Some people have been really awful to me because I'm still upset because I've lost my darling husband of 40 years. They say unkind things to me just because I don't want to go to caffès or aimlessly walk around the shops. I was caring for my husband in hospitals, slept by his bed, provided all of his care, did his physiotherapy and it had been such a traumatic time for me. Following this I cared for him at home for a long time. People want me to erase this from my memory and start looking for a new husband. So, these people are no longer my friends. We were married when my husband died; we never got divorced, so I consider myself still married to him. Love him forever, and still in love with him. I just need them to respect how I feel.

@jjktng

29 күн бұрын

God bless you

@MsAnitaGr

28 күн бұрын

You are absolutely right. A loss can be a traumatic one. Give time to yourself, honor your feelings. Your friends should be more patient and considerate.

@user-dt9ix8dw7c

27 күн бұрын

I think you're great!My mother felt the same after my father died at 60 . She would be insulted that people would tell her that she'd re_marry. She used to say that no one could replace my father. Bless you. xxx❤❤❤

@lucius4556

26 күн бұрын

Some people just want a partner for the sake of having one, not someone they've met and have chemistry and a real love with..when you've had a real love another cannot replace that.

@Jesussavedme

20 күн бұрын

The reason it's so hard to let go is because caring for him was your purpose an now you feel like you have nothing to do.. I'm so truly sorry hun ❤ I wish people could understand how heart breaking and life changing it is to lose your better half 💔 they will never get it cause it didn't happen to them so try to understand they all just want to help somehow but don't know how 😢 I cant imagine how your feeling and you have every right to grieve as long as it takes ❤ God bless you

Thank you for sharing this story. My Son passed away a few months ago. Right now, I'm still living it every moment. I asked him to let me know if he was okay and then I had 3 dreams about him. The message I got from the dreams is that that he hears me, and he's content and at peace.

@sherchrist4488

Ай бұрын

keep watching ndes! i lost my son five years ago and i watch them every nite. they are the only thing that has helped. 💙💙

@mortalclown3812

Ай бұрын

Holly, I'm sorry for the loss of your child. 🌏🌿🦋🙏 Fwiw, one of my favorite books, 'Hello From Heaven', is about varieties of ADCs (after death communication). Bill and Judy Guggenheim are the authors. I've read it many times thru the years: it's that heartening. 💙 Your mention of dreams made me think of it. The ones I had after the passing of my sister felt more real than 'regular' dreams in every way. Paz y luz ✨️

@tyfogle

Ай бұрын

God bless you! My son died 7 years ago. Remember him in all the good years and know he is at peace.

@tracyyoung4484

Ай бұрын

Firstly may I say, my sincere condolences on the passing of your beloved son. I have had similar experiences to you on 3 separate occasions also. The first after a 25 year old friend died, the second after my father passed in 2011 then again after my mother passed away last year. The dreams all occurred in the early hours of the morning. They have all provided such peace that I was able to accept their passing much more easily. I truly hope that the peace you are feeling remains with you like it has done for me. My friend passed about 30 years ago. I still remember her coming to me and I still remember the 'dreams' of my mother and father visiting me. I think that is how you can tell the difference between these experiences and normal dreams- it is how vivid they remain in your memory to give a lasting peace. Over time, I have been left with simply feeling gratitude for these experiences as I know that many people do not get to experience this gift.

@waiyatng3283

Ай бұрын

I lost my mum a month ago, and she was my only family member. I dreamt of her many times since her coma, the dream was short, message was clear - she wants to let me know she was there, nothing to feel upset about. We will meet in heaven one day. I am sure your son is in heaven, and please give him a smile and live fearlessly. ❤ from Hong Kong

My son passed nearly one year ago 💔 I pray every day that one day he will visit me ❤

@user-vq9ff3fx5g

Ай бұрын

Your son hears you always.... please choose a sign that he can send to you and when you see it, it will either be in a strange way or at a time when you really need it :)

@intuitivediane

15 күн бұрын

It may come. It took me 8 years for a baby I lost. Then 15 years for my mum.

My partner of 24 years died 6 months ago. I’ve had 2 dreams about him. Each time he was smiling and glowing and looked beautiful. The first time he was smiling looking at me and said ‘look at you’ I’m not sure what he meant….the second time he was holding me and looking into my eyes and smiling. I’ve felt really alone since he died. These dreams helped

Thank you Thanatos TV for making these videos available to the English speaking world, they are a great comfort to many 😊

I still grieve the loss of my two beloved daughters, so young and beautiful. Your story is a soothing balm to my heart and I realize we all suffer from the loss of pieces of our hearts but must continue on.

I just want to see my grandpa again.😢😢😢 died unexpectedly in 2017 from a drunk driver. Please protect my grandpa lord thank you.

@lovefilles

Ай бұрын

I am so sorry for you Vanessa.

@Iamchampagne1969

Ай бұрын

I will pray for you and your grandpa 🙏🏻❤️

@DarrenCarrie

14 күн бұрын

So. Sorry. For. Your. Loss. This. Life. Is. Unfair. At. Times. R. Most. Of. The. Time. But. We. Always. Have. Something. This. Life. Can. Never. Take. Thats. HOPE 😊

A sweet and lovely story. And what a lovely woman, with light in her eyes!

Antonia''s closeness to and her belief in, our "other world" has kept her sound to stand the pain and sorrow in this world. An extremely touching account from someone who knows what she is talking about. Thank you so much for Antonia's tale.

Thank you kindly, Antonia, for your honest heartfelt sincerity when describing your experiences. I have gone between grief and gratitude in dealing with the loss of my little boy in a drowning accident almost 50 years ago. I have finally found peace even though I had no spiritual experiences to help me get through it, except for a few dreams many years ago. I know I will see him again, along with many other loved ones, when it is time to go. Thanatos TV continues to assure me of this beautiful life on the other side. Thank you once again!

@brotherdom1

Ай бұрын

you will see him again and so much more than we in human form can comprehend.

@alyciawhite9485

Ай бұрын

@@brotherdom1, yessss….

I have been watching these NDE videos for a while now and could never relate to them UNTIL I had my own experience. It wasn't an NDE, but an OBE, which I guess is one element of many people's NDEs. But mine was simply during a "sleep" state experience. I was able to make my awareness leave my body, but also remain in my body, so there was a sort of "split" of my awareness. I became aware of a large field with animals which I was flying above like Peter Pan. It wasn't an illusion. It felt MORE real than current reality. yet at the same time I could feel my physical body lying on the bed. It was by far the most MIND-BLOWING experience I have ever had. I did not use drugs. I was just relaxed and was able to travel away from my physical body.

@caram9733

29 күн бұрын

I had a similar experience. I totally get you!

@SRSR-pc8ti

27 күн бұрын

Yep, there is a whole other reality of this one is but a pale shadow.

@user-dt9ix8dw7c

27 күн бұрын

I've had several experiences of the same thing!Very real. xxx

@marinawilliams7477

27 күн бұрын

yes, the field a huge one and colorful with wild animals , right? i think i flew over it too... bright colors too

There is so much wisdom there, and it's wisdom born through loss and grief, with the ultimate knowledge that death is truly not the end of life. I hope that the remainder of her life is filled with joy.

A wonderful gift of an interview full of love and openness to possibility. Thank you!

So many chills. What tragedy she went through. But what hope she gives that we are immortal

Antonia Maria Albanese is by no means unique. My first wife died July 15, 2022. On her birthday later that year, she began contacting me through dreams, signs, knowings, help, and answers. In all her activity after death I am certain that she was leading me to my new wife. You see, in her living life, she had often expressed her wish that I marry again if she should leave first. I always said I would not marry again. I was 59 when she died. She continued in her afterlife to arrange for me to recognize her, trust her, and take her suggestion. She even influenced another woman to speak to me, and it is that woman I married in July of 2023. After I married my new wife, my first wife, along with the first husband of my new wife, expressed their wish that we newlyweds enjoy life together. Since then, she's stayed on her side of the grave. It was truly a miraculous and beautiful 10 months.

Thank you for sharing your experience. I have never thought of death that way in which we should be grateful for the time we have spent with those who have died instead of grieving them. You have opened my eyes to another perspective. Thank you.

Grazie ....una delle testimonianze più belle e toccanti che io abbia mai ascoltato. tra le più belle in assoluto....e Antonia Maria è una donna meravigliosa....grazie...testimonianze come questa riempiono il cuore, completamente, di tante cose belle...di tutte le "cose" più belle della vita umana......

Same thing happened to me after my mother died. We had an agreement that whoever went first would come back and let the other one know they were okay. About 3 days after she died, she came to me in a dream. But it was like no dream I've ever experienced before. I became aware that I was in an inky black place with no light at all. As I looked into the darkness, I began to see a silver silhouette appear in front of me, as if someone was tracing it in the dark with a silver pencil. Upon closer inspection, I recognized it to be my mother. I said, "Is that you, Mum?" The strange thing was that as soon as I thought the words, I heard my own voice in my head speaking them. Then I heard her voice reply. She said, "Yes, it is me." I gave her a big hug, and then I felt myself waking up. Before I fully woke up, I said, "Are you okay, Mum?" She replied, "Yeah," in a very enthusiastic way. Then I woke up in bed. There is no doubt in my mind that it was her keeping her promise to me. Thanks, Mum. I love you to infinity ❤️.

@Shamaness888

Ай бұрын

Same agreement I made with my grandma, only difference is she came to me when I was awake. She appeared in light gray fog, the fog appeared in a corner and shaped her face 1st, then she came through and touched my hand and went back into the fog. It's happened in a second, I didn't even have time to say one word. So yes, it's very true.

@nitrosavy

21 күн бұрын

@@Shamaness888 That’s amazing, thanks for sharing, isn’t it great to know our loved ones are fine, and even better, that one day we will see them again.

Oh, I had very similar experiences after my darling husband's death. On one occasion I'd asked him what was he doing in heaven, to which he had replied " I'm mostly travelling ". My daughter had an identical dream, when he also said that he's mostly travelling. We weren't aware of each other's dreams at that time. My deceased mum spoke to me one day, when I was very far removed from even thinking about her, and it was so real, that I completely forgot that she's no longer with us! She ordered me to do something, just like she did when we were living together, so I got up, proceeded to the kitchen and only then, I remember she's died about seven years ago. I've had many more experiences, so I do believe the departed can see us when they want to. Thank you for sharing this. 😊

Grazie per questa incredibile e commovente testimonianza. La vita può essere molto dolorosa e potremmo sentirci soli, ma in realtà i nostri amati sono sempre con noi ❤🙏

I appreciate that you translate always in English thank you

Always love your guests and interviews. It is a gift for me when I see you have posted another video. Thanks, Ronn

Thank you so much for this beautiful testimony. I am so deeply touched by it.❤

There is no such thing as death we are spiritual beings having a human experience and not humans having a spiritual experience much 💕 with compassion fallowed by understanding 😊

This lady is completely credible. Her honesty shines through.

Beautiful gracious lady, beautiful story, thank you

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I was 5 times in coma and what I saw made me believe in God and become happy forever! Every hour is a blessing for me now no matter what is going on. May all the worlds be happy! May our love for the Creator, God grow stronger every passing moment!

I wish i could see it in my own eyes too i have been grieving for so many years

Thank you for great interview!

Thank you for sharing. Amazing that you get that kind of contact❤ Just a couple of weeks ago I had something similar, but not as vivid. I was falling asleep and suddenly I felt my mothers dog with me. She passed about a year ago. It was so strong it woke me up. Didn't really feel like a dream, but who knows.. I felt her so clearly, like she was right there❤ Didn't even see her, just felt her somehow, hard to explain

Thank you for sharing, Antonia❣❣

Thank you Antonia & Thanatos TV for sharing these experiences❤❤

Thank you! I love this channel/podcast! 🙏🏼☀️🌸

Thank you for this lovely video.

Very interesting interview❤

Gracias 🙏🏻

Girl. This is exactly my same story with my husband John. I'm so glad you are here so I can listen to your experience.

Yes, life and death are two sides of one coin. This is an exceptional authentic account. Thanks so much for this

Life is so much more than we think. We are much greater than what we think. We are magnificent,

@gothboschincarnate3931

Ай бұрын

sure...if your rich and overpriveledged....

@pennylane7943

Ай бұрын

​​@@gothboschincarnate3931You really could be more than this.

EVERY DAY IS A GREAT BEAUTIFUL GIFT, YOU ARE SO RIGHT ANTONIA!

Much love ❤️

Absolutely lovely. I can directly relate to so many of the experiences Ms. Albanese has described. My brother also let me know that he is fine.

Thanks!

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I have had many after death contacts by my family members and also the patients that I work with. I sometimes have dreams, visions or ask for signs or for them to show me something in a book. I love knowing that they do exist elsewhere. They do! They really do! :) I totally understand what she is talking about when she is receiving communication in between a sleep state and an awakened state, this is because your mind is in the subconscious state and it is much easier for those who have passed on to the other side to send messages to you in that particular state. Allowing yourself to grieve and to accept the process as it unfolds is the best way to naturally heal your heart.... understand that everyone goes through this process differently and it is all okay!

Thank u for sharing!!❤❤❤

I miss receiving notification of your videos!

unfortunately I am just living through the day 😭

I wish she would have described the world of the afterlife since she saw it in her vision.

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I believe you sweetheart.

A moving account. Bright lady.

I miss receiving notifications of your videos

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Great testominey.

Interesting.... But, starting at 22:59 she says that people must have the right to speak of their pain and loss. That it's unspeakably helpful but people are ashamed and that's not nice. Then at 23:40 she literally shames people for for speaking their pain. I'm a Bereavement Counselor. Please, never criticize them and tell them that your loss was worse by stating why your own loss was so great. No one can judge someone's pain. Loss is loss and it's painful. Everyone deals with it in their own way. Do not waste your time judging your pain from another's. If you can, listen to them if, not, just acknowledge where they are in the grief journey and move on. Grief is a necessary selfish act. We all go through it and no one can take away the pain. It's something we all have to work through on our own with hopefully, the emotional help of others. All they need to do is to listen. At 24:32, where you ask yourself to look at what that person has brought to you; that comes later, after you've done your grief work. Then you reach the point where you are able to celebrate that person's life and acknowledge that they've moved on and that you are doing the same. That is healing through grief.

“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man, The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.” --- 1 Corinthians 2:9

the translation about the urn episode at the cemetery is confused.

At the 16 min mark where she talks about a force pushing her in the pew. I have felt this myself a couple of times and I have used similar language to describe it.

Those that transition don't experience "time" like us in the "here and now". We suffer through the unknown; they know.

@mmedeuxchevaux

Ай бұрын

I often wonder about that, how "time" is perceived. I think of peasants, soldiers, children, every day people who fell into oblivion hundreds, thousands of years ago. Do their personalities/souls persist or do they dissolve into light or nothingness

You should consider posting these videos in their native language with English subtitles as well. I appreciate the dubbed version but I think hearing the person's voice tell their own story and not a translator telling it robotically has more impact.

@ThanatosTVEN

Ай бұрын

You can also watch every voice-over interview in the original version via this channel. Just take a look at our "Original Interviews" playlist: kzread.info/head/PLmieT_oAkXdcoVLM1KUiFTHtvqCuOn71O

@britt0890

16 күн бұрын

@@ThanatosTVEN yes but I only speak English, it would be nice if the original videos had English subtitles as an option as well so we can all appreciate these people's stories in their own voice.

@ThanatosTVEN

15 күн бұрын

We recommend that you have the German subtitles automatically translated by KZread. The result should be good, as most of our original subtitles are edited.

@britt0890

15 күн бұрын

@@ThanatosTVEN I'll give it a try, thank you

Didnt know that Darmstadt is Italy :D

@E-Kat

Ай бұрын

She didn't say it was.

“Live like you were dying” Tim McGraw

She looks like Demi Moore in Ghost.

@tri-unetrl3966

10 күн бұрын

She does, and she also looks like a slightly older version of Emily Goss imo.

Everything is happening within and there is no true reality by

18,000 Km?

@E-Kat

Ай бұрын

New Zealand and Italy are about 18 000 km away. She doesn't say where from the relatives were coming, does she? 😊

But do we keep our form, or do we simply join the wave of eternity?

Lots of peeps dying unexpectedly. I wonder why?

OK if there a god why is the world full unhappiness then why is there death in the world then why don't the god show himself why he hiding to if he real

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At the end just silly meaningless experiences, here or beyond.

Very nice. Eternity can be like sunny Italy or a tropical paradise or whatever you desire. ☀️

Hi

Don't lie about your experience

What a wonderful share…. except the emptiness is short and any nurturing….. 🫧🕊💗🕊🫧👀🐥🐣🍄🧸

Infinite gratitude Beloveds 🙏🕊🤍🕯

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