A wise man you will find alone. A fool you find in a crowd

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

I wouldn't say I'm a pseudo misanthrope, but like, I still kinda have hope for people, but it's weak. I still wish to have people or at least one person in my life, but it's weak. I've met TRUE 100% misanthropes due to this video. Totally asocial, aromantic, asexual, total schizoids. Me? I'm not this at all. I still crave people's attention, love, and WISH I could connect, but I can't...I never can. I can start up a bond and love, but can't KEEP the flame alive.

@haze6647

3 жыл бұрын

And we are also a crowd here.

@haze6647

3 жыл бұрын

There's 42 comment and seven hundred people saw this.

@animalrights3000

2 жыл бұрын

So true

@nonyabiznis4399

2 жыл бұрын

@@GnosticMindTrain I've tried but I can't like people. As far as I can see, they all suck, even me.

Introverts get drained by people. I hate People that have been given everything in life and are obnoxious

@GnosticMindTrain

4 жыл бұрын

I guess I'm an extreme introvert. I'm a non-religious hermit if anything though, or, I practice a spiritual belief system but it's not the mainstream religions and it's not the reason I avoid people. I'm more of a misanthrope due to trauma.

@thelastdaybreathinginetern1385

3 жыл бұрын

Same. I'm 25, and people think I'm 17 or 18. I'm a goth metalhead guy and I'm a misanthrope I've been like this for over a decade. People put me through hell. I go to the cemetery all the time to get away. I love and compose music as well. You should check out the band Loathe- A sad Cartoon and screaming. I'm not edgy. I have a job, help my mom etc.. I have anxiety and it has caused me Breathing problems...😵

I can relate so much. I genuinely have no desire to be around people long-term. My family, I don't mind from time to time, but if I'm around them too long I start to feel so trapped. I've always hated being in situations where I was forced to socialize, even a little bit. I've quit jobs, left relationships, and even dropped out of college after being forced to interact beyond my comfort zone and desire. I'd rather be alone. I have no desire for new friends or a partner. My dream is to live alone far away from anyone else with a couple of dogs and just live a very simple life. One can only dream.

@lifeonamarble961

2 жыл бұрын

Yes, I feel you. Often times I dreamed of that. However, as much as I love alone time, I do rather enjoy one on one chats with people. For me, it feels great when I can reach deep into someone and they me as well. I recently talked with a Vietnam Vet and he opened up to me. I could tell it meant a lot to him. Maybe we just don't like the glitz and glamour of society and all the emptiness it produces. Best to you.

@nonyabiznis4399

2 жыл бұрын

My fam has an obsession with thinking you're not healthy without others. I don't agree. The more I am around others the more Ill I become. Others upset me because they don't understand I not only have a mental illness but physical illnesses as well. Im also an addict, which complicates things tremendously. Everyone thinks my problems are all because of my addictions, but my addictive problems were brought on by bullying and physical and mental problems. I get you! I am you!

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

@@nonyabiznis4399 I never related to addicts, everyone around me can't moderate their interests or can't handle anything and it's getting annoying and my empathy levels are running low. I don't feel mentally ill. Everyone else has issues.

@joe-hanhairy3882

2 жыл бұрын

@@GnosticMindTrain; ''socially disconnected misanthropes'' = ME (& i have autism also)

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

I'm definitely not autistic, I just don't like people. I'm very thick skinned (not sensitive in anyway) and understand people just fine. No troubles or struggles at all. I'm a loner due to trauma.

Human extinction is long overdue and existence is a extremely overrated phenomenon ☄☄☄☄☄☄☄☄☄

@Uchiha-fi4ij

2 жыл бұрын

Absolutely

@pridefulebony3905

2 жыл бұрын

big facts...

@curtis7599

Жыл бұрын

This is where misanthropes differ from each other. I do not mind existing or even others to exist. I just hate the way people choose to be and I want to be alone for the rest of my life. Do I wish for humans to not exist? Sometimes I do. That means I would not exist though. I just want to be alone. I sm sick of all the bull 💩.

@GnosticMindTrain

Жыл бұрын

This channel has attracted antinatalists and nihilists and I never related to that. I'm thinking about deleting this video but it gained so many views and upvotes that I'm probably not going to delete this video, I don't know. I'm not a antinatalist and I'm not a nihilist, I'm my own thing, I've always been weird my thinking.

I like the broken.

I am! I was bullied as a child, grew up in abuse, was with a narcissist for 13 years who even turned my own kids on me… I am done with people. No relationship I’ve ever had has lasted, so why bother? No one loves like I do- selflessly and I get burned. I’ve been single 10 years, no friends and I’m happier now than I ever have been. I moved to the ocean and have two dogs - I’m never looking back!

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

It could've been worse for me...and while I don't want to go into detail, a lot of stuff prevented me from going a darker path, I mostly just live with my parents. I'm just glad I'm done with school. The internet doesn't make it perfect though due to cyberbullies/haters/stalkers, maybe going back to a primitive society might be better in some aspects, don't get me wrong, technology is good to help humans with stuff, but I think going back to just having no internet would be good. Social media is toxic. I wish I were like Tom Hanks in Cast Away.

@Somebodysomewheresometime

2 жыл бұрын

@@GnosticMindTrain I’m almost there - I moved to a barrier island🤣🤣

@lovecanbefound7121

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry to hear you went through all that but it comforts me to know I'm not the only person in the world who is happier alone. Keep your head up and know you're on the right path. The only love you need is the love you can find within yourself 💜

I am a misanthrope myself , I think as a result of years of bad experience the human brain either conforms to society or the few who rejects society becoming a misanthrope. You see all the time in the news, of teens and men commiting mass murders then killing themselves, which is obviously an horrendous act but I understand the psychology behind it. There are different types of misanthrope aswell, from ones who genually hate and would like to see humanity extinct, to the ones who genually feel pitty for humanity. Just be careful not to be consumed by the hate and do something atrocious. It can be fulfilling or it can be the destruction of all your morals.

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

I've known people who don't wanna date anymore and don't want friends, to be honest, I don't mind having friends, however, I'm too "weird" for most people, for a long list of reasons I don't wanna get into. I'm still a misanthrope however I'm more of an avoidant type, I spent more of my time avoiding people than having negative thoughts about people, don't get me wrong, I'll still rant about people but overall I'd rather be a loner, and if being a loner gets me labeled "mentally ill" than oh well. I actually had a doctor try to get me on a medication to help my "social withdraw", which is weird, because I never heard of a medication like that, to be honest, I don't believe I have mental issues and even if I do, I don't need pills, most pills made me feel terrible. I've grown from this video. I'd rather be a loner who needs mediTATION than an angry loner who needs mediCATION.

@haze6647

3 жыл бұрын

I'm a misanthrope, but i just indulge myself in my own research and hobby now.

@Uchiha-fi4ij

2 жыл бұрын

@@GnosticMindTrain you're just correct, nothing wrong with you at all. Society is the real problem

@squirlking2

2 жыл бұрын

Yes, though i think most mysanthropes are pretty peaceful. Most are hermits that just wanna be left alone.

@areuarealman7269

Жыл бұрын

I'm saving all my rage for that one special someone who thinks they can stomp me like a bug ....that's why I smile now . People tell me my attitude is quite lovely now .

Everything in this video is me as well. I'm a goth metalhead guy and I'm also a misanthrope. People have always hated me. Bullying? Don't get me started...😥

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah I like goth and metal stuff, I like a lot of stuff to be honest, dark and light, but prefer dark stuff. To be honest despite loving metal music, I never considered myself a metalhead, just "A goth who just so happens to enjoy metal and other genres on the side." I don't know why I never picked up the metalhead label, maybe because it didn't come into my mind. Maybe another reason is the elitism within the community, as a lot are strict and masculine and stuff and I kinda like going outside of boxes and I'm not masculine at all lol.

@thelastdaybreathinginetern1385

3 жыл бұрын

@@GnosticMindTrain I prefer dark stuff. I'm 25, and I've been a horror fan since I was 5.

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

@@thelastdaybreathinginetern1385 Yeah also you made another comment here but it disappeared for some reason, not sure if you deleted it. Oh well. Anyways yeah I'm 25. I subbed by the way. I noticed sadism in me since childhood when watching certain shows but I'm not much of a sadist nowadays. It's odd.

Same here. I hate going out places because of it. I don’t really see myself as being an introvert definitely a misanthropic loner but I can act extroverted if a job requires it. My tendency towards introversion is just the result of my misanthropy. People irl see me as normal because they only see the surface, people don’t know what I don’t tell them. I have a fcking list of reasons why I’m a misanthrope.

@GnosticMindTrain

Жыл бұрын

I think my lonerism comes from trauma, but also yes misanthropy too because people are so unbearable and they have way too many problems, differences, can be annoying, etc. I can "mask" my weirdness I guess in real life but sometimes my weird loner misanthropic and other weird stuff comes out, usually under stress or from something else but I'm otherwise "normal". To be honest, even in my alone time, I seem "normal" as well SOMETIMES.

I don’t know if I am a misanthrope, I have had horrible experiences with people but I not sure yet

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

Hey. I'm in the middle. I still like people, and even love them, it's just either my mental issues prevents me from having healthy relationships with people OR the people coming into contact with me are mean.

I'm a loner and hate humans, but have some good humans as you're friends and family.

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

I don't know what's wrong with me, I can make friends, but I seem to be an energy vampire, I'm not socially anxious, I'm not socially awkward, but I have rage inside of me and just negativity as a whole that pushes people away. It's not always my fault though, sometimes other people start arguments with me.

@royhay5741

2 жыл бұрын

@@GnosticMindTrain I'm the exact same except I'm also very nervous around most people and have been hated and lost friend after friend my whole life. Since year 10 I've been kicked out of multiple circles. But I have my family and some friends at work I try my best to keep.

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

I'm nervous with strangers but that's it but even then sometimes I'm not. Everyone is different it seems, but one thing I noticed for some odd reason is whenever I open up about something, the person says they kinda relate to me in some way, sometimes EXACTLY, which is weird. Sometimes I accuse others of lying to me that they relate to me, no way there's that many angry loners out there. There's actually many kinds of lonely people/loners, from the people who never had friends or a date, some of them are kinda geeky/nerdy but don't want to stereotype, some just are bad at social skills, others are angry negative people who push people away from them, others are narcissists who become lonely due to it, etc. Everyone is different. Then there's successful psychopaths who have many friends without anything abnormal about them at all lol, except their thoughts and their manipulative behavior that others can't notice because the psychopath is so good at lying to get to the top.

@royhay5741

2 жыл бұрын

@@GnosticMindTrain you're right, most people are just trying to be comforting. But I'm genuinely in your situation. I don't have any friends apart from some I now rarely see at work as they move up in the world. My best friend always moved schools in primary school, and I was kicked out of friendship group during and after high school. I was forced out of scouting, my last stronghold, because they bullied me relentlessly. Despite being 5'11", I didn't know what to do when Scouts were being awful. I'm a very tense and aggressive person although I don't try to be. People must just think I'm too aggressive and intense even though I'm genuinely not trying to be. I'd say that I'm pretty narcissistic, similar to Tom Cruise, from how I was raised. Some people are complete scumbags and step on loners to help them reach the top of the social ladder.

All i do all day is practice throwing knives, going for walks in the forest and practicing with my sword I have no one to practice with so I don't think I'm very good haha. Humanity as a whole is a plague on this planet, all we do is destroy and rebuild to suit our own needs and to make our lives that little bit easier and more comfortable. Individual people on the surface level seem OK. Once I get to know them and learn their flaw, I soon dislike them

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

I came to the conclusion that misanthropy is a spectrum and also there's different types of misanthropes. I found out that I'm not the 100% hatred traditional type, I know a guy who's like that, not interested in dating, friends, etc. Me personally, I still crave connection with people, I just don't act it out. I have other mental and personality traits but I don't like talking about it to people.

as someone who has a christian background, i was taught that humans are sinners by nature and capable of all sorts of wickedness. this lead me to become an introvert and avoid most people. then i started questioning whether those teachings were true or not and to my absolute horror, reality is even worse. i was also taught god is sovereign and thought "he has all the power to stop all this shit but doesn't" so in a way, he is ultimately the one to blame for everything. i stopped going to church because i feel it's all useless anyway and now i'm still an introvert who avoids most people. i hate human society but i can be kind to individual humans as long as they're not obnoxious, decent towards me, or just friendly in general.

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

Look up reincarnation soul trap. kzread.info/dash/bejne/iYh9uLyOYpetpJM.html

For some of us society sucks, we are better off alone

the youtube algo blessing me with the good shit

I am you. You feel alone, but we've been bullied and misunderstood for too long. I think too many of us have been pushed aside and ignored that we don't realize there's probably more of us than them. There's alot of us masquerading themselves as the "in" crowd when we just want to be a part of things.

Same here. I don't like people.

Plenty of misanthrope s in the world now. Plenty of loners. And most of us are harmless. Misanthrope is a general mistrust and hatred for people in general. It's often a result of caring or trusting others too much and then getting betrayed, thrown under the bus, etc. At 34 I know that over time most of the people we grew up around will simply be gone. Either because that's just life as we grow and move. Or sometimes people betray you. In the end we are alone and we will all meet our end. When I'm feeling down I like to listen to some great amvs. There's one called the enemy called life amv.

It's easy to hate people if you feel you can't trust them. As someone who is also hypersensitive - making a mistake or being humiliated would haunt me for years and rearrange my psyche - I know I lost a lot of time on "what ifs." "What if they reject me?" "What if I say the wrong thing in person?" As to where that comes from: Maybe your parents abused you. Maybe you're on the spectrum. Maybe your nervous system is much more sensitive than the average person's, so being bullied or lightly teased might seem like a physical threat. We tend to misinterpret peoples' intentions, assuming malice when they could just be teasing.

@GnosticMindTrain

4 ай бұрын

I mean, being "humiliated" or being laughed at isn't necessarily something that "haunts" me, it depends what happened, if it was something small, then the event wouldn't affect me. I was ALWAYS a class clown, but even then, sure, I was a little sensitive, but basically, getting bullied toughened me up in a lot of aspects, but not all. It's gotten to the point to where I don't even have sensory issues anymore. As for mental labels, my whole channel is me trying to get one, but I never do, so I'm kinda fed up with getting mental health, but I relate more to spiritual illogical conspiracy type thinking, and I'm less technology inclined.

Same brah. Humanity has been a lost cause since Day 1. Even your friends and family is not trusted and normal people, don't get me started. So much bigotry, racism and inequality here. I'm done with humanity.

I'm American & your views are very similar to mine.. I've considered myself a true misanthrope since around age 30, (64 now).. But having spent many years travelling/backpacking globally, even to remote 3rd world nations, & observing their cultures, came to realize that I did not "hate' people in general; but rather my fellow Americans & their selfish GREED..You may also want to consider living within other cultures, ( rural areas only), at least for some indeterminate periods of time..You , may find more happiness there, as I do..

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

I don't truly hate people because I still have attractions to them, and also, I love talking to people (despite being diagnosed as having a social communication disorder), I even love talking to random internet people. I like learning. To be honest, I don't believe I'm a misanthrope anymore, just selective about my people, so I guess I'm a mild misanthrope, or something else? I only care about people like me, so I guess a narcissist is what I am, I also lack empathy which is a trait of narcissism so...but narcissists don't admit to their mistakes and I do though, and I don't believe I'm #1 so...I think maybe I should drop all labels...

I understand alot of what your saying, and I'm not judging you when I say this, because I go through alot of my own shit, but own up to what you really are, there is only one of you in this world, and that makes you different. I do understand though. ONLY HUMAN...SBN RESONATE

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

I'm still a misanthrope but I still have hope for people. I still crave friendships or something deeper. I have mental issues though. It's not a social anxiety or socially awkward thing though in my case, I have somewhat of an arguing issue, I consider it a mental disorder though, and mental health doctors agree, because it's so bad, I have no one in my life now because I argue, this isn't your typical arguing once a week or whatever, what I have is extreme. I haven't had friends or dated in a long time because I have unstable relationships with people. I got better at my anger though.

The wind chimes were a nice touch

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, outside, away from people.

I've stopped simping for life.

@GnosticMindTrain

13 сағат бұрын

Not me lol, pleasure is the only way, and pleasure can be anything, listening to music, going outside, not smoking or drinking though.

Bruh. Your preaching to the choir. There have been times where I feel I've been fighting all my life since my childhood, teens and well into adulthood. Surround by monsters, bullies, assholes and spoilt shitheads who have gained good things because of nepotism. There have been many times in which I held back getting pissed off or engaging in fist fights out of fear of getting in trouble with the law. There are times where I wish I could drop off the face of the Earth. And've being even being inspired to become a full-blown haphephobic ( fear of being touched ). You are not alone. Thanks for sharing this.

@GnosticMindTrain

5 ай бұрын

Well, in some cases, I didn't think before acting, and got into trouble for a couple of things I'd rather not discuss, so I'm definitely not a "planner" type, like for instance, the amount of times I'd smash an object without thinking, I've lost the amount of times I've done that, or went off on someone verbally without even thinking or caring, lol.

I have a full time retail job in which I have to interact with people all the time, but I still feel the same. Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone and just what that involves. Edit: I definitely don't hate people but feel very disconnected from them.

@GnosticMindTrain

5 ай бұрын

I've come to the conclusion that I just hate people's flaws, but I'm not perfect myself so I hate mine too, what happens is I make a friend but their BS problems get in the way of being chill with them, so I get rid of them.

I bet you would like many people but it's difficult to meet ones that understand you. You seem like a decent person and I think your face looks fine. I did not notice your chin being small. Anyway, glad you love music. It is beautiful and or uplifting at times. I guess it can even allow you to feel sad and introspective. Keep going and please try to be kind to someone. They may really appreciate it.

I am one myself.

Nascent misanthrope here. It’s new to me.

Same.

Yeah same.

I do not hate people . I also like doing things alone . I prefer to go out alone or be home by myself.

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

I came to the conclusion that I don't hate people, just their flaws. I know that sounds like me being mean, but it's not being mean, it's actually a good thing, who wants flaws? I want people to be perfect in a perfect world. I kinda wanna save people to be honest, even though that sounds crazy.

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

I'll make a video about this in the future about no one can handling ANYTHING, that will be the title, and it MAY trigger people, but I don't care lol, everyone I met is too sensitive like being scared of something so small, I'll talk about this in a future video like I said in the beginning of my comment, sometime in December, it would probably be titled "No one can handle anything". Also everyone has problems with their brain, which is sad. Back in my day, only a small group had mental problems, now it's most of the population. I wish people didn't have these issues, especially addiction, don't even get me started on that, it's RIDICULOUS! It's not their fault, and I don't mean to be an A about it, it's sad really, however, I AM somewhat being an A about people being sensitive, like people afraid of something so small and so normal to well, normal people, lol. More about that in a future video once again.

I can totally relate:(

You like you are 30 to me anyway and there's no need to explain your voice. I don't trust people but I do like some people, yet i would never get too close to them cos I don't have the energy to make the effort to socialise. I get easily drained by any social encounter. I dont like most holidays cos of the sociable aspect. It takes courage to make a vid like this. I have to add that I present myself as a friendly person i just dont have the energy or know how to keep it going long term. Im a very sensitive person and very private too. I enjoy a few hobbies that keep me sane and I love my family. It's good you have your parents .

@GnosticMindTrain

Жыл бұрын

Yeah introverts seem to be like sensitive people, or like, really empathic or something, I don't relate to this lol, I'm very thick skinned, it's not like I was in the military or anything but I have similar skin to that nature like little stuff doesn't bother me I can block out most annoying things in day to day life and I'm not easily offended nowadays only rarely and I can't pick up well on things like I dissociate throughout my day, walking on the sidewalks next to the cars passing by and heading to the park to get some sun. My people are rare.

I think you are a cool Person :)

Bro I don't care I would totally be your friend.

I would like you

@GnosticMindTrain

2 жыл бұрын

Even though I'm not a vegetarian/vegan XD but I do love animals, I don't really gain weight whether I eat meat or not, however, I have noticed when I eat bread, pasta, and especially oats and nuts, I gain more weight. I don't have fast metabolism though, I suffer from this bone disorder from birth.

Wow this is very sad

@GnosticMindTrain

3 жыл бұрын

If you think this is sad, it gets worse. On this channel, I said: I've been socially isolated ever since 2012, I had no real life friends, I'm single, virgin, an adult, I have mental issues such as trauma, a lot of therapists didn't take my trauma seriously though for some messed up reason, but all of those unprofessional doctors came from one place, a low star mental health facility, they didn't take it seriously because I mentioned school bullying and they usually focus on more extreme cases for PTSD, but my trauma did get worse than bullying, but I gave up trying to explain to doctors about it, and left them. As I'm writing this, I'm literally editing a video of me saying I'm attached to things more than people. I'm not sure when the video will be out though, I need to take a break from things for now. I wish I could live alone but I can't.