I've lost three babies...a ruptured ectopic pregnancy which almost took my life, a 1st trimester miscarriage and a stillborn son. My husband passed away suddenly and only peace I have found is I hope he is raising our 3 lost babies while I raise our 5 living children.

As someone who literally used to throw up from the pain of my cramps every single month I can tell you that the pain is freaking real, and if you ever see anyone, specially a woman being in pain to the extent they think they will pass out or throw up NEVER DISCOUNT THEIR PAIN, you deserve to be cared for in those situations, the fact that women have been suffering through all of this quietly doesn't mean it isn't happening.

@epain

8 ай бұрын

I’ve fainted and vomited so many times from period pain. It’s embarrassing how many times I’ve thrown up in public.

@indiabatson26

8 ай бұрын

This is 100% true. It is so devastating that so often women’s pain is not believed. I’m so sorry you have had to experience that every month. 🫶💔😭

My heart is with you, India. There’s nothing that compares to that kind of loss. Sending you lots of love. 🖤

@indiabatson26

8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much sweet friend 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🫶

Your video was recommended to me and I just want to day I'm so sorry for your loss. Back in May, I went to my anatomy ultrasound (at 21 weeks pregnant) and was told that I had gone into preterm labor (with no symptoms) and that I would most likely deliver within the few days. Unfortunately, that night my water broke and they had to induce knowing that my son wouldn't survive because he was just too small. I delivered a perfect "sleeping" baby boy that we named Casey. We will miss him forever. His name means "brave", so I pass along some of his strength and courage to you and your partner to get through this.

I'm childfree and voluntarily had my tubes removed a year ago. I still struggle with pain and hormonal issues. I'm so sorry you have to go through this unplanned while also experiencing a loss. I was crying watching this video. Praying for a healthy pregnancy to come🌈

I’m am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Much love and many healing vibes ❤

So sorry for this heartbreaking loss. Lots of love and prayer for you during this time of healing and recovery

So many hugs! Losing a pregnancy is so hard. Prayers and love for you and your family.

I'm so sorry for your loss India. Wish I could give you a hug. Just want to say you are so brave for sharing what you went through. You are helping so many women by sharing. I pray that you will heal both physically and mentally after everything you've been through. Please remember to be kind to yourself as you go through this difficult time xx

Praying for physical and emotional healing as you and Daniel cope with this loss.

I’m so very sorry for this horrible experience, and the physical and emotional pain that you’ve endured. You are so strong for sharing your experience and encouraging women to listen to their bodies and not gaslight their pain. I’m so very sorry for your loss. I hope you can find healing and peace as you enter the next chapter of your story.

I am so sorry you had to go through such a horrible experience I can’t begin to imagine what it’s like for every woman to go through a loss and the emotional/mental and physical pain. You are such a strong woman and thank goodness you have Daniel, I believe God has you in his hands and you will at some point have happiness. I appreciate you being open about your experience because so much is still misunderstood about women the more we know the better 💜💜💜

I’m so sorry for your loss and the excruciating pain you experienced. Prayers to you and your supportive husband.

My heart absolutely breaks for you. Pregnancy loss is so devastating and I’m so sorry for your extremely traumatic and heartbreaking loss. I’ve been there and you are not alone and no one can understand your pain like other mommas who have experienced loss. Praying for you and sending all the love 💕

Oh sweetie, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Sending so much love and prayers for comfort and peace.

I am praying for healing, love, and light for you and Daniel 🤍 I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry! Thank you for sharing your story. I hope it is helpful in your healing. I have not yet experienced pregnancy but I really appreciate your help in education on this possibility, what to look for, and taking symptoms and pain seriously.

I see you, I hear you. Thank you for sharing your story so others know they are not alone. This needs to be spoken about as much as possible.

India, thank you for being so brave and sharing your story. I can tell it wasn’t easy and I’m sure this will help so many women feel seen and less alone. I’m sending you lots of love and I will be praying for you, Daniel and your angel. God is with you ❤

You have been on my mind and although this was so difficult for you and Daniel, thank you for giving this update. You are in my prayers. Knowing that little one is with The Lord, is a blessing and that He will help you through this terrible grief, is such a gift. Sending love, prayers for healing and strength. ❤💔❤

I am so sorry for your loss… I feel relieved that you survived this and that you’re okay and healthy. Like you said, this is not the end of your story! ❤ You were brave through all of this experience and I salute you.

Sweet girl you are so brave. Thank you for sharing your story. I pray you and Daniel realize many blessings from this terrible experience.

I cannot believe this happened to you. You're the sweetest person, so beautiful inside and out, and I have loved watching your videos over the years. It always makes me happy to see your smiling face and listen to your humor. No one deserves this less than you. (Not that anyone deserves it.) I'm old enough - almost fifty - to have gone through losses I thought I would never recover from, but time works its cliched magic, and miraculously, you do recover. It takes time, though. Lots of it. Cherish yourself, and don't forget to pay attention to your mental health. Sending soft and gentle hugs xxx

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your husband. You are a healthy strong woman and I wish you much joy in the future.

Sending so much love, understanding, support, and prayers your way. I am so very sorry you and Daniel are going through this traumatic loss but am so glad you have each other. You are absolutely right. Rest your hearts in God. He is still good and He is close to the brokenhearted.

I’m so sorry you are going through this, my heart goes out to you for sure. As a woman who has gone through three miscarriages, two ectopic pregnancies that both resulted in emergency surgery, and two rounds of IVF to have my son, I can tell you it can be one heck of a ride. Prayers to you and your husband on this journey ❤.

I am so sorry for your loss - you are very brave to share your experience. Hope and pray for you, a future healthy pregnancy will come 💕

You are so resilient. You are pushing through with grace, faith, and love. To think of all who experience such loss at this time speaks to your character more than can be expressed. Grateful to God you survived, and so sorry you went through this horrific, traumatic experience where survival was so threatened. My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

the more i watch, the more i cry 💔 this is so heartbreaking and i’m so sorry you’re going through all of this. but i am SO glad you’re physically okay ❤️

Send all of my love. Thank you sharing this. Awareness is everything. Thank you for the validation. I am so grateful that you are okay and have the support that you do ❤

I am so sorry for your loss love!! I hoped and prayed that things will get better for you!! 💙🙏🏽🌙✨💫

My heart breaks for you. Praying for your healing both mentally and physically. I have no doubts God will bring you through this and will bless you for all trials you have endured. I’m so glad you’re still here with us 💕

I'm sorry for your loss! I wish no one ever has/had to feel that loss but many have and sadly many don't talk about it. Please take care of yourself physically and mentally! Much love

I'm so sorry for your loss. This video left me speechless and i really wanted to give you a hug through my screen. You are such a strong woman and better days will come. Sending lots of love❤❤❤❤❤❤

So well spoken and classy. God bless you and I’m sorry for your loss, and thankful for the support you have

I am so sorry you went through this awful pain India and for your loss. And so grateful you have such a loving, attentive husband who brought you straight to hospital.Big hug from Dublin, Ireland.

Thank you for sharing your story. I pray that God allows you and Daniel to continue to grow together during this time, that your hearts stay soft despite your loss, and that you continue to trust in Him without fear. Sending hugs ❤

Oh my gosh I’m crying. I’ll be praying for you guys, and keeping you in my thoughts. So thankful you’re okay

I’ve been following you for a few years now and I often wondered if you would post a TTC journey. I’m so very sorry to hear it start off this way; but I am so grateful for your courage to share. I was grateful for stories like this when I went through my losses. Feeling alone magnifies the pain somehow. You are helping others by sharing. I’m so sorry for your loss.

No words I can type will comfort or help. But Im truly so sorry for your loss and pray for you and anyone going through this

I'm so sorry for your loss and for the pain you were surrering during your ectopic. I also wanna give you some hope after this. One of my best friends were struggeling with trying to concieve and got pregnant. Unfortunatly it ended in an ectopic surgery and she has to get her tube remove, but now she has 3 healthy babies and, surprisely she got pregnant very quickly. I wish you all the love and luck in the world ❤

Oh my gosh. I am so, so sorry. I have a dear friend who went through something similar. She still deals with a lot of grief and depression surrounding her loss. I'm praying for your both, and I certainly hope that you will have a sweet baby here on Earth soon, too.

I'm so sorry for you and your husband, India - it's a traumatic and heartbreaking experience, and there's no timeline to the grief that comes after. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and seeing those who know that immense grief

I'm so sorry you've had to go through this horror... You're strong for making this video, thank you, so people can know that women should and can be heard - glad you have an amazing husband who supported you in all of this. Our world is still learning how to take care of women! It's tough to be a part of that learning process. Don't know if this thought can help, I've read somewhere that some people believe that if a pregnancy ends before its due date, it's because the little soul changed its mind and decided it wasn't the right time for them. ❤️ This is not the end of your story, as you said before 💪 We support you!!!

So sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing on here. Its something that many women never used to discuss, however much more common then many think. I also suffered a miscarriage with my first pregnancy about 26 years ago. I suffered on my own, besides my hubby, as i felt no one would know what i was hoing through. I thrn got an infection, lots of pain, and it felt like the whole situation wouldnt end, and i was scared to try again. Have to say, i went on to have 2 kids, fantastic easy pregnancies. Take care of yourself, take the time you need to heal. ❤

I’m only two minutes in, but wanted to go ahead and add my comment: I lost a child to miscarriage in 1989 when I was 16 weeks pregnant and I am so thankful things have changed for women and we can now discuss this openly. It was one of the worst emotional and physical) pains I’ve ever experienced. Back then I was told, “It wasn’t a real baby”, “you can always have more”, “you really shouldn’t be talking about stuff like this when you leave” (these were the things I was told by the doctor/nurses while I was in pre-op, recovery, and post-op, then by female family and friends). Every feeling I was experiencing was invalidated by everyone. I hope you are doing okay and I pray for you, your hubs, and your future family (and your Angel in Heaven). P. S. I went on to carry two beautiful girls who are now 30 and 25. So to any other woman who has lost a pregnancy/child i wish I could take the emotional pain away and I wish I could be there to support each of you who have had to go through this. Many prayers and hugs and don’t forget it also affects your SO, too, because men were always cut out of this and their feelings were never acknowledged back then. Sad for everyone involved.

@AngelaVEdwards

8 ай бұрын

That's terrible. It _was_ a real baby. Who says stuff like that to grieving people??

@apriljoy5754

8 ай бұрын

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@EliseWood

8 ай бұрын

Oh my goodness I’m heartbroken for your trauma. I’m going to commit to praying for you and your family❤

@mariamm6105

8 ай бұрын

In every miscarriage I had I was told my one child counted for more, it was so upsetting to hear this heartless comments!

@MyLittleGreenHairdedMermaid

8 ай бұрын

The medical system is full of arrogance, emptiness, and rudeness@@AngelaVEdwards

Thank you for your strength in sharing this. You are a beautiful soul.

i’m so sorry you had to experience such a traumatic & confusing loss. I am praying for healing for you & your husband during this time. & Lord willing, a healthy pregnancy in the future when you both feel ready ♥️

I know that anything I say will not make the pain better, but I’m so sorry sweet friend. Thank you for being open and sharing about this topic. I am an ER nurse and I have had patients with ectopic pregnancy and the amount of pain they are in is incredibly sad. I am so sorry that you had to go through this. I will continue to pray for your recovery!

So so sorry for your loss and that you had to go thru that. So thankful Daniel was there for you! Glad you have faith and trust God!

as someone who is going to go through the infertility journey soon I send all my love. That is the worst imaginable kind of loss and I send you all the love

Thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us. So brave. Praying for you

You are so sweet. I'm very sorry for your loss and so thankful you got the care you needed in time! I have had two miscarriages and unfortunately no pregnancies since then. I am having a hysterectomy in two weeks due to endo and adeno. I read a comment about throwing up during cramps....my periods start with contractions (similar to labor) and I throw up as well. I HAVE gone to the ER and had to get morphine. It's OK and they're there to help.

God bless you both. It's very courageous of you to share the intimate details of your life. Your experience will surely be a help to someone who might be dealing with her loss alone... I'm praying for your healing & God's blessings in your life!

I’m so sorry for the loss of your baby, India! You’re so brave to talk about your loss honestly to your fans. I continue to be impressed with you on all levels and wish you great luck in the future! ❤

First of all I’m so sorry for your loss. Having a childbirth experience that was life threatening and the most excruciating pain in my life, I completely understand the feeling and worry of healthcare workers gaslighting you when it comes to pain level. Having a partner who can support, laugh and cry with you makes all the difference in these situations. You know you have a long road of healing both physically and emotionally, so make sure you give yourself some grace and the time you need. ❤

I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing your story. It's never easy ❤ We suffered an ovarian ectopic Xmas-NY 20/21, it was such a horrible, hopeless time for us. We concieved our rainbow the week our ectopic angel would have been due and welcomed our daughter in May 22 ❤

I’m so so sorry for you and Daniel’s loss, and so incredible honored and grateful that you choose to share such a personal and painful story with us. Love you and please know you have lots of people praying for you both❤

I am so sorry for your loss and that you had to go through that! 😢 I also only have 1 tube left, yet we still got pregnant at first try with our first son. Currently pregnant with our second boy and it only took a few months. They can only guess and nothing is certain, simply keep the faith! ✨️

I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing. A period is not normal to be severely painful. Women need to be heard, so thank you.

Thank you for sharing your story. This sounds so painful and difficult. It makes me sad that women feel like our pain won’t be believed. I’m glad your husband did a great job advocating for you. ❤

I'm so sorry. I'm glad you are witnessing to your story. It will help so many people. 💔

I grieve, with you too. I understand the depth of the loss too well. God's grace and love over you both right now.

My heart breaks for you. I cried throughout your story. I'm so sorry for your loss and the pain you went through. Take care of yourself.

I'm so sorry for your loss of your baby and will be praying for you and your husband! Thank you for sharing and trusting in the Lord 🙏💗

India, wow, I’m so sorry you and Daniel went through such a distressing and traumatic experience. Please look after yourself and take all the time you need to physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually recover. Truly sorry for your loss xx

Oh India- I am so so sorry to hear this life update. I can’t imagine how traumatic it must have been to not understand what was going on while being in all that pain, and then to have to sign all those medical documents not knowing what the outcome of the surgery was going to be. My heart goes out to you and Daniel as you mourn this loss - I hope you both have the support that you need at this time to help you process this experience. Praying for you right now for the peace that passes all understanding and a real sense of God being close to you and with you in the midst of your mourning.

Sharing your story is so brave and beautiful. I can only imagine just how painful this process was for you. Praying for you Sending you tons of love and positive healing ❤❤

Sending so many prayers for comfort and strength. I’m glad the ER doc didn’t delay in calling OB/GYN. Not even close to the same, I had a ruptured ovarian cyst, bleeding into my abdomen. The pain was worse than childbirth. And I can’t imagine the transvaginal ultrasound when you’re in pain. Please don’t let a few scars dull your sparkle. They aren’t “blemishes.” They are souvenirs of your journey and reminders that you can overcome anything that comes your way. (I’m much older than you, and have scars from a c-section and three other abdominal surgeries.) I promise that through all this, Daniel sees you as even more beautiful and stronger than ever.

India I am so so so sorry for your loss and the suffering you’ve endured ❤️ praying for your healing and Daniel’s healing

Love you thank you for sharing, so generous of you to share your story.

I’m so sorry for your loss India, that sounds really scary I’m glad your husband took you when he did.

Praying for you. And I am hoping that you and your husband trust in Gods plan. We may not understand but He allows us to see the glimpse of his overall plan. But also wants us to put trust and worry with him. Love you girl! You always keep it real. Sending you all the hugs !

I am so sorry for your loss. It's such a painful experience to have. I have been struggling with infertility for 1 year and 7 months now and had two miscarriages in the last 7 months. Though not the same experience as yours, you are not alone in this pain.

I cannot honestly feel the pain you have felt, but I could not stop crying while watching this video. Stay strong! 🤗

I'm really sorry for what you went through. The part when you said you basically gaslighted yourself just broke my heart, women shouldn't have to anticipate invalidation :( I send all of my love to you, because I can only imagine how hurt you feel in every way. Thank you for sharing your experience and your pain with all of us.

I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss ❤ I can honestly say that miscarriage is the most traumatic thing I have experienced and my heart just aches for all who have to experience it. I have had 2 very traumatic miscarriages this year and as traumatic and painful as they were I am forever thankful because in the end they brought me closer to god and fortified my faith. After all that hurt and fear I am blessed to say that I am currently 12 weeks pregnant and praise the lord every day for his greatness. I want to thank you for being so brave and sharing your story. I can just imagine reading these comments can not be easy for you. I will keep you in my prayers and wish that you can have a healing journey🤍

I am so sorry for your loss and the experience you went through! Someone close to me went through the same exact experience. She went on to have 2 healthy pregnancies. I am telling you this so you will feel lifted up. You are right, this isn't the end of your story. God is in control, and you will be blessed. Hang in there! 💛

Thank you for sharing that story, even though it was clearly very hard and emotional for you. That kind of loss is incomparable. I'm so sorry you had to go through all that, but I'm glad you had Daniel and Jesus with you for support. Well done for keeping the faith, even in the wake of this horrible experience. I believe it will happen for you ❤

Thank you for bravely sharing this. I am praying for comfort for you and Daniel.

Oh India, I'm so so sorry for your loss and what you went through and what you and Daniel are still going through. Sending you love and strength. I will pray for you xx ❤

I am so sorry you had to go through this. I literally cried watching you speak. Sending so much love your way. ❤❤‍🩹

India, I'm so sorry for your loss, hun. Praying for you!

My heart goes out to you, sending you hugs and the strength to get through this, grieve and be kind to yourself.

Sending love & prayers 🙏🏻 you’re not alone chickee!!! Thank you for sharing your story & sharing your beliefs. Highly inspiring & motivational for all of us going through similar journeys ❤

I am very, very sorry for your loss. Unless someone has suffered this loss, they do not understand the pain. I am so glad you had a strong support system through it all, I did not. I will send prayers your way.

Thank you for sharing your story it does help us mothers who have experienced loss. Good luck

I'm so sorry you had to go through this. I lost 3 pregnancies and had 2 healthy children. But the losses hurt no matter how or why it happens. My heart goes out to you and I started crying with you. I am so glad Daniel took you to the ER and didn't delay. Love, hugs and prayers to you both.

I am so very sorry for your loss and all the pain you had to endure. Sending you love and peace ❤️‍🩹

I'm sorry you had to go through that 🥺 May God bless you with a healthy pregnancy in the future 💞✨️

It feels weird to give you a thumbs up in this situation. I wish an option was a great big virtual hug or something like that. I’m so very sorry for your loss. You’re brave, you’re courageous and you’re blessed. Sending prayers and hugs and love your way, India and Daniel.

I've been thinking of you ever since you posted about this after it happened. Praying hope and comfort over your journey of grief and healing from this loss. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, we cannot understand the "why" behind these things but I know He will restore you. 🖤

Oh India. I’m so sorry for you and Daniel’s loss. All I can say is that you and your family will always be in my prayers. And yes, even in tragedy, the Lord is in control and he’ll help heal you though this difficult time. I also admire your courage to speak about this with your audience, cause I know this will give comfort to someone. And perhaps you will get some words of wisdom from ones who have been through this to help you too. ❤️🙏🏼✝️

No words, just support and love ❤️ Women, you all have been heard, seen, validated and more importantly trusted.

I am truly so sorry that you went through this experience! I have experienced 2 miscarriages in the past several years. With the first one, I went through the loss in my bathroom. My husband was at work at the time, so I was alone. It was the worst pain I have ever felt in my entire life. I understand the physical, emotional and mental pain that comes along with the loss of children. I went through a long time of counseling and I strongly suggest that you get whatever type of support that you need. It has helped me more than I can say. I give you praise for speaking out about pregnancy loss!! Although I do not understand why God allows some women to experience the loss of children, I am thankful that we can talk about it together. Again, I am so very sorry!!

Amen! I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you!

I’m so sorry you experienced this loss. You are correct God will bless you both and carry you both through this heartbreak.

I’ve been holding in my tears all day, today marks 9 years since I lost my first child, I’m glad I watched this because it reminded me of her, I have 3 children now that god has blessed me with but I always wonder what she would of been like. Sometimes I feel like I’m not allowed to be sad I lost her because I have 3 children now. I’m so sorry for your loss and experience India. But your right your story is not over, God will bless you with children when it’s time. God bless you and your husband. Thanks for sharing your story, Sendingyou a virtual hug.

Sending prayers your way! Have hope. I did experience similar thing with my first pregnancy. One egg in uterus second out on my ovary and it caused torsion and internal bleeding- right ovary not functioning. Was able to carry pregnancy full term and get pregnant again, it was a journey, but it’s possible. The kind of a pain was the worst pain physically I did ever experience internal bleeding, I was not able to speak or move so you are supper strong that you were able to communicate. Have hope and I want to say that the healing process can also be challenging because it’s a journey too. Praying for you and sending you strength

I’m so so sorry! Prayers that you find comfort through this time ❤