If I Was Gone - Odyssey [EUROBEAT]

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IF I WAS GONE / ODYSSEY
(T. Stebbins)
Available on the following platforms:
BANDCAMP: odysseymusic.bandcamp.com/alb...
SOUNDCLOUD: / if-i-was-gone
OTHER STORES: [Soon!]
ABOUT THE TRACK:
It's hard to know what to write, here. Despite the recent slew of fairly depressing original tracks (Turn Back, Where Somber Winds Blow, even Seraphim to some extent) this song's been rattling in my head for the better part of a year or two. I think over time it became more poignant and intense- if you recall a particular stream I just couldn't finish where I was writing a vocal melody, this is that song.
I should indicate that I intend to remain alive as long as possible- the question pondered in this song is less to propose any change in that status, and more to question one's impact among their friends, families, and community. It's just been a very hard year, even before my previous job closed its doors in late May; and I've opted to express some of the rougher things that have run through my head in my preferred medium/genre.
LYRICS:
Oh! The years are fading
Withering and swaying
Soft like a flame that dances about
And the dim faint light is going out
I fought for years through
Blood and sweat and tears, now
Everything about me has gone wrong
Frantically wondering
Where did I go wrong?
And tell me now, do you believe
Would anybody miss me
If I was gone?
Who am I to wager?
The odds are in my favor
If I could question voices in me
That contest everything that I believe
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Follow along on:
DISCORD [no, seriously] : / discord
BANDCAMP: odysseymusic.bandcamp.com/
FACEBOOK: / odysseyeurobeat
TWITTER: / travisodyssey
SOUNDCLOUD: / odyssey-eurobeat
INSTAGRAM: / odysseyeurobeat
TUMBLR: / odysseyeurobeat

Пікірлер: 215

  • @Deoxide
    @Deoxide5 жыл бұрын

    don't leave us master.

  • @juancruzhammond2187

    @juancruzhammond2187

    5 жыл бұрын

    i love u deodorant

  • @markimoop9416

    @markimoop9416

    5 жыл бұрын

    Wtf deo go back to franxx

  • @kirov830

    @kirov830

    5 жыл бұрын

    oh look a wild dildoxide appeared

  • @NikolaRakicDjesPoslaMala

    @NikolaRakicDjesPoslaMala

    5 жыл бұрын

    I need more of your videos pls

  • @kirby1225

    @kirby1225

    5 жыл бұрын

    daddy deo

  • @treerexaudi
    @treerexaudi5 жыл бұрын

    BETTER NOT BE GONE

  • @OdysseyEurobeat

    @OdysseyEurobeat

    5 жыл бұрын

    I intend to stay here as long as I can. 💖

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    yay @@OdysseyEurobeat

  • @joshuafox6041

    @joshuafox6041

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Alexander Campbell and we will love you

  • @PizzaTime_11
    @PizzaTime_115 жыл бұрын

    Trust me Odyssey, A LOT of people would miss you!

  • @Jfrti
    @Jfrti5 жыл бұрын

    *Yes, we would miss you*

  • @kirov830

    @kirov830

    5 жыл бұрын

    aw

  • @agliotnas6146

    @agliotnas6146

    5 жыл бұрын

    Disculpa si me equivoco pero... tu no eres el weh de transformice? disculpa si te confundo con el, es que tienen la misma foto y eso xD :D.

  • @Jfrti

    @Jfrti

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@agliotnas6146 si, soy yo, que raro que me encuentren en yt

  • @whitetiger3538

    @whitetiger3538

    5 жыл бұрын

    Te encontré y ahora te voy a perseguir supongo que me conoces

  • @Jfrti

    @Jfrti

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@whitetiger3538 perturbador

  • @syilx01
    @syilx015 жыл бұрын

    God damn it I can't drift and cry at the same time!

  • @Mikedamort

    @Mikedamort

    5 жыл бұрын

    Syilx01 Not with that attitude, you can’t

  • @WynnofThule

    @WynnofThule

    5 жыл бұрын

    You're gonna spill your eye cups!

  • @advantist

    @advantist

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@WynnofThule _Well thats a twist xd_

  • @krdmne.

    @krdmne.

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@WynnofThule the tofu is in danger!

  • @MiguelMedV

    @MiguelMedV

    4 жыл бұрын

    LoL I can, that's when I do my best Drifts (no joking), actually I can't repeat them the exact same way when I'm normal : /... Drifting while listening to Eurobeat is powered by the Emotions, by Feelings, those are what make you slide perfectly. Transform Pain/Pleasure into Car Dancing...

  • @erxer1
    @erxer15 жыл бұрын

    More eurobeat is always welcome

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    Sure is

  • @OdysseyEurobeat

    @OdysseyEurobeat

    5 жыл бұрын

    I like the way you think.

  • @kyototomokui6676

    @kyototomokui6676

    3 жыл бұрын

    Truer words have never been spoken.

  • @KeisariEurobeat
    @KeisariEurobeat5 жыл бұрын

    We would miss you :)

  • @nuhadhnufail4805

    @nuhadhnufail4805

    Ай бұрын

    why in god's name do you have no replies-

  • @josephgarcia2230
    @josephgarcia22305 жыл бұрын

    The best songs from the best person

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    You know it

  • @josephgarcia2230

    @josephgarcia2230

    5 жыл бұрын

    treerexaudi Official dam right he is best

  • @TJ-Henry-Yoshi
    @TJ-Henry-Yoshi4 жыл бұрын

    I could never bring myself to comment on this song until now, due to how much it effects me deep down. This song is much too solemn to put in my normal Eurobeat playlist, but it holds an extremely special place in my heart for how personal, deep and serious it is. It is so full of emotion and it makes me realize how much I take the people I love for granted. Few songs are capable of making me feel this way while also making me able to bob my head in absolute rhythm. You're a beautiful human being, Jessa and my world would not be the same without you. We would absolutely miss you if you were gone.

  • @MiguelMedV

    @MiguelMedV

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mate, I have watched you playing SM64 and making collabs with Nathaniel Bandy and SMG4, and I never thought that you would be a fan of T. Stebbins or even Eurobeat itself. Seems like you have good taste! Have you watched _Initial D?..._

  • @sunkybrand3837
    @sunkybrand38375 жыл бұрын

    ...wow. Best lyrics I’ve heard in a eurobeat song.

  • @pafawag5b6b5b

    @pafawag5b6b5b

    3 жыл бұрын

    True.

  • @sharkwaffle1582

    @sharkwaffle1582

    3 жыл бұрын

    That’s Odyssey for ya

  • @leowo
    @leowo5 жыл бұрын

    *The Man is back at it again with another blasting eurobeat!!!*

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    So glad too

  • @X0R3RH

    @X0R3RH

    5 жыл бұрын

    Maybe "Ken Blast"? :D Hehe

  • @HouraisanShijuunana

    @HouraisanShijuunana

    3 жыл бұрын

    ken blasting

  • @kyototomokui6676

    @kyototomokui6676

    3 жыл бұрын

    Correction from 2 years in the future of your comment, The *Woman.*

  • @HouraisanShijuunana

    @HouraisanShijuunana

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@kyototomokui6676 LOL

  • @kirby1225
    @kirby12255 жыл бұрын

    this song describes my depression

  • @morishita3969
    @morishita39695 жыл бұрын

    As deox said, pls dont leave as master of eurobeat

  • @JellyMyst
    @JellyMyst4 жыл бұрын

    Almost a year since you released this song. A year since you turned what I presume was a difficult time in your life, into one of your best works. The world needs more people like you.

  • @MiguelMedV

    @MiguelMedV

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hello! I'm listening to this song right now too! XD. Yes, I absolutely agree, this is a Masterpiece, that's what I call using the power of Suffering and Pain and turn it into something Fruitful and Constructive! ^^...

  • @OdysseyEurobeat

    @OdysseyEurobeat

    3 жыл бұрын

    It took me a while to bump into this comment. My sincerest apologies for the delay. Since the release of this song, a lot of things have finally started taking turns in the right direction. A few things have become even more difficult- as a few of my recent songs teased out, I've been dealing with harassment from a pretty awful stalker for the last few months. But, music has become a full-time career for me, I'm surrounded by support and love, and things are working out incredibly well. Now that it's been a while since this song came out, even though the song itself existed for a year or two before I finally committed it to audio, I can confess that this song was on some level a vent of a cry for help. I was in one of the toughest points in my life when I came up with the concept (long before its release, remember), and I was able to pour a lot of my heartache and fear of becoming forgettable and quickly replaceable into this work. Coincidentally, it seems that a lot of my best pieces seem to be the ones where I vent one expression or another (including joy). Didn't mean to ramble at ya, but your comment gave me a good launching point to detail this. In short, I don't plan to be gone any time soon. If anything, I'm just getting started~

  • @JellyMyst

    @JellyMyst

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@OdysseyEurobeat Just the ability to turn any sort of emotion into a drive for productivity is enough to put you leagues ahead of most people, in my estimation. Oh, and while I've got you, I recently heard you worked on some Densha de D music. Some of the best video game music I've ever heard. Fantastically done.

  • @youcannotgiveupjustyet

    @youcannotgiveupjustyet

    8 ай бұрын

    ​@OdysseyEurobeat That's great! Though I'm new, glad to see that you've grown out of that tough time

  • @fujiwarafanboi6982
    @fujiwarafanboi69825 жыл бұрын

    I’d would slowly die without u man, u can’t leave us, just because eurobeat is not the most popular genre (most of the sad people I call my friends didn’t know what eurobeat was until I explained). It’s not your fault that people don’t listen to eurobeat, it’s our fault for not sharing it.

  • @MaximumDorifto

    @MaximumDorifto

    4 жыл бұрын

    no, people lack taste, people are all about trends these days, following stupid trends and copying each other, listening to the same bullshit, but people like you and i don't care. we listen to what we want, not like the others, we don't copy or anything. or its just me

  • @fuzzybuttz2003
    @fuzzybuttz20034 жыл бұрын

    Man the lyrics really do be describing how I feel about life rn like bro you didnt have to hit me so hard

  • @shutterflyyay356
    @shutterflyyay3565 жыл бұрын

    Odyssey, I really miss not coming to your streams (EU timezone), but I still get to hear your every song. Don't you dare think you wouldn't be missed!

  • @Mama_Angel
    @Mama_Angel5 жыл бұрын

    Yes, I would miss you! You make my favorite music! You’re the bomb

  • @RenzenMusic
    @RenzenMusic5 жыл бұрын

    Don't leave, I need more sick eurobeat

  • @ell8711
    @ell87115 жыл бұрын

    Yes, we would miss you, eurobeat master.

  • @jsalminen23
    @jsalminen235 жыл бұрын

    We wouldn't a nice soundtrack for driving, dancing or just for those rainy days that bring us to the ground sometimes if you weren't here. Keep up with these and never forget these 52k people supporting ya :)

  • @dyllianseruya454
    @dyllianseruya454 Жыл бұрын

    I grew up listening to your works, It started for me with Magical Girl, I was Seven or so when I first heard it. (I just had my Eighteenth birthday in April) as someone who had a pretty rough childhood and didn't get to do much, there's been times where I've had absolutely nothing. Your music has made a huge impact in my life even when I was at my lowest You gave me the extra push I needed to keep going on. No matter what alias you choose to produce under I will always listen, I quite literally grew up listening to your works, so to answer: it would kill me if you were gone and obviously I would miss you, I think I speak for a lot of people

  • @RosiePosieVA
    @RosiePosieVA5 жыл бұрын

    Nothing short of amazing ♡ Everyone needs those songs to vent their feelings, and this captures those feelings through both lyrics and tone. Really love this ♡

  • @PizzaTime_11
    @PizzaTime_115 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful, the the guitar solo kinda reminds me of your old Brony music. Well done Travis, always a treat to hear some fresh music from you!

  • @cia4u940
    @cia4u9405 жыл бұрын

    This is my favorite Christmas song

  • @chrisfalcon_vt
    @chrisfalcon_vt5 жыл бұрын

    You're by far the best musician I've met in a lifetime.

  • @RubberRuff
    @RubberRuff5 жыл бұрын

    A small guy like myself would miss you.

  • @joshuafox6041

    @joshuafox6041

    3 жыл бұрын

    One furry boi(talkin bout ur profile pic I dont judge)

  • @AislinKageno
    @AislinKageno5 жыл бұрын

    This song takes me back to good times, despite singing about bad times. Your recent work has been so good!!

  • @zurkloyd
    @zurkloyd5 жыл бұрын

    Oh this one! Holy moly~

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    lovin' it

  • @aswvogel

    @aswvogel

    5 жыл бұрын

    Konichiwa, Sensei

  • @ufoludek
    @ufoludek5 жыл бұрын

    I stopped muh Initial D Millennium Box CD when I saw the notification.

  • @ryooouuu
    @ryooouuu5 жыл бұрын

    who wouldn't miss you?

  • @FortniteGamer-qx2he
    @FortniteGamer-qx2he5 жыл бұрын

    All your songs are Masterpieces 10000000/10

  • @AeroReborn
    @AeroReborn5 жыл бұрын

    I'd really miss you if you were gone man. I don't really care if a lot of the people i've subscribed to make something new, but when it's you, it's always an improvement to my day. Great song man.

  • @inkedunder
    @inkedunder5 жыл бұрын

    Bro... underated music right here

  • @darealdeal8185
    @darealdeal81855 жыл бұрын

    This feels sad, catchy, and mellow all at once. I like it!

  • @NotTheRealAutomator
    @NotTheRealAutomator5 жыл бұрын

    I just remembered you existed and decided to look you up and holy shit look at this an upload. Killing it just like I remember!

  • @dragongamerboi13
    @dragongamerboi13 Жыл бұрын

    Story of my life....

  • @lexinator2647
    @lexinator26473 жыл бұрын

    2 years later and still a banger

  • @lexinator2647

    @lexinator2647

    2 жыл бұрын

    3 years later and still a banger 😆

  • @yaegars355

    @yaegars355

    Жыл бұрын

    @@lexinator2647 hell yeah

  • @SMOKEY_HATES_TAXES
    @SMOKEY_HATES_TAXES Жыл бұрын

    this made me cry

  • @MisterSpleenlol
    @MisterSpleenlol5 жыл бұрын

    I just found this and HOLY JESUS How are you not famous yet!!?!? This rivalrs my love for s3rl and daft punk 😍 ahh wow its amazing. Your one of the best music artists i have ever heard!!

  • @tiitusviitanen480
    @tiitusviitanen4805 жыл бұрын

    Sounds good!

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    you know it

  • @BeaneCat
    @BeaneCat5 жыл бұрын

    This song really hits close to home right now. Thanks for sharing it.

  • @notthirdreich9075
    @notthirdreich90755 жыл бұрын

    Insanely good! A job well done Odyssey!

  • @thepooptato2890
    @thepooptato28905 жыл бұрын

    Really nice! Keep it up i'm really enjoying these types of songs!

  • @01Zeldagirl_
    @01Zeldagirl_5 жыл бұрын

    I'm glad you can write so much amazing music expressing how you feel, its amazing :)

  • @josegarza3532
    @josegarza35325 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely love the chorus.

  • @societalmenace7952
    @societalmenace7952 Жыл бұрын

    not me having heard this song several times but never paying attention to the lyrics then getting fucking sucker punched

  • @vred5200
    @vred52004 жыл бұрын

    just today i started listening to your songs... I LOVE THEM

  • @kkorrrnerrrrr
    @kkorrrnerrrrr5 жыл бұрын

    Delivering the goods as usual, Odyssey is :)

  • @gabrieltate1778
    @gabrieltate17785 жыл бұрын

    If you were gone, I would miss you so much. Also, the world would end if your songs just stopped. That's how much I love them.

  • @wonyahenry6747
    @wonyahenry67475 жыл бұрын

    I love this song

  • @BRjon8354
    @BRjon83545 жыл бұрын

    Man, I listen to this while driving in the night...it was just amazing

  • @ironwolf3699
    @ironwolf36992 жыл бұрын

    Man, these songs have nice melodies

  • @MsSuperLuigibrother
    @MsSuperLuigibrother5 жыл бұрын

    Splendid as usual ! Great work !

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    Also splendid

  • @Nozume
    @Nozume5 жыл бұрын

    Oh man. That was very good.

  • @Tomtomgo98Indie
    @Tomtomgo98Indie5 жыл бұрын

    Such a sad song but it truly is beautiful!

  • @treerexaudi
    @treerexaudi5 жыл бұрын

    Amazing btw :3

  • @ayden_136
    @ayden_1362 жыл бұрын

    I'm not sure if anyone else has pointed this out or not, but I find that the beat 1:17 sounds sorta similar to Lost into the Night, which was one of the first Eurobeat songs I had ever listened to. Not sure if this was intentional, but it gave me some good nostalgia from about 5 years back now. :)

  • @OdysseyEurobeat

    @OdysseyEurobeat

    2 жыл бұрын

    Very observant! "Lost Into the Night" was a direct influence on this song.

  • @justagamer182
    @justagamer1823 жыл бұрын

    Yes we would all miss you so please never leave us your eurobeat is the only thing that powers me in Roblox drifting,touge runs,etc

  • @bentek11
    @bentek115 жыл бұрын

    Oh my God, you are amaizing

  • @asheppard308
    @asheppard3085 жыл бұрын

  • @ShyVioletIsShy
    @ShyVioletIsShy Жыл бұрын

    Oof. Ow. My bones. This cut me really really hard. I constantly fight with the idea that I should even be allowed to exist.

  • @ob1kenobi748
    @ob1kenobi7483 жыл бұрын

    This hits different 😢

  • @annabelarduino8548
    @annabelarduino85485 жыл бұрын

    This is beautiful. I prefer it at 0.75x speed because it's such a properly contemplative piece. I also really appreciate your clarification in the description; I relate to the distinction between "I'm not about to end it all" and "I'm okay"

  • @GabePlaysYT
    @GabePlaysYT5 жыл бұрын

    Yeaaaaaah :'D. I remember the guitar solo from your Instagram video! I love the euphoria of this track and that pretty gated arp :D. Good job!

  • @lorin4eve
    @lorin4eve5 жыл бұрын

    always good

  • @jw2_shine930
    @jw2_shine93010 ай бұрын

    A sad story of a warrior, I have read such stories. The main character always ended up being alone till he passed away.

  • @CyberBread
    @CyberBread5 жыл бұрын

    Hmmm, yes, I can drift to this

  • @blusidelines6601
    @blusidelines6601 Жыл бұрын

    This song is more relatable to me now than when I first heard it. Happy to know I’m not the only one...

  • @circumquentiam
    @circumquentiam5 жыл бұрын

    Thank you I needed this. And we would miss you if you were gone (>;~;)>

  • @preston726
    @preston7262 жыл бұрын

    This song just represents the question as to what would happen if fate took a different route and the things that happened today never happened in the first place

  • @myrvharon4775
    @myrvharon47755 жыл бұрын

    Yeet, yet another banger. I can feel it

  • @treerexaudi

    @treerexaudi

    5 жыл бұрын

    Saaaame

  • @LezerniWolf
    @LezerniWolf4 жыл бұрын

    This is such a bop

  • @lintilion
    @lintilion5 жыл бұрын

    honestly I think this might be my favourite one from you

  • @vathiosdaggerblade2586
    @vathiosdaggerblade25865 жыл бұрын

    O SHIT BOYS ITS NEW EUROBEAT

  • @mrblimbo1359
    @mrblimbo13595 жыл бұрын

    Dont leave dude. Srsly. Stay with us. We need the fuel to drift round in jdm cars

  • @jamesterstull
    @jamesterstull5 жыл бұрын

    NANI!!! HANNAH BAKER IS DRIFTING DOWN THE AKINA MOUNTAIN

  • @jinnyfizz3645
    @jinnyfizz36455 жыл бұрын

    Wow, this is really pretty!

  • @Ace51_official
    @Ace51_official5 жыл бұрын

    At long last! Another Eurobeat song

  • @johnnycakemusic4069
    @johnnycakemusic40695 жыл бұрын

    You will never be gone form my heart

  • @nihildegrasse1700
    @nihildegrasse17003 жыл бұрын

    What a good depressed song

  • @p1nstark
    @p1nstark5 жыл бұрын

    Hang in there man

  • @CaedonHawk
    @CaedonHawk5 жыл бұрын

    TBH I actually think in the last chorus it would have been cool to hold out "gone" longer and keep the intrumental going for for 8 measures. IDK why, but I guess it just feels like it would really add an even more emotional ending. Then again, I'm 15 and don't know how to play anything other than saxophone and use Logic Pro!

  • @bevgilmore1996

    @bevgilmore1996

    5 жыл бұрын

    Holy Crap, you're 15 and play sax? dudw, I'm 14 and play sax!

  • @nekoyaiba
    @nekoyaiba5 жыл бұрын

    thisissoepic

  • @eclipciadarkmoon4105
    @eclipciadarkmoon41055 жыл бұрын

    This reminds me a lot of your old pony music. x3 Aside from the depressing lyrics.. I hope you're doing well, Mr. Odyssey!

  • @joshuafox6041
    @joshuafox60413 жыл бұрын

    Honestly whenever I listen to this song it kinda gives me a not mid life crisis. Great song, tho. Love it

  • @juniusjames5347
    @juniusjames53475 жыл бұрын

    Idk what it is about this one specifically... I just like it

  • @MYCUTIEMARKISAGUN
    @MYCUTIEMARKISAGUN5 жыл бұрын

    Bruh 😭❤️

  • @junichirokubota4445
    @junichirokubota4445 Жыл бұрын

    ❤❤❤

  • @August-ih8pc
    @August-ih8pc5 жыл бұрын

    I'll go put it in the playlist "for Christmas"

  • @OdysseyEurobeat

    @OdysseyEurobeat

    5 жыл бұрын

    Kind of a dark entry for a Christmas playlist. ^^;

  • @adolfodef

    @adolfodef

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@OdysseyEurobeat Maybe for "Sol Invictus" instead? -> _"Festival of Dies Natalis Solis Invicti"_

  • @jighardy
    @jighardy2 жыл бұрын

    Truly the loneliest driver

  • @yuraavanesov9202
    @yuraavanesov92025 жыл бұрын

    Coll song

  • @acescionti711
    @acescionti7115 жыл бұрын

    We would all miss you the world would stop for a day to mourn you because you see your the last eurobeat artist and your erereplaceable

  • @djemon1355
    @djemon13553 жыл бұрын

    will there be on spotify after 1 year? ;p

  • @Yukipita
    @Yukipita4 жыл бұрын

    Deoxide brought me here >w

  • @ProtoNelo
    @ProtoNelo3 жыл бұрын

    2 years and still no Spotify release 😔

  • @sephy3r
    @sephy3r5 жыл бұрын

    Damn son

  • @kirbygb36
    @kirbygb365 жыл бұрын

    If you were gone would you be....gone like a whisper? Lol

  • @oklean693

    @oklean693

    5 жыл бұрын

    lol love that song

  • @vinru_x
    @vinru_x5 жыл бұрын

    I can drift to this, also when did it start raining in my car?

  • @FortniteGamer-qx2he
    @FortniteGamer-qx2he5 жыл бұрын

    I strained my thigh by biking too hard to this song