I know how it feels. I lost my precious wife Bella in 2003 from a cerebral aneurysm. It came on suddenly and was horrifyingly painful for her to go through. I had always promised to keep her safe and protected, and I couldn't save her that night in our apartment. 15 days in the hospital, she didn't make it out. I was praying like a mad man for someone to help her and bring her back to me. It's been 21 years since the funeral, and I have never gotten over it, or recovered from the trauma and the pain.. I have been suicidal, depressed, and an emotional wreck every day thereafter. A few years later, I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and PTSD from watching it happen in front of me. I am a loving man, a hard man, but this broke me. Today, I still feel like I can't go on. There's nothing left. I have no other purpose other than to be Bella's husband. That's why I was born. The hardest things to go through for me are still daily struggles. Waking up alone, showering by myself, cooking for one, and just talking to her in the air. I don't know if I will ever recover, and sometimes I don't really want to. I never want to forget her. Bella was one of God's favorites, and I miss her everyday! Losing someone that meaningful and important in a person's life is a devastating blow. It's sad and it hurts like hell! I just wish that you are able to find comfort in some way. Peace is out there. Just because I haven't found it yet, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. I hope you are able to heal. I was crying watching this video. I felt your pain and my pain all at once. ❤🎉🙏 (I'm still crying) Bless your tender heart!!!

Beautiful 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️

This video makes me so sad for JoJo, she really loved this man!

Hello to whoever made this. I was friends with Kale. What happened to him? I am just shocked that he is gone. I have a workbench in my garage that he made....

You did an awesome job Jaycee!

@justjayceeok99

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you, that means a lot ❤❤

Omg. I love this wish we had done this for tristan. I love it so much

@justjayceeok99

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much ❤❤

Such a great guy , worked by his side for a long time in Purcell. Was the guy coming from Perryton. He gave me soo much crap for still living there… I’m so sorry for everyone’s loss , he will be missed

@dan0alda568

2 жыл бұрын

Hey Trent. Danny. He gave me a “Come and Take it Flag” that used to hang in his house. I am about to take it down because I almost can’t stand to look at. Never would have thought we would lose him. So smart and fun. Worst part of a shit year.

What happened?? He was so young?? 😔

@rtqii

4 ай бұрын

All I can learn is that it was sudden and unexpected. He and JoJo had plans.

So apropos

Was it an accident or was health reasons?

@rtqii

4 ай бұрын

All I can learn is that it was sudden and unexpected. He and JoJo had plans.

@joeydupre6153

4 ай бұрын

After a bit of research, I found out he died in a motorcycle accident. @@rtqii

@lbrown6859

18 күн бұрын

​@@joeydupre6153 ty for responding.