Johnny Cash - Hurt (Doomer)

Johnny Cash - Hurt slowed to perfection

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  • @24yearolddoomer
    @24yearolddoomer4 жыл бұрын

    For everyone saying that the doomer version is the original NIN version, watch this: kzread.info/dash/bejne/oYClzMZpYcm2oLQ.html kzread.info/dash/bejne/k5hqt6R6p8W0o6g.html

  • @gagetomerlin9822

    @gagetomerlin9822

    4 жыл бұрын

    Well it's true.

  • @issoutg3535

    @issoutg3535

    4 жыл бұрын

    yes Nin version is way doomer

  • @xanderjcliffe-musicreviews7740

    @xanderjcliffe-musicreviews7740

    4 жыл бұрын

    what point do you think you're making?

  • @sekke8601

    @sekke8601

    4 жыл бұрын

    19 Year Old Doomer all I can really say is “carry on my wayward son”

  • @lolfunacount

    @lolfunacount

    4 жыл бұрын

    Wow that JOnny vs NIN discussion now meets Doomer culture. Quite weird when I remember the Jonny Hurt comment section talking the same tune like 2 years ago.

  • @emc3216
    @emc32164 жыл бұрын

    "A man who thinks all the time, has nothing to think about except thoughts. Therefore he loses touch with reality and lives in a world full of his own illusions." - Alan Watts

  • @skitariionezerooneoneoneze1709

    @skitariionezerooneoneoneze1709

    4 жыл бұрын

    Just watched a video on that exact maxim

  • @LickerOfAnuses

    @LickerOfAnuses

    4 жыл бұрын

    Alan watts was unironically woke

  • @eisenfried9817

    @eisenfried9817

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@skitariionezerooneoneoneze1709 Name? Id like to watch it aswell

  • @fluG4M3

    @fluG4M3

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@eisenfried9817 there's a music vid called over thinker, I'm pretty sure, and that quote is used

  • @weedle5221

    @weedle5221

    4 жыл бұрын

    well shit

  • @riversduvall1176
    @riversduvall11764 жыл бұрын

    Johnny cash was perhaps one of the biggest doomers of all time

  • @008r9

    @008r9

    4 жыл бұрын

    Wasn't even his song. NIN, those are real doomers

  • @ilitardo160

    @ilitardo160

    4 жыл бұрын

    The White Dude Jonny was still a Doomer tho

  • @anons000

    @anons000

    4 жыл бұрын

    Llama Boys lol cringe. This is Trent reznors song

  • @anons000

    @anons000

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lol Plz don’t lol no he wasn’t

  • @lucasbatista9369

    @lucasbatista9369

    4 жыл бұрын

    Spiritual by Johnny Cash

  • @TedsAttic
    @TedsAttic4 жыл бұрын

    The bacon sizzling in the background is really what makes it.

  • @klutzspecter3470

    @klutzspecter3470

    4 жыл бұрын

    TedsAttic I feel like it’s supposed to be mimicking an old man listening back to songs he had with an old record player.

  • @darkphoenix3172

    @darkphoenix3172

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@klutzspecter3470 woooosh

  • @samurai123lol

    @samurai123lol

    4 жыл бұрын

    The bacon sizzling makes it so much more emotional. Looking at the bacon cook at 3 am in the morning and just leaning your face over the cooking bacon... just Oof

  • @ElectricosCosmos

    @ElectricosCosmos

    4 жыл бұрын

    My record player doubles as a frying pan.

  • @mememan4885

    @mememan4885

    4 жыл бұрын

    You gave me a small smile in this trying time in my life, and for that my friend. Thank you.

  • @adkalmonke
    @adkalmonke2 жыл бұрын

    "Everyone I know goes away in the end" That shit hits harder as you get older

  • @lunderman7413

    @lunderman7413

    2 жыл бұрын

    That part of the song always makes me cut onions

  • @RubexQewb

    @RubexQewb

    2 жыл бұрын

    For me it’s “ You are someone else . I am still right here “ 😞😞😞

  • @kratosboy5557

    @kratosboy5557

    2 жыл бұрын

    Brad my brother my dad my mom

  • @adkalmonke

    @adkalmonke

    Жыл бұрын

    @@lunderman7413 I always find myself replaying 3:07 - 3:33 every danm time

  • @lunderman7413

    @lunderman7413

    Жыл бұрын

    @@adkalmonke same

  • @BelaM27X11
    @BelaM27X114 жыл бұрын

    to quote Arthur Morgan here: "We're more ghosts than people."

  • @surd0l928

    @surd0l928

    4 жыл бұрын

    you made me cr- oh i am already sorry

  • @jeffersonsilva6270

    @jeffersonsilva6270

    4 жыл бұрын

    Arthur have such great quotes. “I am afraid “ was the worst to me

  • @antsinmyeyesjohnson7709

    @antsinmyeyesjohnson7709

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bad business

  • @R3___114

    @R3___114

    4 жыл бұрын

    I miss Arthur 😢

  • @randomuser9920

    @randomuser9920

    4 жыл бұрын

    Can't hear this song without think at Arthur and rdr2, what a game

  • @yeetboi9817
    @yeetboi98174 жыл бұрын

    >see old friends from high school >"So what've you been up to lately" >You realise that the last time you did anything with your life was in highschool and everyone else has moved on with their lives leaving you alone

  • @AnewContraption

    @AnewContraption

    4 жыл бұрын

    YEET BOI absolutely

  • @joeking6972

    @joeking6972

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sounds like you should move on too

  • @thevoiceofthelost

    @thevoiceofthelost

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ouch, that hurt.

  • @Mr.Classic91

    @Mr.Classic91

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thankfully not me

  • @stickliar5934

    @stickliar5934

    4 жыл бұрын

    What? Memorizing and memorizing and memorizing and make you feel tired and lazy?

  • @veganstoiclinuxwarriormonk8187
    @veganstoiclinuxwarriormonk81875 жыл бұрын

    "So what kind of music are you into?"

  • @bigiron4285

    @bigiron4285

    5 жыл бұрын

    "Idk I listen to a lot of things"

  • @dhtelevision

    @dhtelevision

    4 жыл бұрын

    Vegan Stoic Linux Warrior Monk It’s complicated.

  • @OtherDalfite

    @OtherDalfite

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@bigiron4285 felt this on a spiritual level

  • @VincentPlaylist

    @VincentPlaylist

    4 жыл бұрын

    it's complicated

  • @vol.1kaliyuga60

    @vol.1kaliyuga60

    4 жыл бұрын

    Vegan Stoic Linux Warrior Monk “it’s complicated”

  • @Banjo3440
    @Banjo34404 жыл бұрын

    The only way out of hell is through it. We'll all make it, I promise.

  • @toby7652

    @toby7652

    4 жыл бұрын

    Or we die before. Or we die afterwards.

  • @Journey_to_who_knows

    @Journey_to_who_knows

    4 жыл бұрын

    You know why we keep going ? Because what the hell else are we going to do ?

  • @CheckingForPulse

    @CheckingForPulse

    4 жыл бұрын

    that a quote?

  • @chiki4464

    @chiki4464

    4 жыл бұрын

    aye thanks homie, simple words but they echo deep.

  • @mrbrightside9609

    @mrbrightside9609

    4 жыл бұрын

    Legitimately thought I would've killed myself at some point from May-August, but haven't. Still got a ways to go, but we'll all make it.

  • @doobiescoo8148
    @doobiescoo81484 жыл бұрын

    Why not? >be me >20 year old >used to be severely depressed, clinically. It comes and goes now >met girl of dreams, she left me a few times >reconnected not long ago, seemed to have grown, still in love with her. Sorry for not being around. >not dating but planning for something else >love my job, contractor but decent chance for full hire at end of contract >job keeps telling me that I might not get hired on. Gives anxiety every day because of it. Contract almost up. >lost 4 important members of family while working there, worked through it because of career opportunities >not gf and I talk every day, feels kind of distant but not officially together right now. Currently long distance... friends, I guess. >not in college, can’t afford >Dad crippling alcoholic, worried about losing him >decides to post life sorrows on doomer Johnny cash video >over shares, way too long for a comment that maybe nobody would read. That’s that. Thanks for making it this far.

  • @moth3804

    @moth3804

    4 жыл бұрын

    I appreciate you man

  • @thuropendragon7498

    @thuropendragon7498

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hang in there man. You can do it.

  • @omarc4634

    @omarc4634

    4 жыл бұрын

    That’s rough, hopefully the contracting shit works out for you man 💪😤💪

  • @6ixPonchoBeats

    @6ixPonchoBeats

    4 жыл бұрын

    this is why i smoke crack while watching bestgore.com

  • @doobiescoo8148

    @doobiescoo8148

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hey guys, thank you for the motivational words. You’re all wonderful and I really appreciate you. I found out that I’ll be losing my job. I’m currently scrambling to find a new one, so wish me luck. I’m gonna do my best to make it. I wish the same for you.

  • @natek3489
    @natek34894 жыл бұрын

    >be me > was once charismatic and happy > now looks forward to get home after school and be alone and sleep > watches girlfriend asmr roleplay to stop feeling lonely > only way to forget depression and anxiety is creating stories and impossible scenarios in my mind > once tried to fight against it, now just accepts it

  • @sneakysnake7695

    @sneakysnake7695

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm literally the same...

  • @uhoh2593

    @uhoh2593

    4 жыл бұрын

    Eerily similar......are you....me?

  • @_draxin_0514

    @_draxin_0514

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jesus dude you just summed up the past three years of my life.

  • @lightyagami7734

    @lightyagami7734

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same I need videos to sleep because then I’m left with my negative thoughts

  • @AleHellebuyck

    @AleHellebuyck

    4 жыл бұрын

    Duuude...

  • @baronvonkek8467
    @baronvonkek84674 жыл бұрын

    Frodo: I can’t do this, Sam. Sam: I know. It’s all wrong. By rights we shouldn’t even be here. But we are. It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something. Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam? Sam: That there’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo… and it’s worth fighting for.

  • @tysheeferdayz1296

    @tysheeferdayz1296

    4 жыл бұрын

    a man may cry while reading this. and by god i may be one of those men

  • @hmmm9658

    @hmmm9658

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sam was a true bloomer and a king

  • @poltergoose4206

    @poltergoose4206

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@hmmm9658 and a damn good friend

  • @cooldude1565

    @cooldude1565

    4 жыл бұрын

    my ex had this on her bathroom wall. It hurts to read this nowadays because it reminds me of how she left me in shambles, despite me doing everything I can to become the best person I can be

  • @aveverthe4th

    @aveverthe4th

    4 жыл бұрын

    💗 lotr

  • @1headphoneguy
    @1headphoneguy4 жыл бұрын

    I cant help but feel that "You stay the hell away from me ya hear?" takes on a different meaning in this version. Its like the Doomer warning people to stay away from him because he will only disappoint them or make them as sad as he is

  • @levantinedoomer2317

    @levantinedoomer2317

    3 жыл бұрын

    This hits too hard Fuck you made me cry

  • @Skelettox
    @Skelettox4 жыл бұрын

    14 years old:'' I'm depressed mom, it's not a phase'' or '' I want to be depressed, that's so cool''. 20 years old: Well, I have what I wanted, and that hurts. (It's not a personal experience but something I've see. Also teens can have depression. If you suffer from this or other complications, you can get ahead).

  • @salimcrb887

    @salimcrb887

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thats sad bro

  • @gloriagabrieladiazramirez442

    @gloriagabrieladiazramirez442

    4 жыл бұрын

    Who the fuck want to be depressed ?

  • @johnindigo5477

    @johnindigo5477

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@gloriagabrieladiazramirez442 people searching for identity but dont realize depressed isnt a personality

  • @collinmclaren6608

    @collinmclaren6608

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@gloriagabrieladiazramirez442 Preteen and teen girls who romanticize depression like its something deep and meaningful

  • @christopherson93

    @christopherson93

    4 жыл бұрын

    ayee, true tho..

  • @TheNextshadow
    @TheNextshadow4 жыл бұрын

    "There is nothing in the world so much admirable as a man who bears unhappiness with courage" (Seneca) Carry on, boys. We'll get through this.

  • @Nergal_Slayer

    @Nergal_Slayer

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hell yeah, we will!

  • @indeed2207

    @indeed2207

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yes one day we'll die, it will be over. All this pain for..... Nothing at all.

  • @scafe232

    @scafe232

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@indeed2207 Cope.

  • @donovanreese9768

    @donovanreese9768

    Жыл бұрын

    Amen. Life is tough. Be tougher.

  • @lillelinne63
    @lillelinne634 жыл бұрын

    "If you're going through hell, keep going"

  • @rusji0311

    @rusji0311

    4 жыл бұрын

    Winston was probably a doomer when he was a teen

  • @death3913

    @death3913

    4 жыл бұрын

    Best Snake Fuck churchill

  • @somethingsumn7103

    @somethingsumn7103

    4 жыл бұрын

    DEATH fuck you

  • @graysid9769

    @graysid9769

    4 жыл бұрын

    Why is this the top comment?

  • @death3913

    @death3913

    4 жыл бұрын

    Something Sumn cry more ameritard

  • @iprayforapocalypse7109
    @iprayforapocalypse71094 жыл бұрын

    22 years old doomer here, I wish I can sleep and never wake up tomorrow.

  • @jesiecordero8418

    @jesiecordero8418

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same age. Different part of the world, yet we feel the same. Stay strong my dude

  • @lilqueso8190

    @lilqueso8190

    4 жыл бұрын

    **hugs through comment section**

  • @Adventure_fuel

    @Adventure_fuel

    4 жыл бұрын

    Many don’t.

  • @OscarSanchez-eb2bj

    @OscarSanchez-eb2bj

    4 жыл бұрын

    What about the day after tomorrow?

  • @MadMaXXXim

    @MadMaXXXim

    4 жыл бұрын

    Read Marcus Aurelius

  • @Mixonpl
    @Mixonpl5 жыл бұрын

    >tfw fell into a groundhog day loop somewhere around 2012 and can't break my cycles of guilt

  • @tehforcer1428

    @tehforcer1428

    4 жыл бұрын

    Are your legs okay?

  • @boofchunku7571

    @boofchunku7571

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mixon who has been happy after 2012

  • @wewliusevola

    @wewliusevola

    4 жыл бұрын

    The world actually did end in 2012.

  • @tkx86

    @tkx86

    4 жыл бұрын

    What did you do?

  • @loucypher1060

    @loucypher1060

    4 жыл бұрын

    Welcome to hell.

  • @yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah
    @yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah4 жыл бұрын

    > be me. > stuck in a third-world country. > been an underachiever all my life. > listen to music to feel less alone. > nihilist. > pessimist. > not confident enough to open up about my problems with another people outside of internet. > plain dead social life, awkwardly bad at meeting people. > whenever I try to get close with someone, that someone goes away like nothing. > little to no self esteem and self respect. > drinking and smoking habits. > a crippling fear of romantic relationships (or even liking someone) > feeling of a certain sentimental void. > addiction to videogames due to isolation. > lost faith in god, moral values, and people in general. > used to like playing basketball and soccer, left it bc I was trash. > my little number of friends are all over-achievers and have some pretty decent lives. > thoughts of dying alone, frustration about my personal life.

  • @asdfff123

    @asdfff123

    4 жыл бұрын

    damn i never read a more accurate description of my life

  • @yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah

    @yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@asdfff123 haha, it is like that sometimes..

  • @tfwthelsdkicksin6083

    @tfwthelsdkicksin6083

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@asdfff123 fr

  • @sherges44

    @sherges44

    3 жыл бұрын

    Being self aware makes shit even worse man.

  • @Isolierter_Hazim

    @Isolierter_Hazim

    3 жыл бұрын

    F*ck me, your comment explains me too well...

  • @risethorn9549
    @risethorn95494 жыл бұрын

    Remembering the happy and energetic kid i once was gives me like a sense of dread

  • @chrism1518
    @chrism15182 жыл бұрын

    Mental illness struck me hard at 18, right after I graduated high school. Any dream I had was completely destroyed. I can barely leave my house, let alone get a job and live any sort of life. I sit here everyday, just waiting for the end to come. It’s been six years of pain, and I’m too tired to even fight anymore.

  • @fellipedasilva99

    @fellipedasilva99

    Жыл бұрын

    Please fight...

  • @MrDead00

    @MrDead00

    Жыл бұрын

    Same brother... it's hard

  • @randomcat76

    @randomcat76

    Жыл бұрын

    are you still there ?

  • @WEEGEEV1RUS
    @WEEGEEV1RUS5 жыл бұрын

    >be me, senior year in high school >the first time in my life I had felt happy >realized i had good friends by my side, a gf too, family issues were beginning to subside >after a terrible childhood, family life, antisocial behavior, that was thought to be my redemption arc in my life. >I felt confident, like I could take on the world. >gf broke up with me couple weeks before graduation >graduation day she gave me all prom photos that i paid for, never talked again. >this song plays in my head during graduation >over the course of 2 years, slowly but surely, my froends stopped talking to me, considered me to be a nuscience. >family life collapsed again, family members i liked i never saw again, cut contact with me. >once again, im back in the hole.

  • @24yearolddoomer

    @24yearolddoomer

    5 жыл бұрын

    relatable

  • @TheMrMojoRisin67

    @TheMrMojoRisin67

    4 жыл бұрын

    I want to say it gets easier over time, but I don't want to dismiss your feelings of sadness you're feeling now. And, some feelings never go away. It just gets a little easier to carry the weight over time. Friends from school vanish, people leave...unfortunately, that's the bitter in the bittersweet of life. But life moves in waves. The winds shift eventually, it just takes a lot of time. If you can, seek out a therapist so you at least have a consistent ear to listen to how you feel. It helps me a lot, especially through my lowest of lows. And it takes a lot of bravery to be this exposed on such a public forum, and I appreciate you opening yourself up like this, even if it is behind a random username. What you told us takes guts to let out. You are so much stronger than you think you are. Keep fighting the good fight.

  • @Gamesfordawgs

    @Gamesfordawgs

    4 жыл бұрын

    Life is about transformation

  • @xxxthwagdrakexxx4672

    @xxxthwagdrakexxx4672

    4 жыл бұрын

    you got a taste. Now is your time to fight to make that year your life, or just sulk in what it is now. I know you'd probably choose the latter because its far easier but unless it makes you aware of more problems it does nothing but dig your hole deeper. Trust me you will regret each year, month, maybe even weeks that you just yourself through instead of getting better and that will further feed into your depression. Do NOT LET IT CONSUME YOU.

  • @tkx86

    @tkx86

    4 жыл бұрын

    I am guessing you are a drinker.

  • @soballr8918
    @soballr89184 жыл бұрын

    The kind of tired that sleep can’t fix

  • @TalonMerlin777

    @TalonMerlin777

    Жыл бұрын

    damn

  • @fellipedasilva99

    @fellipedasilva99

    Жыл бұрын

    This...

  • @johnparker425

    @johnparker425

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel you

  • @RudiGallon
    @RudiGallon4 жыл бұрын

    ah.. i remembered when everyone smile and laughing at my jokes, everyone is everyones friend. such a beautifully artificial memories we had.

  • @Adventure_fuel

    @Adventure_fuel

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mino I remember when I thought I was the only person causing suffering to others. And then he told me he knows he causes suffering and when he is not even thinking about it either. And he accepted it.

  • @greyrose9836
    @greyrose98364 жыл бұрын

    God I hate meme arrows outside of basket weaving forums, but here goes >be me >”recovering” addict >every day is exactly the same >too paranoid to go outside or even talk to people most of the time >don’t want to die >don’t want to live >don’t want to exist >don’t want to not exist I am frozen in time. I am already dead. Let me rot in peace

  • @rambowski2879

    @rambowski2879

    4 жыл бұрын

    U r paying ur way. 2 months clean here

  • @CYBERSiMULACRA

    @CYBERSiMULACRA

    4 жыл бұрын

    grey rose 🥀

  • @Adventure_fuel

    @Adventure_fuel

    4 жыл бұрын

    Have you tried being evil?

  • @greyrose9836

    @greyrose9836

    4 жыл бұрын

    Anonymous Person ain’t no body watching me an hero lmao gtfo I’m doin that in private

  • @greyrose9836

    @greyrose9836

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rebirth Resurrection yes

  • @FreeterAnimosity
    @FreeterAnimosity5 жыл бұрын

    >be me >so depressed it hurts to move >sleeps alot >maybe too much >doesnt sleep at night but wishes he did because the nights hurt more >only time I ever feel good Is when I help others or improve their lives >tries to talk to depressed friend and tell nice things >depressed friend keeps telling me to fuck off and that they hate me >wishes everyone stopped hating him >wonders what he did wrong Mfw

  • @vlord9113

    @vlord9113

    5 жыл бұрын

    dumbass

  • @msmysticstorytime

    @msmysticstorytime

    4 жыл бұрын

    Altruistic work helping others cures depression and takes you out of self obsession f.y.i. hope you are ok

  • @jhinelforajido1908

    @jhinelforajido1908

    4 жыл бұрын

    Just get in the fucking Eva Sinji!!!.

  • @theworld1461

    @theworld1461

    4 жыл бұрын

    mfw my face is a face.

  • @t0nicss867

    @t0nicss867

    4 жыл бұрын

    How old are you m8? just wondering, i've noticed most of the "depressed" people on this site are no older than 17.

  • @yummypoop3131
    @yummypoop31314 жыл бұрын

    >Be me >This Doomer music is unironically not that bad >Scroll through comments while listening >Damn it's pretty depressing out here >Come to the conclusion that you should never look at the comments on doomer vids

  • @philberttheloniusbogswallo4716

    @philberttheloniusbogswallo4716

    4 жыл бұрын

    did the word "doomer" not tip you off

  • @ryudhal

    @ryudhal

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@fancylion6687 Bruh if you want cringe just reread that shit salad you just wrote LMAO Fucking cringe ass edgy snowflake.

  • @yummypoop3131

    @yummypoop3131

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@fancylion6687 I guess it's true that Doomers never laugh. Or understand when somebody is trying to make a joke. Your life is very sad, please retry at life.

  • @myttydohun4851

    @myttydohun4851

    4 жыл бұрын

    Just delete this whole thread it’s garbage

  • @ryudhal

    @ryudhal

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@fancylion6687 Perfect counter argument, nice one, do you need some self validation with that order?

  • @Lupo-Exulans
    @Lupo-Exulans4 жыл бұрын

    As 26, I was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism, and this changed my whole life. I always had depression, dindt knew why. After years of being bullyied in school about being fat, I decided to do something for my life, for my health, for my mind and hearth, and I started training cardio as hard as I was able, for me, it was "get fit or die trying". In about a year, I finally did it, and actually end up enjoying sports. I was as fit as I always dreamed. But then, I suddenly started to feel tired all the time, even more when training, so, I had to stop training. I became very irritable, but I thought it was because I couldn't exercise. I was wrong. Later, I was shaking when anxious, abnormally. My right hand was shaking all the time, And realised I did lost all my physical strength, and become really exhausted quickly just by walking. I cannot even hand-writte my name, or remember what was the name of the song that my ex dedicated to me. It doesnt matter now. So, I went to see a doctor, and all those symptoms made sense. All those years being bullyied and rejected, being sad and alone, it gives you all you need to end it, and now this, goddammit. It makes you feel like, if theres someone up there, it is laughing at you while you go deeper and deeper. I dont know what to do now, I feel like Im stiil alive just for waiting Death Stranding arrives at pc´s.

  • @ringoshultz8414

    @ringoshultz8414

    4 жыл бұрын

    Just keep fighting man. Please. I've been in dark places and I managed to get my life back on track thanks to few family. Hoping you will too.

  • @manlikecm364

    @manlikecm364

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lupo Exulans dont care

  • @matejcillik1935

    @matejcillik1935

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@manlikecm364 Fuck off

  • @jean-louisbranchaud9333
    @jean-louisbranchaud93334 жыл бұрын

    Hang on tight guys, Its gonna be a long ride...

  • @memanosho7035

    @memanosho7035

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hell of a ride i guess.

  • @enzofarias6717

    @enzofarias6717

    4 жыл бұрын

    Good luck everyone. Keep your chin up, it’ll get better.

  • @gsc8713

    @gsc8713

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@enzofarias6717 it wont

  • @aveverthe4th

    @aveverthe4th

    4 жыл бұрын

    Time for a shortcut Suicide by overdose

  • @nowhereman6019

    @nowhereman6019

    4 жыл бұрын

    I want off.

  • @NintendoBoy64
    @NintendoBoy644 жыл бұрын

    > be 24 going on 25 > had a lousy 2019 > living in a dorm at my college > first time in my life living without my parents > struggling in school > had to drop the same class twice this year > my mood swings like the weather > I don't want to talk to my parents > constantly lie to them, telling them I'm fine > in reality, I'm near my breaking point > I have lost my motivation >but I keep holding on > whether it be stubbornness or clinging on to hope > I keep holing on > hoping it will get better > but I worry if this hope is deluding me from the truth that I'm absolutely fucked

  • @manflabs5209

    @manflabs5209

    4 жыл бұрын

    Your not fucked. White knuckle through this

  • @EldradHammer
    @EldradHammer5 жыл бұрын

    I didnt think this could actually hurt my soul more slowed down over the original. Bravo sir!

  • @vlord9113

    @vlord9113

    5 жыл бұрын

    bro

  • @AlHopeGig

    @AlHopeGig

    4 жыл бұрын

    I read this wrong and played it at 0.75x speed and fuck it’s so much worse

  • @theirishanime007
    @theirishanime0072 жыл бұрын

    This song sums up 50 percent of my merchant navy cadetship. Absolute joy and utter terror. The duality of man hurts bro.

  • @christianv6894
    @christianv68944 жыл бұрын

    This song has always made me think of myself as an 80 year old man alone in this world, living by the lake in some place of wild America with a dog. Sitting under a porch, waiting for death under a grey sky

  • @komradekalashnikov7495

    @komradekalashnikov7495

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel you man

  • @ImSoberOfficer
    @ImSoberOfficer4 жыл бұрын

    >be me >get high as giraffe balls >listen to doomerwave >sleep

  • @monokhromerainbow

    @monokhromerainbow

    4 жыл бұрын

    >yes

  • @1deviousmama333

    @1deviousmama333

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sounds like a good night.

  • @1deviousmama333

    @1deviousmama333

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sounds like a good night.

  • @sergio4660

    @sergio4660

    4 жыл бұрын

    >high as giraffe balls that shit got me

  • @wouldbabyhitlerkillyou4217

    @wouldbabyhitlerkillyou4217

    4 жыл бұрын

    degenerate

  • @slaebae3434
    @slaebae34342 жыл бұрын

    What is the point anymore >Be in high school, 18 >Go pick up cousin from some after school event for my aunt and uncle >Another 18 year old girl is there from a different school picking up her sister >Chat for a little bit, get her number >Start dating >Love of my life, together 24/7 >Make her laugh all day long >Greatest year of my life >Move away for college so we break up >College is miserable without her >Crushed with insane anxiety >Develop addiction to alcohol from using it to cope with school work and job >Gain tons of weight >Suicidal >Can't commit suicide, my dad lost his father and his sister to suicide >Several years pass >Doctor says I can't drink anymore or I will die before I'm 30 >Continue anyways cause I don't see the point in living anyways >Last ditch effort, I try to reconnect with ex >Start dating again >Best years of my life >So much joy, immediately turn life around >Date for three years >Plan on getting married, kids, house, etc. >Sex slows down over the last couple months of relationship >She eventually comes out as a lesbian and breaks up with me >Kisses me on the cheek and says she will always love me >Two years alone, feel worse than college >Can't commit suicide, my dad lost his father and his sister to suicide >Mind is just screaming into an empty void all day >Go to bars with friends and be "the funny guy" all night >Wingman for them all night, they all leave laughing with girls / girlfriends >I get into Uber alone and go home >Drink alone for four more hours in silence, staring at desktop background on PC >Every single weekend. I can't anymore. There is just nothing left for me on this earth.

  • @nobodynever4326
    @nobodynever43263 жыл бұрын

    "These are your best years! Don't waste them!" yeah... well.. great

  • @Jasper1815
    @Jasper18154 жыл бұрын

    >be me >26 years old >divorced >no kids >homeless >no money to afford things >lonely and can’t fill the void >no one wants me >begins to abuse alcohol >starts going out 3-5 times a week to pretend I’m not alone >starts getting messy >gets arrested for DUI >on probation >now can’t afford things x2 >no one left to turn to because parents can’t take me >every girl I talk to ghosts me for this reason or that so not even a casual relationship to distract me >everyone I know goes away in the end I just wanna die already. Throw it all away it’s time to scrap it.

  • @Spookyy24

    @Spookyy24

    4 жыл бұрын

  • @gsc8713

    @gsc8713

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Spookyy24 fuck off

  • @sinandonk6782

    @sinandonk6782

    4 жыл бұрын

    If the the people asks you to spit, you do the opposite and hold it. Grow it and spit it to their fucking face. Think about what they would expect from me and do the opposite. Stay strong. I felt you, just realised i'm a potantial doomer

  • @thezauberrabe
    @thezauberrabe4 жыл бұрын

    >be me >broken family >broken life >broken mind

  • @BJALGH

    @BJALGH

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same here

  • @RiotMilk

    @RiotMilk

    4 жыл бұрын

    Simple, but real.

  • @JarthenGreenmeadow

    @JarthenGreenmeadow

    4 жыл бұрын

    the feels

  • @Chrisket

    @Chrisket

    4 жыл бұрын

    How you holding up?

  • @manray3023

    @manray3023

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bruh life

  • @pokz7572
    @pokz75724 жыл бұрын

    okay, here I go >be me >19 years old >living with grandparents, mom and daddy moved to another city >very depressed and anxious >university student with no hopes or expectations for the future >have multiple mental breakdowns and suffers from insomnia >tried to kill myself 2 times >lives everyday in constant pain and tiredness >start talking to an old friend of mine (girl) >we start to date >i love her and she loves me >girl of my dreams, loves everything i love, funny, beautiful and a true lifemate >she becomes my gf >found a job that pays me well and i really love working there >not as depressed anymore, but still have some mental issues >gf helps me with my mental problems >found happiness after 4 years of sorrow >now i have expectations and hopes for my future don't give up boys, you will all make it

  • @pepper0075

    @pepper0075

    4 жыл бұрын

    We are not going to make it

  • @evanthegreatestjester6948

    @evanthegreatestjester6948

    3 жыл бұрын

    >daddy ???

  • @rahoony2168

    @rahoony2168

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@pepper0075 true only happens to a few lucky ones

  • @huh8b7b27

    @huh8b7b27

    3 жыл бұрын

    It's all a phase my boy

  • @SpyroTheEternalNight

    @SpyroTheEternalNight

    2 жыл бұрын

    holy shit man, i'm fighting back tears reading this. you're right, it gets better.

  • @frederickfreaker2211
    @frederickfreaker22114 жыл бұрын

    When I realized nothing in life mattered, I became really relaxed

  • @SLG-jt1rd

    @SLG-jt1rd

    4 жыл бұрын

    yea

  • @koyooko5160
    @koyooko51604 жыл бұрын

    Do my highschool friends even remember me?

  • @sunk5244

    @sunk5244

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ah shit... Don't ask questions like that.

  • @dankmemesmeltexistentialdr2769

    @dankmemesmeltexistentialdr2769

    4 жыл бұрын

    @REMEMBER THE NAME That resonated massively. A sense of humour is a bigger curse than a blessing.

  • @ozkul_arda200

    @ozkul_arda200

    3 жыл бұрын

    What highschool friends?

  • @00vie80

    @00vie80

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm sure they do

  • @levantinedoomer2317

    @levantinedoomer2317

    3 жыл бұрын

    No one forgets highschool

  • @lc8540
    @lc85405 жыл бұрын

    coming here after I lost my memes folder :( life will never be the same, i cant do it

  • @24yearolddoomer

    @24yearolddoomer

    5 жыл бұрын

    oof

  • @generalseal6948
    @generalseal69484 жыл бұрын

    Post nut clarity the song

  • @Mannifredie

    @Mannifredie

    3 жыл бұрын

    "What have I become"

  • @floresroblesmateoelias7646
    @floresroblesmateoelias76463 жыл бұрын

    that line of "what have i become" It lasts like 5 seconds but it hurts my whole fucking life

  • @doyouremebervodka9387
    @doyouremebervodka93873 жыл бұрын

    Underachieving. No collage capability. Losing high school friends. Childhood friends disappearing. Stuck in the same town I've been living in my whole life. Bored all the time. Slowly losing enjoyment in the things that keep me going. Yup. Im fine.

  • @stevenrios3137
    @stevenrios31375 жыл бұрын

    I hate being alone. Every context. Sometimes though, I have to be physically alone so I can clear my head. I think this song will help. Maybe it won’t though

  • @ringoshultz8414

    @ringoshultz8414

    4 жыл бұрын

    I've been in dark places. It sucks but I've gotten through it all. Hoping you'll get better.

  • @puretestosterone9614
    @puretestosterone96144 жыл бұрын

    2:56 The "I am still right here." line is oddly comforting.

  • @lewisheinrich7766
    @lewisheinrich77664 жыл бұрын

    Oh boy, I faced this stage when I was younger. Got out of it 3 years ago. Listen, you cannot accept this, life is not just about bad things, good things will come, trust me. But keep in mind you're not gonna achieve happiness in an instant, it takes time, but it's worth it. Start by attacking one of your bad habits and then go to another one and so on. Best wishes to y'all, hope ya make it.

  • @SoundZQ

    @SoundZQ

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thanks alot man

  • @offthebooktv3646

    @offthebooktv3646

    4 жыл бұрын

    Doomer isnt about being depressed unlike half these kids in here its more or less accepting the fact that we are all on a floating rock with no way or purpose, and even if we did something good no matter what it'll have no effects to anything. Depressed fucks are different

  • @_draxin_0514

    @_draxin_0514

    4 жыл бұрын

    Its not about the good or the bad, its the pointlessness. The gray area of morality that no-one wants to touch because its just truth. Blinding fucking truth. Once it hits, you can't see anything else.

  • @offthebooktv3646

    @offthebooktv3646

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@_draxin_0514 ^^^

  • @stachun8783

    @stachun8783

    4 жыл бұрын

    ​@@offthebooktv3646 i don`t think this is really acceptation, i`d call it aknowlegment.

  • @Holleaux
    @Holleaux4 жыл бұрын

    I actually started crying listening to this. I'm just glad I'm working late and no one is here to see it.

  • @mr.sand7899
    @mr.sand78994 жыл бұрын

    I picture this song playing in the background of an apocalyptic scene.

  • @WJC292
    @WJC2924 жыл бұрын

    LYRICS I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

  • @gaetaboss_mattj3047
    @gaetaboss_mattj30474 жыл бұрын

    I used to be insanely depressed due to past mistakes, but once you truely hit the bottom you'll realize theres nothing on the other side for you. Take care of yourself, work out, get a job, even a shitty one who cares you'll finish college (or not) later, spread good around you, tell your relatives you love them, teach the youngsters precious values, take no shit from anyone but learn to open your heart to the others. If you have noone left, nothing left, do it for yourself, dont let the world around you be your demise. If tomorrow the world comes to an end, be the last human standing. You're all gonna make it bois, see you on the other side when our time has truely come

  • @noahhawkins7571
    @noahhawkins75714 жыл бұрын

    It's okay, man. You're gonna make it through this. We all will

  • @TristanFlear

    @TristanFlear

    4 жыл бұрын

    your right you know

  • @kmstirpitz4285
    @kmstirpitz42854 жыл бұрын

    I don't know. I just feel so unhappy and anytime I feel good, everything bad just comes back to my head. I lost so much friends, caused so much drama because of me, have so much guilt and I don't know anymore. I'm just tired.

  • @ringoshultz8414

    @ringoshultz8414

    4 жыл бұрын

    Here if you need someone to talk to

  • @protoindoeuropean
    @protoindoeuropean3 жыл бұрын

    The part where Cash sings “my empire of dirt”, really hit deep feels

  • @blackpillexacerbado2691
    @blackpillexacerbado26914 жыл бұрын

    >Be me >18 years old >Did some mistakes in the past that affect me even now >Those mistakes made me lose everyone i thought was my friend >I now know that i didnt have any friends at all at the time >Everyone was around me because some kind of interest >This was 3 years ago. >I fell in love with a girl in june, 2019 >I met her family and thought everything was going really well >One day she dumps me and 4 days later I found out she was with another guy >She said she loved me after that, so I gave her a chance >I end up being mistaken once again and she leaves for the other guy. >I remember giving her flowers and she almost cried because that's not what someone does everyday >She is with that guy and I only think about some kind of revenge against him >Really depressed about it, because she was the only pillar I had to hold me together.

  • @asterixace2076
    @asterixace20764 жыл бұрын

    >be me >move to university far from home >hope to meet new peeps & gf maybe >realise im still a social outcast >out clubbing to fix social issues >makes them much worse and more crippling loneliness >return home to have a panic attack in my dorm mfw

  • @PlayNiceFolks

    @PlayNiceFolks

    4 жыл бұрын

    Death metal hill sprints at night high AF.

  • @hunt3rv221
    @hunt3rv2215 жыл бұрын

    this goes good along with cold beer ... feels kinda alive with this playing in my ears

  • @ramennoodles4085
    @ramennoodles40854 жыл бұрын

    This is definitely ‘slowed to perfection’, thank you for this. You made a song that I felt could have been better into a masterpiece.

  • @landings8585
    @landings85854 жыл бұрын

    Bro imagine this being played at the end story of RDR2

  • @jakjak4271

    @jakjak4271

    4 жыл бұрын

    Landings rdr2 soundtrack was flawless imho

  • @DQBlizzard_
    @DQBlizzard_4 жыл бұрын

    People remember you when you die, but forget you when you live. goodnight brothers... _I remember you._

  • @SLG-jt1rd

    @SLG-jt1rd

    4 жыл бұрын

    facts

  • @ricoco7891
    @ricoco78914 жыл бұрын

    I played this as a joke, and then halfway through I realized that I was listening intently and about to light a cigarette. I can't escape it.

  • @TheMasterTelevision
    @TheMasterTelevision4 жыл бұрын

    Nothing can prepare you for the pain of doom. We're all gonna make it.

  • @blu3traash
    @blu3traash Жыл бұрын

    The fact that this was one of Johnny's last songs before he died makes this infinitely sadder

  • @MacquarieRidge
    @MacquarieRidge4 жыл бұрын

    I have the power. *I'm not going to die*

  • @thebakedtoast
    @thebakedtoast4 жыл бұрын

    Been an outsider for the whole school time. Shit job and no relationship. Being high basically every day to make it through, what a life

  • @justin9489

    @justin9489

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thrilling isint it? “My empire of dirt”

  • @user-ww9ch

    @user-ww9ch

    4 жыл бұрын

    I literally feel you.

  • @negativecake5809
    @negativecake58093 жыл бұрын

    Great You made a depressing song even way more depressing

  • @emmanuelzapata3739maxi

    @emmanuelzapata3739maxi

    3 жыл бұрын

    Exactly

  • @mcskywalker6556
    @mcskywalker65564 жыл бұрын

    As someone who has battled with depression I can say this. Once I stopped focusing on why I wasn’t happy and why no one was thinking about ME, and how much I’VE messed up MY life and how no one love ME, everything got a bit better. I realized my depression at least, was tied to my own narcissism and selfishness. Idk if helps anyone, depression can sometimes be a result of looking to far inward and not looking out.

  • @fellipedasilva99

    @fellipedasilva99

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel like people feel alone. It’s understandable to look inward, I think that’s not narcissistic. Just touch starved. I say this as someone who isn’t depressed btw. Just hard times.

  • @ouroboros5656
    @ouroboros56564 жыл бұрын

    We're not going to last long, are we? That's okay, I don't think I ever cared for this place much anyway.

  • @asmodeustheclown3135
    @asmodeustheclown31354 жыл бұрын

    Here’s a nice one, to let you all know that we’re gonna make it >be me >several suicide attempts >diagnosed with chronic >parents were hellishly against meds >court orders me onto the >feeling better >sometimes, I still get into my feels, fall back into old thought patterns >but I’m getting better >have friends for the first time in my life Guys, it may seem hopeless, but we’re all gonna make it at some point. You have this.

  • @axtoncrane2155

    @axtoncrane2155

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jared Alessandro I’m glad to hear you made it, it may be an uphill battle but we will all make it

  • @levantinedoomer2317

    @levantinedoomer2317

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, this really means a lot to me

  • @semajsoroj1569
    @semajsoroj15695 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been listening to nine inch nails me whole life, it’s what got me started on my doomer train

  • @semajsoroj1569

    @semajsoroj1569

    5 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for the heart comrade :)

  • @persistentsolitude2216
    @persistentsolitude22163 жыл бұрын

    We have old and young doomers here, it's sad to see but we all have to stay strong, we will get through it.

  • @fellipedasilva99

    @fellipedasilva99

    Жыл бұрын

    Yeah...

  • @paulpro8441
    @paulpro84414 жыл бұрын

    Thanks man, I wanted to find something like this song but a bit more darker and distorted and you nailed it in the head on this one

  • @Sweatyhorsecock
    @Sweatyhorsecock4 жыл бұрын

    I’m only here because I don’t want to hurt my mom

  • @thepapamoon6006

    @thepapamoon6006

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @wildchicken679

    @wildchicken679

    4 жыл бұрын

    I don’t want to hurt my mom because I am here.

  • @kisukemomohime7388

    @kisukemomohime7388

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @abdessamadbouhakkaoui6718

    @abdessamadbouhakkaoui6718

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @jointik2496

    @jointik2496

    4 жыл бұрын

    For me its my brother. Hes the only family I have got. And my two cats.

  • @panamiguel8131
    @panamiguel81314 жыл бұрын

    i always come back to this, i don't think i'll never get better

  • @RustyShacklefardd
    @RustyShacklefardd4 жыл бұрын

    Me: trying to feels sad and listen to doomer remixes KZread ad: THIS IS THE GOOGLE NESTHUB

  • @ProtossImba
    @ProtossImba4 жыл бұрын

    Official Movie of the Doomers is "Fight Club"... Man i can rewatch that movie many times and still find something new, something nihilistic.

  • @thedangler5178
    @thedangler51784 жыл бұрын

    19 years old Was homeschooled Have 1 friend Never had a girlfirend So depressed and anxious i dred even a family dinner. What have we done to deserve souch tourment?

  • @jakfan09

    @jakfan09

    4 жыл бұрын

    22 and never had a gf.

  • @TheSonOfDumb

    @TheSonOfDumb

    4 жыл бұрын

    Seems like many homeschooled children don't end up so well. One of the major benefits of attending regular academia is really learning how to make and maintain friendships. Overall though, given its mass production nature, it's still mostly ineffective for its purpose.

  • @SLG-jt1rd

    @SLG-jt1rd

    4 жыл бұрын

    life is pain bro

  • @kraitnine333

    @kraitnine333

    4 жыл бұрын

    I think were twin

  • @thedangler5178

    @thedangler5178

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@kraitnine333 good to know I'm not alone

  • @crestfallenguy4387
    @crestfallenguy43874 жыл бұрын

    severe case of doomer here: -i dropped out of highschool after repetitive failures to graduate, so indifferent to anything that i lost the concept of motivation to study, and my depression was so severe that i would skip months of school and just wander around my city, education system is crap so they didnt care if i didnt attend, and because i didnt learn anything from school i felt it was a waste of time. i didnt wanna cheat to get out of it, simply cause i hate cheating and cheaters. and i remember when my parents encouraged to me to that, i was done after that. i lost all motivation/care. -shut in with zero friendships/relationships and actually zero tolerance for people or want/need to socialize -disconnected from my country's culture and language since i spent 3 years online fucking with imaginary friends to get a dose of serotonin -my father and brother havent talked to me for two months now and im super relieved, fuck you dad -stays up all night and sleeps all day to avoid dealing with anyone -play video games to forget my existence -future looks bleak and i dont even care -my dead dreams and passions come back to haunt me in my sleep and rub salt on the wound, so i cant even rest in the arms of nonexistent conscience for a little while -not even depressed (well not as depressed as i used to be, literally had hair falling off and digestive system problems from depression) anymore, just empty and uhh kind of indifferent to everything -my days and nights, weeks, months even years all blend into one long sadistic joke, a loop of endless time -the sharpness of my pain is only matched by the roughness of my anger and lust for destruction -ah yea, i guess i turned 21 last july and im hoping its my last year on earth o ye, unemployed so thats that. 3rd world country so u dont get to work haha funny how only three years can change you to be a lifeless piece of shit lmao

  • @risto3425

    @risto3425

    4 жыл бұрын

    There's no work at all? Are you from Africa or what? Apply for the shittiest dead end jobs, someone will eventually hire you. Go to a night school to get your high school diploma. You can start figuring things out from there.

  • @TheSonOfDumb

    @TheSonOfDumb

    4 жыл бұрын

    You sound like a certain subset of Filipino youths whose parents have been overindulgent

  • @nahnornah2283

    @nahnornah2283

    4 жыл бұрын

    How u doin pal?

  • @bay3438

    @bay3438

    4 жыл бұрын

    Give us an update

  • @tfwthelsdkicksin6083

    @tfwthelsdkicksin6083

    3 жыл бұрын

    The bit about disconnecting from your country's language and culture hit a bit too close to home.

  • @VitaminPack
    @VitaminPack2 жыл бұрын

    Thanks man.... for the OC. At 27, this me clench my head

  • @turok575
    @turok5754 жыл бұрын

    “Slowed to perfection” Ok sure......... Ok. Sure.

  • @kraitnine333
    @kraitnine3333 жыл бұрын

    All those days, sitting alone in a dark room wasting my life away in front of the computer, looking out the window and realizing that the sun is setting and you've accomplished nothing and it reminds you of how utterly useless you are. Deciding to go to sleep early only to be met with hours of staring into the empty ceiling. Thoughts wandering between things you'd rather not think about like death and worthlessness and where to even go after you're inevitably thrown out of this. Eventually the tears come and you cry yourself asleep only to be woken up 4 hours later exhausted but unable to fall asleep again to follow the same routine hundreds if not thousands of times more. When will it stop?

  • @youdontcare2312

    @youdontcare2312

    3 жыл бұрын

    until i pull the trigger

  • @DatBoi-xp7nf
    @DatBoi-xp7nf4 жыл бұрын

    (My friends still in highschool): so whats the hardest part of growing up haha Me: The hardest part of growing up realizing that all of your loved ones are passing away and some watch even their friends pass away having to learn that in innocence is something amazing but the moment you lose your innocence you change entirely and you can’t go back

  • @Adventure_fuel

    @Adventure_fuel

    4 жыл бұрын

    Dat Boi I lost my innocence when I learned that I cause pain by existing and I don’t even have overpowered ability to cause suffering. And that masturbation is actually causes pain. Then I was told that all other causes suffering and only 1 out of 100 do more good then harm.

  • @DatBoi-xp7nf

    @DatBoi-xp7nf

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rebirth Resurrection what

  • @mixltv143

    @mixltv143

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@DatBoi-xp7nf you asked for it.

  • @nbknick

    @nbknick

    4 жыл бұрын

    How to make a convo awkward 101

  • @spectre4326

    @spectre4326

    4 жыл бұрын

    And then you end up feeling guilty all the time

  • @LordOfWar_sos
    @LordOfWar_sos4 жыл бұрын

    Man this is a great edit to the song. The heavy distortion makes the song sound muffled. Like you forgot to unsync your phone from your blue tooth speaker that you left in the living room, but you're too depressed to reach for your phone and fix it so you just lay in bed and listen to the song drone on in the other room, making you feel even more disconnected from reality and yourself.

  • @patrykkasprzycki8389
    @patrykkasprzycki83893 жыл бұрын

    I cried today...Thank you!

  • @firetoad93
    @firetoad933 жыл бұрын

    >Be me >16 years old >dad loses job and money due to pandemic >dad is a raging alcoholic, spends most of his money on handles of vodka >the smell of takka vodka gives me flashbacks and makes me sick >fwd to summer of 2020 >cop shows up to the apartment and says that we are evicted because my dad has not paid rent due to no job >I move in with aunt because I couldn't stand my dad's drinking >fwd to winter of 2020 >living in a hotel room with my dad, he has a job, but still drinks heavy >he yells at me whenever I express concern over drinking >I start cutting my thighs up to cope with the distress of him drinking and me possibly not graduating high school because of truancy/bad math grades and dad's alcoholism >dad finds out I'm cutting >threatens to send me to hospital if I do it again (I haven't cut since, even though I want to sometimes) >fwd to April of 2021 >my dad says he's going to rehab because he's tired of hurting me and sees the error of his ways >I start going to physical school again because I'm closer since I moved back to home town >grades go up >dad comes back after 30 days >he's changed, he hasn't drank a drop of alcohol since April >victorydance.gif >he still has no job but he's looking diligently for one >wait for it I'm getting to the good ending >fast forward to May 26th, 2021, where I finally got all my math assignments done and I was guaranteed to graduate! >likeaboss.jpeg >May 28th, 2021, the happiest day, I received my diploma and officially graduated highschool, and my dad isn't drinking anymore. >I cried tears of joy when I got home >I never thought I would make it this far. I thought I would be hanging on a noose because of the suffering but it was worth it in the end. >I'm just saying if you're reading this and you're in a situation like I was, it is worth it to go through hell to get to heaven. We're all going to make it, brah!

  • @seth5901
    @seth59014 жыл бұрын

    >be me >Met girl of my dreams, she once liked me then moved on. >Might've lost my chance. >We talk, become best friends actually and she seems really into it. >Realise she's not attracted to me, tells me she's a lesbian. >Get into a relationship with a person I didn't actually like that much and just wanted to feel distracted from her, that person is a good friend of hers. >She has a crush on my only remaining best friend. >Depression comes and goes, feels like I never can or will confess my true love to her due to the fear of losing her. >I now remain numb. >Dad is an alcoholic, about to lose him. >Got no affection in my childhood. >Have chances with better looking girls than that one girl but yet, I remain stuck at her. >Fuck. >Remain alone on new year's Eve, have a big friend group yet feel alone. >I go out with some friends only to drink and think about her. >Don't want to hurt the current relationship I'm in since the person is really into me and doing that would tear them apart. >I feel alone yet I'm full of friends.

  • @ringoshultz8414

    @ringoshultz8414

    4 жыл бұрын

    Here if you need someone to talk to

  • @ray_ping_min0rs_80
    @ray_ping_min0rs_804 жыл бұрын

    It just needs my crying sound in the background

  • @asperger3817
    @asperger38174 жыл бұрын

    I can't get through this song without bursting into tears

  • @lunderman7413

    @lunderman7413

    2 жыл бұрын

    Especially at the part where the tempo picks up and he says what have I become

  • @Zaqinabox
    @Zaqinabox4 жыл бұрын

    Fun fact: Sizzling bacon fat makes GREAT audio to add crackles to music. Also, coral sounds (yes coral makes sounds).

  • @MaksymilianThePolack
    @MaksymilianThePolack5 жыл бұрын

    God I’ve been repressing my sadness for so long, and this just tore through the flimsy dam that I’ve built. The people close to me that I’ve lost, the opportunities I’ve fucked up, she helped me through it all. We were perfect for each other, both untainted and innocent, yet I still managed to fuck it all up. She left me, everything went crumbling down, and now another is offering her heart to me, broken just like mine, yet I can’t feel a fucking thing. Does it get better? I just want to know guys, will I ever be able to feel love again?

  • @raghavsrivastava5780

    @raghavsrivastava5780

    2 жыл бұрын

    it's been two years, were you able to feel again?

  • @bananielrush8602
    @bananielrush86024 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful. For such a sad song you made it feel a positive and motivating song.

  • @TheSonOfDumb

    @TheSonOfDumb

    4 жыл бұрын

    what are you talking about its even more depressive now

  • @onyxia5854
    @onyxia58544 жыл бұрын

    This sub genre reminds me of the childhood I’ve recently lost, All my friends have moved away from my grandma’s neighborhood and now every time I go over there it causes this feeling of eternal loneliness that is hard to shake. I knew these people throughout my childhood and knowing that they’ve left makes me have a hollow feeling inside my chest I have none if hardly any friends now. And some of the other friends I have made where I permanently live are starting to move away and some at my school are going to leave for higher education and it feels like we’re purposely being split up by a third party and now that the entire school years almost over I’m afraid I’ll never get to see them again let alone even hear from them. It’s troubling making connections with people and i don’t have many of those aside from a handful of people I interact with sometimes. But it never feels the same. This is just my venting and my perspective on the whole thing but I know people will hardly ever read to this point

  • @fellipedasilva99

    @fellipedasilva99

    Жыл бұрын

    I did man, I hope you are doing ok.

  • @yourlocalpunkposer8107
    @yourlocalpunkposer81074 жыл бұрын

    "The world is just as fantastical as it is horrific. It is worthless to lose hope as is it to find it." From a struggling bloomer to my doomers, in a life where living is pain, isn't it badass and stoic to rise above that and ascend?

  • @KacyJanna
    @KacyJanna2 жыл бұрын

    Every night I’m depressed, I go to bed happy then have a hit of dread every night. I go to college to make my family proud, what little family I have left, i find college boring. I have no one on my side. I have no friends in college, my family I rarely see. My parents are on the verge of being homeless, they are moving now and have no where to go to. No family to help us. I can’t drive, no job, alone. I don’t know what to do anymore my life is falling apart, but i don’t wanna die.

  • @brandondickson5635

    @brandondickson5635

    2 жыл бұрын

    Is everything okay? please keep me updated

  • @davide7039
    @davide70394 жыл бұрын

    Heads up king! your cig is falling.

  • @RiptideUrBadLol
    @RiptideUrBadLol4 жыл бұрын

    After spending all day making others laugh I want to come home and drink. Alot.

  • @thefacelessnoise.666
    @thefacelessnoise.6664 жыл бұрын

    Unironically one of my favorite songs ever. This version and the regular one.

  • @lunderman7413

    @lunderman7413

    2 жыл бұрын

    What about nine inch nails

  • @ptr_does_music7042
    @ptr_does_music70424 жыл бұрын

    Even this is more of a genre than nightcore. And I love it

  • @uncensoredchemboi4051
    @uncensoredchemboi40514 жыл бұрын

    >be me >driving to clear head >decide to listen to the downward spiral front to back >get to hurt >think about old friends >song hits me >cry