life is uninteresting and it’s all my fault
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This video is a major change for this channel and myself. I’m moving on from skits and I’m finally exploring my passion for cinematography and storytelling. Hope you enjoyed.
If you know me from TikTok, you probably won’t see another skit from me ever again. KZread is something I’ve always wanted to do and now I’m chasing my dream. I’m sorry to anyone who I let down because of this, and I’m grateful for anyone who stuck with me on this journey. I’ll always be thankful for the privilege I have to be able to share my ideas with the world.
MUSIC I USED
Song 1: 'Jul' by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.au
Song 2: Natural Light by Chris Haugen
#cinematic #storytelling #selfimprovement #life
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Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
@HAMZAPINE
6 күн бұрын
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
@FabioPioFersini
6 күн бұрын
Yes, dr.porassss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
@ToniMonteroroman
6 күн бұрын
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
@HAMZAPINE
6 күн бұрын
Is he on instagram?
@FabioPioFersini
6 күн бұрын
Yes he is dr.porassss.
you say that you dont have hobbies, MY GUY YOUR HOBBY IS LiTTERALLY iN FRONT OF YOU iTS LiTERALLY ViDEO EDiTiNG AND YOU ARE GOOD AT iT
POV: you stumble On this random ass video in your for you page and it is a banger
@haisay8674
7 күн бұрын
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
@HomelanderBS
Күн бұрын
bro just gonna say "now I believe in god and my life is fixed"? 😂
@colbyfroude2941
Күн бұрын
@@HomelanderBSnah but highkey seeking god does help a lot. At least for me personally I’m in a way better place now than even like 6 months ago because of god.
This is the best video I have seen in a while... and this video is so relatable... Two years ago I moved to another country, where I started a new school. I felt like a side character for a long time, untill early spring when I started communicating with people as much as I could. But that did not last for long, because a year after that I moved to yet another country, where I started a new school again. School ends next Friday, but I am still a side character. I felt excluded for the whole year. But at least I realised where I was making a problem - I was not actually trying to escape from that hole I fell into. This year I started drawing and painting (I'm doing really well), I started going to the gym, I started reading and watching more movies, instead of playing video games. I started trying as many new things as possible, I became more open minded, I started talking more with people, and I even got a girlfriend! In two months I am moving again... which means new school and new people. Not every story has a happy ending. But you know what? This time will be different. I know what I should do, and I am ready. Wish me luck! And good luck to you, who reads this comment.
@JohnnyMohnny
15 күн бұрын
This is beautiful bro
@wrongmark_
15 күн бұрын
@@JohnnyMohnnyypu are beautiful, bro ahahhahaa
Your creativity shown through the video is enough for me to tell that you’re more interesting than you think.
@haisay8674
7 күн бұрын
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
@averageoof7906
6 күн бұрын
@@haisay8674 no
@loganmontgomery1955
5 күн бұрын
For real dude. Anyone who feels like they have a missing piece, God is the answer. He wants a relationship with you and has freely offered that. It’s good news, seek it out, live with eternity in mind. Jesus changed my life and he can change yours too
@averageoof7906
5 күн бұрын
@@loganmontgomery1955 brother get off the internet
"like a side character" hits kinda hard
You’re not a party pooper. You’re being REAL. And I appreciate that. Thank you for making this video ☺️
here's the thing about life, life isn't the big things, life isn't that big move that's coming up or that trip to another country (well sometimes it is), life is really what you are living. Life is tea on sunny mornings and watching movies late at night and crying and laughing and loving and wishing you could die and wishing that you'd never have to worry again. Life is fluid, life is moving, there is no interesting or uninteresting life out there, we are all just living and what life we find interesting is just social constructs made by our lizard brains on who fucks more. So take a breather man, go make yourself a little tea, maybe some food, cry if you need to, or go watch a movie if that's your thing. It's gonna be alright dudes, it's all gonna be alright. -someone
@PUAhateConnossiuer
10 күн бұрын
positive nihilism
The end just made so happy lol when you showed your hair I also buzzed head recently with my friend and I’m trying my hardest to not regret it and just say fuck it I did it so what now
It’s like looking in a mirror, only not
You are a fucking artist and I completely resonate with this video. Keep doing this man, I think you have found your calling.
@haisay8674
7 күн бұрын
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
ngl this kinda sums up everything I’ve gone through from 2020 to now
thank you for adding subtitles. i’m HOH and i have to manually add them to every yt video but not to yours which was nice. thank you.
@JohnnyMohnny
17 күн бұрын
You just made my day
@nanaapho
17 күн бұрын
@@JohnnyMohnny i try. you take care of yourself. :3
@haisay8674
7 күн бұрын
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
Bro I deadass relate to everything you said, love this vid
There are no "main characters" in life. There is no "plot armor" to save us from death, and that's what makes our lives so special. After all, nobody will know whether life gives us second chances, so enjoy this one while it lasts.
the egg thing was funny bruh
Thanks for popping in my homepage. KZread algorithm did good for this one
Amazing storytelling
This is really good man, thank you for creating this.
i got chills while watching this video! the aesthetics are really cool too
I dont even get invited to parties or anything like that. Dont have many friends either. But im getting the best out of it. Mostly enjoying my own and my familys company, and of course nature and music.
I couldn't stop watching, great story telling and just humanity in the whole of your vid, lighthearted but extremely educationally deep, ❤️
i feel you man. im too spastic to even remotely form even a remotely normal acquaintance and have lost almost all hope. trust me though, it will get better for you. eventually.
Im ngl, I was literally in this exact same spot a few months ago, but the Lord brought me through it. Trusting in Jesus was the best decision i've ever made, not always easy but so worth it. Prayin for all of y'all, God bless 🙏✝
@Nina-sf3jq
6 күн бұрын
thats so sweet i feel Like i kid of lost my bond to god wich makes me really upset
@kasperr3043
6 күн бұрын
@@Nina-sf3jq I'ts never too late to rekindle that bond 🥲Revelation 3:20- "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me." It may have not seemed like it, but God was always there 😊He loves you so much ❤
im 19 and this hit home...like i relate to all the things which u said in the video and I feel so lonely and just feel like I have ntg better to do..thank u for making this and motivating me jhonny..this is simply a masterpiece... PS:I cried at 1:57
Yet another great video that perfectly describes my current situation, but will not magically fix all my problems like i wish it did guess it's on me now
Your telling me this guy ONLY has 300 subs these shots are INSANE !!!!!!
An Absolutely beautiful masterpiece, this is so atmospheric. Honestly this video is something i can relate to and I really hope to see more genuinely human videos in the future, you have inspired me and I hope you see that your personality is a diamond in the rough it just feels like you’re the odd one out since everyone else is still carbon waiting to become diamonds.
Not the type of man that writes comments, but I felt the same way, I am trying to keep a positive mindset and just go forward, I know magical things will happen for all of us.
The shaved head pipeline is so real. Cool video!!
you gotta love yourself dawg,aint nobody can make you said, you gotta make your life good, you gotta make yourself look appealing, life may seem uninteresting, but i promise it will get better.
Hey bro, your video was incredible! Thanks from Brazil :)
bro im roughly the same age... i wish i could sit with you and have a good talk, understand your mind a little and help eachother, im passing through something a little different but still a fruit of life. while seeing this, I just had the imense urge to submerse myself in that feeling, going throught life is never easy to face, weather it is due to feelings, to work, to relationships, i like to convince myself it will be alright, because it will, but sometimes it is hard to believe that. lets just never give up
@abbeynottooshabby
10 күн бұрын
life gets worse before it gets better. that's what's giving me hope rn, you're not alone!
similarly with my depression i kind of “gaslight” myself into being happy or telling myself that I’m interesting. Ig after awhile i’ve stopped giving a shit what people or the world think of me or preserve me. I want to live for myself and be happy with the person i make myself into. Idk lol
i relate to a lot of what you said here, and you verbalised my thoughts perfectly. that's talent. this is talent. keep pushing brother, you're gonna make it far if you do :)
i agree with most of video and the quality of video is top notch you deserve way more subbed
@JohnnyMohnny
16 күн бұрын
Thanks for taking time out of your day to watch :)
this is deep. we need to spread this message around because of how teenagers are being isolated from the rest for not doing something crazy nowadays like drinking and losing their V card in a young age. also, the video on this aspect ratio and the camera style looks amazing. brings me to old times.
dont you sometimes think that you have a life to live, and you can live it in any way you want? Like, go outside for a walk, sit on a bench, go eat food, feed stray dogs or possibly anything, but instead you let ur mind control you and you obey it and sit on a couch and just.. use your phone.. that makes you just 'exist". Life has too much to give you, u just dont give it the time and priority it needs sometimes. Its a great video man! It makes me have to look inside my own.
@fyroxite69
11 күн бұрын
beautiful comment
"when people go through sh*t, it molds them into who they are" is probably the most important thing said in this video. Truly when you stop being afk and actually do something difficult or scary or have an interesting and intense experience, that's when you truly develop as a person
Same.. bro.. same..
Worst is that I know exactly how to cure your depression but I still get back to bad habits. One week I'm motivated and af but then next week back to laying on bed and thinking what am I doing.
I feel the same exact way but I'm working on something that hopefully will change this wish me luck ! 🤞🏻
the haircut is mad cool man, keep doing what ur doing!
I hope I never get "depressed" videos like this on my feed, EVER AGAIN.
@miilk.
2 күн бұрын
quick tip, if you dont want them don’t interact with them, dont watch all the way through and dont comment or like or anything just because the algorithm picks it up and recommends it more
You earned yourself a new subscriber
You’ll find your purpose I think this videos extremely well made 💫💫
Damn bro this was deep keep it up man.
@carterm715
15 күн бұрын
fr
here before this dude gets a million subs (im 98% sure this dude will)
every times isee someone meybe his life miserable like me, then i remember that there is no one his life can be worst than mine
added to my "cool stuff" playlist
what a great video man, just like you said, going through these periods of long thought and seemingly boring parts of your life will eventually motivate you to chase your goals, whether or not they've been formed yet.
Gen alpha: Womp Womp Real dudes: Support ♥️🙏
I can’t let gang know i genuinely fuck with this
RIP the spider... Jokes aside, this was beautiful. Thank you for putting this out there.
Very good cinematography from you! Amazing work and great narrative. You have a special talent and I pray that this channel grows. This is a big step from you and I hope many people notice your talent!
@JohnnyMohnny
16 күн бұрын
That means a lot to me 🥲 thank you
Lacking Uniqueness could be what makes you unique all Ideas are over lapping same thing with people we aren't original none of us are because we are blobs of ideas just bouncing off of each other what we want to do is what our ancestors wanted to do but you can still make some thing out of it combine Ideas with what you got some of the best ideas are trash thrown together The Everly brothers said "you can always find YOUR way out of rain" and that is an air tight quote
No kidding dude, this is exactly what I needed right now.
the visual story telling is actually peak
literally me and idk what to do about it
@offbanks
15 күн бұрын
get out there and out of your comfort zone, meet new people and make new friends, see new places, explore where you’ve never gone before, try everything, and remember that you only live once
@sigmamale7246
10 күн бұрын
Get a goal.
@sigmamale7246
10 күн бұрын
Get a goal.
Love this a lot, I’m feeling a lot of this right now since summer hit, nobody hitting my line, just rotting in my room, but seeing amazing shit like this makes me want to start doing the film shit that I’ve been putting off for so long, thank you for making this, you deserve this sub ❤
honestly very relatable. not sure how old you are, but i'd guess around 20. glad to know i'm not the only one feeling this way and experiencing this type of stuff.
It is 4 am. I cannot fall asleep. Recently been through some bad things. This video just got recommended and I like the peacefulness. All I want right now is to get my shit tovether and live at peace.
@unendingpinelate940
10 күн бұрын
i get the privacy, or if you dont wanna talk about it, but can you? talk about it man.
This is a cool vid cuh, regardless of the somewhat sad content of it you made me have fun watching. You want a hobby? Try making films or be a youtuber, I think you will do great. If you try hard enough, you can create that passion where it feels like you live in a dream or a movie, and that is something totally worth going for.
that buzz cut looks amazing, i loved the video, great advice, it was uncomfortable to understand that i am responsible, but it gave me freedom.
@haisay8674
7 күн бұрын
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
i never really think of myself as interesting, even though I guess you could say my life is. Right now, I am still working on graduating high school, but I have stories that are being translated in Russian and Chinese and shared across the world. I have worked with companies like Disney and Prime as a translator. I was part of a union that helped children who suffered in abusive households. I wrote for local newspapers, acted in theatre shows, travelled my country, worked on a short film that was premiered and viewed by award winning directors. Last year, I only invited half of my close friends to my birthday party and I already had 20 people show up. The longest time I was single these past 6 years was 7 months. Combine that with the fact I have had multiple cancer scares and you have a wild life... And while this all might sound interesting, you do not know me and the other side of me is that I also go to bed at 9pm most nights. I suffer from a lot of illnesses that made me housebound for a year. Whenever I went out, I had to use a wheelchair and I couldn't be out for more than an hour without feeling exhausted and terrible. My hobbies consist out of things like video gaming and reading. I collect postcards and stamps. I want to study mathematics. I wear thrifted clothes. And I walk to the store with a coat that was a hand-me-down from my sister 8 years ago. With the rise of the internet, I think we have a desire to be different, to be unique, however, my love, you already are. You do not need fancy cars or clothes or a partner or large groups of friends. What you need is to be content with yourself, enjoy your own company, and write your own story. Enjoy the small things in life. Enjoy your video games. Enjoy going to the gym. Have fun with your friend. Your life isn't as boring as you make it out to be. You just need to actually start actually living it.
@reubengeorge3669
14 күн бұрын
hey man ur life seemes interesting to me, you just earned a subscriber.
@Marrmad7
9 күн бұрын
@@reubengeorge3669yeah I agree, I probably subscribe to them too
@reubengeorge3669
6 күн бұрын
@@Marrmad7 u just made my day
"not doing too much, not doing too little; but just enough for nobody to actually care." ...this is going to stick with me. thank you for a great video
The things you choose not to do man, they're admirable. I resonate with you on that greatly, including the point you made about feeling like a side character, coming from experience. I promise you that if you stick with the things you do enjoy, things will change. It takes time and suffering to get there. Go first, go positive, and be consistent in it.
Thanks for advice bro and the ending was funny as hell man
you are an artist, sir. thank you.
Istg KZread recommends me the best things when I'm low. This video shows exactly what I've been going through currently. Thanks...
all those shots were great !! and couldn't relate more of being a "side character" thankyou 🖤
HE JUST LIKE ME FR
this is exactly the video i was looking for. this is DOWN TO THE WORD exactly what ive been feeling. what a relief to know its not only me.
Why was the side character sh so real...
life is absurd and so are we, this caught me. youve made something incredible.
Damn that’s exactly how I feel sometimes
Yeah relationships dont fix shit lmao
This video is so relatable, your filming is amazing too. Keep up the good work.
drive around, explore new places. you will find new people, new places, new things to do
This cinematography is incredible! Seriously, it's awesome. You have talent.
dude this is crazy good, the humour the messages the videography, they all reflect you and you seem like such a fun person. summers here and exasm have ended imma try to be productive and actually do what i want without school getting in the way
Needed to hear this man. You are not the only one, a lot of us in this generation need to hear this message. There's so much to do out there, and I totally agree, it is never to late.
That side character bit hits a little too close to home, man
@haisay8674
7 күн бұрын
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
@DemetriusTheFanatic
6 күн бұрын
💯
@DemetriusTheFanatic
6 күн бұрын
@@haisay8674yikes..
I can relate to this a lot man. Thank you for the encouragement and o hope you live your life to its fullest.
dude this video actually brought a smile to my face towards the end, this was so amazingly filmed and put together. this is something i, and a lot of others really needed to hear. keep doing what ur doing man, ur amazing :D
This is some amazing stuff. The style is incredible and the more relaxed tone was very welcoming. The lack of being overly formal was nice, throwing in the word shit every now and then really makes it feel more down to earth and relatable. Also, Thanks. I really needed to hear what you said in this video. Thank you.
agree with everything you said man but I do want to tell you something: I'm 25 years old and I haven't been in a romantic relationship either and I don't think you should be ashamed just because you don't have a girlfriend. I think it's good that you're taking time for yourself and really learning to understand yourself before you enter into a relationship like that. I wish you the best in all things in life. Thank you for making me feel seen
@appleitree
2 күн бұрын
Dude there's nothing to be ashamed of doe being single. Life's not a part of romance, it's the opposite, and it is optional whether you want it or not
Only 100 views. Underrated
@haisay8674
7 күн бұрын
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
bro is literally me
Hey man, I completely agree with you on this, I took accountability for the way things are in my life and I’m glad becuz it opens us up to great changes. It’s not something done overnight. Loneliness is one of the hardest battles but I know learning to be comfortable alone and loving yourself is a key to living a good life. Keep up the good work man!!!
Keep up the good work bro
I feel the same way but I realize there are people who have it WAY worse. There are people who would kill to have an uninteresting life, literally. There are worse fates. Knowing this makes me grateful
most relatable video ever man, love your content
Exactly my life down to a tea.
I love this. Algorithm do your thing
The end was hilarious 😭😭😭😭 hope you keep posting dude, you seem like an awesome guy, super underrated!!
This was filmed beautifully. The message, lighting, everything.
you killed this man, so relatable and a great message
Severely underrated video quality, well done.
Extremely well put together video, looks and sounds very professional, also loved the message behind it. Wishing you luck in accomplishing your dream!