Life Update September 2023

I know it has been awhile since I have done an update video but as you will see we have been dealing with a lot.
This has been an extremely difficult time for our family and we are taking it one day at a time.
We love you always and forever our baby boy. xox
Cohen's channel: / @cocommando
Music by Birdcage (my very talented nephew)- Thank you this song means so very much to me. xo
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For more information on childhood cancer and Osteosarcoma please visit the links below.
www.cancer.net/cancer-types/o...
www.sleapysfoundation.com.au
/ the-journey-of-a-super...
Thank you as always for your support
Thank you for watching 😘
Instagram @ellicia_jane
Email lydacolife@gmail.com
Thank you as always for your support

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  • @ElliciaJane1
    @ElliciaJane19 ай бұрын

    Thank you everyone for all of your lovely words and support.

  • @GoldenKim
    @GoldenKim10 ай бұрын

    I felt every word and every tear. I lost my daughter to this damn disease too. You did really well with this video. I know the the indescribable pain. I also know our babies want us to keep on with our lives. We are forever changed, but you will make it to a point that you don’t wake up in a panic every day, the nightmares will begin to become less and less. Our children are special. Angels. Here to show the world that secrets must be uncovered and cures found. I’m glad you have family around you. It’s tough on everyone. Hang in there. I’m in Victoria. If you’d like to connect leave me a message here. I will see it. You’re not alone. He’s not gone. And always lookout for signs because they send them. 🥺💔❤️‍🩹

  • @terri4353

    @terri4353

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and your family and you’re right, they aren’t gone. ❤️🙏

  • @pattyford343
    @pattyford34310 ай бұрын

    I am so so sorry. Thank you for updating and for sharing those wonderful pictures of your beautiful boy.

  • @sammartins7993
    @sammartins799310 ай бұрын

    I’m so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful son Cohen. Sending love to you and your family.

  • @qwertypumpkin
    @qwertypumpkin9 ай бұрын

    What a wonderful boy Cohen was and he will always be that wonderful young man in many people's hearts. Much love to you and your family.

  • @b0tias
    @b0tias10 ай бұрын

    What an amazing boy with an amazing mom. My heart goes out to you.

  • @lj3014
    @lj301410 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy. I too know your pain😔 I look forward to that day I am reunited with my boy in heaven. Sending you much love

  • @nesthi
    @nesthi10 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry. It looks like he will be survived by a strong loving family. 💪❤❤❤❤😘

  • @emilybutler9904
    @emilybutler990410 ай бұрын

    He has a wonderful smile. I’m so sorry you lost your gorgeous son. May he live in your heart forever. Thank you for your brave video xxx

  • @SweetWilliesCakes
    @SweetWilliesCakes10 ай бұрын

    My deepest and most heartfelt condolences on the loss of your beloved son. May God provide you and your family with strength and faith throughout this new journey. May Cohen's memory live in your hearts forever. Sending hugs, light, love and prayers. Rest in God's perfect and eternal peace Cohen 🙏🤍

  • @Java-Junky
    @Java-Junky10 ай бұрын

    I am so very sorry for your loss.❤ Sending love and light to you all!

  • @jackieperkins3861
    @jackieperkins386110 ай бұрын

    First off I am so sorry for your loss but never forget to celebrate his life it's what he would want! God bless you and your family and my prayers care with you always. I had hoped since we hadn't heard from you in awhile it would be good news but one look ay your face told the story, I'm so sorry this happened to your son but you will see him again one day in heaven!

  • @melaD333
    @melaD33310 ай бұрын

    Oh I could tell in the first few seconds. I’m so very sorry. How heartbreaking. I’m glad he was able to spend his last days surrounded by love, family and friends. Bless you and your family. Again I’m so sorry .. hugs and tears from Tulsa, Oklahoma USA.

  • @tinamccartney3778
    @tinamccartney377810 ай бұрын

    I've followed Cohen's story since your 1st post about his diagnosis. I'm so sorry for your loss Momma. I love that he was able to have one last hoorah and do all the exciting things. And love that green hair 💚💚💚!

  • @KayAndrews1950
    @KayAndrews195010 ай бұрын

    Thinking of you all following Cohens passing 💔 Cohen was a brave young man, who will watch over you until you meet again ❤❤❤

  • @kevinsayce2248
    @kevinsayce224810 ай бұрын

    Thank you for actually posting this. If a leaf was love, you have a forest with you. Your memories are as precious as the air we breathe Mums never let them go, the heart won’t let them ❤️❤️❤️🙏

  • @theswearysewist
    @theswearysewist10 ай бұрын

    This is heartbreaking. I watched Cohen's video, what an incredible young man. I'm so very sorry for your loss.

  • @debramckenzie266
    @debramckenzie26610 ай бұрын

    I haven’t seen your videos before. I do believe sharing with others can help us with life’s journey. Wishing you comfort and love

  • @mermaidstears4897
    @mermaidstears489710 ай бұрын

    We are never prepared for the loss of a child. I’m so very, very sorry. Life will, indeed, never be the same, but it will go on. You’ll never, ever forget, but you will smile again. You will be happy again. You’ll even laugh and find joy. It doesn’t seem like it now, but it will happen. We lost our Justin fourteen years ago, age nineteen forever. My brother lost two of his daughters, at sixteen and twenty-three. It’s a sad sorority we mothers wish no one else would ever join. My heartfelt prayers go out to you.

  • @goodykitty590
    @goodykitty59010 ай бұрын

    My Deepest Condolences ❤️ so sorry xx

  • @edencaddick3506
    @edencaddick350610 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss, you and your family are in my thoughts through your healing journey.

  • @kk2988
    @kk298810 ай бұрын

    I'm so very sorry for your loss Ellicia. My hearts breaking for you and your family .

  • @ruthcourville8377
    @ruthcourville837710 ай бұрын

  • @staceyevans200
    @staceyevans2008 ай бұрын

    I am so very sorry to hear this. I have checked in periodically. My heart is with you. He was and still is an amazing young man.❤

  • @patriciaanglin9543
    @patriciaanglin954310 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine , God Bless you . 🙏🏻

  • @kimberlyhatcher7235
    @kimberlyhatcher723510 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss. Sending Love and Prayers to you 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @Allie-Eliza
    @Allie-Eliza10 ай бұрын

    I'm so very sorry. Such an enormous loss. Sending love to you and all your family. xxx

  • @pinksquidink7256
    @pinksquidink725610 ай бұрын

    I'm so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy.

  • @judyrobson4492
    @judyrobson449210 ай бұрын

    Dear Ellicia, I’m so sorry for the lost of your beautiful boy Cohen. Cancer is devastating and life seems so unfair. Thinking of you & your family.❤️🙏❤️

  • @cindy7210
    @cindy721010 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss 😪

  • @tracyr6941
    @tracyr694110 ай бұрын

    I am so profoundly sorry. You, your husband, your son and all your community will be in my prayers ongoing. The pictures of Cohen and your other son were beautiful and very moving❤❤.

  • @NormalnotNormal1234
    @NormalnotNormal123410 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss, may he rest in peace. Praying for you and your family.

  • @nancygalloway5341
    @nancygalloway534110 ай бұрын

    My heart aches for you and we are sending you the best thoughts of love and light and peace and comfort from Our Lord . We are keeping you and all of Cohen's loved ones in our prayers. I know we don't know each other, but I am so honored to have seen a bit of your lovely and brave boy and what a wonderful mother you are. Take care and God bless y'all. ❤ . From Nancy and Becky in georgia usa.

  • @kirsteenturner6510
    @kirsteenturner65109 ай бұрын

    Deepest condolences to your family on the passing of your beloved boy. Cancer is such an insidious cruel disease. It was wonderful that Cohen was able to tick off some of his wish list of things he wanted to do. Grief will come and go at times when unexpected. A song, a smell, a favourite place to visit etc. Always remember the good times, the fun times. Much Aroha from NZ where I have been following your journey ❤️🦋🕊️ fly high with the angels

  • @ahidlebaugh
    @ahidlebaugh10 ай бұрын

    Oh sweet Cohen. I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. He is such a beautiful soul in this world❤

  • @joannehazlewood3157
    @joannehazlewood315710 ай бұрын

    Sending love at this unbearably hard time for you and the family. I have thought about you often. No words will bring comfort but take solace and strength from your familyxxxxxxxxxxx

  • @mitzisalcido9389
    @mitzisalcido938910 ай бұрын

    I am sorry for your loss. I really feel You. My son was diagnose same as Cohen and they are the same age. At that time, Cohen’s story is my lead of understanding of the disease. Fortunately God gave my son a new beginning and he is continuously recovering. Everything happens for a reason. I hope your family specially you as a mother recover soon it will take time but you will be there.

  • @terri4353
    @terri435310 ай бұрын

    What a beautiful tribute to your beautiful boy. I’m so very sorry for your loss. May you find comfort knowing he is always in your heart. Much love to you and your family during such a profoundly difficult time for you. I’m praying for you all. Cohen has touched people all over the world. Terri in Arizona.

  • @2scooterchic770
    @2scooterchic77010 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry. He's a beautiful young man. May peace be with you. ❤❤‍🩹❤

  • @BarnQuiltsbyMountainVisions
    @BarnQuiltsbyMountainVisions10 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry. The loss of a child is very devastating I have thought about you guys often and will continue to keep you all in my prayers.

  • @marshamc6616
    @marshamc661610 ай бұрын

    So sorry for the loss if your son. Sending hugs.

  • @DanielleFerreira-kt7ix
    @DanielleFerreira-kt7ix10 ай бұрын

    My condolences, dear. Beautiful pictures of sweet Cohen.

  • @avrildoggylover6943
    @avrildoggylover694310 ай бұрын

    I'm so, so sorry to hear this, my heart goes out to you and your family x

  • @serenadm6619
    @serenadm661910 ай бұрын

    So so sorry for you loss, you are a very brave lady ❤

  • @cathysqueri7201
    @cathysqueri720110 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss. Hugs to all.

  • @kristinccha
    @kristinccha10 ай бұрын

    My heart is with you as a chilldloss mom I am so deeply sorry and praying for comfort for you snd your family Cohen ❤

  • @shelleyrubenstein9420
    @shelleyrubenstein942010 ай бұрын

    You are the most brave and loving person and I can’t begin to imagine the courage it took in sharing your story with us all. I hope in some small way our community caring brings you and your family a small measure of comfort. May time and love help heal your pain and may your video focus more efforts to find a cure for this devastating disease. My prayers are with you❤.

  • @ChiMom541
    @ChiMom54110 ай бұрын

    I am so very sorry for your loss. Words seem inadequate, but prayers for comfort.

  • @victorialafollette2780
    @victorialafollette278010 ай бұрын

    My heart breaks for you, praying that you find peace. God be with you.💔

  • @karenkingrey6142
    @karenkingrey614210 ай бұрын

    Please know how terribly sorry I am for you & your family. Your in my thoughts & prayers ❤🙏🏼

  • @truth-alwayswins
    @truth-alwayswins10 ай бұрын

    Dear Ellicia, This community is surrounding you and your family with much, much love. Cohen is such a bright light. Praying that you will be able to connect with him soon in your dreams…until you meet again.💙

  • @barbtries
    @barbtries10 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry. hugs and tears

  • @hungryotter100
    @hungryotter10010 ай бұрын

    I am so so very sorry for your loss. I have thought of you and wondered how things were going. Sending so much love to you and your family. x

  • @Bevie2003
    @Bevie200310 ай бұрын

    Thank you for having the courage to make this video. I'm so sorry. Thinking about you and your terrible loss. He was a fantastic young man!

  • @mandyjackson6894
    @mandyjackson68949 ай бұрын

    I was thinking about you and your family last week. Im so sorry for the loss of your gorgeous son. He is in Heaven safe and free of pain now. One day you will be back together again and until then, Cohen will watch over you. Rest In Peace Cohen. God Bless you sweetheart 🙏🙏🙏💙💙💙

  • @holliethomson6147
    @holliethomson614710 ай бұрын

    Iam so very sorry for you all 💔😢 Rest in peace Cohen 🙏 ❤ such a beautiful, very brave, strong young man ❤xxx

  • @Jan-ob7zf
    @Jan-ob7zf10 ай бұрын

    So sorry 🙏🙏❤️

  • @mayaandsoniccuters.7407
    @mayaandsoniccuters.740710 ай бұрын

    I am very sorry for your loss, condolences for you and your family ❤

  • @pennymcnaughton5963
    @pennymcnaughton596310 ай бұрын

    So very sorry to hear this very sad news. ❤️

  • @debbiecollinge9980
    @debbiecollinge998010 ай бұрын

    I’m so very sorry for your loss I don’t know how you even begin to move forward but you will rest in peace young man ❤

  • @shirleylaboy603
    @shirleylaboy60310 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss. You will meet him again someday. RIP Cohen. ❤

  • @AprilAiteen
    @AprilAiteen10 ай бұрын

    My heart is shattered for you. I am so very very sorry.

  • @samanthareimers8975
    @samanthareimers897510 ай бұрын

    so so sorry for your loss. i have been following along from the beginning and hoped he would recover. peace and blessings to you and your family.xxxx

  • @christinapither6963
    @christinapither696310 ай бұрын

    I’m so so sorry x

  • @minzygreen1167
    @minzygreen116710 ай бұрын

    sending you so much love from across the miles...nothing more i can say. ❤

  • @tinathompson6796
    @tinathompson679610 ай бұрын

    I am so very sorry for your incredible loss. As a mother, I cannot imagine that heartache. Thank you for sharing, & updating us. Much love from South Carolina, USA Take care of yourself, & lean on that support. 💔💗💕🫶

  • @lourdespiri4234
    @lourdespiri423410 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss 😢❤️ sending hugs 😘

  • @branejane800
    @branejane80010 ай бұрын

    Every heartbeat bears his name. May the memory of your beloved son, Cohen, be forever a blessing. ❤

  • @Youmaydisagree
    @Youmaydisagree10 ай бұрын

    I feel your pain. Loss my ex to cancer too. We were together since high school 40 years. I helped him out , took him to all procedures etc He went through so much , brain surgery, chemo, radiations, drugs, nothing helped. I can’t imagine losing a child.. my thoughts are with you. It’s not goodbye it’s until we meet again.

  • @cathyshanahan5995
    @cathyshanahan599510 ай бұрын

    So very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story and your brave beautiful boy with us. Sending all the love and prayers.

  • @marian6040
    @marian604010 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss

  • @janiceattig8738
    @janiceattig873810 ай бұрын

    There are no words...my deepest condolences to you and your family.❤

  • @VEC123
    @VEC12310 ай бұрын

    There are no adequate words. I just hope you feel the love coming from all around the world. Please know what an incredible impact you and Cohen have made in this world. ❤️

  • @veronikaallen9623
    @veronikaallen962310 ай бұрын

    Sending love to you and your family. Cohen, such a sweet boy ❤

  • @elizabethb1096
    @elizabethb109610 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry

  • @hannahlawrence8973
    @hannahlawrence897310 ай бұрын

    So so sorry to hear of your loss 😢

  • @cynthiahogue7724
    @cynthiahogue772410 ай бұрын

    I’m so very sorry.

  • @Disbudgetz
    @Disbudgetz10 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry.

  • @judychristian5499
    @judychristian549910 ай бұрын

    So very sorry for your loss. Cancer is awful.

  • @pjk1714
    @pjk171410 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss 🕊️ Our children should never leave us behind. I arrived late to your journey and had hoped catheters and Proton therapy was option to reduce fluid and kill cancer cells. My heart breaks for you. I've been faced with your outcome but preparing isn't the same as surviving. Having to edit the last video would be incredibly hard. Make your own choices, you owe your viewers absolutely nothing. You now come first ❤ hugs

  • @jamest3468
    @jamest346810 ай бұрын

    Thinking of you hope all is well

  • @sharonwilson5144
    @sharonwilson514410 ай бұрын

    Sending so much love to you and your family, lots of special memories ❤️. He'll be with you forever ❤️. My son was taken by ewings it's relentless, hopefully they can find a cure before too long, 💙

  • @kristindanan7407
    @kristindanan740710 ай бұрын

    Ellicia, I know there are no words that can comfort you, but please know that you and your family are in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your precious son with us and allowing us to mourn with you. I pray that he sends you signs from heaven to let you know that he misses you just as much as you miss him. I wholeheartedly believe that when your time comes, you’ll be together again, so this debilitating pain is only temporary. Thank you for sharing this part of the journey with us as so many of us deal with our grief alone.

  • @r.k.2823
    @r.k.282310 ай бұрын

    My heartfelt apologies for the loss of your son. God bless your family. The video of Cohen was so touching. He is now at peace and painfree. I hope the very same for you and other members of the family too.

  • @donnabaardsen5372
    @donnabaardsen537210 ай бұрын

    Oh Ellicia Jane, I am so very sorry for your unspeakable loss! I can but imagine what you're going through. What an amazing young man he was, and how blessed he was with you by his side. May God comfort you and be especially close during this heartbreaking time. We're all here for whenever you choose to return. Much love sent your way from Michigan USA 🙏❤️

  • @kasssss1
    @kasssss110 ай бұрын

    I am so so sorry. 💔 Love and light to you all who knew and loved him. He’s dancing in the sky; a true angel among us!

  • @valeriewilliams7355
    @valeriewilliams735510 ай бұрын

    There are no words that can ever comfort the passing of a child. So I send prayers, love and hugs to you and your family 😢❤🫂

  • @juliajones2283
    @juliajones228310 ай бұрын

    So so sorry for your loss. As a mom of 2 boys myself I cannot comprehend the pain and loss you are going through. Love and hugs to you and your family from the UK. Xx

  • @nicmic8662
    @nicmic866210 ай бұрын

    Ellicia, there are no words to express how sad and sorry to hear about Cohen’s passing. Such a fighter! May our thoughts and prayers for comfort may ease your sorrow.🙏🏻❤️

  • @amyhudson1016
    @amyhudson101610 ай бұрын

    I can only begin to imagine your pain 😢 I’m so sorry you have to go through this. My belief is that he is now through the veil and will protect you all from the other side until you’re reunited. ❤

  • @elliesnonna4420
    @elliesnonna442010 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry……Ewing’s Sarcoma took our youngest son 5 days after his 19th birthday. It’s by far the hardest thing we’ve ever experienced. He did not “lose the battle”, I hate that term. He fought hard, cancer is not a game, it’s not a fair battle. I can’t tell you it gets “easier”, it gets bearable but I never lose the desire to mother my son or protect his memory just because he isn’t physically here. Don’t let anyone rush you to “ get over it.” You won’t. If we lost an arm, no one would say “are you over losing your arm” they would ask “how are you learning to cope without that arm?” Everyone grieves differently & what works for one person may not work for you. It’s a journey, not a destination. Give yourself & your family the space & time you need, be gentle with yourself. He never leaves you, he is ALWAYS a part of all of you. My blessings to you dear Elisha. Your boy IS and will always be a precious soul that touched many others & made this world a better place just because he was in it. If you ever need anything or anyone that understands, simply reach out. I will be here. Donna from GA, US ❤️

  • @ElliciaJane1

    @ElliciaJane1

    9 ай бұрын

    Thank you for your kind words and understanding. So sorry for your loss. 💚

  • @stampinjill
    @stampinjill10 ай бұрын

    💔

  • @lahirusankalpa
    @lahirusankalpa10 ай бұрын

    Such creative videosJust here to visit the video views. You, too?❤

  • @caesmum
    @caesmum10 ай бұрын

  • @veraalmeida4104
    @veraalmeida410410 ай бұрын

  • @Marybarfield64
    @Marybarfield6410 ай бұрын