who else just writes a shit ton of songs nobody will ever hear?

@epicrocker5681

7 жыл бұрын

I feel you on that

@nickxo_9934

7 жыл бұрын

It's kind of sad to know that there are so many ppl out there who have got sth to say with their tracks but just can't record them...

@epicrocker5681

7 жыл бұрын

ya Ik I was recording but the people I was with was on some bullshit so I said fuck em and left now im stuck here with so many regrets

@epicrocker5681

7 жыл бұрын

I thought about it but just have been to busey the past couple years

@nickxo_9934

7 жыл бұрын

I don't have a great mic..

I have a shit life, and this is how I feel, within this beat is perfect to write it....... I Lost hope, im so alone I fear God, my Heart needs sown One last time, Through the pain Look in the mirror, Hear the rain Its so cold, I feel hate I feel the sting, It's too late Too Far gone, Nothing to discuss I'm giving up, give No fuss Souls torn, Broken stone Who am I? Unknown No worry, I'm not here Almost done, don't fear Taken slow, grab the hand Taken, to a different land No path, im stuck Bad news, heart struck All alone, with no luck Where am I? Fuck Mind, filled with doubt Lost, one way out Broken, shattered Sprained, splattered Hurt, pushed Cold steal, stagger Fall, stall Relapse, recall Slip, quit Stop, that's it

@sethwilkes7962

5 жыл бұрын

Listen to my song in the comments my user is seth wilkes

@milky8961

5 жыл бұрын

DAAAAMMMMMN BRO good lyrics mate

@prabhat310

5 жыл бұрын

awesome!!!

@faraigijimagijima5531

5 жыл бұрын

Be my songwriter

@Visionaryakafonzfoederl

5 жыл бұрын

I feel you. The world a is a giant disappointment in disguise of perfection.

Listen : this is from my heart Sometimes it’s not our tears That measure our pain it’s the smile We put on our faces every single day It’s every time you say you’re okay as You get drenched by the rain Yesterday was awful and today’s the same So you just sit and you pray but you can’t Escape because it’s ingrained Wounds heal but scars remaining the same You try to get better you try to stay sane And although you don’t suffer in silence No one gets the pain They have their own battles to face So they don’t pay attention to you until Your grave And you give into bullies you give into their games, You’re just a small fish in an ocean of ships have you noticed it yet You’re such an terrible wreck And I just pray that you don’t give into the waves that instead of being drowned, When you can’t breathe when you’re down , That you can get up in this crowd And although it feels like a round about now Your feet are on the ground You are better than this you haven’t found your voice they can’t hear your sound So please Jesus I have you in my prayers that someone will care I feel you there but I was never prepared for the challenges I’ve bared The damage has made me stronger then I ever was but I crumble ,I hold the walls as I stumble Ignoring the grumbles ,the voices make me humble its my only motto The only word I have to say I didn’t believe in spirits or Jesus or story’s until I’d seen it I haven’t seen Jesus but I’ve seen spirits and I cope with it and when you cope there is hope that things will be different You did listen but I didn’t so through the most horrific of waves hey for today You can move mountains through the storm and the rain Ps : I wrote this song because I’m hospitalised and I’m finding it hard and I know you are too but be brave and you will heal

@kamawolf861

3 жыл бұрын

Damn i feel that

@elliotcbg6023

3 жыл бұрын

❤️❤️🔥🔥

@nathandrain5884

3 жыл бұрын

Yo. This is pure genius. Mad props yo. Id like to turn this into a song for u

@sunitagurung7885

2 жыл бұрын

💓💔💓

@deborah-aileenhaag9448

2 жыл бұрын

inspiring bro.. I heard it in my head while listening to the beat, reading your lyrics

It's been so long since I heard this I made a song to this beat after somone loaded it on to smule brings me back everytime..

@official_whitey_uk

3 жыл бұрын

First song I made with a singer! Going back 2017 now! 😭😭🥲

@jasmineledesma8250

2 жыл бұрын

Ok

@xero8334

2 жыл бұрын

Yo dude what's the name of your song I want hear it maybe we can do something together any of you

@brandonmercury3612

2 жыл бұрын

Omg y’all I feel this shit… Not exactly for this beat But every era of me I swear ive made a beat with contrary and I started back in 2013… Contrary doin it different. We should all support eachother lol Or collab or something. This beat has me feeling some type of way

@brandonmercury3612

2 жыл бұрын

I mean wrote. A song to a contrary beat not made a beat

verse1: i lost my hope, im tryna end things but i choke, the words are caught up in my throat, feeling like im drowning but trying with all i got to stay afloat, im looking back at everything we ever wrote, and wondering where we broke, my body and soul tryna take a vote, my heart says to stay but my brain says to go, it says youre gunna get hurt but my heart says the highs are worth the lows, but you just seem like you dont even care, everything seems about you and it just aint fair, i always seem like the only one who puts in the effort, im always tryna make things better, and whenever things go bad you look away and say whatever, and im so lost for words cuz i dont wanna do this anymore, but i love you so much and i dont wanna be where i was before chorus: why cant things just work baby can we make this fucking work verse 2: i dont wanna give up so easily but how can i not when you already did, you just stab through my heart and it seems like you dont even give a shit, im tryna be everything you ever wanted, at the start i had your heart but now it seems like i lost it, and now im left here just thinking how, how did we end up here right now, where did everything go wrong, i thought we were going strong, but everything took a dark turn, my heart went cold it doesnt seem to burn, i use to bloom but now im plain just like a fern and im trying so hard to fix things so i can keep your heart, but it seems like your hearts been poisoned, like its been rottened and toyed with, and something just destroyed it, but you seem like you enjoyed it, ive been exploited, and i couldve avoided it but i wanted to take the risk, i thought youd definitely be different, and everything seemed fine until it turned to ignorance, until pretty much every day there were fights, and every night it seemed like i cried myself to sleep and woke up with dry eyes, and im so tired of it i dont wanna deal with it, i wanna end it but i really dont, i wanna fix things but how can i do it alone, how can i do it on my own, i dont wanna go solo, i want you by my side at all times like my shadow, chorus: why cant things just work baby can we make this fucking work verse3: i dont want my shadow to be my only friend, i want you to be there with me til the end, til the end of days through sun and the rain, i dont wanna be left abandoned again, i dont wanna go through pain that i already did, i wanna be able to crawl out of this hole together hands in eachothers, and get through what we suffered, i wanna be there for and you for me, i dont wanna keep fighting with the girl of my dreams, youll all i have and youre all i need, please im begging on my knees...

@FilipeMndes1

7 жыл бұрын

respect that, i believe its not made up, gj

@SPAZKIDColeman

7 жыл бұрын

Sarah Banos dam u snap

@jefrihadis24

7 жыл бұрын

Sarah Banos what song ??? Or u just made by yourself ??

@wvnxed4304

7 жыл бұрын

Jefri Hadis nah i made it up myself

@fabianmartinez4620

7 жыл бұрын

Sarah Banos Ic Dang this sht is fire😱🔥🔥

Going through life, but losing hope Fighting with these memories, how can I cope? Everybody around me gets praise like they the pope Only way to be cool is if you smoke dope Whenever that shit comes to me all I say is nope I try to keep my head high, even if I am broke Walking in the rain, all my clothes is soaked Tried to rhyme but I just choked Guess the haters really did provoke Lotta fake people out here, can't see them like they cloaked Lost the girl of my dreams and it seems to be that the photos of her keep beating me Seeing her with that dude is deceiving me Suicidal thoughts keep relieving me No one cares cause none believe in me But I gotta keep my sight up Gotta do it for my family so that we can light up I spit that language called prolific The shit to make you say, "damn this shit terrific" Unmeasurable lyrics coming from a measurable spirit My throat Ima clear it cause you gon wanna hear it Like my wrangler I steer it, I'll make you fear it My name you'll cheer it, like I'm going to war I'll gear it

@jakeslaughter4112

7 жыл бұрын

RubenFilms I like this alot

@tylerpischiera5995

7 жыл бұрын

holy fucking fire dude, im impressed with this one nice work

@SilverAce666

7 жыл бұрын

Jake Odell thanks bro! 🙏

@SilverAce666

7 жыл бұрын

Tyler Pischiera thanks a lot man! 🙏

@jakeslaughter4112

7 жыл бұрын

RubenFilms keep up with the lyrics man

It kills me knowing how many people are sad at this moment, wish I can just hug all of them. And try to help! Men I wish I could help. Everyone

This beat is relaxing. I know it's like a sad type beat but I feel relaxed listening to it.

I am hearing voices and I wish I could exploit them It’s such a disappointment I need to be anointed And drain out this toxic poison from my bodily frame All I hear are noises and names and it’s such a shame that I suffer the same day after day I am hearing voices bad voices telling me to kill myself what’s the point in living I try to free myself and I know Jesus is forgiving But he won’t cast these demons out inside I scream I shout I don’t even believe in hell but if it’s real that’s where I’m heading when I try to be good it doesn’t work so I took the voices I’ve heard trying to understand them and trying to learn I am hearing voices I remember in the past that I’d never heard I want to fly like the birds I want to sore like the seagulls and doves am I deserving of love because the voices tell me I’m not and I believe them because they tell me a lot And I believe them as I’m already lost got lots of ideas about this what is it or is it who are they where’s my army hugs in my mother’s arms are what calms me but I am hearing voices telling me I’m pointless this is all disjointed Jesus help direct them in a different direction please do that for me I will forever believe but will you be my referee I am hearing voices they want me dead I guarantee I have shackles on my feet I defeat I’m incomplete why can’t you see why can’t you hear why don’t you know They are not ghosts just lost souls they are not faulse they are existing and persistent and so close but it’s not what I want I wish they would go A lovely girl prayed for me over the phone she promotes hope when you cannot cope I am hearing voices and I am heading down the wrong road a slippery slope but they get to me the most they are not ghosts But bacteria you can’t even see through a microscope I’m waiting for the day where I can say these chains have broke the voices are hiding under a cloak but as much as I soak in holy water I am gods daughter I am walking on cracked egg shells but as much as I’m in two different worlds I am more human than anything else

I just had youtube playing in the background and this instantly got my attention, great work man absolutely love this beat!

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

That's how I roll kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

where it begins is nothing more than this. I stay up late at night listening to these beats just throwing away all the days worth of my life that I cheat life is a bittersweet story, we wish full of glory but nothing that we are willing to work for it, so we try to core the life that we adore but won't ignore and we are all dreamers in this one shot opportunity we call until we fall. nothing will ever be given to you, you will have to chase everything that you crave even if it sucks you up and throws you in a daze just keep moving forward because I promise god has a gift for everyone who exists

How can a beat be so chill but so fire at the same time😩🔥 🎧

who disliked this?! you must have not gotten the story then because these beats are like poetry if u listen really good u can hear a whole story....

@ContraryBeats

7 жыл бұрын

There are one or two people subbed who usually come through with the dislikes :'(

@ContraryBeats

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you for the kind words!

@ferney729

7 жыл бұрын

jamie reyes ❤️

@labrinabarber99

7 жыл бұрын

jamie reyes 💯

@quirkyusername1093

7 жыл бұрын

jamie reyes You... are not making sense...

Dude this is a master piece everything flows togther perfectly.the piano guitar bass glockspienal everything🔥🔥🔥

@lukenzy9576

4 жыл бұрын

@@wolfplayz9352 It actually is his,look at the dates of publishing

@jcblue6806

3 жыл бұрын

Couldn't say it better myself

Heard this song as a kid. Hearing it now makes me want to break down in tears.

Im feeling so high and catching best moment. Tks alot!

Sounds good bro, you are really improving! Keep it up :)

@ContraryBeats

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks a lot man! The only way is up 💯

@antisocial4928

7 жыл бұрын

Contrary Beats I wrote this to your song.... The time has over come my strength... I feel now is my time. I lay down at night I wonder why. When will it end? is this what I've been given why this life should my heart have burdoned why have I made it this far the shit should've just ended. Every thought that goes through my mind has my nervous I held that gun in my hands and listened to all the shit in my head. I taught myself everything not my brother not my father just I every night alone left to contemplate is this the one can I make it out this time? Or should I chose to let go? Slowly I am losing hold. God dammit I want my life to be lived right but I take these Xanax just so I can have some fucking peace of mind. I've had the opportunity to live right. Graduated 3 times in a year who the fuck else is 18 and can say that. I should've had everything made for me but wait what's that it's a curveball homie and you forgot your bat. Said fuck life twice and reminisced on that. So I kick back relax and enjoy the pain. At the moment it's all that's keeping me sane. At times I pray for a bullet to the brain please let me get hit by that fucking train. To see my life and where I've been is just another sob story but it's far to true for pretend. Therapy make me feel like a bitch I ain't talking about shit bottle it up and sleep on it..... I'm ok please let me be ok.... I'm ok please let me be ok.... I don't want my life to end this way... I'm ok please let me be ok... I'm ok please let me be ok... I don't want my life to end this way.....

@shanetomlinson7377

6 жыл бұрын

Just Spat to this Thing: soundcloud.com/shane-tomlinson/why-are-we-here-audioprod-contrary-beatz-christian-rap

@thetruthdoesnthurttv7803

6 жыл бұрын

Spat to this kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX-HldSfmNaehtY.html

@geraldjones1000

5 жыл бұрын

Jurrivh!!*#👍!!*#💯!~"MastaDTheOne'!💖🎤

Think I just lost hope But this flow got me flowing Think I might just might choke Only if I was to die today Then everything that I lived for would of just been a joke But mentally that ain't okay Can't loose hope while alive no way Just keep doing what I do anyway And if anything tries to stop this flow Amma still make a way Cause being alive means I'm here to stay

Very sick beat. Good job. Heals the soul with no words

Beautiful! Hope was and is always with you...a mustard seed away my friend. I love you!

Thanks for the support guys, love you all This is for my mother who passed away when I was only 8. (I’m 11 now btw) Mother, why’d you leave so soon, you knew that that alcohol it was bad for you, don’t ever use to cope, making things worse, feeling like you in a damn rope, I was only 8 and not understanding, understanding all these lies that we’re becoming Stranded, it was kinda fishy, but that doesn’t matter, all that matters is you and I wish you better. Mother, you may not be with us, but come one here let’s make that mega switch up, I miss you, do you miss me? I assume you do you never hated me when I always screwed, screwed up all the time, this is getting so deep it’s kinda hard to Rhyme, you told me, I was never a waste of time, only a way to cope, and help you get through that damn time.

@piffles2252

4 жыл бұрын

BMWSupra sorry for your loss i just read this and rapped it to my cousin

@Jamal-kr4lh

4 жыл бұрын

Hey bro, I read your rhyme and it was so touching the flow was on point and great I believe that u could be a potential legend man just don’t stop writing and the pain will go away don’t give up on life bro. If u ever need help contact me I gotchu man.

@davidserrano2119

4 жыл бұрын

Prayers to you man. Your so young. God bless you

@mechanicallyenhancedflavor5715

4 жыл бұрын

jamal Wehbe that’s for the support bro. 🙏

@mechanicallyenhancedflavor5715

4 жыл бұрын

Jacob Blain Jacob Blain respect my guy, that was fire. I am amazed that you wrote that all replying to my comment, that hits the deep, the flow, the speed, the rhymes, it’s just fire. mad respects, we should do a collab sometime. I have a collab w WizDom soon so if we can get you into this deal w/ Laykx beats then we can do this 100%.

yeah, this got me looking back at the past, shit time goes by so fast, like where did it all go? feeling like I went o bed a kid and woke up old times flying by so quick but as a kid felt like it never did school felt like it would never end shit but now I'm reminiscing on the times I wish would never end good times and good laughs...yeah RIP to all the family and friends that iv lost. And RIP to all yours cherish them all and keep them all close cuz you never know whos next cuz only time will tell and life goes by so fast so don't let this be a moment you reminisce on.... don't wait till its all gone.

@doujapeace6593

4 жыл бұрын

Can I used it ??

What a good music.... This music make me fall 'in to deepest depression... 😞😖😢

I’m here when you lose sight of yourself . The confusion runs deep . And the world makes the life hurt . So we try to live in a world of control just to see them sell their soul. We connect my love of two just to love true . What was I doing when the world took away my flesh and I seen my life walk away . The best of you holds true to a royal truths . Don’t forget you are the strongest in this life together . I can see the pain that comes of you. I’m here to say you are a beautiful person and I hope the success grows

Getting closer, breathing slowly, thought , that I’d never be lonely.

🔥🔥🔥 *GREAT JOB!* 🔥🔥🔥

I could rap the best flow anybody ever could write to this.. This beat speaks to me... Great Title!

Real smooth definitely tells a story

So I lie awake while my mind state remains irate, defined by blind lies that dilate my vision, which vibrates into different predictions of conditions with which I'll be living, based upon my critical decisions, changed by a pivotal position, demonstrating a straying complicated predicament, letting you into my life so we can compare differences, you might still have your dreams so go ahead and follow those, my life was hit with so much tragedy that I have lost hope, lost at the corner of life's crossroads, inner demons? yeah I've fought those, tried conquer the obstacles that seemed so impossible, got lost in the struggle trying to juggle all my responsibilities, while behind my eyes my thoughts had been slowly killing me, ones of depression oppressing my progression towards protection from descending into unrelenting aggression with deception of intentions preventing my ascension to a life of perfection in a more hopeful dimension.

@leegoodby169

7 жыл бұрын

Anthony Haley there's a hook track called insomnia lay this on there and add a couple more verses your on to a banger!! 👌

@anthonyhaley6927

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks bro I appreciate it I just need me some recording equipment and I'd be making songs all day lol

@ishardstark8182

5 жыл бұрын

Anthony Haley fucking sick flow

I’ve been dealing with these demons Fighting all these battles in my head and I don’t know the reason I’m bleeding Im on my knees with the knife in my hand pleading God give me an answer I’m screaming At the top of my lungs to the ceiling I can’t take this no more it’s driving me insane My baby girl is all I see when I’m feeling this way Thinking will it be selfish if I end it all No more living in pain No more pretending I’m ok Man... it’s like I don’t know sometimes I just feel alone Even with everyone around me I feel alone Even when they shout me I feel alone .. This kind of feels like I’m writing my own suicide Got me feeling kinda sick I don’t know why But Does anybody really care ? I just feel alone and that’s all I know.. Feeling alone is all I’ve known... God bless yall

@spookyy999

4 жыл бұрын

im a upcoming rapper i can rap this for u if u want

@ahrabzmusic777

4 жыл бұрын

Your self is your best friend keep him wth wife keep her with love but all ways remember him your self

@daviddunn9674

4 жыл бұрын

Never alone we're all one we're all god

@jordanroyal9762

4 жыл бұрын

this was actually pretty good.

@lowkeylowkey9231

4 жыл бұрын

So related to you i feel the same sometime but i can't i have a baby that looks up to me!!

Love the hi-hats on this one bro ⚡️

That is awesome dude! You gotta be discovered!

So emotional

I feel like somewhere on the crossroads, I lost hope. Don't know where I'll go. Just sitting alone in the crowd, staring at my phone. Downing a bottle of patrone. Gettin' drunk, 'cause it gets me away from zone. Where demons keep on feasting on the deepest regions. Of my mind man, misguided hatred slowly seeping. Into my mind I can see it. Most of the time I can feel it when I'm breathing. Chest is tight when I'm outside, panicking when I don't really need it. When I express my needs, I feel so conceided. Doing deeds that don't align with my ideals. Life lately has felt so fucking surreal. Barely getting by with meals. Sometimes it got so bad that I used to steal. When I rhyme, I reinforce myself with steel. ' Cause inside, I find it hard to express how I always feel. Lost in the darkest abyss. Light so dark that every drop of hope is turning to mist. And no matter how hard I try, it just fucking persists. When it rains man, it starts to piss. I'm truly done with this shit. Always feel like somethings amiss. Like I'm starting to trip. On my art, it fucking feels like I'm breaking my wrist. Tryna find dope rhymes I can spit. But the timing is missed. Feels like my reality split. Think that everything wrong of me is an endless list. I've been through so much shit, but not used to taking risks. My depression eats me alive like a basilisk. Never really asked for this. Feel like an ass when I ask for some passion. It's hard when all I want to be is passionate about this. Like every line I write is a fight. Wanna fly, but feel like a flight risk. I never imagined I'd be living like this. Wish I could see the future, wanna be psychic. Picking up the mic, taking careful steps like I might slip.

@makaylawatts6720

4 жыл бұрын

fire do u think u can write me a song hit me up on ig @makaylaa.anniee

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Meh... kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

@@makaylawatts6720 I'll do it

@lifetimestv

3 жыл бұрын

I really liked your text. He's just a bomb. Can I record with your text? Please answer me ❤️

@sevindavis3485

3 жыл бұрын

@@lifetimestv if you ever need a a lyric author let me know I've got books of every topic

Thank you contrary beats it's a great beat

Amazing work man!

Chorus- one last hope I refuse to say goodbye Know mom wasn't there But Daddy was by your side

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Eh.. kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

This is spesholl I love this

Bigger shout out to @ContraryBeats for this amazing beat I'm in a booth doing some authentic track on this beat I'm grateful coz you made me find my sound ♥️

The best music I'll ever hear

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Here kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

I try everyday Yet I still feel the pain I just want it to go away Don't know what to say Feeling so lost, feeling betrayed All my life I've felt astray Growing up I thought I had it rough Momma struggling, shit got tough Started on the wrong path In school I struggled with math Come home to an unsupported mother If only God spared my brother Your death has taught me a lot Evading cops trying not to get caught You taught me when to stop I don't want to end up in jail to rot Or worse, end up like you I hate to say this but it's true Could have had a better life Could be food on the table every night Only memories of the days we had Writing this makes me so sad Rest easy my brother From one bro to another Take care of yourself Don't listen to nobody else Live to succeed Don't live to wants and needs You can be anything you want to be Set the bar high and dream...

@fluteafro9981

4 жыл бұрын

This some sadly underrated shit right here 😓 god bless you 💖

@queenofhearts3541

4 жыл бұрын

So good you should write songs I’ll definitely subscribe if you do make songs on ur channel.

@cluntcapela

4 жыл бұрын

Shit that’s crazy but ion remember askin

@yoschilegend9540

3 жыл бұрын

Nice

@christopherfreeman3321

3 жыл бұрын

@@yoschilegend9540 Thank you just now seeing the replies and likes😂

Who else is here❤️NEW YEAR 2020 BABY❤️

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Right here kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

I wrote a song called dreams a year ago to this beat during a breakup with my ex fiance about how the situation almost brought me to suicide and how it crushed me and how i had to build myself back up again but it still feels like all hope is lost. Thank you for creating this beat and giving me a way to vent my mind and put the thoughts on tape insteas of in my head. Thank you. One love

@Anthosvlogs

4 жыл бұрын

blake bush south style records can we hear it

I can just feel it. And it helps

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Feel this! kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

Y'all better stop putting these good ass lyrics on here before somebody steal em and get rich off your ideas. lol

@sparckx1700

5 жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/qW2Bmqp9d7HVoc4.html

@anthonyescobar8459

5 жыл бұрын

Frls i wrote a song on some other beat and they copied it

@ig_visualzyt6639

5 жыл бұрын

lamia sangs ....TRUE

@waynebronson7621

5 жыл бұрын

I bet I'll still spit it better

@ig_visualzyt6639

5 жыл бұрын

Ry horton bet

I know this is for freestyling bars most likely but honestly, this made a beautiful, soulful, smooth song♡ Ugh, singing is so relieving to my inner negativity ♡♡ This beat is dope. So freaking dope♡ Thank you for this.!!◇

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Yes kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

yo man that's a tight bell mel and guitar melody in the back ground..

Just wow! :) This gives hope! :)

I started my brother up on rapping about 2 years ago and now he’s performing, now I gotta figure my stuff out

@saitama5679

4 жыл бұрын

best of luck mate...

@thevoidangle5434

4 жыл бұрын

Dont we all

@gok_emphazizproductions4067

4 жыл бұрын

You gotta be relentless to the stones unturned,

(starts at beat drop)(0:30) chorus x2 I'm not getting any sleep (7) tossing turning barely breathe (7) losing focus taking drinks (7) numb the pain and memories (7) feeling lost and incomplete (7) hoping this was just a dream (7) can't believe I lost my job (7) my life my love my family (8) (1:01) I just hope your happy now (7) with some guy you met from work (7) it was valentines you made me cry (9) an threw my ass to the curb (7) said we weren't meant to be (6) it was make believe (5) I swear to god that hurt (6) an it took everything when you brought him by (11) not to put his ass in the dirt (8) that's 6 years of my life wasted (8) bought a house out in Lafayette (7) moved for work we like damn we made it (8) you're parents and bro had a place to stay at (11) moved em out of 3rd street (6) took a cruise and got you everything (9) remember me and your dad (7) we stayed up all night (5) drinking coffee out on the balcony (10) (chorus x2) I'm not getting any sleep (7 ) tossing turning barely breathe (7 ) losing focus taking drinks (7 ) numb the pain and memories (7 ) feeling lost and incomplete (7 ) hoping this was just a dream (7 ) can't believe I lost my job (7 ) my life my love my family (8) (2:04) tried to change stores just to get away (9 ) even put in my LOA (8 ) drop jawed, in shock and awe (6 ) when they told me that I was terminated 10 ) Took 6 months just to get it back (8 ) CCS all on my ass (7 ) unemployment didnt give me crap (9) then you wanted me to move in like forreal with that (11) i was in the spare room for a week (9) and you slept good all in our bed (8) i didnt want the pain of people knowing (11) the demons that were in my head (9) I just didnt want to even come clean (10) i was scared as hell don't know what to think (10) i lost my mind, i tried and tried (8) just tell me why you did this shit to me (10) i just felt so broken and weak (8) swear im gonna need some therapy (9) dropped right down to both my knees 7) screaming in pain just such disbelief (9) family on the porch just stared at me (9) no one was actually there for me (9) you had messed around (5) dont need to dumb it down (6) i knew that you didnt really care for me (10) (chorus x3) I'm not getting any sleep (7 ) tossing turning barely breathe (7 ) losing focus taking drinks (7 ) numb the pain and memories (7 ) feeling lost and incomplete (7) hoping this was just a dream (7) can't believe I lost my job (7 ) my life my love my family (8)

Titled “Norma” Each and every night I pray God let me be there by side when you take her away so I can look her in her eyes and say what I need to say Time to cross the bridge i was 50 miles away next morning woke up at a quarter to 8 I was a quarter to late, I want quarter back; she’d be my first pick nfl draft But I can’t have her back it don’t work like that When god calls you home you can’t look back Now gimmie a beat so I can bleed from the heart Pour it all out in this art grandma did I mention I was lost from the start Your my best friend now you gone I’ve lost hope my soul broke Went to a dark place idk where to go you were my light I want to forget the screams at night, screaming in pain the cancer I wanted to take it away Come the morning it remained the same With no one to blame I was enraged I prayed and prayed but things stayed the same Never had the answers, like why my grandma lost her battle to cancer Whole family there on her last night She sat up eyes wide grinning ear to ear Asking her daughter why isn’t Austin here He’s working but he’ll be here tomorrow mom don’t fear I feel the tears as I write this song A year after she left this world her first name became the middle name of my baby girl Life goes on and I keep it pushing Relapsed again thinking I have cushion I’m running from reality it’s a battle see Devil will battle me rattle me but will never cattle me Lord is my Shepard with Him I shall not fear. Through his words he’s made it clear If I give gas and break need be he will steer In my dreams I feel you near see you being gone is something I cannot grasp That’s my excuse for every time I relapse God saying relax, Only time i can is when I put these words on a track Grandma you were my positivity the influence that kept pushing me to great things for His great name Why have I fallen away, I tell myself I’ve lost my faith I know it’s there and I know God cares So enough of these snares satan go back to your lare You won’t have me today you can’t take me away bc jesus has already paid the ultimate sacrifice

Wow amazing bro piano i think in beats is awesome piano play touches my heart

jamie is right, this beat is hype and the tune is sick / Who disliked this type of truth man!, Shit / Listen up close, plug your headphones in / Feel the vibe of the times when the tones begin / I'm at home in the zone on a grown man trip / And I know this flow will have (Mau) Ricio pissed / Music touches the soul, it can speak to you / Hip hop roots, grounded by a beat that moves / Thus poetry in the beat just means it's truth / Feel it or not, you can disagree / Look at the picture, what do u see? What does it mean / Take it back to a time colorful and clean / Hope filled fun, a carnival is a dream / Buy your tickets now and step right up / A beautiful day where you felt bright sun / Cotton candy, ice cream and treats / Balloons in the air, families on fairground street / But time is a beast and life is mean / Lost all hope with broken dreams it seems / Now feel the beat and connect the dots / It's poetry in motion I hope you stop / Pause for a moment, own it and feel the depth / Glory to hard times now reflect what's left / You get it yet? Maybe u weren't meant to see / This music is a gift - Blind to a Contrary Beat / Jamie ur comment was perfect, I almost didn't want to post, but I was inspired... 👍.

@cristiantorres5619

7 жыл бұрын

Jason Pittman This Is Art My Dude...

@II_JP_II

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks man! I'm glad someone read it. I was a little late finding this beat but it made me subscribe instantly when I clicked on it.

@jasonpittman8990

6 жыл бұрын

Lyrical story telling here. It takes you there.

@enedinaescobar5601

6 жыл бұрын

JP i agree with you too!

@II_JP_II

6 жыл бұрын

enedina escobar thanks! Glad you checked out the lyrics and connected with it. This has to beat one of my fav beats man. I love the vibe!

hold up. dont loose hope yet. look up to the sky and thank God you have your next breath. imagine death. cant say the things u wanna say next. like brother u can make it out. im here till our last step. wake up!, u only get one shot. u can choose to follow crowds. or u can lead em all from the same spot. . its all you got. spread love ...

Drums on point 🔥 nice melody,🎶

I Love this flow😍😍

me siento vacío, porque no he entendido, ni un porque, dime como te has ido? En qué momento todo están frío? Tu mirar de lata los besos fingidos, Me subiste al cielo pero me he caído... ya no quiero escuchar tus gemidos, tratamos de construir una relación a punta de intentos fallidos. Ponte mis zapatos, la vida es un rato y no estoy para amores baratos te pediría que te quedaras pero ya me canse de tu amor a rato no creo en palabras Solo creo en actos, te fuiste y dejaste todo intacto, te pinte un mundo de mil colores pero es q tu amor es demaciado abstracto 🥺

Lost hope lost hope In my thoughts are smiles and peace Streets pack in happiness Winds blown lost hope In every so called rap leaders I'm searching never lost hope We can't be concealed Eyes peeled Listening too your rap leaders

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Too Far Gone kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

Great storytelling track ... row talent

Ouuu this beat nice 💯🙏🏽🔥

I'm coming for this beat like now 💪💪💪✈️

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Too late kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

@SoSuductive1883

4 жыл бұрын

Harvey Too Fresh doesn’t say sold 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

@@SoSuductive1883 exactly

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

@@SoSuductive1883 try this kzread.info/dash/bejne/a42cxrSDlpPgZ9o.html

Part 2] Hallo Baba, ich hoff', du hörst das Das hier sind meine allerletzten Wörter Vielleicht welche, die ich noch nie gesagt hab' Aber ich bin immer stolz auf dich, Baba Immer noch fühlt es sich wie ein Spaß an Du warst in unsern Arm'n, als der Tag kam Als du meinen Kleinen in' Arm nahmst Wusstest du, dass die Reise schon nah war Du hast die Stärke vom Bär Du hast das Herz eines Elefanten Du bist als funkelnder Stern Von dieser Erde gegangen Man kann deinen Platz nicht ersetzen Für uns wird es jeden Tag deutlich Ich kann mich mit zwanzig Mann treffen Für mich bleiben’s immer nur neunzehn Andre waren rechts und links, du warst immer gradeaus Ich wusste, wenn ich ehrlich bin, du passt immer auf uns auf Du hast die ganzen letzten Monate alles immer in dir aufgestaut Aber keine Sorge, Baba, wir erfüll’n dir auch diesen letzten Traum Du hast dein Leben lang für uns geschuftet, als es nicht mehr nötig war, wurdest du krank Und anstatt deine Zeit mit der Fam zu genießen, war das Ende für dich der Dank Vielleicht bist du nicht mehr da, aber wir machen jeden Tag für dich Dua Wir sind immer an deiner Seite, bleiben ein Leben lang an dei'm-

Hard man respect from Holland

jezuuu! ale sztos ! ❣️

OH MAN THAT WILL MAKE THE PERFECT EMINEM SONG..

Hospital to hospital noones letting me go I want to go home but they always say no Mission impossible my problems need to be solved My story’s still untold this is a very long road I’m freezing in snow believing that I’m so low that I have no more hope, I’m zooming in on the telescope I’m heading for somewhere I don’t even want to think about nope I always get told I pose a threat to the folk but I’m only a danger to myself and those who try to intervene in stopping me Or blocking me from cutting these arms although I know I need to get clean But I can’t but those people who get caught up in my problems aren’t safe but that’s because They made my problems their problems I am sorry mate and if you can’t solve it it’s best to step away I’m not trying to threaten anyone in this place And if you take it that way you’ve made a mistake I just don’t want to be messed with and I suspect that’s okay But if you don’t want to be messed with Hop on the train run or jump on the plane I just like you,am done with the pain and these games I don’t even have tik tok I don’t care about fame But when anything’s wrong I always get blamed people name names and it’s always the same Being in hospital if there’s something wrong with my brain has made me insane And made me who I am today And it’s like everyday is raining but atleast it’s hydrating my grave I do need to be saved but my spirits starting to fade My spirit is gone and my fait is starting to break And this self hate I’m drowning in takes a lot on myself I really just need some space So I begin to walk and I pace I’m not swimming in pools or not swimming in lakes I’m swimming in rivers And my minds a busy place They thought I knew but I didn’t if I knew how to move mountains then I’d go and I’d finish but this has been going on for so long anything that comes Il eat it like lunch and il eat it like dinner il have a feast while I’m starving and all this is a killer Hospital to hospital and I want to go home I’ve been told that I can’t even though I am grown I’m under section 3 I’m stuck in a hole And I’m hearing these voices it’s getting harder to cope But if I find the right foundation I might start to find hope.

@Derekstanbridge26

3 жыл бұрын

Brilliant 😁 truth 🎶🎵👌🏽

“Lost Hope,” exactly how I felt when I got assigned math homework over the summer.

yo i love this beat

Verse 1: Walking down this lonely road Feels like I'm carrying a heavy load Every step feels harder than before The weight of my past, I can't ignore Chorus: Lost hope, it's slipping away Fading into the distance, day by day I can't find my way out of this maze Where did my faith and dreams go to waste? Verse 2: Trying to hold on to a glimmer of light But the darkness consumes me, with all its might I've lost my sense of purpose and direction Living in a state of constant rejection Chorus: Lost hope, it's slipping away Fading into the distance, day by day I can't find my way out of this maze Where did my faith and dreams go to waste? Bridge: The world can be cruel and unforgiving Leaving us broken and unliving But we must hold on, to what we believe And never give up, or we'll never achieve Chorus: Lost hope, it's slipping away Fading into the distance, day by day I can't find my way out of this maze Where did my faith and dreams go to waste? Outro: The road may be long and the journey tough But with a little hope, we can be enough To rise above the darkness and find the light And hold on tight, with all our might.

@mrsabree17

10 ай бұрын

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I am the only one here 2019 composing a song on this beat which will never be heard😢

@dannyvenecia3354

5 жыл бұрын

Throw it out there man.

@XXKIRK-ds8ez

5 жыл бұрын

same I am making a song t

@nathanbrown3837

5 жыл бұрын

I just freestyle rap too these

@xireaperstormix9740

5 жыл бұрын

Don’t worry not the only one

@christianrose806

5 жыл бұрын

Nah me too. About a friend that isn't there anymore like he used to be 😔

This beat is fire🤤🤤

Love this beat. I have done some cool shit to it in practice. Yall are doing good things. Much appreciation and respect, keep up the good work. -K.I.P

Incredible

You call me a friend as you pull out the knife Stabbed me in the back not once but twice We friends for life But that's a straight up lie You ain't got a clue about ride or die I'm surrounded by wolves that are dressed like sheep Tellin' straight lies and dry snitchin' on me You claimed it wasn't you behind the line up glass Up and sold me out to save your own ass I'd rather sweat buckets to search out peace Than spilling gallons of blood fighting those around me Battle continues fightin' the anger within' It's a full time job dealin' with fake ass friends Everytime I think I know what you'll do next You end up selling me out for a yard or less Made you a dolla' so I'm sayin' again' You're a straight up punk, a fake ass friend I can sit and formulate a plan in my head Maybe take a sniper shot and make your fake ass dead Now I'm on the run, a fugitive at large But you aint even worth takin' a charge They're a dime a dozen, you can find them anywhere Just don't be fooled cuz it's buyer beware It's a known street rule don't say it wasn't said That fake ass friends usually wind up dead But I'll take what God gave me, common sense and walk away It's a soft ass move but I'll write another day Not locked up, covered up, or dealing with my sins Ain't nothin' wrong with cutting off a fake ass friend Ain't no chick or dude around can't relate to what I'm sayin' We had friends which were straight perpetratin' Sayin' they got our back all the way to the end But same ol' same ol,' just a fake ass friend So now I ride solo and I know it's a risk But if push come to shove I'll add my girl to the list Now I'm rich and famous and you want to make amends But like I told you before you just a fake ass friend

@miguelmorais404

4 жыл бұрын

i feel you man

Fire Always

Heart felt song I wrote to this thank u

This beat just ripped my soul out of my body and i banged out the whole song in 2 nights. Such a great beat! Bet nobody can figure out the flows I used (Intro) Bro I hope you're resting easy Nick, It's been years, I still feel like a piece of shit, I know you, were so through, I told you, gotta keep fighting your demons kid, Now take a look at what the reaper did, You were way too young to even give, Your life away and I'm freakin' pissed, That you didn't give yourself a means to live, But I don't feel any resentment, Hell some times I wish I could end it, But then I thought, of all the pain I would cause, if I put my life on halt, this minute, Why is life so demented? I try to fight it but I might just give in Sometimes it really makes me livid But I say fuck that shit I'ma keep living, this is, My apology to you cuz I coulda been a better person, Couldve been more observant, I couldn't think of any words when, You texted me like " I'll miss you man" what the fuck did I do to deserve this? I know you feel like you were worthless, Going through emotional whirlwhinds, But everything would've gotten better, if only you just stuck it out, I know life can get ridiculous, but that's what the shit is, about I just wish, you were considerate, for your friends and family before you bounced, But its okay man, cuz now I understand, that your life was headed south, how Did you not think you could confide in me? You lied to me, You told me everything was alright at home, then you just died quickly I'm getting, so upset because you were clearly in the wrong, But as I'm reaching, too deep in, in my mind just tryna write this song, I realize your life was complicated, no mistaken, you were going crazy g, I'd hate to see, your angry pleas, It maybe seemed, that you were chasing dreams, But looking back now, I should've seen through your facade, I remember back then all I could think to ask is why God? Why you gotta take my best friend? Am I gonna be the one next sent, To the afterlife for reflection, Maybe if I would've stepped in, His life would not have been ended, By his own hands, a rope used as a weapon, As I get older it gets less perplexin', I never would've ever guessed it, Yes its, so fucked up some times how life goes, It makes me wanna go psycho, But I have ride on the right road, I might go, reckless but I guess ill just drive slow, And i gotta keep my thoughts in check, I do not fear death, i dont know why so, I started living life on the edge, Didn't give a shit about what was next, Drinking problem almost got ahold of me, so I had to figure out the next step, I had to force, my next course of action, Had to calculate, the tragic fate, and then contemplate, what had just happened, Too much shit on my plate and I'd think it was snappin, I could barely handle all the pressure, So I had to sit myself down for a lecture, The amount of pain i had couldnt be measured But I told myself things will get better, Then I picked myself back up, I ain't gonna lie to ya, it was mad tough, I even had a girl, that meant the world, to me, then I fucked it up, how is that luck? You were always so supportive, You helped so much when I was mournin', I'd wake up and think about you every mornin', You were there for me when I was pourin' My heart out you never ignored it, Even when fate was kicking the door in, Without warnin', That was the cause, to bring up the thoughts, I should've given more than, I did, so why is, it that I have been this, dick, That thinks back, to his past, thinking about what I said and it makes me sick, So I just wanted to apologize, You do know that I am sorry right, I'll prolly never be starry eyed, Maybe I'll never know what tomorrows like, (gunshot) (Outro)

@iniadekoya8874

4 жыл бұрын

I feel this way. I lost my sister too

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Chee kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

Did you ever hear the Tragedy of Darth Plagueis the Wise? It's a Sith legend. Darth Plagueis was a Dark Lord of the Sith so powerful and so wise, he could use the Force to influence the midi-chlorians to create...life. He had such a knowledge of the Dark Side, he could even keep the ones he cared about...from dying. He became so powerful, the only thing he was afraid of was losing his power.. which, eventually of course, he did. Unfortunately, he taught his apprentice everything he knew. Then his apprentice killed him in his sleep. Ironic. He could save others from death... but not himself. *Drop the mic*

@malkazz13

7 жыл бұрын

daaaamn hahahahahaha cool

@AimzBeats

7 жыл бұрын

that was pretty bad

@ab-nl1uo

7 жыл бұрын

Aimz Beats Just like your beats 😎I have videos from a 16 year old game that have more views than your beats. Wutchu frontin on foo

@AimzBeats

7 жыл бұрын

That's just wrong...

@ab-nl1uo

7 жыл бұрын

Aimz Beats

too good.

Nice atmo Big drums Very good work I like it

I wrote a really beautiful song to this beat 2 years ago that I couldn't relate too...now I can Too bad I don't own the beat...I would've loved to share it with the world

I’v lost hope, I’m going insane, on contrary, finishing your game You’re gaining fame, I’m not the same, there’s no blood for you left to be flowing inside of my veins You broke me in two, yeah If you wouldn’t be here I wouldn’t be talking to you, I hoped they were lies but they told me the truth after all your cheating tell me why am I stuck on YOU! My mind is a prison, broken in half and you are the reason, overwhelmed by the fact I’m still livin, but for you now I’m just a transparent vision I’m left alone, cold hearted feelings are gone, rather keep em uncharted to forget about you it’s getting harder, but that’s what I get for staying in he ring unguarded

Yes right here. This beat perfert

bells melody in high quality!)

When you feeling like you lost hope .when you feeling like you lost faith.all you gotta do is reach up to the sky and call upon his name Jesus Christ.....

@Itan_Hillsan

4 жыл бұрын

Bullshit. God don’t do shit

@ybsjae1261

4 жыл бұрын

@ethan hill You are forgiven🙏

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Or this kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

Love to all that are lost in this dimension with me

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Find me kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

Perfect beat for make one sad project 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

I'm envious of people who can express thier feeling of pain,happiness& sadness through music..where as I bottle it up!!!:(

@brysonchandler6037

4 жыл бұрын

You’re not alone my friend , baby steps is the key

@austinlhouvum9941

4 жыл бұрын

Amen to that..

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Like this..? kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

Lyric. Ver1: có những ngày buồn tự ngồi 1 mình suy nghĩ mà lại hay chào người anh em người tri kỷ hôm nay tôi buồn ngồi lại đây tôi kể anh nghe về sự đời về cái nơi tôi từng sống về những người anh những người em chưa từng làm tôi phải phiền lòng họ ở bên tôi khi tôi buồn rót cạn chén rựu nồng cay họ nói tôi nghe điều họ từng trải chẳng cần suy nghĩ chuyện ngày mai họ giúp tôi say giúp tôi trút bỏ đi phiền lo cuộc đời này chẳng còn điều gì là quan trọng nhất khi mà họ vẫn còn ngồi đây có người nằm xuống người quay đi người vấn thân vào tội ác người buồn cuộc sống nhắm mắt suôi tay vì bản chất đời là bội bạc người vội thay đổi vì đồng tiền người trong cơn phê buôn lời ác người chấp nhận vứt đi cả tương lai chìm trong u mê vì đời nhạt có người mang đến là sự thật thà để rồi mang trong mình dối trá từ 1 người khác nhầm tưởng thân thân ai nấy lo thôi mà 1 lần nhìn lại xem được gì sau những ngày đả trôi qua họ chỉ cần anh khi tiền anh có để rồi 1 ngày củng phôi pha Hook: bản chất đời là thế ... sao thoát khỏi vòng xoay đời vẫn cứ xoay vòng đến khi nào mới hiểu hết được lòng ai họ đến rồi đi mến làm chi chỉ làm cho ta phiền phức cứ sống hết hôm nay đi kệ ngày mai vì chỉ khi có tiền thì mới làm nên quyền lực Ver2 : tao đả rời xa xã hội ngoài kia củng được vài năm không muốn vướng vào vòng vay lao lý vì những sai lầm những câu chuyện tao đả từng trãi, những thằng bạn giờ đả đi xa những anh em giờ còn ở lại thằng chơi với đá thằng chơi với ma tao không sợ 1 ngày nào đó phải đi đầu vụ khi chuyện của mày tao không sợ mày bỏ tao lại nếu vô đường cùng mày phải bỏ chạy tao không sợ kẻ địch quá đông, chỉ sợ mày quá ngông và dại tao chỉ sợ ngày tao nằm đó thằng đứng cạnh tao không phải là mày vì cuộc đời vốn vĩ là vậy ai có đoán trước được gì đâu nghĩa anh em hôm qua còn đó giờ có trở mặt thì làm gì nhau tao cảm ơn vì ngay lúc này mày không để tao phải cô độc sống cho tao biết rằng sẻ không sao nếu như vào việc anh em 1 lòng anh em 1 lòng thì tát cạn biển đông nếu như 1 mai không còn chung lối thì củng đừng quên tao từng sống hết mình vì mày vì tất cả vì những người bạn những người anh vì những người em những người tri kỹ kề vai cho tao thêm sức mạnh..!..

@lamnhi1462

4 жыл бұрын

Like

@haonguyen3861

4 жыл бұрын

Ok

@barugunz7523

4 жыл бұрын

lam Video dang KZread di ban :D

sabah uyandım

Amazing just amazing 👌🏽🌌👌🏽

esse beat com certeza vai marcar minha vida pra sempre

Gave up everything for lost hope, Now I just sing to cope, Ring my mind of these rhymes and these silly flows, No where to run and hide from these scary ghosts, That continue to collide my thoughts, Now I don't know which direction to go, Only road I seem to follow is down, I want to turn around and make my family proud, But now that path can't be found, Trapped in this place, might as well be six feet underground because everyone is just standing around acting all proud of my siblings but they're missing all this feeling I've been concealing All this bullshit that's been building, But now it's just turning around and tearing down like these tears on my face as I try to go escape this lonely fate after just one mistake, I'm left to rot, left to drop, So why not chose now to stop.. (Sorta off the dome, ya know how freestlying in a comment can be, but yeah)

@l.aneyyyy

5 жыл бұрын

May i use this?

@darrianwall4513

4 жыл бұрын

I like it.. a lot my man

this is pure magic! this tune is more addictive than nicotine. had this on repeat about 20 times straight. too dope.

@ContraryBeats

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you, appreciate you!

I love the way I can reach out with this music

@harveytoofresh8746

4 жыл бұрын

Reach this kzread.info/dash/bejne/gX59ro9miK-rfqg.html

Beat hay nhất của kênh này =)))

i don’t trust a single soul my whole life i been alone then don’t love me when i’m here they gon love me when i’m gone on and on it’s been this road fake friends and fake hoes i don’t know how much more i can take before i go i’ve been suicidal lately trust me that i’m getting close tell my nanna in her eyes and tell her i’ll be fine but i know in her soul she knows i’m just lying you don’t understand the word alone, or how much it resonates i swear people fuck with me to see how much i can take and i’ll bottle everything until i start to break i swear i’m haunted by all these demons i’ve never faced i’m sick and tired of acting like it’s gonna change and i know you feel the same you want me to lead the way i can’t lead you in the dark and i can’t tell you it’s fine when i can’t feel it in my heart i just feel i’m gonna start going back to that place i hate i know i’m never gonna change it i’m stressed as hell and on top of everything i got people tryna use me for the money i’m making you don’t care about all of the shit that’s in my brain and i’m calling out for help you don’t care that i’m in pain i swear to god i’m getting closer to death this hole in my chest i think i’m the only one left that gives a fuck about another person got me tempted to sell my soul gimme a pen and ima write in cursive “nah fuck the devil cause i know him too well trust me my whole entire life i been going through hell i’m such a nuisance as a student i need improving i failed twice they think i’m stupid blame the drugs that i was doing i was high and i was foolish but that high made it numb easier for me to run from the problems in my head i know ima end up dead im not a role model i’m not a saint and i swear that all this money don’t make me happy like you think all my old friends left, im a loser anyway every girl i get i try to fucking save know they gonna clown me for this song but cool dude i hate me too i’m insecure as fuck i don’t know what i’ve been tryna prove i got talent but i waste it every single night by myself i get wasted take a fifth and face it that doesn’t help i’m still empty inside and i honestly don’t think anyone cares if i’m alive you would act like you do for a week when i die but as time passes it’s done with the lies

Can I use this beat for non-profit with credit to your channel?

No die No rest Fighting hard to make life All I need in this life Is God's care and a new life Hoping, praying for a better day Fighting hard to make My whole life straight I feel my struggle I feel the pain Living life in a memory scene Fighting hard to Always win Overcoming all the pain No pain, No gain Shout out to my whole team Embracing the struggle Like die hard hero Stepping out from all of the sorrow....

What a beat