Wells needed words. You’re not alone in the way you feel. Your not alone in the trenches we all have are battle it seems and we all choose to try and hide them.

Love the build, and the story behind it. When you're a kid, you make friends easily - "Hey, are you 5? I'm 5 TOO!!!!" "Do you like Transformers?" etc. Many folks find their mate at work or a dating site. It is good to have a support structure (family and friend therapist). Only thing I can say is to be yourself, but also be someone that someone would WANT to be WITH - clean clothes and such. keep your mind sharp - make more of these videos. go to CONS and events. Your tribe is out there. you're already a member. Took a long while till my Maker met his match. You'd be surprised how many "attached' folks are actually miserable. I would rant on here forever, but I'll end it with - I'm glad I found your channel. You never know what life may bring ya. many sad moments may happen, but as T-Nu says - "Happiness is a skill" - if you know how to lift your spirts, LEAN IN on THAT! and get plenty of sleep. and eat right. and exercise. all that stuff is good. and take baths...yeah, that's good to do, too. BYEEEE!

Really great diorama and narration. you've succinctly put into words something I feel but have never been able to describe. I like you channel, I've watched a couple of videos now, and I'm subscribing. Keep up the good work man.

First video I watched of yours and I know the feeling sometimes I feel like shutting down sometimes it feels some people would be happy without me but thank you for your story and I hope you can get to a place where you can feel wanted, loved and safe and happy Ps. Keep up the amazing work I hope your channel keeps growing man

self awareness is one thing, but self actualisation is another...

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I understand this so much

nice diorama 👍 greetings (and a sub 😉) from Austria

A deep dive into introspection. Didn't know I needed this video, but the algorithm knew.

Man. Both the model and the sharing of yourself was excellently done. I can easily talk with people at work, but at the end of the day I don't really have anything in common with them. I have felt achingly alone, and I truly believe there is nothing worse a human can experience than the depths it can bring us to.

this was really great. I've made a lot of friends through volunteering. which is something that can be hard to do, but, as an autistic it made things easier because it felt like i could trust someone more if they had a similar moral compass or set of ideals. and a structured activity made it easier for me to socialize because small talk is difficult. thanks for sharing yourself with us and keep up the great work!

This is all too relatable. I’ve been especially feeling like a B1 in today’s social climate. But this project speaks volumes and I’m so glad to have found someone who has managed to vocalize my feelings so well. Thanks for this, best wishes

I dont think anyone has ever described how I feel so well... not even myself. Thank you xD

the model is phenomenal, but the story was beautiful. This pairing of honesty, kindness, and skill earned you a sub. cant wait to see more!

this resonated deeply with me and my own life. especially since im going through one of the hardest periods i've ever been through, this past year. not only do you have a courage i would only dream about, baring your soul through those words spoken, on youtube. but you also manage to create a video that is so beautiful both visually and auditorily.

The model is amazing and it's actually really refreshing to listen to someone talk about their life experiences over top of it. I can't pinpoint if I've ever felt this way, but I do know the feeling of keeping people at a distance and not becoming close to anyone. Its also nice to hear that therapy can work. I was also surprised this was such a small channel. This video seems like the type to be really popular. It was an amazing diorama which tells a great story, and your voiceover really made it special. Hope you do some more!

I thought you were one of those big KZreadrs when I clicked on this video. I didn't notice the likes and just watched. And then, I finally saw the likes. You are very talented, and you should get more recognition! Keep going, man. I loved the video and would love to make that kind of diorama! You earned my sub!

The diorama is super cool and made very well, and listening to your story made it better. The piece wasn't just for show, it had meaning. You've earned a new sub, friend.

Hey man, I can relate. Get screened for autism. The purpose would be getting the correct assistance and some closure on some of your issues. Like the video man! Striking how simillar the vibe is to a video I made few years ago. Ill leave ya with some advice: You dont have to be helpful even if you're down. Very much liked your video, and the craftsmanship! That droid looked awesome!

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Welcome!!

I felt this too hard. I've had similar experiences with friendships. It's difficult for me and I lose more than I make. Thank you for sharing. As an added bonus, this diorama is amazing.

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thank you for sharing too. i don't know if any of us actually know what were doing in life and its good to have others with similar experiences.

Came across your channel today. So glad that I have, though the commentary is also so relatable, it's nice to see a little community in the comments of even more assurance of the never alone. You are always more than what you are able to give...and thinking that another someone is the answer to completeness, although nice, isn't the truth of it. I love that I'm starting to witness the end of the stigma of having complicated emotions, and to see especially the men stand up and be that voice. Love the diorama, but loved you more. Great video 👍

Maybe you are like me that you need more time to know someone. I remember time when I felt the same, but I got a job with other people and made some friends. Just be yourself if you are real you will make few friends, but if you are fake you will make none.

Insta-subbed. A talented artist with an engineering background who knows how to use art as a form of self-expression is a rare find. I’m sorry to hear how hard it’s been. I’ve been lonely, and you’re right, even if your friends are right about the future, it doesn’t make the present moment feel any better. I hope you’ve been taking your own advice; it sounds like you have. I’m rooting for you.

This is such a relatable video. Thank you for putting that feeling into art and words 😊😊😊

keep up the good work and keep on fighting the good fight there's a lot of ups and downs in life and experiencing them is the most important thing

This diorama is so amazing , I love watching things being created. Thank you for sharing your story, I relate, I barely started collage a year ago but its still hard to still have the same motivations before everything being piled up. Again Thanks and Amazing work!!!

That lamp was top notch.

Bro I'll be your friend lol, I hate how relatable your story is... But I'm there in that spot too 😢 we just need to deal with life one day at a time though, I guess we just need to accept that we all need to help ourselves to get to a point to love ourselves first to get a point where we can accept life as it is

Great work Sir, great work

I know USA might not be the place for that but teaching, in anyway, is very personnaly rewarding.

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That diorama was heartfelt and i just need to say I didn’t go looking for your channel but I’m sure glad I stumbled upon it 🥹