Losing my Furry Friend

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  • @ArtalaCarte
    @ArtalaCarte9 жыл бұрын

    Loosing a pet is so hard... I am sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers. I am glad you can talk about it, I know it's hurts but it really helped me when I lost my furry friend. Hugs my friend.

  • @avaxxnicole

    @avaxxnicole

    8 жыл бұрын

    I'm subscribed to you carte!

  • @JellieBee
    @JellieBee9 жыл бұрын

    Sat here crying along with you and I never met Ben! I'm so sorry for your loss, hugs to you and your family

  • @bleachstore8000

    @bleachstore8000

    7 жыл бұрын

    Jellie Bee omg big fan

  • @emleekitten
    @emleekitten9 жыл бұрын

    I just lost my cat, 15 years old, I got her when I was 1 . I lost her to cancer,we had to put her down too because she was suffering so much. Sending love your way💖🌷

  • @wings71-p77
    @wings71-p779 жыл бұрын

    Dear Baylee, So sorry for your loss, he looked like such a sweet little guy. I'm glad you had each other. Don't worry about what people say. I never trust anybody who doesn't love animals. You're a very caring and compassionate person. We have a Cairn right now and he's nine years old and we have to keep an eye on him because he keeps getting lumps, (so far they are benign.) I know if he comes down with cancer we will have him put to sleep when he starts to suffer. I especially would never let a dog go through cancer treatments because I've been through it myself. Last year and part of this year I was fighting esphogial cancer, and two years before that I started having a lot of pain that would come and go, and many other warnings which I didn't pick up on. I know how much pain there is from the cancer, and the chemo and radiation and the surgery and even after that. It was almost unbearable. Yes, I would never let my baby go through that. I think you did the right thing because he was just starting to suffer and it would only have gotten worse. We're probably old enough to be your parents and have had many pets through the years. I've lost almost all my family members and the only thing I know is that none of them died a peaceful painless death. For an animal to have that option I think is a blessing for them. When I was going through all my treatments I was just living from minute to minute, the pain was so unbearable. I'm glad I was able to make it through, but I never would put that on my little pet. He's my baby. You're such a sweet girl, both you and your baby will be in our prayers. Best wishes and hope you feel better soon.

  • @BumbleBaylee

    @BumbleBaylee

    9 жыл бұрын

    +Wings71 -P Thank you so much for the reassurance!

  • @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    9 жыл бұрын

    +adam khaliq Sorry, how is this funny?

  • @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    9 жыл бұрын

    Ashley Nicole Yup, and its sure to be hilarious to see Adam Khaliq crying right?

  • @ashleynicole1634

    @ashleynicole1634

    9 жыл бұрын

    +XxKatGamesxX yes it would be

  • @ashleynicole1634

    @ashleynicole1634

    9 жыл бұрын

    +adam khaliq You're funny. you should do stand up.

  • @seleygirl77
    @seleygirl779 жыл бұрын

    This made me cry. Not too long ago I was one of those people who thought "It's sad that your dog died, but it's still just a dog" but a little over two years ago my family got our first dog, and this video was a reminder to love her continuously and to not just think of her as only a dog. I appreciate you telling us about your loss, because sharing our losses helps us to become closer and recover a little more quickly but that does not mean we will forget our loved ones, it only means we will live happily knowing they are never truly gone but with us in spirit...forever in our hearts.

  • @SunnyMadoka
    @SunnyMadoka9 жыл бұрын

    Just remember, Ben can always be around you. His spirit will never be apart from yours.

  • @shaffdog3584
    @shaffdog35848 жыл бұрын

    _I cried so hard while watching this. I'm so sorry, it's hard losing a part of the family, because that's what they are, part of the family. They always manage to leave paw prints on our hearts._

  • @Sakuems
    @Sakuems9 жыл бұрын

    i'm crying, crying got me thinking about my brother's cat Bountie. she wasn't sick, she had a stroke or something. she was a bit weak before but nothing crazy, i was with her 15 mins before and suddendly she started meowing really loud, falling, couldn't stand up, she peed herself and started to convulse. She died in front of my eyes. i was devastated. Not because of her death (it's not my cat) but because i saw it, because i couldn't do anything and because i kept thinking about my own baby who's 16 years old now and i'm afrais of loosing him every day. the day after, i cried for like 2 hours, talking to my cat and ... oh gosh hardest day ever. I lost my first cat when i was 13, he was just 5 years old and he got killed by a car or something, my mum found the body so she didn't know for sure but yeah; when she announced it to me, i mean .. the pain level is a non sense, it hurt me so much i couldn't breathe. I was locked in my room, yelling in a pillow, crying ...and for days i was a total wreck. People who say it's just a pet can't understand. My cat isn't a pet, he's my best friend and child combined. 2 months after my first cat died, we got a new kitten. Couldn't live without a cat. but the thing is, i love him much more, it's crazy. I miss him when i go out for the day. And i'm so so so scared of how he's going to go. I know euthanasia is quite hard as a decision but i still prefer that over watching him having a stroke or be in so much pain that he can't even be himself. I know my baby is old and that he can go anytime, which is why it's hard and i try to enjoy every moment. I truely understand your feelings, i've been through this as well. I can't tell if i would take the plane because i moved WITH my cat, i wouldn't leave him, he needs me. But if i was away and he stayed at my mum's place or something and i was in a different city, i would have travel for sure. Anyway that's a super long comment as always. I'm sorry for your loss, it's really hard when you don't expect it and it happens in such a short time :( I guess it's just a matter of time, focus on good memories and all his happy life and not how it ended. The last day isn't the most important, it's all days that happened before when he was just a happy dog. I remember the pain i felt for my fist cat death, still cristal clear in my mind, but i also remember all the good times and even if 5 years is really short, he had 5 years of happiness. Ben was lucky to be with you and your family

  • @katelynoliver6013

    @katelynoliver6013

    9 жыл бұрын

    that's exactly how my dog Sara passed! 😭😭😭

  • @Sakuems

    @Sakuems

    9 жыл бұрын

    +Katelyn Oliver It sucks :'(

  • @taydoc8580

    @taydoc8580

    9 жыл бұрын

    it sounds like your brothers cat had a seizure

  • @Sakuems

    @Sakuems

    9 жыл бұрын

    tay doc i know :(

  • @BumbleBaylee

    @BumbleBaylee

    9 жыл бұрын

    +Sakuems I'm so sorry to hear about that! That would have been awful to experience ;_; Thanks for the kind words!

  • @gyliumthecrusader517
    @gyliumthecrusader5179 жыл бұрын

    I've lost many cats in my time, so I know exactly how you feel. Pets are a part of your family and it is hard to see them go. In fact, I almost started crying with you, and I'm not an emotional person at all. Just remember that we're all here for you. Stay strong, you can do it

  • @lifebynatalie2769
    @lifebynatalie27698 жыл бұрын

    A month after this video, I lost one of my dogs, Mugsy. He was acting really strange, and he just was wandering around our house and yard. When I picked him up, he nipped at me. He was blind and partially deaf, but that didn't stop him from getting around. We put him in his cage, and then we went to church. When my dad and I got back, I heard a choking noise. We think that he had a seizure, threw up, and aspirated it. We couldn't do much, because he was so old. We put him down so he wouldn't suffer. This video helped me. Love you Mugsy.

  • @lifebynatalie2769

    @lifebynatalie2769

    8 жыл бұрын

    Actually two months

  • @Hello-dz1cl

    @Hello-dz1cl

    7 жыл бұрын

    Life By Natalie I'm sooo sorry for you, I guess putting him down was the best thing for him. :(

  • @maria-xs8su
    @maria-xs8su8 жыл бұрын

    Baylee, I'm so sorry for your loss. I also started crying as I lost my beloved hamster a year ago and I miss her so much. Don't worry though, I'm sure you'll manage to cope but I do know how it feels losing a beloved family member. She died either of old age (she was 4 years old) or because of diarrhea. It was such a hard time coming home from ballet and seeing her little limp body in her cage. Messy, I miss you so much and you are forever in our hearts.

  • @HorseyContent
    @HorseyContent8 жыл бұрын

    My cat isn't just my cat. He's my big brother. My parents have had him before I was before, and he is still with is today. It makes me cry just thinking about the day when he goes...Although I won't fully understand how it feels yet, my heart goes out to you. Dear Ben I love you.....I miss you......

  • @lyli3348

    @lyli3348

    8 жыл бұрын

    Same, I've been stressing over the loss of my cat, even though she is hardly 5 and as healthy as can be, just because.

  • @oliviaronsisvalle7461

    @oliviaronsisvalle7461

    8 жыл бұрын

    +AlexisRhymesWithTexas .3. My cat is 20, the other night we had a scare, he couldn't walk or stand, turns out it was very bad arthritis. He is better now, and is in great health for his old age. I've had my baby since I was three, he was a rescue too.

  • @leonkennedy9886

    @leonkennedy9886

    8 жыл бұрын

    My Cat Was the world to me. until that dreadful day he got ran over. R.I.P Misty :'(

  • @HorseyContent

    @HorseyContent

    8 жыл бұрын

    Blossom The Bunny AJ I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. R.I.P. Misty =(

  • @leonkennedy9886

    @leonkennedy9886

    8 жыл бұрын

    Its fine, i do cry sometimes, but. its all good.:'(

  • @lifebynatalie2769
    @lifebynatalie27699 жыл бұрын

    Was I the only one who held their dog/ cat super close to them while watching this?

  • @kevkevofficial
    @kevkevofficial9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry Baylee... I know how you feel.. My little hamster passed away 3 weeks ago in my arms due to an internal tumor/cancer. Watching your video made me really relate, and I feel the same way you do... I personally teared up a bit. Baylee, I am so sorry for your loss. He's in a better place now, and he's not in pain anymore. Just remember that it's not goodbye forever, as you'll see him again one day 💖 Best wishes Baylee.

  • @DeusExMachina
    @DeusExMachina9 жыл бұрын

    It is not extreme to fly home for Ben. He was a member of your family and your actions were justified 100%. I commented that a similar situation happened to me to you on twitter, but I didn't know just how similar. My cat sam was almost 11. Orange tabby cat who was head honcho but a snuggle bug when no one was watching. He had been sticking his tongue out for a month or two and we just figured it was cat being silly. One day I saw drool from his mouth and a little blood in it so I made an appt for the vet. He told me that it was probably a tooth infection, to give him antibiotics and when it clears up to bring him in to remove the tooth. We gave him the medicine but he wasnt getting any better and had stopped eating so I brought him back a week later on a thursday. The vet told me that we had to schedule the surgery sooner and I did it for the following Monday since they had no open spots till then. My husband brought him in that morning and was told to come back at 6ish, so when he got off work he asked if I wanted to go with him to pick him up. Normally he would've just gone himself but for whatever reason we both went. The vet told us that they didn't do the surgery. As soon as they put him under for it, the vet found a large tumor in his right jaw bone and gave us three options. Let him live the rest of his life as comfortable as he could be at home, go through with an experimental surgery that would leave a tube in his stomach and it might give us 3 weeks to 3 months or it might not even work, plus it was crazy expensive, or stop his suffering humanely. We said our goodbyes and held him and petted him as the vet did his thing I 100% agree that it's so hard. It's the hardest thing in the world. Having to make the hardest damn choice in the entire world. It's been almost 6 months since it happened and I still cry about it. I still miss him. I always will. and I don't know if this will help you or if you'll even read the monolithic novel I've typed up, but please know it's ok to still be hurt by this in a month, ,and in a year etc. Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't allowed to grieve and miss him and cry about it for as long as you want. For us, our grieving process was sped by adopting a new kitten to distract us and fill the hole in our cat family, but everyone is different and no one way is wrong. Super sorry this is long, if you read this far thank you Baylee. We don't know each other (but I think we'd get along if we did!) but I just felt compelled to type this up and share. If you'd like I can link you to a girl who does pet portraits (for a crazy low price, ) and it's stylized but she can capture the quirks from just a paragraph and a few pictures and it's quite lovely. My deepest sympathies for your entire family.

  • @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    9 жыл бұрын

    +DeusExMachina I'm so sorry about that, I understand completely.

  • @mollyfriesen8350

    @mollyfriesen8350

    8 жыл бұрын

    +XxVixieGamesxX me too. My dog had a disease and had to get put down😔

  • @artbytessiejo7218
    @artbytessiejo72189 жыл бұрын

    I'm sitting here crying...I'm so sorry for you and family and I will be praying for you all in your time of sorrow for losing one of your best friends....

  • @nxm3sis
    @nxm3sis8 жыл бұрын

    I cried over the loss of my kitten. When I came back from school, he wasn't here. My mum said to me that he lay dead under the sofa. I cried.

  • @nxm3sis

    @nxm3sis

    8 жыл бұрын

    I agree QnQ

  • @nxm3sis

    @nxm3sis

    8 жыл бұрын

    Alejandra Rodriguez HUUUGS QuQ

  • @scarlettascorner7032

    @scarlettascorner7032

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Too Fluffy poor poor poor POOR you I'm so so so SO sorry for you

  • @arabealoveskitties174

    @arabealoveskitties174

    8 жыл бұрын

    I cried when I thought my baby kitty she is not just my kitty she's my younger sister was gone we got to a restaurant with karts and also u can plan parties while eating I saw a kitten that ooks like my kitty I was sad when we got home she was back then last April 7 2016 I saw her with new born kitties. She had babies in midnight under our dinner table. Also I'm so so so sorry for your loss

  • @ryukku5553

    @ryukku5553

    8 жыл бұрын

    I would have a mental breakdown. I love my cats soooooo much ;-;

  • @21_f_aus
    @21_f_aus7 жыл бұрын

    Re watching this 8months after I watched it before makes me so sad I lost my cat Tom-Tom in June he had kidney failure I had him 13years he vomited about 3times within 2months he vomited last week of May then first of June again we though it was just a fur ball as he used to get fur balls quite a lot then I thought about it and realised it was only about a week ago he vomited and I grew very concerned we were losing him the second week of June arrived the week end came and he stopped eating and drinking during the weekend after Thursday and Friday trying to get his urine for the vet he just went down hill Monday came still wasn't eating or drinking that night he had a seizure so Tuesday morning my mum rang the vet and made the appointment for him instead of taking our dog in and there was nothing they could do for him he was put to sleep my mum tried to buy some time for me to get in there but the vet said he wouldn't make it long enough he's too far gone,

  • @21_f_aus

    @21_f_aus

    7 жыл бұрын

    So watching this vlog a second time this year and first time after losing my fur baby makes me really sad now I totally get where you're coming from with your fur babies, no one truly knows how it feels when your fur babies are your babies hope Kiki and midna are doing good I haven't watched many of your current vlogs due to binge watching these old vlogs.

  • @21_f_aus

    @21_f_aus

    7 жыл бұрын

    +21faus I will also add that when you love them so much and you know they're in pain you let them go like you did for Ben and like we did for Tom-Tom they both know we love them and will never forget them we can only do the best we can for our fur babies

  • @starniverse
    @starniverse9 жыл бұрын

    I lost my kitty today. I feel so sorry. I know how much it just HURTS to have your best friend suddenly taken away from you. RIP.

  • @xoerinmae
    @xoerinmae7 жыл бұрын

    So this certain night I went to sleep and my cat Toby died through the night. He started to pee on the sofa and my mum brought him outside to do it. Then he was dizzy and dropped onto the floor my brother came in to see Toby. But he slowly started to die in my mums arms and she woke me and my sister up and my brother said bye and we all said bye to our furry friend. And I care about animals so much I care about them very much, but I hope this doesn't happen to any of your family members. But I love watching your videos, and I am 8 and I really like drawing so I love your vids!

  • @katieknight1344
    @katieknight13448 жыл бұрын

    Baylee, you may have lost him physically, but he will always be safe in your heart.

  • @petrafinken6546
    @petrafinken65469 жыл бұрын

    Hey Baylee, so sorry for your loss. I know it's difficult now but think of the good times you had with him. All my positive thoughts to you. As petowners we have the privilege to have them in our lives with all the love, laughter and argues. And you can argue with a dog - for shure. When the life of our beloved furry family member has to come to an end because of sickness it is our job to protected them from immense pain. This is our dammed duty. And cancer does immense pain. You took the right decision. This is fact. I know it awfully hurts now, but it will get better. Remember him as the joyful dog that he was.

  • @rafai.3799
    @rafai.37999 жыл бұрын

    I started crying during this video, and fully offer my condolences to your loss knowing how hard it is to lose a pet. Ben was happy until the end, with such a loving and warm family to keep him company during his life. May he rest peacefully...

  • @DarkRose2624
    @DarkRose26249 жыл бұрын

    Baylee I'm so sorry for your loss. I want to give you a big hug and cry with you. The dogs are an amazing part of the vlogs when you're home. He will be missed so much.

  • @liamrhee
    @liamrhee7 жыл бұрын

    Rewatching the vlogs and im in bed watching this balling my eyes out whilst hugging my cat T-T Pets arent just pets they're family

  • @adamrenshaw
    @adamrenshaw9 жыл бұрын

    NO BAYLEE YOURE NOT ALOWED TO CRY! Im a 15 and i cry at literally nothing and this is the one thing that got me! Cancer sucks! I know how much you love your Dogs! Please be happy :p Were all here for you! He's with all his little doggy friends having fun now :)

  • @get_off_my_back

    @get_off_my_back

    9 жыл бұрын

    I don't cry either that much even though I sometimes have flashes of depression, but this got to me so badly

  • @destinygamingproductions24

    @destinygamingproductions24

    7 жыл бұрын

    WTF, I dont know if you are joking, but SHE IS allowed to cry , and if you think that just because you dont cry at anything, does NOT mean she cant cry at a pet dying , YOUR FUCKED UP!

  • @lilbitofeverythin6894

    @lilbitofeverythin6894

    6 жыл бұрын

    Destiny Gaming productions I think it was a joke hun

  • @popypop101
    @popypop1019 жыл бұрын

    im so sorry for your loss, the video brought me to tears, just seeing you so upset and hearing the news. My heart goes out to you, stay strong

  • @PhynixCaskey
    @PhynixCaskey9 жыл бұрын

    Baylee, thanks for sharing this, and I am SO SO SORRY that it happened to him, he was too cute and too young. Please remember we all support you! I can't wait to see your tribute video, I am sure it will be very therapeutic. We are all cheering for you here for being so strong on this. Take care.

  • @cheriquebullock
    @cheriquebullock8 жыл бұрын

    Who else is dying a waterfall, I know this was a while ago but I only clicked on it today❓

  • @leahonanian6250

    @leahonanian6250

    8 жыл бұрын

    dying a warterfall

  • @smoke-to5op

    @smoke-to5op

    8 жыл бұрын

    I am a dying waterfall now but I wasn't before. but now I am ..................:-(

  • @cheriquebullock

    @cheriquebullock

    8 жыл бұрын

    *crying oops

  • @horriblysilent2937

    @horriblysilent2937

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Cherique Bullock omg I'm crying "dying a waterfall" ah. Sorry

  • @daynacarney2270

    @daynacarney2270

    8 жыл бұрын

    Me=(

  • @nadiaterezon
    @nadiaterezon9 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry for you lose

  • @EmzAmbzRainbowLoom

    @EmzAmbzRainbowLoom

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Alexa Kehoe what

  • @Gloomsvale

    @Gloomsvale

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Minty “Candy” CandyArts LOSS

  • @ritnim8353

    @ritnim8353

    8 жыл бұрын

    Loss**

  • @randomvids9790

    @randomvids9790

    8 жыл бұрын

    I see you EVERYWHERE!!!!!!

  • @angelreading5098
    @angelreading50987 жыл бұрын

    Bumbles so sorry to hear of your loss,think of that little animal as being gifted to share those last moments with you,a true gift,you will one day be re-united as we all will with our beloved pets that mean so much to us,you have such a beautiful heart and it hurts us too to hear of your loss,so sorry to hear this x

  • @zacherz2001
    @zacherz20018 жыл бұрын

    I know that this is from a little while ago, but the same exact thing happened to my dog. She was also nine and had the same cancer. She passed 3 days after we found out that she had it. We ended up putting her down to minimalism her suffering. And i completely agree, Dogs are family and you need to love and treat them like they are. Im so sorry for your loss.RIP Ginger and RIP Ben

  • @hazelbaker5482
    @hazelbaker54827 жыл бұрын

    when she tears up my eyes watered

  • @bunnyjanie
    @bunnyjanie9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss!

  • @huxdroid
    @huxdroid9 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss Baylee. My deepest condolences to you and your family. We all love you and are her for you during this difficult time. Sending all my love!

  • @mishishki
    @mishishki9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss, dear. There are no words to describe how you must feel right now. I wish you all the strenghth to get through this time. Lots of love, Ina

  • @Emmazeldalover2525
    @Emmazeldalover25259 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss.. Stay strong, Baylee. Know that Ben will be happy in the Rainbow Bridge. To my dearest friend. I stood by your bed last night; I came to have a peep. I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep. I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear, "It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me. I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore. I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more. I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care. I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there. I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key. I gently put my paw on you; I smiled and said, "it's me." You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there. It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday. To say to you with certainty, "I never went away." You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew... in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you. The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say "good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning." And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide, I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side. I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see. Be patient, live your journey out...then come home to me. Ben's story is alot like my cat Spooky.. stay strong.

  • @Emmazeldalover2525

    @Emmazeldalover2525

    8 жыл бұрын

    ***** I found this on facebook. My mother shared it with me when my cat died and it really just stuck with me.

  • @Emmazeldalover2525

    @Emmazeldalover2525

    8 жыл бұрын

    ***** I couldn't agree more.

  • @Emmazeldalover2525

    @Emmazeldalover2525

    8 жыл бұрын

    Yea, it reminds me of the rainbow bridge. :'(

  • @gingerroe8217

    @gingerroe8217

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Emmazeldalover2525 o.o that. was. the. saddest. thing. ever. (it was still very well said.)

  • @happyllamachild7251

    @happyllamachild7251

    8 жыл бұрын

    Thats so lovely but i have to be honest it made me cry because it just took me right back to losing my dog when she had cancer and i was there when she got euthanised and i just saw her little eyes close it just broke me

  • @kira1598
    @kira15987 жыл бұрын

    i've lost 3 dogs to cancer, it's the worst

  • @Nakiami
    @Nakiami9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry Baylee, seeing you and your sister hanging out with Ben in your vlogs made me smile while I watched you guys. I almost started crying for this. I hope you'll feel better. I know how it feels to loose someone so close to you.

  • @clutchie
    @clutchie9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss, Baylee! It broke my heart seeing you upset and I was crying along with you like so many others in the comments here. I always love vlogs with the dogs and it's really such an awful shame that the world had to lose such a lovely little bundle of sweetness

  • @kuroorchid2455
    @kuroorchid24558 жыл бұрын

    My cat's 20 now and it's horrible knowing she could die any moment.

  • @henrietta9206

    @henrietta9206

    7 жыл бұрын

    TheEnglishMuffin my rabbit's only six n....I never had pets growing up so she's my one n only, and.... constantly hearing things like "oh, bunnies...they never last long. they go quick. they go fast" so annoying. but I focus on the days that she's around. hope u find comfort in knowing they (our pets) had great lives under human care :)

  • @leealex5976

    @leealex5976

    7 жыл бұрын

    Meiyi I heard that rabbits live for around 10 years so if your rabbit's lucky, she might live very long. My brothers rabbit is 9

  • @myajones113
    @myajones1139 жыл бұрын

    Oh Baylee I want to hug you right now😔

  • @kenzie.flemingg
    @kenzie.flemingg9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss. We've all seen how close you two were and how much you loved Ben. I can't help but cry with you because I had pretty close to the same story happen to me. I had a Cairn Terrier who was almost 15 when she past away about a year and a half ago and she was my and my Mom's first dog. My Mom was working at a pet store and she was sick and all alone so kind of like your story with Ben. She had diabetes and she was blind and went on her own. I know it's hard and it feels like a piece of your life has been ripped away but i know they're in a better place than being here and in pain. Xoxo

  • @mochiifish7839
    @mochiifish78399 жыл бұрын

    Aww Baylee I'm so sorry for your loss! I know exactly how you feel. When I lost my cat, it felt like a part of me was missing. But I know now she is in a better place and no longer in pain and so is Ben!

  • @lauren5738
    @lauren57387 жыл бұрын

    I cried because you cried Baylee

  • @meganjames8024
    @meganjames80248 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry I almost cried I have a dog to 😓😵😇

  • @imogenhansen6663

    @imogenhansen6663

    8 жыл бұрын

    I couldn't not cry when she started crying.

  • @jana-dc9ku
    @jana-dc9ku8 жыл бұрын

    Baylee, i pray that you can still stay strong. I feel your pain. I love you and we fans are here for you. I pray that you and your family will stay strong. I know that you guys will see him again. But for now, Ben is up there with your grandparents💕

  • @aaronaubeck2742
    @aaronaubeck27429 жыл бұрын

    Started crying before you did, I am so so sorry for your loss and I hope you and your family get through this. My thoughts are with you. X

  • @beca3241
    @beca32418 жыл бұрын

    Those 11 people who DIS-licked this video are gonna get a whoppin'!

  • @paomartin7840
    @paomartin78409 жыл бұрын

    My dog actually got ran over yesterday while I was at school :'(

  • @Drama4Dolls

    @Drama4Dolls

    9 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry 😞 hope your ok

  • @WeirdEldy

    @WeirdEldy

    9 жыл бұрын

    +pao martin I'm so sorry :(

  • @BlueMoonCake05

    @BlueMoonCake05

    9 жыл бұрын

    +adam khaliq idiot

  • @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    @xxvixiegamesxx8990

    9 жыл бұрын

    +adam khaliq Just shut up already! You are doing this on every comment, and it is NOT NICE!

  • @LocoLu7

    @LocoLu7

    9 жыл бұрын

    +adam khaliq Your sense of humour is pathetic :3

  • @jwinsor
    @jwinsor9 жыл бұрын

    I'm the same way with my dog. The love you get from a pet is special and don't let anyone tell you that what you're feeling is silly or wrong. Remember to be grateful for all of the days you did get with him and all of the love you shared. You will get through this, and although he's passed on, he's still in your heart and life forever. I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @icanseewater
    @icanseewater9 жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your lose, Baylee! I've lost quite a few dogs as well and it never gets easy! Sending you love and prayers xxx

  • @aquilegia4ev3r
    @aquilegia4ev3r9 жыл бұрын

    so sorry for the loss of Ben. My pets are family too so I know how you feel. At least he is at peace now with no more suffering. Love and big hugs I'm sending your way xxx

  • @balderdashdarling
    @balderdashdarling9 жыл бұрын

    I know exactly what you're feeling right now, and I hope it gets easier to cope as the week goes on. Seriously, just let the tears come. It's hard to keep crying, but it's the best way to emote when you're upset. Hugs hugs hugs, and stay strong!

  • @Itslibster
    @Itslibster7 жыл бұрын

    I lost my cat, Peggy, maybe three years ago. It's painful. It really is. She just ran away because she was around 17, 18. She was so unwell in her last days, unable to walk, wetting herself on the spot, endless meowing, thinness. It's so painful seeing your baby being in pain but you know that letting them go is for the best, and we understand you.

  • @SuperAbbsta
    @SuperAbbsta9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry Baylee this breaks my heart x you're so strong x keep your head up gorgeous 💜 lots of love from Australia xx

  • @a.chakra
    @a.chakra7 жыл бұрын

    Im so sorry for your losses. Cancer really is a ruthless monster.

  • @shaniasukhai
    @shaniasukhai9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so so sorry for your loss Baylee, I hope you feel better soon, and that all the good memories of Ben will never be forgotten

  • @fazilavirmani2198
    @fazilavirmani21989 жыл бұрын

    aww 😢 i feel your pain...been through losing pets myself. they do become a part of the family and its heartbreaking when they go. sorry for your loss. R.I.P Ben 💗

  • @AmieWardArt
    @AmieWardArt9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss.... not that any words can summarize how you feel. This explains why you where so quiet on National Dog Day....I loved watching your little dogs in the vlogs.... hugs xxx

  • @saraht903
    @saraht9039 жыл бұрын

    Run free sweet Ben. So sorry for you! I'm crying watching this cause I know hard it is to lose your fur baby. Think of the happy times you shared and know his life was better cause of you. Take care.

  • @vacantvaper2736
    @vacantvaper27369 жыл бұрын

    so sorry for your loss I understand the pain of losing a fur baby I still think of mine all the time and lost him 6 years ago. The pic at the end was a great one I'm glad you have it as a treasured memory :)

  • @dancer0790
    @dancer07909 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my cat last week so I understand what you're going through. It's an awful feeling, but we are all here for you.

  • @FenixDragon43
    @FenixDragon439 жыл бұрын

    Poor Ben : -(. I'm so sorry for your loss. My animals are my life, so I can't even imagine the pain you are in. Stay strong! He isn't in pain anymore, so atleast there is one positive in all of this. Sending you love

  • @ashleypashley7888
    @ashleypashley78888 жыл бұрын

    I know I'm a bit late, but both my cats had gotten cancer, and I felt and still feel how you feel in this video. but they are in a better place and that's what you have to know. always in a better place. and no pain. my prayers go out to you. thank you

  • @Auxora
    @Auxora9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry Baylee. I completely understand how you feel. We lost our 10 year old family dog Pancho back in 2010, on father's day. I miss him so much. He was more than a dog to us. He was my brother. People who think they are superior to animals see only a dog or a cat, but fail to realize that these creatures are people too. Your video made me tear up. I wish you and your family well in the healing process.

  • @ArtisticHobo-TanyaMcAlexander
    @ArtisticHobo-TanyaMcAlexander9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss . I hope you know how much we all feel for you and I Know how hard it is to lose a precious member of the family

  • @letters.from.chrissie
    @letters.from.chrissie9 жыл бұрын

    After such a great vacation to come home to this- must be horrible. I'm so so sorry Baylee- much love sending your way *hug*

  • @macgurrl
    @macgurrl9 жыл бұрын

    I am crying watching your blog. I know how you are feeling and how Ben was part of your family. I have lost pets over the years and it hurts so much. I know that there are no words that I can say to make you feel better. You did the right thing by flying to Medicine Hat to see him. R.I.P Ben over the rainbow bridge. Give your Mom my regards (why I say that is that I watch your Vlogs and I am probably your oldest viewer) tell her she raised a really great daughter. Love to you, Brooklyn and your Mom.

  • @keinaluima12334
    @keinaluima123349 жыл бұрын

    baylee, I'm really sorry for your loss. When clicked the video and i was 1 second into the video and saw the title of the vlog, my heart just broke man... I dont know what to say since im quite shocked but I hope you feel better in some way some how, love you.

  • @leanikolova7225
    @leanikolova72257 жыл бұрын

    i was watching your old vlogs and i found this one... 😭 my cat is the same right now.... baylee you are amazing and seeing you sad is just crushing me😭❤ im crying .... i know it was like 2015 but.... my fam loves animals too.... you have a huge heart baylee ❤😭 i love you and keep vloging and drawing ❤😭

  • @AnimeKitty222
    @AnimeKitty2229 жыл бұрын

    Baylee, I'm so sorry for your loss :(. Remember your fans are always here for you - I mean, look at all the supportive comments you've had so far! I hope you will be alright

  • @JessikaLH
    @JessikaLH9 жыл бұрын

    Awww Baylee. I really hope you and your family are okay. He seemed like a very happy dog and it looks like you all gave him an awesome life and in the end you made the decision was best for him.

  • @lyndseyray4888
    @lyndseyray48888 жыл бұрын

    Oh Baylee, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know at this point that it's been a few months, but I know the pain is still there. I know how difficult it is to lose furry family. Last year I had my cat, who I'd had FOREVER, pass away. I understand the tears. I love your channels and watching you.

  • @fannytorres105
    @fannytorres1059 жыл бұрын

    So sorry for your loss Baylee. I can understand how close you were with Ben. Just think of all the good times you shared with him !

  • @SAVproductions357
    @SAVproductions3579 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry to hear about Ben. I just recently lost a pet, but I enjoyed the time I spent with her. I've been watching your vlogs from relatively the beginning and you were always excited to see them and the were excited to see you. he will be missed.

  • @SydneyPlays
    @SydneyPlays9 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss, Baylee. The only thing I have to say is enjoy your time with your family, and don't worry about videos. We all love you and hope you feel better soon.

  • @cyndi_sigyn5678
    @cyndi_sigyn56788 жыл бұрын

    I was hesitant to watching this video because I knew i would cry along with you. So sorry for your loss....It's amazing how an animal can change our lives, be it a fish, a bird, a dog, or a cat. The best thing to remember is that they made a major impact on our lives, but we also made an impact on theirs.

  • @mandymckk
    @mandymckk9 жыл бұрын

    Oh Baylee, I am so sorry. Ben was a special little dog. The bond you had with him and the love you very clearly had for each other was beautiful. Sending you tons of hugs

  • @pandanprincess
    @pandanprincess9 жыл бұрын

    Dear Baylee, I am so sorry about your loss. I, and every other pet parent, know the pain of losing our furry babies. It is so hard, and I still cry 3 years later. But those tears will turn to laughter when you and your family remember all of those silly quirks Ben had, and all the other precious memories. Stay strong, because he still lives on in your hearts. -- Your fan, Angel

  • @MarieWinton
    @MarieWinton9 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss, it's so hard losing a furry friend. My heart is so broken and I cried with you while watching this video. *huge hugs*

  • @highhopes151
    @highhopes1518 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry to hear that you have lost your fur baby I know how you feel as i felt the same when I lost my fur baby but try to remember the good times you had with him I lost my fur baby over 5 years and I still cry at the loss of my best friend but try and do something to help you all go through this hard time may be plant a tree or make a little garden where you can spend some time and think of the good times you had with him. I hope that this might help you cope with the loss of your best friend. Take care and i am thinking of you and your family at this sad time xxx

  • @WonderlandCrafter
    @WonderlandCrafter9 жыл бұрын

    I hate to hear this Baylee! I am a big animal lover too! I know how you feel, a few months ago the same thing happened to me with a Lab that I had. Just know that he is in a better place. We are all here for you!

  • @fatimalopez8962
    @fatimalopez89629 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I have two dogs and I can't simply live without them, so I understand your pain, hope you make the best of every moment you still have with him 🐶

  • @howdygirl1395
    @howdygirl13959 жыл бұрын

    omg im so sorry for you baylee ; i think we all loved him and enjoyed your fotage with him. just know hes in a good place now

  • @BornAgainFarmGirl
    @BornAgainFarmGirl8 жыл бұрын

    Baylee, I understand you grieving your pet family, ours are soooo important I'd cry at the thought of our Abigail Blossom passing away 😓

  • @charlottemaldonado9263
    @charlottemaldonado92637 жыл бұрын

    this happened to both of my cats. straight away when she said the side effects of what Ben was having before going to the vet, instantly i was like CANCER. I started crying soo much because i had both of my cats photos in my room i feel sorry for her and everyone who has to lose a family member

  • @AbstractlyYours
    @AbstractlyYours9 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss baylee. Just know he's in a better place and will always be watching over all of you

  • @the_madd
    @the_madd9 жыл бұрын

    Baylee I'm so so sorry for your loss. I know that it's probably hard. I have yet to loose one of mine, and I've never gone through it before. And the fact that I basically cried throughout this whole video I know it will be a struggle when that time comes and I do believe that you did the right thing and saved him from the pain.

  • @jemimacarder2638
    @jemimacarder26388 жыл бұрын

    Your so strong, hang in there. We are always here for you xxx

  • @doreenmaclean4953
    @doreenmaclean49539 жыл бұрын

    So sorry about your loss of Ben 💙. I feel you and your family made a brave decision, by helping end Ben's pain and find peace. Your vlog that I watched 1st, you talked about not vlogging a lot and being in a funk. Baylee I watched the funk one 1st and realize now after finding out about Ben. With that big loss, that explains why your having a hard time getting back into vlogging etc. Of course your in a funk girl. Take all the time you need as we will always be here to help you through the good and the rough🎨📹 💖. You are an amazing person Baylee. Your art work is awesome and your channel is thriving, which is all good😎

  • @hannahh7903
    @hannahh79039 жыл бұрын

    :( I'm so sorry, Bailey! My prayers and positive vibes go out to you! I was crying during most of this video with you. I understand what it's like to be so close to your pets. I've had pets in the past but... my two boxers that I have now are my children, best friends and well brother and sister. I love them to death...and I cannot imagine loosing them. I cry just thinking about it sometimes. I hope you know how much you are loved and appreciated. We know you feel like an underdog at youtube events but honestly... you seem like one of the nicest people ever. Not sure how to end this post but... sending my love your way!

  • @DiamondDogMC
    @DiamondDogMC8 жыл бұрын

    Baylee, I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you feel better soon! I know its hard and I would feel just like you!! I hope you feel better soon and I love your videos. x

  • @sophiewall2448
    @sophiewall24489 жыл бұрын

    I know you will hear this a lot but I am truly sorry for your loss. From what I've seen and know of Scotties, your little boy looked like a true champ. I have a 5 year old Scottish terrier called Radley and just watching this video really made me see and think of him in a different way. I know it's going to be hard but stay strong and remember the good and funny moments you had with him.

  • @bulutsenyaprak327
    @bulutsenyaprak3279 жыл бұрын

    I knew I shouldn't have watched this video because of the title, even though I never met Ben I've been crying with you the whole video. I wish I could have hugged you. Stay strong, best wishes for you and your family. xx

  • @gretasopronyi4180
    @gretasopronyi41809 жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your loss, I know it hurts really bad, but we are all here for you, even if this is the only thing we can do

  • @drawingsbykylie9183
    @drawingsbykylie91839 жыл бұрын

    Crying along with you! I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope your feeling better soon!

  • @drawingsbykylie9183

    @drawingsbykylie9183

    9 жыл бұрын

    I know Ben had a great life, you took such good care of him, he was always such a joyful little dog;) ;(

  • @amyharts8218
    @amyharts82189 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss baylee :( *hugs* hope you can feel better and don't worry about the vlogs just take some time for yourself and maddie

  • @kitty16226
    @kitty162269 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry Baylee. I know exactly what you are going through, I lost my dear Poffin last month and it still hurts so much. I miss him. We just have to stay strong and remember everything they taught us, every memory they shared with us.

  • @PALMBEACHPICKER
    @PALMBEACHPICKER9 жыл бұрын

    I am sending you and your family love and hugs. We had to do the same with our dog. It was the hardest thing ever. Pets are part of the family. I am so sorry to see you going through such a hard time.

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