I thought of suicide and... (Official Music Video)

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"I thought of suicide and..."
By LFO

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  • @THE1LFO
    @THE1LFO2 жыл бұрын

    It's been awhile.

  • @idemanddonuts

    @idemanddonuts

    2 жыл бұрын

    The king. Has returned. Good to have ya back!

  • @K.M.I6001

    @K.M.I6001

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank fully you still fine

  • @flyingturret208thecannon5

    @flyingturret208thecannon5

    Жыл бұрын

    Let's see if this reply will bump the video.

  • @K.M.I6001

    @K.M.I6001

    Жыл бұрын

    @@flyingturret208thecannon5 idk yet

  • @flyingturret208thecannon5

    @flyingturret208thecannon5

    Жыл бұрын

    @@K.M.I6001 Yeah, LFO wondered something in his discord, figured I'd test his question since he asked, and I didn't have the answer.

  • @Luvcas.
    @Luvcas.2 жыл бұрын

    if anyone's wondering, the binary code at the end says "Sorry for the negativity" it's okay, honestly it's a pretty great song, specially the vocals, amazing stuff

  • @Legendary_Jelly

    @Legendary_Jelly

    Жыл бұрын

    after like 10 minutes of translating this is the first comment i see. welp

  • @vegetayami

    @vegetayami

    Жыл бұрын

    lol i scrolled through the comment but to fast so i didn't see this but i still translated it myself XD NOW i see the comment XD

  • @NoName-wb4rq

    @NoName-wb4rq

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Legendary_Jelly why did you typed it out manually?? just take a screenshot and copy paste.

  • @spacepoland3819

    @spacepoland3819

    Жыл бұрын

    Just went through all the decoding to figure out what it says and I didn't check the comments until after I was done

  • @CTGamez

    @CTGamez

    5 ай бұрын

    same here @@spacepoland3819

  • @THE1LFO
    @THE1LFO2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for all of your support

  • @daisyheart5385

    @daisyheart5385

    2 жыл бұрын

    You deserve it :3 we love to return the favor

  • @jordanstrains7267

    @jordanstrains7267

    Жыл бұрын

    No problem everyone or someone has had these thoughts and we just need to be loved to know(see) we mean more then we now.

  • @KalijahAnderson

    @KalijahAnderson

    Жыл бұрын

    I've been there myself, and while I worked through my issues, I know it can be hard. P.S. your singing voice is better than you think.

  • @oakenshadow6763

    @oakenshadow6763

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for helping me know I'm normal and not alone. Take care, and do the things that make you happy.

  • @AidanWR
    @AidanWR2 жыл бұрын

    I feel this on way too deep of a level. I spend all the time lifting up friends, never taking a second to think about myself, but every once in a while, it's okay to let your friends show that they appreciate you and cry the entire time. It's something that I've done quite a bit recently

  • @Nidex_Beat
    @Nidex_Beat2 жыл бұрын

    Hey LFO. It's surely been awhile since last time we've seen you. It's good to know you are still with us, and it good to know what's been causing some of, if not most, problems for you. It was the right choice to get this video out, and let your voice be heard. Many of us can understand that it's scared to let other know what happening, and hurts when you no able to do the things you are passionate to do. I believe a day will come when you can doing the things you love. You did a good thing today LFO, and wish you nothing but good things ahead. And if you need someone to talk to, I'll be happy to listen and do my best to help. Take care man ^^

  • @THE1LFO

    @THE1LFO

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for this. I love seeing your comments on my videos, you always have a lot to say which I appreciate.

  • @TheRedAceOfSpades
    @TheRedAceOfSpades2 жыл бұрын

    It’s always a joy to see your videos pop in my inbox. On to what I wanted to say. I hope you’re doing better now, don’t ever be scared to reach out to my dms if you just wanna talk. Im more than happy to talk to a friend. As recently I lost a friend to suicide and had gone to her funeral. My greatest regret was not being able to say goodbye one last time or just hear there voice. It breaks me every time. The sadness I feel, will always be with me. You mean so much to a lot of people. I want you to know your work is always valued, even your old videos. I still remember when you had a video that was unlisted and I told you sprout should make it public. The reason I gave was to show growth. Because as an artist the biggest thing you can show is your growth of where you were to where you are now currently. As much as you might cringe and I cringe at our own past work. It’s not what video is about. It’s the mere existence of the video which is what is important. The fact that it is there and was the starting point to what you’ve become and the skills and knowledge you’ve gained from just making that old video really is important. Because it was the one of many things that created your passion, desire and dedication to making high class videos today. This video was super high quality, as I knew it would be coming from you. As I know your dedication to your craft is always 1000% . When I grew up I started to loose my passion for sfm and mlp. I knew it wasn’t feeling that creative void for me. So I moved on. I knew it wasn’t making me happy and I knew I had to come to grips with that. Find what makes you the most happy in this world and go for it. The world might seem bad now. But one bad moment will never outshine the hundreds of good and positive moments yet to come. I know I’ve been absent from the whole world as I’ve taken myself offline for a long time now. But I’ll send my discord if you ever want to catch up, just talk or reach out as I know we haven’t talked in a while. Just wanted to finish off by saying. You are important in this world and I hope you know that. ❤️

  • @THE1LFO

    @THE1LFO

    2 жыл бұрын

    Damn dude this means so much to me. I'm so sorry to hear that you lost your friend. It's been awhile since i've talked to you since you've been off the radar for the most part (and so have I). Maybe we can talk again someday if we're both free.

  • @KARINE381

    @KARINE381

    6 ай бұрын

    ​@@THE1LFOHEY GIRL ❤❤

  • @EpicLPer
    @EpicLPer2 жыл бұрын

    The animation, scenebuild, lighting, lipsync, ... damn you did well man! I'd really love to see more content with this kind of quality and detail put in :) On the other topic, know where you're coming from... can't really say I feel better either. But, don't... even if it's "for others". As much as life sucks, there will be better times. As much as your friends at times have to endure even your bad side, the true ones stick around and will have your back even if you pushed them away multiple times. I didn't think this was possible either, but for a few years now I think I finally found the kind of friend group that, while not fully compatible with each other, stick through everything. Can't even say how many times I've accidentally "tested" this by now... but it seems those are the ones. And I can only tell you the same, please don't give up and stick around, you will end up with the right people eventually, be it sooner or later in life. Nothing is going to be bad forever.

  • @THE1LFO

    @THE1LFO

    2 жыл бұрын

    I appreciate this so much man, thank you.

  • @tannergrinzel1719

    @tannergrinzel1719

    Жыл бұрын

    This song talks about depression and suicidal thoughts

  • @EpicLPer

    @EpicLPer

    Жыл бұрын

    @@tannergrinzel1719 No way how did you figure this out

  • @tannergrinzel1719

    @tannergrinzel1719

    11 ай бұрын

    @@EpicLPer the lyrics tells you

  • @StudioCinemagic
    @StudioCinemagic2 жыл бұрын

    It's taken me an entire month to comment on this, because in perfect honesty, this is one of the most emotionally impactful videos I've experienced on this website. For you to create something so incredibly personal and thought provoking, I know it can't be easy. The music is very well made. The attention to detail in the animation is unmatched. This proof of your life shall not go unheard, nor unseen. So, with all sincerity, thank you for creating, and thank you for living. Wishing you the absolute best.

  • @DuBCotton
    @DuBCotton2 жыл бұрын

    I'm happy to see your still with us LFO, never forget about your friends that you have in life.

  • @Sweet-Shot
    @Sweet-Shot2 жыл бұрын

    Damn, I’m proud of ya man it takes a lot of guts to open up and in a large scale especially. This song puts everything into perspective and the song is really damn good but it’s a true way to let everything out of the bottle. If you ever need anything and you already know this but know I’m always here to help you out and you already know I support everything you do not even I can do what you did today. I know you won’t give up but keep your head high!

  • @THE1LFO

    @THE1LFO

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thanks so much man. It means a lot.

  • @Sweet-Shot

    @Sweet-Shot

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@THE1LFO nah no need to thank me it’s what friends are for

  • @CrystallizedCoyote
    @CrystallizedCoyote2 жыл бұрын

    I found this through The Top 10 Pony Videos of April and... man... Dude, the song is good, your singing is good, the animation is good! Don't be ashamed of the fact that you needed to let your emotions out. I may not know what you are going through, nor really know who you are, but I say, do not give up. There is still so much to live for and there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I don't know if you are still going through that tunnel right now or if the problem's been resolved by now, but keep going. You can get through whatever is going on. You got this far, right? Keep moving. Persevere. Keep on doing what ya love to do.

  • @woofnuggiez
    @woofnuggiez4 ай бұрын

    Dude.. that last part about it makes me wonder... am i just living, for other people? That hit so hard..

  • @kivanolte3333
    @kivanolte3333 Жыл бұрын

    Found your channel from my boyfriend sending me a link to your Flower animation released earlier. I know this video is older but I wanted to say how impressive your animation styling is. It’s like if a big music studio used a pony as a mascot, this seriously could’ve had a big VEVO slapped to it. I got a lot of NF vibes from the animation itself and the song is super catchy, I know with depression it’s easier to focus on the downs and ignore whatever ups you may have, but I mean it when I say your singing voice is absolutely amazing. This is a genre of animation/ song I didn’t really know I needed. I hope all is well, I wish you greater success and thanks for the animations you’ve given us, they’re truly a treat.

  • @IamTheTimmy
    @IamTheTimmy2 жыл бұрын

    LittleShyFiM's "Top 10 Pony Videos" brought me here. I loaded this video in my browser, but I didn't play it right away. I'd see it in my browser every day, sometimes multiple times a day, and just couldn't bring myself to click "play". I had to watch it, but at the same time, I didn't want to. I already knew it would connect with and touch me in a place I know very well and try to stay away from. I would think of suicide, and there was always that one voice that would think back and tell me how stupid it would be to follow through. It would give me reasons why not to and discourage me and convince me to go another day and stop thinking about it as an option. Then one day, something in my life happened and that voice just went away. Nothing mattered anymore. It was scary. I was so hurt at the thought that I had reached a point that I just didn't care anymore. I wanted to care. I wanted to be "happy and healthy", and "normal", but the toxic poison of my own thoughts and situation was a potent one. I know realistically, there is no normal, but I know I've seen happy and healthy. On my worst day, there was a youtube video, a pony one that I wasn't even interested in clicking on, but for some reason, decided to. It was content like this that gave me the distraction I so desperately needed. It showed me that I wasn't alone, and that if someone else was out there, somehow surviving their own internal prisons of torment, maybe I could too. I won't say I'm all better now; far from it. I found "that voice" once again, though it's a struggle to hear it speak, and often frighteningly easy to ignore. That said, I'm glad this video exists. I'm glad I took the time to watch it. Thank you. I hope it does for someone else what that one video did for me. Even if you may never hear about it, just know that you and your efforts are appreciated.

  • @RaptorNX01
    @RaptorNX012 жыл бұрын

    This is an extremely well done video. The lighting, editing, animation, music, just, excellent job. On the subject matter. I fully understand. things have been hard for awhile. I found it helps to find things you love, find your passions, find distractions, even if its dumb. Ways to keep your mind occupied. give yourself things to push for. doesn't have to be big. can just be small steps. little things to look forward to. and know you aren't alone. I wish you all the best.

  • @SpaceOddpony
    @SpaceOddpony2 жыл бұрын

    I feel this one. I hope everything works out for you and you'll get some time to do the things you're passionate about. Great animation and song. Take care of yourself in the meantime, LFØ

  • @Sulruin
    @Sulruin6 ай бұрын

    You are a very strong person. Not everyone is given the ability to realize, understand and accept the negative side of their existence. You will save people like me. It took me a year to find the strength to write this. I really want to see the adventures of Flower.

  • @hellhounds04
    @hellhounds042 жыл бұрын

    Everything about this is beautiful. A dark topic, but the visuals and music just pair well together. Not to mention the animation. You have so much potential and I look forward to seeing more from you. Please keep up the great work.

  • @THE1LFO

    @THE1LFO

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much man, love your work too!

  • @pumpkinpony
    @pumpkinpony8 ай бұрын

    "I know this song isn't very good" *listens to long on loop*

  • @veetaha
    @veetaha2 жыл бұрын

    Btw. Nice riddle. The binary code at the end of the video is the ASCII code of "Sorry for the negativity"

  • @oakenshadow6763
    @oakenshadow676310 ай бұрын

    I feel this, too. Pretty often, actually. That same fear of hurting others, than confusion wondering if that's my only reason anymore. And that scares me a lot more. Thank you. I needed this.

  • @brightfang7791
    @brightfang77912 жыл бұрын

    That song hits hard with the way society is nowadays. The song was amazing you're vocals are clear as crystal.

  • @Starfall119
    @Starfall119 Жыл бұрын

    For some reason I just keep rewatching this video. Your animation is so good. I wish you could teach me.

  • @moody_lumi
    @moody_lumi10 күн бұрын

    this resonates with my brain waves; hits in a place not many songs do. Thank you for making this

  • @SaphireSystrine
    @SaphireSystrine Жыл бұрын

    Such a beautiful and inspirational song. It's honesty is what inspires me. I'm tired of pretending I'm okay, cause it only hurts more.

  • @alexander12587
    @alexander125873 ай бұрын

    I still keep coming back to listen to this. Just love it.

  • @milleniumonion7223
    @milleniumonion72232 жыл бұрын

    Its ok to take time for yourself and to take time to slow down. Brilliant music as always

  • @AmericanRX
    @AmericanRX3 ай бұрын

    In a self destruction mood, a year later, and thought of this one.

  • @fallenponiesproduction
    @fallenponiesproduction2 жыл бұрын

    true artwork from the heart, this really made me cry and hit me hard made me think about my life and how much I appreciate my friends and family and calling you my friend

  • @THE1LFO

    @THE1LFO

    2 жыл бұрын

    Aww, I'm glad this video touched you man. I hope it inspires you.

  • @tannergrinzel1835

    @tannergrinzel1835

    Жыл бұрын

    I knew this song would talk about depression

  • @ryleenorris-ms9vp
    @ryleenorris-ms9vp Жыл бұрын

    I have never related to something so hard before, god I'm so glad I found your channel

  • @andyn751
    @andyn7516 ай бұрын

    This... really hits home with me. And put a different perspective on the way i think about my issues.

  • @whispers69
    @whispers69 Жыл бұрын

    Sings everything perfect pitch a key. "I know my singing isn't very good" 🤓

  • @jordanstrains7267
    @jordanstrains7267 Жыл бұрын

    The thought of suicide are very dangerous terrible things happen to all of us but we shouldn't go for the short route it just leads to even more pain, We all have our fair share but never go down the wrong path friends and family will be by your side.

  • @6-dpegasus425
    @6-dpegasus425 Жыл бұрын

    Of all the pony sfm animators (and even overall sfm animators) I've ever seen, your work has always been the most visually beautiful and stunning I've ever seen by such an insanely large margin >

  • @MayaTheOwl
    @MayaTheOwl2 жыл бұрын

    Im glad to see your artwork in my feed again. Addressing your mental health can be overwhelming, I hope you find the time and happiness youre looking for

  • @NekoNeko1806
    @NekoNeko1806 Жыл бұрын

    As someone that is currently going through suicidal thoughts I can confirm that you feel like your completely alone, abandoned by those you love and that there’s no hope but all it takes is finding that one person, it could be a complete stranger that you meet and become friends with, that could save you, it might be a close friend or a family member too, all you need to do is open up and tell them. You might think that there’s no one out there but if you actually go out and fight back against the thoughts you could find that special someone that could help you or in my case that special group that will support you no matter what. I want everyone that might be going through the thoughts even if you deny that your going through them to always remember giving up is when everything truly ends but if you continue fighting you will find multiple people that are going to be there for you. You just have to never give in to the thoughts always fight back and remember that there is always someone out there for you even if you thing or believe there isn’t, There Is!

  • @Makakaka
    @Makakaka2 жыл бұрын

    This is amazing :'') I love it my dude 💕

  • @benjaminlannstrom8312
    @benjaminlannstrom8312 Жыл бұрын

    Fuuuck this was good! Can relate to so much of it!

  • @princembat
    @princembat2 жыл бұрын

    this shit hits different. it really does. im glad this exists, i only wish you didnt have to go through the pain it took to make it. ive been there. a lot of the time im still there. amazing video, amazing song.

  • @ACLPFilms
    @ACLPFilms2 жыл бұрын

    You deserve more views. This is so professional! Great work!

  • @magnesium6790
    @magnesium6790 Жыл бұрын

    it's beautiful and heartbreaking MLP + sucide + comforting music = crying brony and damned soul soothed

  • @oriontherealironman
    @oriontherealironman Жыл бұрын

    For some reason the sea of hands moving back and forth was terrifying. Like an ocean that is grasping for anything and that will smother you to death if it gets a hold of you. I like building things with my hands but I often talk myself out of my hobbies because they'll take too much time and effort and besides I'll never finish them anyways. So what's the point of starting? I say all this because on some level I understand your feelings and I hope that you and I will get the help we need. The night doesn't last forever.

  • @KittyCatMeowMeowTime
    @KittyCatMeowMeowTime Жыл бұрын

    Please! Anyone going through this know that there really is someone out there they truly does love you, and know that what you're going through is temporary. It may feel crushing now, but with time and help you can overcome this. I've been there, moments away from the end. A trigger pull away. That end is a farce. The only way for the pain to end is to face it and overcome it. Seek out the help that you need and take care of yourself. Please! Someone loves you. Find them.

  • @byronday8696
    @byronday86962 жыл бұрын

    "am I just living for other people?" I want to ask, would that be a bad thing? To live to make the world better because of you? To create and talk and laugh to better yourself so you can better others? If you care more about others than you do yourself, be the best self you can. Make yourself someone that others can go to, so that others can get their best life as well. Create a world, where fear is banished, sad is but a word that doesn't last long, and joy abounds! If you will only live for others, I say help them live their best life! And in turn live yours through the joy they have because of you. Have a good day, and remember: there are always those that will help you, if you are helping others.

  • @waalex11
    @waalex11 Жыл бұрын

    Damn, you signed this and do this whole animation, writing- everything. Wow. Hard work talent, man. Good for you. Congrats on your success with more to come. So, I guess lore-wise Flower is a persona of you... or your song even though personal, is incorporated in Flower the character.

  • @pacecory1
    @pacecory1 Жыл бұрын

    this video is really... relatable for me. I've been going through some of that myself with regards to my own work. but I'm glad your here cus your stuff rocks, and it would be a sad world without such creative minds in it

  • @shardinhand1243
    @shardinhand1243 Жыл бұрын

    when it comes to cronic depression the battle never ends, it just changes over time, i havent figured much out, and i dont care to have the time to anymore, why should someone live when theres nothing and no-one is left in the world that they can care about... i havent found the answer to that qwestion yet... nor have i found an awnser to why the battle must never stop... its still to smart for me. those parts of my mind that work against me.

  • @stormy9196
    @stormy9196 Жыл бұрын

    this hit home.... i ve gone through all this myself... the part of i wont off myself because i dont want to hurt others.... then am i living for others and not myself? that... that is me as well

  • @bassglaze3275
    @bassglaze3275 Жыл бұрын

    Came here from Flower Stayed for your talents, like your animation & voice

  • @randfur
    @randfur11 ай бұрын

    I wish this song was longer, the build up and drop so good.

  • @V2rocketproductions
    @V2rocketproductions Жыл бұрын

    Just found your channel and gotta say that you really do make amazing things!Trust me when I say I know how it feels to lose that spark to continue to create. Just remember that these feelings will come and go just like a rollercoaster. We will have days where we smile and days where we want the suffering to stop. You got serious talent, this song hits better than most “professional” artists. Keep up the good work.

  • @user-vl7du3xd8m
    @user-vl7du3xd8m2 жыл бұрын

    This one really moved me.

  • @MillionFoul
    @MillionFoul2 жыл бұрын

    This is the type of song that could be lucky enough to worm it's way into society's collective background, and that's because it sounds good. Whatever you think of it, it feels like Fireflies felt in the olden days when it git society like a weighted blanket. I also really, really enjoy the video: it looks good in a way I can't quite quantify. Animations often fall short of looking real, this one has an enviable amount of life to it. I don't know you and you don't know me, but good luck, genuine well wishes are the only meager thing I can offer; so there they are.

  • @horrorkesh
    @horrorkesh2 жыл бұрын

    growing up my family wasn't good at expressing feelings usually if you were having problems it was because you were weak and there always was a completion when it came to pain and tragedy so I learned early on just to bottle it up it felt like it was easier then being berated for being a "pussy", through my life I've struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts frankly the best thing that ever happened to me was when I finally started seeing a therapist when I was at my lowest once a week for a while until I finally confronted my family and released all those bottled up feelings

  • @DuskTheBatPony
    @DuskTheBatPony Жыл бұрын

    mate I know this is almost a year old, but damn you are really good with these animations, you can really see the effort put into every expression and movement of that batpony oc. I mean that single segment from 1:00 to 1:09, it just says so damn much, and the only two things that happened in that scene are a zoom into the pony and a subtle movement of the eyes, and it just says so much without a single word. You have a ton of talent man, seriously. I have just seen the Flower video, and it is amazing, the quality of the fur, and the fluid movements it really looks like the work of a whole studio. So don't give in man, you may not be satisfied with your work, because you know you can do better, that should drive you to greatness, not pull you down because you have not achieved it yet. Rock on man, rock the hell on, you are awesome. Also Batponies for the win! eeeeeee Cheers /)

  • @WilliamMadMoose
    @WilliamMadMoose5 ай бұрын

    Well... I like the song, and I'm happy I was able to hear it.

  • @Zethneralith
    @Zethneralith Жыл бұрын

    Fitting that the first time I see this is on June 22. Beautiful.

  • @terminatorgaming6036
    @terminatorgaming6036 Жыл бұрын

    I went through this a few years back. I went into a bit of a downwards spiral, thinking everything I did wasn't good enough. My grades started slipping and eventually I convinced myself that this is who I was always meant to be. A failure. And so I stopped trying. At the time, all I could think of was that while my future may not hold value, my past certainly did. If not to me then to the people I cared about. Looking back at it all, I realize that you can't put a value on human life. A human's value can change from day to day, and even if you're not worth much today, you are the product of an investment of thousands before you. I turned my life around, and to be perfectly honest I never told anyone what I was struggling with until after I had healed. So glad you told people about this, I think it will speed up the process a lot.

  • @ShienlanMiitsues
    @ShienlanMiitsues Жыл бұрын

    Hey, I hope you're working through all the dark situations you found yourself in. It's never wrong to open up about what hurts you. In fact, if more people did it, more of us could find help. I know it may not mean much when an internet stranger says this, but every life matters. It really does. None of know when one of our insignificant actions might change another's life. You wonder if you live for others...? I'd say life's worth living just for yourself. I've dealt with depression, I still do, from time to time. What helped me is just realizing the simplest fact of how unlikely a person's 'life' truly is. I mean, many things may have gone wrong, but how many things had to go right for me to exist the way I am? Isn't it the same for you? Rest when you need to, laugh when you need to, cry when you need to. Life is a journey with an ending none of us are sure about. It's worth living for the people who care about us, but it's also worth living for ourselves. Once it's over, it's over. We wouldn't get to see what more we could've done, what more there was to be discovered. Life's worth isn't defined by others, it's whatever we want it to be. Remember that.♥

  • @Glowbuggo
    @Glowbuggo2 жыл бұрын

    How could you possibly think you're not good at singing? This is just... amazing. Thank you for sharing. Here's a subscribe and a like. Please keep doin' what you're doin' - you deserve to be the wonderful creator I know you are.

  • @kajetanjankowski6339
    @kajetanjankowski63392 жыл бұрын

    Damn , this song really describe excactly the emotion when people sad or dissapointed about something or someone in life . You really know how to tell your stories through your song LFO . This song have an interesting atmosphere in there , kinda like sad mix with happy

  • @wantedinhell3870
    @wantedinhell3870 Жыл бұрын

    This hits me on a personal level, holy shit. I've watched it probably 20 times. ❤❤❤

  • @villagecreep2692
    @villagecreep2692 Жыл бұрын

    Hey. This video is amazing! I’m glad you’re still here!

  • @intranexine8901
    @intranexine8901 Жыл бұрын

    You honestly have no reason to self depricate, this is great!❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥

  • @someleech3238
    @someleech3238 Жыл бұрын

    As someone who's been in a similar place, I know the struggle Stay strong, cherish the ones you love, and never let go of your passions Peace be with you, my dude

  • @SkullWizard
    @SkullWizard Жыл бұрын

    as a musician i am a wee bit jealous cause this song and the composition is amazing along with the great animation

  • @bluwasabi7635
    @bluwasabi76352 жыл бұрын

    Great work! Your animation, singing, framing, color palette, and composition are all excellent. btw, there is no harsher critic than yourself

  • @fallrivers743
    @fallrivers743 Жыл бұрын

    welp i'm glad when i find a vid i like i check the channel to what what else they got. definitely didn't expect to find something like this, but i'm happy i did. tbh i could probably type up a wall of text just babbling on about a bunch of stuff but i doubt anyone would want that, so i'll just say keep doing what your doing, hold those you care about close, and trust in yourself and with what you make and have yet to make. side note: dawg you got nothing to be sorry for, your not being negative, just honest and open and there ain't anything wrong with that :3 SIDE side note: i know i'm hella late to this but i don't care, i'ma say what i would have said as if i had watched it on the day of release X3

  • @thunderfox53
    @thunderfox532 жыл бұрын

    Stumbled apon your video and just wanted to say that its a very good, honestly speakings very well animated

  • @meepmcfart8935
    @meepmcfart8935 Жыл бұрын

    This helps me a lot, I felt so alone but I know others that probably want me to stay alive, and I think the same for them. What if I lost them?

  • @crashoverride6413
    @crashoverride6413 Жыл бұрын

    i know all of these feelings, and i just can say - no, it's not that we live for others; it's either that others care for us, they want that we're happy. it's easier said as done, i know - but maybe they do more than just "care" about us; maybe some love us - for the way how we are. the video's really well made, and even when it's a sad song - it shows something: you're not useless, you just don't know at that moment in wich direction you should go. i might not know what hell you had passed, but be sure: you're not the only one, and adressing your feelings so openly just will show the effect, that others, who might have remain silent, will even speak up to you.

  • @allko614
    @allko6142 жыл бұрын

    I love everything about this! Ironically, I didn't realize i was watching it in black and white with bedtime mode on but it kinda fit.

  • @GeneralChrisGaming
    @GeneralChrisGaming2 жыл бұрын

    Song hits different than what I'm used to listening. Made me think of my life. Asked questions. I had many negative thoughts but i don't let them take over. I don't want to fail myself. Or fail the one ill one day help. Maybe even change their life.

  • @kitsunewilde5187
    @kitsunewilde51876 ай бұрын

    I would love for the official audio version to come onto KZread music

  • @charwarheart
    @charwarheart Жыл бұрын

    Your music leaves me wanting more. More music. It soothes my soul.

  • @tracielutzen1792
    @tracielutzen1792 Жыл бұрын

    We all go through dark times but think of the positives lights

  • @J-fox
    @J-fox Жыл бұрын

    It feels as good to me to know im not alone as it does to you to share how you feel

  • @Skell3to
    @Skell3to2 жыл бұрын

    holy crap this is so good!

  • @mlpjhon8915
    @mlpjhon89152 жыл бұрын

    amazing! very good animation very good song i liked everything definitely one of my favorites songs

  • @daisyheart5385
    @daisyheart53852 жыл бұрын

    This was beautiful, Suicide is the wrong way to go, let God decide for you and all of us, when the time comes you'll understand that life gets better

  • @SkydreamsArts
    @SkydreamsArts Жыл бұрын

    This is a huge mood.

  • @nightmarenight5901
    @nightmarenight59017 ай бұрын

    A small, personal story that resonated in my heart. I am glad that everything ended well with you. More precisely, it did not even end well, but continues well, because your life goes on. Many of us go through dark episodes in our lives, and if you have overcome it and now it's easier for you, then that's good, isn't it? I really feel warm in my soul from the realization that someone has become better. The world is so full of suffering, so let's at least try to reduce their number))

  • @inkblooded1058
    @inkblooded1058 Жыл бұрын

    It's been a long time since I've had to pause a video, stop, and reflect on it midway through. I've dealt with a lot of these same issues. I still do, to this day. I suffer with these same thoughts, and battle these demons regularly. It's good to let that pain out, and embrace it. You aren't alone, LFO.

  • @AmericanRX
    @AmericanRX2 жыл бұрын

    Awww, what an adorable looking pone. XD Nice video man.

  • @RemViolet
    @RemViolet2 жыл бұрын

    So I decided to delete my original comment due to me thinking I went too much into details about myself but- I just want to say I really enjoyed this video. It was very well made, and so is the song. I've gone back to look at this animation several times. It's very good, and it hits my emotions hard. Thank you for making this.

  • @scienceshift4113
    @scienceshift41132 жыл бұрын

    Dude, you did geat work!! This animation, this music, it's all at a hight level!!! So don't you dare think what you're bad person or anything. As a guy who has tried to do something like this, I can honestly say that doing a job like you is really hard...

  • @bron2452
    @bron2452 Жыл бұрын

    this channel is an absolute GEM i seriously love your content man im so happy i found you

  • @ionmaker646
    @ionmaker646 Жыл бұрын

    I have talked my best friend out of suicide multiple times. We have known each other for about 8 years now, and I will do all I can to help him. I know I can't fully understand how he feels, but it doesn't mean I won't try.

  • @techsupport8967
    @techsupport8967 Жыл бұрын

    Just caught this for the first time, and everything about this is perfect. Video is great, music is great, vocals are great. An amazing song on those merits alone. But the story behind it is visceral, beautiful, and haunting... As someone who has, and sometimes still does, live only to not hurt those I love. Who had given up their dreams and passions, struggled to swim in the deep end of depression and self doubt. Who still hasn't found the ladder out, nor given in and drifted to the bottom. This speaks to me, this hurts me, this strikes hope, and melancholy, gives rise thousand conflicting feelings. Simply, it makes me feel. Thank you

  • @THE1LFO

    @THE1LFO

    Жыл бұрын

    Glad you liked it!

  • @Mouseling216
    @Mouseling2162 жыл бұрын

    Good work, well sung and edited

  • @niebieskaskarpetka8313
    @niebieskaskarpetka83132 жыл бұрын

    And I thought disconnected was well made. This is on entirely next level! This engine wasn't meant to be so beautiful, and yet you managed it!

  • @TheCommenterDragon
    @TheCommenterDragon2 жыл бұрын

    Welcome back LFO, it's always so good to see animation from you and as usual this one is positively fabulous and excellent you did such a spectacular job putting this together make no mistake about it both the animation and the song were done ever so splendidly, major kudos to you my friend!!!

  • @aetherlight_melody
    @aetherlight_melody2 жыл бұрын

    Keep chasing ur passions man, I am in the same boat in my own way. This song is very well put together and the scenebuilding and animation is very well put together.

  • @aetherlight_melody

    @aetherlight_melody

    2 жыл бұрын

    Something else I want to say as well.. U used music as an outlet and let ur voice be heard, and that alone can be a start to healing, bcuz it acts almost like closure or rather like releasing whats held inside. Its hard to talk about stuff like this let alone write a song about it, and i commend u for being able to do both as well as making this animation. And even tho you dont know me, and I dont know you, im glad you made the choice to stay, and im glad u let ur voice be heard. Time is one hekk of an obstacle, but with time youll get closer and closer to ur dreams. Slowly but surely. Keep chasing those dreams.

  • @HopeSparkle.3D
    @HopeSparkle.3D2 жыл бұрын

    My congratulations, fantastic animation and composition. I hope one day to animate as well as you.

  • @n.b.eskerata1678
    @n.b.eskerata16782 жыл бұрын

    Depression is a beast to deal with. At the age of 54, I have bad days and worse days. For my own part, I find that working on my art saves me from feeling bad. Your depression might make you feel as if you are the last guy on earth, but that's never true. No one is ever alone if they don't want to be. Just keep swimming, buddy.

  • @flyingturret208thecannon5
    @flyingturret208thecannon52 жыл бұрын

    The best and worst part about knowing something is that you can still be wrong.

  • @ValoriaWinterblade
    @ValoriaWinterblade2 жыл бұрын

    great animation, music, and mixing! The text on the screen is a little bit too relatable though... oh well.

  • @Fireemerald12345
    @Fireemerald123452 жыл бұрын

    Great to see you again LFO, it has been a long while. This animation was astounding as to how you made the engine look. I saw the binary and it is ok, it's what makes us human.

  • @G3arShift
    @G3arShift2 жыл бұрын

    This is seriously well done. The scene composition, character animation, the singing, the music, it's all very well executed. It also speaks to me, like I think it does for many, on a very personal level. The most important person with my life struggles daily with suicide, and I can't imagine what I'd do if they ever took that step. Don't compare yourself to others, or the things you make to others. Compare yourself and them to who you were, and what you made, yesterday. I know I'm a stranger in a sea of other voices, but if you need someone to talk to, you can send me an email. My email address is on my channel.

  • @TheKhaos14
    @TheKhaos142 жыл бұрын

    hey, I am really thankful that you created and published this song for us. You may not be proud of it, but it resonates with me immensely while being soothing. Been listening over and over. Thank you.

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