seeing the amount of hurt and sad people in this comment section is so heartbreaking to me :( i just wanted to tell you guys no matter what, you’re never alone and things will eventually get better. i’m here for you and so are a lot of others, don’t ever forget that

@muhammmedibrahim1599

3 жыл бұрын

I really miss going to school seeing my friends being happy now life is so gray for me i cannot even do like everyday is the same. And in online school its so hard to not get distracted there tiktok/my phone for any game literally and then i am so scared of failing i just cant help myself. Even if online is easier to cheat when your IN school you dont need to cheat at all because you were paying attention. I am so sad this song makes me think of field trips with me and my friends how we smiled and stuff but now we never see each other. I lost so many of my friends and I am so tired all the time. then i have exams in school literally every second week and I am pressurized so much and at home also i have to chores and other stuff because my mom is sick. I REALLY REALLU wish covid to end i cannot live like this another year. Its so hard because im in igcse i choose my interest subjects and I never went to school to practically learn about them and in august im going to be in year 10 and i dont think ill be able to pass year 9 I am so stressed i just want to llike forget everything run away with my friends sit on a beach climb a mountain go hiking do all the fun stuff. sorry for the spelling errors

@d.i.p4076

3 жыл бұрын

I’m 20 years old Never had a girlfriend Never went to college Never been on a rollercoaster State red working at 15 years old to help out I wish I could redo my childhood I miss being a teenager . I still have time But what if I don’t do anything I want? I’ll have just wasted my youth I don’t want to grow old I want financial security I had three part time jobs at 18 I don’t know if I have friends anymore

@danieltaylor653

3 жыл бұрын

dont worry try your hardest and things will get better, if you dont try you never know what will happen,

@danieltaylor653

3 жыл бұрын

@@muhammmedibrahim1599 it will get better dont worry

@luma2070

3 жыл бұрын

*i just wanna go back to being a careless child.* *growing up gives me too much anxiety...*

@Maelie3

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way as a child I always wished to grow up and be older now that I am older I regret saying those words I didn’t know I would be in such pain and that I would have to hide my pain because it is cause by my own family and it’s weird because the only person I trust is my baby brother because he’s so caring and loving. And sometimes I just wished I honestly had someone to talk to who wouldn’t judge me and let me cry on their shoulders, but right now all I need is a hug from someone who cares about my feelings and people say pain is not permanent but then why have I been feeling this pain for over a year now and I’m so sorry I wrote all this but I just wanted to let half of the stuffs I’m feeling sad about now because maybe someone who’s reading the comments understands my pain and actually gets me but again I’m sorry for writing this have a good day 💕

@adrian842

2 жыл бұрын

I want to unlike myself

@saraluconi6281

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@G36203

2 жыл бұрын

You can now give others what was given to you. Growing up can be a beautiful thing too.

@seraphina453

2 жыл бұрын

@@Maelie3 its been one year, i hope your doing better. I can relate. I also remmeber saying how i wished i could grow upm i regret that now, and im almost 15. Inqoyld give anything to gonback to being 12 and living being a lid again

i miss my childhood, i hope i can go back to those days when my mom was still alive. i miss her so much :(

@mrghostfrog1640

3 жыл бұрын

im so sorry for you :/ i know this feeling too well.. if u lose somebody and u are never able to see this person again. It gets better, I know it doesn't seem like this in the moment but if u need someone to talk to I'm here okay? my insta is: urfxckingnightmare u can talk to me every time u want I'm listening. I hope tomorrow gets better for you and u focus on the good things in life :) and if u feel unloved then let me love you. I know we doesn't know each other but that doenst matter because everyone needs a loved one :) and I hope u go back to this comment if u doesn't feel well. Everytime I feel a little down I write poems of good things in the comments to people who feel sad heh.. that's like a task for me, and if I can give u one tip, doesn't put yourself down. If u listen to sad songs to cry to that's okay, but think of the good times and not the bad times. That's what helps me when I'm down. And when u are crying rn.. let me give u a big big hug *hug hug*

@Maelie3

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your lost baby❤️🥺. May she rest in heaven 🙏🏼 sending you love and kisses💜❤️

@sharifarihanna3876

3 жыл бұрын

@@mrghostfrog1640 omg... im crying, I haven't seen ur reply, just now. Thank You So Much! u r so kind. u are so sweet. i hope you are doing good. its been a week when u replied to my comment but im very thankful. i feel loved :(

@sharifarihanna3876

3 жыл бұрын

@@Maelie3 tysm. you are so sweet. please stay safe

@Maelie3

3 жыл бұрын

@@sharifarihanna3876 you’re very welcome, hon. Stay safe as well

I wanna give everyone who hears this a big hug so bad, y’all deserve the world.

@nancy_ptrmn

3 жыл бұрын

(⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃

@herrcrazi7495

3 жыл бұрын

For that we are on the right path to embrace it's true value, we already own it and the true happiness of small things. There is the path we should all follow, the one to eternal wisdom, the universal love of all things. In the insignificant lies fulfilment.

@floraoberhauser2460

3 жыл бұрын

omg i luv u

@user-ii1mi6fn7q

3 жыл бұрын

@@herrcrazi7495 I'm crying rn tysm 😭

@hndanitzr

3 жыл бұрын

You deserve whole world darling

I miss enjoying school and friends, now everything feels like a chore. Nothings happy anymore.

@emskocurek714

3 жыл бұрын

true

@woshiainolagi

3 жыл бұрын

Fr

@sarahkhalled9766

2 жыл бұрын

Fr

@itsjustmagsp3343

2 жыл бұрын

Its felt like that for me too but itll get better.

@avishkajayawardhane2710

Жыл бұрын

One day your closest friend can be your greatest enemy ❤️‍🩹

i just wanna be ok ..

@thekidxiirau2704

3 жыл бұрын

Doesn’t everyone

@xhesonkaleshi1083

2 жыл бұрын

If u wanna talk buddy I’m here for it, u know… I wish it too, we can help each other :’)

@unknown2966

2 жыл бұрын

:(

@itsjustmagsp3343

2 жыл бұрын

Dont we all

@linny539

2 жыл бұрын

I hope today you are doing better. I wanna be ok too but just wait until tomorrow

growing up , most of us were told to “cherish the moments before they’re gone” . some didn’t have the chance to cherish anything . as for others , they wish they didn’t take advantage not realizing things could be taken and given with a blink of a soulless second.

@GabrielGarcia-co9qx

4 ай бұрын

Thanks for this. I definitely have moments from my childhood I cherish but it was mostly a dark time marked by abuse, anguish, pain, and terrible suicidal ideation. I only ever wanted to grow up or die to no longer feel the time. By the Grace of God I was afforded the former way out but not the latter. Yet adulthood has certainly not been without its struggles. Cruel people continue to be cruel regardless of age. At least now I have more of a means to protect myself and now my loved ones from those malignant persons who set to do us harm.

life used to be so easy. now it's just so ugly. everything is just so ugly that you just watch everything go downhill and blame yourself for not doing anything about it. and i think that's what scares me. moving on. falling out of love. losing interest. just because i have to grow up.

@G36203

2 жыл бұрын

Growing up it's not always about "abandon happiness and gain responsabilioties; it is about learning good lessons and share with others happy memories and those learnings, and help them to gain happiness too. Like Harry Potter making the expecto patronum ¿didn't you know? :)

I didn't enjoy my childhood at all, it was so traumatizing being around adults who fights everyday. They were so strict too that they won't even let me go outside I wish I had disobeyed them and had fun with my friends and so that I can get those scars from playing. Right now I am 17 years old, depressed, insecure, and anxious about everything.

@wormeater290

3 жыл бұрын

Here, a war always happens

@yefrisitobowen7455

3 жыл бұрын

i'm so sorry for you. i'm sure you're strong and you will finally feel good and do the things that make you happy. just don't give up, please.

@ritaalibrary1272

2 жыл бұрын

Live your life 🎭

@manuel9827

2 жыл бұрын

❤️

@AVWAV

Жыл бұрын

I hope you are doing better right now, give me an update if you read this

I feel like ending it, nobody loves me and I’m not good enough.

@Hacker-rd4si

3 жыл бұрын

No dont end it,I was going to end it but trust me don't do it.You are good enough and you will find someone that will love you

@chiarabazzaro6341

3 жыл бұрын

God loves you.

@Stoked144

3 жыл бұрын

God and Jesus still want you and love you

@smexyangelmike3117

3 жыл бұрын

You are lovable and you are good enough. Don't take your life. Those thoughts that you have are just thoughts you've kept having about yourself. I love your username by the way

@whoknowsnobody3908

3 жыл бұрын

Jesus Christ loves you so much! He died on the cross for your sins repent from them start over!!! God I loves you and cares about you sooo much ❤️

_It's funny how self destructive I am. When something starts to make me happy again, I destroy it. I can't let myself be happy, because I'm scared of love and happiness. They all leave, they all leave me behind. I'm just tired._

@TantoFaz-cy2mn

4 ай бұрын

Mas a culpa é sua por estar machucando e destruindo quem te faz feliz. Quem sabe se você der uma chance a si mesmo de ser feliz as coisas deem certo? Se arrisque enquanto tem a chance colega se você dar às pessoas amadas motivos para não irem elas não irão muito provavelmente

@MarieTracy-em5rb

3 ай бұрын

@florsoupita Everyone leaves in the end. Rarely does one not die alone. The world never stops moving, not for anyone or anything, we are all constantly in motion, time with others is only for a moment. Find friends that move at your pace so you won't be left behind except in the end.

@Lucid-1111

2 ай бұрын

😭

@YouDontKnowme-lf4ni

27 күн бұрын

I wish is a sentence heard all over but I very much do wish this world makes everyone's life atleast worth living to the very ending. I'm afraid of progress and being heard and rather I'd stay quiet, but being sheepish is worse fear.

@MarieTracy-em5rb

21 күн бұрын

​@@YouDontKnowme-lf4ni Do I not know you? One wispered sheep under the breath to me; no way shape or form am I a sheep! Even though those that keep the flock in line may have brought me down doesn't place me in that category. I guess things are just how they were supposed to be...not 1 category is for me?...adrift...meh 🎉 What category do you fall in?

I remember when i was little running in the beach and laughing miss the old days :(

@nf1267

2 жыл бұрын

I miss being able to get praised for the easiest of things, and now all I seem to do is a disappoint

@smexyangelmike3117

3 жыл бұрын

I'm proud of you for trying :)

@herrcrazi7495

3 жыл бұрын

One thing childhood never told us was that we should not seek praise. You're your own fulfilment, your own pride, your own happiness, and for that you must go. For that, the love of nature and God, and for the stars in you children's eyes.

@ThekushKid

3 жыл бұрын

I feel that so much

@Meph_X

Ай бұрын

I feel that in my soul man, as a kid it was like I had everything even though I didn't. Now I have much more, yet it feels like I have nothing at all.

This got me in my feels love this

It’s so dark on the other side. Being an adult means knowing what is happening, knowing that this is the world we live in. Accepting our reality. Going along with it just to survive another day. Knowing and having the ability not to react with anguish, keeping your composure so that you don’t sabotage yourself. I miss being a child. I miss knowing nothing at all about the ways we live. I’m in so much regret right now. I’m trying so hard to protect myself.

@warmaffinity7835

7 ай бұрын

This comment right here got me, not one sentence is wrong….. adult hood is a facade to strip you of your innocence and hope

This song gives me a sense of comfort whenever I listen to it. I developed depression really early in my life and would always isolate myself, I never had the childhood I wanted. I would surround myself with the most self-centered people there was, and i would never get a chance to talk about my problems. It has a big effect once you grow up.

i just wanna go back in time..

@invisible4121

3 жыл бұрын

samee

@RACERLENNO

2 ай бұрын

Say who doesn't.

I'd like to relate but this is comforting for no reason. My childhood is repressed anyways so I'll pretend it was good

@RACERLENNO

2 ай бұрын

You are not alone mate.

This song gives me hunger games vibes for no reason.

@janette3516

3 жыл бұрын

Same

I hope it gets better

@ruthxvr

3 жыл бұрын

i hope your doing fine.

@love4ana56

3 жыл бұрын

@Aston

@love4ana56

3 жыл бұрын

@@ruthxvr ty beebz

@ruthxvr

3 жыл бұрын

@@love4ana56

im afraid to grow up

@julia3200

3 жыл бұрын

Me too

@RACERLENNO

2 ай бұрын

Yeah man, life is scary.

Don’t worry your not the only one listening to this masterpiece in 2021

@TheDragonslayer119

2 жыл бұрын

Here in 2022

@corrwupted4

Жыл бұрын

2022 now

@CASEOHatetheearth

Жыл бұрын

2023 now

@dacactusof0746

9 ай бұрын

​@@CASEOHatetheearth almost 2024 bud

@priscillanix123

6 ай бұрын

Almost 2024

I miss being so innocent, and oblivious to how messed up this world is.

I just feel.. Numb

I wish i never grew up, not being insecure and depressed just being carefree lol fuck i hate my life

i miss the little me, playing in the sand, running around at the beach, pretending i was smoking whenever it was cold outside, playing with water balloons in summer, making a snowman in winter, crying because i couldnt stay outside longer, crying because i want to grow up as soon as possible. and now i cry because i want to be young again.

@duplodie

3 жыл бұрын

I’m crying inside on your comment.So true,i want back the little me so bad😭

life is so good lately! stay strong bc everything gets better, just have faith

this pandemic really hit hard really. at the beginning of it i was 13, next year i'm turning 16. although it's almost been 2 years i still feel 13. you're telling me i have to get a job and start worrying about my future when i still feel like i'm in eight grade? who is keeping the time because they need to get fired or something. like honestly i'm going to become a full blown adult soon, but i still feels like i'm 13. it kinda sucks, but i guess we all had to grow up quickly. when i look back on these years it'll be quite disappointing to be honest. i was just alone.

@SaddyTree

2 жыл бұрын

I just realized that the pandemic started when I was 13 and now I’m gonna be 16 next year WTH

@gracelenton9011

2 жыл бұрын

Same in a yrs time my boyfriends going to the navy and I'll be in college (i live in the uk) all my friends will drift apart going to different colleges and 6th forms, I'll be getting a job. It's scary

@diakdiak

Жыл бұрын

@@gracelenton9011 i was 14 when the pandemic started, and honestly i was depressed 9th grade was hell, then pandemic started, i played games all day with my friends and it was the best year of my life, oh how i miss 2020-21. I'm gonna be 18 this march, will be going to university.

@pabloilv.9298

6 ай бұрын

​@@SaddyTreeu r 18 now bro...

My childhood was not good at all, I have that feeling of wanting to turn back time, but for what? To suffer again? Even this present is just as bad I guess, I feel trapped

i can‘t do this anymore. God please take my life before i do it myself.

@SofiaCooper-ol1qi

3 жыл бұрын

Things get better with time,stay strong. I don’t you but I love you and you are loved .

@itsnoneofyourbusiness6963

3 жыл бұрын

idk the reason but you should be strong.

@Priithvi

4 ай бұрын

One day you'll smile for the same reason that you're crying for now.

@hellohello8254

2 ай бұрын

If you are still with us, don't do it and give your life to Jesus so he can transform you ❤

idk how people wanna live, wanna grow up, get older.. life always gets harder the older you are. rent, taxes, jobs, relationships, family, deaths, etc

@Oden511

11 ай бұрын

انا ارى ان تفعل كل سي في الحياه كي تستمع و تخوض التجارب وعندما تكبر ستكون مرتاحً

@Xn3x9

10 ай бұрын

​@@Oden511ليس الأمر بهذا السهولة .

I used to listen to this song every night, I suffered from insomnia. It was a very lonely winter. I was hurting so much. Thankfully, I'm recovering now and feel a little less lonely

@chibinaru5047

Ай бұрын

How do you cure insomnia?

i miss playing outside with the neighborhood kids and play outside till the street lights turned on

Hits different when you’re scared of growing up/getting old

Ojalá estar en los viejos tiempos... Donde mi ex-mejor amiga y yo éramos inseparables, dónde no habían inseguridades, dónde era inocente, dónde no tenia que preocuparme por cosas que no valen lo pena, dónde no me rompí en cachos por gente que no me merecía y que aún sigo echándoles de menos por alguna extraña razón, dónde no rogaba por apagar mis emociones y desaparecer...

i miss being okay. i miss caring about what happens to me, but i just don't care anymore, if something bad were to happen to me i wouldn't care

i’m jealous of people who can say they miss being a child because they could ‘‘run free without being worried with nothing’’, i guess i just wanted to have a normal childhood, but life is not fair

i hate my life rn :( i just wish i could go back as a smal child..

N sei pq mas quando escuto essa música me traz uma sensação de life is estrange

@RACERLENNO

2 ай бұрын

Exactly!!

I just want to go back to 3rd grade in 2019, no Covid, no false news, but now I know that once there’s 2 witnesses, I just need to survive for 7 years and I can finally say I survived this nightmare

I miss being happy , strong and having friends

I want to feel something :(

@cmoney798

3 жыл бұрын

Me to why am I so numb

@gothicprincess5191

3 жыл бұрын

@@cmoney798 You got this!!! i hope that whatever is going on will end soon

Sometimes you must hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain because life's greatest lessons are learned through pain.

This was absolutely perfect 👌🏻

Hitting my 30’s and then seeing how things were in 2009 and 2010 made me realize I took all that for granted man, those who hit 18 or still under 18 listen when I say STAY YOUNG AS LONG AS YOU CAN! And don’t be so mad at the world when things go bad, all of it goes away so fast the older you get.

I felt this

It’s like every day I am stuck in a loop of sadness depression anxiety ect and it’s like when something good happens something even worse cancels it out and no matter how hard I try nothing ever changes I’m just ready to get off this rock we call earth

@3.dmentional

Жыл бұрын

i cried to that

I'm sorry for myself that i had n i found out about social media bc it caused me alot of anxiety...just wanna go back when i didn't know anything but playing in the beach with my cousins.....

Im glad I grew up i wish I never went through my childhood.

@Priithvi

4 ай бұрын

Why tho

Damn it went so quick appreciate it while it lasts

just know. you wanted to grow up. all of you. same as i did.

Yooo why is everyone so sad here??:// i mean yeah nowdays its kinda difficult to get through all of these stuffs but yeah keep going

music express our emotions and this one did mine, knowing myself and other around me showing weakness isn't an option so no crying, walking froward we will thrive while forgetting what we used to strive for.

i miss old summer vacations.. before i was happy to be on summer vacations to be with my friends but not anymore. a routine come up every year i don't eat all day long and i cry everyday thinking what ive done in the past that i regret. i wish i could take the opportunities that i had..

idk about you guys but i’m happy asf, I just like the vibe of this song

This melody is just atmospheric.When you come home after a hard day, and lie down on the bed, and relax.

Feelings that give me goosebumps, I don't know why

Everyone is missing something, I'm just missing my grandmas and granpas cat... I was with him since I was a baby...

Here u go ❤️‍🩹 0:00

I am laughing at the comments cause they are too relatable but my laugh is with full of tears.

Быть одному это не плохо. Умейте делать себя счастливым, тогда вы обретёте настоящее, неповторимое чувство любви

"I hope I never grow up" can be interpreted both ways. Either you don't want to live. Sad variant. Humans grow for a lifetime. Maybe not physically, but the personality/mentality. On the brightside :) never wanting to grow up can also mean to never lose your inner child. The happy variant. I prefer the second variant ^^ and I hope someday everyone who faced hardship, will see how precious and beautiful life can be. Good evening :)

i miss being myself.

guys I have to go to the bathroom so bad BUT THERES no bathroom so I’m listening to this song ;)

@kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472

2 жыл бұрын

OKAOAKAOWKA

Peace is with me. This incredible concentration with this music 🙏🫴❤️

I remember taking off on my push bike when I was 11-17 and be out riding all night till sunrise by myself just thinking about my future my dreams,my goals and who I wanted to be. I miss that kid

I remember many years ago a pastor told me that God intended for humanity to experience innocent happiness such as our childhood for eternity before sin corrupted us and separated us from the Father. I don’t even know if I believe in God anymore but I wish I could go back to the days when I heard that pastor speak

I love Christmas so much. But over the years it has dulled. It almost feels as though it's in the past....

@reagengoodman2528

6 ай бұрын

I feel the same, now I just get depressed around the Holidays cause I feel like I should be happy but I'm not

I want to hold kid me, just hug them, tell them they are so much more and deserve happiness. To keep fighting and don’t forget what a strong and capable person they are, dust your knees off and keep going. That i love them. But I can’t...... “I’m sorry “

“I hope I never grow up at all.” So much to it

Who's still listening to this in 2023 almost 2024...?

@Elissaplayzz

6 ай бұрын

Me..

@SaddyTree

6 ай бұрын

Me. This song is so painful to me.

I hope I don't either, I didn't think I'd make it to adulthood, but I'm here, I love you all 💜 you all deserve the world

im so close to just ending it all.

@softie1109

2 жыл бұрын

please don’t, life sucks but i want you to stay here

@SaddyTree

2 жыл бұрын

pls dont

@softie1109

2 жыл бұрын

@@SaddyTree i’m scared :(

@SaddyTree

2 жыл бұрын

@@softie1109 me too

When i was a kid i always said i cant wait to grow up now im 17 and wish i could go back to when i was a kid again

4-12 "I cant wait to grow up" 13-18 "i want ti go back" 19 and over "i cant go back"

"Can I cry Now?"

Some didn't get a chance to enjoy their childhood as much as others... I hope the future generation gets a better childhood ❤️‍🩹

gonna be my birthday this damn month in 5 days i don’t wanna do this anymore please let me stay young

It's as if grief doesn't amount to pain now. That pain has become solace. Grief is pleasure

I’m still a kid but I don’t feel like one anymore I miss school and my friends I miss not crying to the point I can’t breathe just because of one bad grade I try so hard in school and in my social life yet I feel like nothing comes in return it’s crazy how one bad grade can change your whole world and how it can make you feel useless and terrible no matter what your other grades are all my anxiety and depression comes from school I currently have a D in one of my classes and A in all my others but I still feel terrible and like I am a failure I pray and pray but I still feel this way

When you realize how your childhood really was. Wasn't that great but at least u didn't had to worry ab school

😢 make you feel like you could do better in your childhood before it was gone

I wish I could go back to when I was younger, but with my current memories. I want to rewrite my life over again. I was stuck in a bubble of maladaptive daydreaming that I kept my heart shielded, I never fully stop to look around and make my life have meaning, it's all my fault that this happened to me.

I just want be enough.

This should have got way more views 🤕❤️‍🩹

I’m wondering till this day why I said it, why? Why was I such a brat and a spoiled shit bag? I should’ve kept my damn mouth shut and maybe i would’ve been a better daughter. I want them to be proud of me, but I’m still in guilt of what I said. I’m sorry dad I wish I could be more better for you and I didn’t mean it and I should’ve been more smarter but I’m sorry so sorry I’m sorry please forgive me

I wish I wasn’t living for other people and could live for myself. Everyday wishing something will just finish the misery once and for all, but I can’t. I have roles to fulfill in my life. Husband, father, brother, friend, son, but I’m just here for the sake of not putting them through any pain. If I just could disappear without a trace, I would accept it without hesitation. But nothing is coming. I have to wait for my demise and suffer in silence till God says it’s enough. But when is enough? When is it enough till I can’t take it anymore? When can I feel alive again? Questions that will never have answers unfortunately.

@-Ivy-ly2sm

4 ай бұрын

I’m glad we both understand each other. I feel the same way. ❤

One day we all will have to grow up and theirs nothing we can do about it we can’t prevent it at least when you grow up their will be some good things you can do I hope you guys have a good day/night

I miss no wanting to go too bed i miss being excited for school i miss being happy i miss it all i just want that back

I lost a friend we've been friends since kindergarten and now I'm in high-school and without saying anything she just left me to be alone because I have problems talking to other people so she was the only one I could talk to and, without a doubt she left me NOT EVEN SAYING ANYTHING AND ITS JUST SO HEARTBREAKING NOW I'M JUST THAT "LONELY SHY HAS AXIETY FREAK" YEAH KIDS YOU DO NOT WANT TO GROW UP CHARISH THE CHILD YOU ARE PLEASE MAKE YOUR LIFE AS GREAT AS POSSIBLE PLEASE.. -The lonley freak

As a man…I just hope one day I’ll be given flowers…so I can put them in front of the grave I’ve been digging myself.

I just wanna go back to when I didn’t have to think so much about school, parent’s yelling, all those hurtful comments and just going back to when I could relax fall asleep when I wanted to wake up when I wanted to eat what I want to eat and not be told what to and not to do by other people.

People in the comments are talking about friends and shit, but for me, it's family trauma. Enduring all the difficult shit they put me through, AND having to heal from it as a grown adult is so fucking hard. Not only do I have to worry about eating three meals a day, and bills, but also live with the burden of all the emotional, physical and mental abuse I've been put through. It sucks having to see people, especially family, for what they really are and because of that the most amazing memory you had of them starts to completely disintegrate.

this gives me sad vibes..

I was always that kid who never wanted to grow up, I wanted that time to stop, I think. But here we are.

Am I the only one listening to this in 2023 nearly 2024? oh god..

After my mom died, i drove myself to try to become more successful and be proud of myself and my dad and stepmom say it to me but when they tell me that theyre proud, i still dont get the satisfaction or happiness from it, its not the same hearing it from my mom, after one success after another, it still doesnt feel the same of hearing your mom saying shes proud of you, now shes beyond my reach.

Не всех солдат известны имена, Не все погибшие покоятся в могилах - Смешать пыталась вас с землёй война, Но победить в ней - было в ваших силах, Безвестные герои страшных битв! Вы выстояли, будущее дав нам. За ратников не перечесть молитв, Но мы - спасённые - хотим сказать о главном Простыми и не громкими словами: Мы преклоняемся, солдаты, перед вами За то, что дали нам дышать свободой право. Немеркнущие Память вам и Слава! Геннадий Дубров («Стихи ставропольских поэтов о войне

Pro just end ur pain 3:32

I’m 16,but I feel myself old;( I would go back to my childhood when i played with no cares and being happy all the time..