You in a small apartment by yourself is honestly so refreshing.

@katybay277

4 жыл бұрын

Natalie Brown I was thinking the same thing!

@katybay277

4 жыл бұрын

Natalie Brown as much as I love all of the gang of course 💜

@Emily-in1ts

4 жыл бұрын

im so happy for her like i know her.. we all are. crazy how that works

@wilburwebb5010

4 жыл бұрын

this is gonna be so great for her, im so so happy :)

@siangata4235

4 жыл бұрын

I’m digging this and she looks so much happier and this video was so much easier to watch than what she’s been uploading the past year ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Dear editor: please don’t add the alarm sound in the video it’s literally the most worst sound EVER I had to switch my alarm sound

@Eccentech

4 жыл бұрын

I think Tana does her own editing, but I can see that being annoying if you got this alarm sound. I gotta Galaxy personally and Galaxy's don't have this alarm sound.

@number1asianfreak

4 жыл бұрын

@@Eccentech she just got an editor!

@Jam5z

4 жыл бұрын

@@Eccentech Ieuan is the editor now, tana helps with it as well

@laurachester7296

4 жыл бұрын

It triggers the worst emotion in me I’ve ever felt in my whole life

@Scaf400

4 жыл бұрын

A freaking MEN! 🙌🏼 that sound literally triggers me so much, it’s just a reminder of every early ass start to the day I’ve ever done and I do not want to be reminded of this! 🙈😂

I feel like she needs to watch this again.

@user-yw3vy5tn7j

3 жыл бұрын

Like for real

@Leighannacc

3 жыл бұрын

What do u mean she is going to the dentist taking care of her teeeth

@SprinkleSprinkl

2 жыл бұрын

lol she won't

Tana doing her grocery haul: "I dropped a bag on a workers head, he laughed and said it was okay but Im gonna re-live it in my head for the next 6 months" LITERALLY MEEEE

@sex_in_the_s0viet_union_

4 жыл бұрын

SAME

why is no one talking about the fact that Tana was naked when the maintenance guy came in HAHAHAH

@lilyauburn503

4 жыл бұрын

Honestly when isn't she naked tho. I mean no hate I love her but let's be honest.

@OhSmexyGirlfriend

4 жыл бұрын

That's literally the most confident thing I've ever seen a person do. Such a power move, honestly.

@hailieemorgan756

4 жыл бұрын

lucky him

@wraith607

4 жыл бұрын

hailiee morgan right🤣

@barbralind1813

4 жыл бұрын

Tana tana tana😆😂

I really like seeing Tana take care of herself.

@mowganashwey

4 жыл бұрын

Yes 🙌🏻❤

@taym3501

4 жыл бұрын

100%

@gamingvn3797

4 жыл бұрын

Las Vegas kill Los Angeles

@sunnycrystalz6351

4 жыл бұрын

Ye

“saw this girl that jake was dating at the same time as me” ... can we send him somewhere yet

@timothy2491

4 жыл бұрын

you mean the fictitious relationship they both agreed to

@sheilaboynton7379

4 жыл бұрын

Fr I was jus paused the vid at that point and now I’m looking for ppl who commented ab that cuz fr? What’s wrong with him

@sarahryan6253

4 жыл бұрын

Poly relationships are valid. Tana was aware that Jake wasn't a very monogamous person, wasn't able to commit to the girls he dated. She's mentioned it multiple times. The only 'eh' was that she seemed to be wanting monogamy whilst he wasn't able to provide that for her. But never has she ever said it was exclusive- lots of videos of her talking about the openness.

@andie3448

4 жыл бұрын

Um you obviously don't know Tana, shes bisexual and doesnt mind poly relationships i agree i think she prefers monogamy but poly relationships are real and people need to respect that.

@maggiekarabel123

4 жыл бұрын

Timothy Don’t you think it was more real to Tana then she wants to admit? Maybe it’s my own issues but I get pretending like you’re okay with being casual when you really want more. I was always like that with guys before I met my husband. At the very least she probably thought he wouldn’t fuck another girl while they pretended to be married.

i literally started to tear up when you went on the hike, it just seemed like at the lowest of your lows, you got up an started appreciating the little things again and i've been at that point and it's just so fucking beautiful.

@mollywarden2535

4 жыл бұрын

April Allen Same. I’ve been Tryna find the song that she used n I can’t find it😭😭

@lawzt9581

3 жыл бұрын

@@mollywarden2535 modsun runaway

The second I saw that Tana got up and started her day and was out of the house by 10:45 AM I was shook like wow she really is trying to change

@savannahmargaret772

4 жыл бұрын

eaxactly bc she used to sleep until like 1 pm and literally hate herself but now it’s amazing to see her in this great state of mental health😭

@TossMeABreath

4 жыл бұрын

not necessarily change she’s just trying to be happy again

@k59755

4 жыл бұрын

Alcoholics and drug addicts have many days that they wake up in the AM hours. Upload hours and videos showing her waking up in AM hours means absolutely literally nothing. It's all too easy to display a facade. You dont know the ins and outs of her life. Suicidal individuals often put on a show before their great show. I sincerely hope this isnt the case with Tana. I hope she's doing well.

“While I was grabbing these I dropped a bag on a workers head. He laughed and said it was okay, but I’m gonna relive it in my head for the next 6 months.” God I felt this.

@Itsactuallycharlie

4 жыл бұрын

Sarah Bee YES same

@inedelsaux1832

4 жыл бұрын

Lmaooo i dropped a bag of Milk on the ground when I was about to head out and everyone looked at me it was te worst 😂

Like you can literally see how much happier and mentally healthy you are but you’re still YOU and I’m in love with it I can’t this is what I’ve missed.

@susanabderhalden9212

Жыл бұрын

Hope she stays this way. Its 2023 and the shits about to go down in the world. Be prepared.

I think Tana’s realized she’s an adult. We all go through this in our early 20’s for the most part. The stage between going from a teen to an adult. By 25 years old I feel like that’s when a person really understands what being an adult means. Maybe this doesn’t make sense. This is just what I feel like is happening with her.

@kennedyward2498

4 жыл бұрын

and shes only 21.

@Gaby-dj9rm

4 жыл бұрын

B Family this is my favorite comment

@isabellajoy755

4 жыл бұрын

definitely

@LHalford94

4 жыл бұрын

Holy fuck. Literally a comment of my spiral realisation over the last few months since turning 25. I legit feel like I actually finally understand what being an adult is.

@kritkratt6383

4 жыл бұрын

B Family yup I just turned 25 and i feel this statement im a vastly different person than i was at 21 but dont think ill be much different at 30 than i am at 25 because i did my growing up

i’m so happy right now after watching this i’m actually tearing up. tana this was needed. we love u and just it’s been a crazy 3 years and this felt the most you a video had felt in awhile. ily. continue to care for yourself. i’m so happy your happy. edit: tana hearted and pinned. 🖤!

@gerridcaldwell8247

4 жыл бұрын

Also bc this comment is pinned, anyone struggling with insomnia like Tana. The thing that helped me most is something I learned from a doctor. When you lay in bed and stress because you can’t fall asleep THAT is what’s causing you to lose sleep. So how do you avoid that?? Realize that the reason you are laying down isn’t to fall asleep it’s to REST. Your body needs rest. So just think about the fact that you’re relaxing and resting for tomorrow and you’ll fall asleep easier. WORKS WONDERS for me. Hope this helps ❤️

@alyssanooit

4 жыл бұрын

I started CRYING!! Fr.

@Snowie.98

4 жыл бұрын

So much love in here, makes me so fucking happy!!!!!!! Love is what we need right now. Stay strong soldiersquad❤️

@alexandraforward4064

4 жыл бұрын

alyvids on ig seriously same. I just commented a whole as paragraph. I’ve been following here literally since she started. ❤️ I’ve never been more proud of her.

@Jessica-cl5sb

4 жыл бұрын

@@gerridcaldwell8247 also there app's that can help as well .. Head space and Insight timer!!

This is what actual healing looks like. Is not perfect yet that’s what makes it so real and relatable. This was wholesome

@tanamongeauiscancelled

4 жыл бұрын

:’) love you.

@midwestmasocist

4 жыл бұрын

@i quit 𝕘𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕒 so don't subscribe to me 🤨

@sunnycrystalz6351

4 жыл бұрын

@@tanamongeauiscancelled me to

@hardeep_142

4 жыл бұрын

@@tanamongeauiscancelled thank you from the bottom of my heart

@sgtspice

3 жыл бұрын

Simp

Is it just me or does Tana look how younger Tana did? Like she’s really back

@madisonbrownlee6971

4 жыл бұрын

Danielle Kelsch it’s called no makeup

@lilybragg8989

4 жыл бұрын

Yes I saw it too!

@eliserose3040

4 жыл бұрын

Danielle Kelsch I AGREE

@mimi2613

4 жыл бұрын

Normal top lip....

@luniette

4 жыл бұрын

I feel like people forget that Tana is only 21 lol

I've been watching your videos since before you blew up. There were a lot of times when I was concerned about your life style choices but I just wanted to say that I think you've grown so much and I'm really happy that you're putting your happiness first and taking control of your life.

been there more times than i’d like to admit. but it gets better mama. it always does

@andreatellsthetruth2053

4 жыл бұрын

Alana Starr you right. Stay strong. 💜

@katybay277

4 жыл бұрын

Alana Starr This... I felt this

@lina93674

4 жыл бұрын

Dude this is unrelated but ur so fucking pretty !!😍💖

@feedswagpeppa3976

4 жыл бұрын

Yess QUEEENN

@alanastarr7556

4 жыл бұрын

Tamara Aguilera thanks !!!🥰

these Tana in a single bed apartment vlogs are EVERYTHING.

@mowganashwey

4 жыл бұрын

Loving. It.

Mod seems like he’s having such a good influence on Tana. Like he’s encouraging her to take care of herself and express herself in a healthy way. She’s not making herself to fit in she’s painting her life for her own happiness and that’s wonderful. She’s spending time with people who are making her reflect herself and who she is at her core again. Really refreshing content Tana! Mod doesn’t seem to care about her “platform and influence” he seems to care about her well being and happiness- same with Jordan Ashley and Imari. She needed a wake up call and I think something has clicked for her that this is what her audience wants. Her being herself and feeling happy and healthy in whatever that is for her. She’s in the process of healing and self discovery and I AM HERE FOR IT! 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

@jillianedwards3769

3 жыл бұрын

this comment didn't age well........

@Merita707

3 жыл бұрын

@@jillianedwards3769 😬

@Tinascythe

3 жыл бұрын

@@jillianedwards3769 RIGHT I WAS ABT TO SAY AHAHA

@HeyIamBri

3 жыл бұрын

@@jillianedwards3769 what happened??

@surferbetty3248

2 жыл бұрын

@@HeyIamBri he dumped her, made a terrible song about her, and started dating Avril Lavigne lol

Rewatching in June 2021 and I miss who she was when she was with Mod son and before OF. This is my favorite time in her life.

this video should be titled: tana finally turns 21

@tamilee9462

4 жыл бұрын

brilliant

@roomcguire

4 жыл бұрын

that’s so sweet omg 🥺🤍

@ohitsnotme9056

4 жыл бұрын

Oof

@justofklhwmroca3050

4 жыл бұрын

d@@ohitsnotme9056

catch me crying when tana started tearing up talking about ashley

@jadadavui6860

4 жыл бұрын

anna claire LITERALLY

“I dropped a bag on a workers head and he laughed and said it was ok but im going to relive it in my head for the next six months” ok me

Tana: “I wanna just isolate myself and be alone” corona virus: “great, we can do that for you”

The fact that she realized she needed to isolate to build herself back up again to physically and mentally be in a good place and be genuinely happy is the SRONGEST THING EVER IM SO PROUD !

@MarleeMartin1

4 жыл бұрын

Destiny Allen I’m so glad she better!!

@VictoriaWonders

4 жыл бұрын

this is literally what i do reste in rest

@dinnd6019

4 жыл бұрын

Oof. Sounds like something a feminist lesbian would say.

@babyyodalover9078

4 жыл бұрын

Nah she missed her perfume launch and her best friends surgery

@SteviieMariie

Жыл бұрын

Isolating is bad. Isolation is to get away and suppress whatever is going on, and want to be alone. Don’t care. You isolate when your scared, uncertain, guilty etc Isolating isn’t the word, she should have said “I started to distance myself …”

“Rock bottom became the foundation on which I built my life” -a quote by jk rowling that has always gotten me through those rock bottoms

@Alexis-ec9cl

4 жыл бұрын

Great quote

@croft4746

4 жыл бұрын

That’s a great quote

@lov3hurts943

4 жыл бұрын

Same 💗🙏🏻

@avamorgan7860

4 жыл бұрын

jk rowling is lowkey a turd but never let it be said that she aint good with words. amazing quote

@sdiponioXx

4 жыл бұрын

That’s so true! It wasn’t until I lost absolutely everything in my life that I actually started taking care of myself

this was a movie. this is living now and moving forward. this is real. ily.

@pacocen1085

4 жыл бұрын

Por nogra fiiaxx

@pacocen1085

4 жыл бұрын

Por nografiiaxxx

@sandras2624

3 жыл бұрын

She is the only “KZreadr” that will sit down & address everything her fans think of her, & she does so by being genuine & honest without making too many excuses for her actions. I respect that.

@Spooky-boo-

4 жыл бұрын

Shes not the only youtuber but go off I guess.

@Name-oz4lq

4 жыл бұрын

Genesis Trujillo ok thanks for the permission 😘

@Spooky-boo-

4 жыл бұрын

@@Name-oz4lq you're welcome 😘💁🏽‍♀️

@mede__

4 жыл бұрын

not too many excuses, are you kidding?

@rachaelclarice

4 жыл бұрын

Bro she’s weak af

Tana crying talking about Ashly hit me hard.

@ADustyOreo

4 жыл бұрын

Ashley Russell I literally started to cry.

@spookylegend4586

4 жыл бұрын

What time stamp

@abbyelizabeth9908

4 жыл бұрын

spooky legend 29:00

Ok so I been watching her but this is the most eloquent she’s ever sounded. Really loving this new Tana because you can see the life in her eyes and she deserves to be happy

@estivenrodriguez5542

4 жыл бұрын

I love the new her but idk how I feel about the fact that she's still smoking

@fffffern

4 жыл бұрын

I mean she makes edits and cuts every 3 seconds so

@susanabderhalden9212

Жыл бұрын

​@@estivenrodriguez5542 give her credit, no alcohol, no drugs, and working out isn't enough for you. Get off her channel. Its hard to get off substances. You probaly drink. And pots legal in most states . It helps so much. You don't need a prescription, no one one fights on pot, you can drive stoned. Helps with crippling Anxiety and depression ,pain and cancer side affects. Worry about your life Karen.

at the end i literally almost cried because im so happy for you. This is my favorite content youve put out in a long time because its so unfiltered and i just want u to know we want the real you more than any show or appearance. so proud of u and love u much

There just comes a time in your life where you grow out of wanting to be around people (even your best friends) 100% of the time. I’m 30 and just now realizing this. I love hanging out with my fiends, I love going out , and I still love sleepovers but there is something to be said for coming home to your own space. Even just knowing that you can come home to peace and quiet let’s you enjoy the times when you are with people even more. I’m happy you’re discovering it ❤️

Shane uploading and then Tana honestly is making isolation so much more tolerable

@tinarita3993

4 жыл бұрын

is exactly what we needed!

"theres no toaster in this appartment which is a bit of a set back for someone whos simply trying to make toast" ahahahahah

Tana this made me cry depression will always be a struggle for me so thank you for showing ways to pick yourself back up and keep trying I love you !

This makes me so happy your entire face has change and the cheesy "you're glowing" is so true. You just look full of life and there are two very special people that are going through this right now and I just hope with everything in me that they can come to this conclusion. One of them is quite literally the love of my life and best friend, and I hope someday he will enjoy life and love himself again. If there is any advice at all you could give I would love you for it. I love you so much Tana and I am so happy for you

Seeing her REALLY smile and be happy and take care of herself made me tear up. Love u tana

@adenz2338

4 жыл бұрын

tana said the n word

Honestly this is the BEST I've ever seen Tana. Just doing her thing, being herself, funny and cute. 💗

This video is the most motivational thing ever.

i’m tearing up watching this because it just makes me so genuinely happy seeing you work on yourself and be proud of yourself. i love you so much

14:44 “I dropped it on a worker’s head. He laughed and said it was ok, but I’m going to relive it in my head for the next 6 months” TANA IM DEAD

when she started talking about ashly and the friendship they have i started bawling.

@tamilee9462

4 жыл бұрын

"Welcome Back"

@alexbarber9420

4 жыл бұрын

me too

@clairegolden8718

4 жыл бұрын

CybillB me too

I’m still trying to find my way to get to the journey you’re on. When you were talking about your feelings when talking about Ashly, girl. I sobbed from that point to the end.

@australia2754

4 жыл бұрын

She Kno you’re not alone ❤️ most of us are lost and are trying to get to the “get better” journey don’t give up ❤️

Every time I have a mental break down and my life spirals I come back to this video and it reminds me you can fall down, but get back up and keep grinding and you'll be fine. This whole video is such a vibe and that song ❤️❤️❤️ it keeps me going honestly

this video is honestly so refreshing, like idk why but just seeing her genuinely bettering her life just makes me so happy

@lauramaynard2297

4 жыл бұрын

zadie smith same 💞💞💞💞

Wow literally going through the SAME BULLSHIT and to see that she’s bettering herself and actually having positive results makes me so inspired

@daisybelle2336

4 жыл бұрын

But hiiii ;)

i relate to tana so much that this made me cry like i’m literally living a slightly less fucked up version of her childhood so to know that it’ll get better one day makes me happy for rn🥺❤️

The ending montage made me cry- it is so beautiful see someone love themselves and the people the care about again!!! Literally so beautiful

THE ENDING WHEN SHE FINALLY TOOK THOSE EXTENSIONS OUUTTTT SIISSSSS YEAASSSSS!!!!!

tana: *talks about mental health so beautifully and truthfully* also tana: coffee makes me *SHIT*

@katybay277

4 жыл бұрын

polly huge mood🙌

@lyricalrain3162

4 жыл бұрын

No hate towards her but I don't think she actually has these issues. She acts outrageous and disrespectful for attention and fame and it gets her rich and famous. Now she has her own TV show when she is only famous because people give her attention because of the disrespectful things she does. She has caused her fans to pass out at Tana-con and I bet she didn't care, she's said the N word, exaggerated stories, and made fun of handicapped people. I don't understand people who support her actions and give her that attention.

The end made me so happy for her. I miss seeing her THAT happy and just being herself. We love you, Tana. Don't forget that. ♡

I feel like Tana should get her own place. It might help her a lot. Having separation from work and home life is really important for mental health

When she post's so frequently and giving these quarentine days purpose heart eyes

Tana being naked while the maintenance guy was fixing her shower is everything 😂😂

Tana the ending of this has me literally sobbing like I’m so happy that you were able to finally find peace, happiness, and yourself because those can be some of the hardest things to get back.

This whole video is everything. I love to see you doing so much better and really looking out for yourself. This is the kind of content I love to see you making, making yourself happy and just loving.

Cried when she was talking about Ashly. Tana, this comes across as genuine and this is the best video you’ve ever made

@axanastanislava3784

4 жыл бұрын

I absolutely agree!!!

@dontask6447

4 жыл бұрын

right ! ashly and isabella are the two first friends were rlly met on her channel :’)

@blondieluvs21

4 жыл бұрын

@@dontask6447 Nope. It was Bella and Maia. Ashly didn't show up in a vlog until a few years into Tana's channel.

Imagine having such a real and pure friendship like Tana and Ashley

It made me tear up when she said “I hope this video does anything for you, even if it’s just distracting you from the darkness for 5 minutes” I felt that in my soul 😭 I love you Tana!! 💜💜

honestly I fell like we have the old tana back and she as inspired me try and be happy as much as possible and remind myself im loved and to like hang out with my family and shit , wow

“He said it was okay but I’m gonna replay it in my head for the next six months” LMFAOO I’m glad I’m not the only one that does that shit

@mayanorman2905

4 жыл бұрын

Alyssa Grace literally tho

@lilyilylilyily

4 жыл бұрын

Alyssa Grace more like 3 years

@WhitneyDahlin

4 жыл бұрын

Yes Tana is a whole 2020 MOOD

I love seeing her genuinely happy. Like the clip where she talked about Ashley, she hasn’t let us see her vulnerability like that in so long. For a while she seemed like a robot just going through the motions. It’s so refreshing to see her be human again and have genuine emotion. Welcome back, T.

@tanamongeauiscancelled

4 жыл бұрын

:’) um wow i’m crying

@chrissy9153

4 жыл бұрын

I know right! And it’s sounds crazy but I feel like I’m in autopilot and I know I shouldn’t be but I can relate to you which makes me love u even more!

@cma8878

4 жыл бұрын

Tana Mongeau ❤️

I love that you have so many great people surrounding you and that you’re finding your peace. I feel like I’m on this journey with you.

I'm just imagining being in Tana's shoes and just thinking about how amazing it must feel to be completely alone for the first time in forever. I feel like I am taking deep breaths with her haha!

That alarm transition gives me literal ptsd...and hemroids

@rubyblack6682

4 жыл бұрын

Hunter Henderson RIGHT 😭😂

I seriously cried watching this, I missed how close she was with her little family and appreciated that it was finally realized that more people is more problems. I love that she finally rekindled her friendships and love for the people that supported her in getting where she is today!! I love seeing her so happy again, and so glad she took the time she needed for herself!!!

i like this tana, taking care of herself. i feel like she needs this more often. if you see this tana, ily please take care of yourself.

Girl this makes me so happy. I haven't smiled, laughed and cried during your videos so much in so long 😍 keep up the great work. Makes me really want to work on my self and my depression I have fallen into

Why do I feel like I just watched a Shane Dawson documentary

@theelusiverainbow

4 жыл бұрын

Same!

NO CAP cried, just the silence in the backgroud when recording in the apartment you just know how good it makes you feel ❤️

coming back to this almost 2 years later im just now realizing how much this video actually saved my life too. it took until august 2020 for me to fully dedicate time to healing but this was truly the catalyst and idk if i would be here without the inspiration u gave me :) ty tana

Girl you done made me cry like 5 times in one video. Especially the ending. It’s so good to see you thriving and glowing in a whole new way. I’ve been binge watching old episodes in my own depression and I swear seeing you get the gold mask across your eyes finally when in the first video you was too scared just sent me I laughed and cried over such a small moment that most people probably didn’t even catch. Just so good to see you grow 💕💕

this is so inspiring for girls trying to better themselves - WE LOVE SELF HELP

@cutesybunnny

4 жыл бұрын

Clementine Roeber she literally promotes drugs to her teenage fans but okay

@miamartinelli1035

4 жыл бұрын

Clementine Roeber She actually doesn’t tell anyone to do anything. Why are you trying to tear another woman down when there trying to better themselves.Please !! I don’t think you were actually listening to what she is saying.

@MsKelseyandalexa

4 жыл бұрын

Jackie she doesn’t PRoMotE drugs so relax

@simsthre4078

4 жыл бұрын

Mia Martinelli you don’t have to tell people to do something to promote it, that’s why they’re called “influencers”, because they influence people to do what they do. Companies literally pay them thousands because they know their fans want to be like them

I’m sitting here crying because I’m so damn proud of how far she’s come and hope that I can get there one day 💗

@llllllllll9577

4 жыл бұрын

Omg me too! Omg

@danikakelly8151

4 жыл бұрын

oiii mee to ahhhhhhh im so proud of here she looks soo happy aswell xx

@irrittt

4 жыл бұрын

Proud? What are u, her parent?

@danikakelly8151

4 жыл бұрын

@@irrittt um what lol ? You do not have to be somebodies parent to be proud of them.

@PabzRoz

4 жыл бұрын

jeez imagine being manipulated to tears by tana mongoose

3 minutes in and i know this is gonna make me cry. tana’s recent videos have felt like reconnecting with an old friend and i couldn’t be happier. so much love

you’ve come so fucking far tana. seeing these old videos of you manifesting where you are now is so beautiful

Tana is the CEO of using big word words wrong 😂

@tiana12356

4 жыл бұрын

why is it my favourite thing though LOL

@clairegolden8718

4 жыл бұрын

Elise M 😂

@tesspalmer992

4 жыл бұрын

"Solidarity' killed me

@xiebabe01

4 жыл бұрын

I think she usually gets them right, but sometimes you're like u didn't need to use that. And yes solidarity was funny.

@jackgoward8858

4 жыл бұрын

Malarpopsim at its finest

Tana eating healthy, trying to wake up earlier and have a morning routine!? We love character development. Literally, 💯 keep it up

why is this my favorite video you’ve made in months.??? omg. just u and us it feels like old times.

People always forget how old she actually is and that she's still growing as a person.💛💛💛

@australia2754

4 жыл бұрын

titanium quartz I know, I always used to watch tana thinking she’s a lot older than me (I knew her age) but after turning 20 it made me realise she’s just trying to grow and learn just like everyone else

Mod & Tana’s relationship is so real. You can just tell they genuinely enjoy one another’s company.

Tana, this video is why we followed you from the beginning. Not for a half scripted MTV reality show, not for a fake wedding etc. We followed you for YOU. Your honesty and rawness is what drove us to you. Thank you for not being afraid to be yourself and using your platform to help your fans by giving us the power of belonging and and honesty because you being real and showing your real life and feelings helps us to feel free to express ourselves too. Good luck, you are in my prayers. Here's to growing TOGETHER in 2020. ❤

Going back 3 years later and rewatching so I can try and get sober again ahhhhfggg

love u tana 🥺 so glad to see u recognizing what u need and working towards it

correct me if i’m wrong but i haven’t seen another youtuber that has ever made multiple videos about their own mental health like this and be this real and raw about it. i fucking love tana so much.

@chantelsierrra4429

4 жыл бұрын

Alejandro Arriaga seriously!!👏🏻🙌🏻💓

@evastood4539

4 жыл бұрын

Alexa play Destiny by Mary J Blige

@jumpywizard567

4 жыл бұрын

Alejandro Arriaga there's a reason she made this many videos lmao 💀

@Kelly-xp3wm

4 жыл бұрын

You’re definitely wrong.

@mrs.parrott5011

4 жыл бұрын

She's a total badass 😎💪

Tana: I’m trying to smoke less weeedd .....Next clip: tana smoking, me when I try to stop smoking LMAOOO

@clairegolden8718

4 жыл бұрын

same

@vshcvsh98

4 жыл бұрын

Samevhahaha

@AimieNeish

4 жыл бұрын

Same hahahaha

this video made me cry I've loved you for a long time and I'm so happy to see you actively trying to live your best life this motivates me to actively seek out MY best life ily tana I love you so much

this video made so happy, seeing you putting so much effort into being healthy and happy is everything. I hope you continue doing it and not just for one video. I miss this type of content form you

When u said that when u spend a whole year being depressed and then finally feel that first breath of true happiness I instantly just started sobbing cause the last four years of my life I’ve been in such a dark hole and I don’t even remember what it’s like to be genuinely happy anymore :(

@ezzzii

4 жыл бұрын

hey keep going you will feel genuine happiness again ❤️

@tiffanychatham8418

4 жыл бұрын

Same.

@aimeedrexel2987

4 жыл бұрын

That’s what I felt for 2 years... you’ll reach your day one day stay hopeful

@mbash6980

4 жыл бұрын

I've been there too, I promise you things will get better with time. Life is full of ups and downs, stay strong.

@jennhutson425

4 жыл бұрын

@s kn You are not alone! Please don't give up 🙏 As hard as it is, just keep going, putting one foot in front of the other- even if they r baby steps, you're still moving forward! I've been there & made it to the other side. Life's definitely NOT perfect & I have plenty of bad days wanting to give up, but I refuse! I now know not to believe the lies I tell myself & I know my current situation won't last forever. We have a choice- today I'm going to choose to get out of bed. I'll get some fresh air (even if i just walk around my yard for 5 mins), I'll try to recognize my negative thinking so I can turn it around to positive, & I'll do one thing to help myself or others (ie., Search for resources to help those of us unemployed due to COVID-19). Tomorrow, I'll try to do a little more (10mins of fresh air, do 2 things to help, etc.). To anyone reading this....I believe in you & we can do this together! Please don't give up! Instead, do what u can to be kind to yourself today (& to others too of course!) Tana's video shows us how important it is to take care of ourselves, even if our mental health causes our minds to tell us otherwise. We're all in this together ❤️

This was one of the BEST videos Tana has put out.. just being HER! Not having a zillion people going full hype house. Just a gal making a egg avocado sandwich all by her self.. so wholesome ☺️

@mowganashwey

4 жыл бұрын

100%

This made me so emotional 😭 especially the end of the video. Im just so happy for you 😭

These videos of tana getting better are so inspiring. I’ve been in such a fog for years now and this makes me want to get better. So thanks for that

literally cried when you started talking about ashley, having that one person (or a few people) in your life is so so important and i’m so glad you have ashley, and it makes me appreciate my pals so much

If you're depressed, these tips may help you . 1) Stay healthy, stay away from bad habits, especially drinking alcohol which effects your dopamine levels in ways that aren't wanted. Keep the chemicals in your brain healthy, your body is your temple. Look after it. 2. Don't over sleep, only 8 hours or so of sleep is needed. Wake up early and start your day fresh. 3. Work out, our bodies more than ever often stay inside due to everything we have access to, our TVs, phones, so it's important to get physical activity in. It's what our bodies have evolved to do, move. 4. Don't distract yourself from the pain, to heal something completely you must pull the thorn out, and that's when it hurts the most. Sit with the pain, if you run away and act like it doesn't exist, you will only surpress it and delay it for later. That's why when everyone is forced to stay inside and not go out clubbing, all of their issues arise. 5. Socialise, humans have evolved to be social beings , we've spent our evolution in tribes, socialising. Make sure to call your friends every now and then and share your thoughts, it's not healthy to keep everything tucked inside. 6. We NEED darkness. Everyone wants to be in the light but not everyone wants to go through the lessons in order to reach the light, to find true happiness, many times you need to become lost in order to find your true self. Your body knows what it's doing, let it feel what needs to be felt and try your best not to let your mind disturb the healing process with negative thoughts. Meditation , writing, working out can help your mind relax in a healthy way. 7: most importantly , be yourself. (As long as your true self isn't some maniac killer lmao), stop limiting yourself and your souls cry for happiness just because you care too much about being 'cool'. Show the world your random, rememberable, hopeful personality. I'm an introvert but there's still a fine line between liking your own space, and restricting yourself from being outgoing n funny when you want to be. Be fearless, you are kings and queens, and the universe is yours. Live it, as you were born to do. Good luck everyone, a brighter future awaits you all.

@faithash5779

4 жыл бұрын

I know your comment is meant for good but unfortunately you can’t say to your depression “oh hey we need to do this” like debilitating depression has no switch, the real thing you need to do is go see someone professional to talk to, and possibly get on medication. It’s not the same for everyone but for me I have really bad mental health problems and what you’ve listed will not help me :/

@MyNameIsOpTimized720

4 жыл бұрын

@@faithash5779 I've had very bad depression and anxiety, very suicidal. I speak from experience. I stopped taking pills since they were just a walking stick, they surpressed, Not healed, and the side effects were very damaging. I now professionally assist my brother in various modalities in healing, and have seen many who have been through hell, come out the other side smiling. Not just me, but others, family, friends, strangers. The thing with healing is, it takes time, and I know that sounds so typical but, I won't sugar coat anything. It may take a long time, and it will hurt like hell. And when you're in that head space, I KNOW it's almost impossible to Invision a future where you will be able to find happiness in things again, your brain may feel like it's just given up trying to collect any sources of joy from anything, gaming doesn't satisfy you anymore, going on walks feels like it doesn't change a thing, food doesn't excite you anymore. Depression is very serious, since it's up to you to dig yourself out of the whole and that responsibility is hard. Seek whatever you feel will help you, even if it is medication, therapy can help to get stuff off of your chest but always remember, these external sources of help are only apart of your tool collection. The hard thing about trying to heal is acctually trying to find the motivation to heal in the first place, eating is hard, waking up is hard, and you feel paralysed. Healing for many is a slow process, you won't heal over night and that's something we must all come to accept, people often panic when things don't work out and they feel like they're running out of options. Go to therapy, if you're in a real bad spot I'd encourage it, but don't forget that the power to heal is within you. Allow others to show you your light , as long as you know it's your own light that is going to save you. Regardless of what other methods you choose to take, the things I've listed are a must. Following those steps I listed may help some completely , whereas some of those steps for others may seem pointless. But I'm afraid there isn't going to be a super drug that cures everything in a split second, various methods are needed. A healthy diet, good sleep routine is essential, we can't function a car without the engine. Keep your engine healthy. Having an unhealthy mindstate is one thing, but if you don't have a healthy body in general, then healing your brain will be 10x harder. Lastly for this comment, I would love to go into detail but that wouldnt give it the credit it deserves trying to fit everything into these comment sections, but I'd reccomended looking up The Wim Hof method for healing. It's meditation, a certain type that is shown to elevate seratonin levels in the brain. I know what you're thinking, 'meditation, whatever be gone with that hippie doolali' , I was the same, but I'm telling you, it has saved my life. I would reccomend atleast just looking into it on KZread or wherever and the benefits it will bring mentally and physically.

@pimpinhoez

4 жыл бұрын

I don’t know about anyone else but I have ADHD which mean I have low dopamine levels naturally I can’t really do anything about my depression cause ADHD isn’t curable but I try my best.

@lauryniti1807

4 жыл бұрын

@@MyNameIsOpTimized720 I agree with the pill thing, they actually made me worse so i stopped taking them, and they arent even meant for long term use either.

@KukrejaAnamika

4 жыл бұрын

I appreciate you and I appreciate that you took the time out to write this comment for help. However it's really difficult to maintain a routine. I have high functioning depression so my pastimes are extremely high, I spend most of my time distracting myself from it. It's not easy but to everyone reading this, it'll get better. Hang in there, you're not alone.

i’m so happy your back to feeling yourself again and seeing your growth ♥️ you’re so strong

I’m so happy your happy and was able to find yourself again. This has been one of my favorite videos of your to watch by far💕

I can’t be the only one crying at the end. Happy tears of course. I’m so in love with this video.

@caity6128

4 жыл бұрын

Jena Miller when she started tearing up in the kitchen so did I. I’m am so happy she’s happy again. It truly is the best feeling

Tana doesn't even need MTV honestly look how much better she did literally filming herself workout and grocery shop

been watching you before you hit 30k, and then i unsubscribed at some point, but this video actually brought tears to my eyes several times, and im so happy to watch you be happy and i truly hope you keep it up, glad to have you back tana

This is the most dope content of 2020. This mental transformation is the most incredible thing on the internet right now I’m so happy and emotional and proud of you.