Back here again huh? Yeah me too

@Brokeboi471

Ай бұрын

Yeah....but you aight tho?

@scotthahn8773

Ай бұрын

4sho

@loztwunzofficial7431

Ай бұрын

Yea 😣😣😣

@ZackEdmondsMMA

Ай бұрын

Meeting merk on Tuesday I’m so hyped

@justanotheryoutuber5228

16 күн бұрын

Ex did a number on me

I’m leaving this comment in hopes someone likes it and I can get a notification on my phone in the coming years. This guy got me through some shit back in college. First song I ever heard from him. ENJOY!

@Devin711-rc9td

3 ай бұрын

Keep ur head up Noah

I can't believe I am just finding this now.....

@otwus2951

4 жыл бұрын

me tooooooooo

@smxkechxppa4944

4 жыл бұрын

same

@hamdanalketbi2934

4 жыл бұрын

same

@anisbousselmi1007

4 жыл бұрын

same here

@kevinmiller5765

4 жыл бұрын

All of murk is lit listen to all of it

One of those days were you gotta listen to this on repeat a couple times

@PrayerSLY

2 ай бұрын

Hope you're doing well man

Sometimes youtube do cool things, like recomnd me this thing, i love it

@luckypotato6973

5 жыл бұрын

Mike Nettle - merk is king!

@thaddiouz1872

5 жыл бұрын

Same ere

@arnacho9026

4 жыл бұрын

pero despues de 3 años :,v

@robertkelly1456

4 жыл бұрын

Bro I'm in the same boat... was not expecting this but this guy went in on this track...

@khaledkhalkany248

4 жыл бұрын

Same dude

1:18 is the realest shit ive heard in a long time. describes how tough it can be to panic and the nasty circle of dismissal a lot of people experience trying to get help. i see a neuromuscular specialist regularly for parkinsons disease. ive had anxiety most of my life, pd makes it worse. i was chatting with my doctor and mentioned this song in passing - he, weirdly enough, asked to hear it. so im sitting at a neuromuscular center at 4 pm listening to merkules with my 50 year old ukranian neurologist, who confirmed that this is beautifully written, and in fact - goes quite hard. well done.

4 years later this song will still give me chills the whole song this some real life shit this what makes you an artist

6 years ago and I come back often. Every word, everything said is relatable. This song is my medicine. Ladies and gentleman, you’re not alone. 🙏

Depression and anxiety is no joke.. I feel every word you say my goosebumps never stopped until it was over. Everyday is a battle between wanting to die and being to scared to die who ever is suffering right now just know your not fucking alone.

@adamtaylor9164

2 жыл бұрын

It’s not that I’m afried to die It’s more that I don’t want to hurt my family

@VossaBygde

2 жыл бұрын

@@adamtaylor9164 Ey yo I feel you, just know that my bro

@darellteague3845

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, when he raps and it feels like he's reading your mind

@mrfjuze4826

Жыл бұрын

I feel you mate, big time. I’ve battled hard depression non-stop from age 13/14 to 24 (im now 24). A couple suicide attempts here and there ofcourse. From 20 to 24 was definitely the hardest, felt the down-going-spiral got worse everyday. I swear the three last years was so dark, looking back on it freaks me the fuck out. A white room woud litterly look dark in my eyes, everything got colered dark no matter what. Good or bad, didn’t matter. But one day listening to Merk while taking a dump (seriously), I said to my self ‘’im so fucking done with this lifestyle. I’m not going to spend one more second in this depressed and anxious world. I’ve had enough, big time. Fuck this’’. And to this day, as merk would said it ‘’the devil is now my bitch wearing 5-inch Stilettos’’. (real story). It’s been 7 months now, and let me tell you. Life actually looks kinda cool. Just freakin sad i’ve spent so many years torturing myself allday-everyday-every minut- every hour- every week- every month - every year - through out my childhood and teenage years. Let me tell you. It’s hope, I did it. My family, friends and shrink was secure that I would loose the battle and one day get a successful suicide.

@Schmoogis

Жыл бұрын

We're not alone man. Thanks for the reminder of that.

Goosebumps is right. Merk speaks for a misrepresented generation

RIP X

2020 and still listening to this; it might just be me...

@hawaiiaction.1976

4 жыл бұрын

This helps me alot..

@shmik17

4 жыл бұрын

2030

@gstratton7777

4 жыл бұрын

Lily S. Davis nope

@bxlurr2576

4 жыл бұрын

nah

@mesta5599

4 жыл бұрын

Same

Was already a fan of your art Merkules, these lyrics just took it to another level. Anxiety sufferer myself so I can relate. Stompdown Killaz... Peace.

@dangelosteinhauer5426

6 жыл бұрын

Word bro. I think lowkey this is what we all expeiance. He speaking some real shit.

@Marvin-ey4sq

6 жыл бұрын

Can also relate. Prescribed xanax for which I don't like to rely on.

@NoNamesXOF

6 жыл бұрын

Anxiety United I suffer from anxiety too

@thepassivebag7506

6 жыл бұрын

Anxiety United my anxiety changes so fast inside of me aching with variety and im getting tired of being away from BC

@thegeckoguy-kq8dq

6 жыл бұрын

I know what u mean

This is good, see... he’s not mumbling, and he’s speaking something that’s not so easy to explain.

@tebatoharder_pt6680

4 жыл бұрын

truth

@Bigloserbox

4 жыл бұрын

Just like the original of this song but yea i feel you

@gamerman360

4 жыл бұрын

Very true. But imagine playing this at a club? Everything has its place

@A77ILA

3 жыл бұрын

@@gamerman360 hearing something like this live would probably make me melting

@Albrecht420

3 жыл бұрын

This was a song I was hoping he played when I saw him in Seattle but he played so good of a show i didn’t mind one bit, me and my girl had the best concert of our lives there she got to go on stage for like an hour and he came up n grabbed my head and shook it during his song and came n took shots of patron with us at the end so dope of a guy best rapper out there by far in so many ways

2022 still bumping this, anyone else?

Anyone who sees this, I had anxiety myself, since pretty much my whole life. And now I'm feeling much better since a couple months. My biggest advice: take everything one day at the time. Don't listen to yourself when you overthink all those negative scenarios you're making up everyday. I know it's easier to say, but trust me. You'll become much more confident and you'll get there. Love

crazy how 2017 was 3 years ago already, time goes man. Appreciate everyone around you, all love.

@valtakozomentalitas556

16 күн бұрын

2024 bro

Back 2 years later and this still hits hard. It helped me get through a real tough time in my life. I'm good now, drug free apart from weed, good Mrs, 3 beautiful step kids and a great life. Shit does get better bur you have to put the effort in to make them changes.

As a man with bipolar schizophrenia depression and anxiety the lyrics of this song speak to me on another level over any song I’ve ever heard.

@DRUNKLE_NICK

9 ай бұрын

Same!

1:29 I felt that with the look and the 'every artist that I know just does them for fun, when I need those'. I don't think those words could be said better.

who else gets goosebumps? 🙋‍♂️

@julianrobertsen5412

6 жыл бұрын

feel you man

@czizzorxyt8526

5 жыл бұрын

What's a goosebumps😂

@ethcars

5 жыл бұрын

Got that feeling too

@SyrusTheCreation

5 жыл бұрын

same lmao

@WhoisSaul

5 жыл бұрын

Me

Haven't had a piece of music make me cry in years.. man I haven't cried in years. Thank you Merkules. Goosebumps

Will never stop bumping this, possibly my most relatable song. Much love

So sounds an angel with smoker lungs 🔥🔥🔥

GOOSEBUMPS EVEN ON THE 100TH TIME PLAYING BACK. DOPE SHYT.

@megancompas3233

6 жыл бұрын

Sammeeeee

@VossaBygde

6 жыл бұрын

Same ! He really went in on this one.

@tangentargy

6 жыл бұрын

Same here man

Everybody wants to go to heaven but are to scared to die

@entice7313

5 жыл бұрын

Stolen comment

@runarantila4973

5 жыл бұрын

thats from that swedish singer Timbuktu..... well I aint scared to die, and I know theres alot like me out there. Thats some bullshit statement.

@lujop13

5 жыл бұрын

Everybody are scared of early death

@jesuskvistus929

5 жыл бұрын

You stole that from another comment, and that comment stole it from a Swedish rapper

@zennong642

5 жыл бұрын

Ice cube said that.

"Am i looking for attention hardly stop. But idk until i get some " never felt a merk bar as hard as that one

Anxiety is the real deal. It’s not just you remember that ❤ thanks for your music it helps me a lot !

R.I.P Bro 1M 😔😔😔

@Mo-gw5bq

5 жыл бұрын

He's dead?! WTF?

@ohkutari

5 жыл бұрын

Bruh the only rip is ur profile pic

@normanxxx

5 жыл бұрын

Fuck you man. Wtf.. Kids..

@princesskay5562

5 жыл бұрын

Wtf, who died dickhead?

@princesskay5562

5 жыл бұрын

Mo Mo xxx. The guy who made the original of this?😮 I'm only guessing from other comments lol. Idk 😕

****LYRICS**** Jocelyn Flores Remix (MERK) Caught in the attention, the darkest depression, lost in the essence caused by the tension I tried to walk away but they blockin' the exits Is this all just a lesson? Prolly not, I put this gun to my head, let me call the shots I'm all alone, pissed drunk, drinkin' wobbly pops, am I lookin' for attention? Hardly stop But I don't know 'till I get some. Bacardi and Coke, that's redrum Oh, you think I got it made, now, guess what? Look me in my face, motherfucker, I been fed up But you thought I looked happy...Huh, holy fuck Well, it's all your fault 'cause I guess you ain't ever looked close enough, but let's get off that, though Please let me explain, before you tell me I'm sane Like there's nothin' goin' on when there's something really wrong and you let it slip away This isn't just a part time thing, this is every single day, this depression in my veins, so don't tell me it's okay, I'm goin' mental like a slave, and I can't ever get a say, and it's messin' with my brain They told me calm down, you need to breathe deeper Cole, it's just anxiety, you're not gonna die, can I please teach 'ya? See, what I got here is pills, Ativan and Xanax, and if you take one of each, you can hide all your problems, you can't stress So I'm like.. "word" I think I heard of these, though 'Cause every single rapper I know just does it for fun when I need those Every single night I'm in a cold sweat. Is it heart attack or stroke? I don't know yet And then I'm overthinkin' every old text, and then I show up at the hospital, it's cold again They don't even take me serious, I've been goin' crazy, period It's like I'm in the state of delirium, and y'all can't even see it, and it makes me furious But that's fine, though, y'all can keep your eyes closed then I'll consider takin' those pills that you gave me all at once, on the ride home The only reason that I won't, is for my girl and my family And my fans that'll hear this shit and get goose bumps, they understand me Yeah It's anxiety I've been goin' crazy and I've been feelin' down What the fuck is wrong with me? My time is runnin' out Everybody else just lives they life so care free, I blame it on the world, but now it might just be me I said it might just be me I've been goin' crazy and it might just be me I've been feelin' down and tho it might just be me What the fuck is wrong with me? It might just be me It might just be me I take a look around and now it might just be me It might just be me I look around and now it might just be me I've been goin' crazy and I've been feelin' down What the fuck is wrong with me? My time is runnin' out Everybody else just lives they life so care free, I blame it on the world, but now it might just be me Yeah, it might just be me I've been goin' crazy and it might just be me I've been feelin' down and now it might just be me What the fuck is wrong with me? It might just be me It might just be me I take a look around and now it might just be me It might just be me It might just be me.. Add me on snap.. 'ajr123gmb'

@alexandermoisesdiaz4819

6 жыл бұрын

ThatGuyThere Thanks GOAT

@xavierfrodriguez

6 жыл бұрын

*caught in a sad trip

@nativeangel

6 жыл бұрын

xl xfr lx 👍

@NUTZmx

6 жыл бұрын

ThatGuyThere **Caught in this head trip

@nativeangel

6 жыл бұрын

User None K

When you relate to every verse in a song.

If youre reading this, you're loved and tomorrow the sun will shine.

I been listening for 2 years straight

@excelicvizion8903

4 жыл бұрын

Shit bro!

@TarjanBeni

4 жыл бұрын

?

@mangnbang5703

3 жыл бұрын

I play this once a week, deadset i play this once every week, your dedication my brother, love it

I hate when people say that I “just don’t want to get help” Na. I feel like I can’t be helped.

@aprilvincent6596

4 жыл бұрын

Everyone felt that

@rapidsg9120

4 жыл бұрын

You can change that.

@YourLclScm

4 жыл бұрын

I didn't think it was particularly smart to commit suicide. There are so many beautiful things that really make your life easier. Just ignore the people who make you completely down. Just try to do what you are, which is good and I realize that you will not get it down and do it for your family and your friends. Ps: We all felt it and we got help. Let yourself be helped and then it will go better directly. We promise you then you will have a better life right away. I hope god will help you overcome this pain, please don't do it! Sorry for my bad english I hope you will get help we love you❤️

@Fitbiker105

4 жыл бұрын

Agreed for sure

@zacherylie9579

4 жыл бұрын

Dam bro I feel the same way

2024 check in how do i keep ending up back here

I became a Merkules Fan because of this track

@marcosparedez7463

3 жыл бұрын

Yuhhhh

@kinglilj675

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@tylersebastian7964

2 жыл бұрын

Same. Its still my favorite song 2 years later

This is wonderful. All the words I can't spit out of how it feels to live with anxiety and depression. This is so comforting I play this when I start to stress and feel like people don't understand or judge or down play how bad this is. Thank u for being a voice for me and many others

@anonymous4319

6 жыл бұрын

Nicole Parrish Yea I fell you. I can relate to everything he says in the song. What's helped me a little bit is to look at is as a challenge and that once you get over it you'll be way stronger than you were before. Everyone has their own struggles and mental health definatly isn't something to take lightly nor are you any weaker then others for struggling with it. Stay strong ✌️

I got severe anxiety disorder and live with it daily and music like this really helps! I got goosebumps all over this track. So dope Merk keep ya head up boi and keep doing you, you the man big homie. Thanks for the music.

@stupidassho956

6 жыл бұрын

Keep your head up buddy. It will get better I have been dealing with anxiety for years stay of the meds they only make things worse

@hazeyreality4293

6 жыл бұрын

His there guys.... I would just like to say that I suffer from anxiety myself . I've found something that really helps with the anxiety and that is CBD hemp oil. Please please try this if your suffering also

@BLACCCOBRA909

6 жыл бұрын

This hit me hard. Dude literally said everything I've felt. If someone asks me how anxiety and depression felt, I'd play this song.

just back here from 2017 .. daaamn almost 2024 ..

Thank you, cole. You saved my life with this song back in 2017❤

"Depression in my veins" Still hits me to the core.. Much love!

Got to appreciate a song that relates and helps people recover from what ever they're going through in life, Well Done Merkules.

Believe in yourselves and each other and never give up on your dreams and aspirations and remember to be kind and uplifting to each other and open minded and genuine and respectful and humble.

2 of my favorite artist with one song ( fly high x ) MERK IS THE KING🕊🕊🙏🏽👑

honestly as someone who has been depressed for a while and basically revovering I can just tell anyone who sufferes from it to keep going... since we all remember that one person we once where, we all want to be that happy person again. So trust me when i say that person isnt dead you just need to keep going and work on your issues everyone has people who care about them.

fuck in a time like this. glad i found this. really speaks on the feelings most of us can’t talk about

It’s already been 2 years. Rest in peace X. We all miss u... You were an inspiration to many of us....

@tuer_hyper9305

4 жыл бұрын

Mathew Eb I think 1 year not 2 years

That hits heavy when you can envision it in your own life

Dam I’ve herd this song about 100 times today pure 🔥🔥🔥🔥

I love this song. It really helps my anxiety. Thank you for making this song. I suffer from high anxiety.

This song... Goosebumps don't even begin to cover it, I felt like I was being punched in the chest, It's always nice when Artists can be open about real shit. Keep up the good work Merkules

@inactive.2048

4 жыл бұрын

Megan Lovett same he is actually rapping about real stuff instead of drugs and alcohol

@meganlovett2924

4 жыл бұрын

@@inactive.2048 Exactly, wish more did that, cuz man it's needed

Why did youtube just decide to show me this? When Merk is 60% of what I've ben listening too. I thought this was new. One of my new favourites.

Man am i glad lyrical rap is coming back and us lyricists are getting out there, hella inspiring man keep it up

@wowtheatious

5 жыл бұрын

he died bro

@kalonemusic2731

5 жыл бұрын

@@wowtheatious merkules died??

@quez_douglas3781

5 жыл бұрын

@@kalonemusic2731 No he's talking about x i think

@narutoking1597

5 жыл бұрын

It’s only right bro

@patrickibach2047

5 жыл бұрын

X was still often mumble rapping. So he‘s not a like a typical lyrical Rapper of the past.

Damn son this went in deep, lovin it ! Benzo's and any benzodiazepine addiction is truly fucked up, especiaclly when you still need the medication to function properly as a normal fuckin' adult. Nice to see you bringing up anxiety- and panic disorders and all that comes with it, we in this together fam :D !

@bobbytoland

6 жыл бұрын

thats why hes so good cuz he spits about things everyone can relate in some way or another... Especially the pill problem the world has in these times... If you aren't strugglin yourself you know many other people that are... Merk spits poetry, It's beyond regular rap now, that real shit man, SDK for life

@awho33

6 жыл бұрын

Harold Lee Thank God for the Fam... For real

@XxBlindoutxX

6 жыл бұрын

Big ass bag of weed is all I need, no pills for me. "The sicker you are, the more they make."

Been listening to this at least twice a day since an hour after it dropped. Keeps my head straight

Still get chills from this , "Damn it might just be me "🙏🙏

Flow, voice, love to the music. Just great rapper.

@marcopolo9914

6 жыл бұрын

soundcloud.com/user-187392186/jocelyn-flores-cover

*Stay strong brother, You're bars are deep and hard hitting. Loving this DOPE AF*

@ariezpye4164

6 жыл бұрын

Lullaby of a dead man that's what this is

@aljoschaz

6 жыл бұрын

Your* ... god I dont want to be a grammar nazi but it is not that hard to understand that You're = You are... cmon boy

@Kulxc

6 жыл бұрын

aljoscha z stfu you’re dumb

@dexfeycal1672

4 жыл бұрын

@@aljoschaz چم ميراثالانبي ء

Anxiety is real thank you for this song . Thank you for explaining for me

Traveled from Halifax to PEI a week ago to see him and after meeting him as a person and knowing we relate on levels we didn't know really makes me respect him on a different level. You ain't alone and thanks for letting us know we arnt either. Your music is inspiring to the generation coming up. Really glad I got to meet you even if it was for a minute. Don't stop your music for anyoneill see you next time Goosebumps everytime

Love you Merk!

@chupacabra184

6 жыл бұрын

Fourth time I've seen this, hope the copyright doesn't take this one down!

@eionpandaboggs7800

6 жыл бұрын

Jackson Allen same

5yrs later still banging❤

Forever live Jocelyn Flores ♾

Im glad this video was on my recommended who else

That like to dislike ratio says it all. This is the first song or merks that I've heard and I gotta say it made a good first impression. Really glad I decided to check out some of his earlier tracks. He went from unknown to for me to one of my favorite artists. These lyrics just hit me straight in the heart. I have anxiety too (I think) but It feels stupid to tell my parents that. I've had heart attack scares and stroke scares. We've done all the testing possible to the heart and it's healthy and normal. But I still get those scares on a daily basis. It feels really good to have a song and artist to relate to. I've had Logic for some years but merks lyrics are more straight up and almost exactly like how I would describe how I'm feeling. Love this man and his work

Listened to this song 6 years ago when it came out still something I go back and listen to. #grounded

Its been such a long road with you and your music. Got me threw some pre tough times G. Respect. Lone dawg for life.

This time I was faster than copyright

@lemonman8471

6 жыл бұрын

Carlos Contreras he won't get copywrited?

@ironohyes3644

6 жыл бұрын

420th like

Deep af. This hit me hard man, my new favorite song 👌🔥

This remix is heavily underrated 🔥

Damn merk a lot of your music has pulled me out of a dark place a few times... much love man no joke

This helps me cope with my anxiety so much it let's me know I'm not alone in this

This is so under rated....

@braydenhanson5504

6 жыл бұрын

TigerSharkBanana 69 beats listing to nothing but mumble

@lyndagarza5897

6 жыл бұрын

TigerSharkBanana 69 100% agree

@RVeatz

6 жыл бұрын

underrated* get your shit together

@quince537

6 жыл бұрын

Brayden Hanson clean you ears kid

@subrosaBalumNL

6 жыл бұрын

lol the song has almost 2.8 milion views...

Merkules is one of the top rappers today not just lyrical but the ability to tell a real story about addiction that can hit home to everyone .

Merkules changed my life with this one. Isolated in psych wards for weeks on end with nothing but my own thoughts.

Lyrics: Caught in the sad trip, the dark is depressin', lost in the essence caused by the tension I tried to walk away but they blockin' the exits, is it all just a lesson? Prolly not, I put this gun to my head, lemme call it shots, I'm all alone, pissed drunk, drinkin' wobbly pops Am I lookin' for attention? Hardly stop But I don't know til I get some, Bacardi and coke.. that's redrum, all you think I got it made now Guess what? Look me in my face.. motherfucker, I've been fed up But you thought I look happy.. Hhhm, holy fuck Well, it's all your fault 'cause I guess you ain't ever looked close enough, but let's get off that dope Please let me explain, before you tell me I'm sane Like there's nothin' goin' on when it's something really wrong and you let it slip away, this isn't just a part time thing This is every singly day, this depression in my veins, so don't tell me it's okay, I'm goin' mellow like a slave and I can't ever get a say and it's messin' with my brain They told me calm down, you need to breathe deeper, Cole, it's just anxiety you are not gonna die.. can I please teach 'ya? See, what I got here is pills, ativan and xanax, and if you take one of each, you can hide all your problems, you can't stress So I'm like.. word I think I heard of these, tho 'Cause every single rapper I know just does it for fun when I need those, every single night I'm in the cold sweat Is it heart attack or stroke? I don't know yet.. And then I'm overthinkin' every old text and then I show up at the hospital, it's cole again They don't even take me serious, I've been on the crazy period It's like I'm in the state of delirium, and 'ya all can't even see it and it makes me furious But that's fine, though.. y'all can keep your eyes closed and I consider takin' those pills that you gave all at ones on the ride home The only reason that I won't, it's for my girl and my family And my fans that are hear this shit and get goose bumps, they understand me Yeah It's anxiety I've been goin' crazy and I've been feelin' down What the fuck is wrong with me? My time is runnin' out Everybody else is there 'cause their life so carefree, I blame it on the world but now it might just be me I said it might just be me, I've been goin' crazy and it might just be me, I've been feelin' down and tho it might just be me What the fuck is wrong with me? It might just be me.. It might just be me, I take a look around and now it might just be me It might just be me, I take a look around and it might just be me I've been goin' crazy and I've been feelin' down What the fuck is wrong with me? My time is runnin' out Everybody else is there 'cause their life so carefree, I blame it on the world but now it might just be me Yeah, it might just be me, I've been goin' crazy and it might just be me, I've been feelin' down and tho it might just be me What the fuck is wrong with me? It might just be me.. It might just be me, I take a look around and tho it might just be me, it might just be me..

@coldxdesire122

5 жыл бұрын

its actually "I show up at the hospital, it's *Cole* again"

@vas9179

5 жыл бұрын

close enough i guess.. aha

@jeremigarske7610

5 жыл бұрын

**Caught in this head trip, the darkest depression, lost in the essence caused by detention.**

@vas9179

5 жыл бұрын

Caught in this head trip, the dark is depressin, lost in the essence caused by the tension I tried to walk away but they blockin' the exits Is this all just a lesson? Prolly not, I put this gun to my head, let me call the shots I'm all alone, pissed drunk, drinkin' wobbly pops, am I lookin' for attention? Hardly stop But I don't know 'till I get some. Bacardi and Coke, that's redrum Oh, you think I got it made, now, guess what? Look me in my face, motherfucker, I been fed up But you thought I looked happy...Huh, holy fuck Well, it's all your fault 'cause I guess you ain't ever looked close enough, but let's get off that, though Please let me explain, before you tell me I'm sane Like there's nothin' goin' on when there's something really wrong and you let it slip away This isn't just a part time thing, this is every single day, this depression in my veins, so don't tell me It's okay, I'm goin' mental like a slave, and I can't ever get a say, and it's messin' with my brain They told me "Calm down, you need to breathe deeper" Cole, it's just anxiety, you're not gonna die, can I please teach 'ya? See, what I got here is pills, Ativan and Xanax, and if you take one of each, you can hide all your problems, you can't stress So I'm like.. "word" I think I heard of these, though 'Cause every single rapper I know just does it for fun When I need those Every single night I'm in a cold sweat Is it heart attack or stroke? I don't know yet And then I'm overthinkin' every old text And then I show up at the hospital, it's Cole again They don't even take me serious, I've been goin' crazy, period It's like I'm in the state of delirium, and y'all can't even see it And it makes me furious But that's fine, though, y'all can keep your eyes closed And I'll consider takin' those pills that you gave me all at once On the ride home The only reason that I won't, is for my girl and my family And my fans that'll hear this shit and get goose bumps, they understand me there ya go bois

@jordan744

5 жыл бұрын

buddy must have had some hearing problems @@vas9179

2019??? Anyone Edit: this is the most likes I ever had!!!

@skateboard3130

5 жыл бұрын

Iris Montano i love this i memorized it

@jhiatt1516

5 жыл бұрын

Popped up in my recommended, Am glad it did

@truebeats6568

5 жыл бұрын

Justin Hiatt same

@Mana_forge

5 жыл бұрын

Yes man

@ohpizzy4766

5 жыл бұрын

noone cares when your watching tbh.

This guy!! Man I've been listening to him for years now!!!! I feel Merk! He's my dual flame!!!

3 years ago this remix saved me from leaving this world, Long Live Murkules💪 ML&R

bro you voice is so smokey and smooth i love it so fukin much man merk u won a huge new fan much love homie

@dmra1929

6 жыл бұрын

DafuQ Smokey, thats the word I've been looking for

@tokethedude1103

6 жыл бұрын

DafuQ bro go listen to car bars 6 by merk right now! Then come back here and thank me, by letting me know how much you dig it.?

As for me he is the most underrated MC

2020 still one of the best!!

cant believe he takes theese personal lyrics and gives them to the world. thats true courage!

Idk this guy but I clicked expecting fire. I’m not disappointed 🔥🔥🔥

@sync8278

5 жыл бұрын

same bro

@1974naenae

5 жыл бұрын

Me too

"The only reason I wont is for my girl and my family for the fans who get goosebumps they understand me." Im cryin now lmao bro you went off. First time I ever heard your shit but I think you just got a new fan. Keep doin you bro

Love you merkules . Especially this part of you. Keep getting stronger for us we are always united 💪 🙏

Because every single rapper I know just does them for fun, but I need those. I felt that

I needed this in my life💔

I feel this more then most songs Merk. If it weren't for you, I might not be here. You're music lifts me just enough, to keep going.

@sindrehanssen1522

Жыл бұрын

Hang in there brother !

Wow, listening to this again 3 years later when life has changed so much. This hits deeper than it used to.

Just saw merk live it was incredible.

If anybody is suffering from depression or anxiety, your not Alone ♥️♥️ keep your head up and stay positive

Insanely dead point accuracey merk your unreal bro always take the words from me I relate too everything you say

Incredible. You capture the mood perfectly. I can't stop crying to this song.

2021 still bumping merk. Stomp Down till the day I die. Much love Cole.

This is phenomenal. A Lyrical masterpiece. Stuck on repeat...

@luckypotato6973

5 жыл бұрын

Jon Blair - feel ya some days .....at least 1000 of the views are mine alone heh.

Murkules I’ve listened to most of your albums and bro they’re on my most listened to at the moment. But I keep coming back to these video mixes to see your expressions. A facial expression shows so much more going into on. Love it! Respect 🇬🇧 👊🏻 you show real emotion when you rap it’s f***in’ amazing. If you ever come over the pond to England hit me up. I’ll be there

I've been listening to this song for years, it still hits just as hard every time.

This tune still gets me differently 2 years old and still feel it on a different level sick artist 💯

“Put the gun to my head let me call the shots” 🤢🔥