I’m Dying

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  • @selmaalva9031
    @selmaalva90317 ай бұрын

    Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐

  • @fififirestone3787

    @fififirestone3787

    7 ай бұрын

    That's beautiful. How wonderful that you did that for your mother.

  • @trudyramgren8817

    @trudyramgren8817

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤😢

  • @Lisa.Halloran

    @Lisa.Halloran

    7 ай бұрын

    Yes that's so beautiful to do for your mom. ❤

  • @UnseenOct

    @UnseenOct

    7 ай бұрын

    I can only hope my child loves me enough to do this one day ❤️

  • @melissaparrish1870

    @melissaparrish1870

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm crying as I read your post and thinking about my own precious Mom. Being able to hold her was not only a gift for her, but for you as well.

  • @silversecret82
    @silversecret826 ай бұрын

    The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.

  • @tarcisiasiniscalchi6641

    @tarcisiasiniscalchi6641

    6 ай бұрын

    He cannot wait for her to be gone so he will get a younger woman

  • @AlexandarShmex

    @AlexandarShmex

    6 ай бұрын

    @@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 You're a sociopath, if you're writing seriously, or an edgy kid if joking. Hopefully it's the latter.

  • @melanybest6489

    @melanybest6489

    6 ай бұрын

    What Jenny said.. was true love. Bless this family dear lord 🙏 ❤️

  • @User79344

    @User79344

    6 ай бұрын

    That’s how much she loves him…sweetest love I’ve seen in a long time!

  • @kimbibbs5700

    @kimbibbs5700

    6 ай бұрын

    @@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 you are sick in the head!!! How dare you write something like that about a very young Woman who is dying way before her time!!! And a Man that has put his gut wrenching heartache to the side, so that he can care for her in her final hours of need!!! Your comment is truly despicable and you should be ashamed of yourself!!! You obviously have never ever experienced true Love, so you are ignorant to how special her words truly were. It’s very obvious why!!! I’m sure your Mother is real proud of you!!!

  • @plantpants3746
    @plantpants37462 ай бұрын

    I can't imagine the anxiety and terror she must have felt. Dying is never easy. This was so unfair....my heart aches

  • @AKE-rw2ly
    @AKE-rw2ly4 ай бұрын

    What a girl. Humour in her final days and such a beautiful loving couple.

  • @trteeerryfse-wy2ww

    @trteeerryfse-wy2ww

    4 ай бұрын

    Coping with death in style. Dhes such a rilepmodel

  • @quittintime33
    @quittintime336 ай бұрын

    "He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love" That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness. God bless you all. ♥️

  • @onemuckypup9823

    @onemuckypup9823

    6 ай бұрын

    It broke me, too - Jenny is one unique woman!

  • @billj4525

    @billj4525

    6 ай бұрын

    Yeah, good for her, she's so so kind. I would not want to even be talking about that or thinking about that during a time like this. They also have kids together too, so they will always be linked. So sad that she passed away the other day, RIP Jenny, and love and prayers to the rest of the family.

  • @quittintime33

    @quittintime33

    6 ай бұрын

    @@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.

  • @quittintime33

    @quittintime33

    6 ай бұрын

    @@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go. Editing to add: We've already had •this• conversation, and praise God, neither of us are terminally ill. But if the day comes, we know where we stand on this topic and wouldn't need to discuss it.

  • @Brad_Pittstop

    @Brad_Pittstop

    6 ай бұрын

    It's his choice, not hers. A man isn't your property.

  • @gracepataky3402
    @gracepataky34027 ай бұрын

    Kyle, as you help Jenny through this final phase, remember, it will be your finest hour. Its been an honor to watch you care for her.

  • @lolitagrant6751

    @lolitagrant6751

    7 ай бұрын

    It sure has! Kyle is the best husband I've ever seen, including my own!

  • @bbgirl6741

    @bbgirl6741

    7 ай бұрын

    May God strengthen Kyle he’s had so much on his shoulders, so much stress But he wouldn’t have it any other way. His Love fir wife n caring is what every wife needs n wants in a husband their Love was so real we all could see n admire. WE will never forget this journey n courage n Jenny will be greatly missed.

  • @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn

    @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn

    7 ай бұрын

    Ellis ❤...wonderful, loving son...❤ grow up to be like daddy...'like father. Like.son.'

  • @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn

    @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn

    7 ай бұрын

    Sweet Winnie, ❤...Mummy in Heaven soon, marry a man like Daddy when u grow up. Don't settle for anything less. All Mummy's goodness and strength shall be yours, sweet girl

  • @user-ze3sf9qk7x

    @user-ze3sf9qk7x

    7 ай бұрын

    Jenny I pray that you can have a pain free journey to the most beautiful place you’ll ever know. I pray that Kyle, Ellis and winner will get through this knowing that you are now going to be their Angel in the sky, and that very bright star in the night sky is you. Much Love to you all ❤❤🙏🙏

  • @nickybaker1338
    @nickybaker1338Ай бұрын

    I'm re watching this April 15th 2024. What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady. I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact. God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹

  • @brianbingham7524
    @brianbingham75244 ай бұрын

    My dear wife Vesna died of liver cancer on. January 30, 2023. I miss Vesna so very much.

  • @donnacollins4511

    @donnacollins4511

    3 ай бұрын

    I’m so very sorry that you’ve lost your wife😔✝️🙏❤️

  • @woodlander9634

    @woodlander9634

    3 ай бұрын

  • @F_U23

    @F_U23

    3 ай бұрын

    My friend Rick died Nov 9 2023...liver cancer, too 😢😭 He told me the vaccines killed him 🤤

  • @brianbingham7524

    @brianbingham7524

    3 ай бұрын

    @@F_U23 My wife took two jabs of vaccine during 2022. Doctors told her that the vaccines could not result in cancer and she believed them. I did not believe the doctors.

  • @mc02zb

    @mc02zb

    3 ай бұрын

  • @kaylahD_ford
    @kaylahD_ford7 ай бұрын

    “I want Kyle to fall in love and remarry. I want Kyle to be happy” that is just pure love ❤️

  • @Roseeeee11

    @Roseeeee11

    7 ай бұрын

    Love and light♾️♾️♾️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽and peace and life fore ❤ever whit god

  • @onemuckypup9823

    @onemuckypup9823

    7 ай бұрын

    That killed me - what an amazing woman! Real soul mates. Safe passage to Jenny - your wings await you.

  • @Klop8989ii

    @Klop8989ii

    7 ай бұрын

    Man I hate this. Life is unfair!

  • @Ania-cd2sh

    @Ania-cd2sh

    6 ай бұрын

    I’m so happy she said that, so he can live his life without feeling guilt. She’s an amazing woman! And yes that’s true love 💕 ❤️

  • @purpleviolet2058

    @purpleviolet2058

    6 ай бұрын

    ​@@Klop8989iiI fully agree!

  • @glenda.thegoodwitch
    @glenda.thegoodwitch7 ай бұрын

    I am an artist I would be honored to do any illustrations for a book Kyle and Jenny for free. My heart and prayers are with you.

  • @heatherbukowski2102

    @heatherbukowski2102

    7 ай бұрын

    Such kindness makes my eyes water. "Look for the helpers." Thank you.

  • @wendyouellette

    @wendyouellette

    7 ай бұрын

    How sweet of you! I hope he gets a chance to read the comments. Some aren’t very nice and it’s horrible. Poor Kyle had to delete a video with all the comments due to most were people bullying him. He said it hurt his feelings very badly.😢

  • @caribcarib4337

    @caribcarib4337

    7 ай бұрын

    Jenny is so strong and brave

  • @janetyee6727

    @janetyee6727

    7 ай бұрын

    What an awesome offer...I hope Kyle can take you up on that offer. Would be wonderful. Bless you lass.

  • @sunflowerbrown5823

    @sunflowerbrown5823

    7 ай бұрын

    Please keep posting your offer so that Kyle may see it one day. Just keep posting it, please. You are so kind and generous!

  • @beeshippiemusica3164
    @beeshippiemusica31645 ай бұрын

    Such a selfless person. Thinking about everyone else before herself. Making sure her husband, kids and family are ok without her. I admire her bravery.

  • @susanbaker46

    @susanbaker46

    5 ай бұрын

    She is lovely.

  • @ruthsmith3448

    @ruthsmith3448

    4 ай бұрын

    My mom passed from cancer but that disease ravaged her, this sweet lady looks so lovely and serene. My mom literally looked like death and couldn't talk.

  • @beshellagant

    @beshellagant

    4 ай бұрын

    There's something special in Jenny that soothes me when I am struggling with anxiety. Her calm demeanor and the love she possessed was, and still is abundant and real. I'm glad she's out of pain that broke my heart to see the pain, she was so eloquent and amazing in the end. 💗 Kyle you're doing a great job keep it up and hug that pillow! 💗

  • @tracyshelton5599

    @tracyshelton5599

    4 ай бұрын

    🙏hugs, if you have children, grand children, , write letters , for each stage in life, if you have Jesus or God in your life, look to 😢 Him for help, take tons of pictures, enjoy life as it is now, love , laugh , live!

  • @sciencenotsrigma

    @sciencenotsrigma

    3 ай бұрын

    So do I! I go in for diagnostic surgery in a few days and am freaking out. Thanks for sharing this. It’s an amazing example of grace. ❤

  • @HospitalBed
    @HospitalBed5 ай бұрын

    It broke my heart to hear her say shes scared.

  • @beshellagant

    @beshellagant

    4 ай бұрын

    😢 me too. She was so scared but she looked for Kyle and he could always calm her. I'm so happy she didn't have to stay there.🙏😇

  • @BellabooItaly22

    @BellabooItaly22

    2 ай бұрын

    It is so sad, especially Jenny saying how afraid she is. It sucks the air out of me seeing this. Life is so fragile..... We never know God's plan for our life. Our days are measured by God's plan. Rest softly in heaven Jenny ...🙏✨

  • @beshellagant

    @beshellagant

    2 ай бұрын

    @@BellabooItaly22 My family looked at me sobbing when she died and asked if I knew her, I unfortunately didn't, but she felt like a friend 💗 her voice calms me 💗 Such an amazing family and Kyle is doing good, better than I would be. God love them 💗

  • @rxsweaty6461

    @rxsweaty6461

    2 ай бұрын

    Me tooo 🙏🏻❤

  • @D1editzs

    @D1editzs

    17 күн бұрын

    me too

  • @penni6432
    @penni64327 ай бұрын

    Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.

  • @penni6432

    @penni6432

    7 ай бұрын

    An added note, I hated being on the ventilator just as you stated your friend did. It was uncomfortable and you do not need added distress. Hospice, despite what many people will say negatively, is a blessing and offers many benefits to help you and your family.

  • @daisy7141

    @daisy7141

    7 ай бұрын

    I totally agree. I see stories by people that passed away but came back. They did not want to come back because it was so beautiful on the other side.

  • @NsTheName

    @NsTheName

    7 ай бұрын

    100% agree. I have not had a near death experience (though I do also have cancer) but I HAVE been visited by loved ones who are on the other side. This life is just a transition period for our real life after we're done here. We will be together again.

  • @iSheree

    @iSheree

    7 ай бұрын

    @@NsTheName I too have cancer and I have been visited by loved ones on the other side also.

  • @glennacordill8028

    @glennacordill8028

    7 ай бұрын

    I experienced this calm when my mother transitioned. It was so sweet and soothing. I believe that angels are around the bed of the long suffering ones, ministering to them.

  • @suemoo22
    @suemoo227 ай бұрын

    Dear Jenny, don’t be afraid. I heard something beautiful, “When you take your last breath on earth, your next breath will be in heaven.” We all love you and your family.

  • @deborahsmith4557

    @deborahsmith4557

    7 ай бұрын

    amen

  • @gracejohnston2692

    @gracejohnston2692

    7 ай бұрын

  • @JMCass-bp3sb

    @JMCass-bp3sb

    7 ай бұрын

    Testimony of Dr Reggie Anderson a Dr who was an atheist had a real vision of Jesus after a tragedy his 4 or 5 friends were murdered. Jesus revealed to him he would marry his girlfriend have 4 children live & work in a certain city. This all came true, but his real life purpose was to be with the dying, he has witnessed thousands of his patients pass away & he witnesses the door of Heaven opening, the scent of lilac & lemon fill the room & a light beam glow down, when the dear loved ones passes the light goes & the door closes. He says our last breath here is our first in Heaven & he is the midwife of the soul he prays with, helping it be birthed into Heaven.

  • @TheReasonableSkeptic-ii4te
    @TheReasonableSkeptic-ii4te5 ай бұрын

    I still can't believe you found the courage to share so much of your story, both of you.

  • @Matthouin
    @Matthouin5 ай бұрын

    I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four . Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .

  • @debbiebrannon8874

    @debbiebrannon8874

    4 ай бұрын

    Praying for a healing for you amen try cannabis oil and THC and worm medicine for animals to kill cancer amen

  • @annamariaercoli6940

    @annamariaercoli6940

    3 ай бұрын

    Il Signore non ti lascia e non ti abbandonerà mai.. Egli sarà sempre al tuo fianco fino alla fine..non temere .. nel suo regno dove andremo non ci sarà né più lacrime né più dolore.. ma ci sarà gioia eterna alla sua presenza ❤💪

  • @sajidabanofaizi6854

    @sajidabanofaizi6854

    3 ай бұрын

    I pray from the core of my heart may you get healed, may you live long with health,may you don't have to go through any pain, ameen

  • @carolnorton6143

    @carolnorton6143

    Ай бұрын

    My mother in law lived with one lung for 35 years!!

  • @sarahcrain8083
    @sarahcrain80837 ай бұрын

    Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on KZread. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much. I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady. Love you, Sarah Crain Vestavia Hills, Alabama

  • @avarismimi

    @avarismimi

    7 ай бұрын

    Very sweet. Bless your heart @Sarah❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Sandra-pm3it

    @Sandra-pm3it

    7 ай бұрын

  • @fionablack7573

    @fionablack7573

    7 ай бұрын

    Such a lovely comment 💞💞💞

  • @lliselsolis4456

    @lliselsolis4456

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you for finding the words Sarah, as I am unable to articulate, I concur ❤

  • @karyncasey9363

    @karyncasey9363

    7 ай бұрын

    Beautifully said. God bless your sweet kind words.❤

  • @kellyoconnell1295
    @kellyoconnell12957 ай бұрын

    Jenny, you’ve already written a book. It’s a video book and it’s been the most selfless and beautiful book I’ve ever read. Thank you ❤

  • @brokenwings2971

    @brokenwings2971

    7 ай бұрын

    Watching on replay. Jenny and Kyle, you have and continue to be so brave through this journey. You have been an inspiration to so many. Jenny, you have done something much more important than a book, you have videoed your journey. Your children, your husband, and your family and friends will always have this to look back on, to be reminded of your bravery, your love, your personality. You have given them a gift and you have given us a gift. Sending up prayers for you, Kyle, the kiddos, and your family.

  • @stephm4349

    @stephm4349

    7 ай бұрын

    So beautifully said.

  • @robyn220

    @robyn220

    6 ай бұрын

    great point!!! ❤

  • @janinemaxwell4297

    @janinemaxwell4297

    6 ай бұрын

    I have only just found your channel it was recommended by KZread. I just want to say you are so very brave and thank you for giving your blessings to Kyle if he does one day fall in love again. I love how you said if they see a light or twinkle in their eyes it’s you just sending your love. I had to be there for my best friend when she was going through this because she had no family in Australia and only a couple of friends it was my absolute pleasure to be able to care for her in her final days. It was heartbreaking to see her suffer but I was there for whatever she needed. I see this video was 7 days ago I wonder if you have passed or how you are going if your still here sending my love to you both and your children and families

  • @kae23232

    @kae23232

    6 ай бұрын

  • @angelagreen3642
    @angelagreen364218 күн бұрын

    Her humor is so uplifting. This beautiful strong woman. ❤

  • @cindyjones3216
    @cindyjones32165 ай бұрын

    Jenny was just the sweetest thing even as she was dying. I hate that she is gone, never forgotten, and certainly always loved.

  • @TrishaThompson-wd7xp
    @TrishaThompson-wd7xp7 ай бұрын

    Jenny and Kyle, I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family. There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny. I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away. God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson

  • @normaotts2260

    @normaotts2260

    7 ай бұрын

    Feel so sorry for you. I just found out I have bladder cancer.

  • @savagefrombirth1304

    @savagefrombirth1304

    7 ай бұрын

    @@normaotts2260 so sorry to hear that may i suggest barbara oneil or dr robert morse

  • @jdjenny

    @jdjenny

    7 ай бұрын

    Well said. Same here.

  • @jdjenny

    @jdjenny

    7 ай бұрын

    @@normaotts2260I will pray for you. 🙏🏼I promise. With God all things are possible. I hope you’re not suffering.

  • @Rebecca-1111

    @Rebecca-1111

    7 ай бұрын

    Stage 3 metastatic 10 yrs tomorrow. I'm scared because it's the unknown.i thinks it's normal to have some fear. Sending prayers for you.

  • @Chanelnicole94
    @Chanelnicole947 ай бұрын

    To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. 💕 2 Corinthians 5:8 May the Lord bless your soul 💜

  • @neverforsaken

    @neverforsaken

    7 ай бұрын

    I wrote them that same verse. Such a hope and comfort!

  • @Anamaria-dv1ho

    @Anamaria-dv1ho

    7 ай бұрын

    Amén

  • @munter10

    @munter10

    4 ай бұрын

    Amen!!

  • @Kingjamesbible161

    @Kingjamesbible161

    25 күн бұрын

    Amen it only applies if a person is saved / born before they die We can assume all people go to heaven because it’s not true An unsaved person goes to hell for eternity no matter who they are Only a saved born again beliver goes to heaven after death to be in the presence of the lord this is a fact

  • @sananselmospacescienceodys7308

    @sananselmospacescienceodys7308

    14 күн бұрын

    @@Kingjamesbible161 God made hell now He can go there.

  • @VenomousMinds
    @VenomousMinds5 ай бұрын

    One of the tragedies that comes with being human with an evolved cortex is also, sadly, the ability to comprehend our own death. Life itself is a double edged sword. Prayers to her, her family, and close ones. My heart goes out to you.

  • @gamingbutter5768

    @gamingbutter5768

    4 ай бұрын

    Yes, I sometimes look at my cats playing and think how lucky they are. They enjoy life to the very end and really worry about nothing.

  • @elainecaudill2173

    @elainecaudill2173

    21 күн бұрын

    God help her through in Jesus name amen

  • @pythondrink

    @pythondrink

    15 күн бұрын

    ​@@elainecaudill2173 doesn't seem God cares if you have to beg him to save her

  • @Oceaneyes-eh6vs
    @Oceaneyes-eh6vs5 ай бұрын

    Sweet selfless Jenny. Rest in Painless Peace. I'm sure you. are smiling down at Kyle and the wonderful job he's doing with your babies, and sharing his videos with us.

  • @Ailuj234
    @Ailuj2347 ай бұрын

    I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved. I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable. Love you guys.

  • @jeanniehamilton6302

    @jeanniehamilton6302

    7 ай бұрын

    😢May you feel the love of Jesus. He will be there to put His arms around you. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @debbiehebert5185

    @debbiehebert5185

    7 ай бұрын

    You are the bravest person I know Jenny ❤ Have the family near you, let your end be a peaceful one....Kyle will never lose support neither your beautiful kids. They will always have family, friends far and near still surrounded them. Your brightness will never dim! We love you sweet Jenny 😊

  • @ritagoldstein6870

    @ritagoldstein6870

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@debbiehebert5185❤

  • @carollucey111

    @carollucey111

    7 ай бұрын

  • @annewatkins1434

    @annewatkins1434

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you, beautiful soul, for sharing yourself with all of us. We will never forget you and you'll live on in so, so many hearts! Much love to you, Jenny and love and prayers for Kyle, Winnie, Ellis and little Flower. ❤❤

  • @sonshinetres4541
    @sonshinetres45417 ай бұрын

    Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed

  • @onelove609

    @onelove609

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤️ beautifully said 🥺

  • @tomsellersjr2170

    @tomsellersjr2170

    7 ай бұрын

    We Lvu keep up pray stay alive 🤟

  • @maryann7775

    @maryann7775

    7 ай бұрын

    Beautiful words..

  • @PresleysMom

    @PresleysMom

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you for writing what was in my heart to say.❤💔

  • @la-km_3828

    @la-km_3828

    7 ай бұрын

    In a nutshell. ~🤍~

  • @tarasumner
    @tarasumner5 ай бұрын

    GOD WILL HOLD YOU TIGHT SISTER,I LOVE YOU.KYLE YOU ARE A OUTSTANDING HUMAN. ❤

  • @epluribusbigly1354
    @epluribusbigly13545 ай бұрын

    Two absolutely wonderful and brave people. You have provided inspiration for all your viewers (friends). Rest in peace dear Jenny. We are with you Kyle. God bless you both.

  • @vikiijohnson2975
    @vikiijohnson29757 ай бұрын

    Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're KZread family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea. Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.

  • @shirleyvalentine2794

    @shirleyvalentine2794

    7 ай бұрын

    Perfect words.It’s all so sad

  • @carolynlind7872

    @carolynlind7872

    7 ай бұрын

    So well said!!! So much love to this family

  • @janetsutter5430

    @janetsutter5430

    7 ай бұрын

    Your in my prayers!! Jesus loves you and will be there for you and your family!!

  • @barbiekandle6659

    @barbiekandle6659

    7 ай бұрын

    Hey, I know u said you were scared. The unknown is.But Jesus said he was the truth and the life . There is a way you don't have to be afraid . Romans Road tell us how to be born again . Jesus paid our debt foe us on the cross , he shed his perfect blood . He took that fear for us ! All he have to do is believe and ask . Goggle plan of salvation !

  • @marisaperkins5158

    @marisaperkins5158

    7 ай бұрын

    😢😢😢

  • @DReardon-hq2vb
    @DReardon-hq2vb7 ай бұрын

    I'll never forget you, Jenny. You're a beautiful person.

  • @lisanevins3605

    @lisanevins3605

    7 ай бұрын

    So true.

  • @joannemurray3384
    @joannemurray33845 ай бұрын

    This is the most emotional video yet! I cry every time I replay and hear Jenny say, “I’m dying!” Seeing Kyle cry breaks my heart! God loves you and is with you forever! Jenny will be free from pain and will feel glorious in the presence of our Lord!

  • @jodeming5088

    @jodeming5088

    Ай бұрын

    Jenny is special to all of us that followed her. As well as Kyle and the children. I miss her so much but know she’s healed and no more pain. She’s watching over everyone and sending her signs. Jenny will forever be in our hearts.

  • @user-oh6js6nu6j
    @user-oh6js6nu6j5 ай бұрын

    Miss you Jenny. Just wanted to tell you again that you made my life better in many ways. I won’t forget you.

  • @loripeaceandlove6391
    @loripeaceandlove63917 ай бұрын

    “‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”” ‭‭Revelation‬ ‭21‬:‭4‬ ‭NIV‬‬ PeaceAndLove Lori

  • @cindycarr3460

    @cindycarr3460

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen💙💙🙏🏻

  • @talaunanturner

    @talaunanturner

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen ❤

  • @crystalinabacteria3430

    @crystalinabacteria3430

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen♥️🙏😢

  • @AntheaDeVilliers

    @AntheaDeVilliers

    7 ай бұрын

    AMEN 😢

  • @Sunnyday98717

    @Sunnyday98717

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen🙏🏽

  • @SharlaBoBarla
    @SharlaBoBarla7 ай бұрын

    This hurt my entire heart. The fact that she is still smiling and making jokes in spite of this news, shows how beautiful of a human being Jenny is.

  • @43greengirl

    @43greengirl

    7 ай бұрын

    Jenny is a beautiful person it’s so sad

  • @kyra3483

    @kyra3483

    7 ай бұрын

    Selfless and beautiful.

  • @nickywilks7928

    @nickywilks7928

    6 ай бұрын

    Yep, Jenny is one heck of a gal.

  • @jaylinemonroe6480
    @jaylinemonroe6480Ай бұрын

    You wrote your book Jenny. Its not a paperback but it is an online book!!!!And the world around you loved it❤❤❤ You left memories and touched our hearts.

  • @mbg140897
    @mbg1408975 ай бұрын

    Seeing things like this make me, in my own turmoil with mental illness, be grateful for the time I have to turn things around. You never know what will happen in your life. Kyle seems like such an outstanding man. I am so sorry for your loss, Jenny seemed like an amazing person.

  • @revelgirl1742

    @revelgirl1742

    4 ай бұрын

    You deserve to turn things around and I am sending you positive energy for healing!!!💕💕💕

  • @mbg140897

    @mbg140897

    4 ай бұрын

    @@revelgirl1742 Thank you so much, genuinely. Even us connecting and exchanging energies as strangers on the internet should not be taken for granted. I whole heartedly accept the energy you’re sending me and I hope your life is filled with love and light❤️

  • @BossMan302
    @BossMan3027 ай бұрын

    Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.

  • @patrisha3

    @patrisha3

    7 ай бұрын

    He is🙏❤️🇨🇦

  • @stephaniekrug5594

    @stephaniekrug5594

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤️

  • @brychel62009

    @brychel62009

    7 ай бұрын

    He truly is a tough man

  • @sandybillmeier2796

    @sandybillmeier2796

    7 ай бұрын

    He is the kindest man/husband I've EVER seen!! God Bless this beautiful family!!❤🙏

  • @coachschwab53

    @coachschwab53

    7 ай бұрын

    Amazing man

  • @sheralynfeeney-smith4451
    @sheralynfeeney-smith44517 ай бұрын

    As a respiratory therapist I'm very sorry. The choice you're making to not go on the ventilator is the best one. Wrap yourself in family and love!! ❤

  • @zencat55

    @zencat55

    7 ай бұрын

    Yes, I was a respiratory therapist and I also thought that was a great decision.

  • @franny4147yoursandmysecrets

    @franny4147yoursandmysecrets

    7 ай бұрын

    But you haven't experienced it yourself what it does to you, I mean emotionally 😢

  • @charlesswiger2260

    @charlesswiger2260

    7 ай бұрын

    God bless you all sorry for this news but God has her and she is in the good hands of our lord 🙏

  • @kevinleonard8234

    @kevinleonard8234

    7 ай бұрын

    My heart is broke 💔😢

  • @trteeerryfse-wy2ww

    @trteeerryfse-wy2ww

    6 ай бұрын

    Jesus christ. I'm just taken back. I'm average dummy and I'm putting two and two together with what you said and what she said and wow. Tough call. I can't imagine. I hope she goes in peace. We're all praying for you

  • @jesseniavargas6969
    @jesseniavargas69695 ай бұрын

    🥺This was the most beautiful yet heart shattering moments between soul mates I've ever seen. I selfishly miss Jenny & come back often.😔 She had 1 week till she gained her wings.🕊Rest in heavenly peace sweet angel.🙏🏻

  • @jesseniavargas6969

    @jesseniavargas6969

    3 ай бұрын

    We miss you so much Jenny thankful you're free from suffering. 💔So sad without you.💔

  • @jenniferlopez3554
    @jenniferlopez3554Ай бұрын

    She really was beautiful ❤

  • @nmr2491
    @nmr24917 ай бұрын

    Dear lord please hold jenny in your arms as she journeys home. I pray for her family and friends as they transition through this difficult time.

  • @cchawk6280

    @cchawk6280

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen 😢

  • @texteri1

    @texteri1

    7 ай бұрын

    I agree.

  • @vallejovallejo219

    @vallejovallejo219

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen 😢

  • @melanieolson1319

    @melanieolson1319

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen 🙏🙏🙏

  • @LdjDoingTheRaptureSway

    @LdjDoingTheRaptureSway

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen

  • @michelesnoopy
    @michelesnoopy7 ай бұрын

    Don't be afraid, take anti-anxiety pills. Death is a change of dimension. Spirits never die. Sending much love to you 💖

  • @user-td9ep7cz4b

    @user-td9ep7cz4b

    7 ай бұрын

    I agree with you 100%. This is a great comment.

  • @michelesnoopy

    @michelesnoopy

    7 ай бұрын

    @@sarah06ish Our physical body is mother Earth's and goes back to it. We are multi-dimensionnal spirits and we comes from father Sun. Spirits never stop to report their experiences to the creator so that It can discover who / what It is 😘

  • @VioletSurley
    @VioletSurley15 күн бұрын

    What an amazing couple. It was amazing when she said he can fall in love and get remarried. God Bless you both.

  • @katierose365
    @katierose3655 ай бұрын

    Rest in peace, Jenny🙏 I'll be praying for your wonderful family.

  • @emtcyn

    @emtcyn

    5 ай бұрын

    @@dreamsagaofficialyikes! Don’t be a jerk .. death is kinda awkward

  • @booboobear5710
    @booboobear57107 ай бұрын

    Jenny, you have "written a book"...you've given us a 2023 version of sharing your journey with us. Sending loving energy to cover you and your family as you transition.

  • @Sapphio

    @Sapphio

    7 ай бұрын

    Yes,she has and it’s been a masterpiece. Jenny has shown us how to be hopeful and press forward even when things get extremely tough.

  • @Rebecca-1111

    @Rebecca-1111

    7 ай бұрын

    And has helped so many with her video's. This has captured the far more than any book.❤

  • @carolmclean7159
    @carolmclean71597 ай бұрын

    Goodbyes are only for those who see with the eyes... for those who see with the heart, there are no goodbyes. 🙏Fly high sweet girl. 💫🍀

  • @stephaniecook1093
    @stephaniecook10934 ай бұрын

    This video came across my feed on Christmas Evening. Kyle, I want to say first of all, I am so sorry for your families loss. I lost a husband 15 years ago, suddenly. I was left with 3 kids to raise by myself, and a future that I couldn't have even imagined. It has indeed been the worst thing I have ever been through. My heart goes out to you. I was sad to learn of the loss of Jenny. I applaud her for her determination and kind soul. I had a biopsy of my lymph nodes scheduled for the day after Christmas, and watching Jenny's video on that helped calm me. I have another biopsy this Friday as well. She's still reaching people with these videos!! She was lucky to have you, and you her.

  • @Spacemonkeymojo

    @Spacemonkeymojo

    4 ай бұрын

    Hope the diagnosis went well.

  • @stephaniecook1093

    @stephaniecook1093

    4 ай бұрын

    @@Spacemonkeymojo thank you so much.

  • @wudugat3761
    @wudugat3761Ай бұрын

    My entire feed has been cancer and dying videos of such beautiful people who didn’t deserve to leave so soon.

  • @lc8117
    @lc81177 ай бұрын

    Sweet Jenny. I am a hospice chaplain and I have been witness to the journey and the sacred moment when someone takes that step from this world to the next. There will be a time, probably, when you become very still and are no longer communicating with those who are waiting with you. You will have one foot here, and one in Heaven. I do believe, with all my heart, that this is the time when the Lord is communicating directly to you- Spirit to spirit and you will feel so loved and so at peace. Your ultimate healing will begin to occur as you straddle the line from this world to the next and you will speak peace and love to your loved ones without saying a word. What a gift you are giving Kyle and the children in your words, the video legacy, your courage, your fight to stay, and the expressed desire of your heart that they be happy. Put some music on that you love, enjoy the touch and voices of your family and closest friends or just sit in silence if that is what you prefer. If you have a small fan have it blowing over you(not on you).clise your eyes and think of gentle breezes. Ask someone to pray with you.Have your caregivers keep your lips and mouth moist. ❤You will be missed this side of Heaven and we will remember you. We love you all. 1:14

  • @user-xc9ew2ih3e

    @user-xc9ew2ih3e

    7 ай бұрын

    So eloquently said❤ please don’t be scared 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️🤟🤟🤟🤟

  • @ennyschlaghecke4516

    @ennyschlaghecke4516

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you, dear Ic8117. I am in tears.

  • @paullyrenee

    @paullyrenee

    7 ай бұрын

    How very beautiful ❤️

  • @marshaphipps9303

    @marshaphipps9303

    7 ай бұрын

    All you need to do is to say your I love yous to your kids Kyle and family and Ll pray ND you will be in heaven and there angel for life wTching over them we love and admire you we Re prying with you and for you you won't be forgotten ❤❤❤❤😂😂😅😂❤

  • @thinkforyourselfjohn3167

    @thinkforyourselfjohn3167

    7 ай бұрын

    God Bless you for this post 🙏💕

  • @minejohn1
    @minejohn17 ай бұрын

    I'm heartbroken. It's our inevitable fate, sooner or later. I wish you find comfort and peace. I love you guys.

  • @judym1007

    @judym1007

    7 ай бұрын

    😢😢❤❤😢😢

  • @tittiblomdahl5035

    @tittiblomdahl5035

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤

  • @cheryllynch3056

    @cheryllynch3056

    7 ай бұрын

    Sorry didn't mean to hit that. I am sooo sorry for all you are going through

  • @tristinerobberts4737
    @tristinerobberts47375 ай бұрын

    Kyle, have faith. I watched my mom die in front of my eyes. Jenny fly high with the angels 💓🙏💓🙏

  • @specialk7663
    @specialk76635 ай бұрын

    😔 I'm deeply sorry for everyone's loss. I wish you all comfort and ease during this time.

  • @jinxterpinxter
    @jinxterpinxter7 ай бұрын

    Jenny is such a strong and courageous woman, facing death with her head up, and still cracking jokes. We will pray for you.

  • @yoop177

    @yoop177

    7 ай бұрын

    Love you Jenny

  • @dianerobertson4894

    @dianerobertson4894

    7 ай бұрын

    Turn your eyes upon Jesus look full in His wonderful face and the things of earth will grow strangely diin In the light of His glory and grace Remember, you are only changing your living location. When you take your last breath on earth, you will immediately inhale heavenly air! You will see your Savior face to face. Keep your thoughts on Him.

  • @Karlee05-xs4jo

    @Karlee05-xs4jo

    7 ай бұрын

    Jenny is such an amazing person and Kyle is an amazing Man, I feel so bad for her and her precious children. Life can seem so unfair at times!🙏💗

  • @cay5919

    @cay5919

    7 ай бұрын

    I so agree. Your way with words is beautiful.

  • @silenttears4966

    @silenttears4966

    7 ай бұрын

    Jenny Du bist eine so starke Frau und Kyle Dir wünsche ich soooo viel Kraft.

  • @plantbasedprepper
    @plantbasedprepper7 ай бұрын

    We have been following you through this journey. We are so sorry. My wife said to record your heartbeat and message or song and put the recording in a build a bear for your children. When they squeeze the bear, they will hear you and feel your presence. She did this when her Dad passed and holds it very dear to her heart. Sending love and prayers to you and your family.

  • @yasmindellemonache6601

    @yasmindellemonache6601

    7 ай бұрын

    My daughter’s MIL sang Happy Birthday to her son and we put that in a build a bear for him so he could hear his mom whenever he squeezed the bear.

  • @debrahayes5802

    @debrahayes5802

    7 ай бұрын

    That’s a beautiful idea.

  • @debrahayes5802

    @debrahayes5802

    7 ай бұрын

    @@yasmindellemonache6601 the song I love you a bushel and a peck would be a good one also. Or You Are My Sunshine.

  • @Karlee05-xs4jo

    @Karlee05-xs4jo

    7 ай бұрын

    Recording Jenny's heartbeat is an amazing idea I hope Jenny or Kyle see this message!

  • @annemarquis2552

    @annemarquis2552

    7 ай бұрын

    I love youuuu ❤️❤️❤️

  • @rakeenan3
    @rakeenan34 ай бұрын

    My GOD what a limitlessly strong and wonderful woman she was. I think about her all the time. SO much love to you and your family Kyle.

  • @jamiedees8223
    @jamiedees82235 ай бұрын

    I don’t know your whole story, only seeing this video, but I hope your transition was painless and as fearless as possible!! Amazing job Kyle!! Both of U will be in my prayers!! I’m terribly sorry that you’re both having to go through this!! I truly believe the best is yet to come for both of U!! I don’t believe death is the end of our story!’

  • @KBjurassicworldtoys
    @KBjurassicworldtoys7 ай бұрын

    This is a true definition of how a man is to treat a woman, he’s loyal in by her side kind calm in positive, Jenny is so blessed to have such a wonderful supportive husband. Praying for Jenny.

  • @marymendyka1997

    @marymendyka1997

    7 ай бұрын

    OMG you are hilarious! More importantly you are wonderful!!! I’m so sad this is what is happening. Please know you are loved. Lastly thank you for sharing this most difficult journey😘😘😘

  • @joro241

    @joro241

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@marymendyka1997well said

  • @FlickeringEmber

    @FlickeringEmber

    7 ай бұрын

    I totally agree. I hope that Kyle and the children will continue to have a strong support network around them at the other side of what's currently happening. Josh Pog is at that stage just now.

  • @margaret4807

    @margaret4807

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen 🙏

  • @daisysmith983

    @daisysmith983

    7 ай бұрын

    He is one in a million.❤️

  • @jenniferseeger5853
    @jenniferseeger58537 ай бұрын

    Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.

  • @Corgimom4life1001

    @Corgimom4life1001

    7 ай бұрын

    God doesn’t exist. Stop pushing your falsehood.

  • @lyndarollins2248
    @lyndarollins22485 ай бұрын

    Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You have become that little sister or family member if you will. I have so much love and respect for you. It sure isn't the same without you. You sure made an impact on so many lives. You are a selfless angel. Your love for your family and friends speaks volumes. You will never be forgotten. Love and miss you girl 😢❤🙏

  • @user-js9gn2hw9s
    @user-js9gn2hw9s4 ай бұрын

    That sense of humour....man....love this woman xoxooxx

  • @andreagraham296
    @andreagraham2967 ай бұрын

    No body will ever hate Kyle! He has really been a rockstar through this! Jenny thank you for your strength sharing your journey with us!

  • @tammytammyr

    @tammytammyr

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤so very well said..Kyle has been amazing to jenny..

  • @RustyShakleford1

    @RustyShakleford1

    7 ай бұрын

    yea this guy is a trooper

  • @zhaviyah84

    @zhaviyah84

    7 ай бұрын

    Lol he already has a gf so they might 😅

  • @melanieolson1319

    @melanieolson1319

    7 ай бұрын

    @@zhaviyah84 He doesn't have a girlfriend. He loves his wife!!! 😡😡😡

  • @RustyShakleford1

    @RustyShakleford1

    7 ай бұрын

    no way wtf? lol how do you know@@zhaviyah84

  • @jharvey6993
    @jharvey69937 ай бұрын

    My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven. I am praying for you all.❤

  • @janepejsar1216

    @janepejsar1216

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen

  • @tammytammyr

    @tammytammyr

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤as I lay here next to my husband batteling severe pain from head and neck cancer I cry looking at your comment I cried looking at jenny and kyle.I know I will be alone. My poor husband will go soon.drs said nothing working .six chemos 50 radiation treatment..nothing more Dr's can do.its so heartbreaking ❤

  • @tammytammyr

    @tammytammyr

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm so very sorry 🙏

  • @jharvey6993

    @jharvey6993

    6 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry. As a wife he is our life, our love. I hate you are having to go through this. ❤️ So many times we are so lost without them, life can be hard then. My thoughts and prayers are with you.❤️

  • @JaimeReiter
    @JaimeReiter5 ай бұрын

    I’m terminally Ill too with a condition called CTEPH it’s rare so when it’s my time to to heaven I’ll say hi to you Jenny ❤ but I’m still doing ok 👍🏻 for now ❤😊❤😊❤

  • @crystalinabacteria3430
    @crystalinabacteria34303 ай бұрын

    This came back up on my phone. Jenny was amazing & kind right up to her last breath💔Jenny you were an angel on earth & an angel now❤❤❤

  • @DRG2517

    @DRG2517

    3 ай бұрын

    Same for me

  • @theflhowes1
    @theflhowes17 ай бұрын

    I am a hospice RN. I have followed you for a long time. You and your family have handled your illness with such grace and love. I am so sorry for your terminal diagnosis and that your journey is coming to an end. I pray you have a peaceful passing. I know Kyle, your kids and your family will be incredibly sad but hopefully comforted by your grace and beauty while you were earth side. Much love and prayers to you all.

  • @mimibvo

    @mimibvo

    7 ай бұрын

    Your comment is so preciously written!

  • @JulieR73

    @JulieR73

    7 ай бұрын

    Beautifully said

  • @kellyreilly-robinson2130

    @kellyreilly-robinson2130

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you for hospice work

  • @tonismith5945
    @tonismith59456 ай бұрын

    How can she be so close to the end and STILL be so beautiful, selfless, compassionate, and funny ❤❤❤ You are an amazing soul Jenny Apple ❤❤❤

  • @sleepyshaw278

    @sleepyshaw278

    6 ай бұрын

    The end? 😂she’s just beginning

  • @AlCatSplat

    @AlCatSplat

    6 ай бұрын

    @@sleepyshaw278 what

  • @sinistersin1976

    @sinistersin1976

    6 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are my new hero.

  • @Marco_My_Words

    @Marco_My_Words

    6 ай бұрын

    @@AlCatSplat Paradise, reincarnation, afterlife, religion in general.

  • @rockk973
    @rockk9734 ай бұрын

    We Love you Jenny. You are at piece with our lord Jesus. Please hug my beautiful wife, she past away last year of Cancer as well at age of 42.

  • @dtmfab7728
    @dtmfab77284 ай бұрын

    I lost my wife in 2017 and my daughter lost her mother. She fought for 4 years. I'm so sorry. I wish I had more to say but when you experience this in person and you are personally involved with this fight, there are no words. There are no good words to describe the way you feel, what she went through, and the pain. I'm so sorry.

  • @Icaughtthebouquet
    @Icaughtthebouquet7 ай бұрын

    Hey guys, I'm struggling through tears to even write this. PLEASE read this comment as I'm an R.N. and of course confirm with your medical team as to if this applies to your situation. Once comfort care is started it's very likely that Jenny will be in a very deep sleep most of the time that she has left so I strongly advise finding out the best course to make use of the limited time she has left where she's aware and can make the most of every moment left. Praying!

  • @maryannshinn6369

    @maryannshinn6369

    7 ай бұрын

    We are praying for you!! You are both remarkable people. Before you switch to comfort care, jenny may want to write a note to her sweet kids for in the future. My neice lost her mom when she was 13 & so wanted a letter from her mom when she was older. It's hard to think about but you are so brave Jenny. You will be cancer free & in Heaven❤

  • @tammytammyr

    @tammytammyr

    7 ай бұрын

    🙏🙏🙏

  • @tedthompson7476

    @tedthompson7476

    7 ай бұрын

    Jenny, write a letter to each of your children, in your own hand, if possible. They will cherish it. Also try to make a plaster mold of your hands/ holding their hands/ holding Kyle’s hand. They will have a bit of your with them always.

  • @IanRob2011
    @IanRob20117 ай бұрын

    Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family

  • @tammytammyr

    @tammytammyr

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤beautiful words.

  • @blessed8114

    @blessed8114

    7 ай бұрын

    Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can come to the father except through him. Repent of your sins and believe on the only Lord and Savior , Jesus, who died on the cross for you.

  • @Paigedh1776

    @Paigedh1776

    7 ай бұрын

    I wholeheartedly agree with these sentiments and find a lot of comfort in them. We will remember you and your beautiful family and your husband who loves you so well. We love you, Jenny. We are with you. ❤❤❤

  • @raquelreich3650

    @raquelreich3650

    7 ай бұрын

    I can only say God Loves you, and know there are so many People out here following your Journey and it is heartbreaking, but following you guys gave me such a different outlook in and of Life. I was soooooo hoping that this would all turn out differently. I pray that you will never be in pain or having to suffer. You are an amazing Person Jenny.. ❤😢

  • @sarahpettinger2824

    @sarahpettinger2824

    7 ай бұрын

    You don’t need to be afraid. It’s peaceful and no pain.

  • @michaeleencurtin9479
    @michaeleencurtin94792 ай бұрын

    Kyle, you gently and gracefully eased Jenny along the way. You were her angel. How kind she was in her future wishes for you and the children to be happy.

  • @angelahayden9665
    @angelahayden96654 ай бұрын

    I will be going through the same. I am just starting my journey with cancer and have chronic respiratory failure. Jenny is my inspiratiom.

  • @vickimaiorano5763
    @vickimaiorano57637 ай бұрын

    Jenny you have written a book in vlog form. You did it. My thoughts are with you for a calm, peaceful and pain free transition. ❤

  • @esmeraldareal312

    @esmeraldareal312

    7 ай бұрын

    So sweet Vicki and you’re right!

  • @thelegendofhisown1762
    @thelegendofhisown17627 ай бұрын

    I don’t think I’ve ever witnessed such strength and courage. What an incredible person you are, Jenny Appleford.

  • @nancychamberlin6520
    @nancychamberlin65205 ай бұрын

    Jenny you are so brave. I don’t think I could have done this if i was in your shoes. I am so amazed that you can joke at a moment like this. God rest your beautiful soul. Love you Jenny. You were truly a special human being.

  • @edithvierck9342
    @edithvierck93423 ай бұрын

    I so miss you and the strength you had sharing your journey ❤️

  • @lindamcconnell9441
    @lindamcconnell94416 ай бұрын

    I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.

  • @malloryandanthonyclark5870

    @malloryandanthonyclark5870

    6 ай бұрын

  • @kelly-ul9bh

    @kelly-ul9bh

    6 ай бұрын

    U Ghoul. Get a kick out of watching him exploiting his wife's illness &, in Ur warped mind call it love.

  • @mbod2gigi

    @mbod2gigi

    6 ай бұрын

    I can't imagine having another person love me this much. Heartbreaking journey ❤

  • @johnwick3269

    @johnwick3269

    6 ай бұрын

    Man 😢my heart is breaking for him and her I'm praying for you both your so brave jenny I will be praying for you today I don't know you but I'm sending you a giant hug and lots and lots of love and hugs

  • @kelly-ul9bh

    @kelly-ul9bh

    6 ай бұрын

    @@mbod2gigi good, then Ur partner won't market Ur illness

  • @pamnemer8836
    @pamnemer88367 ай бұрын

    I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan

  • @Incognito_90

    @Incognito_90

    7 ай бұрын

    Love you, Nurse Pam

  • @janetyee6727

    @janetyee6727

    7 ай бұрын

    Pam...nicely put. I am up their with you age wise. I agree with what you said. ❤

  • @tristanmason7405
    @tristanmason7405Ай бұрын

    ....and she wanted him to talk 😆😆. Came on my feed so I re-visited. I still get a good laugh with her "Mario" burst. She was very sweet. Take care Kyle and family.

  • @suzanneperrin6217
    @suzanneperrin62175 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤❤ R.I.P. Jenny... Fly high with the Eagles n even higher with those ANGELS. YOU WILL BE GREATLY MISSED. Kyle you did great

  • @TheThriftyGma
    @TheThriftyGma7 ай бұрын

    As your earthly eyes close, your heavenly eyes will be opened. Prayers for comfort and peace for both Jenny, Kyle and family. God Bless.. 🙏🙏✝✝🙏🙏

  • @Noonecares3203

    @Noonecares3203

    7 ай бұрын

    I share in this beautiful prayer. ❤

  • @marinamartinez461

    @marinamartinez461

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen

  • @AnotherTruth
    @AnotherTruth7 ай бұрын

    Jenny, you’ve written your book, sweetheart. Everything that you’ve ever documented on, KZread, on your social media, on projects that you and your family have done together, everything you have already laid out the story of your life, and I’m sure it will be published; it will be appreciated by so many people. There can be many ways to write it, but you have written it but your verbal storytelling - by sharing your experiences with us. You and your family are loved and appreciated. ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @irenebaron5360

    @irenebaron5360

    7 ай бұрын

    A beautiful and inspiring love story!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Isaiah_Chand
    @Isaiah_Chand3 ай бұрын

    This is my first time re watching again since the original posting. I can’t believe it’s been 3 months. I cried again. I can’t believe I care this much about a person/family I’ve never met. I first typed person/family I don’t know but realized that would not be accurate - we DO know you guys. You all have shared the most intimate, the most innocent thoughts/ideas/fears/feelings etc with us. Thank you for that. Always thinking of you Jenni and your family. I hope you are happy whenever you are. We will take care of Kyle, Ellis and Winnie for you ❤

  • @liamsnana473
    @liamsnana473Ай бұрын

    This was the sweetest video of Jenny ! She was so strong ❤❤❤

  • @madelynrowe
    @madelynrowe7 ай бұрын

    I work in hospice and you should get her fingerprints or record her heartbeat and make a remembrance gift for those beautiful children. That’s what we do for our families, especially the ones with young children. She can also write a letter to each of them for them to open on special occasions like their graduation day and their wedding day. Prayers and love to all of you ❤ You’re such a beautiful person jenny from the inside out.

  • @elizabethhanson9420

    @elizabethhanson9420

    7 ай бұрын

    These are all good suggestions!❤

  • @ebonistephens6057

    @ebonistephens6057

    7 ай бұрын

    Great idea! Especially for her children

  • @sharonsmith9817

    @sharonsmith9817

    7 ай бұрын

    Such a lovey idea ❤

  • @Caz-nl3mm

    @Caz-nl3mm

    7 ай бұрын

    I love the heartbeat idea, capture it now for all time 💔

  • @madelaineg5032

    @madelaineg5032

    7 ай бұрын

    I believe they did most of these Stuff already:)

  • @V3ganBr33
    @V3ganBr337 ай бұрын

    Kyle's been such an advocate for Jenny. We all know Jenny wanted to video and chronicle this for her children. She wanted them to be able to have this. And Kyle has made that happen for her. No "should have have been on hospice" or "Kyle should have done that" is helpful. Kyle has 100% done everything for Jenny. He has moved heaven and earth to keep her in good spirits, to keep her happy, to keep her comfortable. I don't believe even one ounce that he's not done every little thing he's capable of to help Jenny. I believe he did not feel it was time for hospice due to the improvement he saw last week. Her sister also agreed. This was a very drastic decline and no one could have seen this coming. Kyle, you've been an amazing husband and you have done everything to keep Jenny happy. She could not have asked for a better husband in this. ❤

  • @liztosh740

    @liztosh740

    7 ай бұрын

    Amen!

  • @YTCancerCommunity

    @YTCancerCommunity

    7 ай бұрын

    Beautifully said.

  • @margaret4807

    @margaret4807

    7 ай бұрын

    I Remember this exact same thing happened to my Mom when she was severely sick and in the hospital. All of a sudden out of nowhere she wanted to get out of her bed (which she was bedridden in for a month) and go out of her room to the window just to be able to look out the window. And she did just that. Instantly, my mind went into happy mode and said to myself OMG she’s getting better and will be making it back home. But, sadly a week later she passed. A nurse told me that that usually will happen right before they are going to pass. They get a ‘burst’ of energy and act and feel like their normal self again because it means that their end is near. And I saw this very same thing happen to my Father in law too who was in hospice. Apparently, it’s a real thing. I’m guessing that maybe that’s why our sweet Jenny was feeling a lot better last week?

  • @sarahbarclay1650

    @sarahbarclay1650

    7 ай бұрын

    Kyle has been a warrior through it all. What an amazing guy. Breaks my heart knowing his is breaking. Everyone needs to have that kind of love in their life!!!

  • @V3ganBr33

    @V3ganBr33

    7 ай бұрын

    @@margaret4807 yes that is incredibly common 💛

  • @panmigacz3121
    @panmigacz3121Ай бұрын

    Well. I appreciate Her trying to joke how italian she looked then. It's not easy to laugh once your breath gets short. But it's good to know in advance what to expect while breeding sarcoma lung metastases like I do.

  • @satishimca
    @satishimca5 күн бұрын

    He is a gem, very supportive man. You will be a true angel. 😢. Im broken knowing my sister is going through this.

  • @DannyGautama
    @DannyGautama7 ай бұрын

    This woman is beyond courageous. She has accepted what is happening and she knows she is going to a beautiful place. Amazing woman.

  • @dinkusmcgee1015

    @dinkusmcgee1015

    7 ай бұрын

    Sorry but did that nurse just really argue a dying person's fentanyl done!?@@

  • @John-rk2bl

    @John-rk2bl

    6 ай бұрын

    I dont think shes impressed by life anymore

  • @deborahstrickland9845

    @deborahstrickland9845

    6 ай бұрын

    @dincus I’m very upset about that too. HORRIBLE thing to be doing in my opinion. She sounds so mean talking to a dying woman and her husband.

  • @DannyGautama

    @DannyGautama

    6 ай бұрын

    @@dinkusmcgee1015 Yeah, it was uncalled for.

  • @DannyGautama

    @DannyGautama

    6 ай бұрын

    @@John-rk2bl She has struggled so much. I just want her to be happier now.

  • @ds7900
    @ds79007 ай бұрын

    Listen love. You don't know me, but I'm a random dude saying how I feel. You have inspired us with your resilience, courage, and transparency. You are leaving an inspiring and beautiful legacy for many thousands of us. Everythíng is safe and secure in Kyle's hands. Quality of life is not measured in time, but in achievements and fulfillments. 🌠💫💖

  • @anne-mariemcinnis9143

    @anne-mariemcinnis9143

    7 ай бұрын

    Mr Random Dude. Thank you for what you wrote! Salutations from Texas 🌵🐎🤠

  • @allofus5
    @allofus55 ай бұрын

    "Don't tell any embarrassing secrets." I love her humor lol I hope you write a book, Kyle. I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @musiccapricorn918

    @musiccapricorn918

    3 ай бұрын

    😢🎉

  • @user-hg7xz6ir3l
    @user-hg7xz6ir3l4 ай бұрын

    Jenny lm right behind you in a few months.❤ Yes I had high flow in ICCU FOR A MONTH. JUST CAME HOME. I WONT MAKE IT IT THROUGH ANOTHER WINTER. DONT BE AFRAID YOU ARE GOING TO BEAUTIFUL REALM OF SPIRIT. YOULL BE WITH THE LORD. HE GAS ANOTHER PURPOSE FOR YOU. THIS IS WHAT I KNOW. I AM WITH YOU UNTIL Your LAST BREATH. LOVE TO YOU N FAMILY

  • @tanyawood275
    @tanyawood2757 ай бұрын

    Jenny, do not be afraid...the angels will be with you!! The Bible tells us "Being absent in body is to be present with the Lord!" My prayers are with you and your family. We will be here for Kyle!!

  • @lornareuss5727

    @lornareuss5727

    7 ай бұрын

    So very well put❤

  • @kelly-ul9bh

    @kelly-ul9bh

    7 ай бұрын

    I know it's a dreadful thing to happen to any young family, but I still detest her husband.

  • @darlenegarrett2185

    @darlenegarrett2185

    7 ай бұрын

    Jenny your last breath on earth,will be your first breath in Heaven ❤🎉 No more pain!!! Angels standing all around. I Speak JESUS over all your loved ones. May the Holy Spirit, the Comforter be ever near everyone there.💖

  • @triciaingram7610

    @triciaingram7610

    7 ай бұрын

    @@kelly-ul9bhWhy

  • @aliciajeanguenat2139

    @aliciajeanguenat2139

    7 ай бұрын

    Why? For what reason?

  • @Leighannsayswhat
    @Leighannsayswhat7 ай бұрын

    I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.

  • @jackelinejimenez6894

    @jackelinejimenez6894

    7 ай бұрын

    Oh dear Jenny I’m so sorry to learn this news, life is so unfair. I’ll be praying for your lovely family.

  • @moondoveblueskys8560

    @moondoveblueskys8560

    7 ай бұрын

    God bless you Jenny. I have followed your story from the start and hoped it would never come to this. You are such a fighter and a very brave young woman, Kyle, you are also amazing and strong, we all say "why us", this is so so cruel, I'm sending blessings and prayers with strength and tons of love to you both and the children. God bless you and your family, love from Karen in the UK. 🇬🇧❤️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏

  • @itsprimetime9865

    @itsprimetime9865

    7 ай бұрын

    @@moondoveblueskys8560 god ?? god??

  • @rosesafimatta1246

    @rosesafimatta1246

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you 😢😢😢😢

  • @longocke946

    @longocke946

    7 ай бұрын

    God's Blessings 🙏 Jenny 😢 extremely sad 😢 thank you for making these videos for your husband and your kids and your family and for giving people strength watching these videos lots of prayers 🙏 your a very courageous kind woman

  • @Iamme4all
    @Iamme4all4 ай бұрын

    May God Bless and Keep You Jenny! You are SO BEAUTIFUL!! MANY PRAYERS AND MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!❤❤❤

  • @MARIA-and-CATS
    @MARIA-and-CATSАй бұрын

    Jenni is with the angels now ❤

  • @CraftMavenDeb
    @CraftMavenDeb7 ай бұрын

    In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your KZread family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.

  • @mrsdiana324

    @mrsdiana324

    7 ай бұрын

    I have never heard that before May your memory be a blessing that's a.lovely sentiment xx

  • @fififirestone3787

    @fififirestone3787

    7 ай бұрын

    @@mrsdiana324 It's said to the surviving family members so its "their" not "your". May their memory be a blessing.

  • @ddajani45

    @ddajani45

    7 ай бұрын

    In Islam we believe we all die even the ones we left behind will follow its a fleeting life only our actions b4 God matter...this world is a test

  • @stevenclark5682

    @stevenclark5682

    7 ай бұрын

    The flesh dies ,the Spirit cannot die!!!

  • @lindsayholden5959

    @lindsayholden5959

    7 ай бұрын

    Oh craftMavenDeb....your words are beautiful and comforted me as i am crying for a very special, darling young lady. We love you to bits little Miss Jenny Apple. See you on the Other Side . God bless you, your family and your world family xxxxxx

  • @cinm9565
    @cinm95657 ай бұрын

    10 years ago I became septic with multiple organ failure I lost consciousness on the way to the hospital and experienced an ‘event’. As I was being wheeled out to the ambulance, a sudden peace overcame me. I felt the warmth of the summer sun on my face and a bright light all around me. Flowers grew up around my guerney as far as I could see. I felt such overwhelming peace, calm and happiness. All I can say is please don’t be afraid. I am no longer afraid to die, I just await the other side. I was never a religious person and can’t say that I am now. What I am, is unafraid. I wish that for you.

  • @beth6288

    @beth6288

    7 ай бұрын

    Beautiful words to share ,very comforting💙

  • @UnseenOct

    @UnseenOct

    7 ай бұрын

    I also barely survived sepsis years ago, and there is a calming peace that washes over you near the end. Death is the end of everything, including all pain and sorrow. We will all know it someday

  • @michelandre8106

    @michelandre8106

    7 ай бұрын

    Where can I get a sepsis?😊

  • @angiegrace5973

    @angiegrace5973

    7 ай бұрын

    When my grandmother passed she came to me in a dream sometime later ,she said there were beautiful gardens everywhere in Heaven with children laughing and playing,beautiful rivers and she said the Love there was not like the love on earth,indescribable,like a feeling of Home ❤

  • @lo5951

    @lo5951

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@michelandre8106... and bye yourself a brain

  • @danielam9467
    @danielam94675 ай бұрын

    Im so heartbroken, Jenny you are so amazing and beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story and showing us how life ends. I know you are with God smiling on us! Praying for you beautiful kids and Kyle!

  • @deblynn8178
    @deblynn81785 ай бұрын

    God bless you Jenny 🙏 ❤️ 😊 I pray you never feel any pain 🙏 Your real strong 💪 Prayers from Florida Debbie 🌹