100 reasons why you should stay alive -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your mom's smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as your heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. What if Heaven isn’t real? 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late-night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Traveling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee/Tea 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating your house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED

@liz-tu2ff

3 жыл бұрын

you’re an angel

@rose-hl2vk

3 жыл бұрын

yo thank you so much its been rough, someone i knew just commited suicide and i wish i could've helped.

@chloet.3816

3 жыл бұрын

@@liz-tu2ff Awww thank you! so are you

@chloet.3816

3 жыл бұрын

@@rose-hl2vk aww of course! And I'm so sorry to hear that. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you!

@nicolemalkowska3196

3 жыл бұрын

YES YES AND YES! tym angel, needed to hear this

It’s like her voice is haunting you and surrounding you yet its comforting at the same time. I live for it, but it kills me.

@liyaahhp7894

3 жыл бұрын

The perfect way to explain this ✨❤️

@libademarquoyah6859

3 жыл бұрын

Sounds like my playlist lmao too many sad songs :)

@marnee8603

3 жыл бұрын

omg its in words

@lizziecote

3 жыл бұрын

this:

@lidiano3230

3 жыл бұрын

Yesssa

Its weird. "i love you" hurts even more then "i hate you"

@disgurstingshaat404

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah people don't lie when they say i hate you but can lie when they say i love you.

@user-ud8xd

3 жыл бұрын

This comment really made me sad cause it’s true...

@laurentiupopa7409

3 жыл бұрын

oh dam

@cuddle9424

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-ud8xd so sorry :/

@emilyskinner1909

3 жыл бұрын

I felt that and it hits me rlly hard to the point ion wanna get up some times

I just want my brain to stop for a while

@Iris_669

3 жыл бұрын

Same I just- I’m tired of living and I’m tired of having to think of too many of these things that make me feel absolutely worthlessn

@reginagail6474

3 жыл бұрын

Amen to that

@andrearenee7186

3 жыл бұрын

Same I hate the fact that I can’t stop my brain from working having obsessive thoughts that scare me and I’m just 14 I’m tired of it I just want it to stop ....ur not alone I know it will go away bc nothing last forever so keep strong luv ya

@disgurstingshaat404

3 жыл бұрын

@@andrearenee7186 omg stay strong toooo💜💜💜 god bless u and ur sweet heart💜

@joshbruning7808

3 жыл бұрын

We are all here for you and wiling to talk it out with you, suicide is not the right way

Do you ever get the feeling that you want to disappear......

@sadburrito9394

3 жыл бұрын

all the time... just ask my friends.... I've said it many times.. most of them don't understand tho....

@Farida-xz7mt

3 жыл бұрын

@@sadburrito9394 aw don't worry .... I guess strangers understand us better than our closest ones

@joshbruning7808

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t ever leave please because so many people need and care about you, and I don’t know who you are but I never want to see you go. I’m here to talk and so is everyone else

@sadburrito9394

3 жыл бұрын

Itz Alt Farida yeah..

@nashx2104

3 жыл бұрын

Listen to how can you live by TISH on spotify Hope u like it💕

To everyone crying to this, we’ll be okay.

@riedoll

3 жыл бұрын

i love how you say 'we'

@ricebowl4

3 жыл бұрын

I literally cried to this

@aliirfan06

3 жыл бұрын

no i wont :/

@ilanisleon1896

3 жыл бұрын

Haha..I hope so😃

@nadiagirod3779

2 жыл бұрын

Idk

my heart is heavy

@azamitani6405

3 жыл бұрын

as one of my favorite anime’s once said, “a heart is a heavy burden”

@mnr9940

3 жыл бұрын

azamitani can you please say which one is it?

@tonystarkissadspecial6852

3 жыл бұрын

Hey amira I am the one person that does read the about in the channels

@lujuria9920

3 жыл бұрын

@@mnr9940 I might be wrong, but I did a little bit of research and found that it's from Howl's Moving Castle, but don't take my word on it since I'm not too sure. Hopefully this can provide some knowledge on it, have a good day/night!

@potatowarrior747

3 жыл бұрын

I read your bio.

I just wanna cry but tears don't come out so here I am, watching the sunrise all by myself.....🌅 (Edit: umm omg?! 956 likes whaaaaat, thank you all so much)

@lenab.7718

3 жыл бұрын

relatable i just cant cry but i wanna cry with tears streaming down my face so bad

@laylalewis21

3 жыл бұрын

Well that happens when you cry To much that your body can’t take it any more and you just want cry, that’s all you wanna do or this makes no sense to you because I’m to damaged

@sophiafernandez5493

3 жыл бұрын

My friends say that they cry every night, but I can’t even cry because I bottle everything up so I can't cry :/

@eclipse8579

3 жыл бұрын

Was it pretty? What were the colors? What's your name? How's your day been?

@snowynxx03

3 жыл бұрын

Everytime I started to teared up a little i always hold it because I think crying makes you weak

comment section is so depressing. its scary

POV: you are in your room all lights on sitting in front of a laptop AND DOING HOMEWORK CUZ ITS YOUR EXAM but you don't want to that's why you are listening to billie

@banaqos

3 жыл бұрын

literally me right now

@anabnanas

3 жыл бұрын

how did u know

@zainabiftikhar1817

3 жыл бұрын

@@anabnanas i can read minds

@noidontlikepans3846

3 жыл бұрын

Are you spying on me? Cause that's LITERALLY WHAT I'M DOING.

@koolioisboss1951

3 жыл бұрын

Don't call me out I'm tryna write a essay😭

i feel like something's wrong w me, im sorry

@alyssaap8225

3 жыл бұрын

@Maryam Francis thank you, i love you

@czw1596

3 жыл бұрын

don’t apologize love. it is okay to feel that way. slow down, take a long, awaited breath. don’t be too hard in yourself. you do so much for yourself, so treat it w love. your heart pumps so you can breathe in and smell flowers, your body takes you to beautiful places. your face has made so many people happy and you just don’t know it. you are lovely in many ways. you’ll realize that when you believe it. you don’t have to apologize okay?

@jazlynreyes7201

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@sakibartneck

3 жыл бұрын

@@jazlynreyes7201 nothings wrong, dont apologize. you an amazing, incredible person, u deserve all the love in the world and so does everyone else. Your beautiful and loving. Nothings wrong w u

@jazlynreyes7201

3 жыл бұрын

- s a k i - thank you I really needed it 😕

Everyone is commenting POV's. Try this one: POV: You've been depressed for years, but your best friend that you've known for five years doesn't know. They spend time with you, you make jokes together, you play video games with them and wish you could spend every waking minute with only them. but. They just recently told you that they have suicidal thoughts. You cry for hours just at the thought that something could be wrong, and that they could hurt themselves. You've never seen them this way. Two months later, you have to call an ambulance for your friend due to a suicide attempt. You put on headphones and wait outside in the rain, you don't want to face the fact that something is wrong. They didn't make it.

@PaganUchiha

3 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭

@mettemensing984

3 жыл бұрын

i’m so so sorry that happened :( 💕

@katzecollective

3 жыл бұрын

this hits different when your best friend of 4 years is dead

@katzecollective

3 жыл бұрын

Ur_Average_Weeb ik it feels like that, i lost my best friend and i’m currently writing this from a mental hospital, i promise it’ll be okay, please stay. people want you to stay i swear, it’ll be worth it, i promise you that if you stay it’ll all make sense and it’ll be so amazing.

@katzecollective

3 жыл бұрын

Ur_Average_Weeb i’m trying, thank you, just know you’re loved and there’s always someone who cares, and if it seems like there isn’t there will be someone, i promise, ily, ty.

i’m so tired. i just went my brain to relax for a moment. i’m tired of getting stressed out. i’m so fucking tired. everything hurts so badly. i’m so self destructive to myself, and i am so sorry to myself. i am so sorry. i wish i could stop, but i cant. i just wanna feel happy with myself, and allow myself to breathe, and be okay.

@mizu7079

3 жыл бұрын

i wanna hug u

@aliyah25

3 жыл бұрын

@@mizu7079 pls i just came back to this comment, and i just wanna say that u actually made my day

@mizu7079

3 жыл бұрын

aaliyah lopez awwwhhhhh your welcome ❤️stay strong okay? ily :3

@i.d.s5703

3 жыл бұрын

i see myself..

@aliyah25

3 жыл бұрын

@@i.d.s5703 i hope you’re doing okay

I never realized how much the word “love” hurts.

POV: your best friend just told you they love you. You’re hit with an overwhelming wave of emotions that crashes down on you all too quickly. So you run. You run and you run and you run and you wind up here. It’s dark out and raining. There are cement walls all around you and you feel trapped. Just as you start to panic this starts playing. The music surrounds and consumes you. You close your eyes and you feel it in your veins. You feel nothing and everything.

@sailor5854

3 жыл бұрын

:0 your really good at writing. good job

@imnotshortyouare7012

3 жыл бұрын

sailor thank you so much!

@identitycrisishaver22

3 жыл бұрын

@@sailor5854 agree .w.

@riedoll

3 жыл бұрын

thats probably him...

tell me I've been lied to- crying isn't like you... ooooo what the hell did I do? never been the type to... let ~me~ see right through ...i love you...

@laurentiupopa7409

3 жыл бұрын

i l o v e y o u

@yasminecruz7640

3 жыл бұрын

i LOVE you

@theboogeyman2704

3 жыл бұрын

I love you❤

i never got the "i love you" back. that's what hurts most.

@yangminhye349

3 жыл бұрын

That “I love you” when not returned is left to float in the air. It changes into poison until it intoxicates you and roses bloom from your throat from unrequited love. The thorns make you bleed and you cry tears of regret and fear. Those wistful tears long for turning back time, and you’re receiving these flowers from Hanahaki because the regret is so strong. But yes, it’s hard for me to be loved romantically. Hard for me to feel like I’m doing well. It’s different when you’re the person who gives everything but gets little back. You’re kind of forgotten about, I guess

@grxcfuldxll

2 жыл бұрын

@@yangminhye349 this is beautiful.

@yangminhye349

2 жыл бұрын

Also, I love your pfp! Who’s the character?

POV: you fall in love with the person who unexpectedly came into your life, you spend every day together, watch every sunrise and make eachother laugh. One night you stare into their eyes as the sunsets. You whisper the words "I love you" as they start to drift off to sleep. They you fall apart bc you remember you live in a world where u can only say I love you once, and that person u say it to has to die. Your watching your love hopelessly dying as it starts to pour, you scream and cry and try to take it back. He makes you laugh one last time by teasing you about how you tripped right In front of him the first time you met. Every memory flashes before your eyes as you lay in the rain hanging on to the last moments you have with your love. You think about how you wanted your life to end before you met them and how they changed your perspective on life, they taught you how to see the beauty in small things. You whisper to them "I always knew I loved you" before watching them become one with the earth. You sit in the rain screaming and crying until you have no voice left.

@insomnieri7731

3 жыл бұрын

This comment is so underrated for how heartbreaking it is

@Miasofia101

3 жыл бұрын

this comment is seriously underrated it goes so well with the lyrics wow. You're amazing.

@_leyarae1062

3 жыл бұрын

This actually made me cry

@siennaabrego781

3 жыл бұрын

Dont call me out like tht😳

@dandelions.6955

3 жыл бұрын

This is so beautiful to where I began crying..

Imagine this Ur sleeping on Billie's lap and she sings this song to u as she plays with ur hair

@ilikefries7700

3 жыл бұрын

omg dont get me in my feels like that, im srsly gonna cry ;-;(i am writing on a laptop cuz im doing home work so i dont have any emojis ;-;, but it was still really good)

@Amberfifu

3 жыл бұрын

@@ilikefries7700 Awwww my bad

@user-qx1no5zv4t

3 жыл бұрын

I'm bald 😐

@riedoll

3 жыл бұрын

and she's my sister

@sophsocool_

3 жыл бұрын

DONT MAKE ME CRYYY GODDAMNNNSNEJ

how do i feel nothing and everything at the same time

@river1409

3 жыл бұрын

something i've been asking for years. but i could never find an answer. not even a reason.

@mollyschaeffer4955

3 жыл бұрын

this.

This is exactly what I was loooking for when I searched this. It’s so satisfying to listen to. Good job in the edit

best "I love you" version of all times... especially from 00:00 to 05:29

whoever’s reading this: you are an angel, you are beautiful valid and loved :)

@hellboybleedem7094

3 жыл бұрын

Can u tell me another joke?

@motherearthy

3 жыл бұрын

‘angel’ if I die..

@novaidk3300

3 жыл бұрын

im not babe

this song makes me cry every time i listen to it idk why i think i have a connection to this song.

POV: you look down at her, her eyes pleading and filled with pain, but you know you can’t help her. your tears fall on her face, knowing that she was suffering, you couldn’t do anything. you look down the road at the man running then at the gun on the ground a few feet away. heavy tears poured, you looked back at her. her eyes started to close. she whispers “I love you.. forever and always..” she then takes her last breath as rain starts pouring. you scream as you realized she is gone. Rain pattered on her face and yours, you’re soaked, you lay down next to her and watch her. you start to feel nothing. you’re numb. the words repeat in your head ‘forever and always’. You close your eyes and listen to the rain while your fingers are intertwined with hers.

@shaylaj3616

3 жыл бұрын

Baby Dream I think I would’ve killed myself and came back as something else you can’t handle that pain man

@nicolesanchez6711

3 жыл бұрын

thanks for making me cry 😀👍💔

@Datreallyhurtedmetho

3 жыл бұрын

that story... FRICK IDK WHAT TO SAY MAN I guess, become an author

@vanessa_tig

3 жыл бұрын

ok but i got mad chills reading andn imagining this

@nanarivet3291

3 жыл бұрын

Damn, Write a book

she sits at the highest seat she could find, guitar in hand. the world seems so quiet. she starts strumming, the words making their way from her lips. rain starts pouring down, drenching her whole self. she, unbothered by the inconvenience, keeps singing her heart out. the words bringing her back to her greatest, yet saddest memories. she just wanted to be happy, but the world wouldn't allow it. it took her back to the day, that faithful day. she remembers the feeling of the hard hospital chairs underneath her. her hand in his. hes laid in front of her, a thin white sheet covering his frail body. he takes slow breathes, as she watches his chest move up and down. she felt tears drip from her chin as she says the words: "i love you.", knowing he couldn't hear them, and even if he did, he couldn't say them back.

@marigold1740

3 жыл бұрын

why did i just write this-

@realgeezersofessex

3 жыл бұрын

and i oop it’s amazing 🥺💔

@marigold1740

3 жыл бұрын

@@realgeezersofessex thank you 😌

my heart feels so heavy, i feel like im carrying the world in my shoulders.

@trinity6551

3 жыл бұрын

don’t forget, i love you. it will get better, i promise.

lowkey wanna be friends with yall.. this comment section breaks my hearth.. ily guys

@nyneishiagupta2064

3 жыл бұрын

ily too

@Onnii_chan

3 жыл бұрын

I love you more😭😭

I fell asleep to this at .75x speed this is honestly so amazing

@lenaeljarieh8058

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤️

Guess im the only one here who's not depressed and just likes listening to sad songs :')

@lillianelisa6701

3 жыл бұрын

lucky

water drips from your curls as the arena fills with the echoing sounds of raindrops hitting the pavement. your eyes focus and unfocus, unable to find a balance between the past and the present. you're in his arms again in central park, then suddenly you aren't. screams escape your heaving lungs and there's a deafening silence. everyone is gone. he is gone. god, if only you had known how a broken heart aches. if only he had never said he loved you, if only it weren't the end of the world.

@aiko9562

3 жыл бұрын

OKAY THIS IS A R T

this song always hits different

@cuddle9424

3 жыл бұрын

Yea....

@nyneishiagupta2064

3 жыл бұрын

yea.....always....

Fantastic. I love this melancholy, yet soulful, version. Just the soul of her voice with the lyrics meaning and the gentle rainfall... Absolutely Beautiful!

POV: she loved him. she fought it for ages before succumbing to the feeling. she wanted to tell him in person so she messaged him to come on a walk. they stood in a field and as she confessed her love and feelings to him it started to rain. He never said it back. shes currently sitting on the exact spot on a cold cloudy day and wishes that she'd never said it just to keep him close. She realises she still loves him.

It's not true Tell me I've been lied to Cryin' isn't like you Ooh What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Ooh Maybe won't you take it back? Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothin' has to change today You didn't mean to say, "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh Up all night on another red eye I wish we never learned to fly I Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie I didn't mean to make you cry I Maybe won't you take it back? Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothin' has to change today You didn't mean to say, "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dyin' We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothin' you could do or say I can't escape the way I love you I don't want to, but I love you Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh :)

I have no words to how describe this made me feel

her voice reminds me of a spirit... not a bad one but one that surrounds u... her voice is a hug holding u... like a guardian angel

her voice is so calming but what she says hurts🥺🥺

I swear.. There is something about her voice... It calms me and it allows me to express my self.. And the rain.. It just mixes so well in such a stunning way.. It’s crazy... And I love it...

@MintyOreosx3

3 ай бұрын

Ikr I love it it’s like I can feel it and it feels amazing in my ears haunting yet satisfying it’s beautiful but the expressing yourself is definitely I felt

when you dont want to go back, but it's so addictive.

This song makes my chest feel empty and my thoughts drifting away. I haven't felt that in a long time. It also makes me cry, but the good crying. Where all the worries and troubles, even the depression and anxiety I have, just flow out of me. I wanna feel that way all the time.

“you didn’t mean to say, i love you”hits a lil different

YOU ARE LOVED do not leave yet, everything might feel bad atm but it gets better, i promise

I don’t think any of us can find a reason to be happy, yet every one of us puts on a smile and goes on with our day as if we’re satisfied.

i just want to be happy is all. that’s literally all i want . . .

I had to listen to this twice once normal and once at 0.75 it’s so good ❤️

POV: it’s a dimly lit empty stadium and it’s raining outside. Billie is on stage, looking at you in the back row on your own while singing to you. this is the most you’ve ever felt connected to someone in your life.

This song hits different when you imagine your current friends leaving you like the last ones

everytime she says i love you, i get chills throughout my whole body

You ever love someone so much that you wake up and go to sleep thinking about them just for them to not know you even exist. The passion you have for them is different than with anyone else and no matter how many times they ghost you, you stay because you’re in denial and have faith. When you rekindle that relationship they slowly drift away again. It’s no longer a 50-50 relationship. Even if it’s just a crush remember that hate and love are both equally strong words 🙂

@uhm9469

3 жыл бұрын

U described my current situation perfectly 👁️👄👁️ it's not a 50 50 anymore, it's a 200 -100

sometimes, "i love you" hurts.

@roses3584

3 жыл бұрын

My parents hurt me by that, I know it could all be thrown away by me saying “I’m gay” (I’m not, but it still hurts how thin their “love” is)

Holy shit you deserve so much more subs for this🥺

I feel like billies music is so emotional, and she really engages you with her and whatever she is feeling while she is singing her song.

I feel like this is what my heart sounds like :)

this song just reminds me of how I still love my ex bestfriend even though he used me and hurt me in so many ways. this song says I cant escape the way I love you but I dont want to and that is exactly how it is for me. I know that if he ever texted me again I would go crawling back. it's awful but sometimes I miss him. I know I would care If anything happened to him. he put me through so much. I never got triggered by the things I do before i met him. i had never stayed up crying and scared before i met him. i never had to worry about someone being alive in the moring before I met him. I had never hurt myself before I met him. and yet I still miss him..... I dont know why and I hate myself for it. he put me through so much horrible shit and yet, I miss him.

@uhm9469

3 жыл бұрын

Hey, it's okay. I promise you, it's okay. I understand- I was in the same situation with an old best friend, she was the person who made me loose everything and everyone I loved, the person who tried to kill me and then when that failed, tried to get me to do it myself. Who encouraged me to hurt myself and ruin everything in the most painful way possible. I didn't want to leave her, though. She was slowly killing me any we both knew that, but I didn't want to go- I stayed stuck to her side for 2 years, and when I did make it out, it was because of my best friend. He snapped me out if it all and made me realise. "you're not going to make it out of this alive if you stay. And I need you." And when I think about it now, I realise I always used to pretend to myself that I had no way out, to make me believe it, because I didn't want to accept that I stayed because I wanted to. now, just less than a year later, I'm free from her and I've never been happier. But I still have moments where I miss her, I miss her so much, and it'd take so much strength not to go running back if I could. And we feel like that because we're human, me and you. It's okay. It's okay for it to still sting, for you to want to go back, as long as you always remember that you're in control. You've got this, you can make it. We're only human, and that's okay.

@user-ec8dn1zp5n

3 жыл бұрын

@@uhm9469 thank you so much, I'm sorry you had to go through that and I wish you the best

@uhm9469

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-ec8dn1zp5n ♥️ right back at u. I hope things start to get better for you very soon, stay strong! 💕

@user-ec8dn1zp5n

3 жыл бұрын

@@uhm9469 thank you sm!! have a good day/night :)

@uhm9469

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-ec8dn1zp5n u too ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🐠

pov: Billie takes you out (as friends) because its your birthday. she takes you to the beach, waterpark and amusement park. as you get some food and drinks, it gets dark and it starts to rain. billie takes you to her favorite childhood arena that has been abandoned for a few years. billie finds an old microphone in the storage closet and sets it up in the middle of the arena. you sit in the bleachers, excited. Billie starts to sing this song but when she sings the part "i love you", you stop smiling and feel a rollar coaster of emotions inside your body as billie stops singing and walks up to you happily. Billie says that she has something to tell you but you just sit there, not knowing what to do. you feel sad, angry, suprised, joyful but disgusted. you never thought of yourself liking billie. you get up and whisper "Im sorry" and run as fast as you can. thats the last you ever saw from billie...

I needed this 🥺 thank you

Get 2 phones or something for an example a computer or tablet and put the song on at the same time and sing!! ITS SO COOL TRY IT I love this song!! 😍😍

You honestly did this so well. The echoes sound like their bouncing off the walls. The rain sounds perfect

I have no idea why this single video made me cry for the first time in very long sickening years

this is just so beautiful

i had so much chills during this omg

this reminds me of her show at red rocks in the summer of 2019. it was raining the whole show but I still had such an amazing time. this is what would her singing I love you would sound like if everyone wasn't singing over her. such a beautiful night, I cried so hard. love it

this is really nice lmao. made me cry.

Oh my lord I thought 'how good can it be?' and I think my soul just ascended into heaven hearing this. billie eilish is good but damn you should teach her some stuff.

this is insanely beautiful and absolutely comforting and calming. I love this more than words can describe ❤

I need an hour version this is so good.

Holy cow. This is so angelic

October 24 2019, the date where my cousin went through hell and pain: It all started with him doing everything he loved living his best life, I loved him so much he was so funny energetic and full of love and passion for everything he does. When riding the dune buggy him and his friend loved doing the gas tank exploded, leaving him in the flames as his friends ran off.. all of them. a kind woman finally picked him up and brought to the hospital after a long time of burning, The image of him asking for help as his friends ran off leaving him behind hurts me to this day. He later died in the hospital being loved by friends and family. His friends didn't arrive to his funeral. This is a reminder to please cherish the time you spend with your family, including the annoying one's ik they get on your nerves sometimes but please love and cherish them.

i cannot thank you enough for making this

This song is everything

My eyes hearts me, cause I was crying out my eyes out this past week.. and still :")

"love" is such a great feeling yet it causes much pain.

it sounds like she’s mocking me and how ugly and horrible i am along with teasing me because i’ve been heartbroken so many times. don’t get me wrong though her voice is super soothing

why is this the best thing ever? ~i l o v e y o u~

Im only a few seconds in but This is absolutely amazing! When she started singing I just got a wave over me. And it just put me at so much peace. And ease, I just drifted off into this. Tysm

sure i’m happy all the time at school but fun fact: - i can’t sleep at night - i cut myself - i have 4 attempts - i have voices in my head - my best friend of 4 years is dead - i’m always being picked on - i have a bunch of disorders - i don’t wanna live anymore and i just don’t know who i am or what’s real or what’s happening i just want everything to be okay, i just want one day where i’m not scared and paranoid, i just wanna be happy, why is that too much to ask for, it’s crazy how one day you can be high on happiness then the next you’re sitting on your bathroom floor covered in bl-d. fake it till you make it, except i won’t make it.

@klierawenzel3056

3 жыл бұрын

omg im so sorry bb. it does get better i promise. please do not end it, it isn't worth it. i dont know you, but you still have ur whole life ahead of you. dont end it , im always here to talk. text me 5022246167.

@ManyaTeterina

3 жыл бұрын

But theres so much u still have to live for. So much. All that music u havent listened to yet. All the people u havent met. All that laughter. And the ability to day that u made it through.

@angelaanodea9400

3 жыл бұрын

I love you please don’t give up. You can do this. It will get better ❤️

@ykcyc114

3 жыл бұрын

I feel so bad for you...

@weirdarchetype

3 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry.Please know it gets better.Please stay

billies voice is like a lot of ghosts surrounding you and it gives you chills every time but it feels like your not alone even knowing the ghosts are in your head

this came up in my recommended and i clicked because i have an obsession with this song. i closed my eyes and mates on my bed and just imagined standing in an empty stadium with only billie on stage with a microphone and a speaker for the background music. i imagined just standing there listening and sobbing. anyways that’s just what i was doing while i listened to this :)

this song just makes me cry more

My worst fear is someone saying "i love you" because I know that they'll just leave and the hole they filled gets broken again and gets bigger. Like if someone says: I hate you" I really don't care but if someone says I love you then I start crying because I know they're going to leave me

It's sooo beautiful 😍😭

I want to go to sleep, forever.

Thnks for making me cry🙂

*So magical and relaxing...*

just one word... messssmerizing...

I dont want to wake up, i just want to disappear its crazy how i give my love and passion in everything and they still say its not enough im gonna quit one day and once they see i did thell regret telling me "its not that bad " or "i had to go through more"all i needed was help and you did nothing YOU SAW ME IN PAIN AND YET DID NOTHING im done.

her voice is so mesmerizing

I think about doing it pretty often..but I never do because I don’t want to hurt the people around me..that doesn’t change the thoughts though..there’s nothing wrong with my life so I don’t understand why I have the thoughts..

@annagreen2851

3 жыл бұрын

I'm rooting for you :)

@river1409

3 жыл бұрын

because thoughts are a bitch sometimes. and you are your worst enemy. as cheesey as it may sound, become your hero. i know it's not easy, hell it feels barely possible. but there's a light, where you'll always think what if. what if i didn't, what if this didn't happen, what if everything wasn't so, change that. what you should be thinking is what if i do this, what if i helped myself, what if i got better. and how. i believe in you, despite what kind of person you are, what things you've done, or what thoughts you've had. in my eyes, you are unbelievably worthy. and i don't lie to people like you. people who deserve, the satisfaction of recovery, and unexplainable amounts of happiness. one day you'll get better. this doesn't mean the thoughts will completely stop. but understand this, when you are better. which you, you truly beautiful person, will be. it won't break you down. it might hurt every once in a while. it will build yourself up so much stronger and HAPPIER. I'm not in your situation, i could never understand your pain. And I'm sorry. But I've had the thoughts and i know what they can do to you. hell i have them now. But even if it doesn't always seem possible. Which i guarantee you, it doesn't for me. I know we'll get better, both of us. One step at a time. Because no matter how many times my thoughts can tell me otherwise, I'm worth it. As are you. Both of us. We'll make it through. I care. if you need or want to talk, about anything at all. just say the word. I'm here, judgement free. and i love you. feel better, because you fucking deserve it.

this one takes me somewhere where I always wanted to go...✿

it hits different when it's not about a lover but a friend you told all your secrets to, trusted them the most, loved them endlessly, gave them all you've got, they were your number...yet they tell you you will never be important to them and they never talk to you again and they've already replaced you...

I always enjoy reading people's stories in the comments of these videos, so I thought I'd share mine. A few months ago, I told my friend that I had feelings for him. Obviously, he didn't feel the same, and we didn't talk for a while. He means a lot to me, and he was there for me during tough times, so I felt quite lonely after that. I missed him, but I gave him his space. Later, he reached out to me, and we started off fresh. I'd gotten over my romantic feelings by then, so the friendship was still salvaged. But, he didn't contact me as much as before. It felt like only once in a blue moon. Now he's moving away. Far away. I'm sad. I'll miss him, but I'm not crying, because there's a part of me that knows I lost him a long time ago, and that as soon as he leaves, he'll forget about me.

i know it hurts. i know. but im really proud of you for making it today. for making it as far as you have. so, incredibly, proud. i love you.

its raining right now and I'm listening to this :)))

omg yes. i love thiss

This is a vibe

You ever just have these friends that u love and care for and they care for u but they couldnt ever understand how you feel so you cant seek comfort from them and they dont try to help you bc they think you are ok but ur really not and there is no one right now in your life who you could tell your issues and fears to bc they either take it the wrongh way or make u feel even worse . Anyone ?

@uhm9469

3 жыл бұрын

I know the feeling exactly, but I'm here for u!!

Showering+dark room+nice candles+playing this song= perfect For reducing My depression and it’s so f*cking calming Seems like i’m doing a ritual 🤣

this song is just so beautiful even though i have never been in love but i know the other feeling, what's stopping her from loving the person.

Here before u blow up 🤧✌️💗