miss wanna die (shinitai chan) - jubyphonic (sped up & pitched)
please support the original artist @JubyPhonic
Lyrics:
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you
I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me
Eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
#spedup #spedupsongs #speedup #speduptiktok #tiktok #tiktokaudios #jubyphonic #nightcore #bambi #gacha #ghostogreandsnowrabbit #yugioh #anime #girl #animegirl #hatsunemiku #englishcover
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reminder for everyone watching to stay hydrated, eat something and take care of themselves! you are all loved
@sasha_sashax
Жыл бұрын
Thank you :)
@nightcorebambi
Жыл бұрын
@@sasha_sashax
@LemmonBomb
Жыл бұрын
I will! :) Thank you ❤️
@nightcorebambi
Жыл бұрын
@@LemmonBomb ❤❤❤
@Barbara63731
Жыл бұрын
I love your vids and stay hydrated too luv u :3
The warning in the beginning is iconic
@Mochii.Moshii
Жыл бұрын
Mmm, iconic.
@sin_carson
Жыл бұрын
frr
@D3athbys1r3ns
Жыл бұрын
Literally
@uvitaa_
Жыл бұрын
Bro fr
@kolorrey
Жыл бұрын
It scared me at first tbh
used to listen to this as a kid💀 now i get butterflies hearing it
@Pomeranc-fw3us
4 ай бұрын
FR
@Izzythebunny755
Ай бұрын
Fr
@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd
Ай бұрын
Fr!!
@IAMKEL654
Ай бұрын
FR
@Mahyakarim1943
Ай бұрын
Fr
I remember those nights when i used to replay this song 😭
@queen3333___
Жыл бұрын
SAME
@_me_124
Жыл бұрын
same!!!!!
@bibblekibble
Жыл бұрын
Same!
@sofiaflores2967
Жыл бұрын
Same
@cloeyharris3821
Жыл бұрын
Happening rn
The iconic suicidal lifeline number be like:😍😍
@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd
Ай бұрын
Honestly should be using it but yolo!!
@namionpawz
12 күн бұрын
@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd same
@Rakkae
9 күн бұрын
Real tbh
This song reminds me of that one really traumatized and emo oc we all had tbh
@DIZZYDIZZYDIZZY
Жыл бұрын
Yeah 😨😨
@shoguntamu
Жыл бұрын
Im that oc in real life but not emo
@leaf143
Жыл бұрын
RIGHT?!?!
@Jay.f4v
Жыл бұрын
YEA.
@odessawales
Жыл бұрын
I still have her. But she isn't stereotypical. She's just an Asian young girl that lost her parents. Her name is Olivia
This song brings me back to my gacha phase as a 8 year old 🤩🤩
@Pulvrk1n-ti5hp
Жыл бұрын
No fr
@HAPPYNESSU
Жыл бұрын
It’s true lmao
@OMO04
10 ай бұрын
NAHH SAME
@HarmonEdits
Ай бұрын
No don't even remind me of that Please
@Zipxa_Raya142
27 күн бұрын
still in it
Its all fun in games till you can relate to the song
@IdkwhoIAmAnymore__
5 ай бұрын
Fr
@fiefiee
5 ай бұрын
real
@MuhammadAkhtar-zu8we
Ай бұрын
Ture
@xzlynnxexe
Ай бұрын
true..
@lillythefennec
26 күн бұрын
real
It's just a song, until you can relate..
@Pinkyy_loves_japan
2 ай бұрын
Yes..
@heyurcool_234
7 күн бұрын
Real
when your happy and young it's just a song. As you get older you relate.
@user-zy5dt1rj7j
Ай бұрын
when I was younger I related.
@Mis_Cirkleeee
Ай бұрын
@@user-zy5dt1rj7j same ngl.
@Stargirl-dx5mv
8 күн бұрын
REAL..
@user-hc8uo3wc6w
8 күн бұрын
I do wanna die
@Mis_Cirkleeee
7 күн бұрын
@@user-zy5dt1rj7j same Ngl?.
lyrics :> Awake, I opened my eyes to see A hospital, so white and clean I was walking up to the roof, I think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me, you were there I know, but couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand and reach my hand to see "Have you tried crossing over yet?" I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die If I die, you would cry And I don't know why Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and I wanna live, wanna live Deep inside I've always been Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care You know it really isn't fair Every time I forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not enough, not enough I wanna die, wanna die Wanna die, but I still couldn't die With you by my side Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you're here to stay La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
@topiola1239
Жыл бұрын
why??
@Itz_VXZZ
2 күн бұрын
@@topiola1239 wdym why 😭🙏
This bring back traumatizing memories lmao
@nightcorebambi
Жыл бұрын
lmfaoooo true
@korkomm1918
Жыл бұрын
Truuue XD
This reminds me of Someone wanting to end themselves but really don't want to because they have loved ones ☹️. Edit:it is a honor you gave my comments alot of likes 😘✌️
@madssinyourwalls
Жыл бұрын
me lmao
@itsov5033
Жыл бұрын
dang, that person either me, or just like me fr
@topiola1239
Жыл бұрын
me- 😂
@belkat5666
Жыл бұрын
literally 8th grade me
@mazoxxi
Жыл бұрын
me fr
Mmm...reminds me of not only my gacha phase, but also reminds me of a dear friend who has passed because of suicide. Alsooo... Don't forget to take care of yourself and that you're loved
@ayesha657
4 ай бұрын
thank you so much
@rxs1e127
5 күн бұрын
rip beautiful im sorry shes looking over you
@LexiWei-uq4zy
14 сағат бұрын
my friend's dad commited suicide and i think she saw him no the floor.. im so sorry for her. it must be really tough. just imagine your own father dead
This brings my depressed state while i was 💔 💔 broken .....but now she is with me ..............................this song is a whole vibeeee
Gacha phase 😉🥰
@ihearticarly
Жыл бұрын
Omg tysm for pinning my comment 😇
@TomititoTomato
Жыл бұрын
Me....
@nightcorebambi
Жыл бұрын
@@ihearticarly 🥰🥰
@jasminegreentea5226
Жыл бұрын
@@TomititoTomato same
@Licorice_iyx
28 күн бұрын
Fr
I know the lyrics. I’m proud
This song is so relatable
@AAAAAAAUUUGGGGHHHHH
Жыл бұрын
Dave Miller pfp hiii 🤭🤭
This song scares me. But comforts me. Maybe cuz i relate to it. Idk
i hate the fact that i still relate to this. its been 7 years.
@Mochii.Moshii
Жыл бұрын
I've had a friend die to suicide, if you need someone to talk to, I'll be willing to listen
@mistfulvoid
Жыл бұрын
@@Mochii.Moshii im so sorry you had to go through that, but thank you 🙏
@jay-fh6gx
Жыл бұрын
@@mistfulvoid Youll get thru this love! i promise
@mistfulvoid
Жыл бұрын
@@jay-fh6gx im actively trying, thank you for motivating me more 💗
@jioni861
Жыл бұрын
@@Mochii.Moshii I need one,my family don't understand and I don't have "kind" friends.
this song always makes me cry
anyone else get that "talk to a crisis lifeline 988" or is it just me?
@Mee5634
2 ай бұрын
I got it too
@AdamDagion-bs2nz
Ай бұрын
Same
@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd
Ай бұрын
How did u get the loading thing beside ur name😭
@Alastor_666_OwO
Ай бұрын
me too
@Sleepibanzuu
Ай бұрын
Not me
Essa letra eu sei e não me orgulho de saber.. Saber q eu já tive a vibe dessa música me deixa muito triste...
@nightcorebambi
Жыл бұрын
@WhatisReality
Жыл бұрын
Me too:(
@topiola1239
Жыл бұрын
yall wanna translate?
When I was little in the street I sang the song and everyone looked at me badly because I didn't know the meaning so I kept saying "I wanna die" 😭
Everything else is age restricted help💀💀
2021 AND gacha vibes OMGGGGGG
i listened to this all the time as a kid. explains a bunch tbh👽👽
0:57 damn. Hits hard. 😬
The fact youtube asked do I need to talk to someone 🙃
I was used to listen to this every night now I am back and it gives me a weird feeling about life and my memories...
The video I was watching before this was "My R sped up" 😭😭 This fits the story so well for some reason?
@x.basil.starz._.
4 ай бұрын
Same?!?!- tf??
Listening to this when your older it just hits different
Reminds me of like when my mom said I can't have an extra piece of candy so I came to this song and looped it, the nostalgia just makes me laugh ngl lol
@RuSeriousRightNow
Жыл бұрын
Omg 😂
@ayesha657
5 ай бұрын
LFMMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY READING THAT
When relating to something doesn't make you feel good
The shivers I got from the nostalgia....I relate to the song so hard
Bro I almost cried listening to this song. I haven't listened to it in years but it brought back some bad memories for me. :(
I used to make fun of this song kinda it was more like a meme now that I’m going through this, I listen to it everyday so it’s a reminder I’m still alive when I stop listening to this song well that’s on me but I will listen to this forever
September 2021 squid game vibesssss
@zlqqs
Жыл бұрын
Nah , 2018 gacha
@curespicy_
Жыл бұрын
more like 2018 gacha
@katxiia5573
Жыл бұрын
Yez
@Luv4gael
Жыл бұрын
No.
@orsx456
Жыл бұрын
Some of yall in these replies need to let people have opinions
i love this
@nightcorebambi
Жыл бұрын
thank you!
"Till i see every part of me" Kinda hit me hard- ngl
Жизнерадостная песня 😊❤
@Ranpo_54
8 ай бұрын
NO IT IS NOT- 😭 ITS ABOUT SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM BRO😭😭
I listened to this when I was 5 and I stopped listening to this when I was around 10 and started listening to it this year before my birthday which was kinda the start of school after the first holidays and still knew the lyrics then and here I am still listening to it...hah
"i wanna die, wanna die, but i still couldnt die with you by my side" hits hard :(
This song brings me nostalgia i used to listen to it all the time when i was 10
relating to this when i was 6 goes hard 🔥🔥🔥
THIS SONG IS SOOO NOSTALIG 😭😭😭😭😭😭
2018 |3 Я ещё помню
@Muheheheheh
Жыл бұрын
Помню как слушала эту песню в гаче😖
@fenechkaqwq
Жыл бұрын
@@Muheheheheh помню те самые клипы
@Muheheheheh
Жыл бұрын
@@fenechkaqwq Они останутся в моём сердце😢
@fenechkaqwq
Жыл бұрын
@@Muheheheheh и в моём. Наткнулся на видео, прошибло ностальгией
This is so good!!
I love it ❤❤❤
My childhood song,now listening it whenever i want to do it
bro i love this song brings back memories
Crossing busy road and listening to this >>
if i try to listen on my phone, it wont let me listen. the stupid SCL warning just stays there. maybe they know what Wallet was searching.. last thing i heard from him was "yeah im making a noose. bye" it doesnt want me to follow in his footsteps. I cant even figure out what happened to 'im. maybe he did die. considering he was acting like bendy the bunny towards me, c.c, and mother, I could imagine he's sorry for it and is killing himself so he doesnt make the mistake again.. I wish i could just tell him "Dont make the same mistake all those people did. don't die." I miss him already, but he wasnt any good for me. Even if he was good for me, he'd keep doing what he was doing. and Local says that he's gonna tell him off.. I don't wanna interfere with them, but It'd be nice if maybe Wallet came back.. I just wanna see him again. and ever since he 'died,' everyone in our gc (we dont like william,) except for mother, just went silent. everythings been.. how do i put it? ..falling apart. this was one of our conversations; Digital - Yesterday at 10:01 AM i might as well rip my heart out ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 10:01 AM Dont. Digital - Yesterday at 10:01 AM why ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 10:01 AM Becauseeer Digital - Yesterday at 11:07 AM ok ill stop tell me you're joking ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:11 AM I didn't do anything@ Digital - Yesterday at 11:12 AM i was about to make a noose and delete my account. ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:12 AM I didn't do anything Digital - Yesterday at 11:12 AM stop lying ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:12 AM I swear I did nothing Digital - Yesterday at 11:13 AM sure ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:13 AM IM FR I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING (end) I feel like ive taken enough time up about Wallet.. so i'll just sliver it down to what he did. Wallet tried to online f__k me, mother, and c.c Im sorry for wasting your time. you can continue watching your video.. I swear, im very sorry..
@vixenvvanity
Жыл бұрын
Digital: Wallet ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡: Me
I love it! Sooooo good. 😍
i used to listen to this when i was 9, now that im older and have actually experienced everything this song talks about, i cant help but cry to it
My gacha phase 😭😭
I can relate to this song so much. I wanna die, but what if hes right there? Him. He would be so sad..
this song is nostalgia and a masterpiece
This song brings back so many memories!! (And is kinda relatable.)
the fact that i relate is painful. tbh this song feels comforting bc i feel like the singer is trying to tell everyone that they’re not alone
Why does this song kinda hit different now
This song is really beautiful, my interpretation of it is a person who doesn’t kill themselves because of their friend. The lyric “behind the days I spent alone afraid,” is relatable to me. When I was dealing with more heavier wanting to kill myself thoughts, I was so afraid I was going to actually do it. Keep on going you’re not alone ❤
used to listen to this song when I was seven. SEVEN.
It’s all fun till you understand the lyrics and understand what they mean
this song is so real cuz like I wanna die but I don't wanna get killed or kill myself.
I have kown this song since im 8. Its so comforting to hear. every time i hear this it feels like im floating away from everything.Its my comfort song :)
after all of the years this is still a banger song
When we were young, we didn’t really pay mind to the meaning. Now that we are older, we *are* the meaning.
this song is so relatable idk why...
This is literally the one song that can explain me.
i still love this song 😩
@oldrobloxgoodolddays
8 ай бұрын
ayo 🧐🧐
Bruh not the “Warning! Viewer discretion is advised” caught me off-guard 😂
This song make me feel , that time like 4 y.a, it's was so popular and even got fans
this song is so relatable 🥰🥰🥰😘😘😍😍
@2424beyhude
18 күн бұрын
are u okay
@Pastelgothgutz
18 күн бұрын
@@2424beyhude nope :D (thanks for checking in tho)
Awake , i open my eyes to see A hospital so white and clean I was walking up to the roof , i think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me , you were there I know . But couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand. And reach my hand to see Have you tried Crossing over yet? I wanna die Wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there , you would care Making me aware Every scar , all the blood More and more they're never done Not Enough , not enough I wanna die , wanna die But don't really wanna die If i died , you would cry And I don't know why Every scar , all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough , Not enough When , i forget you I'm all alone Without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show The past i used to know A dream , till i see every part of me Eyes of red following I wanna live. Wanna live Deep inside I've always been. Reacing out for a hand So don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead. I wanna die , wanna die... But don't really wanna die You were there , you would care You know it really isn't fair Everytime i forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not Enough , Not Enough. I wanna die , wanna die , wanna die But i still couldn't die with you by my side Behind the days , i spent , afraid Now you're here , TO STAY... Lala lala lala lala And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.
I listened to this at 6 yrs old, no wonder i started sh so early in age
I finally found the music 😭😭😭
Iconic song ever!! Related
BRO ALL THE GACHA KIDS REUNITED!
@Ash0nPaws3
5 күн бұрын
YESSSS!!
@yaoischica_still_ta
5 күн бұрын
Hahahahahaha and not just joking bro :)
Who else remembers the poppy playtime and squidgames edits with this audio from 2021
@-LaTeamDesDouchsCLZY
Ай бұрын
OMG YESSS
i remember this being on loop when i was a literal child. good times…
Amazing
I ❤ THIS AONG 😢😢❤❤
Im not crying you are
played this at my lowest.
THIS SONGG🫶🏻🫶🏻
I relate to this because I was in this situation. Yet not on the roof but in the kitchen alone with pills.. I still feel this way and even think about it. Good thing I'm in therapy now.
back to that phase again.
The suicide lifeline under the title and the warning at the begining♡
I love this song:") l'm not okay
песня.. >>🐾
My 2018 gacha phase is screaming
Cool , keep on
help the warning in the beginning😭
I love this song
DUDE I FORGOT ABOUT THE EXISTENCE OF THIS SONG FR
the opps cant know that i fw this
These lyrics r way 2 relatable for me it hurts
Gacha life mini movies: Snappity crappity this audio is now minety