10 reasons to stay alive: 1. The sun 2. To finish that book you’ve been reading 3. To draw your muse 4. For your pets 5. Your favorite game 6. Poetry that you relate to 7. Your favorite song 8. The garden you’ll plant one day 9. All of the records you’ll break 10. To love and to live like you deserve Suicide is NEVER the answer to your problems. The 988 suicide hotline is open 24/7 and is always available to talk. Not even just about suicide, maybe you just had a bad day. Please do NOT feel alone. You are loved, and you deserve every good thing to happen to you.

@yuukachan-ll1rb

4 ай бұрын

you meed me cry

@bristolosborne8457

4 ай бұрын

I have sucidal thoughts every day, I feel like my life is plain nonsense until I read this.

@Spacekingofearth

4 ай бұрын

@@bristolosborne8457 I’m glad I could help

@Spacekingofearth

4 ай бұрын

@@yuukachan-ll1rb aw I’m sorry :(

@bristolosborne8457

4 ай бұрын

@@Spacekingofearth Ty!

This is actually very accurate. My sister was very suicidal and she was sent to psych wards very often. I would visit her often. The kids in colorful pajamas are extremely accurate but they didn’t have library’s because of the sharp edges of books. They would even use special paper that couldn’t give you paper cuts. When I would visit I would always hear someone screaming or people being strapped to beds and being put in “the silent room” it was basically a prison.

@Ollie_Da_Hail

4 ай бұрын

Why?.....

@MarissaShores

4 ай бұрын

@@Ollie_Da_Hail The kids there were not okay. They needed special help.

@Horse_Mad013

4 ай бұрын

​@@MarissaShoreshaving books their is not good at all books teach them to learn words , imagination and takes away boredom I feel bad for ur sister it must of felt like prison

@Spacekingofearth

4 ай бұрын

@@Horse_Mad013well she was there for a reason. Personally, in my experiences, i would have been desperate enough to literally try to kill myself with a book if I was given the chance, so it’s a precaution that HAS to be taken. At my facility, we had board games and puzzles and tv to keep us entertained, and we watched a movie every night. I know it seems like a prison and it really does feel like one, but people HAVE to understand that the people there have either tried to or are considering ending their lives. Once it gets to that point nothing can stop them. It’s sad, but it’s true.

@Kinoko.x3

4 ай бұрын

@@SpacekingofearthNah I should probably go there ngl…

as a person who has been to a mental hospital for multiple suicide attempts, this is extremely accurate. those nurses truly want you to get better.

@Maddiis9

4 ай бұрын

OMG, are you OK?

@CORNYASS2

4 ай бұрын

R U ok?

@oreoboi55

4 ай бұрын

I can agree. I went twice but I got to say WHERE THE GRIPPY SOCKS??? i know not every place has it (I think) BUT IT IS NEEDED

@Mitskiz_no1

3 ай бұрын

@@oreoboi55REAL-

@Glitched354

2 ай бұрын

I hope you get better and think of a reason to cope with life

As someone who has been to psych wards multiple times. I can confirm sending your children away only makes their mental health worse, I recommend letting them stay home with the people that they love.

@Spacekingofearth

4 ай бұрын

I’m sorry if this seems disrespectful but PLEASE don’t say stuff like this. I’ve been admitted too and it saved my life. I agree that it was traumatic but I can honestly say that if I didn’t go I wouldn’t be here today. You’re experiences are 100% valid and all but there are people out there who would genuinely benefit from a psychiatric hospital and telling people not to go only raises the stigma about them/lh/nm

@SunnyAdyDays

4 ай бұрын

Me too, like I don’t ever want to be in that hospital again. Quick summary: I was talking to a therapist at school and then after they sent me to a hospital where I was there for like 5 hours. They would talk to me like every 30 minutes or 20. But I never want to go back there, and I was terrified when my parents would talk to me about it. I don’t want to ever...EVER talk about it... and honestly, it still happens. I can't stop hur!1ng myself it just feels so nice and calming. Please, I'm scared....I hope my parents never find this..nvm I'm probably gonna delete this...

@oreoboi55

4 ай бұрын

;--; ok. Every one experience is different but please. I beg you please if they hurt themselves then you should let them go as what can the parents do??? My parents can't do shit. Most people family can't do shit because guess what most people who go don't have a loving home. People who are more like my parents are adults that I know. just everyone else is different yes you can be right but I got to say. I loved my mental hospital. Sure I had to wait 5 hours in the hospital but so? I got help. Actually took care of myself and had fun. Got Better. Now I'm here commenting on people comments.

@thenextdoorneighbourr

2 ай бұрын

No, don’t. A psych ward may be bad, but it *can* save someone’s life. I’ve been to the psych ward, it has helped me a bit. Most kids live in shitty homes anyways-

@-akemi-7248

2 ай бұрын

@@thenextdoorneighbourr true, but this is based off my experiences and my friends and families’ experiences, I forgot to mention that

"Why do i smell fish" I thought William should be aware of that smell..-💀

@jennyalieve4991

2 ай бұрын

Maybe at this point he was still practicing stabbing using fish and thought blood smelled like fish 💀

@G3M-GIM

Ай бұрын

PFT

@Mahv_MJ

Күн бұрын

ACCURATE- 💀💀

I’m glad to see a more accurate “Michael goes to a mental hospital” video. I can’t make myself watch the ones where it’s like a horror movie depiction. It’s not a punishment, it’s a medical treatment for a non-physical disease.

@FurKid_the_Gg_roo_99

4 ай бұрын

Gacha FNaF mental hospitals back then made their inhabitants into Antisepticeye clones. 💀

@Allxola

2 ай бұрын

@@FurKid_the_Gg_roo_99who made the kids experiments sometimes💀

What a coincidence! I also went to a mental hospital, but for me, it was a bad experience.. And they gave us paper spoon and gray outfits..

@Kat_therian_cat

4 ай бұрын

Aw really?! I'm sorry!! I feel bad I hoped you gotten better tho whatever you are going through!! ♡

@elleneusebio7891

3 ай бұрын

I feel bad for you😢 I hope you feel so much better than before

@Disney_hamster1234

2 ай бұрын

oh- are you alr tho?? And you should’ve gotten better than that..ALSO I HOPE UR ALR-

@user-fs7po9ns2i

Ай бұрын

You deserve better 😢❤big love!

@AlyxSurprise

3 күн бұрын

Same..

Aww Michael with Mimi were so cute

@user-wo5qp2wq9z

4 ай бұрын

Fr!

@L3banon_

2 ай бұрын

My cousin’s name is Mimi (menessa) LOLL

Ngl, this video shows you that there are still things worth living for... For me, it's nature, art, friends, family, and animals... Even at some points, I want to leave but I can't and also I feel like it won't be the right choice to... Also I'm happy Mikey made a friend, it's adorable :)♥️

@Tiatheunicorntwin

3 ай бұрын

Same

@1NoFace1

20 күн бұрын

@Froglover-69 Your funny hehe

Idea for next video: If Michael had Bleeding disease 1. phase- bleeding 2. phase- small insanity (psycho-overriaction) 3. phase- psychopacity and maybe a lil cannibalism

@JennahAbbasi

4 ай бұрын

Oooh!!! That would be cool!!!

@quinnmiller6992

4 ай бұрын

That would be so cool!!!

There not bad irl strict but fun😊

@pxppermxnt_2386

4 ай бұрын

Eh, I only recently realized how messed up my experiences were when I was hospitalized in a mental/behavioral institution- Like- one nurse threatened to not feed me because I told her that I wasn’t going to go to the school/education center that was part of the institution (because the institution had to un-enroll me from the school I go to to enroll me into their education program). I tried to explain this to her, but she refused to listen until the instructor in the education program told her the same thing I told her. Bi tch didn’t even apologize- And when someone was having a mental breakdown, the nurses would just sit there and the person having a breakdown had to depend on other inpatients to comfort them. The only reason I didn’t see anything wrong with it at the time was because they pumped me full of strong antidepressants. But idk, that was my personal experience-

@DisruptiveGhostFace

4 ай бұрын

​@@pxppermxnt_2386dang... My parents have threatened to send me to one when I was nine because they neglected me so I had a death note I would write in about people I hated because they never listened to me when I wanted to talk about the people I hated. Just thinking about being in a place like that gives me chills. Those nurses obviously didn't care about you or the other patients. People are sent there to get better not worse.

@Ravenightsky

4 ай бұрын

I was sent to one when I was seven but they were really nice and it was fun, and I was sent to two other ones when I was nine and one of them were cruel if you didn’t follow the rules like having your hands under the table was restricted and when I did that on my first day there and refused not to follow that one rule they proceeded to sit on me and restrain me because of that, and they made you do PE and if you didn’t they would yell and restrain you, and there was a report of them breaking a girls arm and not getting it treated so she had a untreated broken arm for several months before her parents came to get her, and the other one I have been to about three times and it was just really boring but they treated you well

@Elilucksout

4 ай бұрын

The lock down residential I was in refused to put me on bed rest because I “wasn’t sick enough” when I had a 100.9 fever…yeah my on sight therapist wasn’t too happy with that

@Mythoughtsontherians

4 ай бұрын

I would say ,,Its GONNA BE BORING HERE" I hate doctors and Nursres Bcs they Abused me when i was little (i don't remember the age) and yell at my parents (they don't care abt me) ,,U GUYS HATE ME AND U WON'T EVER CARE ABT ME AND I'LL LEAVE THIS FAMILY SOONER" this what I'll say to my shitty Parents 🙄

Finally someone who depicts the mental hospital correctly! Great job!

Me: ... A famale therapist: hi! Me: ooh, mommy's a therapist now.

We need a part two😭😊😊😊😊

FINNALY one that’s actually realistic to actual mental hospitals

AWAKEN THE BEST PERSON HAS AWAKEN

I never thought I'd see the day someone made a realistic version of someone in a mental hospital

that poem at the end was beautiful! did you write it?

@blyanaweeb._.

4 ай бұрын

yes:v

YOUR BACK!I have been waiting for you for a long time. I always enjoy your videos a lot.Glad you’re back.😊❤😊❤

ive been in a mental hospital for my mother, it like a party there fr fr.

That's so cute!

YASSSS A NEW VIDEO OF MY FAVORITE GACHATUBER👊😻

“My r” playing in the background made it so much better

I've been watching your videos almost all day. Your videos are always the best :)

Can you pleas make an au where cps discovere william abuse and take Michael to be adopted . The family that want to adopt Michael is childless so Michael will be treasured deeply

Can there be a short part two if possible? I want to see what happens when Michael gets released ❣

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ITS SO GOOD

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH.

Man I forgot how lovely and healing your videos are. I love them sm :)

@blyanaweeb._.

3 ай бұрын

Thank you🙏🙏💗

Tbh I needed this video thanks for making it :] there wasn’t any before

*casually questions your sanity nicely*

Pls do a part 2 it would be amazing

I'm pretty sure that Michael is stil the same after that.

@user-pk8dx5gq7y

4 ай бұрын

Fr

I always keep waiting for your videos❤️❤️❤️

Bro that outro SMACKS😍😍😋😁

AHHH YES IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS

Finally a video that about this that doesn't have the staff be just there to be as evil as possible. Congrats Blyanna! 👍

Love your vids!

This is really accurate nice vid !! :D

This is the best series I've watched 🌸

i would usually deem these types of videos as cringe, but i actually enjoyed watching this; its mostly accurate to when i got hospitalized when i was 11, the rooms and the staff, the fear of being sent away, feeling 'crazy' for being there, etc!! you did this very well

The quotes at the end yes you shall keep them 🥲 they made me cry

OMG YESS GET READY FOR AN EMOTION RIDEEE

U CAME BACK I DIDNT KNOW😭😭😭😭

My aunt used to work at a mental hospital and she said that she has been dealing with insane-laughing patients

the best animations I've ever seen in my life congratulations

@blyanaweeb._.

2 ай бұрын

thank you!!

UWAHHHHH AT FIRST IN THE BEGINNING OF THE VIDEO I WAS SCARED IT WAS GONNA BE REALLYYY SCARY BUT IT WAS HONESTLY SO CUTE HOW THE NURSE COULD CALL HIM MIKEY, AND MIMI IS TWELVE AND SWEET I LOVE THE RELATIONSHIPSSSSS FXUTDIYGOUFKGFJGDITXKGDITSIRRFDURSJRD

@howardwalker4545

4 ай бұрын

FR

@suicideyuri

4 ай бұрын

i think the nursee calling him mikey was a bit pedophilic and huis and mimis relationship was too/ I hope you can see where i am comniug from

@mr_pajama_pants

4 ай бұрын

@@suicideyuri I do, but Michael said she could call him Mikey, and she was probably trying to make him feel better somehow by using a cute nickname

@flvffygutz

4 ай бұрын

​​@@suicideyurihow the hell are nicknames pedophilic? 😭😭💀💀

@blyanaweeb._.

4 ай бұрын

this is why the world is so fucked up now. we can't even get caring relationships between adults and teenagers anymore. teenagers are still growing up. They need a caring figure in their lives either from a stranger or family, they- WE need a support from adults. it's not pedophilic. it's a platonic relationship full of supports and care.

I went to a mental hospital a few weeks ago and omg the kids there are so nice

This made me cry a bit dont get me wrong I’m an emotional person like when they sent him away it made me so sad 😭

I love the detail of William calling michael a "brat" but as soon as he sees what Michael did he responds with worry. This displays that William simply acted as if he didn't care about Michael but his buried compassion for Michael peaked the surface when he knew he had issues, time to time some people may act the opposite of how hey really feel.

Oh damn u came back??? Oh yayyyyy 😍😍😍😍😍

THE QUEEN HAS UPLOADED!!!

This is very accurate, I saw a therapist every day at the mental hospital and there was an activity room

don't put this video as references!

@Gachablahblah

4 ай бұрын

NEW SUB YOU ARE SO COOL🎉❤

@blyanaweeb._.

4 ай бұрын

@esthermiillier6988 thank youu🤍🤍

@FurKid_the_Gg_roo_99

4 ай бұрын

Bruh, remember when these kinda videos villainized mental hospitals & made them turn Mike downright insane w/ powers for some reason?? 💀 (Like, I was kinda worried at first, but then you potray his time there NORMALLY!)

@starshineyt

4 ай бұрын

​@@FurKid_the_Gg_roo_99YEAH AND THE FUCKING "iF wiLLiAm KiLlEd MiChEaL"💀

@FurKid_the_Gg_roo_99

4 ай бұрын

​@@starshineyt​(LONG AF, SRY!!) FR!! The gd abuse that William would commit against Mike, Mike having his older brother "Terrance" who barely existed plot & character wise, the total ignorance about the other presumed souls in the funtimes/Ennard (not just in the way you're likely thinking of), that the abuse was justified by the abuser's trauma 99% of the time, how Glitch Trap spontaneously existing for some reason when he was a boy & made him kill his parents & the missing kids - for no gd reason in terms of how Glitch came into the world or why he wanted to kill & why JUST those particular people, & how everyone William wronged ALWAYS forgave him or gave him a "SeCoNd ChAnCe" just because he f.cking cried a river with an apology for the DECADES of broken promises & hurt he inflicted onto so many people?? Like, we were around in the gd dark ages, when AUs weren't legit AUs & were instead treated like gd trends that just didn't go away or really change until around when The Silver Eyes trilogy finished - if I remember right..

Roses are red, violet's are blue, you need to make another one, because WE WANT A PART TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Omg!! I can't believe just how I miss this, its so beautiful 😍; even lthough I still fell sad for the videos that got delated 😢

Hurting urself can be bad if u hurted urself badly,U have to go to a Mental hostpital.I always suggest hitting ur bed or punching ur bed then urself.If u do u can get hurt or even worse.I always try not to hurt myself because,I am to young and I need my Mother.If u go to a Mental hospital it means u might have injured urself or u always scratch urself,it's not okay trust me u will regret it.If u cry tell the person who u trust the most,then tell them what has been happening that u wanna hurt urself so bad.Then always make sure u calm down before telling anyone.Then u don't have to go to a mental hostpital.Then u can be with ur friends. NEVER HURT UR OWN SELF!U will fully regret it....I did it I almost killed myself....I smacked,bit, and chocked my own body then my mom told "Don't do that u know u love me.Never do it darling"I said "Mom it's hard please help" Now i attend therapy.That's all! Bye❤

Maybe in America and other countries mental hospitals are different, but in my case hospital made it so easier for me. We didn't have visiting days, we didn't have phones, only communication we had with our parents are transmissions with food, books etc. I've been there for almost month and I loved it there! Thought we didn't really get help there. They gave us medicine and psychiatrists cheked on our statement. People that been there helped me, also medication did. But you should count that I wanted to go there. It's an interesting experience, thought I wouldn't recommend anyone to be in the same situation as I've been. Thank you everyone who wrote kind words ❤

When i was young i got sent the psych wards very ofter cause i enjoyed making bruises or even sh on myself. Everything there was so dull expect the activity area and some murals, it was full of colors and the bright uniforms are so accurate, mines was orange, there wasn't a lot of orange i remember, but a lot of blue, i think it was the reason you got in for so nurses could know how to treat you. Books were banned from my area, as well as pencils or pens, i could only use crayolas hahaha.

OMG UR BACKKKKK

right at the start i start crying. it definetely puts the point out there.

OMG UR BACK

heres a piece of advice: only go to people you love and trust with your problems, if you don't then it could turn into a negative memory, i recommend building a bond with a professional like a therapist before really opening up and digging deep so that they can help you without it being a negative experience

This was so good!

I love this it is different then the others i seen

WAKE UP MOTHER HAS POSTED

Looking at these comments, I realise how different every one’s experience is. A lot of this is accurate to a certain degree for everyone! But for my experience the nurses did not give a shit about anything, one nurse literally made fun of the fact I rarely ate and when I did it was a single piece of fruit or a salad, I only got to talk to a therapist ONCE in the 18 days I was there even though I would constantly ask to be spoken with. They also refused to help patients with panic attacks as, “that’s just how it is here”??? There was someone in the other room from us and she had an attack every night because this one kid always wanted attention and would scream so loud, he screamed when I was in line next to him to get meds and I had a panic attack aswell and they just made me go back to the main room.. but I will say that drawing and reading definitely helps! I was working on a 700 page book and got atleast 370 pages in before being discharged!! So it is not all bad, it’s a experience to make friends with people who are like you(and get help I suppose)

@d34d_by_d4wn

4 ай бұрын

This was just 2/3 months ago aswell😅

I hate how people think that they are haunted but I just wore grippy socks and done macaroni art with my friend I made :) ( macaroni art is hard - )

@midnightwalker7523

4 ай бұрын

What macaroni art did you do.

@lolahall4641

4 ай бұрын

Ikr the people who work there are so kind 😢❤

@MaplestrikeWCUE

4 ай бұрын

Macaroni art is hard. The glue never works right

SHES BACK!!!!!

As someone who went to one for a while (this was almost 6 years ago dw) it's very accurate. The sad thing is that the friends you make there you can't interact with again because you're not allowed to exchange contact info.

I live your videos

Mike and Mimi are so sweet I can’t😭

I am happy you are showing what they are in reality. I work in one near me and the campus is beautiful and yes it is strict. I understand some people had terrible experiences with a mental hospital and i am sorry for that.

YAS GET THE TISSUES

@Gojo_simpforever

4 ай бұрын

🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

new sub

ILYYYY

Underrated.

AMAZING

Im thinking about looking into psych wards near me for personal reasons nobody knows not even my parents but i feel like i need to go to one but im scared to say something

LUVV IT❤❤

Everywhere I go...I See your fantastic videos 🫶

New vid wow. 🤩

This this mad me cry so much

I love the chacter and the story btw sorry for my English language 😅

i got u two 1k likes:O

My friend has been to a mental hospital to vist her uncle once and there was literal 9/5 year olds and there is also a playground for the younger kids in there so this is very accurate and there is people who scream and punch so year accurate

DUDE I'VE BEEN TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL FR, AND IT SUCKED, LIKE IT WAS SO BORING

Bruh this is actually pretty accurate. I've been to one 2 twice. Once for suicide and I loved it. Of course every place is different as in mine we couldn't whisper but oh my God. The grippy socks. Loved turning them around and sliding across the floor. Lucky he got to go outside tho! I went when it was too cold out to go out even tho it was warm as heck! Everyone there begged to go outside. Fun times and a good break from my parents and school

Was crying😭

I like this

YES YES YES OMG THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD I LOBED (I should get PUN-ished for These puns) THIS VIDEO IS THE ONLY THING IN MY BRAIN RN (Unlike C.C the thing in his brain are Fredbears teeth:3)

When Michael said Mimi he said my name!!!!

Talk to them/Comfort them ❎ Sent them to a mental hospital ✅

I have one question how did you do that on murze zen the no eyes thing

Please part 2

I just got of the mental hospital

Im watching this at 1pm rn

part 2 please!!

The mental hospital where I stayed wasn't like that. You could've been there for almost a month, your family could visit you specifical days. Almost no friends there, they control how much you eat, I'm happy that I went out of there, now I'm not hospitalized, I'm still in Dharma (Mental hospital) but doing activities and being with psychologist and psychiatrists, it's not that bad...I guess, I finally made friends. Im still cutting sometimes...I hope I don't get hospitalized again...

Now visitation day you have to literally say that you want them to come or they can't even know about it