Tyler’s pain in 13 reasons why was just so heartbreaking

He said he loved me, he cared about me, that I was beautiful, that I was his and he was mine. The whole time it was my body, hes 16.. I’m 13. He’s 42 I’m 13 he was 38 and I was 9. Why does everyone think that I’m body.

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

2 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for what happened to you... I want you to know that you are so strong and so brave... sharing your story it takes a lot of courage. You are more than a body, you are a person, a person that's really good and incredible. Even I don't know you, I know you are amazing, you deserve hapiness, you deserve to live without fear, you deserve the best. Sending you my love ❤, keep dreaming for your life.

@_mangaddict

Жыл бұрын

Shit, that hurts. You didn't deserve that, I'm so sorry

@Knze_rs

Жыл бұрын

@@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000 thank you so much, I’ve come a very long way. Sometimes it still hurts.. I wish you an amazing day/night

@Knze_rs

Жыл бұрын

@@_mangaddict it really does, there is no reason to be sorry, we all have to go through things, this is one of mine

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

Жыл бұрын

@@Knze_rs I'm happy that you are better, I wish you the best, have an awesome day

he was my best friend i had known him since i was 4 he was a new friend who i trusted he said he loved me? all 4 boys destroyed me again and again it wasn’t an isolated incident with any of them i had to change schools, because i couldn’t bare seeing them everyday one of them confessed to me a day before i left the school he said he knew what he did and how much he hurt me i saw my rapist and my assaulter together on my birthday, causing me to have a major panic attack and one got on my bus i now have to live with it

@ladymire

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you had to go through that ♥️ I understand, and I promise you’re going to be ok!

@selfproclaimedsinger9407

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry that happened to you. If you ever wanna talk feel free to reach out. I know it's going to be difficult to trust people. I've been there. But it will get better. You will find people who deserve your trust and friendship ❤

@jowanah3073

Ай бұрын

I am sorry you went through that.

@BL-sd2qw

Ай бұрын

That's beyond f*cked up. It makes me feel sick and like puking. I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how you must be feeling 🫂

The edit is beautiful... I was raped multiple times as a child and I couldn't report him then due to many reasons including the absolute trust I had in him and humanity. I could report now but there is absolutely no proof I can possibly present. I felt guilty that he might be doing it to someone else. My therapist told me it wasn't my fault and I don't need to blame myself for it but it was also only just a possibility that he might be hurting someone else. It felt like asking me to lie to myself that he might not be doing it to anyone else. I have repeatedly put myself in potentially vulnerable situations and underwent harassment to avoid it from happening to others. I find myself freezing each time, but I do it to protect others. So I feel this song deeply too.

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

2 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry this happened to you, you are so strong and brave, it takes a lot of courage to share your story and I want to tell you that you deserve hapiness, you deserve live without fear, to be calm and you deserve the best ❤

@thaniya6031

Жыл бұрын

Really beautiful soul I'm sorry for what happened to you i wish you a best life ahead

@BL-sd2qw

Ай бұрын

It makes sense that you blame yourself. It's a normal human defense mechanism. And I'm so sorry. That's beyond horrible 🫂🫂

This is beautifully edited

@ladymire

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you! 🤍

I'm so glad you put Sansa Stark in here... Truly, i hear too much people said she wasn't really assault, that it was only her duty.... I cry before her rapped scene and some people told me that i shouldn't.... 😢😢 But i know it's a rapped... 😢 I'm sorry if i made grammar fault, i'm french

@hinakaramat3993

Жыл бұрын

Yeah I feel so sorry for her although I don't like her. But if you hate someone doesn't mean that you should blame them for their suffering.

I'm a man of 35yo at the time of writing this. My older sister and I were both victims and survivors of child sexual abuse at early ages and for different reasons. The perpetrator was our biological father, who stole my older sister's innocence out of twisted lust when she was only 5yo. He stole mine out of anger and as punishment, for catching him in the act with my older sister in the spring of 1995 when I was a boy of only 6yo (my older sister was 8yo at the time). That monster ruthlessly sodomized me in anger and as "punishment" a total of 5 times between the spring of 1995 and the late summer of 1997. The last time he did it was in late summer of 1997, while my family was on vacation visiting his parents (my grandparents) and relatives in Oregon. Which coincidentally was when my mother discovered that monster was molesting my older sister. My mother overheard my older sister (11yo) and our older teenage half-sister (17yo) discussing what our father had done to them, in our older half-sister's bedroom. My mom kept that monster away from my sister by letting her stay over at our half-sister's house for the remainder of the vacation. It took my mom less than 2 weeks after we returned home to have the monster arrested for molesting my sister. He was convicted and sentenced to life in prison in early 1998. That monster died alone in his prison cell from a stroke and head injury (he fell and hit his head on the edge of the stainless steel cell toilet) in March 2013 at the old Utah State Prison "The Point" in Draper, Utah. The news of his death sadly caused all of the painful memories of what he had done to me, that I had kept subconsciously suppressed to the point I had almost forgotten them, to steadily resurface. Although I'm a guy, this song still has been helping me accept my past and heal, especially with these resurfaced memories. Thank you.

@steph_artz8167

Ай бұрын

I hope you and your sisters are doing better❤

First was a friend Second was a coworker Third was a stranger…. I lost friends I lost coworkers and now I’m a fucking stranger to myself….. lost in substances thinking I can stop whenever I can when I crave to escape this body….

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for what happened to you... you are so strong and brave. Sharing your story it takes a lot of courage. You deserve hapiness, you deserve the best, even I don't know you, I know you can achieve great things 💜.

no YOU DID NOT BRING CHARLIE FROM PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER INTO THIS BC IM SOBBING RN. his part in that movie made me realize the stuff i went through and omg i’m crying now

@ladymire

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so glad you enjoyed! And stay strong. ♥️

beautiful edit!

I am crying. This is beautiful

@ladymire

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you very much!

He was my father. He was my friend. He was my boyfriend. He was a stranger. They were all men who thought they were owed something. That I owed them my body. I was barely 3 when it started with my father, 8 when it happened with my friend, 10 with my boyfriend and 12 when it was a complete stranger. The eve of my bday and I was walking to my friends house.

Beautiful edit

This is definitely next level👏👏👏

I was 12 the first time. he was my best friend and I trusted him. the first time I was drunk and I know its not my fault but I still blame myself. im 14 now and still feel his hands on my body. I cant get over it and idfk what to do

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for what happened to you... you are so strong and brave. Sharing your story it takes a lot of courage. You deserve hapiness, you deserve to live without fear and pain, you deserve the best. I hope you are doing better, if not remember that you are amazing. I'm here if you need to talk to someone. Sending you my love 💜.

@gaymf4594

Жыл бұрын

@@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000 aw that means a lot thank you

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

Жыл бұрын

@@gaymf4594 no thanks needed 💜, you can do this! I don't have snap but I have insta if you want.

@gaymf4594

Жыл бұрын

@@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000 ill do my best🤍 yeah okay do u wanna talk there?

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

Жыл бұрын

@@gaymf4594 Yes of cource, I'll share with you my name below but I will delete it after you have found me.

I’m here in December 2022. I just got rape by someone I thought I could trust. I’m so disappointed in him. I have social anxiety and this made me been even more scared of people and being in public by myself.

@kerwinsimeon7105

Жыл бұрын

I Know this pain

He was my bf.. i thought it was normal, i only realized later that being in a relationship doesn't mean you have to do s€x with your partner when you don't want to. He forced me multiple times. And made me believe i was just good for that. Like a object. Saying that i was his sl#t and when i didn't wanted to he would hurt me. Finally broke up with him after 4 months.

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

2 ай бұрын

I am so sorry for what happened to you... for everything you've been through... I want you to know that you are so strong and brave... sharing your story takes a lot of courage. You are an amazing person and you deserve happiness and kindness, you deserve to live without fear and pain. No means no... and it must always be respected... I'm glad that you broke up with him... keep dreaming and keep fighting, you can achieve all of your dreams and always remember that you are awesome. Take care ❤

I was 8 It hurts I can't dress how i want to I am not giving up bcz of my family It hurts so bad

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

5 ай бұрын

I am sorry for what you went through... you are so brave... if you want to talk to someone I'm here for you

I just was a kid. I trusted adults, my innocent mind thought of trusting him. I thought of him as a friend. He was over 35 and i was just 10. I couldn't even scream, i just took it all emotionlessly. I just wanna say, nobody deserves this.

wow... ouch... i feel pain and i remember more pain. i remember so much more. merci.

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

Жыл бұрын

If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.

@cap.deanmarcelwinchester

Жыл бұрын

@@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000 kind of u 2 offer. However.... I am MI-6 special branch, now pensioned. U need high secure clearance 2 hear mi pain.

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

Жыл бұрын

@@cap.deanmarcelwinchester I'm sorry but I don't know exactly what this is. Nontheless, I hope you are doing ok and you are feeling better.

this is gorgeous! I love the editing! Do you know where that last scene is from, I watched it a while back and I can't seem to remember

@ladymire

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you! The last scene is from the show “Euphoria” :)

the first time it happened i was 10 ten and two boys who assaulted and touched me were 10 too. The second time it happened i was 14 and he was 30ish. I was in the hospital for depression and he was a nurse there. He assaulted me over two months there and he did to other girls my age too.

@onthiscouncilbutnotasajedi2000

2 ай бұрын

I am so sorry for what you've been through... sharing your story takes a lot of courage, I want you to know that you are so strong and brave ❤

SUBSCRIBED yea 👍

💟💗💖💕💓❤️💞

I was 14. now i am 20 and i still cant let a man touch me. I dont even hug my mom anymore. I am touch starved and got ptsd and dpdr and he got an apartment and money.

0:30 where is “mother he hurt me” from?

@ladymire

2 жыл бұрын

Anne with an E season 3 :)

@imapersonithink6702

2 жыл бұрын

@@ladymire thanks if you know the episode it would save me a lot of research but if not no worries

What’s the second clip from? The girl who plays Cassie? Better yet, what are all of these from?

@ladymire

11 ай бұрын

Euphoria. The other shows/movies in the vid are in the description :)

4 years 2 months 12 days since he raped me and I don’t see any change in my mental state and I hope I can recover but all I can do is work with people and hope if there is a god he will look out for me as I need some kind of miracle

What show/movie at 1:03

@ladymire

11 ай бұрын

I apologize this is late, but that is Anne with an E :)

Who is this? 0:36

@riyaamv9902

Жыл бұрын

Jessica Davis from 13 reasons why