Loser monologue - sign crushing motorist (instrumental)

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  • @Kem1sk
    @Kem1sk5 ай бұрын

    I don't even cry anymore I just sit there and think

  • @bread_plece

    @bread_plece

    3 ай бұрын

    real

  • @BurningSorrows

    @BurningSorrows

    2 ай бұрын

    Fr tho

  • @onlyhereforpremium
    @onlyhereforpremium9 ай бұрын

    Imagine listening to this on repeat as you sleep, gonna wakeup sad asl

  • @mpaphoon3230

    @mpaphoon3230

    9 ай бұрын

    Always sad asf

  • @F0ltox

    @F0ltox

    9 ай бұрын

    Real. (i will listen to this on repeat till ill sleep)

  • @something_thatsounds_emo4329

    @something_thatsounds_emo4329

    8 ай бұрын

    I'm literally doing that rn 😭🙏💀⁉️⁉️

  • @IiIraxlIiI

    @IiIraxlIiI

    7 ай бұрын

    always gonna be sad im made for suffering and il die with pain

  • @opticostrich2041

    @opticostrich2041

    6 ай бұрын

    me right now !!

  • @4bxou
    @4bxou8 ай бұрын

    Maan..shawty hurt me so bad i start taking videos of skys in night

  • @Zachary_Cordova

    @Zachary_Cordova

    7 ай бұрын

    ayyy... its gon be alright

  • @wasssted
    @wasssted8 ай бұрын

    It never gets better

  • @wasssted

    @wasssted

    6 ай бұрын

    I was right

  • @Argen-ze8ee

    @Argen-ze8ee

    5 ай бұрын

    Are you ok ?​@@wasssted

  • @SweetheartsMace

    @SweetheartsMace

    3 ай бұрын

    it does, I promise you, it does. for me it feels that way too, but we both need to hold on and know that it will eventually get better. it might not be now, or even soon, but know that everything is always changing, and there's hope in that.

  • @BurningSorrows

    @BurningSorrows

    2 ай бұрын

    That’s how I felt bro, took me some quite a lot of years to be finally whole again. But it does get better. Only time will heal the broken heart. But you will pull through.

  • @anoldtimer
    @anoldtimerАй бұрын

    There was nothing more beautiful that starry night, than her eyes. She gave me wings, but even when I was near the sun they didn't melt away. We went to the fairs, and people thought, there they are "the two lunatics", maybe we were lunatics and insane, but she felt normal to me. I hope she's my destiny again, even though she never really believed in it. I hope fate puts her next to me again, even though she hated the sisters of fate. I hope coincidence loves her like I do. I miss her, love her, and only these words are true.

  • @fxshooter8907
    @fxshooter89076 ай бұрын

    4 days into 2024 8 days into 2024 30 days into 2024 120 days into 2024

  • @drunkfuckedagain

    @drunkfuckedagain

    4 ай бұрын

    90 DAYS INTO 2024

  • @fedeabdalla

    @fedeabdalla

    4 ай бұрын

    @@drunkfuckedagain78 days into 2024 288 remaining…

  • @drunkfuckedagain

    @drunkfuckedagain

    4 ай бұрын

    @@fedeabdalla ohh

  • @darywryd3402

    @darywryd3402

    2 ай бұрын

    bro died 😢

  • @drunkfuckedagain

    @drunkfuckedagain

    2 ай бұрын

    @@darywryd3402 ? What? Who?

  • @vScagzz
    @vScagzz4 ай бұрын

    this song makes my stomach hurt its so sad

  • @genoxxiv2424
    @genoxxiv24246 ай бұрын

    I stare at your pictures for hours on end Dreaming, fantasizing about holding you Feeling my hands on your bare skin Just being with you But I know it'll never happen But I can't stop myself from fantasizing I think about you for hours until I realize how much time I've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happen You're so beautiful and funny And anytime I see your picture or hear your name My stomach flips and I get butterflies Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body I've tried for so long not to look at you To not look at pictures of you To cut off all contact with you But I can't stop I can't stop how I feel I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way At least not for a long time I see you with him it makes me sick to my stomach And although that should put me off you, it doesn't It only makes me want you more If you knew how I felt, I wouldn't even be writing this shit I wouldn't be so lonely You'd understand how much you mean to me You mean so much to me I wish you'd look at me the way I look at you I wish I could be with you I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine To see your smile I want to play with your hair See it shine under the sun as it hits you just right I want to watch the sun sink behind the heavens with you Talk, laugh, make out Anything I just want anything from you

  • @BurningSorrows
    @BurningSorrows2 ай бұрын

    I used to be sad nearly everyday tbh. Was always lonely. Even was hard to get over my ex years ago back in 2018. Now I don’t really feel that way anymore. Still single yet here I sometimes sit at night in my room laying back and just thinking. Wondering if it’s worth it to try again although half of me is all for it to be open again and try again but the other half of me is wondering, is it really worth it though? Should I go through the pain I once went through knowing I finally don’t feel pain anymore?.. I just sit here in my bed staring at the ceiling while I listen to music like this. P.S anyone that is struggling with loneliness and sadness, you’ll pull through brother. You got this.

  • @Roan-rf1tp
    @Roan-rf1tpАй бұрын

    this is the song that would play in my head while i stared at the wall of the mental hospital

  • @filipsobiak3348

    @filipsobiak3348

    17 күн бұрын

    real

  • @Shadow-dz8id
    @Shadow-dz8id6 күн бұрын

    im not angry, or sad or alone, im just here.

  • @xlcax8002
    @xlcax80028 ай бұрын

    1:04 so real

  • @ayofrman
    @ayofrmanАй бұрын

    I work really hard on myself and all I promise, but sometimes late at night I just miss the way she touched my body and my soul

  • @Yesyesyes12352
    @Yesyesyes123524 ай бұрын

    I miss him.

  • @xlcax8002
    @xlcax80028 ай бұрын

    i miss the old days

  • @SweetheartsMace
    @SweetheartsMace3 ай бұрын

    she hurt me so bad i'm out here crying over my own poetry

  • @Loganthatdoesthings
    @Loganthatdoesthings6 ай бұрын

    i listen because my friends gang on me for no reason i do nothing to them i am being kind yet they just throw me under the bus

  • @happboi1751

    @happboi1751

    5 ай бұрын

    Fr

  • @O.bengee

    @O.bengee

    3 ай бұрын

    They're not your friends bro !!!!

  • @BurningSorrows

    @BurningSorrows

    2 ай бұрын

    Those aren’t friends bro, friends are supposed to be your bros, your homies that are there for you. Ones that have your back and stick up for you. You should find other people and make friends with them. Those people you are with aren’t friends.

  • @trappedunderfire6484
    @trappedunderfire64842 ай бұрын

    almost june

  • @strigonshitposting793
    @strigonshitposting793Ай бұрын

    I don’t even know where to begin

  • @7ix_v_
    @7ix_v_3 ай бұрын

    Pov:you got cancer and you will reset on the heaven Allah pls save me

  • @anon9005
    @anon90052 ай бұрын

    Is There a way to only get the instrumental

  • @alwysstayreal
    @alwysstayreal7 ай бұрын

    real music

  • @_llrama
    @_llrama7 ай бұрын

    i need hug...

  • @wasssted

    @wasssted

    6 ай бұрын

    🫂

  • @happboi1751

    @happboi1751

    5 ай бұрын

    🫂

  • @SweetheartsMace

    @SweetheartsMace

    3 ай бұрын

    🫂

  • @BurningSorrows

    @BurningSorrows

    2 ай бұрын

    🫂

  • @_llrama

    @_llrama

    2 ай бұрын

    I love u guys

  • @MusicANTO-ls9wr
    @MusicANTO-ls9wr3 ай бұрын

    real

  • @versxcs2477
    @versxcs247715 күн бұрын

    loser monologue sign crushes motorist Eu fico olhando suas fotos por horas a fio Sonhando, fantasiando em te abraçar Sentindo minhas mãos em sua pele nua Apenas estando com você Mas eu sei que isso nunca vai acontecer Mas eu não consigo parar de fantasiar Eu penso em você por horas até eu perceber quanto tempo Eu passei pensando em um cenário que nunca vai acontecer Você é tão linda e engraçada E sempre que vejo sua foto ou ouço seu nome Meu estômago revira e eu fico com frio na barriga Cada palavra que você diz envia arrepios por todo o meu corpo Eu tentei por tanto tempo não olhar para você Não olhar para fotos suas Cortar todo contato com você Mas eu não consigo Eu não consigo parar como me sinto Não sei se algum dia vou parar de me sentir assim Pelo menos não por muito tempo Eu vejo você com ele, isso me deixa mal do estômago E embora isso deveria me afastar de você, não me afasta Isso só me faz te querer mais Se você soubesse como eu me sinto, eu nem estaria escrevendo essa merda Eu não estaria tão solitário Você entenderia o quanto você significa para mim Você significa muito para mim Eu gostaria que você olhasse para mim do jeito que eu olho para você Eu gostaria de estar com você Eu só quero sentir o calor do seu corpo junto ao meu Ver o seu sorriso Eu quero brincar com seu cabelo Vê-lo brilhar sob o sol enquanto ele o atinge Eu quero ver o Sol afundar atrás dos céus com você Conversar, rir, namorar Qualquer coisa Eu só quero qualquer coisa de você

  • @r4yiscool
    @r4yiscool3 ай бұрын

    it’s got so bad

  • @Mees323

    @Mees323

    Ай бұрын

    You good bro?

  • @r4yiscool

    @r4yiscool

    Ай бұрын

    honestly i’m doing a lot better! it’s been such an awful day but i just watched the new inside out film and it was a good end to the day :)). some things are hard but i’m mostly doing very well! thank you so much for asking! how about yourself? what’s going on man

  • @Mees323

    @Mees323

    Ай бұрын

    @@r4yiscool Im doing totally fine especially after hearing that you are! I just listen to this music because it clears my mind from a few little things, thanks for asking bro!

  • @r4yiscool

    @r4yiscool

    Ай бұрын

    i’m so glad to hear that :) fair enough man, we all have our things, and of course! keep your head up brother

  • @Mees323

    @Mees323

    Ай бұрын

    @@r4yiscool You to brother! Have a great future! 💙

  • @user-eg5ub2gj6f
    @user-eg5ub2gj6f7 ай бұрын

    real