I am glad to hear that our Savior has brought you from out of the darkness. Being born again is a great feeling and hopefully you’ll start reading scripture and getting to know our heavenly father better now.

@sarahbarnabas2589

4 жыл бұрын

Hi Born Again Veteran, thank you! I am enjoying becoming more familiar with scripture, especially recently, and this is what led to the realisation that God wanted me to share my testimony

There seems such a gentleness to your way in God. Please nurture this gentle tenderness. As Christ said: "for I am gentle and lowly in heart". I sense a great, deep, delicate faith in you. I pray for you, and for that loveliness of faith in you, that both God and you nurture that in you.

@sarahbarnabas2589

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you :-). And thank you for your prayers.

🙏🙏

I will continue to pray because God IS stronger than my enemies

@rossini55

3 жыл бұрын

Hi Sarah, I really hope you get well as soon as possible. You seem like a really sweet person and you should enjoy life as much as you can. I am sure you have family and friends who really love you.

Hi Sarah, I was just thinking about you and discovered this! I will watch this today Lord willing 😊 Peace to you in Jesus' name

@sarahbarnabas2589

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you, I was hoping to have time to email you today but I've had to go to the doctors! Peace to you also 😊

@jesus_is_king3787

3 жыл бұрын

@@sarahbarnabas2589 there's no rush. I pray everything goes well for you there today 😊

@sarahbarnabas2589

3 жыл бұрын

@@jesus_is_king3787 thank you, you too :)

My phone alerted me that I had a comment from @Mary Titus but it appears to have somehow been deleted by KZread, so unfortunately I have not been able to reply - please re post your comment and I'll do my best to get back to you :)

@marytitus please see my comment of 8 minutes ago, I see that your name didnt get highlighted in blue in that message, hopefully this one will

Yoy need Delivererace as these are Demons

Sarah, your comment has disappeared... I just wanted to say that ofcourse I will pray for you. I also wanted ask, have you been baptized in Jesus name? This could explain why you are feeling this way. If you desire to be baptized I can help you find a man of God in your area. You can message me on whatsapp if that is better for you. I love you, friend.

@sarahbarnabas2589

3 жыл бұрын

Hi Jessica, thank you. That is weird, another comment I made disappeared last night. I didn't get baptised in Jesus name yet because when I got baptised in 2017, the church I got baptised by turned out to be into witchcraft. Me finding that out has led to me finding more out about that kind of thing, and being targeted. As a consequence of this I find it hard to trust other people and churches. But if you know how to find someone reliable in my area that would be great. My current situation is: last Spring I felt that God wad leading me to go out in the street just before and during lockdown to hand out tracts. I did this for 3 months and I loved it. But after that time everything seemed to go wrong, I think it was spiritual warfare. I started to get very scared that I was doing a wrong thing because the Bible says women shouldn't preach/teach and I wasn't sure what the stance was on handing out tracts in the street. Everyone I asked thought it was ok, but I couldn't stop worrying about it so I stopped handing out my leaflets. Then, and again I think this was spiritual warfare, I started to get obsessed with minor things such as my diet, and I became a vegan, which took up a lot of my time. Then in October, I started to worry about the actual Christian message if the leaflets, because of what Jesus said about the law in Matthew 5.17. I was struggling a lot with anxiety at this time. I started to get strange ideas in my head. I November I ended up being taken to psychiatric hospital for 2 months. It was a really scary time and I struggled a lot with fear of being lost. Since leaving there I have recovered a lot and feel connected to God again, but I have still a lot of trouble with trust as I often feel that I must make the right decision or I will be lost. At the moment I have come back to Belfast and started handing out my leaflets again. I came here because that's what I thought God wanted me to do, but sometimes I think that He is giving me signs that it is (spiritually) dangerous for me here and that I should go home to England again. My plan had been to come back to my old rented room and find a new place (because a housmate who caused me a lot of stress and is a Satanist) is coming back next month) and find a new job and do my leaflets. I've found a new place to live but I'm caught in indecision about moving into it because what if God does want me to go home? Then he might be really angry with me for moving. So I have 3 choices, go home, move to the new place or stay in the old room until I feel more sure of what God wants me to do.

@jesus_is_king3787

3 жыл бұрын

@@sarahbarnabas2589 Hey, I sent you a message on WhatsApp, there is so much to say, thankyou for writing all this out, I praise God that we can talk about this today

@sarahbarnabas2589

3 жыл бұрын

Hi Jessica, thank you so much. I forgot to mention but unfortunately I don't have Whatsapp any more because my phone refuses to download it. Would you mind copying your message into a comment here?

@jesus_is_king3787

3 жыл бұрын

@@sarahbarnabas2589 Sure, that's no problem. I totally understand being weary of people/church after having gone through that situation. One thing I am starting to learn about being a Christian is that God is not up there waiting for me to make the slightest mistake so he can strike me down. God looks at the heart. That doesn't me he doesn't expect me to obey Him, but I think He understands that sometimes, I just dont know what to do or what is right. So I pray every morning for Him to guild me and show me what is right, and then I trust that He will do that. Because God is a faithful and just God. But I do know, that the best way to find out what God expects from us is to read the Bible everyday. Doing that one thing has changed my life. Ofcourse, you will want to get your hands on a king James version Bible, because other Bibles have twisted the words around and changed the meaning. And I can help you with that if you need one. And I would be happy to help find someone to baptize you. I know of one brother in the uk, but I dont know if he is near you, although I am sure he would be willing to travel a ways. He is a known brother in our fellowship, and I have confidence you can trust him. Is there an email address I can give him to get in contact with you? Baptism is very important, because that is how we call on the Lord to have our sins washed away, and then you will receive the Holy Ghost, which will help you know how to follow God and what He wants. I look forward to hearing from you, and you can always email me if you prefer. My address is Jesushasalwayslovedyou@gmail.com "Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.” Acts 2:38 "The LORD is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy. He will not always chide: neither will he keep his anger for ever. He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities. For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him." Psalm 103:8-11

@sarahbarnabas2589

3 жыл бұрын

Hi, thank you for your kind words. I am going to write you a proper reply later because this afternoon is when I have to move if I am going to (still not decided!). Do you know where in the UK your friend is? My email is sarahbarnabas2019@outlook.com