【 𝗩𝗘𝗡𝗧 】 ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴀ ꜱᴛʀᴏɴɢ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ! ꜱᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ ᴏɴʟʏ "ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ" ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʙᴜʀᴅᴇɴ, ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ!
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... ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ꜱᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴇ "ɪ ᴡɪꜱʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ"...
Hey hey and hello uvu
I will wrote a lot here! Please you don't need to comment what I will wrote here. It's my thoughs and many people tried to change my way of thinking... but they failed... so You don't have to try! But I love ya all very much! Remember.
Long time no see right? Well I was... pretty death lately. A lot happen in my life (nothing new tbh.. it feels like its always something happening in my life) But I am trying my best to not give up uvu It's not always easy. Some days are worse, and I really fight to get up from the bed. But some days are better. I am always gratefull for the whole help I am getting from my friends and my mum. I am under doctor control and I really hope that for the end of the year I can feel... at least a little bit better uvu But of course it's something that... I can't control... But I will try my best. Also... because I didn't felt too well lately... I couldn't edit as well. I really feel like my editing getting worse and worse through years.. and seeing how many new editors come here and how beautifull they edit... this all makes me question my editing. Don't get me wrong... I ... I love editing. I love showing emotions that way... That's why maybe I feel overhelamed when I can't do this properly? I know we all have our styles... But at the same time I can't stop comparing myself to others.
But no matter how I feel or how I think about my editing... there will be something always WAY MORE important then how I feel at the moment... And it's my baby Sawamura! I couldn't miss the opurtinity to edit him on his birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAWAMURA!!! And as always... I edit something... emotional... I AM SORRY OKAY!? I TRIED... But I still remembed the song from Zoe's mep and honestly when I joined the project I knew one day I will edit something to this song myself uvu And I am happy this edit turn out to be Sawamura edit uvu I think... I don't need to repeat how important this baby is for me. I swear I would cry every day if sudenly this anime would dissapear. With this song... And lyrics... I tried to show more how important "you" are. Like. You're getting the help from others and their love (WHAT IS WONDERFULL AND AMAZING) but the most important being that you need to accept the love and help is yourself. No matter how hard it is and how dark the moments can comes you can be your light and help yourself. It's good to trust yourself and being respectfull towards ourselfs and our body's.. even if we might not like it. No matter what people we are... We need to learn to forget ourselfs. For me I will forever be gratefull for the kindness people showed me. And all help that I got through years. It was not always easy but I am glad I can work on myself right now and trying to move forward. So yosh that's... in short way what I wanted to focus on this edit.
Even if I talk about this a lot... I think I need to point this out. My edits with Sawamura will not be completly accurate to anime or manga. What I mean... I edit Sawamura from my experience. I use this character to show my feelings. That's how I copy most of the times. So comments like "This and that scene would fit better for lyrics" I don't accept them. I mean... I use scenes as I see the story I want to told you all. So please respect this. You are already really cute about my Sawamura edits and I couldn't be more gratefull how amazing you are all uvu Thank you very much!
With this I want to wish you all a nice day and hope for the best for us all uvu Let's us all enjoy this beautifull day!
Under you will have my old Sawamura birthdays edits and Zoe mep and studio I dedicate this edit for.
See you next time and I love you all very much uvu
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