January 12th 2019 marks the 40th day of my second round of Subagh Kriya (3-minute version). At that point, I am unemployed, in an extremely unsettling housing situation (hostile, unsafe, disrespectful environment of insensitive and anesthetized cohabitants) but myself financially blocked from making a move. Previously, the first 40 day round of Subagh I ever did was in December 2017 / January 2018. I was going through a recovery of dropping to academic rock bottom. Graduated and supposed to step up into life, never more lost, never with less self confidence, professionally but also personally. In April 2021, Subagh and I are reuniting once again. This time, again, end of the world, at least in my perception. In a little safe nest of mine, my favourite furniture, a bookshelf that is constantly being filled, a record player and vinyl that warms my heart, I have means to afford acupuncture sessions, an amazing vocal coach, rose oil, yoga classes at the Golden Shield Institute; basically, I can afford so many things I knew I always wanted, and some I am only now getting to know I want. However, in February and March 2021 especially, it meant nothing. I had material wealth but the prosperity was lost. Nothing brought light into my heart. I’ve shortly gotten in touch with and then lost a soul that made me feel things I never wanted to lose. Once he was gone, nothing mattered. Eternity meant nothing. Maya. I was totally consumed by it. I am still processing all that happened. Yesterday I felt alignment again. Maybe it’s Mercury going direct, maybe House of Prosperity workshop by Golden Shield kriya combo, maybe Subagh Kriya or the combination of some or all of the above; maybe factors that were never taken into my consciousness account. Maybe not due to kundalini yoga at all, maybe it’s just the magic of the summer. Obviously, the first two 40-day cycles worked. In March 2020 I was employed by an international company based on my academic accomplishments, in a position allowing me to afford a safe home and all of my small and big luxuries but also giving me enough space to explore and pursue my soul calling while rebuilding my core confidence, professionally and personally. I am feeling prosperous today. I have wounds. But I am back to having wishes and desires. And am curious to come back to this comment section to share what -potentially- third cycle of Subagh Kriya brought into my life. Disclaimer. Discipline is important, because if nothing else, it builds up the self-reliability and sovereignty. Whatever level of scepticism runs in my blood vessels and cerebrospinal fluid, synchronicities are going to pop up and situations will open that are not for faint-hearted souls. If you never heard “new level-new devil” you will have the chance to experience it; expect that discipline will be the least of your problems; but nonetheless, it will be nice to have a healthy and strong backbone.

My go-to timer each day. Thank you!

@charankirtikaur

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Thank You!