Dylan is her soft spot. She breaks when she hugged him, she can ve vulnerable with him because she knows he is gonna be there for her. That's precious.

@Badlove10

3 жыл бұрын

Everyone needs and deserves this type of love.

@JevanBarwari

3 жыл бұрын

Precies wat ik voelde toen ik dat stukje zag. En dat hij om haar verdriet mee huilt zonder enige schaamte, wat hij totaal niet moet hebben, is prachtig. ❤️

@chessnisnisan3529

3 жыл бұрын

that scene made me cry 🥺

@035burg3

3 жыл бұрын

His*

@rugiddy1

3 жыл бұрын

Him holding her and beginning to cry when she did got me! He seems so supportive & it makes me so happy for her

The fact that he waited for you, omg. 😭❤ That boy took control of his situation until the very end, that seems to be a family trait.

@Newest_editsjustbecause

3 жыл бұрын

@J W From my understanding, she was away and flew back home.. he waited for her to come see him and they had their time together, and then she went home and he passed that night.

@Newest_editsjustbecause

3 жыл бұрын

@J W No problem. :) I definitely get why the wording through you off a bit.

@ericaparrish2615

3 жыл бұрын

I work in nursing. You see this happen. Some people wait for a certain person to come before they relax enough to pass. Some people wait for people to leave so they don’t have to witness them passing on. When people are dying...they know, and many times, they hold off until something can be fulfilled.

@Newest_editsjustbecause

3 жыл бұрын

@@ericaparrish2615 that's honestly so beautiful.

@ila84leejoon

3 жыл бұрын

😭😭

The fact that people blackmailed this beautiful woman, makes me so angry. I love you Nikkie, I tried not to cry.

@valerievancouver365

3 жыл бұрын

To me was one member of my family. I moved cities and e eventually other country at 22. But other tha that 99% fine, but I was famous. Nice of you to make nice comments.

@poccapocca5602

3 жыл бұрын

Uh,what did she do???did she make some problem like beauty youtuber do???

@valerievancouver365

3 жыл бұрын

@@poccapocca5602 👎 ⛔ NO She didn't. Just being nice girl 👧 😌 make up 🎨 artis influencer and some idiot try to expose a secret from.her past.

@valerievancouver365

3 жыл бұрын

@@poccapocca5602 someone try to black ⚫ mail her.

@poccapocca5602

3 жыл бұрын

@@valerievancouver365 oh Okey Okey got it! :') I was so confused why they hate her so much because I really like hed

“He told us he’s waiting for you” that cut through me

@shandi3210

3 жыл бұрын

That got me too 😭💔

@kathrynwhitbeck9798

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@luminisant

2 жыл бұрын

Cringe.

@maryjainrj

2 жыл бұрын

Me too 🥺

@pars6008

2 жыл бұрын

That is really emotional, painful, heartbeat too. 😥😭

This one had me crying so much when she hugged Dylan at the finish line. I can’t

@violetsapphire2090

3 жыл бұрын

Sameeee that’s when I lost it

@genealmarietaylor4439

3 жыл бұрын

Omg yes! I had to pause because I started to lose it.

@tonya7004

3 жыл бұрын

I tried to hold back the tears but I lost it at the finish line too 😭

@maggie_sugarxo

3 жыл бұрын

same!!!

@Mike-px5he

3 жыл бұрын

SAME OMG THAT WAS SO EMOTIONAL

I love how even though she's a public figure she's still ok going out and being on camera without makeup. That's really awesome and a great example for others who feel that they can't do that

@SchnitzeIkuchen

3 жыл бұрын

That is what makes her so relatable for me, cause I dont even wear makeup, but still enjoy her tutorials.

@Mishel813

3 жыл бұрын

Because she is extremely beautiful and alot pf oeople dont feel like that

@solauditore1735

3 жыл бұрын

I always use makeup because I feel so insecure 😔

@teelesynclair5902

3 жыл бұрын

@@solauditore1735 you shouldn't feel that way. I don't know you but you're beautiful ❤😃

@nikkidimick947

3 жыл бұрын

@Sarah Depeux yes, there are people out there that do not leave their homes without a full face of makeup. It's really refreshing to see someone who actually does makeup for a living, feel comfortable enough with herself to not wear any makeup in public.

I remember when this originally happened and she talked about it, but I didn’t know he was only 14 😢 he was so young with a long life ahead of him

@alyssacastillo2293

3 жыл бұрын

Me too, I thought her brother was in his early 20s. He was so young

@hahayes1220

2 жыл бұрын

I didn’t know it happened and it made me feel so helpless for her, the poor girl has been through so much :(

@simonjacob5215

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️💔😭

@nldrbcontrol

2 жыл бұрын

i have a channel on gardening.pls visit.

@nldrbcontrol

2 жыл бұрын

@@alyssacastillo2293 i have a channel on gardening.pls visit.

Nikkie's mom: I'm so proud of you Nikkie: *starts crying* Dylan: *starts crying* We: *starts crying* We love you girl ❤️

@theofficialsammymehy6555

2 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭for real

@nldrbcontrol

2 жыл бұрын

i have a channel on gardening.pls visit.

@nldrbcontrol

2 жыл бұрын

@@theofficialsammymehy6555 i have a channel on gardening.pls visit.

@pauljsm

2 жыл бұрын

yeah, that (everyone crying, me included!) caught me by surprise ❤

When you said he was waiting for you. I lost it. It held it together so you could say goodbye. ❤️😭

@zoegreenshields1665

3 жыл бұрын

@J W I was about to reply and saw someone else explained it perfectly ☺️

@TheColdestIsh

3 жыл бұрын

@@zoegreenshields1665 tag me where?

Sometimes when I watch celebrity documentaries I end up liking them less, but I’m absolutely loving yours Nikkie!

@chrisg64

3 жыл бұрын

Same here. I feel like they r just full of themselves and it’s cringe but this is so well done and so heart warming. She has a beautiful story

@NaachMore

3 жыл бұрын

Ya....

@deficator750

3 жыл бұрын

You know you could of just said you liked her instead of adding the contradicting bullshit

@brendenboggs8515

3 жыл бұрын

@@deficator750 why are you so pressed?? How about you don’t tell people what to say?

@deficator750

3 жыл бұрын

@@brendenboggs8515 ok thanks for replying

this one hit me like a truck. I lost my big brother and it was the worst feeling ever.

@vr8348

2 жыл бұрын

🖤

@Userrandom44477

2 жыл бұрын

same😢

@beckyboo1433

2 жыл бұрын

I lost my little brother, he was 14.😔 I'm sorry for your losses too ❤️

@Userrandom44477

2 жыл бұрын

@@beckyboo1433 omg i’m so sorry for your loss😢. losing a sibling is so hard

@laxmitamang8219

2 жыл бұрын

Same here , I also lost my younger brother.

The way she called Dylan her "gift" from the world, after all she'd been through. I can't deal with the emotions anymore, this is so beautiful.

Dylan crying with Nikkie at the finish line 😭 my heart 💕💔💕

The fact that Dylan is like “home” to you hits differently. 😭❤️ Had me crying so much, because you don’t find that support system anymore 🥺

@amberess8695

3 жыл бұрын

It's super rare, but when you find it, NEVER let it go ❤️

@Andys61724

3 жыл бұрын

It's out there. Trust me

@dulceamaya1492

3 жыл бұрын

@@amberess8695 absolutely. I found mine 12 yrs ago and so happy I did. Without him in my life it wouldn't be the same.

@Theannaloid

3 жыл бұрын

It’s out there, you just got to look hard

@amberslilrose3954

3 жыл бұрын

Stop looking in clubs and bars. If you lay down with dogs, you'll come up with fleas.

This is a gorgeous documentary. I think we can all say she is a ‘Power vrouw’ And I wish her well.

@D1sturb3d.gh0u1

3 жыл бұрын

You could’ve also said power house :) kinda easier for english speakers

@axellebie8732

3 жыл бұрын

@@D1sturb3d.gh0u1 except “vrouw” means “woman” and not house so I don’t see why it should be translated like that.

@charlotte-63

3 жыл бұрын

@@D1sturb3d.gh0u1 vrouw means woman not house

@Lux421

3 жыл бұрын

@@D1sturb3d.gh0u1 lol is it the first time people not complying to your language? Welcome to the rest of the world 😂😂 sorry not being mean, but your comment is a little funny to me.

@iofrevolvr6524

3 жыл бұрын

@@axellebie8732 maybe he lives inside a woman? 🤣

I’ll never forget when I saw that Mikai had passed. I started sobbing; my saint of a mother immediately needed to know what was going on and began crying too. She put out her arms for a hug and through tears she said, “Please tell your friend I’m so sorry and my heart aches for their mom.” She truly was one of the most empathetic people I’ve ever known. Polly didn’t quite understand “internet friends,” but she had the biggest heart in the entire world. I’ll never meet you, but I hope you feel the love of all us that invite you into our lives on a daily basis. ♥️♥️♥️

I’m so sorry for the loss of your sweet brother. This episode was heartbreaking. I cried.

@shimaass32

3 жыл бұрын

Me too

Self care, my dear. Meghan gave you the best advice ever. I am loosing my husband of 34 years an inch at a time. My daughter sometimes has to remind me to take time for me so I can take care of him. You are so precious inside and out and the pain will eventually decrease. Hugs and kisses to you!

@romycullen17

3 жыл бұрын

Biggest of hugs to you and much love!!!!

@christinefulwiler

3 жыл бұрын

Sending you so much love, Sheli 💕

@biebsoholic

3 жыл бұрын

Sending you love and a big hug 💕

@femkehoekstra6486

3 жыл бұрын

Sending you much love!!❤️❤️🥺

@Kree.B.

3 жыл бұрын

❤

as a sibling my worst fear is losing a sibling. nikkies brother was less than a year older than me and i cant fathom how people so young are so vulnerable, but are still so strong. he was brave.

@muhammadmuaz5796

2 жыл бұрын

Number

I love how supportive Dylan was and he was crying holding you after you let go. Wishing y'all are always happy together.

The fact that Dylan cried when she did. So powerful

When Nikkie broke down, and MamaTutorials started crying and then you heard MrTutorials started crying too, NOW I'M CRYING 😭

Dylan is literally her comfort blanket, its like she feels as though she has to be the strong one but with Dylan she can be vulnerable - so sweet ♡

People who disliked were crying to hard and accidentally disliked

@DrGeta666

3 жыл бұрын

Where is hard?

@babooska48

3 жыл бұрын

@gwopchaser wow you are just heartless...

@D1sturb3d.gh0u1

3 жыл бұрын

@gwopchaser Get a life. You should accept people for who they are

@chanyeolswifu752

3 жыл бұрын

@gwopchaser wtf

@blancamartinez7864

3 жыл бұрын

@gwopchaser must be fun not feeling trapped in your own body

It kind of feels like she feels guilty for working during her brothers sickness but Nikki if you didn’t feel that way he wouldn’t be your dearest brother. I’m so sure that he felt so much unconditional from you as his sister ❤️

Losing a sibling feels like a bond that's been broken in your soul. It's been a month since my sister passed away.

@marloespeters8404

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss ⚘🌹 she is watching over you ❤

@FoxyCleoBrown

3 жыл бұрын

It's been 5 years since my brother passed away people tell you it will get easier but it doesn't.

@BaAZiGar

3 жыл бұрын

@@FoxyCleoBrown omg same ! my younger brother passed away sept 2015

@_postingrandomstufff

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so so sorry for your loss, your bond may feel like it's broken but your sister will always be in your heart. It's gonna be okay ❤

@sarah-janepocklington2475

3 жыл бұрын

Same my brother passed in July 2015

My heart is just... overwhelmed. Losing a family member, or anyone close to you, is devastating. Climbing that mountain, honoring your brother, is absolutely wonderful. From what's been said and shown of Mikai, he would indeed be grinning from ear to ear.

I lost my daughter 7 years ago this November. She was 44. My closest friend. This made me cry. Yes, I still cry. Love you Nikki.

I forget she's not from America because her english is perfect It wasn't till that thing with Ellen I realized

@EvelineUK

3 жыл бұрын

That thing with Ellen is what prompted staff and celebrities to come out and say she's not the nice person you see on TV. Ellen, that is...

@arianaamir2367

3 жыл бұрын

only Americans speak perfect english? 🤣🤣

@faizaquadri2139

3 жыл бұрын

That's the irony 😂

@035burg3

3 жыл бұрын

His*

@nataliee8032

3 жыл бұрын

I’m American and my English is crap 😄

Im not crying, are you crying.. no im def not crying CRIES

@deniseverkaar6691

3 жыл бұрын

Echt hè!!!

@randybobandy9828

3 жыл бұрын

Cringe

@coltjames9159

3 жыл бұрын

Same, Brad. ;-;

@JCF504

3 жыл бұрын

@@randybobandy9828 😂

@junsam5995

3 жыл бұрын

@@randybobandy9828 your cringe

Sometimes the realization that I’ve lost my little brother hits me so hard I have this suffocating feeling, it gets hard to breathe, thick heavy clouds of emptiness covers me whole and all I can do is wait for it to pass me.

@snackwraps

2 жыл бұрын

that’s how i am with my grandma. she raised me and I lost her in august. this is the perfect explanation for how i feel

@vanessahollenbach85

2 жыл бұрын

I am so, so sorry for your loss...

@CorshaLishell

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry for your loss. If you don’t mind me asking, how do you prefer your friends to be there for you? My bestie lost her brother and As a friends I wish I was there more.

@soloataraxia

2 жыл бұрын

I lost my grandma's and this is how I feel. Like being trapped in a hole that I'm trying to scape but is impossible.

@neetuh4850

2 жыл бұрын

I lost my little sister and I get it. I know the pain too.

Hi! I was there at the Kuwait meet and greet (lol im the girl in the pink jacket) and i met the guys that were denied to meet with her. They were a funny bunch and honestly very friendly! They texted me saying they waited until Nikkie finished her m&g and met with her after it! They talked and they said Nikkie was so sweet when they talked about the situation. I hope you’re always doing well Nikkie 💗 May your little brother rest in peace 🙏🏼

@SakuraMoonflower

2 жыл бұрын

Nikkie is the best.

I lost my fiance 4 days before Christmas, so seeing how you are handling yourself is inspiring! Much love from South Carolina! Stay strong!

@TISHASATSANGI

3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong! 💞😭

@bubble1778

3 жыл бұрын

Sending virtual hugs and happy thoughts your way

@tamarajovicic5954

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss, stay strong 💙

@shersyril6495

3 жыл бұрын

Sending all the love, stay strong ❤️

@kang_hyun_sub8324

3 жыл бұрын

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STOP WHEN DYLAN CRIED GIRL I BROKE 😭

My little brother passed in 2018 leaving behind 2 of the sweetest little girls on the planet. It's so hard to lose a younger sibling like a part of you dies with them. 💔

Nikki I am so late on this, but my little brother passed two months after yours did. My brother’s was sudden, it was a car accident and he was 25. I was absolutely gut wrenched for the longest time, as we were always best friends our entire life. The one thing I made sure to do was feel everything in its entirety, every emotion, stage, and let out every cry/tear I wanted to. It was a rollercoaster to say the least, but I am glad I didn’t hold myself back from that. It’s STILL hard and it was three years ago! I love you as do many others, you have touched so many hearts with what you’ve been through. He is your guardian angel now and is so proud of you. 😇

@emmajane9403

2 жыл бұрын

I am so so sorry for your loss 💔 that just made me cry because we aren't promised tomorrow are we. Sending hugs 💕

@brehannahhh4026

2 жыл бұрын

@@emmajane9403 you are so sweet thank you for your sweet message!! We are never promised the next day, tell the ones you love how much you adore them 🥰

I lost my twin brother tragically. It's been 17 years. Some days it's so hard. 😔

@cevirthek262

3 жыл бұрын

Virtual hugs!

@bubble1778

3 жыл бұрын

Sending lots of love and positive thoughts your way

@alia206

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry. I lost my twin brother last year. It still feels unreal.

@greta4224

3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong❤️

@davinamalcolm1677

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your lost.

I never buy KZread premium but for nikkie I did I love this

@donovansplace

3 жыл бұрын

Same I am legit crying

@jayleigh03

3 жыл бұрын

SAME

@joejonaslover6969

3 жыл бұрын

Same!!!

@xJonnaax

3 жыл бұрын

same to all of this same

@93Cakes

3 жыл бұрын

Same and I’m canceling after the series is done 🤣

I literally feel like I can’t breathe watching this. So raw.

@FransceneJK98

2 жыл бұрын

So dramatic.

@gracethompson6926

2 жыл бұрын

@@FransceneJK98 clearly never lost a sibling have you.

@FransceneJK98

2 жыл бұрын

@@gracethompson6926 not a sibling but I lost many family members in a war so let’s not compare

@babysenpai3883

Жыл бұрын

I just kept crying

Ever since my mom has passed away from three types of cancers.. my life has NEVER been the same without her! I loss my father at 12.. It really does take a toll on a person to get through the years without their loved ones by their side!! 💔💔

I didn’t expect to cry so much when I saw her at the finish line crying with Dylan, she’s such a strong woman and I love her for showing this side of her!

This is so heartbreaking really. I feel your pain. My dad passed away in August in Czech, while i was in Germany where I live. Sadly it was very sudden, he was gone in few hours since i got the call, and i didnt manage to get to Czech in time to say my goodbyes. Treasure the moment you still had with Mikai and that you got there in time. It's a true gift! Love

@Gnomy84

3 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss ❤

@magicdragon9322

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for you loss .. i hope all is well

@bubble1778

3 жыл бұрын

Sending lots of love and positive thoughts your way.

@Verbsdescribeus

3 жыл бұрын

any ireverssible loss is so tragic...

Watching this and seeing her finish the mountain for her brother I just... My heart shattered when she broke down crying then seeing mama tutorials and mr tutorials crying I can’t handle people crying. To give them such a big big hug

I lost my older brother earlier this year. I didn’t get to say goodbye because it was sudden. Which is a different pain then seeing them go and saying goodbye knowing you won’t see them again after that. It doesn’t matter how you lose someone or how long ago it was, its just painful. You are so strong and such an inspiration. You’ve kept on living and are living life to the fullest and that is amazing! 💕

@elene_hbm

2 жыл бұрын

you are so strong and I’m so sorry ❤️

@miriam9419

2 жыл бұрын

I used to be sad about not getting goodbyes from loved ones who died. Something which helped me is the realisation that all moments are equal. The goodbye doesn't mean more than the other times you have spent with them. For the people I didn't get a goodbye with I remember our other memories which were very precious. They know how I feel about them and I know how they felt about me. A goodbye may have been nice but it was not needed.

This episode was painfully beautiful. Having lost both my parents in a 3 year span, I am all too familiar with the pain.

@lovebug9386

3 жыл бұрын

Same honestly... Sorry for your loss 🙏

@MercedesAmyx

3 жыл бұрын

I have went through the same. Praying for you & im here if you need to talk. ❤️

@andradascurtu3905

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss, you can have friend in me if you need.

@suzanfeenstra5276

3 жыл бұрын

💛

@jennifertustin6629

3 жыл бұрын

My boyfriend also lost both parents in a short timespan. I’m so sorry for your losses.

Bizar how Linda walked with you and is now fighting her own battle 😭❤️🙏🏼

@femkehoekstra6486

3 жыл бұрын

Ik weet het kon niet stoppen met erover nadenken😭

@normalopez3941

3 жыл бұрын

What’s wrong with Linda?

@mathwithme7423

3 жыл бұрын

@@normalopez3941 she has breastcancer and is current getting chemo treatment

@noukvantzelfde6724

3 жыл бұрын

@kat sanrio the tumor has shrunk and there are no metastases... hope and pray for her🙏🏼

The vulnerability this women has showed throughout these videos is so inspiring. To be open and share how hard life is on top of being a celebrity. I think this is why you are here. To share your story to inspire others 💛 you are so strong Nikki

I lost my husband and 2 of my children. There are times I sit alone in my car and scream , to let the pressure of the pain out. On days that I am feeling strong, I talk about them so their memory can live on. I live my life to the fullest to respect that they weren't able to and appreciate that I have that privilege. I'm sorry for the loss of your brother, I feel your pain. Thanks for sharing his memory and your journey ♡

@hannahscott5779

3 жыл бұрын

You are so incredibly strong. I dont know you but I'm proud of you for pushing through and for waking up and conquering every day with out them.

@bubble1778

3 жыл бұрын

I cant imagine going through what you have. Sending lots of love and happy thoughts your way.

@simple_naildesigns

3 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss 🙏🏽

Crying like a baby. That walk was something else. My aunt waited for me and I know it leaves behind a mark that has no name and no way to describe. Even almost 20 years later it is still a thing that follows me, but now I know it was a gift to carry a reminder of how much that woman loved me. Your brother gave you the same thing. A gift of knowing you were worth waiting for because he loved you that much.❤️❤️❤️❤️

For whoever wants to know, all the songs in this series are from Eefje de Visser❤️ (the song at the mountain is called ‘Er is’)

@aryakomal

3 жыл бұрын

Aaha thanks. I was about to ask this

@MonikaRistova

3 жыл бұрын

Omg thank you so much for this comment ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️

@themevrouwdewi

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks!

@19Annika89

3 жыл бұрын

Dankjewel! Ik zocht hiernaar ❤️

@GothikQueen

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you!!! I had no idea what to look for as I understand absolutely nothing but OMG is it beautiful???

Crying. I love my brother so much. Imagining him passing away... I feel that so deeply. Thank you for sharing

i started crying the moment she said "he's waiting for you", again when she introduced dylan, and then again when she finished the marathon

I’m so glad she made an episode just for him. ❤️

When you started crying... I have 2 little brothers and a sister. and my worst fear is loosing them. You are the strongest person, abs Mikai is so proud of you!!

Wow. I am speechless. I never knew your story. I myself lost 2 brothers. The pain is absolutely unreal. Thank you for making this video. You opening up about your story shows others and yourself that no one is alone in this. Sending you all my love♥️

Oh the tears... this brought back SOOO many memories of when my brother passed away. I tried so hard to push it back in my mind and hold my parents together and the rest of my brothers. One lesson I have learned through that... you ARE allowed to be strong and vulnerable at the same time. Your mental health with thank you later.

You can tell that Dylan is her rock, he is her safe space, he is her soft spot, he definitely is her home wherever he goes that’s where her home is🥺♥️ her whole family is her home that’s her village and it melts my heart to see the love and support in her family

Her and Dylan reminds me of the taylor swift song “peace” where she’s apologising because her partner will never have a normal life because of her 💕

@Nothing.nobody.

3 жыл бұрын

Brilliant song

@suzannekruyswijk

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly what I thought off! They were and are in a similar situation I think. So sad...

it seems like she gives herself so much pressure to keep getting millions of views like when she was viral. I think its important to accept that views will never stay high forever. the pressure is so unnecessary and unhealthy.

@kirstybarrett4141

3 жыл бұрын

It doesn’t seem like that at all

I'm a Gay guy, I like makeup and I'm from Kuwait. I'm glad you brought up the issue, I feel suffocated here and I'm desperate for a way out.

@bubble1778

3 жыл бұрын

I hope this doesnt come off in the wrong way and if it does i truly apologize however Im honestly curious as to how people in kuwait react and feel towards your sexuality. I will admit im very ignorant on these topics in other countries and i would love to learn more. Anyways sending love your way

@zunroniz1732

3 жыл бұрын

Same .. I'm from Pakistan and we have the same issues. I just want to go where we can live the way we want. I'm just dying here slowly .

@mileena7ily

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t give up! I’m sorry you have to hide parts of who you truly are. You deserve the freedom to be yourself and To be happy evitación who you are. I would hope things get better for you and everyone who deals with the same issue in the future.

@angelamorrow8973

3 жыл бұрын

@@bubble1778 from what I know men can face jail time for being gay. I remember reading about men being executed for being gay.

@mynoxx01

3 жыл бұрын

@@bubble1778 Im pretty sure telling other people about your sexuality is not a thing in Kuwait.

The moment she hugged dylan.. oh ghosh though my brother is alive but only the thought of loosing him got me crying so badly 😭😭

I feel that losing a sibling is like losing a child cos we help raise each other X

@jessaguilar4747

3 жыл бұрын

This comment is everything....So true. I’m much older than my siblings, 6 years older than my brother and 8 years older than my sister (dad was military so they waited after having me) I was another mom, still am in many ways. I can’t imagine losing them. Nikki is so strong to be able to get through this. Thank you for your comment, it really touched my heart ❤️

@arol1644

3 жыл бұрын

I couldn’t do life without my brother. I know I would have to find a way to survive it, but I would be heartbroken beyond repair. The same goes to my mom. I can’t imagine life without them.

Seeing Dylan cry with Nikkie almost broke me open ♥️ True partners share their pain. What a beautiful moment.

The way Dylan cried with her after she finished the walk for Mikai 😭 he’s the one

Couldn’t get through this episode without crying :((( and bless your manager for thinking of you and your mental health and giving you weekends off. Everyone needs a break.

i’ve come back to this video after hearing the news about an hour ago that my grandma doesn’t have a high chance of living for much longer. i’ve never lost anyone in my life, and honestly as of now, i’m in denial. it’s hard to cope, but watching this has helped prepare me for what’s to come, in a way. i love you nikkie. thank you.

@RevertedRashidah

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. I’ve lost several family members and friends and it never gets easier.

@rach_laze

3 жыл бұрын

It never gets easier but you learn to live with the loss, its going to be hard but let yourself feel everything. It might feel like it's all too much but the storm will break and you'll be able to see and think more clearly after a while

@jeannieh3227

3 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry honey.

@greta4224

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry stay strong

ugh when she hugged dillon after the finish line and they both started crying, SO DID I. Nikkie you are a blessing.

I lost it when she hugged Dylan at the finish 🥺💜✨

this one got me. i’m crying so hard. you are SO STRONG Nik.

I lost my little brother too. This video literally made me cry for the first time in a long time about that loss.

@RevertedRashidah

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. I hope you’re doing as well as you can ❤️

I just love you girl. Every time you almost cried, I cried for you and when you cried, I cried with you. You are such an inspiration. Keep it up!

Nikkie is so beautiful inside and out. I’m so glad she showed this side of herself.

I feel so terrible she couldn’t come out in this like she was probably supposed to

I started crying so hard when she finished the walk.. i lost my grandmother last year due to leukemia so this hits hard

@bubble1778

3 жыл бұрын

Sending virtual hugs and happy thoughts your way

I usually never cry when there’s a sad story in a KZread video but seeing Nikkie cry just broke me down to tears. You’re such an amazing women don’t stop what you’re going 🥺❤️

Omg girl u got me sobing like i cant rn. Like I cant even imagine how u could go through this pain and cary on. It is so motivational. I juat want u to know how much support u have form everyone around you even a imaginary world can help u.💞💗💖😭

I think it's time people stop excusing cultures and beliefs when they're only hurting people for being HUMAN.

@cannoneermike

3 жыл бұрын

It's easier said than done, they actually believe it is a sin and they won't let it happen anytime soon.

@kris-vi3cu

3 жыл бұрын

I live in Romania and every time I wear makeup in public I always get stared at by other people and I'm told that boys don't wear makeup.

@gabrielamariesantiago-leon9427

3 жыл бұрын

@@cannoneermike yeah unfortunately that's the way it is. I just wish people would stop going over that fact and act like that's normal/ok to do. I'm tired of people saying it's offensive bc of their culture. You know what's offensive? Hurting your own people because they are themselves and hijacking their feelings to be someone they are not. I'm glad she saw that herself in her own MnG. Because that shits very real still.

@gabrielamariesantiago-leon9427

3 жыл бұрын

@@kris-vi3cu I'm sorry you have to go through that. It's not fair to you or anyone else who is like you or me (I'm pansexual so I'd def be looked down upon in a lot of places). We deserve to be able to seek shelter in our own home, but sometimes it's not that way for millions and then we end up here trying to find a connection with another person struggling with this. Hope one day that changes. One day.

@h4rriette

3 жыл бұрын

Wdym??

This was so sad. I nearly cried the whole time. Im so sorry for your loss and he would be so proud of his big sister. So much love from your neighbour country germany 💗💗 be safe, be healthy, be strong, be nikkie 💗

I cried throughout the whole video, and the fact that he waited for you!! 💔❤️😓 and when she hugged Dylan at the finish line 💔❤️ I lost my grandma 3 years ago and it still feels fresh 💔

Nikki you are such a GREAT inspiration to all!!! I cried like a baby watching you do the walk for your brother. Through the heat and exhaustion, you pushed on and made it to the finish line. You are powerful, you are strong, you are brave ❤🥰

I cried so hard when she hugged Dylan and Mama at the finish line. We love you so much queen 🌺💖❤️

I lost my son 2019 he was half my world his brother who is now 17 is so strong like you everyday. My love to you and your mom

@Smittenhamster

3 жыл бұрын

Ugh, I cannot even imagine. I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. Children should never pass before their parents. The very thought of losing my own child runs chills down my spine.

@missym2397

3 жыл бұрын

Sending love

@ayamakhlouf5000

3 жыл бұрын

Be strong my dear ❤ I'm sorry for you 😢

@zunroniz1732

3 жыл бұрын

@@Smittenhamster No don't say that.. 😢 I lost my mom and dad same month and for me i lost my world. It's been 3 years and i still can't move on and i don't think i ever will. 😞

@Smittenhamster

3 жыл бұрын

@@zunroniz1732 You may understand what I mean when you have children of your own. Having said that, grief is no competition about who has it worse and I never intended to say that. Your feelings are as true and valid as OPs. I'm sorry for your loss and hope you will find some level of peace in the future. I'm not sure if it means anything to you to hear that from an internet stranger but your parents did a great job raising you. If you miss them that much they must have given you a lot of love and care which in turn builds a foundation for you to be able to do the same.

Beautiful, strong, brave woman. I'm glad people like you even exist! The world needs more people like you!

This was so incredibly touching, I cried through the whole thing. Your passion, your beauty, shines through.

The shirt of her brother popped up when she needed him most 🥺✨ he’s always with you and he was definitely there for you in that moment! Love you Nikki!!!!!!

No I’m not crying my eyes are just really sweaty 🤧❤️

I love you, Nikkie🥺 your brother was so STRONG. You’re an amazing women. Thank you for opening up to us with this beautiful docu-series.

I love her. She is so kind and genuine. Thank you for sharing your stories.

These are amazing, Nikkie. Makes me respect you even more.

it’s been 2 years since my big brother passed and it’s still so hard i admire you a lot

@africareigns

3 жыл бұрын

I am truly sorry for your loss. ❤

@christttmasssholidddayyys497

3 жыл бұрын

RIP

@greenmachine5600

2 жыл бұрын

Stay strong❤️

I don’t know why it’s taken me so long to watch this series. Genuinely the best thing I’ve watched in a long time, crying my eyes out watching this video. Sending all my love!

Thanks for sharing your story of the loss of your younger brother. As we speak my younger sister is fighting for her life in ICU. I never thought that i would be in the position to see my sister in a fragile state. She has always been such a fighter. I am dealing with this struggle with immersing myself in work and school. You help me realize to take a step back and spend the time supporting my family through this time. Once again thanks for opening my eyes. Much love.

This is so random, but that little laugh nikki does where it kinda sounds like shes choking is EXACTLY how my aunt laughs and i think of my aunt everytime i hear it. I love it so much, such a cute quirk 💞

@angelikape900

3 жыл бұрын

😍

I can’t believe she’s 6’4!! She’s so tall and gorgeous too!

@jennifertustin6629

3 жыл бұрын

I have a friend who is 6’4 too she is so beautiful too.

@Lux421

3 жыл бұрын

We from the Netherlands are pretty tall haha. A lot of people have this length.

@hayleydryden8358

3 жыл бұрын

@@Lux421 it might be the male Dna..

@MellowJelly

3 жыл бұрын

Her height makes a lot more sense now knowing she's trans

@mikaylafrancis4543

3 жыл бұрын

@@MellowJelly lmao ikr

Your brother sounds like a soldier and he fought just to see you, that’s so touching ❤️❤️ i feel for you as I lost my father and omg I’m crying now

I hope you never have to go through such difficult things ever again, you’ve been through enough and you are such a kind and loving person who deserves to have love to the same level back

I’m full on bawling. Watching you tell your story of your brother’s passing hits so close to home for me in some ways and just... your journey makes me look up to so much more. I think people often forget that influencers and creators are people and human too with emotions and go through things just like the rest of us. And I can relate to you so much. I really appreciate you and you sharing your life with us. I also am so thankful I stumbled across your channel in towards the end of 2018.

This was such an emotional episode 😢❤️ you’re so strong

I’m trying to hold in my tears during this and it was just so nice that you could honour your brother in such an amazing way! 😭🙌🏻🙌🏻

I’m so glad you did this. I cried, it’s so touching. Thank you for opening up your world to us 💕