"Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore" NF - The Therapist

@hattopo

4 жыл бұрын

English teachers: wow so deep

@pinksoap1924

4 жыл бұрын

It’s like intro three when he says “wait a minute is it me or the fear talking”

@number1toyafan

4 жыл бұрын

Why did I laugh at the 'the therapist' part?

@iceberg1899

4 жыл бұрын

@@number1toyafan maybe you listen him as just a rapper

@natasjadirken5633

3 жыл бұрын

I really don't know anymore

"And I admit, I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside." I felt that.

@ac.ln_

4 жыл бұрын

Yea!

@cinderellsworth

4 жыл бұрын

I feel that every day. This is the first time I've heard this song....in fact, I have no clue who [or what] NF is AND I don't care for rap music. But THIS. THIS is REAL. THIS is how millions of people feel every minute of every day. I "get" it. By my age people are supposed to have it all figured out, but LIFE isn't the First Class I've flunked in my "life"...if you can even call it that....

@fortnitetipsandtricks8426

4 жыл бұрын

Iol

@gabriellagaigher2145

4 жыл бұрын

...

@sanaaalsadi4808

4 жыл бұрын

Me too.

Whos listening in 2024?

@masongreenwood-we7jh

21 күн бұрын

☝🏻

@starzzy-fn5lc

16 күн бұрын

Heree

@lonniejohnson4209

7 күн бұрын

Here

@nathanaeltadesse9923

4 күн бұрын

☝

@tequillaxoxo608

2 күн бұрын

Truth Everytime I hear it.... I built it because I thought I would be safer in here.

"Broken legs, but I chase perfection.." That hit home..

@N0stxlgia

3 жыл бұрын

I used that quote in fourth grade and got extra credit cause we were learning about metaphors

@shahkhan666

3 жыл бұрын

U

@ChunniTensei

3 жыл бұрын

@@N0stxlgia almost 5 years ago this song came out and people are still listening. You can't say that to a lot of songs. Wow

@lili.reinheart2832

3 жыл бұрын

Sa.e

@lili.reinheart2832

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

He was abused... He was hurt. He’s hurting. He is traumatized. He writes as an outlet. He lost his mom, and is guilty because he never called her.. yet, he keeps going, and he’s a great person. We all need to realize that.

@wtfcheerbows8288

4 жыл бұрын

Cora Cole Helmick 🙏

@auliisoares139

4 жыл бұрын

@@kim_ntaina7674 yes it is

@cora.artist4067

4 жыл бұрын

@@kim_ntaina7674 Listen to the lyrics..... yes, yes it’s him. Lol

@cora.artist4067

4 жыл бұрын

@@kim_ntaina7674 you’re fine 😅

@rrandomness

4 жыл бұрын

l

This is not rap this is therapy

@sierralee3771

5 жыл бұрын

👏👏👏

@poulfrarema123

5 жыл бұрын

Becky Poston why so mad

@nilsayarray403

5 жыл бұрын

Agreed

@sierran.9377

5 жыл бұрын

Nice

@tobycox6639

5 жыл бұрын

Well what you expect from a therapy session? Oops. Wrong badass song.

Some people will never know what it’s like to understand everything in a song

@BHeiProductions

3 жыл бұрын

I wish I didn’t understand this song

@Villain2669

3 жыл бұрын

Same i dont understand this song

@daniellavargas2685

2 жыл бұрын

@Lillian Isbell I feel the exact same way I wanna help my peers and people in the future with issues like these and the trama but how can I help if I truly don’t understand how it feels and the aftermath

@taurusthelight6264

2 жыл бұрын

i completly understand this but i wish i didnt

@ranjeetsidhu9878

2 жыл бұрын

Its good for them i hope noone does because atleast they should be happy but sadly nobody fully is so we gotta live with it

"I don't fix things I just try to repaint". Best lyrics in a long time.

@patriciajohnson-gblove11

Жыл бұрын

❤️💕🦅♾️✝️

@abigailwheeler5663

3 ай бұрын

Cover them up like they never happened that’s what my brain tries to do is forget things hurtful things from the past past relationships

"That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it." Dang.

@rf-g8684

4 жыл бұрын

Yep, that part always gets me too!

@shannonhamlin4938

3 жыл бұрын

That part hits hard, literally.

@amyjay7045

3 жыл бұрын

That hits hards

@Jonathan_McConnell

3 жыл бұрын

Dude I love your name “For His Glory” 👌👌👌

@workliferecognition7002

3 жыл бұрын

All the lyrics are brutal. For me it really hits home. Describes me to the T

Everyone going through depression understands what being trapped means

@neryalicea702

4 жыл бұрын

For sure I never talk to anyone about it so I let NF speak how I feel

@indirasolis1891

4 жыл бұрын

i don't have depression but i feel like the storm in me is made up of my anger pain and frustration. i never tell anyone how i feel and i keep everything locked up. if i let my storm out i'm afraid of what will happen

@jaimemason3704

4 жыл бұрын

Indira do boxing it helps with anger, I've been through a lot but you no it ain't stopping me become a boxer

@indirasolis1891

4 жыл бұрын

@@jaimemason3704 maybe that'll work if I had boxing gloves and a punching bag

@hatchell18

4 жыл бұрын

Its like I'm drowning and no matter how hard I try or what I do sll I can manage to do is slow the descent into darkness, I'm still drowning and theres no stopping it.

The part where he says "fear came to my house years ago" and ends with "is that me or the fear talking, I don't know anymore" always gives me chills because I relate to that so much. I suffered from panic attacks a while ago and that was something I was fighting hard. That was literally a fight against fear and it changed me. I can't do things I used to do out of fear for a panic attack. I'm doing much better and I haven't had an attack in atleast a year now. I'm still building myself back up, slowly trying to do the things I've been too scared to do so man, that whole part of the song is just insanely powerful to me. NF is something else man.

@stealthsword436

2 жыл бұрын

I can't say I get it man but I do understand, my Stepdad was physically and mentally abusive...even to this day anytime I hear a man start yelling I freeze and wonder if I'll need to dodge a blow.....it's tough man but we'll make it through this just keep going never give up.....you're not alone some of us are in this struggle with you. Be safe, never stop, and live the best life you can don't be afraid to let someone in friend or more

@theunderdog9353

2 жыл бұрын

@@stealthsword436 It's weird man, I actually have a fine life. Great parents, friends and a job. Still looking for love I guess but that will come too. I'm not even sure why it started happening to me. I still lie awake some nights, thinking I'm going to have a panic attack. I never do, but it's such an annoying thing to constantly have in the background of my life. Thanks for your comment and I'm sorry you went through what you did. My dad had an abusive stepfather too so I know how devastating that can be. Like you said man, stay strong 💪🏻

@stealthsword436

2 жыл бұрын

@@theunderdog9353 Sorry you have to deal with that man but I'm glad you have a supportive background. And thanks for that it doesn't bother me most the time but it's a background that always nags me. Be safe stay strong 🤟 Peace

"The question is: Will I ever clean the walls of in time" Felt that

That's the strongest rap lyrics I've ever heard. It's not just rap, it's a work of art

@panny-cake4590

4 жыл бұрын

... it's therapy

@angelsmith7468

4 жыл бұрын

This is NF's first song that I listened to, and he is now my favorite artist because what he does is not just music - it is emotion and soul poured into a mindblowing work of art

@user-wn3xj4kv1i

4 жыл бұрын

You must have not heard trap queen yet..

@jazzyrose4439

4 жыл бұрын

All his music have messages

@hinatastyle195

4 жыл бұрын

Its not just rap but its also therapy

“see i don’t fix things i just try to repaint” yep that’s me...

@lukeelsey4559

5 жыл бұрын

TH3 R3AL M0NST3R that whole second verse hits me hard, like seriously hard it's literally me, such a great song with so much meaning

@MNSTR-tu2ef

5 жыл бұрын

Luke Elsey the third verse is me, i’ve let my fear and regret get to me then i ignore my problems and they mostly just get worse

@lukeelsey4559

5 жыл бұрын

TH3 R3AL M0NST3R oh mate I'm 100% the same, this song is just so perfect, 2nd verse is me but that 3rd verse I've been guilty of doing the same, letting fear get to me.

@cjquu

5 жыл бұрын

Relatable ;_;

@s3as4

5 жыл бұрын

TH3 R3AL M0NST3R same

Who's here after HOPE?

@yuricostache

Жыл бұрын

I'm here

@waddlez.wrld12

Жыл бұрын

Me. So good

'What's your biggest fear?' My biggest fear is mirrors, cause when I look at them all I can see is a monster...

@sanford7933

3 жыл бұрын

You are NOT a monster i dont care if you like it or not BUT YOU ARE AMAZING they is no such thing as ugly but unique AND THATS WHAT YOU ARE AND YOU NEED TO APPRECIATE IT

@sxolar.

3 жыл бұрын

@@sanford7933 I know that message wasn’t directed at me but it made me feel loved reading it... thank you

@davidlister6040

3 жыл бұрын

That's deep

@jayminz2060

3 жыл бұрын

ShEeShE

@Villain2669

3 жыл бұрын

Clowns and knives because 1 clowns because i dont like them 2 knives because i watch a scary movie and there was a clown and it was killing people in different ways and places one by one

There is 2 ways to listen to this song 1: Enjoying the song 2:Understanding the story within the song

@fatal6409

4 жыл бұрын

Skyler _playz when you’re happy you enjoy the song, when you are sad you understand the song

@adamlandmeier4835

4 жыл бұрын

thanks skyler that was really deep man

@ravenuchiha8483

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@ShiveredBones

4 жыл бұрын

Both

@rai_art._.

4 жыл бұрын

Im number 2

"Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can." "Cause' in order to do that I'd have to open the doors" "Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore." You really hit me home there Nate...

@jasondwane8273

4 жыл бұрын

Agreed

@nickd_2127

4 жыл бұрын

I agree..

@Vanessalynn9195

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah that hit me too

@king-1yk151

4 жыл бұрын

@Gaming4life Thought i told you to keep your mouth shut, i mean so what you know i never listen. Let me guess, we gon' dig a hole kill the track and prolly put a beat in it.

@shortmvvideos

4 жыл бұрын

@@king-1yk151 I mean why are you doing this? I know that your mad but I'm not in the mood for this

If you're reading this, and you're feeling like you're alone, and the darkness is closing in, and you have nobody, I just want you to know: I love you. I don't know you, but I love you. I love everything about you, the real you, the ups, the downs, the smiles, and the frowns. I want to know you. I probably never will, but if I ever got the opportunity, I would want to know you. Everything about you. Everything you think and feel. Everything you've experienced. Everything that has made you who you are. You are complex, but you are beautiful. Nobody can ever take that away from you. You decide who you are. You decide who you want to be with. You decide who you respect, and who you don't respect. If you're young, you have time. You will grow. You will break free. You just have to endure what you have to endure for a little longer, until the world is truly your oyster. It won't be easy, but it will be yours. You will be in control. You just have to wait a little a longer.. just a little longer. Hang in there, for me. I love you. I want you to make it. I want you to survive. I want you to learn, to grow and to thrive. Hang in there for you. Future you. You won't regret it. It will be beautiful. You just need a little patience, some passion, and a lot of perseverance. Stay strong. I love you. -The Stranger on the Internet

@CrimsonGamingMC

3 жыл бұрын

I love you too, stranger ❤️

@akemi7213

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you , this is the best thing to come home too

@cerullomuriithi9192

2 жыл бұрын

I barely ever reply but this has made my tearducts react and I swear I am grateful for coming and reading this stranger.

@annabellgonzales2151

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you 😭 ill try

@tony-jaybauer1591

2 жыл бұрын

I'm on the fucking edge of my life barely hanging on, I seem to have lost my way in life and have no clue how to find my way back to what I used to be. I hope everyday that whomever is in charge upstairs takes me. I hate my life. I have no outlet, no friendships to speak of, no hobbies. I just exist. every miserable day.

First NF song I've ever heard. Used to blast it on repeat until it got old. So glad hes getting the respect he deserves.

"Physically Absued, that's the room I don't wanna be in!" Damn, that hit so close to home. Thanks, Nate....

@auliisoares139

4 жыл бұрын

Same. Child abuse turned me into a sociopath

@cherrymochatea9877

4 жыл бұрын

@@auliisoares139 Honey, I feel you. I have anger issues and struggle with my relationships now...

@auliisoares139

4 жыл бұрын

@@cherrymochatea9877 it's funny how going through this changes and affects you forever

@xxxalian_gaming4064

4 жыл бұрын

Same. Im on probation for assulting my abuser

@embrelatimerbishop5884

4 жыл бұрын

I seem to keep visiting that room...

Grew up in foster care, came out with ptsd from abuse. I'm 29 years old and still get caught up in my emotional walls, and I'm so thankful to writers like NF for being able to vocalize all of the feelings I'm always afraid to expose

@jessicaconnolly2026

4 жыл бұрын

I can relate x

@damonwaggoner5338

4 жыл бұрын

Same sadly

@user-wf8xv5vi7q

4 жыл бұрын

I'm trying not to one up or war stories. But my dad has been through 240 foster homes. And I showed him NF and he cried. I have never seen him cry. I was shocked. Not only because he cried. But he loved it he never really liked rap music but NF's music touched him

@dansmith9871

4 жыл бұрын

Never been in a foster home just grew up with an abusive drunk

@marlenalittle6369

4 жыл бұрын

I had separation anxiety when I was really little cause my mom joined the army and left me with my brothers. I cried every night and didn’t understand why she left me.

Sharing emotions with nf's songs brings me relief like am talking to someone who knows just exactly how i feel inside. much love

WOW. Chills. NF taking us on his healing journey album to album, song by song with vulnerability....thank you NF you're helping me through mine

There is an unbelievable amount of metaphors in this song and it has such a deep meaning. Love this song

@glassesque

4 жыл бұрын

256 like and no comments, wow

@kingxerg6854

4 жыл бұрын

hA, ANOTHER LEMON

@skyeshelton2886

4 жыл бұрын

Dynamite With A Laserbeam wdym, these metaphors are so well thought out and most definitely do have a deeper meaning that he uses in his lyrics to this day

My favourite part was................ The whole song

@_hhayliee_780

4 жыл бұрын

Raamis Salman , same💜

@samsondoyinsola4341

4 жыл бұрын

Raamis Salman, You are damn right

@alexconner154

4 жыл бұрын

Factual information

@reginayenne9987

4 жыл бұрын

This to increase is blind institutions what's reality with all these questions it feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in broken legs but I chase perfection my mind is home I'm trapped in and it's lonely inside this mansion

@raamissalman3444

4 жыл бұрын

@@compilation2152 Same

as someone who was sexually, physically, and mentally abused this song hits unlike any other. anyone else dealing with what I went through, hun you are ok and you will get through this. sad part is it is never over

@HexxGmd

2 жыл бұрын

I was too, but its probably not as bad yours because I'm a boy just hope you get through anything you're going through 🙃

@user-yz6em4ng9u

2 жыл бұрын

@@HexxGmd I’m a guy as well Lmao. Also please stfu. Men go through as much as women so don’t degrade someone’s experience or your own because of what is in your pants Smh

@catarinahier1035

2 жыл бұрын

i was raped by my big Brother and that kinda ruint my life cause im scared that im trying it again if i have it and its not funny to deal with fear of that its happening again every day so im not seeing my brother as much as i used to because of that

@corrupt_eve3704

2 жыл бұрын

I relate

@hocushenry3867

2 жыл бұрын

@@HexxGmd Im truly sorry it happened to you. Even if youre a boy, you didnt want that. So I understand. And Im so sorry it happened to you. You didnt deserve it. As someone who was also, none of us deserved it. And I want you all to know that youre heard. Youre seen. And those people that did it to you? They are the literal trash beneath your feet.

I never realized how blessed I was until I heard this song. This song is life changing to me

NF is the voices of those who can't speak it out themselves Like me😢

@calebdaigrepont7306

4 жыл бұрын

same..

@amayaokamiden6412

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@treyvinallen9967

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@courtisty6906

4 жыл бұрын

I can’t, 💔

@ravenuchiha8483

4 жыл бұрын

Same because when we do people hurt us because we’re different because we hurt

Broken legs, but I chase perfection 👌

@jayxsis6000

5 жыл бұрын

When you have "ADHD" and an a korean family that's all perfect in school.

@nelsongllrd

5 жыл бұрын

Yeah i fight internally for that ideal person. and yet i dont move. That simple verse brings into view of my own weakness and failed attempts to be "good". Thank God im living through grace and not through law! "Im christian but not perfect"

@wowepic4159

4 жыл бұрын

Tara Fowler what about broken arms

@angelsmith7468

4 жыл бұрын

When I first heard this song, it was in class, and I hear that line and nearly died because it hit me so damn hard.

@abelsalas2461

4 жыл бұрын

@@angelsmith7468 heard my teacher put this one and oh boy I still love it

i listened to a lot of NF in my "edgy" phase, and yeah, I find some of it corny but this song, it's always resonated with me and I think it always will.

@ericramos4992

3 жыл бұрын

In my edgy phase I did musically’s of this 💀

There’s 2 ways to listen to this song 1. Understand 2. Enjoy Im 11 years old going on 12 and have never experienced this but have experienced my mom get beat in an abusive relationship for 4 years we are now doing good and are away from him 😊 but I have experience bad times like this and it hurts to look back and see someone else go through it 😔

Anyone still listening to this in 2020 PS:Still the best song in the world

@swilliams903

4 жыл бұрын

Lol.. yes. I Only recently found it. I left music years ago coz almost all 2000-2020 is absolute crap

@4goatedonytgaming902

4 жыл бұрын

Me lol

@rushshort6760

4 жыл бұрын

I really hope the next glass of milk you drink is slightly too cold, so it sort of hurts your throat, but you're too thirsty to stop drinking so your throat hurt's more and more as you drink more of it.

@kingkensei1292

4 жыл бұрын

@@rushshort6760 Yes

@rushshort6760

4 жыл бұрын

@@kingkensei1292 you're welcome

"Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here, and let 'em win Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore"... _this is just insanely meaningful lyrics_

@flamestar1759

5 жыл бұрын

Insanely genius and beautiful truth 🔥🗝🖤

@lulxuflores8339

5 жыл бұрын

I have no words but I feel exactly the same

@maria-antoniasas9509

5 жыл бұрын

Agree soooo muuuuuch🖤

@eesha5906

5 жыл бұрын

It’s all meaningful ❤️

@jennyleemiller6546

5 жыл бұрын

BNB. P

"Broken legs but I chase perfection", I feel that on a whole other level

"I write when I'm in a bad place and need a release." Yes boy, yes. ♡ It's a healthy outlet for me.

“I’ll be the only person I can blame when you desert me” That hit me hard That whole verse really stuck to me and I kind of wish it didn’t

Each line gives me another wave of goosebumps, it’s so crazy how relatable this song its almost scary

@princeangle9385

5 жыл бұрын

Camden Dornewass I think it's qwitw good

@BBruce-zw4oe

5 жыл бұрын

i am 60 and this boy is singing my life except not stepdad...real dad and uncles and whatever... noone really wants or cares to know. keep singing young blood cause you have no idea how far God is making your borders. thank you for being open and real

Anyone still wake up look in the mirror and put on their happy face every morning

I heard this song for the first time today. Every lyric makes me cry. How can he be saying things I think and feel every single day. I didn’t discover NF until today and although I wish I had his music years ago, I can see this is the time of my life these words- his songs are needed.

" My mind is a home I'm trapped in...and it's lonely inside this mansion😓" I felt that

@mohamedhafez4796

5 жыл бұрын

Kaley Randall I didn’t understood what she meant here

@kaleyrandall272

4 жыл бұрын

@@mohamedhafez4796 basically that she is trapped in a huge area of thought

@mariyahnicole9335

4 жыл бұрын

I broke down so hard because i relate to it.

@astrocat8418

4 жыл бұрын

Basic

@ada5128

4 жыл бұрын

Same. Having pure o is hell in your own mind

“I’m barricaded inside, so stop watching. I’m not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking. I’m trapped here. God keep saying I’m not locked in, i chose this. I am lost in my own conscience” that’s me...

@thefurycommander1843

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@angelacavon9256

3 жыл бұрын

Me too!

@natasjadirken5633

3 жыл бұрын

And me...

@cynthiarenteria1829

3 жыл бұрын

Me too, and its sucks cause I know in the end I'm going to suffer, but its like I physically can't let people in sometimes, no matter how hard I try, and tbh that makes me feel safe

@faceofanangel1080

3 жыл бұрын

That line hit for me

coming back to listen to this song after i've grown up and seeing all my progress from when i was listening to this on repeat in high school makes me feel so sad for my younger self but so proud of where I am today

That verse about not letting people in his safe room because he thinks people will leave him had me in tears. I have the same problem and it helps to know I'm not the only one.

"I thought it would be safer in here but it's not, I'm not the only thing living in here" I felt that shit in my soul...🔥🔥

@echo1533

4 жыл бұрын

I also felt that his lyrics are so meaningful

@alexchiorean4239

4 жыл бұрын

profanity

@xxradd2515

4 жыл бұрын

It's not shit

Why do I relate to all his lyrics...

@victoreyalambert6074

5 жыл бұрын

RapidFoxx 01 same I can relate to everything

@karenrojas04

5 жыл бұрын

My dad beats me and my siblings with a belt to “discipline” us but he doesn’t realize how many bruises he gave me.Hes going to hell.I just know it

@marblecthonaut

5 жыл бұрын

me too...

@kiralucas5007

5 жыл бұрын

SAME

@hunterhuston9941

5 жыл бұрын

RapidFoxx 01 this is weirdly correlated with all my anxious thoughts

It's just amazing that a rapper / hip hop artist can release such a remarkably powerful and most enjoyable songs...and not one curse word used. It caught me off guard when I noticed that. I can't get enough of this one, I'm really glad a friend sent me to this video.

"Broken Legs But I chase Perfection" That hit hard because I always have presure on me to do things good.

@KatrinaM10005

3 жыл бұрын

Same...

@entrapta8049

3 жыл бұрын

Me too...

@naillil1003

3 жыл бұрын

Every word in the chorus, man... it hits

@ace_darkninja

2 жыл бұрын

I know how you feel it fucking sucks

@MikeyMakesAnimations

2 жыл бұрын

Same

"Broken legs,but I chase perfection." describes me

@aaronshields1888

6 жыл бұрын

Micheal Zane same

@Waterisntblu3

5 жыл бұрын

same

@BrittneyLlee

5 жыл бұрын

Well.... Me to

@Valerie-yl6li

5 жыл бұрын

Micheal Zane damm

@glitchaffinity8443

5 жыл бұрын

Mom 0 Michael Zane 1

So happy this man can speak forward for people with mental illness Thank you Nate

Finally someone who puts into words what the broken people fail to say.

Our minds is like a mansion. So many rooms lead to so many thoughts in our head. Some of us lock the mansion so no one else knows what each room has inside. Damn I love this song so much, such true and real words

@damarismercado7891

5 жыл бұрын

Your so right i couldnt say it better myself

@pattypom23

5 жыл бұрын

I really love your remarks on the song you really get it and I’m still listening to the song it is so deep it is just like you said with the rooms have been locked up into there is so much evil came inroom

@patchwork2239

5 жыл бұрын

Then we paint faces on our walls that arent what we feel, but what we want others to think of us as, untill it gets to the point where you even fooled yourself, and your lost in your mansion.

@15m0

5 жыл бұрын

Oof So it was only a figurative mansion?

@miltonwilliams39

5 жыл бұрын

That's true

And the saddest part of it all is we all hid behind our baggy clothes and fake smiles. 🥀🥀🥀

@DaTechn9cian

5 жыл бұрын

I don't hide

@laceybamburg9213

5 жыл бұрын

exactly

@weswatkins2237

5 жыл бұрын

Yes. I...I still do that

@nickblickxy1718

4 жыл бұрын

RXSES INC. the real saddest part is who still wears baggy clothes in 2019🤔

@meowdazaimeow

4 жыл бұрын

Glum Billie eilish

ISTG this man doesn't have a single bad song.

Anyone here after watching HOPE? Total full circle moment! 🥹

I've never related to a song more in my life. As someone who was abused and has survived multiple suicide attempts, this song hits so close to home. To everyone who faces depression and thinks of suicide, let us battle it together. We will beat our demon Please, stay safe everyone

@yourenotalone6583

3 жыл бұрын

That was very sweet.

@xshadowsoulxyt

3 жыл бұрын

I thank you and your God for caring. While I may have my own beliefs and deities, I respect you and your higher lord. May you and those around you stay safe. May the gods protect you.

@jackkerr5927

2 жыл бұрын

do you know rgn d3vil on xbox/discord

@xshadowsoulxyt

2 жыл бұрын

@@jackkerr5927 no, I do not. Sorry

@putinsneighbor8351

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you’re alright my friend. Never think of suicide again because things always change and you might cut away happiness. There are people that care about you and they will not want to see life where you don’t exist. I don’t know you but I care because you’re human like me and we need more love than hate.

Anyone still fake smiling?

@zachiskindahot8129

4 жыл бұрын

Nah

@zachiskindahot8129

4 жыл бұрын

I'm just smiling cause of the lit beat and lyrics

@shadowwolf1205

4 жыл бұрын

Yes everyday every night people won’t know this is the first I’m saying it

@nobodysXghost

4 жыл бұрын

sometimes the bravest thing I can aim to do for a day is not smile. show that no, it's not okay.

@atxmn

4 жыл бұрын

Yes

To whomever is reading through the comments, I want you to know that you’re not alone in your struggles. I’ve been through a lot. My stepdad would sexually abuse me and my adoptive parents had a hard time with me which made me feel unwanted and like I don’t matter. I faked happiness around them because it made their life easier as they didn’t have to worry about me. Now I am so beyond broken. I’m trying to get better, but it’s so hard now. It all started at age 6 and now I’m 22, almost 23. Hang in there and know it can get better.

@josephharper9008

3 жыл бұрын

It is hard i was abused and beaten when i was young by my mother and stepdad they are on drugs and it hurts to know my mother did that to me and my siblings i know what people are going through and i wake up and ask myself why.

Still, to this day, the first minute of the song sends shivers through my body. The buildup just makes it that much more emotional.

*broken legs but I chase perfection* *these walls are my blank expression* *my mind is a home I’m trapped in* *and it’s lonely inside this mansion* Best lyrics ever

@MNSTR-tu2ef

5 жыл бұрын

I think you mean greatest* it’s so much more than the best

@waffersmassacre

5 жыл бұрын

Exactly, she has a gorgeous voice aswell

@hayarashid9327

5 жыл бұрын

I know

@tiagofleming7390

5 жыл бұрын

Definitely

@honeyxbear8593

5 жыл бұрын

*HIGHLY AGREEING HERE ÒWÓ*

Anyone else just play NF in the background all day everyday or is it just me?

@wes_da_bestd9215

6 жыл бұрын

John Kus i do too

@wes_da_bestd9215

6 жыл бұрын

John Kus i would literally wear headphones all day

@nyssathen5747

5 жыл бұрын

OMG if i had a phone i would listian to nf alllllll day in my room

@jacobrevillator1947

5 жыл бұрын

John Kus i love NF so much

@penisass8168

5 жыл бұрын

E

This song is listening to myself, I love how he used a mansion to describe mental issues and life pains.

Why is all of his songs so relatable? The part that got me was "And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside"

Did anyone else actually feel that feeling in every word?

@Patricia-xp6bf

6 жыл бұрын

Tyler Cricchi meeee.🙋

@earllarrabee7026

5 жыл бұрын

Yes...this song hit me particularly because I bought a 2 story house and there are lyrics that are figuratively and physically directly relevant. There was actually a point where I wrote on walls after painting over a ton of pen marker and crayons left from whatever family lived in the house previously. The second verse is a deadly accurate description of the thoughts and things I have been dealing with in this house...including my mother who has been in and out of the hospital for the last 3 years. Yeah, this some hits "home" for me.

@justinblackmore1350

5 жыл бұрын

Oath powerfull shit right here 👍👍

@mikeyg8400

5 жыл бұрын

Tyler Cricchi yeap💯

@pradaj

5 жыл бұрын

I did too

"i built a safe room, and i let no one in there, cause if i do i'm afraid they'd disappear" Atleast im not the only one who understands.

@SunShine-zy8ju

5 жыл бұрын

Hap me to. I hate expressing my self, cause if people hear it, I think they wouldn't expect me to feel that way. Cause everyone knows everything about me... except my emotions. People don't expect me to be depressed, cause I act fine and they think I'm perfect.

@erikmunoz55

5 жыл бұрын

I let a woman into my safe room even though I knew she was going to disappear. 3 years later, we are engaged and have a daughter on the way.

@SunShine-zy8ju

5 жыл бұрын

Erik Munoz Lucky for you. I wish I was lucky like that... when I let one person into MY safe room, they stabbed me in the back. Then proceeded to steal my boyfriend. That's why no one else has been I my safe room ever since.

@erikmunoz55

5 жыл бұрын

@@SunShine-zy8ju moral of the story is even after being cheated on, being told I was never good enough for my ex by her mother, stolen from, physically assaulted by an alcoholic who lived with me and battled my internal demons, I did what was neccessary: took the chance!

@SunShine-zy8ju

5 жыл бұрын

Erik Munoz I applaud you. Some people have the guts to take a chance. I don't. I use to be. I'm the type of person if you betray my trust, u will never gain it back. I'm to scared to take a chance anymore.

So Gifted and open to everyone he doesn’t have to be this open but he is he speaks smartly smarter than I’ll ever be

@BlazedTheGemini

2 жыл бұрын

I think it's a release for him like we're all the ones listening to his story and that's all he's ever wanted I bet.... someone to listen

This is real on a whole other level. But facing our inner demons is what unlocks the door to healing. Be well everyone.

iv read some of these comments in this comment section and i want every single person that i love them no matter what we are all the same we are all equal and we all bleed the same love yall have a wonderful day

@mimi9074

3 жыл бұрын

Yes we are, what shit are you on?

@mimi9074

3 жыл бұрын

I mean there are shitty people but in general everyone basically gets treated the same.

@TheCrimsonRiversSociety

3 жыл бұрын

Bleed the same is a Mandisa song- and i agree

Who still watching this masterpiece in 2018?

@I_am_not_funny

5 жыл бұрын

Luis Taboada idk about watching, but I'm listening to it lol it needs a music video.

@paetynnhappe4783

5 жыл бұрын

ME! This song is one of the best!

@johnkerr3050

5 жыл бұрын

“Masterpiece” lol nah.

@brookecool5160

5 жыл бұрын

Mee

@saucexgod_

5 жыл бұрын

Everone hopefully

I don't like rap but I LOVE nf music. He puts a message in his music that I can relate to I love his music 💖

@agente0464

2 жыл бұрын

Its almost not rap. More of a ballad tbh.

@x.vivianrose.x6417

11 ай бұрын

then you'd also like juice wrld

" I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive..." That hit home hard

I'm crying nf is real and his music is real I understand everything he feels and his music helps me alot

@professorhonest1214

5 жыл бұрын

Jesus is real too ❤️

@jacksonhulse103

5 жыл бұрын

Samr

I’ve had 4 of my friends commit suicide, the depression is killing me, this stuff is the only thing stopping me from ending it

@4amcuriosity162

5 жыл бұрын

Theyre watching over you, you just have friends on the other side now

@randomkat282

5 жыл бұрын

Don’t do it, please.

@jayv4679

5 жыл бұрын

You stay up brotha never feel like death is the only way out. Always know that GOD will always be there near or far, whatever your relationship is he will always be the one thats there never give up

@jorgevasquez7783

5 жыл бұрын

All I can do is feel the empty alone and the war with in my thoughts

@etiennegriffon1952

5 жыл бұрын

Don’t do it stay strong I can’t promise it will get better but I can tell you that your friends wouldn’t want you to do it think about them and the people that love you like me

If there is anything that you remember about your career. Please remember that you help a lot of people including myself. I've been dealing with a divorce and my son has found comfort in your songs. I've always been a fan of yours but recent months have made me find comfort myself because of how I can relate to your music. It's been tough and you have helped with coping with my burdens and for that I thank you.

Listen to me, this goes to anyone and everyone seeing this comment, you can do ANYTHING you dream of doing and there is ALWAYS gonna be someone to bring you down but if listen then you won't make it in life. You NEED to be strong and it might be cliche but it's also true. Just be nice because there is no real point in putting someone down.

PSA: No one cares what year you're listening to this in. Just keep listening.

@cozycr8485

4 жыл бұрын

Finally someome with some damn sense

@mikebizz1263

4 жыл бұрын

November 2019 and I heard this song like 4 or 5 years and I didn't know who it was but I remember these lyrics like it was yesterday..

@rrandomness

4 жыл бұрын

y

@soapmoth6411

4 жыл бұрын

@A Non December

@cherrymochatea9877

4 жыл бұрын

Right?!

Until today.. I hated rap. Now, here I am laying in bed with my headphones listening to song after song from this guy. His lyrics speak to me more than any other artist I have found. I would be lying if I said I haven't been balling this whole time. 💔

@saleemcash1372

5 жыл бұрын

Bitch this anit rap dumb ass

@brentreed7066

5 жыл бұрын

Saleem Cash stop the hate bro its not needed or liked

@BrittneyFife

5 жыл бұрын

@@saleemcash1372 please do tell me what it's classified as then? No need to act immature.

@BrittneyFife

5 жыл бұрын

@@saleemcash1372 I'm not anyone's "hoe" 🙄

@javierorta4316

5 жыл бұрын

@@BrittneyFife this is rap👍 just to answer your question

"broken legs but I chase perfection", that hit hard for me

NF and his music is the best therapist I could ever ask for, if only I actually talk to him in person he would probably be able to help me way more. Thank you so much Nate your helping me little by little get away from everything.

I don’t want to be sad but yet I’m here. When I listen to NF’s songs I don’t feel better however I feel understood. I don’t feel alone. I feel like somebody cares.🥺

@madsimp5432

2 жыл бұрын

Agreed

@davidhawn7372

Жыл бұрын

Facts

@savinabees9220

Жыл бұрын

I care💗

@jottafmanuel5686

Жыл бұрын

Deep down, someone always cares!

@carocoward40

11 ай бұрын

Me too😢

This guy is so talented. His words are almost too real....you feel like you are right there with him. I agree with the other comments that His work is just as therapeutic for him as it is for us. I admire him so much.

@sierran.9377

5 жыл бұрын

He writes music to help his viewers. Look at Therapy Session for example.

Thank you for making this. It feels like real music, not fake like some people.

"Physically Abused, that a room i don't want to be in" that hit hard since i am also Abused

@yourenotalone6583

3 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry. Let me know if you need any help I can give from a distance.

This helps me cry when I feel numb Thanks Nate

@theressafountain8211

6 жыл бұрын

I am numb but no matter what I do I cant cry I hate it I just wanna cry glad u can at least do that #realmusicNF

@mattj500

6 жыл бұрын

Theressa Fountain I found that crying doesnt help anyways.

@tylernienhuis8383

6 жыл бұрын

Crying wont change the current state, thats up to your actions, i got nerve damage and emotional scarring from some family issues. Nothing will ever change by you allowing your eyes to flood out. Crying about things is a waste of energy, rather you put it towards fixing the issue at state, whatever that may be.

@zgsimiller

6 жыл бұрын

Danielle Bates same

@sandycarlson4117

6 жыл бұрын

Danielle Bates same here his songs help me release when I'm so numb that I can't cry or feel anything it makes me snap back to reality and deal with the things I need to in order to move on. His song Let You Down gets me the most because its everything I feel and the ending is gonna be me the day my life takes a turn for the better and I move out of my parents house!

*See my problem is I don't fix things I just try to repaint.*

@AngeloJRamirez27

5 жыл бұрын

Repent

@sillystring5855

4 жыл бұрын

I see my people

@Nina-dl2ir

4 жыл бұрын

Panic! at the twenty øne brides i just had an ad of a elephant painting lmfao sorry

@myfashionpoint

4 жыл бұрын

Same|-/

@rozanisnoob6972

4 жыл бұрын

|-/

Who’s here after watching the master piece HOPE. ❤

@waddlez.wrld12

Жыл бұрын

Me. So good

"broken legs but I chase perfection" "what's reality with all these questions?" Dang 😿🤜🏼

NF Real music Till the day we die

@ripxxxtentacion29

5 жыл бұрын

HELL YEA

@reeceforrest2515

5 жыл бұрын

True

“Physically abused, now that’s a room I don’t wanna be in” Dang, that hit home. Especially for me... Nate... you’re the best

"So this part of my house, No one's been in it for years. I built a safe room and i don't let no one in there. Cause if I do theres a chance they might disappear and not come back. And i admit I'm emotionally scared to let anyone inside. So i just leave my doors locked, You might get other doors to open,but this door not. Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me and I'll be the only that I can blame when you desert me"😪😪😪 Favorite line. The line i felt the most 😪🤧

this song puts all my deepest feelings in one sing, other than the abuse part, the angry....the sadness...feeling trapped.... it puts all the feeling i have sometimes in one song... thank you for making me realize i am safe and not alone with this song

“and i admit, i’m emotionally scared to let anyone inside” I felt that. Every time i open up they can’t handle me.

@red1doesstuff725

4 жыл бұрын

Not many people know what im going through because im too scarred to tell anyone because i think they'll either not believe me or not care Through most of my life i have tried to hide the fact that im sad and just try to seem happy

@verstar123gaming5

4 жыл бұрын

Willy25 Bosss relatable

Ayy who’s listening to this piece of perfection in 2018💯🤙

@ayo7059

5 жыл бұрын

meeeeeeeeeeee

@jameswilliams5169

5 жыл бұрын

It's not that old so....

@flamestar1759

5 жыл бұрын

Always

@fasterone4u

5 жыл бұрын

Canukreid5 5 me bruh!

@symmoneprice9345

5 жыл бұрын

Meee

"You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me" That hit hard...

Ive known this song since 2018, listened to it a thousand times. But what's crazy, is that every year I come back, relating more and more to it.

Mom: what kind of music is this?!? Me: the kind that helps me explain how I feel on a daily 💯😟

@nickychopperdog353

5 жыл бұрын

i said the exact same thing to my mom and she legit locked me in the closet and put mats on the walls and doors...

@peach8695

5 жыл бұрын

@@nickychopperdog353 omg 🙊

@user-h3llokittyslvt

5 жыл бұрын

This is so true I can't explain it

@strawhatyano

5 жыл бұрын

Elisson Dormezil Are you ok?

@strawhatyano

5 жыл бұрын

Elisson Dormezil If you’re being abused, you need to find help and tell someone RIGHT NOW.🤯

He is the realest/most talented artist of our generation

@praedyth7799

6 жыл бұрын

Banana Alle *ever*

@svg_jem9170

6 жыл бұрын

Connor __Hayden ok that u might want to relook it

@mje6988

6 жыл бұрын

True

@zulani

6 жыл бұрын

You’ve obviously never heard of Lil Pump.

@pozzymoto2385

6 жыл бұрын

FivePoint0 ew

I feel these lyrics alot. And that girl sounds like an angel. 🔥🔥

This is the most depressing song ever, but I keep going back to it

'My mind is a home I'm trapped in.. And its lonely inside this mansion' Can relate to this whole song immensely. Just wow!

@justanothercommenter9042

6 жыл бұрын

Chelsie 92 u have a mansion?

@jasondp3546

5 жыл бұрын

Ikr