I mean those trigger warnings are good, but let's be honest we are all here to trigger ourselves. Factz. If you don't want to trigger yourself you wouldn't click.

@arnulfoacevedo8147

3 жыл бұрын

Facts

@Zack-zi6bd

3 жыл бұрын

True

@soggyballsmrthree05

3 жыл бұрын

yeah

@averygreen3565

3 жыл бұрын

Facts

@carolinafelicio2735

3 жыл бұрын

Facts

video: if you feel this may upset, trigger or hurt you, please do not watch me: *laughs in unhealthy coping mechanisms*

@simonuously

3 жыл бұрын

daf12 omg i completely get this omg

@katie5563

3 жыл бұрын

STOP I DID THE SAME THING

@justtamara1278

3 жыл бұрын

I watch these when I feel bad to make me feel worse i guess lol idek or maybe bc theyre relatable

@isabelalvarado5561

3 жыл бұрын

@@justtamara1278 I feel the same way

@daf1276

3 жыл бұрын

i'm really sad that so many ppl seem to relate :( it's been almost a year since i've commented this, and i want to remind everyone that it **can** get better. ik that you're probably just here to trigger yourself if you're reading this, but i think you're beautiful, and you don't have to get worse to be worthy!!

“I’m sorry. That I’m not a person anymore, I’m a problem.” I don’t think I’ve ever related to anything more holy shit

@ktty0465

4 жыл бұрын

Me to.

@Emma-wk4ic

3 жыл бұрын

And literally everything Cassie ever said

Feeling alone in a city of millions

@aubreyadkins214

3 жыл бұрын

Yup😞

@aleah1112

3 жыл бұрын

Same :(😖

When the lady asks if she thinks the pic of her self is beautiful we all know the reason why she said no. She doesn’t see scary thin...she sees fat.

@midnight2972

2 жыл бұрын

omg.. exactly..

I wanna starve myself but my ADHD makes me eat when I'm bored, it's a vicious circle of hate, eat & cry

@aubreyadkins214

3 жыл бұрын

ME TOO

@miisty22

3 жыл бұрын

same. I felt that.

@sophiakeuter7734

3 жыл бұрын

it‘s ok. don‘t starve yourself. It will destroy you. It will break you.

@lovemxtcha

24 күн бұрын

same😭

imagine living in a city of 6 million people and no one cares about you until they noticed how skinny you’re getting and how much scars you have up your arms. because that is happening to me. right now. i just want to disappear.

@katonaedina01

3 жыл бұрын

How are you are you doing better?

@grissellvargas5201

3 жыл бұрын

Girl don't cut yourself I'm doing the same and I'm getting out of control if you feel like that talk to someone and Express yourself maybe I might not help much cause it's hard for me to stop that's why I don't want you to feel the same it just isn't easy

@deboramalaki6090

3 жыл бұрын

Don't fade away that easily dear We need you ...you were not born fortunately or as a coincidence you're born for a certain reason It'll be a sin and unfair to yourself not fulfilling the purpose you're born with (I do cut too and almost attempted suicide but there's always this God who won't ever leave us until it's over)

@bvlla17

3 жыл бұрын

@@deboramalaki6090 thank you. i turn to god whenever i feel these things and he always helps me. thank you too for delivering that message! ❤️

i dont get why people don’t like, to the bone, it was a good movie :,)

@armystayblink9865

4 жыл бұрын

Expi Doe exactly

@hannahwilliams5681

4 жыл бұрын

I liked it but i didn't like the romance part or the fact that the actress h as d to actually lose all that weight. Eating disorders affect people of all sizes

@dzhanernick6395

4 жыл бұрын

Ava Grace It can trigger and it does.They called me fat and I saw this movie and it make me thing of it.Then I started stop eating.I started eating 2 times at a day than 1 and than I started counting my calories and eating max 450 calories and now only 280

@DanceMomsMad

4 жыл бұрын

Hannah banana she didn’t have to, she wanted to because she thought it would make the movie more believable. She was told not to because it could cause her to relapse.

@arandomtheatrekid3446

4 жыл бұрын

i didn’t like it because it wasn’t triggering enough

I don't want to eat .my mum makes me eat every day and if i don't eat as much as she wants she assumes i have depression or that I am anorexic .that's why I don't trust her.that's why i stoped opening up to her about my friends or school,because when she sees a small part of how broken i am inside she thinks that i will collapse at any moment and treats me like a baby.

@franzi7772

4 жыл бұрын

i’m so sorry i feel u i know exactly how you feel and if u need someone to talk to i’m always here for u i promise and i know everything will be good in the end i promise you are loved and you are beautiful and you deserve the world and i know u will find someone who loves u and stands by your side no matter what...so as i said when u need someone i’m here

@feistyeverly8718

4 жыл бұрын

🥺

@user-rn3mq5tl8y

4 жыл бұрын

Im sure she just wants to help its difficult for people to see loved ones get that way but i understand how you feel

@greensslime

3 жыл бұрын

It's okay she just tries to care! She is scared she is not caring enough, uk! Its fine, it's just now the wrld is actually bad, I mean I am 17 and I turned in to alcoholic, addict in some 2 months! Soo plz take care! And let ur mom know u r fine and if smth is bad let her help u, if she is not closed minded.

@victoriaaline9042

3 жыл бұрын

Im sorry , that can be very draining that she doesn’t let you be your true self . Its okay to make mistakes and not be perfect . That is your mother’s insecurities preying onto you . She has no right to do that but the thing about parents is we have to accept them and the only person we can change is ourselves . I hope you are doing okay , stay strong ❤️❤️

not all of us are skinny 💔

Oh darling, i am here to trigger myself😉

@pumpkinspicebleach5061

4 жыл бұрын

You know you’ve relapsed when you drop 20 pounds in 2 weeks and are back to watching these

@heyitsjackie959

3 жыл бұрын

@·Pumpkin Spice Bleach· Howd you lose that much?? tell meee

@zebibnegash9800

3 жыл бұрын

@@pumpkinspicebleach5061 how 👀asking for a friend

@bry3399

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@leyahnevo7490

3 жыл бұрын

@@pumpkinspicebleach5061 How did you do it. I need to know

I wish that we were all the same size and could eat what we want that would be amazing..

I don’t understand when others say they thought they were in control but they weren’t. I am in control, I don’t want to be so skinny I just want small thighs, small calves and a small waist. Not overly skinny

@cherry-tq7yc

4 жыл бұрын

that's what i felt at first but if you keep going you don't realise you are overly skinny and then by that point you don't want to gain weight

@feistyeverly8718

4 жыл бұрын

Some people lose control

@jenapodaca3072

4 жыл бұрын

if you have or develop an eating disorder, for many people they always get to where they wanted to be, but its not enough. They have to be skinnier, no matter what weight they get to. This is where im struggling right now. A year ago, I wanted to be where I am right now, but now, I want to be 15-20 pounds lighter still...also im so sorry if you are struggling with this. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.

@user-rn3mq5tl8y

4 жыл бұрын

It different from person too person

@alexandratamarblack8880

3 жыл бұрын

Honey, with EDs you’re never in control it just makes you think that you are so you don’t get help

you know that it's starting to be a problem when you watch these all the time as kinda like a motivation te get skinny, your my eyes only on snapchat is full with body pics to see how much of a difference there is and you are not eating anymore. i just feel so disgusting and fat whenever I eat, because I AM disgusting and fat. when I tell somebody this all they say is lol same and that's not the answer I want. I want people to tell me that I am worthy, but nobody does so I probably am not worthy at all.

@lailaal3ajeebah591

3 жыл бұрын

You are worthy stop don’t do this to your self it’s not healthy it’s not worth it but you health is ik it seems hard but I’m here for you if you need anything

@lovelyisalovelyword6705

3 жыл бұрын

Hey, how are you now? I’m know I’m just a stranger but I care about you and I think you’re worthy and worth it, and there’s beauty in you. Your perception of yourself can blind you of that but you are beautiful.

@hi-pj3bg

3 жыл бұрын

I'm going through the same thing We WILL get through this someday

@Nightbloom101

Ай бұрын

Its confusing because dietitians tell you to count your calories, but when you do everyones like what? Why are you doing that- you're beautiful! And than people tell you excersize is good, but when you do that, everyone gets worried about you... It reaches an extent where you come to these videos and scroll through the comments, just to feel like you belong somewhere, and you're doing something right, even if its not a good right.

The worse thing is living in a family where they won’t believe you

WARNING: “If you feel this may upset or trigger you, please do not watch” Me: Haha that’s cute **watches anyway**

this makes me not want to eat

@ughicanteven5896

4 жыл бұрын

Well if you're okay with the hair loss, teeth decay, the skin problems, the ugly cheek bones, eyebrows that look like they don't belong and the possibility of gaining more body fat (as when you stop eating your metabolism slows down and your body stores the fat in order to survive) and the mountain of painful health problems that come with it, then go ahead.

@miatucker7272

4 жыл бұрын

Me too I eat one full meal a day cause I’m not sure how to get out of it cause my mom makes me sit at the table with the family but I also go for at least 2 10 mile bike ride but today I went for 4

@ascai3393

3 жыл бұрын

if watching this makes you relapse then i think it's best you stay away from things like this

@lilyedmond7129

3 жыл бұрын

@@miatucker7272 my brother did that for over three months and hes lost a lot of weight but still eats a lot to make sure he doesn't lose to much. Im the only one in my family whose fat and I dont understand why i cant lose enough weight even when i starve myself and over exercise

@annelisewilliams03

2 жыл бұрын

@@ughicanteven5896 that's the worst part of the disorder. You get told that and it's completely true and scary but the disorder says "I don't care"

I throw away all the food my mom makes me. I cant do it. I feel like I’m out of control and I’m constantly told what to eat and how to look at myself positively. I just need my time and space.

@renenen4057

4 жыл бұрын

why doesn't my family understand this

The warning doesn't even scare me I don't know about you guys ... These things trigger a lot but I love watching them they make me feel not alone struggling💙

@deboramalaki6090

3 жыл бұрын

Emmm I also clicked to read the comments haha

I've fell into the eating disorder hole and realized after 4 moths, part of me liked it and though I was doing great. Then I read and found out how much damage I was actually doing. I got sick of myself not enjoying the foods I like. I want the old me who didn't care about food and ate whatever she feeled like back. I miss her, so I'm working on it. I can't begin to imagine how harder it is for people who struggle with Ed for years, iclve only had it for a few months and feel like I've gone through hell.

@Ifeelalonee

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t watch these videos. You are triggering yourself, hope everything goes better with you. Keep going I’m so proud of you.

@stellaari

3 жыл бұрын

take care please and don’t watch these kind of videos if they trigger you. 🥺

I love the movie „Feed“ so much

When you see yourself getting sicker but can’t do anything to stop it 😢

In a weird way, these type of videos bring me comfort bc my whole life, I could always relate to them

you know its getting bad again when you find yourself on these videos

It’s just so pretty I wish I was skinny like her

You know it’s getting bad again if you are back watching these

My brother and I were watching to the bone and he said “you look like the healthy vs of her” and I was like oh honey is that a dare imma change dat lmao but seriously it hurt

My whole life I felt insecure about what I look like. When I was little, I didn't care as much about it, I felt bad and then I got over it. Lately I've been looking at how thin everyone around me is and wondering why I can't be like that, why I can't look like that. Yeah, I can work out, but the problem is I don't feel any motivation to. I'm barely finding motivation to shower every other day and doing laundry, things I struggled with for the past few years, and now worrying about what I look like feels like I'm being pulled back to the darkness I've been stuck in for years.

wish i was that skinny...

@lilliegreen2169

3 жыл бұрын

you don’t - it’s hard x

@miisty22

3 жыл бұрын

its not worth it

This is so underrated...

this hit home, that’s all.

goodluck to everyone who is watching this, i know we are all here for the same reason.

I just wanna be thin

Im so sorry that 2,100 people have liked this video...I currently struggle with this, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Im so sorry that this many people, and so many more, are struggling with this constantly.

Haha triggers pfft-

This hits me so much

When you know its getting bad so you watch these😕

Might just be me, but I watch these videos to distract myself so I don't eat.

@ajetohnuella2414

2 ай бұрын

Same here

me realizing one time more how i hate myself

I'm here to trigger myself since I'm already having a mental breakdown, I'm here to know I'm not alone.

I didn't eat for three days for i could be lovely

Can someone help me? Head: help yourself

You know it’s fucked up, when it came to the point you throw your school lunch away, so you don’t eat „unnecessary calories“

@ajetohnuella2414

2 ай бұрын

I love the last part " Unnecessary calories"😂😂

I love this heaps

You know youre not well when you just want to sleep the whole day or week and wake up skinny...

This is amazing you’re amazing

my best friend was just admitted into inpatient treatment after being hospitalized for low heart rate. i've been anorexic for many, many years. i can't have kids, i have the bones of a 50 y/o menopausal woman- please, if you guys think you have an eating disorder, regardless of your weight, seek help. it's not too late

@renenen4057

4 жыл бұрын

i don't want to live

@indyraweng777

3 жыл бұрын

Pinkbublejelly me too

an i the only one who had an ed and its like "oh those were dark times luckily im not like that anymore" when in the inside you perfectly know your passing through a hard time but try to ignore it and acts like everything is fine and everyone belives it so u just keep saying ill deal with it later but you never do so this constant pressure is just behind you and u dont know what to do cause you dont want to feel like that again cause sameee bestieeee

I've finally just gived up with it. I'm not trying to eat anymore, I'm letting myself go

I only watch these to trigger myself more so I relapse and don’t eat

@ajetohnuella2414

2 ай бұрын

Me too

@ajetohnuella2414

2 ай бұрын

I don't want to eat And this gives me motivation If they can do it I can too

I hate eating, I always try to avoid it whenever I can and I get upset at myself when I do eat. I weight about 78lbs and I'm 5'2. I don't think I have an eating disorder but some people around me always ask if I do. I'm not sure anymore

@julianagrimes149

4 жыл бұрын

Random Nobody it sounds like you do

@iluv_hellokitty27544

11 ай бұрын

no hate but 78lbs is dangerously underweight...

Once you fall for it, you will never think normally ever again... and the world won't seem as beautiful as it did before... once you feel like you are starting to disappear, you'll never feel fully alive again... part of me always longs to vanish forever... and that is the most scary feeling ever... it's like a demon living inside you... forever...

Part of me just wanna stop eating completely but the other one wants to try and recovery. But recovery gains weight and I don’t wanna gain weight bc id I do all I have worked for will be gone and I will be ugly again.

I ate 988 calories today and I feel so guilty and bad. I tried throwing up but it did not work which makes me hate myself even more… I really want to starve myself tomorrow.

i’m pretty sure i had anorexia because i would never eat anything when at school or eat dinner (my parents were at work so i could get away with not eating) but now since we don’t have school because of corona my parents are always asking if i ate and make me eat, so now i throw it all up afterwards so does that make me bulimic? i don’t know.....

@catherinemadison2175

4 жыл бұрын

Please tell somebody. Get help please. It makes me want to cry please don't throw up😢 I know recovery is so hard but there are long term consequences and it's not worth it.

@catlover7497

4 жыл бұрын

Catherine Madison I haven’t thrown up in two days so baby steps :)

@cole-to6bw

4 жыл бұрын

cat lover it’s been a month but i hope ur doing better now!

@albinofrog5593

3 жыл бұрын

still anorexia,, bulimia has binges in it. if you’re throwing up normal sized portions to stay skinny it’s anorexia

@catlover7497

3 жыл бұрын

@@albinofrog5593 oops looks like i need to tell my therapist and nutritionist that 👀

This isn‘t a trigger. The people around me are a trigger

ALL MY FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THIS IM SO HAPPY LOL

maybe if i got that skinny they'd stop making me hate myself

@qousl8608

4 жыл бұрын

you may not know me but I damn well know those people are blind and don't see the wonderful side of you seek help keep trying,you've made it so far and I know you will make it imagine the story you can't tell others that will motivate others you matter please take it

@renenen4057

4 жыл бұрын

@@qousl8608 thank you, that's very nice of you to say

@qousl8608

4 жыл бұрын

@@renenen4057 no problem! I hope you get well soon

I want to be skinny, but I can’t.

not me getting jealous n using these videos as motivation

I feel happy when I don't eat I feel in control even if I purge I make that choice and it feels so good and I know in the end I'll be pretty I'm so ugly and fat so even when I loose weight people just compliment me no one even notices

I think I will stop once I’ve lost the weight that I want to I like to believe I’m in control but deep down I just want to get smaller and smaller until I’m nothing

Such a good video it so sad to

I hurt my tooth.and I’m learning how to deal with a bowl of chicken noodle - a yogurt - and an applesauce This is what’s helping to cope with it cause I’m starving I want to just paralyze next in a way that maybe I’ll get used to this feeling and not have to worry about anything anymore It's not like I’m going anywhere

I hate what society has done were skinny is seen as beautiful and ugly is seen as fat I'm so angry at the fact that these adjectives have so much worth in this world Skinny does not equal to beautiful and fat does not equal to fact I hope society can teach people to love them selfs as their are and not brainwash them any further To anyone battleing with a eating disorder all I can say is I'm so sorry and I hope you get better

Watching these to keep myself motivated just 2 more kgs to go 🤧🤧lmaoo😭😭😂

I hate myself .im not ok everyone blames me im sick of the pain

Same thing 💔💔💔

Please reach out for support. I have recovered from my eating disorder and I am so much happier and healthier. I have the energy to do things and food doesn't control me or my mood. Please get help. It is worth it.

2:03 idk why but that lady taking the picture really triggered me

im not sure if i have an eating disorder everyday i eat 100 calories and after that i will purge my mom is kinda suspicious i cant help it

@vorttevorvor4775

4 жыл бұрын

U gotta tell someone. I dont want you to die or be hurt or be in danger..🤍

.............why can't I feel anything? seriously help I remember what pain and sadness felt like to an extent but I just can't feel

i just want someone to acc help me like ive told my mom and she completely ignores me, at first she force fed me and i hated myself even more but now she just doesnt care. ive told my friends and they all just laugh at it like same and no one does anything i just cant do it anymore

is it bad that i cont every calorie then decide how much i want to burn and automatically check the calories?

😢😢😢

1:34 Why do i feel like that!

i hated leo so much someone like emma deserved jordi

Can anyone tell me the name of movie from which " I know I am messed up" dialogue is?

I fee alone oop

@aubreyadkins214

3 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry :( I’ll be here for you if you ever need anything even though I don’t really know you 😞💕

I am watching this not to trigger myself, I don't even wanna eat anymore,I just feel less alone,in my life no one understands, some say: you're an attention seeker , just eat healthy and u gonna look fine ,some say: everyone eats normal ppl eat . But food doesn't even taste good not worth the guilt ,fuck it

I just ate a full meal. I feel sick. I’ve eaten 965 calories today.

fhisfkna im relapsingg

What is the name of für serie

what tv show is 2:41 please xx

I said to myself if someone texted me at before 6 or at 6 I will eat tomorrow no one texted 😂 so yea we all know what's happening tomorrow no it's okay I'm full or it's fine I already ate

Song?

what is the show called with the brown haired girl and the bald guy?

@carolinebrandenhoff9133

Жыл бұрын

or just mention the different shows/films

@pixi3d3ath47

Жыл бұрын

Red Band Society.

whos that 3rd g

Let me guees: You have ed You are laying in you bed Feeling quilti that u ate somthing today And now you wanna trigger yourself

@Ifeelalonee

3 жыл бұрын

I haven't eaten in 54 hours. I'm here to make sure to make it longer than that .

i ate today. i feel disgusting.

@iluvcarlgrimes

3 жыл бұрын

me too

@ajetohnuella2414

2 ай бұрын

Me tooo

1 don’t show an anorexic a picture of them if your trying to help them get better. it just makes them want to get skinnier. 2 don’t ask if they think their body is beautiful because the answer is yes. that’s what we are aiming for.

:(

why am i back on here fuck

XDDDDDDDDDD imagine

Once you fall for it, you will never think normally ever again... and the world won't seem as beautiful as it did before... once you feel like you are starting to disappear, you'll never feel fully alive again... part of me always longs to vanish forever... and that is the most scary feeling ever... it's like a demon living inside you... forever...