyed, glad you liked the music and Calli motivated you to learn english. / 걱정하지 마십시오. 메시지가 잘 전달되었습니다. 당신이 음악을 좋아하고 Calli가 당신에게 영어를 배우도록 동기를 부여해줘서 기쁩니다

@monstertokusatsu6042

2 жыл бұрын

Hey I just use Google translate :V

@Billy-mj9jf

2 жыл бұрын

Your English is better than most

@bonebard6178

2 жыл бұрын

@@Billy-mj9jf i mean, he used a translator. im sure google appreciates it though lol

@jiminson5025

2 жыл бұрын

민제씨 우리 모두 화이팅!

I stumbled across you on Spotify because of your collaboration with Amalee/Monarch and Villian Vibes and had to check you out, and this song started playing...and out of nowhere I just started crying...I don't know why, but when this happens I say, thank you...any song that out of nowhere that makes me feel emotions like this is amazing, and you're amazing, you have a new fan!

There is also the pain of becoming famous, and reaching beyond your dreams... I love you, Calli.

I love the line "There's nothing left back there for me." The first time, it's a heartbreaking realization that she can't go back anymore, because there's nothing left there for her. But the second time, with the context of the lines "Feel blessed you got it made" and "Recollect the days you hoped and you prayed for this, what is there to miss?" It takes on new meaning. It's still a bit sad, but it's now a confident declaration of acceptance. She doesn't need to go back, because there's nothing left for her there. She's moved on. At least, that's how I interpret it.

@Altrantis

2 жыл бұрын

I think it's both. She's objectively better now, doing what she wanted, but also missing those early days and the people in them, unable to go back, both because it's impossible and because it'd make no sense to.

@starswirI

2 жыл бұрын

in my opinion, the line RIGHT before that "*you dont get to be emotional*, feel blessed you got it made" makes me think that yes, she doesnt need to go back but shes like. shunning herself from missing those times. shes like telling herself that she doesnt deserve to be emotional about the past because right now is so much better. its really sad because she's allowed to miss those times even if they were bad or just overall worse than now. this is how i took it!

@Altrantis

2 жыл бұрын

@@starswirI Yeah. Sometimes we miss the good parts of worse periods in our lives.

@mizuenayuri

2 жыл бұрын

Just what’s there in the past to miss? She’d wish to succeed, she’d wish someday to be a [BIG SHOT]. And here she is, a corporate VTuber with 1M+ subscribers. She doesn’t want to go back, because all in the past were wishes and prayers for succession. You don’t just miss it anymore.

@starswirI

2 жыл бұрын

@@mizuenayuri theres so many things to miss with being a 2M subscribers channel: missing being anonymous(like COMPLETELY), missing where u lived, missing ur family, missing ur old friends. i dont think her entire past was her wishing to be this. sure she spent time, but there had to be Some good moments, and thats what im reffering to.

"It's okay to feel sad when something ends really hits hard today" That had us emotional, Calli. Your deadbeats will support you more. ❤

This still might be her best work. It's so beautiful and somehow hits harder every time I listen

I was listening to this song just now, It made relate to my problems in life. Got bullied because of how I speak, Got ignored a few times because I didn't fit right in, And got scolded because I keep breaking promises and let everyone down because of how stubborn and hard-headed I was. I was at my lowest point during and after the pandemic. To the point where I was depressed and stressed out. Because I lost two of my most important people in my life. I was eating and sleeping out of frustration, Until... You guys came into my life. Especially you, Calli. Your songs saved me. Including this one. 2022 was the year that Vtubers came into my life. After Kpop in 2018. And I wanted to say, Thank you. For being here in Hololive. Without you, Myth wouldn't be the same without our lovable reaper-rapper dad. I maybe sixteen, but you inspired me to keep going foward and achieve my dreams. You were my inspiration, Among my other inspirations. You were the reason why I loved music in the first place. Thank you, Calli. From now on, I'll support you, and Myth until the very end. Thank you.

My best friend passed away 2 months ago, he was a big fan of yours, Calli! The song reminded me of him and how grateful I am to him, it felt so nice to feel like I could connect with him again. Thank you for making such a lovely song.

@thestowrymakerz8256

2 жыл бұрын

May he RIP, may the pain be bearable for you

@fireagehero1101

2 жыл бұрын

I feel you brother. RIP to your homie and stay strong

@bandita7088

2 жыл бұрын

lov for u my homie and enjoy ur life

@renaldelvinh

2 жыл бұрын

my condolences brother, may he rest in peace, i bet calli greet him as soon as he left

@gatitixd9996

2 жыл бұрын

rip for your friend. its nice that with this song you could like "connect" with him i bet he was really important for you. at least with this song you will always remember him

Something about this song, the lyrics, the track, composition… it feels like your songs really come from the heart. I can’t say precisely how, but they just simply resonate with my soul and make me feel like I’m not alone in the midst of all adversity. You’re a damn good artist, Calliope. ❤︎ and you work with amazing people too that help make it happen! Thank you for your hard work.

一年以上聴き続けて未だに飽きない、一生聴いても同じなんだろうなこの曲は

@54xe-kisenonn11

4 ай бұрын

聞いてるかい?

@toykn

4 ай бұрын

​@@54xe-kisenonn11聴いてるよ

Last night, I listened to this song for the first time in months. It instantly transported me back to those nights when my friends and I used to hang out on Discord. The memories flooded in, a bittersweet mix of nostalgia and longing. Back then, I couldn't help but despise the pandemic and the quarantine it imposed on us. It felt like our world had been turned upside down. But in the midst of that loneliness, a bright spot emerged. My friends and hololive-EN became my companions during those darkest hours, filling the void with laughter and joy. Now, in this post-pandemic world, my friends and I have returned to our normal college lives. Our schedules are busier than ever, and the simple pleasure of hanging out on Discord seems like a distant dream. But as I replayed that song, I realized just how grateful I am for those moments we shared and the bonds we forged during those challenging times. Thank you, Mori Calliope, for this wonderful piece.

This is beautiful...It feels like a counterpart or sequel to Cursed Night in some ways. The more emotional Calli songs are the ones I love the most

@coins_png

2 жыл бұрын

It actually feels connected to all the music calli makes and it hits me so hard.

@BenjaminSteber

2 жыл бұрын

Feeling that 'cursed night counterpart' comment so hard right now but even cursed night didn't expose this much vulnerability. I kept from listening to this song after the first time because I knew it would break me once I took a deep dive. Goddamn. I wasn't wrong.

@coins_png

2 жыл бұрын

@@BenjaminSteber dude it did break me. I was gonna get stuff done but I'll have to wait for tomorrow, I feel exhausted. You know when you remember a memory so vividly you feel the exact feelings you had at that moment ? Like that but with the worst parts of my life.

@tacticallemon7518

2 жыл бұрын

i can’t tolerate slower songs (such as this one and cursed night) but for some reason, once i click on either of the videos i just can’t click off

@deadmacgaming9066

2 жыл бұрын

Cursed nights became one of my favorite songs of all time I can see this being in the same time line

This is a bittersweet masterpiece I'm going to be looping for a long time, and if what I think this song is about is correct, it's really relatable to something we all have to go through at some point: saying goodbye to life as you knew it when a big change happens in your life. (Warning: song analysis wall of text ahead) While some of Mori's prior songs were about coming to terms with the new challenges of her new career as a Hololive VTuber, streamer, and entertainer, I think this song is about the other side of the change: coming to terms with saying goodbye to her old life as a Grim Reaper. Mori has talked before on stream about how she has old friends she hasn't talked to in a long time, and I'm sure she's so busy now with streaming and projects that she hasn't had too much time to reconnect with them, which would only make the divide widen, and that's painful for anyone to go through. Another big part of this song, I think: she's also talked before about how she honed her rap skills in the Underworld's underground scene, starting off with an audience size smaller than you can count on one hand, and she's mentioned how she got a lot of helpful advice from her peers in the Underworldian scene. It might not necessarily be the same in the Underworld, but from what I know of the underground rap scene in the human world, it's a big struggle to even survive as an artist and many rappers have to join together in close-knit groups to survive. If Calli left an existence like that to join Hololive and crank out hits that topped the iTunes charts, while her old homies continued to struggle just to make it day by day, I could see how that could be a guilt weighing down on her and how it wouldn't be so easy to simply go back to her old crew and pretend like it's just another day in the underground. "When the ladder fell and shattered every bar that we had played?" I really love both the symbolism and the double (or more?) meaning in this line. I'm assuming the fallen ladder refers to um... well let's just say a certain situation in the human world and underworld that's making it rather difficult to convene for musical performances. And for many artists who were already struggling, that could possibly mean the end of their careers. You could say two kinds of "bar we had played" were shattered: bars as in verses of rap no longer being performed, and bars as in literal bars that serve drinks, where musicians would often perform but now have been forced to close. "And your friends grew tired of fantasy, you’re wishing they had stayed? You don’t get to say I miss you, you watched your heroes fade Into the rear view-mirror of the villain you portrayed" This is the part of the song that I think supports the explanation I have come up with so far. I think some of Calli's old rap homies had to up and leave the rap scene due to the struggles of the current situation getting too hard - even ones she looked up to a lot. But while they faded into obscurity, Calli only moved forward to great things. She feels guilty, like she was a villain in their eyes. "Stop the pity party, listen, you don’t get to be dismayed You don’t get to be emotional, feel blessed you got it made These the best of years of life because you chose to make a trade Recollect the days you hoped and you prayed for this What is there to miss?" I think with this Calli is saying she misses her old homies and feels nostalgic for the old days, but is also being critical of herself: how is it, she asks herself, that she now misses the old days when she spent those old days hoping for the existence she has now? From here, I think the rest of the song is coming to terms with the fact that things will never be able to go back to exactly the way they were before. And in the end, she can still look back fondly at the old times even though she knows she has to "wake up now to the real life" and focus now on where she is in the present. And in the end, there's still a hope. "I'll keep waiting for you" - just as Calli found a new existence for herself, maybe her old homies have found new existences for themselves too. And who knows what the future holds. Perhaps there is hope of someday seeing her old homies again and reminiscing. "Now the crowd's gone - is it over?" The song doesn't end with with a definitive "things are over" - it ends with a question. Maybe things are over, maybe they are not. One can only see what lies ahead. And thus, that's why I call this song a bittersweet masterpiece. It's a journey, starting with a happy memory of the past, quickly turned into a saddening lament for days that can't be relived, turned back again into a sliver of hope for the future. One of Calli's finest songs yet. And I can only wait in eager anticipation for the amazing songs I know she'll keep bringing. Biggest of ups. (One last side point I want to mention - I don't think the release timing of this song coinciding with the closing of Coco's free chat was anything more than a happy accident, as Calli always releases songs at the end of the month. With that said however, I do think Coco's graduation could maybe have been an influence on Calli choosing to write this song. After all, Coco also had to say goodbye to her life as she knew it and all the friends she made in her time with Hololive...) EDIT: And remember, this is just my interpretation! As is the case with Calli's songs, there's usually many possible interpretations, and the one I came up with may not have even been what Calli intended. But it's always fun to try to figure out the "puzzle" Calli leaves in her lyrics, and if anyone thinks I might have missed something or gotten some details wrong, feel free to share your own thoughts on the song!

@Bazzarspider123

2 жыл бұрын

Great analysis, highly appreciate the context behind the song.

@ophthalmology8569

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for the beautiful analysis. Agree with everything you wrote here. I think this explain all the love and support our girls have received, as we realize behind those cute anime models are real people with real emotions that we can sympathize with.

@UnforsakenUmeko

2 жыл бұрын

Wonderful interpretation!

@Dominik-K

2 жыл бұрын

Love the interpretation Abyss. Dankeschön 🧡

@jaylew1853

2 жыл бұрын

this song hit closer to the ones she released in her past life. it felt weird to me seeing all the comments saying how much they enjoyed this song and what a banger it is when calli is singing her her heart out about a weight she is carrying, as pretentious as i may sound saying it.

The song feels like its such a personal song. Calli talking to herself, realizing what she worked for all the years is what she is now and learning to love the effort that she poured into it.

@wintermute5486

11 ай бұрын

this and resting power for sure. shes so hard on herself. i hope she finds healing someday.

This song feels like it took something from me and it's only going to give it back when I finally say I'm proud of myself. I promise to make that happen.

@EditronSpawn

8 ай бұрын

I believe in you.

@Betito1171

8 ай бұрын

That’s poetic in of itself. I very much feel the same way. I want to make something worthy of such music.

I hope that people love this one. A title like this just screams heart and soul were poured into this track very much. There's several hours until it goes live, but I have a good feeling that people will be able to vibe to it. See you all after the premiere! EDIT: Now that it's premiered.... You absolutely delivered a beautiful song. A farewell of sorts, and a movement forward. As I said, I sincerely hope you're proud of this song. It's incredibly powerful, and I hope it can be an inspiration, a signal, to others. It's very fitting that a reaper would deliver such an impactful song about moving on, though maybe in a different way than some might expect. Love it. Love what you do. I'll always love my Mori. ❤❤❤❤

@Artermist

2 жыл бұрын

The picture already looks really good!

@ToaHurlak52

2 жыл бұрын

Calli pours her heart and soul into these songs, she's so great. Love listening to her and Suisei

@queeenie

2 жыл бұрын

it's just so soft and melodic so tbh this is one of my favourite songs from her 💕

Difficult. This song is a lot to chew on. Beautiful though. Not one that I'm going to play on repeat, but I'll keep around for when I need it. I'll always appreciate Calli's willingness and ability to use her music for true expression. She really is something special and I'm so glad she's found this stage to share that. Even if it has cost her something, I think she's happy she has too.

@Camunon

2 жыл бұрын

^^^^ This guy gets the message of the song.

@ToasterBath

2 жыл бұрын

I don't think it's meant to be a played on repeat song. I think it's there to get you back on your feet when you need it. Like you said, something that you would keep around for when you most need it

@Lightrim706

2 жыл бұрын

true but i probably might put it on repeat just to try to hang on to how i feel about my life...

@ToasterBath

2 жыл бұрын

I like how the join date goes down as you go through this comment section.

This song is carrying me hard lately. I wish i didnt feel so low and alone around the holidays like this. Some part of me is still hoping i can pick myself back up. To anyone else struggling, I wish you the best too.

@DeadNotSleeping789

6 ай бұрын

I have seasonal depression, so the holidays have been depressing for me since I've been a teenager. You are not alone. Please do your best to take care of your body; it does a world of good.

@Slashthehedgehog1443

6 ай бұрын

​@@DeadNotSleeping789I'm trying. It never really gets easier.

@McMori523

5 ай бұрын

Just listen mori song and chill

Lyrics starting from 2:12 hit really hard for me. All those years trying to chase my dream but being bogged down by circumstances and having to earn money, being torn by telling myself that my effort was a "Wasted time of our lives." Still trying to chase dreams while working at a job. Parents telling me that it's pointless. Friends that shared dreams but left one by one hit by reality. At the end of every day I tell myself, do I regret chasing my dreams? I don't. I'm not giving up until reality puts me down in my grave.

@venomark7883

Жыл бұрын

Amen, brother 👊🔥 I kinda gave up college halfway because I was mentally exhausted and tired like I want it to end and I'm here now trying to still think that "do I regret it?" I'm still looking for the answer I'm just so confused, frustrated, tired, and just lost but my mom said she'd support me in whatever I do as long as I don't waste my life sitting in one spot, I'd rather move my body to the point of breaking and do it all over again without a shadow of a doubt of me regretting letting college go to waste, because theres no tomorrow that I can face if I keep staying there, I have to find the answer outside of my comfort zone

@PrederNationteam74

3 ай бұрын

That’s me to, it’s hard working your dream over and over, but you keep pushing, cause you’ll get it one day.

I really appreciate Calli's songs. They always give me inspiration to try again when I'm about to give up. Same with Watame and Suisei. I know nobody really cares about my story, but this one really resonated with me. I was a youtuber that hit it big way back in the day, nearly 7 years ago. I had been making videos for years for basically no audience, until final about 2 years into it, I finally got my big viral hit that started taking off and was really good. Unfortunately a friend who I considered a partner and brother at the time decided he was jealous of my success and tried to hurt me. It really messed me up, and I stopped making videos as often. My chance at my big dream, and success passed me by, and in the blink of an eye before I knew it, new people rose up in my genre and I had been completely left behind. I resigned myself to believing I was just a washed up nobody who would never have that chance at success again. The dream had already passed me by, and I missed my chance to grab it. I'd heard about vtubers before but never paid much attention. One day I stumbled upon a song of Cali's and it sucked me in. Then I found Watame. Hearing their stories made me want to try again, and instead of video making feeling like a prison trapping me in a painful memory, it began to become fun again. Now I'm trying new things, making new types of content, and I feel like there's hope again. Everything isn't so gray. I know this probably doesnt really matter to anyone, but I just want to say thank you to Cali and to the hololive community for giving me the strength to try again. Even if that time in my life is over, now is another time.

@theonlylooker

2 жыл бұрын

go on, keep going forward i believe in you

@holdeenyo8914

2 жыл бұрын

damn...

@cilantro9342

2 жыл бұрын

never expected a horror genre content creator to watch vtubers but whatever you got my sub

@un44r84

2 жыл бұрын

Dude, keep moving forward and keep trying

@shamorrito0512

2 жыл бұрын

keep going man! if it somehow helps, your comment matters to me, i hope you enjoy your life and the good opportunities it gives you now and in the future

No wonder we're "deadbeats", she's killing us with every banger she releases edit: after listening to the song around 10 times in a row, all i can say is that this song cuts way deeper than i thought it would

@tizi087

2 жыл бұрын

I agree, its not a song you casualy listen to and just feel the beat like her other songs (which are still awesome) but this song made me think altough i suppose i am in the lucky position to not face the problems she sang of. But still it's amazing how versatile calli is in her singing

Just found Calli and the rest of Holo-en rather recently. First wanna say that the way you sing is beautiful, and the emotions conveyed strike cords every time, this song more than others I will admit however. When I was still in elementary school, there was this girl who was picked on, and I tried to befriend her, we'd go out to a small wooded area of the school and she'd want to do a sort of character roleplay as the kids from "Bridge to Terabithia." Never got into it, but went with it since it seemed to make her happy. One day she kind of just disappeared, no explanation, no warning, nothing. I'm in my 20's now and I still think about her occasionally, and pray that she is doing well. This song just reminds me of her, and it looks like there is many others who listened to you and felt similar feelings. So thanks Calli, this was awesome. And whatever inspired you to write and sing this masterpiece, I pray that you have peace with it now, keep on keepin on.

Man, this song hits far too hard. "I'll never find another chance to say 'Hey, thanks for saving my life'" There was someone special to me who had saved me from myself countless times, but they left me because i was getting too much for them to handle. It still makes me upset sometimes, but i know they did the right thing for themself, I just wish i could have let them know how much they meant to me.

Calli's music is always a mystery: Is she gonna hit us with a banger? Or is it going to be an emotional dive that takes you on a feel trip? Either way, this song is fantastic. Not just the vocals and lyrics, but the music too.

@udon_

2 жыл бұрын

Tbf this is the first song I heard from her, but since you said that, I’ll go head over to listen to other songs too. I’m a fan of her now.

@kronii-chan8413

2 жыл бұрын

Why not both

@Erick_Cuevas

2 жыл бұрын

In this case... it's both

I swear after 5-10 years, Calli's songs would dominate Spotify and iTunes. People just haven't discovered such gem.

@Thatonedude227

2 жыл бұрын

They already do. Your Mori was #1 overall in Japan when it released

@plowo3021

2 жыл бұрын

@@Thatonedude227 Not only in Japan ive heard but im not sure

@MinMinMin1226

2 жыл бұрын

Already do. Your mori was reached number one on the US and Japan hip-hop charts. And Death Beat jumped to the top of the Hip-Hop/Rap download album charts in both the US and UK in 2020

This song hits so different after Sana’s graduation. I only watched a single stream myself, but I loved every moment. Sanalites, I can’t say I envy you, but I wish I had the same connection to Sana that you all do. And remember, don’t be sad because it’s over, be sad because… wait, what was it again?

@GwyndolinSimp

Жыл бұрын

Don't be sad because it's over, be happy because it happened.

@charlieflight6124

Жыл бұрын

Thanks, now I'm back in the 1st stage of grief again.

@E4439Qv5

Жыл бұрын

@@charlieflight6124 if you're recognizing the first stage of grief, you're not in the first stage of grief.

@charlieflight6124

Жыл бұрын

@@E4439Qv5 what??? Let me get this straight... If you realize that you're angry, you aren't really angry? How?

@E4439Qv5

Жыл бұрын

@@charlieflight6124 1st stage is denial, 2nd stage is anger. By recognizing the grief, you've already cleared Stage 1.

i always have soft spots for songs that sings about melancholic city life, maybe because like it or not, this is where most of us life our live now, it's the small ordinary moments of mundane everyday routines, things that we never really take notice until someone points it out and then, "bam". suddenly you realize how sad, pathetic, beatiful, or maybe even all of them at the same time, this shitty everyday city life can be. i can catch some metaphors from the lyrics already, and it never failed to tear me up at least a little, i can feel how much calli's really singing this song from the heart. i feel like this song always calls me back.

Calli probably has one of the best discography i’ve seen in a while, every single one of her song has it’s on uniqueness, and just like her, her songs are timeless. Especially this one, it may just be my preference, but I feel like I wouldn’t get tired of this song. Her songs are always like a breath of fresh air, I hope more people hear her songs.

“An office is a coffin and off is where you’re laid” is the most genius form of wordplay I’ve ever seen

@JeloUnderscore

2 жыл бұрын

@Sasha Lemay thanks friend!

@tizi087

2 жыл бұрын

that line actually bugged me. because it implemented that office is not the place you want to be, but is suppose that isnt always true. I know people who love their office job, it is work and exhausts them but they still love it. The line itself is good but a bit to generalised

@JeloUnderscore

2 жыл бұрын

@@tizi087 True but I was referencing the wordplay on both laid off and office which I found to be one of the smartest lyrical wordplays I've heard in a while

@carrot708

2 жыл бұрын

The line's actually "thinks an office is a coffin until off is where you're laid"

@KiraVexing

2 жыл бұрын

@@tizi087 It's not generalized. This is her opinion. It's how she views an office. I agree with her.

Hello, I'm a young man living in Korea. I've been listening to this song. Listening to music always comforts and heals me. While working, I dream of what I want to do after work. Thank you for listening to a lot of good songs. English may be strange because you speak with a translator.

@LeviAckerman-zh7bf

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad to hear that man.. keep strong bro💪💪

This song will inspire and protect my soul for the rest of my life. Powerfully sacred on every level. Truly divine.. thank you.

@prot07ype87

Жыл бұрын

"Now this... This is divine." - Kiara

When Calli said this was gonna be different she wasn't kidding. I'm speechless. All I can say is thanks to fate for putting me at this moment where I can listen to your Music.

Calli has a way of writing songs that I really identify with. I got a feeling this one’s gonna hit hard.

@mae.1651

2 жыл бұрын

It really did👌

Is incredible how much this music can make me stop overthinking and calm myself. Sometimes when I'm not in my home i start to look at people passing by me in the streets or when i am on a bus and see the world though the window, i start to overthink and have depressive thoughts, maybe even suicidal. But when i put my headphones and play this music it really helps me, this music makes me realise that i dont have to be so harsh on me and accept who i am... From the bottom of my heart, thank you calli, i love you deeply and thank you for being the beautiful person that you are, And also every deadbeats on this wholesome community as well, y'all are the best!

@samhue4194

2 жыл бұрын

Nah You're the best

歌詞もいいしこういうリズムがすごい好き。夜はいつも不安だけどこれ聴いて寝る前も安心できるようになった。

**End of a Life - Calliope Mori Lyrics:** We’d run right through those nights I’ll never find my way back to you inside this labyrinth of lights there was madness in the meaning never laughless we were screaming at the top of our lungs to the numbness this city never died. I’ll fly no proof those heights I’ll never find another chance to say hey, thanks for saving my life I was hopeless it was stinging running roadless we were singing at the top of our lungs to the numbness this city never died. What was the root of it all? …I couldn’t say. used to jump and then fall, rugged and cliched. Would shrug it off without complaint, not a sound No use in trying to find friends, cuz in the end nobody sticks around It’s when you shoved yourself into a crowded place that turned around and found yourself in love in outer space Cue the reckless nights, no strings, laughing at our own dreams… Just what the hell was so funny? Bark up the wrong tree, stumble, used to falling great heights amidst the concrete jungle, singing cuz it felt right we mixed the ennui and troubles rhyming our discontent and though it’s history, I can’t forget the time that we spent convinced that this could mean another end exists between real and pretend a twisted alter-fictions where I missed my chance, did not ascend and Disappearing into the mist of “never happened” is the me that I can never befriend …I let it go. fade in, fade out this crazy dream, without a direction, floating aimlessly there’s nothing left back there for me breathe in, but it won’t stop the rain from pouring We’d run right through those nights I’ll never find my way back to you inside this labyrinth of lights there was madness in the meaning never laughless we were screaming at the top of our lungs to the numbness this city never died. But was there ever a soul inside? Chasing fireflies between the soaring high-rises left a trail behind defined it “wasted time of our lives” silent singer, overworked and underpaid chinks an office is a coffin until off is where you’re laid yet a though persists, an optimist who ought to be afraid saw the “nothing wrong” in writing songs behind the lonely shade is the world a sadder place without the the words that you conveyed? When the ladder fell and shattered every bar that we had played? Does it matter in the end the sound diminished and decayed and your friends grew tired of fantasy you’re wishing they had stayed? You don’t get to say “I miss you” you watched your heroes fade into the rear view-mirror of the villain you portrayed Stop the pity party, listen, you don’t get to be dismayed you don’t get to be emotional, feel blessed you got it made these the best of years of life because you chose to make a trade recollect the days you hoped and prayed for this What is there to miss? fade in, fade out this hazy dream without a direction, roaming aimlessly, there’s nothing left back there for me pretend it’s the end of a made up story I’ll fly no proof those heights I’ll never find another chance to say hey, thanks for saving my life I was hopeless it was stinging driving roadless we were singing at the top of our lungs to the numbness this city never died. I’ll say goodbye to the soul inside. (and yet somehow) (there was romance) (in our self-hate) (“we’ve got now chance”) (in this light maze) (but let’s hold hand) (through the night haze) (we’ll run so fast) (‘til the school chime) (‘til the train runs) (we know it’s time) (we’re the sane ones) (waking up now) (to the real life) (let me daydream) (‘til the next night) I’ll keep waiting I’ll keep waiting for you Waking up now to my real life let me daydream ‘til the next flight drowning so long I got older now the crowd’s gone is it over? is it over…?

@DavidTokugi44

2 жыл бұрын

Seeing the entire lyric laid bare really helps see all the intricate rhyme schemes and inter rhyme schemes, thank you for posting it. Really helps see the process of how Calli writes her song

@destros6576

2 жыл бұрын

*when you also make a lyric comment 5 hours before and it gets 10x less likes* 💀

@destros6576

2 жыл бұрын

Good comment tho either way

@superidol699

2 жыл бұрын

@@destros6576 Idk lol, I made this for myself so I can read the lyrics better. Didn’t really think it would get likes lmao

@superidol699

2 жыл бұрын

@@DavidTokugi44 Yes definitely! That’s why I did it, it’s super helpful to be able to look at all the lyrics of Mori’s songs, especially the faster paced parts!

Dammit Calli. This one really hits. It's so bittersweet, and here's what I think about it: We always make decisions in life, be it bad or good, and each decision will drastically change what happens to us in the future. You are always changing. Regardless, you reached where you are now. Every now and then, you reminisce the old times where maybe you were with your best friends, or maybe it was one of the best times of your life. But then you wish you could just go back to those happy times, but you can't. And that's just how it is. We can only cherish these memories and continue to keep making new ones. "It’s okay to feel sad when one story ends. It’s also okay to keep remembering it happened." - Calliope Mori 2021

I don't often post comments, cause I don't feel I usually have anything to say, but not this time. I heard this song randomly while using RadioGarden. I decided to tune into a Japanese station to see what the music scene was like over there, and this was the first song to pop on. I literally sat there star struck, the song hit home. It also came at a time I was really low, and made me feel way better, and helped me keep going. So this song is gonna hold a place in my heart now. Sad I missed it when it first came out, but I guess it's true you find things when you really need them. Thank you for creating this.

I can't believe it's nearly been a year. Still gives me chills

@jetstreamsam8221

Жыл бұрын

fr

@GEROKII

Жыл бұрын

Too long, I can't believe how fast time passes

"It’s okay to feel sad when one story ends. It’s also okay to keep remembering it happened." - Calli

寂しいときや悲しいときにこの曲を聴くとほんとに落ち着く なんか泣きそうになる

@hutao2221

7 ай бұрын

いつも幸運があなたに訪れますように🍀🍀🍀、もう悲しまないでください❤️❤️❤️

Oct. 2020 I was losed all the thing I had before. Oct. 1, 2021 this song released. First time I heard althoung my English not very well but still can feel the sadness it have. At that point in time, I reached my small goals in life and improved my bad life. Yet these changes are no longer shared by anyone. After "losing everything" I got "achievement", just like that lyric "These the best of years of life because you chose to make a trade". Although you are "shinigami", you saved a "sinner" who exchanged all the relationship for my current achievements. I am very grateful to you, Calli. The last song asks me "Is it over?". I also wish I knew the answer. (I'm very sorry that I can't express myself because English is too rarely used, so I used Google translate)

No flashy lights, no spitting dis track, no extreme highs and lows in rythm, or top-/bass-line, just a raw, delicate and beautiful piece of art about all the small tragedies of life. This jazzy sound really made up to the song and was so refreshing.

Well cause everyone is talking about what this meant to them I’ll explain mine This song to me is about the old childhood memories you had with friends and wishing you could go back to them which is the fading in and out (back to reality). But it’s also about growing old and how life changes and the roaming aimlessly is when you don’t have a true goal to follow you are just walking to find out where you end up. The part that hit me the hardest was “I’ll never find another chance to say thanks for saving my life” that one I could relate to so much cause when I was at the lowest part of my life and my parents disowned me and called me a failure a disappointment that my dream was dumb and even told me to kill myself once I was on the verge of losing it. And during my lowest I bumped into a friend that saved me he was very friendly always caring and he made me feel like I had value and said what I made was cool and that what I did and had a passion for I should follow (Game design & computer science) which actually reignited my flame for that again but one month he started to act really strange and I knew something was off and the week that I was going to ask if everything was alright and that I can help him… no that I will help him… he… killed himself… and that’s the moment I’ll never be able to thank him for saving me because before him helping me unknowing I had a date I was going to kill myself and because of him I never attempted on that date… all I can do now is follow my dream and carry the memories of him so that he won’t die because I believe someone only dies once they are forgotten and for anyone who doesn’t think they are anything you are something to someone they might not have told you. You might think you’re death won’t effect anyone but it effects people who truest cared about you. And if you need help ask for it your friends or someone even a stranger because the most painful thing is noticing something wrong and not being able to save them I still hate myself to this day that I couldn’t save him and I want to cry and cry but my friend if he knew I cried so much over his death I don’t think he would’ve done it if he knew I would’ve cried that much but to pay him back for saving me I have to live my life to the fullest and if there is an afterlife then I know he is waiting there so when I arrive I can tell him about my entire life even if he watched it all he would still sit there and listen to me…

@EvyDevy

2 жыл бұрын

Wow. That's a very emotional story, as well as inspirational. I'm so happy you made it through it and I'm sorry for your friend though he's already living on through you and the story of how he saved your life. I hope your passion for Game design/Computer science and VTubing take you to amazing places.

@samhue4194

2 жыл бұрын

Hope you keep living your life to the fullest.

@Leonardo-nm4zc

2 жыл бұрын

I'm not even sure how to answer this, all I can say is "never lose your faith, keep believing".

@nazigorfurher4403

2 жыл бұрын

Damn man i wish you for the best and chase your dream. I dont care what exactly your dream is all i care live your life to the fullest and finish it with a bang.

@christiancalma3394

2 жыл бұрын

I wish you for the best, such an emotional story for me, keep living your life, experience the beauty of this world and live life the fullest

Listening to this after I lost both of my grandma's in the space of 6 months is saddeningly cathartic. I've been short of words on how I've felt after their passings. How I never told them ''I love you'' one last time. It's something that hangs over you and doesn't really ever go away. So I say this, after everything I've lived through the past few years, go say I love you to a relative or friend... because you never know when it'll be the last time you get to say that to them. Thank you Mori. I am grateful to you for putting things into words that I couldn't. Bless you.

@anon28642

Жыл бұрын

I hope you recover soon

@jax6943

Жыл бұрын

Hang in there man, any regret that you may have in life is always a chance to learn from it and grow.

"your friends grew tired of fantasy you're wishing they had stayed" This line hit me hard. The line reminds me of my friends that I slowly lost, never interacting with them again and just forgetting me. I sometimes think that I'm just an extra person for someone's group. It first happens when you get to interact with someone you don't know and slowly being close to them but then you realise that they also slowly loose interest in you that they just fade away after a few days.

@venomark7883

Жыл бұрын

Making a lot of friends is good but when those "friends" starts to find others they think are more fun, they slowly remove their image of you in their mind and I can't say for sure but I've been there, one time where I was waiting for my so called "friends" to go home together and when I went home I tried finding them and I saw them from afar laughing and seeming to avoid me and I didn't take that as a joke and just went home alone not caring about what happened

Calli's normally known for spitting pure fire with her lyrics, but this is a different type of heat. This is warmth. Warmth from her heart, warmth from the deepest part of her soul, warmth she's had to cultivate for herself when the people she looked up to, people she thought would stick by her through thick and thin, turned their backs on her. This is a side of Calli that is both immensely sad, and incredibly beautiful. I feel humbled to know this part of her in this way, even if it is just through a screen and through my headphones. Thank you for this, Calli. Thank you for letting us in, even if only the slightest bit.

@gudoivonleiden9254

2 жыл бұрын

This song really hits in the kokoro. So much so that even the comments do so.

@mymusicacc5359

2 жыл бұрын

It takes someone who can spit fire to provide warmth even on the darkest coldest friends

I feel like this is a story. Pretty relatable too. The chorus talks about the past, where they were chasing their dreams. Usually when someone chases their dream, most don't make it, the "madness in the meaning." First verse talks about their attempts to make it to their dream, people often try and fail several times before making it, or give up like the friends that couldn't stick around. They laughed at how crazy trying to make it would be as well as talks about fear that even the closest friends will disappear someday. Even if it is "another end", she won't forget the time that she's spent with them. Then she talks about a what if, where she didn't make it, but let's go of that. Second verse is where is they into more detail, where they keep trying to be a singer, they were overworked and underpaid, but they didn't want to give up and get a regular office job. At that point, they might as well have stopped trying to "live" in a sense, because at that point, they are just working to stay alive rather than go for something they always wanted. They also talk about their doubts, if any of what they do will ever make a difference in the world, if I didn't become a singer, would the world really end up worse without me? Then it moves on to imply that their friends gave up on the dream and only she persevered, but she tells herself that she can't miss them, or wish they had stayed, be happy that she at least made it. She's living a good life now, but at what cost? This is the decision where they traded everything to get where they are at now. The pre-chorus probably hurt me the most, when you look back and try to go back to that time you're happy with everyone, but you can't. Nobody's there anymore, they've all moved on. I remember a lot of my old friends, but when I happen to message them, quite a good chunk of them don't remember me anymore. I had a dream that one day I could spend time with them like the old days, but that place to go back to, doesn't exist. The rest of the song until the outro, is them waiting for their friends who shared their dream, to catch up to her, but when we see the outro, she wakes up. The friends are gone, the dream is now also over considering the crowd is also gone. Asking herself, is it over? tldr; People had dreams when growing up, as life goes on more and more people give up on their dreams to simply stay alive, while others try and fail until they get to where they want to be. Friends fade in and out as you go through life, most of them never staying, even if you try to go back to those days, you can't as they've all moved on with their lives. You can try to wait for them to find their way back to you, but it's more often never going to happen. So you wake up from thinking about the past, realizing that it's all over and it's not coming back.

@raqqa7046

2 жыл бұрын

Fuck, we were chasing our dreams too but when I barely passed college only 2 of our friend continued the chase leaving us 5 behind, I am one of those who failed to continue the chase. It hurts a fuck ton I wanna cry so hard. I can't believe the dream we used to talk about failed and abandoned

@Hyzengames

2 жыл бұрын

Beautiful

@NoName-pj1xg

2 жыл бұрын

I'm gonna use this for my essay thanks man

@cjohnson3836

2 жыл бұрын

@@raqqa7046 The "best time" to work for your dream was 20 years ago. The 2nd best time is today.

@t1tutel441

2 жыл бұрын

such an underrated comment for the amount of thinking it must have taken from you nevertheless thank you for the analyzing of the song, very cool

I support people who are doing their best listening to Cali's songs カリの曲を聞いて頑張っている人を応援します

End of a Life is a beautiful song by every measure. Normally, I don't like rap at all. It usually comes off as incredibly narcissistic in nature due to the singer's tone and the lyrical content. But I can really appreciate how Calli uses rap to convey her inner turmoil in this song. Imposter syndrome is a side of fame very few people can understand. But nearly everyone can relate to regret, "what if's," and loss - all those feelings that come with incredibly difficult life-altering choices. I hope Calli has found some amount of peace with her decisions in the years since she joined Hololive and wrote this song.

Can't really describe how amazed I'm rn. Everything about the song is so beautiful. It feels like foating in the flow of sadness while watching the night sky. This one really hits different, Calli. Salute to you and all the creators!🍷

This song speaks to the feeling I get whenever I remember I'm nearing my mid-20s. It's such an odd feeling of sadness for what was there and isn't anymore. The existential angst of no longer being young. The terror of being alone. The suffocating knowledge of seeing my life in front of me. Even if I know that the path I've chosen would be an interesting one even without things going wrong (which they inevitably always do), this song is such an outlet for the inevitable dread of routine that builds up in everyone. Calli, you are an inspiration to me. At the basest level, your dedication to becoming who you wanted to be (and maybe always knew you were) is something I aspire to do myself.

@LordSquish

2 жыл бұрын

Dude, trust me - mid twenties is still very young; you're not even half way to being properly old yet! 'The' path you've chosen may seem suffocating from where you are now, but there's plenty of time left for 'the' path you chose to become 'a' path of many you've walked in your long, long years on this planet!

@chukyuniqul

2 жыл бұрын

@@LordSquish things are changing a lot in the mid-20s. You aren't just a baby adult who only has adult rights but still is very much a dumbass teen, you're starting to perceive the scope of your existence that's been so small up until this point. It's like my first day in the college main amphitheater when I realized I had left high school. Except every day. It's like a 2nd puberty, except social not biological. And it's not easy, everyone understands that. And when things get too hard, sometimes, you want to go back to when things were easier. And that was the feeling of loss I was talking about. And getting older as a concept, I still know I'm young and when I get called a kid I don't even bat an eye (well, when it's not in a demeaning fashion) but I also understand I'm not the youngest. There's people who can speak and even have IDs who greet me politely! It's nuts! Still, I appreciate you attempt to ease me, but even a shrink would have a hard time of it.

@Neonagi

2 жыл бұрын

It doesn't change as you reach towards your late 20s either. It's a whole new mental struggle that you have to fight to stay on top of, but don't give in.

1:30 her voice omg it’s so beautiful 💖

As much as I love her faster paced songs like "Guh" and "Off With Their Heads," the chill songs are my favorites. This one being the best thus far. Keep killing it Calli!

Haven't vibed while tearing up in a while. Only Calli, man, only Calli.

I finally realized why I couldn't stop thinking about this song. I realized that I have never had that raw experience of enthusiasm and chasing something I loved to do. And in this song I realize just how much I yearn for that passion that I just can't muster to anything that I'm actually wanting to do. Thank you for this song, and for this itch that I just can't quite scratch, even if I know a bit more about where it is now

@cjohnson3836

2 жыл бұрын

Finding yourself is as much a worthy goal as any. Rather than fixating on chasing something specific, enthusiastically experience different hues and shades of life. Eventually, you'll find your favorite color.

@anastaciusofthepun5152

2 жыл бұрын

Now will you scratch it?

@MigiTheHand

2 жыл бұрын

keep on trying new things every day. You'll find that passion one day. Best of luck.

@justsomeone1176

2 жыл бұрын

Same, today I decided that I wanted to try out pixel art because I needed something to do, something that I can look on and tell myself that I tried it whether it ends well or not, good luck in finding something fro yourself!

@tehdarkswordsman6863

2 жыл бұрын

Keep searching, everyday find the joy in something new and you'll find what you've been missing in the days you've lived over the years of your lifetime. Much love and happiness to you, my friend I've not yet met.

it's hard listening to this song, not because its bad, but because it always gets me emotional..

@NormanReaddis

Жыл бұрын

Not to make you more sad but the last line is an inevitable event foreshadowing the future when this girls is going to say goodbye and put down the mic and ask if its over when the crowds gone. Hope Hololive last longer like Disney.

@zehenglai1816

Жыл бұрын

@@NormanReaddis why ;-;

@NormanReaddis

Жыл бұрын

@@zehenglai1816 At the end of the day hololive is a job. Some girls are gonna retire just like other jobs. That's just life. Just support the girls as best as you can while they're still there. Really hope it'll took a decade for that to happen but life is unexpected or as long as hololive is the highest earning career for them. The community needs to support them if they want to make them last longer. Talking about support. Please bump up Robocco's numbers. She needs the support.

Man, this song is still a trip... and after the announcement, it hits so hard once again. Still makes me choke up a bit... such a bittersweet song but... hey, that's how life flows, really happy for Calli right now

"I'll never get a chance to say hey, thanks for saving my life." I never really could thank my friend enough for taking me under her wing, despite her having to fight against her own demons. I would never have stayed if it wasn't for her. There's no greater sacrifice than love. I wish I could've told you how much I appreciate your care. May your soul rest in peace, Hiromi Chan. You're in Calli's guidance now.

@spider-mantarocco8884

2 жыл бұрын

however I did not know that this song had this meaning, but honestly when I listened to it for the first time, even though I was Italian I knew a little English and therefore I understood what was written sometimes, it reminded me of sad things that had happened in the past, honestly thankfully no friends died for me, but knowing that some people have died some friends or girlfriends, it makes me sad, but I know that at least they are in heaven waiting

@spider-mantarocco8884

2 жыл бұрын

You know, I also had internal demons, the fact of disappointing everyone, and also that of being alone and that I was a useless person, but thanks to my friends and friends who are very important to me,They made me realize how important it can be, although, I still have a little fear of disappointing my friends and being alone.

@spider-mantarocco8884

2 жыл бұрын

But anyway you are right, there is no more sacrifice than love. I know it's a sad thing to talk about the death of a person dearest to you but remember, your friend even if he is dead has turned into A ghost, and its spirit will accompany you until your death.

@spider-mantarocco8884

2 жыл бұрын

But I also had a friend of mine who saved my life, and I sincerely thank her.

@spider-mantarocco8884

2 жыл бұрын

Comunque se non vuoi parlare va bene, sinceramente non obbligo nessuno.

“Is it over?” For me, I haven’t lost any friends to death or anything (thankfully) but this song still hits really close to home. When I was younger, seven or six maybe, I got an xbox for my birthday. I made some online friends. This one guy, who we’ll call ‘FC’ here, was one of my two closest friends I had growing up. Countless days of playing games together, I didn’t think they’d ever end. Now I’m here. As we grew up he became an aggressively terrible person. Cheating on his partners, disrespecting his parents, toying with his friends etc. Nobody is perfect, I know that, but we’ve hit a point where we can’t go back to how things were. He’s done too much damage. Me and the other closest friend still keep and touch and are friends till this day. It really is such a shitty feeling seeing somebody you grew up with turn into a monster. Me and the friend have been urging FC to get help for months. We’re just watching from afar, but man does it pain me. Please cherish your friends. Cherish the memories you make with them before it’s too late.

@-ss-8606

2 жыл бұрын

:(( i feel that

@acheronsgf

2 жыл бұрын

@@-ss-8606 it sucks but it’s just a part of life. people come and go, we’ll get through this

@IchinoseCh

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, I have a similar experience of a good friend who turned out to be an asshole in the end.. My (former) friend who used to play with my group a lot chose a girl he met for less than a year over our 6-7 year long friendship. Needless to say, Its quite obvious that he never cared about our friendship.

@acheronsgf

2 жыл бұрын

@@IchinoseCh he saw an opportunity and took it. your group will find a new person, don’t worry. people just come & go

@IchinoseCh

2 жыл бұрын

I guess I didn't really paint the full picture with my last comment. Well, the girl was one of my other friends ex. But, the dude decided to take her anyways despite us telling him that it will break the friendship. The girl is a circle breaker. She made both of them feel special just so that she can break em apart.

Coming back to this now, after almost a year, hits different. I was an international student 2 years ago, graduated and headed home, now about to start university at another place in the world. I made friends in my home country, the country I went to for high school, and I’m gonna make even more friends at university. Somehow, this song just hits me like a truck after my experiences in both countries, and now I’m leaving them all behind with this new start. On one end, I know it’s for the better, and the other is the constant flow of bittersweet-ness. I know that’s not the original interpretation of this song, but some parts of the lyrics really hits home. Already have this downloaded in my mp3 since they don’t have KZread over there, I’m gonna miss these songs 💀❤️

Over a year later and I still just throw this on loop and sit back and take everything in. idk how to put it but it's such a beautiful song gets me in the feels good. Thanks for existing and being you Calli 💜

This one's gonna be a heavy-hitter, a wonderful song in its own right. But for people unprepared, take care: Reaper knows exactly where the soul lies, and you can bet your J-Chad coin that this one's gonna get right to it. So for those reading this in the Future- man can our Mori write a song or what?

@TheEngieTF2

2 жыл бұрын

I bet you haven't noticed that Calli timed her premiere exactly as Coco's Free Chat stream goes down and her membership is closed

@lop90ful1

2 жыл бұрын

@@TheEngieTF2 pleas touch grass

@wessardwite765

2 жыл бұрын

@@TheEngieTF2 What does that have to do with anything?

@authenticinari-fox8164

2 жыл бұрын

@@lop90ful1 Pathetic you were really here for 8 hours attention seeking, go get therapy.

@FrankToasty

2 жыл бұрын

It does hit way too hard

自然に涙出そうになった。 歌詞も、叩きつけるような歌い方も、 全てが心を揺さぶってくる。 ありがとうカリオペ。それと楽曲に関わった全ての方々✨

@matikusu

2 жыл бұрын

JPの友人たちが私たちと同じようにカリオペの曲を楽しんでいるのを見ると、いつも素晴らしいと思います。私たちが日本の歌を楽しんでいるとき、あなたはこのように感じていますか？(すみません、私は DeepL を使用しています) Loving seeing the JP-bros loving Calli's songs as much as the english speaking community, I like to believe they feel the same when the roles are reversed.

It's crazy, my life has changed a lot since the first time I heard this song. always hits my heart

@userReaperDevil04

2 ай бұрын

Me too...

@justinal3638

27 күн бұрын

same, i felt more hopeless and directionless back then

Congratulations on the 8 million views on this song! But man.......... This hits different now.

I've been hesitant to comment about this song because someone had probably commented the same experience. I just wanna say, thanks. This song makes me feel so happy and relieved. I've let go of what happened. Just a day after this song uploaded, I get to reunite them all, my friends, again after 3 years of hating each other for what happened. I feel happier now, I could say I've crawled out from that 3 year depression ridden hole and I just feel genuinely happy. I couldn't say that we would still be together, but at the very least we let go of any grudges we had and go different paths without regret. This song feels like an ending of my own story and a recall my journey for that 3 year period.

@gudoivonleiden9254

2 жыл бұрын

Music is a great medium to confront and deal with emotions. I've had a time when I hadn't listened that much music for a while during hard times and when I listened to some of my music again, oh boy did those bottled up emotions get free. And now I sometimes use it set my mood right.

@WeebHutJr

2 жыл бұрын

Right? I just genuinely wish Cali all of the best, and that I completely understand the kind of guilt of survivorship bias she's feeling in this song for being one of the ones that "made it", with the whole rush of Hololive feeling like a whirlwind. Life gets crazy sometimes, and I really hope she is okay. Your voice is beautiful, know that so many people love you.

@pirajacinto4

2 жыл бұрын

That's such an awesome thing to hear. Holding onto old issues is just bad, unhealthy, and creates tension when there is none. If only we can all be kids again and just spend time and hang out and make good moments so those small, negative moments doesn't become unhealthy holes that's in your soul in your adult life.