That scene with the eye dropper and the gun... Holy shit man

@jonnie297

5 жыл бұрын

Could be the next joker 🤔

@JanviRakshi

4 жыл бұрын

@@jonnie297 Gotham reference?

@jazzballqes4715

4 жыл бұрын

Nelson mandela said that btw

@nbayoungboy1170

4 жыл бұрын

Just made it to 1k likes but yea dats crazy

@carsenwollis4756

4 жыл бұрын

Shit ain’t fun...

I listen to this song everyday I battled with addiction my entire life. Today I am 300 days sober and working hard at a treatment center to help other women in Recovery stay sober. It's an amazing song by an amazing artist!!

@rich2583

3 жыл бұрын

Keep it up! Rooting for you whoever you are

@dodie5466

3 жыл бұрын

Awesome!!

@dylanjperri

3 жыл бұрын

Good for you Cari! You deserve to be happy!

@ouhsaine9570

3 жыл бұрын

You’re doing a great job, mate! Keep it up 🙌🏻

@lisac763

3 жыл бұрын

Congratulations 🥳👏🏻👏🏻

I get the vibe that its not just about drugs, its about not being able to open up and losing who you love, and then yourself.

@Colt-Forty5

3 жыл бұрын

I think you hit the nail on the head.

@jamesscott1811

3 жыл бұрын

That happened to me and is happening..

@luciddreams5272

3 жыл бұрын

How i felt when my wife left me. Exacly how i felt when i first heard this song.

@dylanbrinkman5916

3 жыл бұрын

perfectly said, hits the same for me

@marisoljimenez4843

2 жыл бұрын

well indeed... my love just dumped me, and i just cannot get enough of this song.. and the burnt that i've caused myself for staying longer than i should

Can't believe this song is already 6 years old

Only a matter of time until the rest of the world discovers you

@hongii0243

6 жыл бұрын

The7thMastermind so true🔥

@vincentgennaro5925

6 жыл бұрын

The7thMastermind true he is so good 👻👻👻

@TheFrobb

5 жыл бұрын

One year later and here I am.

@subscriberswithnovideosc-jk5qg

5 жыл бұрын

@@TheFrobb same. But I've liked put it on me for a couple of months now

@LRRVintage

4 жыл бұрын

i dont understand how I'm this late....

I’m so mad that I didn’t find this song until now

@bredkass610

3 жыл бұрын

I literally just heard it for the first time in a lyft i was riding in just now lol

@shhs1227

3 жыл бұрын

lmao. I was just telling a friend this. A different friend of mine introduced the song to me a week back and I've been listening obsessively to it since

@worldview_kyp

3 жыл бұрын

If he wasn’t from my area code I probably would have just discovered it on radio too. Welcome!

@mr.boboman5701

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@reagan3889

3 жыл бұрын

i found it last night and it’s been on repeat since

"My cigarette burnt my finger cause I forgot I lit it" and "and then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in" give me goosebumps EVERY TIME

@lenaaustin6692

10 ай бұрын

Yeah and a thermal burn from cigarette. Thanks for the tune

@xllsplitllx6949

8 ай бұрын

4th

@siddharthsingh1648

17 күн бұрын

I crawled back to the life I said I wouldn't live in." This line hits hard whether it's about going back to a broken relationship or returning to being an addict. It's like a haunting echo of promises made and broken.

"Ill crawl back to the life that i said i wouldnt live in" man that shit hit hard for the hell my family has been through the past few years

@mjh5225

2 жыл бұрын

Hey man, I hope everything is going better for your family. Felt this comment

@Findtherightaura

Жыл бұрын

Dude I’m sorry I know it’s tuff going through stuff like that I’m praying for you man

@mikerichardson9214

Жыл бұрын

You might be stranger, but damnit I hope you are okay

@meganheller4100

Жыл бұрын

Support, strangers or not, we all care and are here.

@SayWhen83

Жыл бұрын

Don’t give up on your fam, they need you more than you know.

Who’s here NOT from tik tok or Lana del ray

@LemonJuice978

3 жыл бұрын

AKAASHI ON A MATT MAESON MUSIC VIDEO????? WE STAN

@rivaldoalves8841

3 жыл бұрын

the Lana del ray version aint good tbh haha

@mmm-et2vf

3 жыл бұрын

My mom showed me this but im going through a break up and this song kills me

@MalcolmVVC

3 жыл бұрын

it’s Rey

@katev2753

3 жыл бұрын

Me

He’s got that voice that makes me want to cry

@Hitajdonahelai

3 жыл бұрын

I cryed to this just yesterday

@kyliethompson7860

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@bevgauthier5224

3 жыл бұрын

It makes me feel that way too

@Harmony-mg9ri

3 жыл бұрын

Favorite cry to song actually

I have been living in a shell of my former life, begging for on my hands and knees everyday asking Jesus for forgiveness everyday dealing with my demons and burying them every step of the way I realize now I’m not my past self and haven’t been for almost five years now , I’m alcohol free for five months now; it’s hard cuz I feel it calling for me everyday but I know it’s not me anymore.

@seanthomas5287

26 күн бұрын

You are not alone. From one addict to another. I was and am in your same boat. 13 years for me. Keep it up you are worth it.

@ScottAvery-xc8rx

15 күн бұрын

keep pushing brother!!!

I crawled back to the life I said I wouldn't live in." This line hits hard whether it's about going back to a broken relationship or returning to being an addict. It's like a haunting echo of promises made and broken.

Somewhere between years of depression and on and off again addiction and drug use, you find a song that speaks to you. This is that song

@GoldPlatedGhost

3 жыл бұрын

💜

@elel9640

3 жыл бұрын

Damn man. This hit hard. I can relate and hope you're well.

@justincavinder5504

2 жыл бұрын

Stay strong buddy, there’s hope and a better life for all of us out there.

@meganheller4100

Жыл бұрын

You have support. We aren't friends, yet, but we got you

@user-kd8ec7qo1v

9 ай бұрын

Yeah, I feel. After all the pain, even after getting better, this song just makes me know he "gets it" in a way others can't

I see a lot of people on this thread dealing with some type of substance abuse. Like the scene in the video with the Bible says “it always seems impossible until it’s done” just remember tough times don’t last tough people do.. stay strong everybody

@matts4498

3 жыл бұрын

Amen!🙏🏻

@JustinMFCurry

2 жыл бұрын

Love bro 🙏🏻

My brother took his life in January while tripping on mushrooms… this song is beautiful. If only his door would have opened sooner and showed him the light..

@jeremycasper5181

2 жыл бұрын

Damn bro I’m so sorry

@DailyScandal

2 жыл бұрын

fuck dude my heart hurts hearing that. My condolences.

@TheHouseOffice

2 жыл бұрын

Shit I'm sorry man. My brother took his life a year ago too.

@DepthStrider222

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry.

@assmaticcat

2 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry man prayers to him and you. ❤

His music hits different when you've struggled with addiction.

@robertj.s.cebula2440

3 жыл бұрын

Fr fr

@colleenxo88

2 жыл бұрын

And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn’t live in…💔

@elijahfranklin6074

2 жыл бұрын

You'll always struggle with addiction. It's siren song will beckon to you for all of the years of your life. Beware of the id

@christianmichael9367

2 жыл бұрын

He's tripping balls on Acid, lol and Psychedelics are mind opening substances, like LSD, Psylocibin Mushrooms, Peyote, Ayahuasca Marijuana , Meo-5Dmt, DMT, are mind opening natural Spritual Plants an are produced in plants an animals and humans referring to dmt they often help people get off Addictions

@elijahfranklin6074

2 жыл бұрын

@@christianmichael9367 Fuck. No. Fucking hell dude. Water hemlock is an all natural substance. So is arsenic and wolfsbane. "Tripping balls" is your brain shorting out.

Heard this on the radio today and I'm so glad I did

@chomker8164

4 жыл бұрын

Magical Marshmallow Me too!

@magicalmarshmallow6133

4 жыл бұрын

@@chomker8164 well glad I'm not the only one!

@KuraiSomnium

4 жыл бұрын

Same I fell in love with the rhythm I couldn’t hear the lyrics on the radio 😂😂 luckily I heard “ my cigarette burnt my finger cause I forgot I lit it “

@magicalmarshmallow6133

4 жыл бұрын

@@KuraiSomnium Total mood! XD

@stevenortega672

4 жыл бұрын

Same here!

lyrics: [Chorus] Pushing past the limit Trippin' on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger 'Cause I forgot I lit it [Verse 1] Ripping with my sinners Because fuck it man, I ain't no beginner And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I couldn't open up I'm always shiftin Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian [Chorus] Pushing past the limit Trippin' on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger 'Cause I forgot I lit it [Verse 2] Drunken in Seattle To both ends without a paddle I don't remember your face or your hair or your name or your smile [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I just couldn't open up I'm always shifting Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian [Chorus] Pushing past the limit Trippin' on hallucinogenics And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in [Bridge] 'Cause I carried on like the wayward son Now through and through I have come undone And now I am just but the wayward man What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands 'Cause I carried on like the wayward son And now through and through I have come undone And now I am just but the wayward man What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands [Chorus] Pushing past the limit Trippin' on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger Cause I forgot I lit it

@connorhatch

6 жыл бұрын

Needs more chai

@selcan234

6 жыл бұрын

omg you actually replied i love your music man keep up the great work!

@domodomo43

6 жыл бұрын

It's y'all not tall

@roslynvincent1130

6 жыл бұрын

pastelblack I

@421whitney

3 жыл бұрын

If you are an addict.. recovering.. this song makes so much sense

U can Use this as the im not from tik tok button ❤❤

I remember when I was in a Treatment center last August there was a guy who would play this song every single morning of the 45 days I was there lol. I'm about 6 months sober now.

How is this song 2 years old and just now taking off on alt-nation?

@David-go4ot

4 жыл бұрын

that's how i discovered it too

@rachaelplese9697

4 жыл бұрын

David Friedman SAME

@dinnerbone444

4 жыл бұрын

literally what I thought. I saw the date and was like 🤭 why is alt nation NOW telling me about this lol

@AstroZ99

4 жыл бұрын

Getting played in Colorado

@Lemmealoned

3 жыл бұрын

Radio can sometimes be slow to pick up on something unless it already had a following.

That gun scene is fucking powerful

This song is perfect in many ways. I’m 4 years alcohol free and I’ve had a life of suffering anxiety and depression. We’re not alone in our pain. We’ve been damaged, but we’re not irreparable. There’s healing in music.

@user-qx8jq8xy6u

Жыл бұрын

True anough

@parkerrhodes81

5 ай бұрын

Eat shrooms you'll thank me later.

I lost my brother/best friend to his addiction this year around my birthday. I asked him to send me a song. This is the one that played. I had never heard of Matt Maeson before. His words are like my buddy is singing to me.

Carry on my wayward son For there'll be peace when you are done Lay your weary head to rest Don't you cry no more

@arushigupta890

5 жыл бұрын

All of his songs remind me of sam and dean :(

@mariazakutyan7004

5 жыл бұрын

RIP supernatural

@hopewebb7095

5 жыл бұрын

i thought it was just me

@casxsunshine

3 жыл бұрын

Supernatural💔

"My cigarette burnt my finger because I forgot I lit it."

@bta7658

4 жыл бұрын

Relatable

@bryanpez2177

4 жыл бұрын

Relatable af

@montielovesyouu

4 жыл бұрын

Took me 3 hours to find this song with various Google's of that line 😭🤣 .. So happy ah

@conorryan5714

4 жыл бұрын

Stop smoking cigs otherwise you’ll curse your 15 year old self for started

@roflimjokes

3 жыл бұрын

That’s when my mates know I’ve had enough and it’s probably time to head back to the hotel lol

This songs speaks volumes to someone who’s struggled with addiction!! The line “my cigarette burnt my finger cause I forgot I lit it “ hits so home !!

@elladelong9712

Жыл бұрын

I know that line was always fucking wit me

@user-kd8ec7qo1v

9 ай бұрын

Lol right? Can't put a number on how many afternoons I woke up with burns around my first knuckles, but too many 😂. Shit hurts to think about, but it helps a lot knowing it's common, you know?

Bro, can I say how deeply this song has touched my soul? I feel every sing word. I cry with the memories it brings to me. It's bittersweet but thank you.

@shaylynnhurd6670

8 ай бұрын

Me to

this is one of my favorite songs by you, especially the video. They way you showed how drugs can effect you so many unstable and confusing ways really hits home for me. Absolutely love it.

@CrackTheo

5 жыл бұрын

honestly I feel it in my chest hearing this song.

@TheBlakus420

5 жыл бұрын

@@CrackTheo Same.. Not really sure a lot of people actually understand that.

@robdeneen9632

4 жыл бұрын

Brando Facts, the eye droplet to gun scene was crazy. Drugs are bot always good, honestly they’re bad most of the time at least for me

@isabelladouglas6081

4 жыл бұрын

It could also represent how drugs, especially in the case of hallucinogenics, cause people to face what's already there

@rhonangeraci9885

4 жыл бұрын

Bro I find this funny cuz he said haullgentics which have been proven that those types of drugs hurt the least amount of people, there not addcitve and most people take shrooms acid or dmt come out wit a better attitude on life. Don't judge them like its meth smh 🤦🏻‍♂

Nothing gives me chills like this bridge. That second wayward son makes something like literally loosen in my chest. I remember you played it first at your Chicago show with betcha and it just immediately made me cry. Do you ever find yourself getting emotional on stage? Your songs feel like such catharsis- I can’t imagine having to perform them night after night. Is it draining or healing in a way?

I'm quite addicted to this perfect song. Well done, Matt.

This man has captivated me. I'm hooked on his music so hard.

@chesterrobertson8306

3 жыл бұрын

Same

This is the song my girlfriend and I bonded over the first time we met. I thought I was all cool showing it to her till she started singing every word, she already knew it. Months later and we went to see you live, and have kept on listening ever since. Thanks for your music Matt!

I can NOT stop listening to this. I can’t believe I JUST around it. Thanks 🙏🏻 💕💕

@bengardner4359

3 жыл бұрын

Look up this song for an hour you can find an hour of this song so you don't have to keep replying the son, btw if you see this I just want to say your welcome if you look it up 😁😀☺

@bengardner4359

3 жыл бұрын

Hey if you look up this song for an hour you can find it there so you don't have to keep replaying the song, btw if you see this just want to say your welcome! 😁😀☺

@jhookjackfishing1924

3 жыл бұрын

This song is about drugs if you don’t know it’s a bad song

@letusdebatenow

3 жыл бұрын

@@jhookjackfishing1924 one man's "drug" is another's medicine 😉

@vipercat3822

3 жыл бұрын

@@jhookjackfishing1924 Oh no its about drugs, welp there is that cant listen to it. /s

This song is so deep. The first time I heard this song is was shocked because it’s so deep and the first time I heard ‘carried on like a wayward son’ I immediately thought about supernatural and now the show is over so it hits me harder

The depths of my addiction took me to the prison system, I first heard this song alone in my cell struggling to process my very being and it felt like a message from God ❤ thank you.

@stides40

Жыл бұрын

life is amazing, good for you girl

after my brother passed i fell into a dark hole of drugs and booze. i almost lost my marriage and my kids. it was super hard and 2 years later i still struggle but this song hits home and helps me get thru and helps me realize im not all alone in this world. thank you

@lisamichelle9425

3 жыл бұрын

You are definitely NOT alone. You don't know us. Can't see us. But I've been through some shit too and I'd be there for you or anyone who needed a helping hand. When you've walked the Steps, you know.

@savl0389

3 жыл бұрын

I think it's a metaphor at the end...the door opens and he seems to "wake up" and walks out of the door (the dark place). We all have that moment...alone ...sad..scared...the way ward son....and then someone/something opens the door. And we snap back to reality from our thoughts and anguish. It's hard. It's a dark place. But wait for the door to open.

@matthewbarela8011

3 жыл бұрын

Keep your head up homie you got this i was on drugs starting at 13yrs old. Now I'm 38 and been sober now for 6yrs an counting!🙏🏼🙌🏼💪🏼

@Rtrtrtrteryc

2 жыл бұрын

My brother died to. And I too almost lost everything. I'm glad we survived that grief. Praying for you 🙏

@howie07463

2 жыл бұрын

Same thing .. threw it all away ... but I’m still here and it isn’t the way I want it ... but I’m still here and can’t do anything about , but move on rebuild ... this song bring a me back to middle of the darkness ... hope you’re on better days again ..

How is this man still not fully discovered some of the best music I’ve heard in a long while, you can hear his heart in his songs

I Just Heard This Song At 4AM On My Way To Work. Made Me Laugh & Cry In The Same Moment. For Those Of Us Who Have Been There...We're Alright. For Those Of Us Who Are Still There...We're Alright. Push Past The Limits Folks.

I lost my ex to addiction. This makes me think of him so much. My heart goes out to anyone battling addiction, or anyone who has lost a loved one to it.. it just breaks my heart. RIP good people. You will be missed

Pushing past the limit Tripping on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger Cause I forgot I lit it Ripping with my sinners Cause fuck it, man, I ain't no beginner And then I crawled back to the life That I said I wouldn't living Cause I just couldn't open up I'm always shifting Go find yourself a man Who's strong and tall and christian Pushing past the limit Tripping on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger Cause I forgot I lit it Drunken in Seattle Two more Xans and without a paddle I don't remember your face Or your hair, or your name, or your smile Cause I just couldn't open up I'm always shifting Go find yourself a man Who's strong and tall and Christian Pushing past the limit Tripping on hallucinogenics And then I crawled back to the life That I said I wouldn't living Cause I carried on like the wayward son And now through and through, I've come undone And now I am just but the wayward man What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hand Cause I carried on like the wayward son And now through and through, I've come undone And now I am just but the wayward man What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hand Pushing past the limit Tripping on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger Cause I forgot I lit it

@brettcomstock1156

3 жыл бұрын

I think it’s “live in” - not living. I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn’t “live in”.

@kyrieshenbaugh3941

3 жыл бұрын

The life I wouldn’t live in.

@sofapilot3868

2 жыл бұрын

It's the people like you that make this whole internet thing work. Thanks for posting lyrics. ❤

@echofoxtrot2.051

2 жыл бұрын

This song reminds me of a time period in my life, and more specifically one of my old friends. I miss her. This song reminds me of her.

@bluboots45

2 жыл бұрын

what type of hellucinigenics, because im trying to upgrade.. weed and cocain just aint cutting it theses days.

"Cuz I carried on like the wayward son and now through and through I have come undone, and now I am just but the wayward man, what with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands" I felt that deep

The fact that a song like this exists makes me feel a lot less alone in the world.

When I was 8 my mom got me addicted to drugs had to fight for 5 years and this song brought tears to my eyes, so my bit of advice is No matter how impossible it seems You And only YOU can do it you have the strength to overcome it I believe in you ❤

@asdfjkli

Жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're doing better but holy shit what an awful mother. She was supposed to be looking out for you

@faeriepurdy3438

Жыл бұрын

Glad you were a lucky one, my dad got me hooked at 12, and I am 38 and still haven't been able to stop.

This song hits home. "I couldn't open because I'm always shifting" With my blood shot eyes and my shaky hands.

This song makes me feel things I never knew I could feel

This is insane. I can't describe to you how much I relate to what's going on in this video. But it really hits home. Makes me feel less alone

How many people while tripping, look down at their cigarette and stared at it. Then noticed it was out or burnt you? Been their....

he needs a lot of love ok

@dylanhinegardner6778

5 жыл бұрын

Aηηιє don’t we all

@MayorBrownn

5 жыл бұрын

Dylan Colby I love you

@NickBeno

4 жыл бұрын

Its fictional

@SamAndrew27

3 жыл бұрын

@@NickBeno, No, it's not. He wrote the song from the heart, and you can absolutely hear it in the music!

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMETHING NEW IM SO EXCITED

I have been sober 5 years and this song basically is a reminder of my life as a user. Looking back helps me be grateful for the full life I live now.

Dude, I was not this guy, but I saw my son grow from a deceased baby to a grown man in the clouds. Thank You!!

@annalinde1381

2 жыл бұрын

Hm?

Well that looked like an awful trip. Just heard this on the radio on my way to work this morning. Can't believe it is 2 years old!

@jnino956

3 жыл бұрын

Just heard it on the radio this morning as well ! 🤔 😆 had to come listen to it at the end of the night.

im still pissed he made so many bangers then vanished off the earth bro come back i miss you

@gibbysmalls1867

3 жыл бұрын

Hes still making music, hes putting out some new stuff soon. Look on his Socials. He also just got Married

@mattmason4589

3 жыл бұрын

Whats some other good ones?

@gibbysmalls1867

3 жыл бұрын

@@mattmason4589 Feel Good, Grave Digger, Tribulations, Mr. RATTLEBONE

@jvnance4859

3 жыл бұрын

PLEASE

@gluhtnee2744

2 жыл бұрын

@@gibbysmalls1867 feel good is so underated, its literally my favorite song

I'm so glad I got out of this lifestyle. May have been too late to save relationships I had with most people but not myself and that's all that matters.. just heard this song for the first time last night and I've played it so many times already lol. I'll be covering it one day soon and it'll forever be a song I play during live performances in the future . Getting sober made that future possible 🖤🥀

Best lyrics I've heard in a long time. Amazing song

You don’t understand how much I love your music. Thank you for everything! Im such a big fan.

Thank you Spotify, for showing me this beautifully constructed and heartfelt song. And thank you, Matt, for giving us that pleasure.

Kind of a Vance joy voice. I try to listen to this every morning. Makes my day 😀

Absolutely love Matt’s music. He’s my sons ages and his amount of talent is mind blowing

@5d3d2d

22 күн бұрын

In other words, you're ancient :P jk jk

I am so obsessed with this song. Playing it on repeat

@muhammad.husnain6819

5 жыл бұрын

Just heard it today, and it's on my head already.

@johnnyweaver3896

4 жыл бұрын

Same here. It’s been a while since a song has done that to me but this guy nailed it!

God, this is wonderful. Matt, i discovered you while randomly youtube diving a couple months back.... and I'm soooo glad i did! You sing with such emotion. Your music tells stories.... and it is fucking beautiful. I can't wait to watch your journey unfold, and to go on all the adventures your music takes me through.

@julienemoore3546

5 жыл бұрын

If you like other similar artists let me know! I just found him and I'm looking for more!

"I don't remember your face or your hair or your name or your smile." Idk why but that really speaks to me.

This song remains endlessly relatable; in fact, it's aging like fine wine. This song/album is something I keep coming back to.

I've never found a song that better describes the darker side of hallucinogenics and what abusing it can do to you. A lot of it is very subtle and symbolic. The old him is dead. He doesn't remember the past well or people. Telling her (or someone) to go find a better man who's christian really shows the loss of ego and confidence that comes with abuse.

@DNPinthePP

3 жыл бұрын

Damn it they’re called “hallucinogens.” It sounds pretty in the song but don’t start saying it lol.

@thomaskornegay5849

3 жыл бұрын

@@DNPinthePP the dictionary definition of hallucinogenic means, "(of a drug) causing hallucinations". Sit down son.

@DNPinthePP

3 жыл бұрын

Ichigo Kurosaki I know that it’s a word, dingus, but it’s not the *right* word. HALLUCINOGENS (noun) have HALLUCINOGENIC (adjective) effects.

@ightholmes

3 жыл бұрын

@@DNPinthePP facts

@GrowingDownUnder

3 жыл бұрын

weak....hallucinogens are great and there is no dark side only all positive. Also cigarettes are not hallucinogens

The lyric in the chorus “ my cigarette burns my finger cause I forgot that I lit it” was a reality for me well kind of, I overdosed when I was 13 and was repeatedly hallucinating that I was burning myself with a cigarette that I forgot about but it wasn’t even there. I kept thinking I was on fire and eventually my mother found me took me to the hospital and they pumped my stomach and I had a security guard at the end of my bed because I kept ripping off the ECG wires and trying to get to the rack of doctor pants I wanted so much over and over and over again. This song is epic and I love it. It reminds me of a time when I was beginning to escape from the real in any way possible , a life I continually try to not go back to. Wishing for Much love an success for you💕

@allisonmacrae381

4 жыл бұрын

Definitely, I hear ya. The first time I heard those lyrics, it made me instantly think of my younger years of insane drug usage & the many times I burnt myself, from being so fucked up & completely oblivious to the cigarette burning down to nothing bw my fingers. The lyrics made me strongly relate, but at the same time, they made me shudder, reliving those awful years but ultimately thankful I made it out alive & I'm still kicking.

@jaxketpocket7147

4 жыл бұрын

Allison MacRae I’m glad your alive and kicking still too friend 💕 keep fighting the good fight for what we know is a better life even though it’s so tempting to just escape... just one more time. This music is very healing and a good reminder to stay good ..your right about that🙏🤗

@keur2454

4 жыл бұрын

Soulseedart You’re both super strong 💖💖 Good luck I wish you the best :)

@keur2454

4 жыл бұрын

Allison MacRae I love you both so much ❤️ Please stay alive and take care of yourself

@jaxketpocket7147

4 жыл бұрын

Klorox Bleach thank you for your kind words 💕 positivity and love are what heals this foe. 🙏

This song will forever take me back to taking hallucinogens on a hike.

@an0therdimensi0n99

Жыл бұрын

sure does, especially if you graduated in the mid 90s and are a part of the rebel late gen x'ers who built a fort in the woods to skip school and go on a diff kind of trip 😷

Everyone has their vices, this song hits home with anyone who has battled with their health in any way... God bless all of you ❤

This is the best song I've heard in a while. Wow.

“Who’s strong and tall and Christian.” This line an arrow to my heart 🩸💔

@gabelinsenbigler1675

3 жыл бұрын

I was in the talking phase with a girl, we were planning on going on a date after I got my liscence. I was a few weeks away from getting it. Her dad is pretty die hard Chrisitian and wouldent like me so we were gonna go out behind his back. After a while she seemed to get more distant, and I was okay if she didint feel the same anymore, so one night we decided to talk, and we both came forward saying how we felt things felt off and that maybe it wasant the best that we went out, because I wasant religious and I was a couple hours away. But we still wanted to be freinds cause we got along really well. Two weeks later she was texting me and the group chat we were in that she was dating this guy who was six foot, ripped, and "Christian". She was making out in the backseat of his car with him, behind her dads back. He was also the guy she told me not worry about, and asked me if it was okay if she talked to him while we were talking. So hearing that lyric really did rip through lol I really do miss the facetimes until four am with her talking about all the things we wanted to do for date ideas together

@jonhiggins2012

3 жыл бұрын

@@gabelinsenbigler1675Welcome to women, bro.

@lanceeeee1

3 жыл бұрын

I’m short

@nicklazarac3599

3 жыл бұрын

@@lanceeeee1 Haha me too! But at least I'm Christian!

@ayyonmichaels9731

3 жыл бұрын

Facts

Every time I hear this it gives me chills for the loved ones in my life, it hits home hard! I wish I could get people that don’t understand addiction to listen to artist like Matt Maeson that put it out there for that reason. I’m a New Fan for Life, He’s Amazing!!

Your music is so real. It truly hits different than any other artist. You deserve the world man

@paulanckinnon5433

7 ай бұрын

Absolutely ❤❤

“I just couldn’t remember your name your hair or your smile”. Whoa man.... that that hit real deep.. that’s literally how my last break up is going... his music is so damn deep.

@hopefulbird5348

3 жыл бұрын

Is it sarcasm?

After losing my best friend, my true love and soon to be mother of my child partner , 15 years later I thought I had healed. But after stumbling across this song it feels like I just lost her yesterday.

I sit here in tears thinking about my brother who battled addiction to pills which ultimately lead to him hanging himself in 2012. I miss him so much and the scary thing is I just discovered Matt Maeson and he looks so much like my brother it's unreal.

I can’t even say how much I love this song , he is so talented . I hope more people agree . He deserves the admiration. Such a masterpiece 💕

I cannot stop watching & listening to this. I lost my brother to addiction just a few months ago. This song & video really help paint the picture of what addiction does to someone. I get chills every time. Thank you for this beautiful work of art.

Everyone has a different part of the song that hits them. I've never done hallucinogens, so for me the line was "Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian."

@lavans5721

2 жыл бұрын

"I dont remember your face, or your hair or your name or your smile..." "Cuz I just couldnt open up I'm always shiftin" I cant count how many people I've pushed away because I'm not enough for myself, let alone anyone else.

@underscore_nick1344

Жыл бұрын

@@lavans5721 same man. Ive pushed people away because i felt like i told them too much. I never wanted to put my problems on someone else. I guess just pushing them away felt better than explaining my own mind

Thanks for pulling me out of a dark place Matt Maeson. The power of your music.

For all of us leaning on music to get through the nightmares, im here with you.

"Cuz i carried on like the wayward son" very very good Kansas reference. Mad respect

@hopefulbird5348

3 жыл бұрын

What's it mean?

This song reminds me of after I broke up with my girlfriend of 5 years. I wasn't into drugs but I was under alot of emotional stress from the military and after i found out she had cheated on me. I started smoking for the first time and I remember feeling like I was developing schizophrenia seeing crazy things that weren't there. With the help of some really good friends and the Gods help I was able to see the light at the tunnel. There is always hope

@OB-bn6xb

4 жыл бұрын

Hey man I'm glad you found your way home, I hope you're doing ok

@rayguadiana8612

4 жыл бұрын

Trust Me brother it gets better, usmc over here I know what you been through. Just give it time it gets better Even if it doesn’t seem like it does it will There’s a reason why things happen. Just enjoy life man Cheers bro.

Matt, want to thank and hug you! Suffering and struggles are deep scars and you bring them to light with your beautiful words & voice. We're NOT alone in our heartbreak ... you are REAL and understand. We are damaged but unbroken. There's hope to reach the other side of addiction and mental anguish, tell me about it. Don't give up. Peace to you all.

This song just hits different now. Sobriety. Am I happy now?

This song is a straight-up, unabashed, without a doubt, stainless steel jam. I could not help but replay multiple times. Bravo.

Dude, you stand out. Your lyrics are great and the melodies as well. Ive being listening to lost of new songs, but coincidentally the ones I bothered searching about were yours and I didnt realize. You got talent. Keep at it

This makes me feel so many feelings... All of em. Joy, sadness,etc.

I thought this was gonna be a slow song. And then BOOM goose bumps with the vocal change.

WHO DISLIKED THIS MASTERPIECE.

@plutot1810

5 жыл бұрын

Gabby Holmes people who hate amazing music

@jacob96014

5 жыл бұрын

People with differing tastes to this song? Who cares. Fuck em. Enjoy it for yourself.

@mateosmind751

4 жыл бұрын

Republicans

@DanielWitch

4 жыл бұрын

Republicans like guns. Beto probably.

@canaanwren2940

4 жыл бұрын

@@DanielWitch and mateos mind ur my new best friends

"Wayward man, what with my bloodshot eyes ..and my shaky hands," still hearing this song...thank you for, "Being strong and right and gifted."

At almost 2 years clean, this makes me tear up. It describes how I felt in active addiction so perfectly. I am so glad that hell is behind me.

I cry each time I hear this. If you been thru what he’s singing you’d understand

Hits my feels everytime! Whether it’s in the morning or later at night when you’re tripping on hallucinogenics. ✨🍄

This video made me feel things I never thought I could feel. My whole past flashed before my eyes. Woah.

Wow.. just heard this song on the way home for the first time tonight. Awesome song! And really speaks to a lot of people right now whether it’s drugs, depression, or anything.

“My cigarette burnt my finger, because I forgot I lit it” 🎶 tuneeee!

This song made my mom cry 😢 and this songs deep and your voice is wow

So I crawl back to the life I said I wouldn't live in :(

This song helps me so much in my recovery , I’m 89 days and counting , thank you so much

Done 25 hits and lost my mind for maybe ever but at least 4 days! Fun and scary life-changing time with a friend who push past the limits, God rest his soul!