Kikuo - I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry "Gomenne gomenne"

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Gomenne...
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Off Vocals & Acapella Base: faq.kikuo.jp
Footage cooperator (mostly in lots of advice): si_ku.k

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  • @owltakizawa
    @owltakizawa4 жыл бұрын

    Every now and then i think about this song and die a little inside

  • @mars1165

    @mars1165

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yup same here

  • @Elienaisuper2

    @Elienaisuper2

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@mars1165 Me Too

  • @galaxyflamingo

    @galaxyflamingo

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hi todoroki

  • @madeofchaiandsilk

    @madeofchaiandsilk

    4 жыл бұрын

    yup literally

  • @Ishaankaushal1

    @Ishaankaushal1

    4 жыл бұрын

    Deadass

  • @joots4342
    @joots43424 жыл бұрын

    Me: “Music can’t be that scary” Kikuo: Hold my skin

  • @oddnigmalous5317

    @oddnigmalous5317

    4 жыл бұрын

    S k i n

  • @Mars-me6mf

    @Mars-me6mf

    4 жыл бұрын

    Reroll underrated comment

  • @gunkgirl

    @gunkgirl

    4 жыл бұрын

    *_The distortionist to kikuo:_* *AM I A JOKE TO YOU?*

  • @Metallic_Ashes

    @Metallic_Ashes

    4 жыл бұрын

    (Hold my sanity)

  • @tsundoku5610

    @tsundoku5610

    4 жыл бұрын

    hold my soup

  • @minori.seaweed
    @minori.seaweed3 ай бұрын

    "disturb the comfortable, comfort the disturbed"

  • @Luci_197

    @Luci_197

    2 ай бұрын

    Fr

  • @AmeliaAngela239

    @AmeliaAngela239

    Ай бұрын

    im comfortable, but this comforts me

  • @MissMadamie

    @MissMadamie

    Ай бұрын

    @@AmeliaAngela239 same tho

  • @EmuNationRise

    @EmuNationRise

    Ай бұрын

    Real (EMU PFP)

  • @Rio-dg5on

    @Rio-dg5on

    Ай бұрын

    WAIT SORRY BUT THEN THE COMFORTABLE GETS DISTURBED AND SINDE THE DISTURBED GETS COMFORTED DOES TYAT MEAN THE DISTURBED GETS COKFORTED AGAIN AND THE COMFORTABLE GETS UH DISTURBED AGAIN LIKE A LOOP-

  • @Slimy.Yakisoba
    @Slimy.Yakisoba3 ай бұрын

    For the sake of my own privacy and general things, I've decided to delete what I wrote. I apologize. If you are going through this or have in the past, or something similar, know you are not alone. It is painful emotionally, mentally, and physically. But you _will_ get through it. Recovery is not linear so don't beat yourself up. *TLDR;* You went through hell. You are worthy of love, patience, care, and kindness. *You **_can_** heal, you are **_not_** irreversibly scarred.* Take care ♡ As for myself, I cannot say I'm 100%. I'm still an abnormablity according to half of my brain. I still believe recovery is possible, but I'm not an optimist, nor am I a pessimist. I wonder if I'll still think the same in the future.

  • @pastelofmuffin

    @pastelofmuffin

    2 ай бұрын

    Even if you are out of the situation now it would have scarred you a lot. I'm so sorry you had to go through all that.

  • @Slimy.Yakisoba

    @Slimy.Yakisoba

    2 ай бұрын

    I appreciate it. It's one day at a time, some are harder than others and it's so easy to remember something I don't want to and relapse. I'm trying to work through it, but it's difficult, ahah. I don't know if I'll ever fully heal, but at least I'm out of the situation now. That's improvement in the least :)

  • @konpeitojellie

    @konpeitojellie

    2 ай бұрын

    reading some of these comments makes me realize people dont realize how awful sa makes a victim feel. i was never sa'd but i was groomed multiple times and due to the trauma, depression, and anorexia i find myself craving abuse in the worst ways possible.

  • @Sammy_luv

    @Sammy_luv

    2 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry it had happened to you :(

  • @AlvendDexter

    @AlvendDexter

    2 ай бұрын

    I understand what you feel man, I've gone through that too :(

  • @aarynfrfr
    @aarynfrfr5 жыл бұрын

    The beat dropped harder than my guilt

  • @mirai9242

    @mirai9242

    5 жыл бұрын

    Read the captions, just don't blame me

  • @kittyvibritannia4078

    @kittyvibritannia4078

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@mirai9242 Noo

  • @kittyvibritannia4078

    @kittyvibritannia4078

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Aaliyah Candohi

  • @iwantthis5200

    @iwantthis5200

    4 жыл бұрын

    Woomyand Veemo tbh I’m not disturbed but I just feel guilt .-.

  • @alexiscaldwell1239

    @alexiscaldwell1239

    4 жыл бұрын

    666 likes

  • @SugarTheRat
    @SugarTheRat2 ай бұрын

    Ive never been abused in the same manner as the girl in the song, but I can still certainly relate to wanting to apologize for being hurt. My mom says that I'm 'so hard to love' and I just want to apologize, what am I doing wrong? Are you going to love me if I fix myself? Am *I* going to love me if I fix myself? Thank you, Kikuo, for your music.

  • @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    Ай бұрын

    Your mom is evil.

  • @Sergiopro2006

    @Sergiopro2006

    Ай бұрын

    Same

  • @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    Ай бұрын

    @@Sergiopro2006 yg

  • @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    Ай бұрын

    yg

  • @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    @SkylarThompson-mu1qs

    Ай бұрын

    Are you ok

  • @Ishiyuqii_33
    @Ishiyuqii_33Ай бұрын

    Details # My age at that time : 6-7 (girl) My cousin's age " " " : 5-6 (boy) [I went on a vacation to my maternal 3rd aunt's house in village. My aunt's house was a bit in deep from the road and there were 4-5 homes together bat 1-2 metre far each home. There was also a mini yard were we could play. The house to the left had a 2 stair (Each 1 is like this : -_, In total 2 of them) and they village people can sit on them by just cleaning with a dry clothe.] One day my cousin and I were playing when an old man out of no-where came to us. He stared at me and my cousin weirdly as we were playing happily. As I've mentioned I was too young to realize and understand why he was staring at us. Suddenly he called me and told me to sit on his lap, I was were a short/half shorts. He told me sit comfortable then he put me on his lap but too close there(yk) and I didn’t understand a single thing. Afterwards he started touching and pressing my thighs weirdly and I was too much young to understand it, he also mildly shaked me unconsciously. Then he told me to get up and called my cousin and did the same. Afterwards me and my cousin told to my mother and my aunt what happened in there (my cousin's adoptive mother lives in another country so he lives with my third aunt). Both of them got suddenly angry and said to not go out anymore to play and said to play at home. Moreover I also got touched in my back after 2-3 years of this incident. What happened to us is- I don’t know whether it was a molest or mild r@p3 but it might be one of them. I am young to talk about it but my mother has already made me aware of these things which every mothers should do. As a young but a senior girl, I also think that we should make aware the girls aged from 8 to 12 aware of these things because this is the time when girl children have their physical perfection attracting those creatures. It falls as our duty to do so. Thank you for reading this far.

  • @paca1513

    @paca1513

    Ай бұрын

    This is so heartbreaking. And I agree with you. We should make our children aware of the dangers of the man. My school teacher grabbed my thigh, up to my groin when I was seven years old. I didn't know what was going on, obviously. But I grew up and learned that it was wrong. We can't do anything now.

  • @Woozman.

    @Woozman.

    Ай бұрын

    Crazy

  • @Ishiyuqii_33

    @Ishiyuqii_33

    Ай бұрын

    @@paca1513 I feel very pained for you, what happened to you was every unexpected and wrong...

  • @ccyberrblx

    @ccyberrblx

    19 күн бұрын

    this is disgusting.im sorry

  • @The_offical_IVY

    @The_offical_IVY

    11 күн бұрын

    similar things have happened to me i am so sorry you had to go through that i wish you better in the future

  • @ey-lol
    @ey-lol3 жыл бұрын

    ok im not actually disturbed from lyrics of songs but this one managed to give me chills a little

  • @la-di-da9559

    @la-di-da9559

    3 жыл бұрын

    SAME GURL-

  • @flamingooohoifyourmulticol9217

    @flamingooohoifyourmulticol9217

    3 жыл бұрын

    Lol

  • @maddy.y545

    @maddy.y545

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ik its so sad bc she doesnt know its a bad thing ro do :(

  • @ventaliq

    @ventaliq

    3 жыл бұрын

    same i became sick

  • @nuts1322

    @nuts1322

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same-

  • @nat4713
    @nat47132 жыл бұрын

    The fact that the little girl in the song has it so abused that she thinks she's "bad" for not letting her dad abuse her made me sick... It's sad to think that there are cases like that in real life.

  • @nat4713

    @nat4713

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Graywasfound My god, I'm so sorry you had to go through this... I hope things are getting better for you these days.

  • @carlaxarts193

    @carlaxarts193

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nat4713 people were saying in the comments it was miku who got abused?

  • @nat4713

    @nat4713

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@carlaxarts193 Hatsune Miku's character itself was not abused, but in this song she sings in the role of a little girl who is abused.

  • @carlaxarts193

    @carlaxarts193

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nat4713 oh okkk thanks

  • @rafaglitchy908

    @rafaglitchy908

    2 жыл бұрын

    I don't want to remember when i was 6...

  • @pwsmk93H
    @pwsmk93H3 ай бұрын

    TikTokからきくおさんを好きになるんじゃなくて自分で見つけれたのが誇り

  • @Luci_197

    @Luci_197

    2 ай бұрын

    Same- I dont even use tiktok.

  • @Cheetos.Random

    @Cheetos.Random

    2 ай бұрын

    Confirmo, pedazo canciones que tiene

  • @msrby_syp1love

    @msrby_syp1love

    2 ай бұрын

    えTikTokで流行ってたりしてたんですね!?

  • @LaVicLo456

    @LaVicLo456

    18 күн бұрын

    yo por una animadora en yt, aun q ya habia escuchado como 2 canciones suyas, aun asi no sabia q eran de el

  • @user-vs9os2xz6v

    @user-vs9os2xz6v

    11 күн бұрын

    そんなのが誇りになるとかどんな薄っぺらい人間なんだろう

  • @user-fl5yl9ts7u
    @user-fl5yl9ts7uАй бұрын

    「パパ」と「私」の関係ってすごく歪だし、歌詞の内容も真っ当ではない…といつも思うんだけど、 そんな中で「私」から「パパ」に対しての愛は確かに感じるところとか、サビ前のところでアコーディオンみたいな優しい音が聞こえるのが、純粋にパパを好きって気持ちみたいで好き… 落ち込んでる時に大音量で聞くと死ぬほど没入してしまう 本当に好き

  • @egg3255
    @egg32554 жыл бұрын

    “tHe sOnG sOuNdS sO hApPy bUt tHe lYriCs r sO dArK” bro did you not hear the demented metal sounding whisper growls?

  • @FirstNameLastName-rd8ey

    @FirstNameLastName-rd8ey

    4 жыл бұрын

    Exactly

  • @aeiou4184

    @aeiou4184

    4 жыл бұрын

    Favorite part. Good song tho I wish there were a variety of metal vocaloid and stuff. (Idk of that made sense sorry)

  • @nicoyolo

    @nicoyolo

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ikr

  • @scoopo1311

    @scoopo1311

    4 жыл бұрын

    Nothing about it is happy imo, the beat is kinda intense and the vocals are oddly haunting. But heyyyy.

  • @vayuuh

    @vayuuh

    4 жыл бұрын

    These TikTok people are getting on my nerves >:(

  • @merlinmay3685
    @merlinmay36853 жыл бұрын

    'Read the lyrics' they said. 'it won't disgust or traumatize you' they said.

  • @ORVRUINEDMYLIFE

    @ORVRUINEDMYLIFE

    3 жыл бұрын

    😭

  • @manjamiletic8222

    @manjamiletic8222

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@ORVRUINEDMYLIFE no one cares

  • @thenewbie6335

    @thenewbie6335

    3 жыл бұрын

    'Understand the lyrics' They said 'it wont make you sad' they said

  • @m_iika3

    @m_iika3

    3 жыл бұрын

    HELP ME ITS TERRIFYING 😭

  • @Yuri-YSS

    @Yuri-YSS

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Zuri Franklin,😨

  • @user-et1ee5zp6j
    @user-et1ee5zp6j2 ай бұрын

    I searched up the lyrics before dinner and I did not eat tonight

  • @technicaldattagaming3530

    @technicaldattagaming3530

    2 ай бұрын

    Me too

  • @phosanis

    @phosanis

    Ай бұрын

    nobody gaf

  • @KyleLovesSciEncE

    @KyleLovesSciEncE

    Ай бұрын

    @@phosanisclearly you did if you had to comment.

  • @Emi123-uv3xe

    @Emi123-uv3xe

    Ай бұрын

    eating currently while listening:D

  • @Grape_kit277

    @Grape_kit277

    5 күн бұрын

    @@phosanis then you wanted to comment to shush

  • @Sandfishcalledpablo
    @Sandfishcalledpablo2 ай бұрын

    10yr old me be like: its an ok song 21 yr old me: I’m traumatised Edit:the replies are mad crazy

  • @GogAClock

    @GogAClock

    Ай бұрын

    off topic but, dang your ancient

  • @PXRTYS.P4WZ

    @PXRTYS.P4WZ

    Ай бұрын

    @@GogAClock21??

  • @Imbreadmom

    @Imbreadmom

    Ай бұрын

    10 yr old me would have been traumatized

  • @Sandfishcalledpablo

    @Sandfishcalledpablo

    Ай бұрын

    @@Imbreadmom if I knew I would be traumatized lol

  • @Imbreadmom

    @Imbreadmom

    Ай бұрын

    @@Sandfishcalledpablo I think everyone would

  • @TheFlamingNinja294
    @TheFlamingNinja2945 жыл бұрын

    I had forgotten how genuinely terrifying this piece is. What makes it scarier is that this is a reflection of reality-and there are so many situations like this that go unnoticed. Take care of your children.

  • @KissingUnderStarlight

    @KissingUnderStarlight

    4 жыл бұрын

    livingantique. The parents are abusing their child it’s not always up to the parents to watch out for their kids we need to teach kids to watch out for themselves cause they literally can’t trust anyone anymore

  • @kbut8928

    @kbut8928

    4 жыл бұрын

    4.4k likes but im the 2nd comment, makes sense

  • @kbut8928

    @kbut8928

    4 жыл бұрын

    2.3k nvm

  • @lightning.b0y160

    @lightning.b0y160

    4 жыл бұрын

    I don’t think parents are constantly eating their children but ok

  • @TheFlamingNinja294

    @TheFlamingNinja294

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@kbut8928 I appreciate your comments alot!♡

  • @xyte5236
    @xyte52363 жыл бұрын

    After reading the comments I just can't believe that TikTokers and GachaTubers would borderline make fun of something this serious.

  • @xyte5236

    @xyte5236

    3 жыл бұрын

    @スポットゾジエス-》《-•Müzhø ✓ Oh sorry if it sounded like i was generalizing

  • @y7luna

    @y7luna

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@jaeywaey445 ye

  • @katoxaur

    @katoxaur

    3 жыл бұрын

    now i am never on tiktok but i am in the gacha community and i really agree with you i feel like gachatubers never really look into the song or even what its slightly about they just do it for the trend and likes and it makes me really sick to my stomach

  • @ivanayoshi7161

    @ivanayoshi7161

    3 жыл бұрын

    The song isn’t on TikTok trust me

  • @heeydaisy3021

    @heeydaisy3021

    3 жыл бұрын

    I saw a TikTok about this song so I went to go find it and I did. But now that I actually read the lyrics I’m actually mad rn.

  • @user-yl4fy4nd8y
    @user-yl4fy4nd8y2 ай бұрын

    パパのために身を捧げてる瞬間、パパを想う瞬間は 色鮮やかなのが心に来る... どんどん身体が崩れていくように画面がぐちゃぐちゃになっていくのもほんとに、...

  • @Theicecreamgal
    @Theicecreamgal3 ай бұрын

    The fact that people call this "disturbing" and this song is based on Irl SA...like wth I am so sorry for whoever is a victim of SA...This song is here to spread awareness

  • @vasheal

    @vasheal

    Ай бұрын

    🤣

  • @ConnieCrow

    @ConnieCrow

    27 күн бұрын

    what sa victim??? where did you get this information? i’m genuinely curious, because this song means a lot to me.

  • @Theicecreamgal

    @Theicecreamgal

    22 күн бұрын

    @@ConnieCrow This song is based on parental SA and basically any type of SA and the girl says 'gommene, gommene' (sorry, sorry) becuase she is unaware othat this is wrong

  • @Theicecreamgal

    @Theicecreamgal

    22 күн бұрын

    @@ConnieCrow The au in the song is fictional but it is meant for irl SA awareness

  • @Theicecreamgal

    @Theicecreamgal

    22 күн бұрын

    since the main character is not old (her voice sounds young and by the drawing, she looks young too.) her voice only goes down to a quiet pained whisper. Tie this in with the lyrics very much implying severe sexual abuse

  • @CAT-dz2we
    @CAT-dz2we3 жыл бұрын

    Everyone: this is so sad... Gacha tiktokers: *haha miku screaming go brrr*

  • @BiteyP

    @BiteyP

    3 жыл бұрын

    I found this song off of gacha tiktoks that was uploaded on youtube 😭 I think I heard it off of a youtuber years ago but never knew what it meant

  • @prophetpolitic564

    @prophetpolitic564

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hold up, Gacha tiktokers are using this song for their tiktok shit?!

  • @CAT-dz2we

    @CAT-dz2we

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@prophetpolitic564 yeah 😔

  • @Lukewarmcocacola

    @Lukewarmcocacola

    3 жыл бұрын

    As a member of the gacha community, we don’t claim them 💗

  • @sunny-vs7vr

    @sunny-vs7vr

    3 жыл бұрын

    Im so happy i left the gacha community :D

  • @vaamphyr
    @vaamphyr4 жыл бұрын

    man tiktok really coming for all vocaloid songs huh

  • @wthisthis1382

    @wthisthis1382

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@blackstar044 uhh

  • @---pj1xz

    @---pj1xz

    4 жыл бұрын

    WUT

  • @utilisateuranonyme163

    @utilisateuranonyme163

    4 жыл бұрын

    Wait they also took this song? God please no akdjsjs they're gonna take the whole Vocaloid/kpop/meme/etc discography at this point

  • @doomfis3272

    @doomfis3272

    4 жыл бұрын

    i don't even care about them using kpop and vocaloid songs, but the dark ones,,, ugh

  • @utilisateuranonyme163

    @utilisateuranonyme163

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@doomfis3272 It kind of ruins them I'd say,,,

  • @user-si4ft9fh4w
    @user-si4ft9fh4w2 ай бұрын

    父親に虐待をさせてあげられない自分が悪いと思うほどの虐待を受けているってコメントにすごくなるほどと思った。 パパとの関係が当たり前で育ったからお兄さんの優しさは当たり前に伝わらない。パパを支えてあげられない自分は悪い子で、お兄さんが私を愛してくれないのは私がボロボロだから。ボロボロでも愛してくれるのはパパだけなんだと思い、結局元に戻ってしまう。ひどいことをされる状態を愛情として処理するしかなくてそれに耐えるためにもひどいことをするパパしか好きになれない自分になるのか。

  • @itsmesimp
    @itsmesimp5 күн бұрын

    i dont think people understand how serious this is. she's a *kid.* she's so small that when her dad r*pes her, it feels like he's opening up her stomach. still, she lets him do it *despite the fact that its literally causing permanent internal damage* because that's what her dad says is right. her brother's concerned, but what papa says goes, right? not only that but papa seems to have a sick torture k*nk which is so traumatic for her that she ends up ranting to her brother, *desperate* for comfort, and then feels bad about it and assumes that brother hates her for *trying to get help.* this girl who is probably younger than 10 runs away from home, starts to love herself, and then goes back *of her own accord* because she's endured this for so long that it must be the right thing to do. what does papa do? he brings "friends" to *sexually abuse her too.* she's convinced that she only has to "love" papa, so she can't even love herself. and through it all, she's thoroughly convinced that she deserves it, that this is normal, even when he locks her up in a cage. she's so tired that she's lost all fight. *she's a kid.* not all horrors contain jumpscares, blood, and crazy killers.

  • @rubixjay1414
    @rubixjay14144 жыл бұрын

    10 year old me: *thinks this song slaps* 17 year old me after reading the lyrics: ):

  • @stellaanimals

    @stellaanimals

    4 жыл бұрын

    Savannah Richardson I read the lyrics when I was 10 and still loved it lol

  • @solara7637

    @solara7637

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@stellaanimals same

  • @Sendhelpimdying

    @Sendhelpimdying

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm 14yo and this is very *DEEP*

  • @stellaanimals

    @stellaanimals

    4 жыл бұрын

    EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FRICK LMAOO yeah

  • @avrillaredo7135

    @avrillaredo7135

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@stellaanimals fbi open the door

  • @iggyterino9864
    @iggyterino98644 жыл бұрын

    these tiktok kids are scared while im out here like: "first time, dude?"

  • @alexpyles2423

    @alexpyles2423

    4 жыл бұрын

    iggyterino tbh, vocaloid Is dark n stuff but I don’t think I’ve heard one that’s as scary and disgusting as this one. You hear a lot about self harm and abuse in this genre, but this is a metaphor wrapped in a metaphor. It’s about cannibalism, right? But you look deeper and it’s sexual assault from the view of a child. Like I said, there’s songs about being suicidal and abused in this genre but I don’t know if any of them are nearly as gruesome as this one is. And the background image of the video is super unsettling, there’s usually some nice are/MMD imagery to go with a super scary song but this is just off putting as a whole.

  • @iggyterino9864

    @iggyterino9864

    4 жыл бұрын

    yeah. ive managed to get used to it but it makes me space out, let's be honest i almost cried when i saw the lyrics the first time.

  • @scar-rs4rd

    @scar-rs4rd

    4 жыл бұрын

    Alex Pyles | secrets of wysteria.

  • @scar-rs4rd

    @scar-rs4rd

    4 жыл бұрын

    Alex Pyles okaasan is also abt child abuse

  • @rammymchammy4969

    @rammymchammy4969

    4 жыл бұрын

    no I’m not touched

  • @user-jp3tx8lc2z
    @user-jp3tx8lc2z3 ай бұрын

    みんな病んでる時に聞くと落ち着くとか 鬱の時聞いてたって言ってるけど 俺は重低音とかリズムがめっちゃ好み で聞いてる。 だからなのか聞きすぎると 精神おかしくなりそう

  • @SlimeDawgy
    @SlimeDawgy4 жыл бұрын

    everyone that wasn’t a weeb will be bopping to this in coachella

  • @chrollosnoseoil9053

    @chrollosnoseoil9053

    4 жыл бұрын

    IMAGINE JAMES CHARLES I-

  • @narxna5031

    @narxna5031

    4 жыл бұрын

    {Namtiddies is my new religion} OH MY GOD I CAN IMAGINE LMAOO 😭😭

  • @p3bblez

    @p3bblez

    4 жыл бұрын

    the fact that i just realized this..........

  • @nyamuchyi

    @nyamuchyi

    4 жыл бұрын

    They will not play this at Coachella wtf

  • @randomperson1719

    @randomperson1719

    4 жыл бұрын

    The white girls twerking to this song

  • @user-wx5qc4wv5f
    @user-wx5qc4wv5f4 ай бұрын

    この方の作る作品ぜんぶ独特で好き

  • @misssnuggles8589
    @misssnuggles85894 жыл бұрын

    Everybody gangsta until they read the lyrics

  • @dottysdokis

    @dottysdokis

    4 жыл бұрын

    everybody gangsta until 0:41

  • @norman5444

    @norman5444

    4 жыл бұрын

    I still can't process due to shock

  • @dowo609

    @dowo609

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mrs. Mina ✌️ Yep

  • @michaelw.6009

    @michaelw.6009

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm now coerced about this girl

  • @kawaiinoodle8592

    @kawaiinoodle8592

    4 жыл бұрын

    😂🤦🏾‍♀️

  • @user-yu5dr7tw5t
    @user-yu5dr7tw5t4 жыл бұрын

    “he _opens_ up my ribs and drinks my *soup* “ ah, delightful

  • @spoop945

    @spoop945

    4 жыл бұрын

    *_incredible_*

  • @marcheese69

    @marcheese69

    4 жыл бұрын

    spencer mcGeary *finally some good fucking food*

  • @softpetrova9137

    @softpetrova9137

    4 жыл бұрын

    sweetie pie I screamed

  • @elixated4760

    @elixated4760

    4 жыл бұрын

    *Lovely*

  • @twitch1986mp3

    @twitch1986mp3

    4 жыл бұрын

    splendid

  • @Popofin
    @Popofin2 ай бұрын

    これ虐待の曲なのかな・・?この時代に聴くとパパ活とかしてる子が聴いたらぶっ刺さるのでは?とか思った。

  • @bobbiton-jx2up

    @bobbiton-jx2up

    2 ай бұрын

    確かに虐待に関する話のように聞こえる

  • @myaka-dp8fs

    @myaka-dp8fs

    2 ай бұрын

    聞いて欲しいよね、そういう子には 絶対そういうことするのは辛いはず

  • @YUKI-kq3jv

    @YUKI-kq3jv

    2 ай бұрын

    辛い?みんな、自分の一方的な価値観でしか考えられない「知らないお兄さん」みたい 虐待がテーマというより、どんな形でも愛してほしい、壊れた承認欲求な私でごめんねって 私はそんな一方的な感想です

  • @reisendaisukikimolotyoigatikoi

    @reisendaisukikimolotyoigatikoi

    2 ай бұрын

    わかる

  • @yourhibiki5608

    @yourhibiki5608

    2 ай бұрын

    Yes this song is about sexual abuse

  • @dazai_kinnie_n.1
    @dazai_kinnie_n.119 күн бұрын

    the song versus the caption "send vegetables to kikuo on Patreon" are KILLING me. Like Kikuo pookie please

  • @spacecore_2068
    @spacecore_20683 жыл бұрын

    One tiny detail I noticed: In Japan children are taught hiragana first to learn Japanese. The text when the song starts to begin; there is only one phrase written entirely in Hiragan and that is "I'm sorry" at 1:00 . The music credits are written in Kanji. The girl also sings "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" during the entire song...so she might have written that. Also, the collapsing belly is a metaphor. Some say it's her starving but when you are panicking, your belly goes up and down rapidly because you're breathing making it look like it's collapsing. Collapsing is also a way to say someone is dying very fast. She says her body is collapsing during the song, too. So it could be a metaphor for dying. She(the main character of this song) screams at 0:52 but doesn't scream during the late and ending parts of the song. That scream was probably her screaming because her family was raping her. Your voice goes down to a whisper if your throat is severely sore. It is prominent in drill instructors, they can yell so much they cough up blood. However since the main character is not old (her voice sounds young and by the drawing, she looks young too.) her voice only goes down to a quiet pained whisper. Tie this in with the lyrics very much implying severe sexual abuse...........yeah... If you remove the intrusmental from the song and get the vocals only, it sounds sad and cheerful at the same time. The intrusmental could represent the shock and gruesomeness of gang rape and the whole extreme of gang rape. Scat and pee fetishes are also mentioned in this song. So that would be very extreme to a girl who is going through this without any permission.

  • @nakadashidaiskui7174

    @nakadashidaiskui7174

    3 жыл бұрын

    Holy 🪐

  • @suckondeeznutskaeya

    @suckondeeznutskaeya

    3 жыл бұрын

    That shit is messed up :(

  • @ZatmanW

    @ZatmanW

    3 жыл бұрын

    Not that I disagree with your interpretation, just to say that usually, Im sorry ごめんね is very rarely written in kanji 御免 (almost never actually).

  • @shou438

    @shou438

    3 жыл бұрын

    You have out done yourself

  • @reiche6449

    @reiche6449

    3 жыл бұрын

    "gommene" does not even use any kanji in its daily use anymore

  • @doritodorito492
    @doritodorito4922 жыл бұрын

    This song is the peak of "art is meant to disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed".

  • @justtyumii6356

    @justtyumii6356

    Жыл бұрын

    Fr

  • @mochabroka

    @mochabroka

    Жыл бұрын

    Amazing way to put this

  • @painlesskun3959

    @painlesskun3959

    Жыл бұрын

    Dude ur words hit hard than a firetruck

  • @duckthurston885

    @duckthurston885

    Жыл бұрын

    @@painlesskun3959 fr it hit harder than my mexicans mom slipper

  • @ypooz

    @ypooz

    Жыл бұрын

    @@painlesskun3959 They hit harder than two firetrucks

  • @nier793
    @nier7933 ай бұрын

    何回聞いても色褪せない神曲すぎる。曲の緩急がほんとにすごい。 サビでも電子音も荒んだ心にすんなり染み込む

  • @UrLocalARSOS
    @UrLocalARSOSАй бұрын

    English lyrics for people: Open my ribs, and drinking all of my soup Straight from my stomach, all with a kiss I don't think I have any kind of special taste But if it pleases Papa, then... *Music* I'm Sorry I'm Sorry Music, Lyrics: Kikuo Suck up all my yellow f@t into a straw, stick that into my p33 and suck it up just like that too Then take my p00p, stuff it, cut it up, and cook it too. Even thought my body's breaking down for you, Papa. I'm sorry, I still don't think this is what a good feeling is supposed to be I'm not sure, but my big bro taught me that it wasn't good, aahh Despite this broken me, whose body is pathetic as can be, he still kindly reaches out a hand I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this must be why I'm such a bad girl Please forgive me, please forgive me! What a pity, poor little me I'm sorry bye-bye from me, running awah from Papa makes me such a bad girl I'm sorry, please forgive me! Sorry for finding someone who isn't you, Papa. Big bro never gulps down all my @mniotic fluid, breaks open my tightened stomach and feeling around what's inside Or eats me up, but he treats me gently, despite this broken me, who's ugly as can be I'm sorry, I still don't think this was the right thing to do Big bro must really hate me now, aahh Despite this broken me, and this horrid feeling my body's giving me, I'll end up locked away, this is the end I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this must be why I'm such a bad girl Please forgive me, please forgive me! Oh so lonely, little me I'm sorry, bye-bye from me, I'm going back to Papa because I'm a bad girl I'm sorry, please forgive me, I only love my cruel Papa, so I can't love myself. When he came home, Papa came back witn a lot of people, too He had said, they'd believe I'd come back soon Now they want to take this broken me and devour it all until the end. That's what he had told me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this must be why I'm such a bad girl Please forgive me, please forgive me! What a pity, poor little me I'm sorry, is it tasty? Thag right there is the taste of a still-warm heart. I'm sorry, but although it hurts, my heart has been satisfied. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this must be why I'm such a bad girl Please forgive me, please forgive me! Oh so lonely little me. I'm sorry, but although it hurts, as long as you can eat it and it stil tastes good, then I'm happy, bye-bye from me, just eat my p@rts, save for the heart, and everyone eat up! //Guys, this is not right, never do anything like this\\

  • @BroadwayorBustBoy

    @BroadwayorBustBoy

    Ай бұрын

    Why would you do this

  • @ZenitsuAgatsuma297

    @ZenitsuAgatsuma297

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@BroadwayorBustBoy😂😂 Well...If someone has a loose screw in their head 🫠

  • @forfunny6652
    @forfunny66523 жыл бұрын

    The fact that this girl said "if its make PAPA happy, im happy with it" make me very sad, what a poor kid...

  • @damitrish2628

    @damitrish2628

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yeah, i really wish i could hug her right now. People really need to take care of their children. The world NEEDS to get better.

  • @lavendermeltss9749

    @lavendermeltss9749

    3 жыл бұрын

    I felt :')

  • @VyTuong-rq4xy

    @VyTuong-rq4xy

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@damitrish2628 you can't anymore. She died.

  • @guhuuuugj

    @guhuuuugj

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@VyTuong-rq4xy you maked me laugh so fucking hard

  • @guhuuuugj

    @guhuuuugj

    3 жыл бұрын

    @•bxnny• i think is pretty self explanatory, i just have a different sense of humor than yours

  • @yootershooter8964
    @yootershooter89644 жыл бұрын

    All I can say is thank god I'm not fluent in Japanese.

  • @nortonjw

    @nortonjw

    4 жыл бұрын

    yooter shooter Sadly, I know enough to understand most of what’s going on without using captions.

  • @Tokyo_Pessi

    @Tokyo_Pessi

    4 жыл бұрын

    The song is about her "daddy" cutting open her guts and eating her heart and stomach literally and shoving a straw up her pussy or ass, there's a version with translated lyrics

  • @gabrielb2849

    @gabrielb2849

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Tokyo_Pessi yeah sorry, I don't really think it's about cannibalism... I think it's even worse and she is too little to understand what is actually going on so she thinks is cannibalism when it's actually rape, gangbang, incest and I think eventually betrayal and death... of her

  • @bella1302

    @bella1302

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@gabrielb2849 yea bc she wouldnt be alive if they were eating her lol and she said sum about falling in love so uh

  • @gabababa5675

    @gabababa5675

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@bella1302 yepp

  • @kuro.cat00
    @kuro.cat00Ай бұрын

    Listening to the song not knowing japanese: 🔥 The picture:👀😟 The translated lyrics:☠️😭

  • @CandyAngel20211

    @CandyAngel20211

    Ай бұрын

    Tbh, my mind cannot comprehend what that pic even is

  • @poopfartie

    @poopfartie

    Ай бұрын

    it actually looks like the human or creature idk opening their skin but i dont have any idea about the background​@@CandyAngel20211

  • @kuro.cat00

    @kuro.cat00

    20 күн бұрын

    ​@@CandyAngel20211 same kinda

  • @annabellesgamingadventures5243

    @annabellesgamingadventures5243

    16 күн бұрын

    Ignoring all the other weird stuff, it’s the girls body

  • @CandyAngel20211

    @CandyAngel20211

    16 күн бұрын

    @@annabellesgamingadventures5243😳😳😨😨😰😰

  • @Nephreeeen-holorisu
    @Nephreeeen-holorisu3 ай бұрын

    慣れないとマジできつくて、記憶がフラッシュバックするたびに不安になるけど、一度聞いたら必ずトラウマになってでも聞きたくなるような麻薬のような素晴らしい曲

  • @rcarlosroberto7359

    @rcarlosroberto7359

    5 күн бұрын

    Eres fuerte y serás más fuerte

  • @annayudin290
    @annayudin2902 жыл бұрын

    People, protect your children. Listen to them.

  • @flavorStev

    @flavorStev

    2 жыл бұрын

    A mi me estremeció saber que hay cosas tan turbias que pasan en el día a día Y es una realidad tan cruda pero hay niños que lo viven a diario 💔

  • @lainnet4729

    @lainnet4729

    2 жыл бұрын

    🤨🤌

  • @xVx_K1r1t0_xVx_KillMe

    @xVx_K1r1t0_xVx_KillMe

    2 жыл бұрын

    OK but this song still slaps

  • @malteadadechocolate8012

    @malteadadechocolate8012

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@flavorStev x2

  • @flavorStev

    @flavorStev

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@malteadadechocolate8012 💔

  • @cheesehouse2522
    @cheesehouse25224 жыл бұрын

    It’s like pumped up kicks. Sound nice, but the lyrics and highly cursed

  • @birdy4696

    @birdy4696

    4 жыл бұрын

    The Worshipper Of Memes slightly?? Slightly???????

  • @imacupcake

    @imacupcake

    4 жыл бұрын

    Salad Floof they said "highly" lmao

  • @birdy4696

    @birdy4696

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm a cupcake I think I was having a moment when I wrote that lmao

  • @shaunna23

    @shaunna23

    4 жыл бұрын

    sounds nice...? did you hear that demonic whisper shouting

  • @rafaelgarcia2399

    @rafaelgarcia2399

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@shaunna23 exactly

  • @vasheal
    @vashealАй бұрын

    I miss being able to see the old original comments.

  • @MidnightTheKitten

    @MidnightTheKitten

    Ай бұрын

    I know. Thanks TikTok 😕

  • @right662

    @right662

    Ай бұрын

    It's always 𝓑𝓔𝓖 𝓕𝓞𝓡 𝓛𝓘𝓚𝓔𝓢 (BEG FOR LIKES) like..

  • @vasheal

    @vasheal

    Ай бұрын

    @right662 yeah every comment section is just a joke contest these days.

  • @Hugehugebfdifan

    @Hugehugebfdifan

    25 күн бұрын

    ​@@right662can you stop appearing in every comment section I see

  • @user-mo2fh8vy3w
    @user-mo2fh8vy3w20 күн бұрын

    私が人生で初めて聴いたボカロ曲がこれです。生々しい歌詞や音…やっぱりこの感じがたまりませんね、大好きです。

  • @user-vg1gn7hv7v

    @user-vg1gn7hv7v

    8 күн бұрын

    初手でこれは猛者過ぎるw

  • @user-mo2fh8vy3w

    @user-mo2fh8vy3w

    8 күн бұрын

    おかげで夜寝れなくなる日とかありましたねw

  • @Blankspace113
    @Blankspace1134 жыл бұрын

    Everybody talking about the soup, but why has no one mentioned the baked poop

  • @sugar7845

    @sugar7845

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ella.S. 113 it’s a metaphor.. the ‘straw’ is a metaphor for her fathers.. um.. lower body part, and the ‘eating’ her is a metaphor for how it feels to be manipulated into having sexual intercourse with her father, hence the ‘baked poop’ thing?? She was about nine years old in the storyline so she probably didn’t understand that she was being manipulated into both vaginal and anal intercourse-? Like?? I’m not exactly sure what the baking of her stool has to do with it but- uh.. yeah.

  • @Blankspace113

    @Blankspace113

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@sugar7845 Yeah, it really is an explicit song with a lot of hidden meanings, and I was aware of all the dark symbolism, I was just surprised no one had brought it up hehe, thnx for the explanation tho! :)

  • @squ1shyf1shy

    @squ1shyf1shy

    4 жыл бұрын

    I WAS ABOUT TO SAY

  • @bajablastenthusiast5692

    @bajablastenthusiast5692

    4 жыл бұрын

    ah sweet jesus, ik those are both terrible, but like........ ya know what I mean?

  • @colorbar.s

    @colorbar.s

    4 жыл бұрын

    @604 wtf I've never heard that before lmao

  • @skyonus5041
    @skyonus50413 жыл бұрын

    If my parents found out what songs I listen to they would be concerned

  • @perlinn

    @perlinn

    3 жыл бұрын

    Haha same-

  • @skyonus5041

    @skyonus5041

    3 жыл бұрын

    @itz milkywave lucky they would probably shut off my service and Not let me have my phone till further notice

  • @skyonus5041

    @skyonus5041

    3 жыл бұрын

    @itz milkywave yeah probably

  • @skyonus5041

    @skyonus5041

    3 жыл бұрын

    @itz milkywave kk thanks for the tip

  • @gaze3011

    @gaze3011

    3 жыл бұрын

    @•Galaxy Kitty_XD• my other airpod just went missing can I have urs-

  • @nuixrv
    @nuixrv3 ай бұрын

    いつまで経ってもすき

  • @Yuki_Qween
    @Yuki_Qween3 күн бұрын

    Pros: It has captions Cons: It has captions

  • @CreakyFl00rBoard
    @CreakyFl00rBoard3 жыл бұрын

    If you haven't noticed yet, this song is about a girl who gets s-xually abused by her father. She meets a boy who she falls in love with. the lyrics "Im sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone whos not papa" is her apologizing to her father for not falling in love with him. at the end of the song, the girl gets gang r-ped by her father and his friends. the lyrics referencing this are: "When he came home, papa was with a lot of people" and "they want to eat my collapsed body until the end, that's what they said".

  • @breadstick5245

    @breadstick5245

    3 жыл бұрын

    wtf.. that’s so messed up

  • @khael2222

    @khael2222

    3 жыл бұрын

    my thought is The girl got sexually abused by her father and make her broke in every part of her including her mind . So thats why she cannot have a good relationship with her boyfriend and at the end she only found her truly love with her father , the person who destroyed her . sorry for my bad english

  • @bye1502

    @bye1502

    3 жыл бұрын

    That's sad

  • @wysteriaz

    @wysteriaz

    3 жыл бұрын

    Nvm hold on

  • @wysteriaz

    @wysteriaz

    3 жыл бұрын

    She's collapsed on the ground and she's helpless

  • @thecorrectcroissant8666
    @thecorrectcroissant86664 жыл бұрын

    Honestly this song is pretty accurate. The sad part is the girl believes that shes a bad kid and that shes a disappointment to her father. Sexual abuse is horrible because its emotional and physical abuse mixed into one. What she’s going through is horrible and I can only imagine what her father has done to her. Parents no matter how good always hurt their child, some leave finger prints, some leave cracks, and some like this father shatters the child.

  • @macaroll

    @macaroll

    4 жыл бұрын

    i was bopping to this when i read the comments

  • @thecorrectcroissant8666

    @thecorrectcroissant8666

    4 жыл бұрын

    KaiDG Ive been bopping out to this even though I know what the lyrics are lamo

  • @helpiwatchedtenhoursof7970

    @helpiwatchedtenhoursof7970

    4 жыл бұрын

    I thought the dad was a cannibal

  • @macaroll

    @macaroll

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@helpiwatchedtenhoursof7970 this comment of yours reminded me of that one Vocaloid/Engloid song named Secrets of Wisteria. That song is about a cannibal. Don't watch it at night!

  • @floroxart7735

    @floroxart7735

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@macaroll i showed it to one of My Friends,now he is scared of Albert fish

  • @catghost_
    @catghost_2 ай бұрын

    This song unlocked a core memory

  • @NoSignal..

    @NoSignal..

    2 ай бұрын

    Real

  • @user-fh8if4gg8y
    @user-fh8if4gg8y3 ай бұрын

    11年たった今でも視聴回数が増えてる、ほんとにこの曲神なんだよな

  • @melon1674
    @melon16744 жыл бұрын

    You know the saying "curiosity killed the cat"? This applies to any of Kikuos songs.

  • @corvaecorp

    @corvaecorp

    4 жыл бұрын

    UltimateLegendLugia I can only think of universe cat drowning

  • @D05D

    @D05D

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hole-dwelling? Not so much....

  • @jyutoiruma

    @jyutoiruma

    3 жыл бұрын

    I believe the original comment is reffering to the people who see this song and are like "Ah yes this song sounds nice lets look up the lyrics!" And then die

  • @lockerhead

    @lockerhead

    3 жыл бұрын

    yea

  • @tsuzulvr

    @tsuzulvr

    3 жыл бұрын

    Kikuo's songs are like Pandora's box. You don't wanna get in trouble (find out it's dark and sad and become sad yourself) but you really wanna know what's inside (what the meaning of the songs are).

  • @grxvity01
    @grxvity015 жыл бұрын

    Kikuo, I love you but was everything alright at home?

  • @aren-3667

    @aren-3667

    5 жыл бұрын

    Probablemente este narrando uno de muchos episodios sádicos de su imaginación, realmente si te impactó, no se que hace aquí En esta obra se relata de forma cruda como una niña es devorada por su padre y la relación con él, lo que evoca un sentimiento (al menos en mí) de melancolía ya que aún tras este voraz suceso una parte abstracta de ella (su conciencia o alma...) siente culpa Realmente una obra sublime que en muchas mentes encarceladas por la moral produce rechazo, lástima

  • @aren-3667

    @aren-3667

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@bito8 Imbécil, puedes traducir el texto

  • @diginityx1138

    @diginityx1138

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@aren-3667 why do u comment on an english comment in spanish

  • @sitted

    @sitted

    4 жыл бұрын

    cyber _ ☠️☠️ he replied to you in spanish

  • @aren-3667

    @aren-3667

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@sitted Gracias por el dato Einstein

  • @user-ek3hz9zy9r
    @user-ek3hz9zy9rАй бұрын

    えげつない歌詞だけどほんといい曲

  • @nixiepixie9557
    @nixiepixie9557Ай бұрын

    i could live without the lyrics 😭😭 but the way kikuo uses the voice bank as an instrument in a way is so cool

  • @gianna1576
    @gianna15763 жыл бұрын

    someone: “this is based off of a true story” *hol’ up*

  • @vyasuna

    @vyasuna

    3 жыл бұрын

    unfortunately theres many incidents like this happening right now

  • @gianna1576

    @gianna1576

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@vyasuna that’s gross, I’m so embarrassed to share a planet with those type of people

  • @vyasuna

    @vyasuna

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@gianna1576 sick messed up people are the reason this world is so evil

  • @gianna1576

    @gianna1576

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@vyasuna mhm

  • @miyasmura

    @miyasmura

    3 жыл бұрын

    Seriously, imagine sticking your tongue out doing ahegao to such a sad song BASED OFF A TRUE STORY, I’m ashamed to be in a planet with these disgusting people, who actually do this to kids and use tiktok to make ahegao about this song.

  • @juaremurr1365
    @juaremurr13655 жыл бұрын

    title: "i'm sorry, i'm sorry" me: well, this is probably a sad and depressing song... It'll probably sound good. *listens to it* woah! I love It! I wonder what it's about- *realizes it's a song by kikuo* ....oh

  • @ChoppedSquid

    @ChoppedSquid

    4 жыл бұрын

    XD lol I can relate

  • @miyakipastely

    @miyakipastely

    23 күн бұрын

    FR-

  • @Official_Neneko
    @Official_NenekoАй бұрын

    The instrumental: 🥳🤩🕺🏼💃 Lyrics: 💀

  • @right662

    @right662

    29 күн бұрын

    a lot of kikuo songs sounds cheerful, except the lyrics like how a mom call their kid useless and a father (r) his own daughter (you hear me right, HIS OWN DAUGHTER) and something

  • @Unmomerodelmemexd
    @Unmomerodelmemexd3 ай бұрын

    And this makes "Rabbit Hole" by DECO*27 look like a nursery rhyme💀

  • @snoflower12

    @snoflower12

    3 ай бұрын

    and people are going wild over that 💀

  • @user-wo2xv8ml1d

    @user-wo2xv8ml1d

    3 ай бұрын

    違う曲をここで出すのは違くないか…?比べなくてもどっちもいい曲だと思うよ

  • @cheeseisyummy__.

    @cheeseisyummy__.

    2 ай бұрын

    terrible comparison.

  • @b3rryl1n

    @b3rryl1n

    2 ай бұрын

    @@cheeseisyummy__. literally

  • @RULAWASTAKEN

    @RULAWASTAKEN

    Ай бұрын

    ones about lust, the other is abt abuse. Please think before you type.

  • @troybrioso2598
    @troybrioso25984 жыл бұрын

    Everyone's talking about the creepy lyrics but no ones gonna talk about the background of the song? That looks creepy af too, like what am I looking at here?

  • @lovelessbachelor

    @lovelessbachelor

    4 жыл бұрын

    Honestly idk

  • @zoe2627

    @zoe2627

    4 жыл бұрын

    RIGHT

  • @millyuwu3991

    @millyuwu3991

    4 жыл бұрын

    Troy Brioso shut the fuck up, it’s been ten years, YALL from tiktok really be ruining the peace of the comments sections

  • @strhttps

    @strhttps

    4 жыл бұрын

    Milly uwu it’s not that deep bro like who hurt you?

  • @inlovewiththeweasleys

    @inlovewiththeweasleys

    4 жыл бұрын

    Milly uwu bro he’s just confused about the background..chill

  • @ilovebreadbro
    @ilovebreadbro2 жыл бұрын

    I realized there is difference between English and Korean (my language) subtitle. When the Eng subtitle says “Big brother gulps my amniotic fluid and (idk I forgot the exact subtitle)”, the Kor subtitle says “big brother does not drink my amniotic fluid or open my hard stomach and touch the inside and eat it, he just leaves it alone because the broken me is ugly”. Korean language has a lot of similarities with Japanese language, so this might be saying that the big brother actually wanted to save her, but she thought that the awful thing her dad did to her was the form of “love”, so she thinks big brother hates her and she left him

  • @ilovebreadbro

    @ilovebreadbro

    2 жыл бұрын

    I mean English and Korean “subtitle”

  • @fairywww

    @fairywww

    2 жыл бұрын

    nice analysis!

  • @Lampfinder1619

    @Lampfinder1619

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ilovebreadbro Oh good analysis! I can't believe that these are still happening I feel so sorry and guilty for those who got SA.. They didn't deserve that Why just why do these keep happening.. That's the reality of our world i guess...

  • @ZiloulanTea

    @ZiloulanTea

    2 жыл бұрын

    your actually correct to! that parts meaning was that the "big brother" refused to treat her the way her father did, bc "big brother" wanted to treat her like a human, and treat her correctly, but in english it is translated to a wording that makes it worse than what it was

  • @user-tt8xe4jp3j

    @user-tt8xe4jp3j

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yeah, the translation is slightly wrong here. For example the line here translated "forgive me for not being able to love my cruel Papa" actually means "forgive me for being able to love only my cruel Papa", the second one makes more sense since she sings the second chorus to Onii-san.

  • @gotmedzbro
    @gotmedzbro2 ай бұрын

    これを初めて聞いたとき、私は12歳で日本語が話せませんでした。11年前のことですが、ようやく彼らが何を言っているのか理解できました。うんざりしました。

  • @Muichirotokito647

    @Muichirotokito647

    2 ай бұрын

    Yo como hace 1 mes la oigo, pero la oia sin la traduccion y su rigmo me gusta la letra era pegajosa aunque estuviese en japones y ahora que ya vi la tradiccion es algo "incomodo" bueno no tan asi si no da tristesa, aun asi me gusta.. su rigmo

  • @Omochi011
    @Omochi0112 ай бұрын

    この曲謎の中毒性がある

  • @Lauren-dt2ur
    @Lauren-dt2ur3 жыл бұрын

    Is anyone going to talk about how her voice sounds? When she sings "I'm sorry, i'm sorry!" she sounds so heart broken... and her voice sounds a little sore- and hurt...maybe the abuse affected her very much. Not just her body and her head. But her voice as well.

  • @lillyflower6072

    @lillyflower6072

    3 жыл бұрын

    Another thing to add is that she was really hurt at the end, she was screaming. (Possibly from the gang-rape) But i agree with you, thanks.

  • @user-me8ef7un9e

    @user-me8ef7un9e

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Eva Srejic this isnt hatsune miku

  • @Lauren-dt2ur

    @Lauren-dt2ur

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Eva Srejic Yeah, i'm aware. I'm trying to analyze the song though.

  • @user-me8ef7un9e

    @user-me8ef7un9e

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Kuru it’s not, because Miku has a deeper voice and kikuo uses a different persons vocals and pitches them up. Listen really carefully cuz miku only does collabs with kikuo, but she is not in this song

  • @user-me8ef7un9e

    @user-me8ef7un9e

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Kuru Miku’s voice wasn’t used for the vocals tho, and if he did add miku’s vocals in his song, it would say in the title that she’s featured but it doesn’t. U must be new to vocaloid or at least not know as much since vocals were only pitched up and the vocals were made by a different person.

  • @hydrogf
    @hydrogf5 жыл бұрын

    so this was my favorite song but today i decided to look at the lyrics.. 🗿

  • @shionashiel

    @shionashiel

    5 жыл бұрын

    Still don't understand that emoji tbh

  • @cecilokatrona

    @cecilokatrona

    5 жыл бұрын

    🌚🌚

  • @takuanp1ckles

    @takuanp1ckles

    5 жыл бұрын

    🗿 indeed

  • @IdkWhatShouldIWriteHere

    @IdkWhatShouldIWriteHere

    5 жыл бұрын

    in Spanish that emoji means a bueno no sabia

  • @user-hr9qf5hz6o

    @user-hr9qf5hz6o

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@shionashiel its the facial expression. (If you dont use ios you wont get it)

  • @user-yw6uq4ku3u
    @user-yw6uq4ku3u2 ай бұрын

    最初の高音好きすぎて定期的にリピる。

  • @user-xe3on6wc1f
    @user-xe3on6wc1fАй бұрын

    小学生の頃初めて聴いて、現状辛過ぎてエンドレス曲ループもしてたり、そういう形でも生きるを閉じれるなら羨ましいと思って聴いていたけど、普通に社会人なって聴いてきちんと意味を理解してもなお、やっぱ好きだなって思う自分がいる

  • @selmap.9997
    @selmap.99976 жыл бұрын

    this song is so good too bad it gives me nightmares

  • @shiteyanyo1111

    @shiteyanyo1111

    6 жыл бұрын

    shikkakyuu *right?*

  • @calbacan

    @calbacan

    5 жыл бұрын

    Very good song

  • @damir6536

    @damir6536

    5 жыл бұрын

    500th like

  • @poopheadpoop9007

    @poopheadpoop9007

    5 жыл бұрын

    It doesn't give me nightmares This song is about papa eating son

  • @jeeode47

    @jeeode47

    5 жыл бұрын

    actually it's about rape i think it just sounds like the child is being eaten by the father did i mention "Big Brother drinks my amniotic fluid" and the squirting noises throughout the song? it could mean some very gross things

  • @user-zn4ru1bd4w
    @user-zn4ru1bd4w2 жыл бұрын

    歌詞のグロさといいリズムと言い絵の謎さといい全部癖になる

  • @glenshin1002

    @glenshin1002

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yeah The song is Pog but the Lyrics and The meaning is mess up

  • @user-im8ld6ig5v

    @user-im8ld6ig5v

    2 жыл бұрын

    Uuu adorei a foto do shouta

  • @user-my6nz8ui3d

    @user-my6nz8ui3d

    2 жыл бұрын

    それな!(迫真)

  • @michi3025
    @michi3025Ай бұрын

    歌詞がドチャクソキモイのにメロディーで引き込まれる 何度も聞きたくなるような中毒性 もうこの子が幸せならいいんじゃないかっていう諦めと絶望に駆られるよね はい 無限ループ確定。

  • @Lizzy-mz8es

    @Lizzy-mz8es

    Ай бұрын

    I knowww

  • @zyph3rri
    @zyph3rri17 күн бұрын

    It just hurts me to see people make fun of this song because its weird, stop over exaggerating it. It’s S/A representation. NOT about Miku’s screaming. I was not sexually assaulted myself, but you don’t need to experience the same thing to know what’s right and what’s wrong.

  • @jadyns4623
    @jadyns46233 жыл бұрын

    theory, at 1:02, there’s background noises that sound a lot like a sped up child’s music box, representing how her childhood was cut short/rushed by her father.

  • @iateabee420

    @iateabee420

    3 жыл бұрын

    I tried to listen to what the child’s music box sounds like not sped up I regret everything.

  • @najqowiwjsoela6593

    @najqowiwjsoela6593

    3 жыл бұрын

    "father"

  • @GootWaysecrettwinofGerardWay

    @GootWaysecrettwinofGerardWay

    3 жыл бұрын

    THATS DEPRESSING 🧑‍🦲

  • @iliterallydontknow7783

    @iliterallydontknow7783

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@iateabee420 gosh i decided to slow it down and it was freaking me out and then my dumb ass cat knocked a chair over and scared the shit out of me 😭😂

  • @lamputateur8942

    @lamputateur8942

    3 жыл бұрын

    theory: ur theory isnt even a theory

  • @elliottlotus
    @elliottlotus4 жыл бұрын

    everyone at tiktok: *dancing,singing and vibing to this song without knowing the lyrics and how dark it is* japanese people,vocaloid fans and other peeps be like: *ah shit here we go again* edit: it seems like on tiktok, someone named it ''cute song'' and did it with aishite aishite too *what the hell* Edit 2: I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since I published this comment, damn, I do feel old Edit 3: hi its been 3 years now uh anyway hi

  • @sasakidotorg

    @sasakidotorg

    4 жыл бұрын

    exactly, those dumbass kids dont know the true meaning of this and that just... *_UUUUUUUUGH_*

  • @avocadoalex__3134

    @avocadoalex__3134

    4 жыл бұрын

    and now they're making fun of cosplayers, weebs, and vocaloid fans even more and they still dance to vocaloid?

  • @macklee8835

    @macklee8835

    4 жыл бұрын

    I have not seen these TikToks yet. I did not know they did this. I'm reading comments and people are talking about it, and I'm here like, "They did what!?" Are they doing this with other Kikuo songs other than this?

  • @gaykid8579

    @gaykid8579

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mack Lee They also did it to “Aishite Aishite Aishite”

  • @macklee8835

    @macklee8835

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@gaykid8579 Oh... Geez, they're just taking all the dark Vocaloid songs, and calling them cute, huh?

  • @findmeinthedark
    @findmeinthedark23 күн бұрын

    Holy shit this video is expressive art, yet a disturbing one that makes my stomach churn. The lyrics, the demented whispering, and even the art in the video really expresses such deep emotions and feelings those of who experience such thing. I feel bad for all the children who experience this...Great job kikuo, such creativity in mind you got.

  • @user-vm1yy6ld7z
    @user-vm1yy6ld7z23 күн бұрын

    oh my gosh I thought this was just a normal Japanese song but when I read the lyrics i actually cried this is so sad

  • @_Lol_Lol_

    @_Lol_Lol_

    22 күн бұрын

    Это очень жутко 😢

  • @kittyandtiny9159
    @kittyandtiny91595 жыл бұрын

    *listens to song* *looks at horrified comments* C'mon, the artwork is creepy, sure, but grow a pair. *looks at subtitles* Oh.

  • @louiseneri770

    @louiseneri770

    5 жыл бұрын

    The sudden realization moment

  • @edwfelt7490

    @edwfelt7490

    5 жыл бұрын

    Excatly my reaction

  • @sassberrysnap

    @sassberrysnap

    4 жыл бұрын

    0:55

  • @nguyentricao9519

    @nguyentricao9519

    4 жыл бұрын

    Welp, too late

  • @cap170

    @cap170

    4 жыл бұрын

    Oof

  • @vinhthan3027
    @vinhthan30274 жыл бұрын

    Ignorance is bliss IGNORANCE IS BLISS *IGNORANCE IS TRULY BLISS*

  • @janellecam

    @janellecam

    4 жыл бұрын

    I wish I was ignorant

  • @solid_soap9132

    @solid_soap9132

    4 жыл бұрын

    :')

  • @leekspinner

    @leekspinner

    4 жыл бұрын

    U realize it only afterwards :D

  • @khaos_studios8136

    @khaos_studios8136

    4 жыл бұрын

    Oh god. I wish I was ignorant of the lyrics...

  • @sheepers6251

    @sheepers6251

    4 жыл бұрын

    Uh...... should I be worried?

  • @Ahah-ci5cg
    @Ahah-ci5cg3 ай бұрын

    サビの直前になる実も漏らしてそうな放屁の音が決め手すぎる

  • @user-iz7gq1dk4p

    @user-iz7gq1dk4p

    3 ай бұрын

    えっ、そゆことなん?

  • @Ahah-ci5cg

    @Ahah-ci5cg

    3 ай бұрын

    @@user-iz7gq1dk4p 知らんけどブリュって鳴ってるからそうかなーって

  • @user-iz7gq1dk4p

    @user-iz7gq1dk4p

    3 ай бұрын

    @@Ahah-ci5cg 面白い解釈だな😯

  • @bloxy.T.blooklington
    @bloxy.T.blooklingtonАй бұрын

    "this is so dark and innapropriate!" welcome to kikuo

  • @theo-yo1yo
    @theo-yo1yo2 жыл бұрын

    i hate when people say stuff like "i liked the song until i understood the lyrics". the lyrics are a huge part of why the song is so good. i never experienced SA, but if you read the comments you will see many people who did, saying how well written this is and how much they realate. the dark topics don't make the song worse(same thing with songs about sexual things).

  • @theo-yo1yo

    @theo-yo1yo

    2 жыл бұрын

    @scotty then i wasn't talking about your case. if it's because it's triggering then it's understandable. sorry for not specifying, it was insensitive of me.

  • @biothehaz4rd

    @biothehaz4rd

    2 жыл бұрын

    I almost experienced CSA.

  • @XiaoIsMyHusbandBTW

    @XiaoIsMyHusbandBTW

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@theo-yo1yo then your comment is unnecessary, some people just don't like dark things so the lyrics are a turn off to them. that's ok if you liked it until you understood the lyrics because some people just don't like dark music

  • @galileeo

    @galileeo

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@XiaoIsMyHusbandBTW hell naw

  • @rusu4651

    @rusu4651

    2 жыл бұрын

    I've been sexually assaulted before but the lyrics don't disturb me. I mean, the lyrics did surprise me when i read them but it didn't exactly "disturb" me. I'm numb to disturbing things, i guess.

  • @teamara2998
    @teamara29984 жыл бұрын

    Me: this is a really good song My trauma: am I a joke to you

  • @kelsieyoung4973

    @kelsieyoung4973

    4 жыл бұрын

    Oof same

  • @andao4358

    @andao4358

    4 жыл бұрын

    Oh o- w a i t

  • @deenie_reverie

    @deenie_reverie

    4 жыл бұрын

    Wait what- Are you okay though?

  • @animekpop8501

    @animekpop8501

    4 жыл бұрын

    I dunno If i should laugh or cry

  • @cryllys4329

    @cryllys4329

    4 жыл бұрын

    Healing is a process and I hope you can find a support system that will help you with the painful journey, I'm wishing you the absolute best and you deserve all the good in the world ♡

  • @samra104
    @samra10419 күн бұрын

    As a victim of CSA (I was 3 - 4 years old ever since it happened) this song extremely hits hard, I remember breaking down in tears while listening to it since 11 years old. This has been my comfort song throughout my years, the lyrics are written well, the screams, whispers, the voice, everything. I'm really glad Kikuo made this to spread awareness.

  • @user-ex8ti9ii3c
    @user-ex8ti9ii3c3 ай бұрын

    唐突に聴きたくなったから聴きに来た

  • @monocat999
    @monocat9995 жыл бұрын

    I have a stinking feeling I shouldn’t read the lyrics

  • @inkystix5327

    @inkystix5327

    5 жыл бұрын

    Monocat yeah you shouldnt. ever.

  • @Sydney0608

    @Sydney0608

    5 жыл бұрын

    I regretted it, please don’t. Just enjoy the beats lmfaoo

  • @blink8967

    @blink8967

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ya you propablh shouldn't...

  • @feliscatus2535

    @feliscatus2535

    5 жыл бұрын

    Read them. *Fucking read them*

  • @kittyvibritannia4078

    @kittyvibritannia4078

    5 жыл бұрын

    Dont. Please.

  • @thecreeeeep
    @thecreeeeep5 жыл бұрын

    "He opens up my ribs and drinks my soup" *ah* Edit: I came back to this video after 2 years to add it to my playlist. Surprised to have that many likes lmao.

  • @thestrangeartist5772

    @thestrangeartist5772

    5 жыл бұрын

    Like y’do.

  • @GG-qp5bz

    @GG-qp5bz

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ohhhhhhhh........

  • @notyourmona

    @notyourmona

    4 жыл бұрын

    uhm, excuse me

  • @lydiaiai

    @lydiaiai

    4 жыл бұрын

    Oh Noes sLURRRRRP *n o i c e*

  • @donttalktome1818

    @donttalktome1818

    4 жыл бұрын

    Finally some good fricking food

  • @user-jh4ir3yv2m
    @user-jh4ir3yv2m3 ай бұрын

    「ハートじゃないところは“みんな”で食べて」 ってことは家に帰った時一緒にいた人は警察じゃないよな。 てかそもそも虐待してるのに警察呼んだら虐待してたことがバレるもんね、女の子見つかった時傷まみれなんだし。 じゃあ帰った時に一緒にいた人ってのは一体………?

  • @mxyzticall_
    @mxyzticall_Ай бұрын

    ITS SUCH A BOP BUT IT’S SO SAD

  • @LittleLamb_X

    @LittleLamb_X

    Ай бұрын

    FR😭

  • @Lamissitababylove

    @Lamissitababylove

    Ай бұрын

    ℂ𝕣𝕦𝕖𝕝

  • @nzeity0160
    @nzeity01604 жыл бұрын

    Song: about sexual abuse and quite possibly, cannibalism Tiktok noobs: hehe ahegao

  • @nzeity0160

    @nzeity0160

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ok i dont even use tiktok but i see so much of this shit and wtf, tiktok seems to really like using good songs and representing them in the worse way possible

  • @doomi4582

    @doomi4582

    4 жыл бұрын

    I hate people sticking out their tongue, it's stupid

  • @nzeity0160

    @nzeity0160

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@doomi4582 yeah, its not a bad offence but if you do that for no reason im sure its okay for people to think its gross as hell

  • @beam4547

    @beam4547

    4 жыл бұрын

    It’s actually not about cannibalism, It’s the victim describing how it feels for her to be sexually abused. Just thought you would want to know.

  • @kales7884

    @kales7884

    3 жыл бұрын

    M1cksta05 *”song about sexual abuse”* did you even finish reading the comment

  • @junkoenoshima8134
    @junkoenoshima81343 жыл бұрын

    As a someone who has went through SA themself, this is all written amazingly well. The screams, the voices in the background, perfectly describes how disturbing and disgusting those situations are and how it can actually fuck someone up. It truly makes me sick to my stomach, that is what makes it a masterpiece. All of this is real and raw emotion, when someone tells you about them going through something like this, believe them. Because its real, and its disgusting. (Out of character)

  • @sabrinabenyamina6383

    @sabrinabenyamina6383

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm really sorry for what happens to you

  • @junkoenoshima8134

    @junkoenoshima8134

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@sabrinabenyamina6383 its okay

  • @graycamellia7634

    @graycamellia7634

    3 жыл бұрын

    I hope whoever abused you will burn in hell

  • @lingggyanggg

    @lingggyanggg

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry that happened to you! I'm glad you're ok tho I hope whoever did that to you goes to jail if they haven't

  • @CN-gt6re

    @CN-gt6re

    3 жыл бұрын

    WTF Junko, I love you XDD

  • @user-rw2rb5ux5n
    @user-rw2rb5ux5n2 ай бұрын

    いつも思うけどきくおさんの絵ってめちゃめちゃインパクト強いよな、ずっと頭の中に残り続ける感じ

  • @imortal_nomad
    @imortal_nomad2 ай бұрын

    I wasn’t even looking for this song, I just ended up here without understanding how, I’ve known this song for a long time, but I constantly, like I can just scroll through the feed on KZread and not understand how I ended up here...

  • @tomie5937
    @tomie59375 жыл бұрын

    im just going to ignore the lyrics cuz the beat lowkey slaps

  • @sunnliarsd2960

    @sunnliarsd2960

    5 жыл бұрын

    big mood

  • @Glockkitttyy

    @Glockkitttyy

    5 жыл бұрын

    Facts

  • @haveyouheardofthehighelves3952

    @haveyouheardofthehighelves3952

    5 жыл бұрын

    Keef

  • @gabbyalivio5692

    @gabbyalivio5692

    5 жыл бұрын

    but the lyrics slap harder-

  • @eira6844

    @eira6844

    5 жыл бұрын

    the 1st line made my body weak

  • @StriderStarfall
    @StriderStarfall4 жыл бұрын

    Me: *sees the first lyrics* so cannibalism? Song: *but if it makes papa happy* Me: *_OH_*

  • @Miki-sg6ep

    @Miki-sg6ep

    4 жыл бұрын

    YEP HITS YOU LIKE A TRUCK

  • @obliviousfantasy633

    @obliviousfantasy633

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yeah ._. I was getting ready for another song with cannibalism but then another train comes in to smash that one.

  • @STN4D

    @STN4D

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@obliviousfantasy633 heh... *"smash"*

  • @obliviousfantasy633

    @obliviousfantasy633

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@STN4D ...Y E S

  • @STN4D

    @STN4D

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@obliviousfantasy633 *O H Y E S*

  • @hannahcarrillo589
    @hannahcarrillo5893 ай бұрын

    Art is meant to comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.

  • @Bratz_kip
    @Bratz_kip27 күн бұрын

    I just learned the lyrics while eating chocolate icecream….

  • @HonestlyOSC

    @HonestlyOSC

    26 күн бұрын

    You're so real for that 😭😭

  • @Bratz_kip

    @Bratz_kip

    26 күн бұрын

    @@HonestlyOSC 😭

  • @kaguyasama03
    @kaguyasama033 жыл бұрын

    9 year's old me : open ribs? drink soups? gomenne? pee pee? eat body? 17 year's old me now : oh.....

  • @aashycoconut

    @aashycoconut

    3 жыл бұрын

    Took you 8 years to figure that out bud?

  • @Chipsanimation

    @Chipsanimation

    3 жыл бұрын

    I, uh, 👁👄👁💧

  • @themossbossman8119

    @themossbossman8119

    3 жыл бұрын

    CaNnIbAlIsM

  • @Yuni-cj8kv

    @Yuni-cj8kv

    3 жыл бұрын

    Oh no

  • @nebegemini4700

    @nebegemini4700

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@themossbossman8119 *sexual abuse*

  • @beans6625
    @beans66254 жыл бұрын

    Everyone: people came from Tik tok me: wait people came from Tik tok-

  • @luvia6498

    @luvia6498

    4 жыл бұрын

    They're using the scream from 0:47 as a meme. I didn't come from tiktok but I recognized it from tiktok

  • @beans6625

    @beans6625

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@luvia6498 holy sh-

  • @lets-all-love-lain

    @lets-all-love-lain

    4 жыл бұрын

    SAME

  • @aliveandunwell430

    @aliveandunwell430

    4 жыл бұрын

    luvia i didnt realize that lol

  • @craftypixel7992

    @craftypixel7992

    4 жыл бұрын

    WHYYYYYYY

  • @kuta123
    @kuta1234 күн бұрын

    探してた!ようやく見つけだした…

  • @user-vs9os2xz6v
    @user-vs9os2xz6v2 ай бұрын

    海外勢はこの曲を児童レイプ・性的虐待の曲って解釈してて、日本人はカニバリズムの曲だと解釈してる人がほとんどなの、文化の違いを感じる

  • @NiwaFlan

    @NiwaFlan

    2 ай бұрын

    どこを見て、私は完全な共食いによってそれを区別しました