Mark hesitating to erase his dad's last words breaks me every single time

@mattybrunolucaszeneresalas9072

Жыл бұрын

Erase?

@mattybrunolucaszeneresalas9072

Жыл бұрын

@@loganu4664 what are you talking about?

@Sketch0831

Жыл бұрын

@@mattybrunolucaszeneresalas9072 3:54 here

@owengibby

11 ай бұрын

@@mattybrunolucaszeneresalas9072it’s the American teen of rubbing out the words

@mattybrunolucaszeneresalas9072

11 ай бұрын

@@owengibby what

“She made my dad happy” Who’s cutting onions

@OpinionatedChicken59

4 ай бұрын

Yeah I bet that old lecher was happy with his 20 year old wife.

@hailrose_chan5780

Ай бұрын

Meee... I'm literally cutting soo many onions 😭

I love hearing stories Mark tells about his dad, he sounds like he was such a cool and down to earth guy. I bet he'd be insanely proud and happy about In Space with Markiplier, considering that he's the sole reason Mark loves space so much!

@SegularRpork

9 ай бұрын

That’s no joke, if he saw that his sun has provided millions of people with joy, and the fact these people look up to his son so much, he would be such a proud father!

@ultragoku3642

8 ай бұрын

​@@SegularRporki bet he watches over him from heaven feeling proud and is waiting for the chance to hug his son

I like to think he'd be proud of the Man Mark is now.

@Brainflayer

5 ай бұрын

He raised a good man.

I like to think that Mark’s sense of humor and goofiness came from his dad. The way he describes him sounds just like the Mark we know

My dad passed from cancer as well when I was 14. So whenever Mark talks about his dad it kinda feels like I’m not alone…like he is one of the first famous people that I meant that really talks about his struggles and doesn’t fabricate them..idk maybe that’s why I like about him.

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m glad you can relate to Mark in a deep way

@sophiam6463

2 жыл бұрын

My dad passed away about 2 weeks ago, I’m 15. I understand the pain you’re going through. You’re right, hearing about other people’s experiences does help a lot. I love you ❤️

@CherryMilk22

2 жыл бұрын

My father passed away 5 days before his birthday. I was 17. It's a little easier after 2 years but still hard sometimes. I understand that pain so much and I hope you both are doing the best you can right now.

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

@@CherryMilk22 I’m sorry for you loss. I’m glad things got a little better for you. He’s proud of you right now, I promise

@jackiesbeautyfixation7930

2 жыл бұрын

I agree. It helps to talk to people who have lived it. My father died when I was 12, with lung cancer.

Mark’s dad would be really proud of what Mark has been able to achieve. I love when Mark talks about his dad, and it’s so sad that his dad died from cancer.

I lost both my parents to cancer. My dad in 2014 and my mom on Christmas Eve 2022. No one, and I mean NO ONE deserves to see someone they love succumb to this terrible disease. Like Mark, my sister and I got the chance to say goodbye, and I'm thankful. But it's a small mercy. That pain will never go away.

@wunderbud628

7 ай бұрын

I'm very sorry for your loss, I hope you know that both of your parents are reunited once more. I hope you're doing okay ❤

@DarkKnight_

6 ай бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss mate.

@LPdedicated

6 ай бұрын

@@DarkKnight_ Thank you.❤Cancer is cruel.

@DarkKnight_

6 ай бұрын

@@LPdedicated I don't have any experience losing someone to cancer. Nor do I have any experience in losing anyone that close. But I have lost a few relatives and time doesn't help the pain. It just allows you to live with it. I hope it gets easier for you with time.

@LPdedicated

6 ай бұрын

@@wunderbud628 Thank you so much. They are even in the same grave.❤The first year has been brutal, especially events involving my two small nieces (2 and 4 years) who adored their 'bedste' (granny). I dread Christmas Eve. I know from our dad's passing it will get a bit easier (never easy), but that void will always be there.

To be completely honest, Mark has saved my life more than once. He saved me when my mom went through a bad relationship and we ended up in a shelter and he saved me when my dad died 4 years ago. Today's the anniversary actually.

@theslayer6526

2 жыл бұрын

He also saved me when I learned I have cancer so thats something

@theslayer6526

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for all the kind words Jianna, even if Mark doesn't see them, I know it means a lot to him. You are a true fan and a great human being.

Very rarely do movies or things on the internet make my eyes watery, but hearing how mark lost his father made me nearly drop a tear. Mostly cause i know my own dad is going to pass on sooner rather than later.

@Juno_Kujo

5 ай бұрын

I usually am very stoic, but same. I just smiled trying to avoid it, as I usually do in such situations.

Im 18 years old. Today my dad passed away. I couldn't help but think of Mark and go to this video.

@planetdorkpeebs

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. He’s so proud of you ❤️

@peepeepoopoo4600

Жыл бұрын

@@planetdorkpeebs thank you so much

@SAFIS448

Жыл бұрын

Rip

@SizzlingSocks

5 ай бұрын

sorry for your loss

@DemiboyBasil-wr1tj

5 ай бұрын

I'm so, so sorry for your loss, and I know I'm really, REALLY late. But, I would like to tell you, he loved you. He loved you SO MUCH. and you are so strong to get through that. Me and the comments love you. Stay safe, man.

“I love you, so much” That shatters me everytime.

God the video didn't even really started and I'm already almost crying 😭

@kylaia3155

5 ай бұрын

Too late, I am lol

I feel Mark's definitely become more comfortable with talking about his father, since beforehand when he was much smaller, he seemed very hesitant to speak about him. But the recent years he's more open about it, I remember the time he brought him up in the "A Day with Markiplier" video where he discussed how coffee (specifically Folgers) reminded him of his dad and Dinty Moore being a brand his dad used to eat, the above video of him discussing his dad's favorite cheese spread, and in his "Pain" video, he discussed how after some surgery, his dad was asking him if he needed pain medication. Mr. Fischbach sounded like a pretty swell and chill guy, I tend to wonder how it would have been if he appeared with Mark's mom in videos.

Marks dad was just a very genuine person, you can tell by how Mark handles his fame and carries himself

@julien3331

4 ай бұрын

He has so much compassion for everyone that's beautiful

this made me cry and think of my dad im gonna go hug him brb

i wish i had a dad like that, i hope to be a dad like that.

Mark has such a gleam in his eyes when he tells stories about his dad! It’s so sweet!

may dadiplier rest in peace, he will not only be there in marks heart, but also ours.😢

7:02 Oh god Ethan is so right here. It's been nearly six years since my friend died and it still kills me to think about him.

as a person without a father figure, this video hurt in so many ways. my dad was barely around when i was growing up, and when he was home, he abused me. he cheated on my mom many times and i was the one to discover it every fucking time. i removed him from my life by choice and it never felt any different because he was never there for me in the first place. i still have these days where it hurts that i didnt grow up with a loving father, but im mostly okay with it by now. im happy that mark had a good father that he could look up to. and weirdly enough, mark is the closest person to being a father figure to me.

The part where mark ate the triscuit and cheese and he just sat there silently really touched me. He was reminded of his childhood and his dad. And it reminded me we all have a childhood food that reminds us, of when we were kids. My mom used to make me a pasta dish, which I still eat to this day, and it still reminds me of 4 year ago of me, sitting in the summer breeze outside eating it. It’s wonderful to remember

I remember watching all of these videos. I have to admit I teared up watching this. Thank you for compiling these wonderful, heartfelt moments from Mark's channel as well as the beautiful words at the beginning of this video that came from you directly. Much love

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

Awww this means a lot. I’m happy to help the community in anyway I can. Thank you so much for this. Your words mean the world🥺

not gonna lie.. i cried when i watched this.. i lost my mom in 2018 to cancer… i just turned 17 and it’s hard to believe that it’s been 3 years since she passed and it still feels like it just happened..so i know how he feels and been through it.. if anyone i know is strong it’s mark.. i really look up to mark and he’s helped me through everything i’ve been through…thank you mark for helping me… i’m so sorry you lost your dad and people like you shouldn’t have gone through that.. we love you dearly mark just remember that…

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. I know how difficult that could be. I’m so glad you have Mark to comfort and relate to you in a safe way

I know this is a late comment, but I really appreciate that you made this video so that everyone can take time out of their day to remember Cliffton M Fischbach and others that have been lost. I'll be honest, I teared up a few times throughout this video, and I'm not always very in touch with my emotions.

@planetdorkpeebs

5 ай бұрын

Everyone is always appreciating Momiplier (which ofc as they should always) but I wanted to shed some light on Mark and his dad. Cliffton was a good man and Mark always talks about him with so much respect, its admirable. Even though he’s not physically here to show it, he’s a proud father of two boys who really cherish their talents. I hope he knows we appreciate the impact he had as a man and as a father

Listening to mark talk about his dad and jacksepticeye talking about his grandma, who had cancer, it hits me hard since my grandma had cancer. And just like jacks grandma, she didn't die from the cancer but the first time i saw that video of him talking about his grandma i broke

Marks dads last words to him were parallel to what my grandma said to me. I went to visit her one day, my dad told me she was declining fast. I barely even recognized her that day. She was muttering incoherently and wouldn’t respond to me. I told her I loved her and thank you for everything. As I got up to leave I heard her say “I love you”. I said “I love you too” and left the room in tears. Hours later, she passed. She waited for me to say goodbye. My grandma got to travel the world, work as a nurse, have two great kids, meet her great grand kids and kicked peoples ass at bocce at the nursing home. Not bad for 93 and a half. Love you Grandma. So so much. ❤

my dad died unexpectedly , i was just 14, and hearing mark talk about his dad and how Mark is happier and just nostalgic gives me hope that the tough days will dwindle down. they slowly are after 4 years. i love Mark so much.

He’s such an inspiration to him.

Anything that has to do with Mr Fischbach is automatically going to be very touching. I also would think that he would proud of all Marks projects. What parent wouldn’t be?

the fact that I have both triscuits and fig newtons next to my bed right now is very weird. that aside, this was a very wholesome video. Mark's dad would be so proud of him.

I’m sorry about the loss of your father, Markiplier. I also lost my father in 2016

@SomerandompersonYT7557

5 ай бұрын

😢

@MyB4llsHurt

4 ай бұрын

Same bro, same

i have NEVER cried at someone i dont even know in real life crying. i love markiplier, ive watched his videos for years. the video switched to him crying on fathers day, and i just cried right now. mark is a good man. i feel so sorry that he had to lose his dad that way.

Cliffton reminds me, *even though no one of us met Cliffton before Mark started here* of my grandmother... (And this hits hard because she passed away 4 years and a day ago) He helped out Mark and Tom, (that's his name) during hard times, he passed on his morals and many things to his sons...And unknowingly introduced Mark to Space, and why there is soon an Interactive game set in space!!! Plus: When people watch random Mark videos and he Tals about his dad...He is talking about this one Cliffton M Fischbach, whose mustache must have influenced the birth of one certain Ego Mark created!!! *Cough* Wilford Warfstache! *Cough* My Grandmother was like that, she introduced me, my brothers, and my cousin to the world of Aardman Animations: the Creators of Wallace and Gromit and Shaun the Sheep. (Mark knows about Wallace and Gromit too, which I found awesome) She was a lovely woman, and she loved my family. I wear every day a watch she bought me when I was 11, and it's a lovely present that I will remember her by!!!

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry for your loss. I’m so glad this helped you in the way that it did. That Mark helps you in this way. ❤️

@marionbaggins

2 жыл бұрын

@@planetdorkpeebs Thank You, I was in study mode/doing assignments for year 11, and my first task/exam was the next day...Long story short, I passed everything despite her Passing!!!

“I promise you, we’ll take good care of your boy while you’re away.” 😭😭😭 I haven’t even watched the video yet and I’m already in tears

Also what beautiful last words😔

**cries in I know what it feels like to lose a dad** 😭😭😭 this is why I love Mark, I relate to him so much on this

This was a great video Markipliers dad sounds like a great and funny guy and he is still leaving an impact through his son.

I feel for mark... it's making me cry... He did what his father wanted. For him to be successful, and follow his own passion. I'm sorry for you mark please let him know if you could.

im not crying youre crying

This reminds me of my dad who I lost over a year ago

May Dadiplier rest in peace. He raised two amazing kids and Mark’s videos were my childhood. My parents are still alive but I lost my grandma who I was close to also to cancer as well. I hope his stepmom is doing well today.

I know im late but i still wanna comment about this. Ive always watched markiplier since ive seen his first video, he is such a unique youtuber that can always make me smile no matter what video. I lost my dad when i was really young and couldnt remember but he died in 2021. He got deported snd i onyl had got to meet him on the phone. I miss someone that ive never really met. Markiplier and other youtubers bring comfort to me because they are someone i can relate because theres no male influence in my life. He makes me happy, makes me smile, i can go on because of him.

Marks dad is the best

The last clip always gets me 🥺

nobody knows the pain until you feel it. the pain of losing your father rips throiugh your soul

what a wonderful story, your father would be so proud of you Mark, as we all are, being a fan you an amazing individual and brings joy to many, cancer is a scary thing, my mother had it too, but the doctors were able to get all of it before it spread to other parts of her body, i am greatful to still have her in my life, and i am greatful to have you in my life as well, Thank you for sharing

I'm hoping mark sees this.

My dad passed when I was four and I miss him everyday and I'll never get over it but that's okay and having the memories of him and cherishing the time I had with him somehow keeps him alive but when I meet people who parent/parents have passed it makes me feel less alone and it lets me know that there are people who understand what it's like to lose someone that was there for you everyday

9:36 XD thanks for making me laugh mark

Im 16 and up, and almost a month ago now my divorced dad suddenly passed away. I came back to find some of these videos to find some comfort of knowing I’m not alone…I’m struggling a lot, but still trying to keep going.

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. I promise you it’ll get better

This is an amazing story and thank you for sharing. I hope my kids feel the same about me when I’m gone. It’s the best tribute to a life worth living.

Such a wholesum vid. I needed this right now.

I am sorry for lose but your dad would be very proud of you for the man you have become

there is so much that i understand about loss and his losses. before i was born my dad died in the line of duty from a heart attack. he was a fire fighter. whenever my mom and everyone else talks about him, thry always tell me that he was the kindest, funniest, most amazing person that they'd ever met. they tell me how much im like him. ive always felt so sad because i never had the chance to meet him. even though he wasnt in my life i still had a love for him based on how much people told me how amazing he was. my mom even told me that if she had the chance to talk to anyone in the world alive or dead, she would want that time to be spent with him and get to talk to him one last time. ive always wondered how my life would be like if he was alive and if he would support me 100% for what i want to do and for me being trans. however, what i came to learn was, my life would never had been the same. i never would have had the family members in my life that i love so dearly if he was still here which makes me sad to know. his loss is what brought my family together. later down the road ive come to understand a lot more the feeling of loss. i had a step nephew who was older than me lose his life due to suicide. even though him, his brother, and one of my brothers would pick on me so much as a kid, I still loved him. he was like a brother to me. the older we got the more our relationship grew from me hating him for picking on me to me loving him like if he was my brother. he was always like a brother to me and losing him broke me. i was 16 at the time and the day after finding out i had to go to school and i was so broken that day that i barely paid any attention in class and then during a break between classes i broke down. i felt so horrible and because i didnt get a single time to myself since his loss, i never really was able to grieve properly and it still hurts me to this day 6 years later. then there was losing my dog that i had with me most of my life that i loved so much. we ended up losing her the year after losing my step nephew, and then the next year it was my grandmother that i loved so dearly. then after that, it was a good friend. ive lossed even more since then. ive lossed so much and in that time i havent had time to grieve for any of them. losing all of them broke me down so much. its one of the causes of my anxiety and depression. it really sucks. i may not understand the loss of a father as well as Mark but i do understand loss. I understand how he must have felt. its hard. Mark is such a great person and his father raised him and his brother to be such good people. ❤❤❤

I've never lost a parent, so I can't really imagine what he's going through with losing and missing his dad. But it always makes me cry hearing him talk about his dad. You can tell Mark really loves and misses him. His dad would be so proud of him.

Ngl markiplier when he was young looks like my cousin💀

*That message was beautiful... I cried a bit...*

My dad didn’t die but he did leave our family suddenly when I was 14 and Mark saying “my dad was the greatest and I hope I can pass that onto you” made me feel really sad, happy sad.

This was a very sweet video. Just curious, is it Mark’s dad’s birthday? Is that why this video was made?

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

Actually it’s not. I just made it because I thought Mark’s dad deserves some appreciation just like Momiplier gets

@ominous27

5 ай бұрын

​@@planetdorkpeebsthat's so sweet ty 🥹

I was wondering after seeing Momiplier, I wanna see more of his family. It’s because he gives this responsible and good son vibe. He looks mature too. Until I saw this video being recommended on my yt feed (as I still follow his amazing content), I’m surprised his dad is no longer with us. What an emotional and beautiful story. I’m proud of Mark because he fights to be successful and has become successful but still down to earth. He has this amazing and warm vibe every time I saw him🤭👏🏻

This is.. Insane. Its insane to finally see the father of the coolest and funniest KZreadr. 😢

this video made me cry 2 times, god damn it...

My friend used to live by mark when he was a small KZreadr like just starting out

@kawaiicorner4866

5 ай бұрын

That sounds awesome

@polskabalaclava

5 ай бұрын

Interesting, did he even meet him in person at that time?

Its currently 11:38 PM and I just cant get over the story of Marks dad mainly because right now my dad is in Jail... I still dont know what to do but i know that my girlfriend, mom, and friends are all here for me but it still doesnt stop the tears, memories and confusion i feel right now..... I just want everything to go back to normal...

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you’re going through that. It’ll get better I promise

I remember not really caring much when my dad was diagnosed with mental illness when I was 12 but z month later I was a mess

I can only pray to be as wonderful a father as Clifton.

STOP THAT LAST CLIP *sobs*

Your dad always came to parent teacher conferences. He lived you very much Mark

the book in the video game is so amazingly huge, what an honor. i love that so much

my mom lost her dad when she was 13. everytime she talks about him i can just feel her pain like i do with Mark.

Man i love this content ever since u started u know u wanted to be an big youtuber an u did it u got better than i could imagine dont think about the death but… think about the.. things u did the exitment u got ur the best go on ull getbetter

Shaking and crying rn, but joke aside I'm actually crying this is so sad

I'm only 10 seconds in and I'm ready to cry 😭

I am glad, this video and Markiplier himself saved me.

You can tell by just listening to his voice even now it is hard to talk about these and it always will be for those who have lost loved ones may be a pet or may it be a person it will always be hard to talk about them no matter if you lost them a year ago a month ago or 10 years ago

I’m literally crying 🥺 poor mark 😭😭😭

i remember a while i heard ppl saying mark crys too much but now that I've lost my dad I totally get It if i really think about him i could just start balling my eyes out having emotions are completely normal

Man, I cried so hard watching the beginning of this video and then I saw Mark cry so I started crying harder. I don't really relate to any of this. I mean my dad is a sack of shit who left me and my mom to be with someone else soooo but someone who was like my father died of cancer. We didn't even know what was happening cause no one had told us he had it. I did have my mom die though. Last august she died of Covid-19 and it was really hard. I had to be raised by my Nana.

@planetdorkpeebs

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry all of that happened to you. I hope things get better ❤️‍🩹

@onlyloversleft555

2 жыл бұрын

@@planetdorkpeebs Thank you. Things are getting better. I'm just taking it one day at a time

My dad died about a month and a half ago, so I wanted to watch this to help me process, and it helped, thank you

@planetdorkpeebs

10 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m so happy I could help you in this time ❤️

The devs adding in the book for Mark was so sweet and wholesome.

I just lost my dad today, and I'm watching multiple youtubers I used to or currently watch deal with such loss. To be honest, I don't know if it's helping at all, but it made me decide to make my own video for each passing day. I'm most likely not going to make it public as it's to help me cope right now and perhaps my future self as well. I am experiencing too many emotions right now. I still can't believe that he's gone; I still believe he's still going to come home. I feel guilty for not pressuring the nurses and doctors to look at his stomach when he said he was having pain there. The doctors and nurses told me that it was normal after surgery, and I believe them over my dad. I feel anger at the people who drove the wrong way on the highway with a stolen car and collided with my dad. Why do they get to live, but not him? If they didn't have the police near their room, I had a feeling that I would've done something. I feel angry toward the police for chasing them; I'm having thoughts that if the police didn't chase them in the first place, my dad would've still been here. I know I must eat something, but it's really hard to eat anything right now. I'm worried about my mom, but how can I comfort her when I can't even comfort myself?

@soup525

Жыл бұрын

God rest his soul.

@SummeryMussel9

Жыл бұрын

My dad passed away back in November and I'm still very much angry/depressed over it

@BamaSoCool

5 ай бұрын

oh my.. baby. i hope you're doing better :(

@Luigirapper

5 ай бұрын

I hope things only get better for you, and may he rest in peace

@Mewster_

5 ай бұрын

Hope you’re doing better now ❤

This video was recommended to me yesterday. And my father passed away yesterday morning. I got almost all my crying out yesterday but it still hurts knowing now that hes never coming back. 💔

@planetdorkpeebs

4 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. He was so proud of you. And he still is. Keep living for him. I promise it’ll get better ❤️

3:55 every time that pen touched the whiteboard my emotions… I literally have no words to describe how quickly I went from sad to genuinely being distraught from the painful reality that we live in. The fact that I know people which have lost their parents and they seem totally fine with it as if it never happened. If I lost one of my parents I probably wouldn’t be able to sleep at night! I have no idea how I’d cope and keep living my normal day to day life. I wouldn’t be able to visit friends or family. I wouldn’t be able to meet new people. I wouldn’t be able to physically or mentally function as a regular human being…

The second one got me really emotional😭

@MyB4llsHurt

4 ай бұрын

😭

I lost my dad to lung cancer in 2021, January 1st no less, I was 17 at the time. I think Mark is living, breathing proof that even after going through that, I'm going to be okay.

@MarcelineXx

5 ай бұрын

I’m sorry, I can’t imagine how difficult it must be. I wish you all the best.

My mom also died of cancer, started in the ling and then spread to her brain, what it did to her mentally was very sad, at first she was confused and was having short term memory problems and some vision issues, and then it progressed to personality changes, my mom had the mental capacity of a 5 year old, and then it progressed to almost like a vegetative state, she could groan but could no longer form words or sentences. I’m glad that before it progressed she got to tell me she loved me and that no matter what happens “you all have to stick together.” And even when it was as far as it was, she still told me she loved me. I remember her I believe a day or two before her death her being in bed and I had brushed her hair, held her hand, gave her a kiss on the cheek and told her I loved her, even though I couldn’t fully understand her, she had groaned 3 times.. I know in my heart it was “love you too”.

My mother has pancreatic cancer. She's been taken off treatment and is in hospice, she is 44. I can relate to trying to confront the feeling. I'm so full of despair it feels like ill never be whole again.

Mark is so nice When he was kid👍

I remember seeing that in doom eternal and i just cried man.....

saddest part is i can relate because i also lost my dad to cancer

I wish I had a dad who was actually worth a damn, like Mark's dad.

I'm just gonna go cry now.

I lost my grandmother to lung cancer when I was in 6 grade I found out she had cancer when my dad was arguing with his older sister about something and he just yelled at her through the phone saying he knew that my grandma had cancer and what she wanted him to do about it I was in the room next to him and I was shocked I started to tear up and my grandmother passing hurt him so much that he got depressed i tried to help him by making him laugh which i did but during the funeral he left he couldn't look at her it was hard for both of us and we both miss her lot..I still think about her i know She happy that i graduated highschool and that im in college ❤❤😢

Im crying so much 😢

I lost my aunt who was basically my mom to cancer. I really hope cancer gets a cure soon or something because its sucks. Its genetic in my case too.

Holy shit.. I came across markipliers channel many years ago when I was still a kid and had a mild interest in gaming. Him, jacsepticeye, and pewdiepie. My friend was more into them than I, and it didn't last long. I came back to him now, as an adult and was curious about his backstory He's right about it being common Dad worked for the military Met my mom in korea They relocated to the states and fought They divorced and lost the home and we had to move into apartments Dad dated around, only difference was he couldn't find anyone. Mom ended up dying young (not of c, but of s) It's insane to see the parallels. I know Mark will probably never read or come across this, but I just wanna say I'm proud of you for overcoming what you have. And I know how it feels. You feel alienated from everyone else. It's hard to find a community to belong to. But you stuck with your passion, and you make so many people feel happy and inspired with your content. Thank you

Rest in Peace Cliffton 🙏♥

Shit man i lost my dad this october, it was a slow illness. Bunch of complications. There wasnt a diagnosis (as i know?) just a bunch of pain. It was lungs first, water in it, coughing up blood, then liver, then kidneys then what killed him most was his stomach. I was the same with Mark, a week after i was “fine”. But looking at it now? It feels like he just died last week. Its been 2-3 months. Im not there yet, i dont accept it yet. Im still in school too so. I dont know, its bittersweet to watch this video. Ill come back to it when i feel.. more at ease with my grief? What hit me most was the last words part. The last words i told my dad was “i love you” tears streaming down my face, snot and all that. He replied “i love you too” a few days after he died in the ICU. I wasnt there with him.

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I’m so sorry for your loss. I promise time eases the pain. Your dad is looking down at you so proud. Keep living for him. You’ll get through it I promise

I know how he feels it hurts, I never got to know my dad and he got taken because of COVID. It sucks but I have to move on.