This is the audio Diary recording of Little Jimmy urine (James euringer) from July 1992 when he was 23 years old

angry ASMR

He sounds troubled and very smart. Love you jimmy

"Creating is putting together things that don't go together, and you make something else." On a Saturday morning in July 1992, James Euringer laid down the ethos of Mindless Self Indulgence in a single sentence.

God I'm so gay for this man

What jimmy is saying: "Well, it’s a Saturday, in July… 1992. It’s gotta be like 3… o clock… or some shit I hate everybody, and the more I think about it, the more I hate em. And it’s just people, man. It’s the fucking people. I mean, I looked in the mirror and I said, ‘that looks cool, man, you look like an ugly motherfucker. Like a skinny little weirdo.’ How can I walk around town the way I am, knowing that I know who I am and you people looking at me like I don’t know who the fuck I am? That, uh, I expect all of you, to realize who I am. And that’s me being unreasonable. I don’t like to let people make me make the decisions by looking at them and saying ‘I think they’re saying this’ But they give me this attitude like… Like I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. Bugs the shit out of me, man. You know? I keep moving and moving and trying to stay a step ahead of people, even if it’s a step ahead in a direction that no one’s going to go. Not because they’re frightened, but because no one’s going to go that way. And you need a lot of directions to go forward to go I can’t stand it, I’m so fucking picky. That’s the way I am with my music. My shit comes in, and I’m like, ‘yeah man, that’s a nasty song.’ And now it’s like ‘Alright. Done.’ In a sense of like, man, when I first did it, it sounded cool, and I know it sounds cool, and I know if I play it for people they’d go ‘holy shit, that’s a nasty song, man. That sounds like… fucking… on steroids and shit.’ But, it’s not that. It’s the fact that I… I hear these new things every time I fucking do something, you know? And then I lay them down and there they are, and then I move on And it’s so fucking hard, when you gotta be the fucking everything at once. I mean, do anything, motherfucker, and get this shit out. ‘92, how long have you been doing this shit? You’ve been doing the shit you’ve been doing for a year. And then, you’ve got some nasty shit, let me tell you. You’ve always had shit coming out of you. That was never a problem. The problem was being able to associate it with yourself. Now you know what you are. Next thing you do is to make everybody else know who you are, fucker. You put things together that don’t go together, that’s what it’s all about. Creating is putting things together that don’t go together, and you make something else Because it’s all about progress, motherfucker. I am progress. Get off of your fucking lazy ass and make something better than I made. That’s the thing. It’s mostly-no, that’s not me that I’m so worried about. It’s not, I’m not worried about who I am more than I’m worried about who I’m not And I mean, you know, maybe I look like a fucking idiot; maybe it’s not the next thing. I’m not saying that I’m trying to get hip… on the hip thing. It’s all- It’s not a matter of fate, it’s a matter of choice. I mean, that’s one thing I got. I think I will never lose that. I may not always be Angry Boy. My music may not always be… Hard edged… or soft edged. Or weird, or not weird. Or straightforward, you know? But the one thing I will have, not to sound fucking hokey, is definite fucking complain-able sense of humor. Definitely different, I’ll give you that And besides all of that bullshit, is I know what I’m doing. Nobody ever trusted that I knew what I was doing. Ever since the beginning of fucking time, nobody thinks I know what I’m doing. I know what I’m doing! ‘You know, If you don’t do your homework, you’re gonna fail, do you know that?’ What do you think? What do you fucking think? ‘If you don’t go to college you’re not gonna get a good job, you’re not gonna be able to-you’re not gonna get a great education, nobody’s going to hire you.’ No shit! I know this! I know what goes on, and I’ve made my choices And it’s frustrating to look at this world and say, ‘Hey look, you fucking assholes, I’m just being me, motherfucker’ and I gotta tell you how I am. It’s like-oh, man, I could go on for days and days on this shit. I’m not going to go on on that, I’m still fucking pissed at this shit. But, I don’t give a shit So, that’s the end of that"

I downloaded this on Apple Music and listen to it when I feel broken or like a misfit or an outcast, when I lose a friends or someone puts me down. And listening to jimmy explain that it’s okay to look weird or be weird and it’s okay to do what you want without other people opinions and it’s okay to feel lost. I freaking love jimmy.

@necroacid

Жыл бұрын

I needed to read your comment right now, just thank you

His voice is too calming ;-; I have to listen to this before I fall asleep or I won't.. :')

his voice is so pleasing ❤

jimmys voice is so pleasing oml

"You always have shit comin outta ya" Jimmy Urine 1992

Thank you for this.

i love this sm ??

Jimmy's so cute and smart, my fav musician/vocalist ever.

IS THAT CHEWING NECESSARY

@notarealchannel9629

6 жыл бұрын

medicine 69 Yes.

@Bboychriz82

3 жыл бұрын

YES

@sheushsh7

3 жыл бұрын

i LOVED it

@cupcakegore666

3 жыл бұрын

Yes.

Making a Mindless Self Indulgence

I love this

he's speaking the real shit.

the new yorker is so strong in this one

he reminds me of the joker i love him

he sounds like neil cicierega

@TacitusKilgoreReal

Жыл бұрын

You’re kind of right.

Holy shit, a literal EGS Tape

@deepdarkdown

Жыл бұрын

LOL

@thehonorablereverendaddiso1943

Жыл бұрын

@@deepdarkdown Ikr?

Sounds like JTHM

it's a shame that he's apparently racist msi is my guilty pleasure

@thoticcusprime9309

2 жыл бұрын

@@ramentop Theres a video Ive come across about him getting sued for messing with a teen thot

@HoobaDooba420

Жыл бұрын

He’s not racist, he just said the n word in some cover songs from an album 20 years ago.

@cyxx414

Жыл бұрын

@@HoobaDooba420 yeah now with the recent stuff coming up that isn't the worst thing anymore

@slipknotboy555

Жыл бұрын

@@cyxx414 1. Yeah, what they said (It's addressed on the audio commentary from Tighter (which has been uploaded to YT; I think it's around ~9:40)) 2. On the allegations - If they're true, it wasn't right. But it was ~25 years ago, and Jimmy seems to have changed. It's also not the worst thing ever, it wasn't forced or anything - yeah, it started when he was 27 and she was 15, but there are worse things. Again, it's not to excuse it, but it doesn't mean he's an irredeemable POS or anything. And we don't even know how true it is.

@arturos.l.2248

Жыл бұрын

Fuck all normie