You can find Spotify playlist for this mix, here : open.spotify.com/user/ew620nblrccykb09l6amo52ta/playlists

those birds chirping at the starting is the sound of me realizing that it’s like 4AM and i haven’t slept at all..

@wewewewewewewewwewe

5 жыл бұрын

trivia_ luvs LMAOO

@bvbskook3238

5 жыл бұрын

that photo of tae is so pretty:’)

@wasd2371

5 жыл бұрын

bvbskook xbae i know 😭😭😭😭

@mhtsos4850

5 жыл бұрын

Thats me right Now lol

@newnewnewnew1657

4 жыл бұрын

welcome to the club haha :")

makes me feel nostalgic for a summer i never had

@merrelltwinslover1556

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@peternguyen5870

4 жыл бұрын

Walking in the alley in the afternoon

@kkt6082

4 жыл бұрын

But even the bad moments are nosatlgic moments...or not?

@jellydude2860

4 жыл бұрын

thats called saudade, the longing for something you can never have or the longing for something youve never had and dont know

@treesareleavy4455

4 жыл бұрын

You’ve never had a summer? lol

this hits different when this summer is going to be your last after school and coronavirus won't let you gather with your friends for the last time

@magicalwizard9539

4 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂

@treesaa

4 жыл бұрын

Are u a senior?

@davidxu2549

4 жыл бұрын

Must've been fun before the Coronavirus struck

@durinaamiti383

4 жыл бұрын

I can see your struggles there :( I'm so thankful that it's my second year and I have next year to graduate. I hope you do get to see your classmates and have a proper goodbye

@Random-py5wz

4 жыл бұрын

Not the boys 😂

anyone else watching this in quarantine missing last summer?😭

last summer i pan fried an egg and seasoned it with salt and pepper. it was good.

@caleb98963

6 жыл бұрын

fujoshi girl you should try to do an omelette next

@lizardoftruth3232

5 жыл бұрын

perhaps

@anisaliah2588

5 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂😂😂

@lauren-nx9bf

5 жыл бұрын

last summer i made perfect eggs and now i’m disappointed in myself because i know that level of chef will never emerge from me again

@maibalanay7360

5 жыл бұрын

i can taste this comment. so good and yummy in my tummy

_Getting nostalgic of memories I've never had_

@BgJimy

6 жыл бұрын

Soo me lol

@digital444angel

6 жыл бұрын

s a m e

@leonardostankic1364

5 жыл бұрын

Write "anemoia" in google search

@nitasharocks6

5 жыл бұрын

same

@yooniecup4961

5 жыл бұрын

in this big group of ppl in comment section There always will be this one man who will be deep or just making memes Thanks budd

I still listen to this album and the monologue at the end whenever I'm feeling restless. It makes me happy to know everyone feels the same way about it as I do. Timeless

It makes me sad to think about the fact that I never actually had a memorable summer that I can look back at and be like “damn I wish I could go back to those times”. Hopefully the summer of 2k20 will be a movie :(. I’ll update y’all even if I don’t get any likes.

@crimson7277

4 жыл бұрын

"Hopefully the summer of 2k20 will be a movie" yea bitch contagion.

@xvm4ri

4 жыл бұрын

Lvna Babyy i’m sorry love.

@niyajess

4 жыл бұрын

Lvna Babyy I’m sure 2020 will be a movie, but not the movie you wanted

@abigailm4717

4 жыл бұрын

me too bb, maybe next year tho

@maddie8854

4 жыл бұрын

this comment did not age well

I cant remeber the last time my head was empty of all thoughts

@shaylaperez9363

5 жыл бұрын

Danikhani damn 💯

@thechubchubsarchives9355

4 жыл бұрын

Helena Schneider thank you that was sweet

@haileyjaquin7689

4 жыл бұрын

😞

@flamingaish

3 жыл бұрын

I also can't

How come every year has a different feeling when looking back at it like a different vibe that makes you miss it

@ycfuxo8046

4 жыл бұрын

Because we reflect on our past like chapters to a book

@panagiotachasan9935

4 жыл бұрын

Its the best thing you ever feel in life...

@TrangThu-hb9iy

4 жыл бұрын

Speak for yourself I just kind of live in a blur

@pppenguig2627

4 жыл бұрын

@@TrangThu-hb9iy i used to too. once your out of it it becomes clearer, its just a matter of time. take care of yourself and it will become right

@TrangThu-hb9iy

4 жыл бұрын

Pandas In Space thank you, I said that pretty lightly so I didn’t expect a reply like this. That was actually really sweet. I’m currently much happier, hope you’re doing great. ❤️

its been 4 years, i still come back to this playlist ❤

@user-oc4cf9jg6u

Жыл бұрын

me too

@isabelbrown7574

Жыл бұрын

Same here 🥲

@Guilherme-li5cx

Жыл бұрын

🙋🏻‍♂️

@aesbron124

Жыл бұрын

same 😍

I miss last summer sm. I left school, hung out with friends until late at night, went to places i never knew i would go to and live life to the fullest but now i hardly see my friends due to corona, i also thought this year was gonna be it but turns out id be stuck in a house for the whole summer.

Last summer, my sister and I were able to go to Florida and stay with my grandparents for awhile. It was the first time in a long while that we both felt completely healthy, cared for, and free. We had home-cooked meals, daily trips to the store, the gym, the pool, and the beach. Even when we didn't go out, days were still productive and exciting. It was amazing. I could get out of bed each morning without feeling afraid. During one night of this trip, my grandma was preparing dinner, and I asked if I could go out for a walk. Under normal circumstances, my guardian would say no. Walking outside in the nighttime is a ridiculous concept to my mother, and asking her would only anger her, even if I am fifteen. But my grandma said yes. She said I could walk on the sidewalk, but to take my phone with me, and be safe. It was more than I could ever ask for. And the second I stepped outside of my grandparent's home, everything was beautiful. The air was warm and gentle, and because we were so far from densely populated cities, you could see all the stars and just a hint of the sun against the black sky, causing the world around me to look midnight blue. That color, paired with the warm yellow of the overhead streetlights, had me in awe. Even if it was an average Florida night, I was free. I could breathe the air and be on my own. I set off down the sidewalk. It was such a symbolic moment of freedom, being able to go out on my own, happy and healthy, able to see a cat crossing the street and the seashells in the pavement of the road. I could hear myself breathe in the warm Florida air, and feel myself smile. It was a wonderful walk. By the time I returned to my grandparent's home, I paused on the driveway, tipping my head back to look at the stars. The sun had completely set by now, and the midnight blue of the sky was cast into an inky black. I could see the big dipper, one of the only constellations I'd bothered to memorize, and I began to cry. Perhaps the overwhelming feelings of love and happiness was what made me so emotional... or perhaps it was the pain of remembering I had to go home. I don't know when I'll get to see my grandparents again, to reside in that home full of happiness... that ideal lifestyle. But I am making do with what I have. It's just strange to remember that even a walk can bring tears to my eyes.

@purrby

6 жыл бұрын

Handsome Jack, lovely.

@yuriyurei3184

6 жыл бұрын

i wish i can write like you that was beautiful

@ellisc9170

6 жыл бұрын

@Yuri Yurei Ahhh that's so sweet... thank you! I know you can absolutely write like AND better than me! Practice doing writing prompts, read as much as you can, and believe in yourself! Write from your heart. You'll be amazed by what you can produce

@tintedchicken4794

5 жыл бұрын

Florida memories are such a vibe for me to

@sugarplum2503

5 жыл бұрын

Stay strong

wow are u guys ok

@juliusarlt2535

6 жыл бұрын

I was wondering the same thing lol

@Nothing-wy6qx

6 жыл бұрын

No

@andrei3420

6 жыл бұрын

*_h e l l n o_*

@mfhoss9570

6 жыл бұрын

d o n t t h i n k a b o u t i t b r o

@crystaleunoia3974

5 жыл бұрын

Absolutely 100% *_N O T O K_*

It’s been 5 years. I still come back to this playlist. I’m so emotionally drained…..but I have to keep pushing forward

@Marcos-jr6ky

Жыл бұрын

Same here. This playlist brings me back to 4 years ago and I will never forget that summer.

@pau2943

Жыл бұрын

@@Marcos-jr6ky Same, i've been listening this since 2018 were my life really changed significally

scrolling through these comments made me realise that the internet is both an outlet of our problems, relieving us of that stress while also trapping us in a virtual prison of pressure

@sindhujasai1345

3 жыл бұрын

So true! It just depends on how you use it.

Last summer was just a memory This summer is reality Next summer will be a dream

@benjaminfernandezacuna1794

6 жыл бұрын

Zooer Thank you for this

@thecursedknight1

6 жыл бұрын

Hang in there my dude.

@zooer64

6 жыл бұрын

Benjamín Fernández you're welcome :)

@moks2000

5 жыл бұрын

Память об озоне?

@tonedee8768

5 жыл бұрын

Big facts

Time is moving by so fast... I can't believe it's already 2019.. I feel like I'm still in 2011..

@splitsperm2769

5 жыл бұрын

KiddKoalaz fuck same

@_souldier

5 жыл бұрын

I do feel like we're actually going back though. It's like we are repeating the nostalgia but like this time it's different. God knows I'm not a scientist. But only us though. everyone here. Atleast the people who still really misses it and understands as much as i like I do. or is it just only me who is experiencing this phonomninal?? but I have a feeling that other people who literally feels the same way are coming with me

@splitsperm2769

5 жыл бұрын

Wolfielover3874 I wish we were actually going back :(

@adbd37

5 жыл бұрын

I feel like it’s still summer 2012 when I discovered Lana Del Rey. Spending my entire summer vacation listening to her “Born to die” album. Didn’t know a thing about love, not much stuffs to worry about. Life was good. Now it’s not..

@_souldier

5 жыл бұрын

I‘m not scared of my future. But i‘m kinda scared for the *future.* You know. Before the all crazy shit happens. I Love Living back in my nostalgia *past.* I feel safe in this timeline too and get to experience *Memories* all over again until I want to go back to the *present* again. We could be making new ones without knowing.

Came back here after 2 years... Really hits the feels

I remember adding this to a playlist four years ago, I was in a pretty dark mental place at the time, but a lot of time has since passed and I am happy to say I’m much better, listening to this four years ago would usually make me sad, but now it’s given me a feeling of happiness and nostalgia oddly enough, anyways, hoping this summer is fun! Have a good day! To whoever read all this shit

@caitlinm0929

11 ай бұрын

good for you. growth is smiling at things that would've made you cry before. hope you're doing well :)

But knowing one day there will be a last summer. *Someday,* *but* *soon.*

@purple-prince9998

4 жыл бұрын

well then we should make the last ones the best of our life. don't you think?

@hilalsenaturk2058

4 жыл бұрын

Yes from corona virus

@user-gx8hk2qj2s

4 жыл бұрын

Hilal Sena TÜRK ahhh

@ruetube

4 жыл бұрын

this is so ominous and it has so many likes im shajking

@cayboyforever1408

4 жыл бұрын

Omaygohd how do you---

The connection has been lost! Thank you for playing Club Penguin. *Waddle On!*

@r0maysa

5 жыл бұрын

ACK 😫😭💞

@maliasims3363

5 жыл бұрын

The last thing I needed was a reason to cry😢😢😞😞

@flowepots4852

5 жыл бұрын

nothing in the comment section is making me cry oh wait nevermind club penguin just did

@iregretmyusernamedecision5924

5 жыл бұрын

NOOOOO

@hornychristiangirl

5 жыл бұрын

Club penguin 😢😰😢😰😢😰😭😭

sometimes it feels good alone, being lost in your own thoughts, you temporarily leave this world and listen to your mind's voice. It's peaceful in there.

i discovered this album when i was 13, on the last day of summer before 8 grade started. i was listening to it on a plane, while traveling back home by myself for the first time. i remember seeing the sun set from above and i could see fireworks in different cities at the same time (this happened exactly when you can hear whats seems to be firework noises in joan of arc). this was surprisingly a turning point in my life. i listen to this album each last day of summer since that day, almost 3 years ago.

The comment section of KZread really is an incredible place. I know that's a weird thing to say, because makes me seem like I spend every waking hour on KZread, but that's not what I mean. People pour their hearts and souls into comments here. They talk about relationships and break-ups. They talk about drugs, alcohol, therapy, little memories that make them smile. They rant about their parents or type a one-line poem about depression that sends in a wave of supportive replies. We may be from other sides of the world, but in this section, we are all connected. Maybe I'm going in too deep, or I'm just trying to make a simple app seem like heaven. But it's just how I feel, and I like it.

@dvi3060

6 жыл бұрын

Beautifully spoken.

@Bowiebozo

6 жыл бұрын

As I was reading what u wrote I realized that u r right, and u totally didn’t go to deep. :)

@AquaMarineBelAqua

6 жыл бұрын

Yes. We are the peoples that , for a reason or an other can’t be happy.. so we find a place to not feel alone, in a world who doesn’t pay attention to us.

@lalalae_

5 жыл бұрын

I screenshotted this it's perfect

@katyaisalive

5 жыл бұрын

you're amazing

i feel like my loneliest days are in the summer; i don't see my friends from school, and i just stay in my room when summer break starts

@dvi3060

6 жыл бұрын

I feel that

@lilmamagc

6 жыл бұрын

;;k _ In time, you will realize that these are the best days of your life. Once you start a full time job, you REALLY lose who you are.

@newtfeet

6 жыл бұрын

Me too

@louisng656

5 жыл бұрын

Same here

@wynettaceasarani

5 жыл бұрын

go out and take a walk buddy!! by yourself!!! u can do it!!

So did we all collectively listen to this every day in high school? Ok. Love to u all

@halloweencreator9726

Жыл бұрын

Yes ma’am got me through my struggles sort of

Listening to this, i cant help but thinking about a beautiful period of my life. It was summer 2019, i went to summer camp with my friends, it was like a movie. We snuck out, going to malls, going to the arcade, drinking boba at 1 in the morning. Those days were beautiful.

I realized how much I've been inside this summer compared to when I was a child and that realization made me sad. I wish I can go back to those days, when times were simpler, when I was naive to the world and before I realized how cruel the world can be.

@35caliber.

5 жыл бұрын

i completely agree. i say, still try your best to live your life to the fullest now. when you’re an older person, or even in your last few years of life, you’ll be thinking about how much you miss the times of when you still had time. don’t be afraid to try new things and slowly step from your comfort zone, you won’t regret it.

@sarinaseoane4967

5 жыл бұрын

That’s true, but also, the world can be a wonderful place full of good people and kind words.

@cornyvinesnek2489

5 жыл бұрын

shit this comment made me cry

@21slumped

5 жыл бұрын

Same!

@cloudpop7609

5 жыл бұрын

ya but think about all the freedom you have now. like, for example, tom you could just pack ur bags, buy a plane ticket and backback all around rome. We only let responsibilities tie us down, they dont have to. If you have kids well then its stiil harder but doable ;)

i have a message to all of you silly nuggets, this might get lost between the comments but i don't care. Don't cry over spilled milk.

@sugarfreeluna

6 жыл бұрын

I do though. My precious milk. I just love milk too much. Sorry

@user-hv7ro1cs9i

5 жыл бұрын

I love you, merci.

@maayanabutbul5976

5 жыл бұрын

It's sad because I'm vegan :(

@boopoo361

5 жыл бұрын

Exerum x XDD

@aya-no4gh

5 жыл бұрын

Exerum x 😅

i met my first love in summer 3 years ago. we used to study, chill, cook & hangout together while listening to lofi music. sadly, 7 months in our relationship he passed away. it pained me sm that i got depressed for almost a year. now, i can finally let him go. i will always cherish our memories together forever, mark

@turtleneckbros

3 жыл бұрын

Yo this is so sweet, Im sry for your lost but Im happy you were able to find peace

@lou._i

3 жыл бұрын

🥺

i remember listening to this for the first time 2years ago. i was listening to my family talking shit about me while listening to this. i found this again and i cant believe its been 2years damn it reminds me how shitty the place im living in is

@alanacoenen9706

3 жыл бұрын

I hope you get out of there one day and pursue your dreams :) sending you a virtual hug

@ines-rj1ox

3 жыл бұрын

@@alanacoenen9706 thank u i really appreciate it

I love how everyone has their stories to tell about their last summer and how the music fits so well. Seeing what last summer means to different people with such candid stories is something really lovely but slightly sad to read

This is one of the best comment sections on youtube. Every time I read these comments, I feel so connected to all of you, even though we're all so far away from each other. It would be nice if some of us could meet in a room and tell our stories, I guess.

@raneemiftekhar6354

5 жыл бұрын

Exactly. I have a theory that a lot of people around us irl feel similar sentiments. We just choose to keep them to our self and express them in hidden places like notebooks and recesses of youtube.

@dvi3060

5 жыл бұрын

Raneem Iftekhar, wow, I always think about the same thing. Imagine if everyone had the courage to talk about their feelings and thoughts. Think about the many people who happen to share demons and emotions with you, and just choose to keep it for themselves. I think it’s an incredible thing to think about.

@thianlian7744

5 жыл бұрын

everyone is never far from each other. We are all humans. Do you see the connection? God made us all not to harm or do crime but to love each other, even if people hurt you, you shouldn't hurt them back. We are all brothers and sisters, since we are created by the same creator. Let the animals live like us dont hurt them. If you hurt animals your only hurting god's creation. Do you see the connection? everyone is in a room called earth.

@thianlian7744

5 жыл бұрын

clock tick as we change. We can sometimes be kind or be mean. if you have depression dont be, you have a home right where your standing. Earth. I recommend you all to go outside, and scream on the top of your lungs say: LET THERE BE PEACE IN THIS WORLD FOR ONCE!

@thianlian7744

5 жыл бұрын

i need to spread this in the real comments so people can understand the definition of my name

this album went triple platinum in my eighth grade creative writing class

wow this is 4 years old? life has flown by!

no one really talks about how strong nostalgia is, like sadness or anger. thinking about amazing memories that are all in the past that'll probably never happen again, especially with the same person? and what if that person doesn't think about it as much as i do? crushes my heart. it makes me scared for the future, both knowing something as good might not happen again and that if it does that'll it'll eventually be put in the past, where it'll only be a memory. hurts even more when it's with a person you never talk to anymore.generations and generations of human life have put away memories on top of memories of loved ones and happy times and eventually time will put it all in the past. it kind of makes it all bittersweet. each human life has it's own regrets and memories of last summer.

@duongo6274

4 жыл бұрын

wow i relate to this so much

this reminds of the time when anything and everything didn’t matter

I always find myself coming back to this playlist. Its so timeless and captures a feeling of rest and lack of responsibilities I yearn for, and miss so very much.

Used to listen to this back in 2018 when im studying my ass off Till its 4 am . Now its 2020, no difference except not in high school anymore , first year in uni . This lofi does wonders to me

@notroe2237

3 жыл бұрын

it’s so cool that it’s continually helped support you all these years good luck with uni 🙌🏼✨

@clockworkssh2675

3 жыл бұрын

notroe awww thank you sweetheart ☀️

@Braden9

3 жыл бұрын

Good luck! Hope it pays off. I’m currently in freshman year with all honors classes and I’m hoping it pays off aswell.

I'm here listening to this, while it's 10 pm and I can see the purple sky outside my bedroom window how it slowly turns blue and it's just beautiful. I want to live in this moment forever.

@batoujesus5964

6 жыл бұрын

Same here, even though it's 10:28 pm as I'm listening to this

@youreabsolutelyrightand7568

6 жыл бұрын

Ah, I really like enjoying summer morning :')

@itan2495

5 жыл бұрын

Aďa Gri I’ve never seen the sky purple I wish I was there

Here's what I got outta the video: So you are outside with your friends playing hide and seek tag and whatnot, and the sun is slightly low, making the sky orange, while misquitoes are biting you and you are sweaty, but you don't care you just want to be with your friends. Then you get called inside for dinner, and you go inside, expecting tommorrow to be better and filled with fun.

@pee_cock

5 жыл бұрын

oh my god you’re gonna make me cry

@PedroHenrique-bz2dm

5 жыл бұрын

and the "tomorrow" never ckme back again

@thechubchubsarchives9355

4 жыл бұрын

Pedro Henrique no, it did all summer, but everything feels like one day now

@thechubchubsarchives9355

4 жыл бұрын

CharismaticKid I imagined a treehouse with swings and birds chirping.

@Puppylove230

4 жыл бұрын

this just made me realize that we all played with our neighborhood friends one last time and never even thought about it being our last day together. now we’re all grown, moved away, or in college. :/

please please please never delete this.

@a-ren3780

3 жыл бұрын

you don't know how often I come here

@arani3395

3 жыл бұрын

@@a-ren3780 same bruh I'm literally searching in the comments the comments i saw last time.

Video: posted 2018 All the comments: *1 day ago*

@absol102

3 жыл бұрын

Loll

@lia2827

3 жыл бұрын

You commented 1 day ago 😂

@zay6744

3 жыл бұрын

The replies to your comment went like 3 days ago , 2 days ago and to mine 1 day ago

@friskyiguess6843

3 жыл бұрын

you might want to change your option from "newest comments" to "top comments"

@Dog_Day17_18

3 жыл бұрын

Lol that's funny. That made my day and it just started :3 thanks

I could feel how the sun used to burn my skin, how i laughed, ran, screamed on top of my lungs, fell down, and lived. Blurry, these memories where life was simple back then. Wishing that it would stay the same. There’s a regret hiding in the insides of me. I kind of regret growing up. edit: its been 2 years ahahah

@cashallenojaramilla7524

5 жыл бұрын

Just know that I'm gonna think about this comment for the rest of my life, thus I will be thinking about you the rest of my life. You'll never be forgotten and even a little thing as a comment can leave your impact, meaning you've already made a mark on the world. Godspeed, brother.

@vivianvu468

5 жыл бұрын

Same :)) welcome to life

@joeymartin7908

5 жыл бұрын

Same here, and I'm only pushing 20. My parent always said to me "don't grow up, its a trap"

@emiliadragulin5826

5 жыл бұрын

I guess we all do. By the way, you're name is my favourite book character's name (Will) maybe you're as awesome as him💙

@kurotani8270

5 жыл бұрын

Now you realize things too fast and see them too clear...

Last summer. i found my love. today i asked her about our future, she said yes to my propose

@jofreguerrero9481

6 жыл бұрын

im happy for u

@unclemat9969

6 жыл бұрын

Congrats :')

@aaminali2743

6 жыл бұрын

I'm happy for you😋😊❤

@DaveTheComrade

6 жыл бұрын

Thank you all! Never tought that my comment get noticed, thanks for your kind words!

@marlenepietsch3939

5 жыл бұрын

Congrats

Saved this to my KZread account 5 years ago. I decided to listen to this while I read my “East Of Eden” by John Steinbeck. And after five years I never read the bio. With the famous Steinbeck quote “What good is the warmth of summer, without the cold of the winter to give it sweetness”. I love this video even more now.

i always come back to this. here i am in 2020! i first listened to this in the summer of 2018--an idyllic sort of summer, really. spent by open windows with the sun shining in on my face and summer showers that i want to reach out and touch. the lake sparkled in the distance, an expanse i stared at intermittently. every now and then i'd go downstairs and sit on the screen porch, looking over my grandparents' vast backyard. they had a table and chairs on the grassy field. sometimes i'd perch there and listen to my little sister yell from inside (she was about a year old at the time.) i miss that summer. it was peaceful.

Going through some of the comments made me realize. Nobody is perfect we all go through a fair share of shit. Just be you man, just be you. That's all you've got.

@pramila3067

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you and I hope you do too

@gautamtanwar6783

5 жыл бұрын

Some great words, thanks so much for sharing this :)

We’d divorced three years earlier and hadn’t seen each other since, but for whatever reason, I never took her off my emergency contact list at the nearest hospital. After my accident, I was put in a medically induced coma, and when I woke, she was the only person in the room. She sat in a hospital recliner, watching The View, looking unshowered. She turned her head casually as I slowly came to. “It’s just like you to have something like this happen,” she said. “I’m here, so I figure I’ll get us something to eat. What do you want?”

it's 5 a.m. and I haven't slept at all, so here I am just vibing.

@addie9947

3 жыл бұрын

Literally same

I know my parents said, "Don't talk to strangers." But dang, you all are the nicest strangers I'll ever meet. ack thank you :,)

@arani3395

3 жыл бұрын

Yes I love the positive vibe that comes from this comment section

@turkishmusicguru

3 жыл бұрын

Haha 💖😊

Last summer was my last high school summer break. I started my senior year great and ended it great. Over the years I realized how much I changed and everything else. Knowing which are my real friends and removing the toxic ones. I miss it already. I miss waking up early to get ready and go all out for spirit day. I’d love setting up decorations at 5am in school. The football games with my friends. Halloween. Hanging out in my cool teachers classroom really late with my friends just to hang out or watch videos. Working in the student store. Drama club. Rehearsals. I never wanted to go home during senior year because I didn’t want to leave my friends. I really enjoyed senior year so much. I have too many memories, and I’m glad I do. I pushed myself a lot this year to be more social so I can have a year to remember. I hope everyone can do the same. Like I can’t believe this is it. I thought I’d be in high school forever. I don’t know I just couldn’t imagine life after high school and here I am. It is true. It goes by fast. And like everyone else already said please enjoy it. Make the best of it. It could be the best or worse days of your life, but it up to you.

@kucikaz

6 жыл бұрын

It really goes fast. Thanks for sharing your story, I feel really sad, yet grateful now.

@bolteatrice0623

5 жыл бұрын

Man, everything really does have an end. All my friends are going to different schools and countries... I can't believe time flies this fast... Wish I could spend more time with them...

I will remember your smile in those warm summer evenings, we didn't even speak the same language, but our connection was deeper than that. I'll miss you.

@itan2495

5 жыл бұрын

awe

@nonotthatone1778

5 жыл бұрын

I dated someone from another country last summer. some of the best days of my life. I knew it wouldn't last, our conversations were screened by google translate before the other saw. but I loved him anyway.

@justaverage7073

5 жыл бұрын

This made me curious...

time moved slow back then. i listened to this a couple of years back and continued on listening to every couple months which then became years. This song gave me comfort. This wasn't only because of the music but the comment sections of people having similar experiences as us with that one certain time during our lives when we felt happy and free. I enjoyed scrolling through the comments while listening to this music, reading about people's experienced when it came to falling in love and falling out of love, having friends, losing friends, being happy and being sad. I hope everybody is doing okay

@mango6971

2 жыл бұрын

most of us were young when we listened to this song, 2018 was 4 years ago, alot of us who listened to this then were probably in middle school or highschool, this was when we felt the most emotions, when we felt the most free to do anything, back when we were surround with hundreds and hundreds of people our same age, where we made friends and fell for people and experienced new things and grew to be the person we are today. This was also when we felt the hardest pains, the most alone, the days when we just wanted to stay in our room and just listen to calming songs and not talk to anybody, the calm the peace.

Can't believe this playlist has been 5 years old, and 2018 was 5 years ago. 2018 was the last year I knew what an actual summer casually felt like - sunlight beamed through the window, penetrated my blanket, and kissed my face gently.

@cidunit6493

Жыл бұрын

Bro exactly, i just rediscovered it... Makes me think about stuff that changed. In a good way😅

@BiscuitMenace

Жыл бұрын

miss those days before covid and social distancing, before my screen addiction

@isaiahwatson490

Жыл бұрын

My last real summer was 2019... everything was just magical

missed my childhood summer where I only played the whole early morning till the early sunset. and then a day is nothing longer cause I'm with my childhood bestfriends. i remembered when we used to build our own tent and buy some snacks and we we're just insidd our tent talking, laughing and. even scaring ourselves to make it a thrilling experience. While now, all I have are those memories. and I can't turn it back anymore. so sad but all I can do is to live.

@graypic64

4 жыл бұрын

Why are tears falling down my phone?

@finthehuman3649

4 жыл бұрын

Wow, your childhood seems like it was a lot of fun. All you can do is just revel in the memories

@AquaMarineBelAqua

4 жыл бұрын

wowo i feel you, i had this before age of 8, i had to move on , i let my friends and i never had friends like this again ..

@belle369

4 жыл бұрын

I miss that too. You know what I just realized though is that I have a lot of memories that I only recently made, that I’ll remember years later, and miss. Just over spring break, one of my best friends, my sister and I played at the park all day. We left the house at 10 or 11 AM and didn’t come back until sunset. We found some old scooter thing, tied it to my friend’s bike, and rode around with it all day. Best few days of spring break in my life, and it was simple. I didn’t go on any trips, or do anything fancy, we just had genuine fun. I’m going to miss that.

@coldair4450

4 жыл бұрын

Same... But my friend moved into other place to live and that really hurts...

I feel alone and empty hearing this. It reminds of when I'd walk outside during the hot summer evenings as everything turned gold and the clouds loomed over the horizon. There was always that summer smell, musky and hot. There would be songs I'd loop for hours at a time during my walk. And it'd be the only time I'd leave the house during the summer. Whether for walking the dogs, getting alone time, just wanting to go down that forest trail again, I would be out at six every evening before dinner. But then I stopped. Where did it go?

@lonelypidgeon9519

4 жыл бұрын

StarriiArii I completely understand. Also, you havent lost it! Its right there! In your beautiful art, and sharp mind!

@chilled1298

4 жыл бұрын

To your memories

One of my favorite albums, cannot state how much I like it.

Ive been listening to this on spotify but its good to see that the comments are still lovely even after 5 years. First time i was here i almost offed myself but hey im still here 5 years later.

@ogkuv1007

5 ай бұрын

we still here after all

@fantasytky28

4 ай бұрын

Same. So sad. Just happened to think about this lofi and tried to find in KZread to no avail. Scrolling back phone screenshots up until 2019 to finally found screenshot of this video playing on phone music player. And now I'm here

this title is actually accurate. i listened to this all last summer (summer 2018) when my depression and insomnia were rough during summer school. i’d sit at 4am, the only light coming from my tv, which was playing this softly. it makes me so nostalgic because although i was struggling, life seemed so much simpler then.

@jellymarie1965

4 жыл бұрын

not really but i'm getting by

@vivi-dg9ls

4 жыл бұрын

thats exactly what im feeling too, maybe life would be seen as so easy for future me. maybe i dont have to overthink things. maybe i can just be happy. but i cant for some reason.

@billy1598

4 жыл бұрын

It's funny how when you are depressed, there are only few thoughts in your head making you feel bad or anxious, but when you are living life normally, your mind is filled with a million thoughts, weakening you by the second and getting you all stressed out and shit...

@danikarylee1659

4 жыл бұрын

jellymarie i felt this

isn’t it breathtakingly beautiful how you’ve learned to grow flowers from the memories that died a long time ago

@sabaneyev

6 жыл бұрын

shut the fuck up

@urmum443

6 жыл бұрын

new keynesianism learn to lose and it will teach you how winning works

@sabaneyev

6 жыл бұрын

shut the fuck up you product of late stage capitalist decay

@urmum443

6 жыл бұрын

new keynesianism 😘

When I first started listening to this more than a year ago i thought to myself "I wished I had summer nostalgia." But a year later, I realized that during the period where I was constantly listening to this was outside during summer break, on walks and runs with my sister. So in a way, this lofi video and background really built it's own nostalgia on my life

After letting go of friends that i've been with for 8 years or so due to highschool, drifting, and them becoming not so good friends this song reminds when we used to walk down the powerlines at the back of my house, when times were simpler.

i miss the good old days of running around the street riding bikes with my friends. but as the years went on that worry free feeling of happiness just kept slowing fading away. now i’m about to graduate high school but i don’t feel excited or happy, all i feel is regret. i regret not living my teenage life to the fullest. if your reading this and you’re still young, please strive for any goal you have because if you do i can’t guarantee you will accomplish it, but i can guarantee you’ll regret not reaching for it. may 22, 2019

@vivi-dg9ls

4 жыл бұрын

thank you so much i think i should wait a little longer to see what life will bring me

@Emeny

4 жыл бұрын

Wow thank you

I miss my friends and our memories together. The slightest bit of thing that reminds me of them brings me back into that classroom that we all stayed. I remember walking to class and seeing somebody there first. They would comment on how I look that day and we would just laugh. All of us would, sometimes, gather around and just talk about the past. It was great. I don't want us to part ways but this is it. This is how life works. We have to move on. This might be my loneliest summer yet.

When I first listened to this, I didn't know how much it would mean to me. 3 years have passed... time flies.

It hurts thinking about losing your friends but soon they'll pass just like summer with nature

@xxami5964

2 жыл бұрын

this made me feel better , in a bittersweet way

a word of warning and wisdom to those who feel lost and helpless around this time, especially with exams and school ending: you will find your way. there is nothing more powerful in your life, nothing more perfect, and nothing more inspiring than you. you are valid, no matter your colors or views. you are beautiful, and you should be respected for staying true to yourself, no matter what. good luck to you, you incredible being. when you feel unworthy of the challenges set in front of you, remember that you are the judge and jury of your own life. you will overcome, and you will overcome with colors brighter than anyone has ever witnessed. remember the universal language of music when you struggle. you will find your way, but let the sounds of your heart guide you to your home.

@margie8637

6 жыл бұрын

I'm going to send this to my friend right now because she seriously needs it. Thank you for that comment.

@oshinofalakoju5749

6 жыл бұрын

Thank yoouuuu!!!! I'm currently at Law School summer program and I have felt super overwhelmed since I got here but I know it will get better. I really needed this."

@corvid9934

6 жыл бұрын

💕💕

@ThouRookie

6 жыл бұрын

zaxx // Have you been through a lot.?

This summer doesn't feel like summer. Summer is calm. No worries. No pressure. Right now this is all I feel, a pressing, heavy ticking. A clock running out of time. Ironic. It doesn't feel like I'll ever be able to relax. I have no boundaries, just the constant state of anxiety I wake up to everyday that goes on and on and gets worse every minute. I don't know which way to turn. I just feel like lying down and sleep..

@taejin2U

6 жыл бұрын

me and you boo. ;^(

@harrisondorn7091

6 жыл бұрын

Same here. I think the reason why summer is so terrifying to me at least is I feel like I'm going to waste it being a husk of a person, passively consuming KZread videos and getting nothing done. It's the little things that give me peace sometimes. A bike ride late at night, a profound conversation with a stranger, waking up before anyone and drinking coffee while watching the sun rise, lofi hip hop (lol), art, music. Cliche I know, but it makes me feel alive.

@mer7679

5 жыл бұрын

I feel

@reemonemo8562

Жыл бұрын

true af specially right now in my life

I'm not a social butterfly but i miss seeing people together .. i really miss when the virus was not around i didn't have to worry as much ..

Listening on August 31st, 20 more minutes and summer is over. Im really sad but in a good way, summer 2020 was one of the best things that happened in my life. Not only i met amazing new people, but created a lot of memories that i'll never forget. Of course i had my ups and downs, but im grateful that i got out of a deep depression and worked my way to the top- becoming a better person. Some days i still wanted to hide from the world, or myself, but im glad i didn't. I just wish that this summer would last forever, but the journey goes on, i hope there are more great things that come in fall, winter and maybe even the next year. So long sweet summer, you will be missed.

@dezi_esc

3 жыл бұрын

I don’t know you but I’m very proud of you and all you have accomplished:)

@gabrieleab4977

3 жыл бұрын

@@dezi_esc Thank you:)))

@hudajavaid7848

3 жыл бұрын

i love that for you, keep this attitude!

@_ceriii9905

3 жыл бұрын

Ahhhh! So beautifully written, you go girl!

@gabrieleab4977

3 жыл бұрын

@@hudajavaid7848 I'll try my best haha!

How can the feeling of nostalgia be captured so well in music?

@elijah7316

6 жыл бұрын

Lydia T so true

@s.k.8333

6 жыл бұрын

Right

@s.k.8333

6 жыл бұрын

It feels like I am listening to a lost memory...

@GamingSmithJohn

6 жыл бұрын

it's actually science

@samanthaperry4543

5 жыл бұрын

@@GamingSmithJohn explain or link me to that science plez

You're you. You're you and that's fucking beautiful. Life sucks, man. But sometimes you just have to reach for the glimmer of hope within your life that you don't care enough to notice. Sometimes life will drag you down over and over until you feel blank and meaningless. But guess what? There's always a sunrise. Sometimes you just have to climb through the layer of dark and gloomy clouds you've built around yourself and look at the twinkling stars that were there the whole time.

@sorennomi6271

5 жыл бұрын

thanks, Vector

@izgiovanotte

5 жыл бұрын

I feel like writing this comment on my notebook, on my wall, on my sketchbooks... this made my heart feel so warm and happy. Thank you so much.

*Read this and then close your eyes to imagine it:* It's a nice summer day, a slight breeze that rustles the grass, a book in your hand as you sit under a tree. Sure the roots hurt a little bit to sit on, but it's worth it. There's shade covering you except for the tiny rays of sunshine poking through the leaves making a beautiful pattern on the grass of light and dark green. The sound of happy laughter is in the air, and you have your favorite companion with you (your dog or SO.) Nothing could go wrong on this happy summer day.

@yoqp04

4 жыл бұрын

been doing this in my dreams for years, doing my best to find the place.

@jooon777

4 жыл бұрын

I fell asleep :")

@coldair4450

4 жыл бұрын

I cannot close my eyes. I need to read this comment 😂

i come back to this video every summer, and i like to see my improvements from then and now by listening to this and every year i reflect the last as "last summer". I miss going to my brothers baseball games and swinging on the playground and eating sunflower seeds, watching the "big kids" climb to the top of the playground, watching the sun set and going for ice cream afterward. I miss early grade school when i had a minimum of 20 friends and life was so easy, I miss the milk cartons and school trays. I miss hugging my teachers on the last day of school and coming home to my mother who would always make dinner, Going to my grand parents to stay the night and then go to the museums and the gift shop, On my birthdays when i would blow out the candles and we'd eat cake, On Christmas when we'd help decorate the giant real tree, the family christmas party on xmas eve when we'd eat potato and pea soup, At school when we'd celebrate Halloween and i'd always go as bonnie from fnaf. I miss that. But now i have to let go and move on since in a few years i'll be a responsible young adult, going to college and finding true love, Maybe not a person, but a career to fulfill my childish dreams of being a artist, Or maybe working to help children. Just know that moving on doesn't have to be sad, and you don't have to forget those fuzzy childhood memories, and looking back at where i was now, and how i'll look back at this comment in a few years, The improvement and change will come as long as you willingly allow it, So dear 2027 me, If you're ever sad, or feeling hopeless, remember this comment on this wonderful lofi mix. I love you, so therefore you love yourself. -sincerely 2020 KB Edit: it’s now 2021, and it’s summer again. I’ve also improved and I’ve found myself a lover. We’ve been together for 5 months now and we’re on call with each other daily. I’m gonna update this comment every summer, or try to. As for my dreams and aspirations at the moment, I want to become a forensic scientist or a profiler. I wish the best summer for all of you who stumble upon my comment, and I hope I can update this sort of journal? I don’t know. But anyway, dear next summer me, how far have you come from me right now? How are you doing in school? Do you still have the love of your life? Do you look the way you want to look? Are you sober?

it’s currently 3am for me, and i’m just laying in bed thinking about the old summer days that i’ve had. i used to run around under the sun with my cousins and play hide and seek, or shoot each other with water guns. every single day was just a blast... but now we’re all much older than before and we have our own plans and things to do. i just miss those days where i had no worries and felt... happy and free. i want to have that feeling of an amazing summer once more, instead of moping around in my room blocking myself from the outside world.

@user-rq9cc4fm3c

6 жыл бұрын

so true

@caveoframentala2120

6 жыл бұрын

Jimin

@ren514

6 жыл бұрын

Wow, I relate so much with what you've said

@ruetube

6 жыл бұрын

squishy park jimin i can relate so much rn

@TrashBoy2001

5 жыл бұрын

And be free from drugs

Wow, I was just going to use this as music to do my summer homework to, but I'm finding myself getting ready to cry. Do you ever have the feeling where each year gets progressively worse and you miss every single past year because it felt different? I'm probably just crazy and lonely, but this kind of music brings it out, haha

@101Top10Vids

6 жыл бұрын

yep, i relate so bad... but i guess that's how we ended up here, our scars gave us a chance to bond and to listen to each other's sufferings...this is where the good part of all of this is. i hope everything turns out well for you, i really hope from the bottom of my heart.

@Jane-so9in

6 жыл бұрын

aw, now you really have me crying

@syl.7753

6 жыл бұрын

I'm sure there are people who love you, and even if your years get worse you have to try to make your life better and don't give up, you can rest whenever you feel tired of life but never give up 💓

@101Top10Vids

6 жыл бұрын

@Jane-so9in

6 жыл бұрын

thank you

december 17. i used to listen to this during the summer up in a cabin in new york. i used to go every year as a kid. after swimming at the lake and riding our bikes into town to get sandwiches, i would fall apart on the bed. the window was open, and i would always watch the street lights orange glow illuminate the road we stayed on. and everything felt okay. i remember the warm, night breeze brushing over me and soothing me asleep. i miss it.

@saturnfour

3 жыл бұрын

now it’s almost christmas. i’m in the car driving south for vacation. i always loved road trips, almost as much as the destination itself. riding in the nighttime when everyone is settling down on their devices, and the only thing i hear is the occasional rustle of my family, or a heavy truck thundering past us on the highway. the cool, artificial ac blowing against my face, and my tired eyes, desperately trying to fall asleep against the cold backseat window. it’s weird to think back to a specific moment. or thinking, i’m gonna remember this moment when i finally get there. and when i get there, i do remember it. conjuring up what i looked like in that moment, or remembering myself typing this. it’s all so insignificant, just something to pass the time. but it’s the weirdest thing to be able to think back to this specific moment, wishing you could tell your past self everything that’s happened since. dear future me remembering this moment, i hope you made it to orlando safe! i love you. have fun :) anyway, thank you for this rant haha, i love reminiscing on the sweeter times in life. make sure you take the time to look back on them too. thank the world. edit: i’ve been to orlando like twice since. so yes i made it.😳. 2021 is whack bro.

@arani3395

3 жыл бұрын

Keep updating dude we don't know if you have reached Orlando yet

Listened to this often a few years ago in summer, suddenly remembered this playlist since it's once again summer here, feels fresh as always to listen and one of my favourite playlist still 🔅

@jericjamesmunez

3 ай бұрын

same ⛅

Always cherish those people who come into your life, and you find out that they love you for you. Because damn, don't take the littlest things for granted.. because they won't come back all the time. Like how you want them too.

last summer i met a boy named adam. we liked each other at first sight, and i admitted it straight away. we dated, but since he was depressed and had insomnia, it was hard for us to stay together. i tried to help him cope with the visions and voices, andd when it didn't seem to work, i gave up. a few months later after i went home across the state, i heard he met the girl of his dreams. i felt happy for him, as he wasn't depressed anymore, but.. i missed him, and felt a little jealous. i still miss him today and when it's summer, i think about him and the time we spent together. i miss you adam. i know you don't understand why, but you will someday. i love you.

@Tarps07

6 жыл бұрын

._.

@aaminali2743

6 жыл бұрын

Victor Nikiforov it's okay God has better for you

@kassieritter8871

5 жыл бұрын

@@Tarps07 i guess a little kid like you doesnt understand vulnerability. you can "._." all you want, but dont try to pull that here.

@Tarps07

5 жыл бұрын

calm down mate dont know why you are triggred

@mariaventura3109

5 жыл бұрын

U made me cry :(

the picture, the vibes, the music, its all perfect idk how to explain this feeling im getting

Used to listen to this a lot when i was in college. Now I'm in the military getting all nostalgic.

I'm glad i didn't end it all... I was so young and in so much pain, I was able to grow up and experience so many things, I had a chance to live and it was so worth it. Things aren't perfect now, and my depression isn't gone but I'm so happy it didn't end in my middle school bathroom. My life is precious and I'm so glad I lived long enough to understand that.

@saigewest8744

6 жыл бұрын

i am so, so happy that you now see the simple fact that your life is precious. thank you. i'm always here to talk.

@aliyahjoelle5366

6 жыл бұрын

Can't wait until my brain can get to that point more often

@amarylily

6 жыл бұрын

@theeargasmchannel

6 жыл бұрын

i'm glad you came to this conclusion. for some people, it'd take them forever to get to the point of being thankful for simply existing. wishing good luck to everyone who's struggling.

At the time we don't truly value how special some moments and days mean to us. Only when we look back in the past do we cherish and savor those moments that you wish can last forever. Every moment is the most important moment. I only wish I can re-live those days when the only care in the world seemed so trivial. Nostalgia is my best friend, but also my worst enemy.

@setza1577

6 жыл бұрын

I feel like people often don't talk about how nostalgia affects you and how sad it can feel for me I kinda feel like it would be amazing to go back with some memories and others I'm glad I'm in the present time but what can you do, really 🙃

Im pulling an all nighter to complete my assignment and listening to these lofi songs is the best decision ive ever made. K bye.

last summer i listened to this, and here i am this year too

@trove1185

3 жыл бұрын

nice

@multistannerbitch7109

3 жыл бұрын

n0tCab same

Those clouds reminded me of that summer I spent in my grandma´s house in China. She always woke up earlier than the rest, and went downstairs to buy breakfast. In the afternoon, my mom, aunt and me would go shopping and before going back to grandma´s we would make a stop and buy the groceries for dinner. I was seventeen and while I was waiting for my mom and aunt, I saw the most beautiful clouds between a pair of tall buildings, it was unfortunate I didn´t had a cellphone or camera with me in that moment, but I still remember it clearly.

A couple of weeks ago i was in such a dark state, i had major anxiety and depression and i still do. I felt hopeless, i felt as if i had no one to turn to, i felt i was useless to everyone and everything. Since nobody wanted me or needed me and since i was utterly useless to everyone, i planned to commit suicide one night. When that night came, i was breaking down crying on my bathroom floor with razor blades and pill bottles at 4 in the morning hoping i would never see the light of day again. As i was about to start the process of suicide, my playlist of sad music ended on youtube and this video came on from the suggestions. As soon as this came on, i had "flashbacks" of all the wonderful times ive had with my boyfriend, my friends, and my family. I sat in the bathroom for 2 more hours listening to this on repeat and thinking about all the amazing people i have in my life that i didnt recognise before. Im still depressed and anxious but im alive. When you hear me say "music saved my life" i really mean it did. This video, this music saved my life.

@calebczepanski4037

6 жыл бұрын

Since this is the internet there's no guarantee that this happened but if it did, Just remember... It doesn't get better. You get stronger. If it's all true I really recommend you get some help. I don't care who you are, but it's completely unreasonable to say that no one care's about you. I hope you're feeling a bit better now. Please get some help.

@skitlappar4360

6 жыл бұрын

Calebcze i am getting help and going to therapy now, and im doing a bit better; thank you for your concern

@caramelo4942

6 жыл бұрын

i dont even know you but i really hope you're okay!!!! stay strong, sending lots of love~

@joaopedromarques2556

6 жыл бұрын

Never give up of your life. One day u will remember this day and how u got strong since

@im_a_ghost583

6 жыл бұрын

Life is precious so keep living it! I know how you feel, I truly do but giving up is not the way to go. You have to push back and say no. I wish you the best and remember, you’re not alone.

this album is... genuinely perfection. the album art evokes such a specific nostalgic feeling, remembering going home at sunset when the sun was too far down the horizon to reach the houses but still reflected in the cloud tops miles above while the street lights were just coming on. the music is so simple and wholesome, and fits both memories of the past and the process of making memories in the present day. and when you listen to it long enough, the music Itself ingrains itself in your past, and unlocks another level of nostalgia. i listened to this a lot the last two years in the summers, and last summer i basically had it on repeat as i packed my childhood room to move houses. it reminded me of playing around the neighborhood as a kid, and was a good soundtrack to saying farewell to the home where i grew up. now it's the end of the following summer, i am listening to it Again, and i'm nostalgic for those memories as well. basically, this album can only get better with age.

@julianianni4109

3 жыл бұрын

This comment had me in tears...

I miss those times where I was a child completely ignorant of all the adult issues I'm facing alone everyday

@allyma3

3 жыл бұрын

im scared to become one,,, febuary 2nd..

@alice-ud5qn

3 жыл бұрын

@@allyma3 happy birthday! i hope you have a great day :)

@taofrecy2076

3 жыл бұрын

@@allyma3 happy late birthday! Hope you're doing well!

I remember summer 2015 when I would just run across the streets in my neighbourhood with my best friend. I remember summer 2016 when I would dance in the rain with my crush, which was lovely, though the rain drops were pretty cold. I remember summer 2017 when my life went totally downhill and I realized in my complete loneliness that the only person who could help me out that pit I fell in was me and only me. Now it's summer 2018 and I feel a strong feeling of numbness, I feel quite empty, not completely empty though, I feel like I'm kind of recovering from what was coming to me back in 2017. But now... 2018 is so silent, so quiet, I feel like I can do anything I put my mind to but at the same time I feel trapped. I miss feeling loved and I have so much love to give, but I feel like there's no one now who can make me feel loved, I need affection and it's so harsh for me. This summer has been so boring and I know that I should either wait or look for someone myself, but waiting for love can be so hard. Sorry for the long text, I just needed to chill out a bit and nostalgia hit me hard. Also, thanks for reading. Lots of love and peace, I hope you guys are having the best summer! 💕 August the 2nd, 2018

@lazarlazic6719

5 жыл бұрын

Same, what hapened to that best friend? :)

@luca32753

5 жыл бұрын

lazar lazic my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend in 2015 so I had to leave them both

@lazarlazic6719

5 жыл бұрын

aww thats so horrible and sad ..... but it will get better these days for sure :*

@luca32753

5 жыл бұрын

lazar lazic thank you so much for the support and I hope you're right... how's your summer going though?

@lazarlazic6719

5 жыл бұрын

haha not so great but im optimistic that things must change pretty soon, thanks for asking

Listening to this while in my dorm, peering out the tiny windows that displayed the rosy gold horizon that I so loved to watch fade into temporary blues and blacks of an ethereal night and holding on to the panging feeling of homesickness in my veins, hoping someday to return back to the past.

i miss living for myself. reading because i felt like reading, painting because i wanted to create something i could call my own, learning about the world because it was so big and i was so small and everything was just absolutely fascinating. these days i feel like i’m doing everything for other people, working and reading and creating because i’m told i have to. you never realize how truly free you are as a child until you no longer are one.

@slushydude901

3 жыл бұрын

My biggest fear is i will lose the things i enjoy as i mature it truly scares me.ps i dont have access to my school library wich is bumming me out so much rn

I listened to this playlist non stop in 2018 when it first came out. Now it feels even more nostalgic. I remember those summer days, when we used to sneak out at 8PM and walk through the trail behind my house, hoping that nobody would catch us holding hands in the warm, dark evening. I remember how you smelled- Dolce and Gabana light blue cologne filled the humid air. Your smell, your voice- it was all so comforting to me. It's been a few years now since those nights, but I still think about you. I still think about all the ways you changed me, blessed me, hurt me- you made me realize that human emotion was so complex and multi-faceted, so impossible to capture. You helped me to understand that the pain and bliss of a love like ours was ephemeral and temporary, never meant to last. Every time I see the strange orange hue of sunset-lit white suburban homes, I remember you. All of you.

to everyone out there reading this right now, you are so much stronger than you know of. just being on this earth right now means so much. it means that despite your downs, you still are here. you are amazing, you are beautiful, don't let anything or anyone make you feel otherwise, especially yourself. you are here for a reason. everything happens for a reason, and your downs only make you stronger and stronger. it breaks my heart that so many people don't see how frikin AMAZING you are! when you think you're unloved, remember there are SO SO many people who love you deeply and care about you so so much. never ever doubt yourself or beat urself up about the past. Never blame yourself, everything happens for a reason. YOU ARE ENOUGH. you've always been enough, that's why you are here. To everyone in pain who gets up and has breakfast, and goes to school/work, you are so frikin strong. and to EVERYONE who cant get out of bed, you are still so frikin strong. remember, being here right now, and living in the moment is enough. its okay not to be okay. everything happens in good time and takes a while to overcome obstacles and heal. let time lead you to new experiences and adventures. when you realize you are a beautiful strong being, you become even more beautiful and strong. when you set your mind to believe in yourself and never give up, it becomes a reality. you are never alone. when you feel like you're in the pit of despair, the only way to go from there is up. my heart goes out to everyone out there.

@teamheavensgate6639

6 жыл бұрын

thank you

@sadthings2163

6 жыл бұрын

You make me cry, thank you for your words. My English is no good sorry :c

@coreybarnes1167

6 жыл бұрын

i needed that, thank you allison

@milapark1696

6 жыл бұрын

Thank you i really need that, you are so kind, thank you! 💖

@kenleulhmmm5808

6 жыл бұрын

Thank you

Last summer... Do you remember? The birds chirping at sunrise And the smell of freshly baked pies When you kissed me to wake me When you made me laugh when I was feeling blue When you convinced me you would never hurt me When you said...you loved me too.. It all kindly ended with that one little lie Now, you've stopped kissing me Now, you've stopped making me laugh Now...you've changed I am up at 4 AM Overthinking and shaking at the thought of you You never noticed how my heart is completely aching And there I sat, heart crumbling Always stumbling.. And now here I sit, looking at the vast ocean Always afraid when my heart is in motion Always wondering.. Of last summer... So this is my first poem and it might be pretty weak but I tried. Thanks for reading if you did! :P

@k1k1l4nd

6 жыл бұрын

oof I like it! :D

@Emma-gz4mz

6 жыл бұрын

We have the same usernames! Also, your poem is beautiful :3

@so4r790

6 жыл бұрын

Kinda was expecting it to end with “....oof.” But STILL GOOD

@toryacquisto8678

6 жыл бұрын

Wow thats amazing! I like poems myself and I really love this one! ( ˘ ³˘)❤

@ArielShootsClips

5 жыл бұрын

This is perfect for a song.

this playlist aged really well. Every summer of every year since this was published, I always come back here and it reminds me of the summers before and how much things have changed. The beginning of my summer has now moved from March to July and I can't believe it's been over a year now since the change. 2 years ago I wrote this down in pain, but I could still vividly hear and see in my mind what I wrote. "I was on my period one day, lying down on my bed curled up into half from the familiar pain. There was my family over at the dining table. I could hear their muffled chattering, their utensils cluttering on the porcelain plates, the television humming in the background. And there on the headrest, the view of my cat perched, looking out the window as the strong winds of the beginning of August blew the many leaves of the tree, sounding like the sea." 2021